New Here - Our Story
Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2023 6:24 pm
Hi Everyone!
Longtime lurker here. After reading so many wonderful (and hot!) posts, I was inspired to finally put our story on virtual paper. I'm sorry this is so long, but I have wanted to get all of this out there for so long.
My wife and I are 45 (me) and 43 (her). We've been together for over 21 years now, married for 18. We live in the Orlando area.
Our story is a bit complicated, and it involves a lot of deceit on her part. All has been worked out now, and things are amazing between us, but there have been some twists and turns.
My wife (who I will call D from now on) had led me to believe she was relatively inexperienced when we first met. She had a college bf, who is who she initially said she lost her virginity to. She admitted to a few other youthful hookups, but nothing more. I later found out that couldn't have been further from the truth.
As for me, I had been with two other women. One was my long-term college girlfriend. Another was a random one-night stand. When I was in HS, my HS girlfriend cheated on me. Instead of getting angry about it, I found myself wanting, no needing, to know all of the details. I had no idea what a cuckold was, but apparently, I was already headed down that path. Or at least towards becoming a stag or someone in an open relationship. She ended up dumping me for that guy, got pregnant like six months later and he dumped her. I had already moved on, or I might have been raising their kid.
Anyway, my college girlfriend took my virginity on our second date. She had a lot more experience than I did at the time, and she really led the way. We dated for almost the entirety of college (five years for both of us) and she told me all about her past relationships. She never cheated on me but would make up sexy stories for me all the time about guys she wanted to fuck. I truly believe if we had stayed together, she would have cuckolded me, or we would have had an open relationship. Sadly, we wanted different things with our careers and where we wanted to live, and it ended in a pretty ugly breakup.
I met D after moving to FL. We hit it off right away. Started dating exclusively immediately. About three months into our relationship, I started to ask her about her sexual past. She always said "It doesn't matter. I only care about you." Eventually, I got her to tell me about her college ex-boyfriend and the couple of other guys she had hooked up with. But she was really adamant about not telling me too much. Her standard answer was also some version of "That's in the past."
At around the six-month mark, I asked if she'd ever be interested in a threesome. She was very clear she has no interest in being with another woman. When I said, "What about another guy?" she laughed and said, "Do you want to be with a guy?" I explained that I would like to see her fuck another guy, not that I wanted to be with a guy. And then she was very clear that she wanted no one but me.
I'd bring it up every so often, and she always shut me down. Often it led to her getting angry and accusing me of wanting to fuck other women. I always explained I didn't want that, but she was confused and didn't get the whole cuckold, hotwife thing. I tried to get her to read about it and she left it as "Never happening." If she was extremely horny, I could get her to tell me things about her ex-boyfriend and the few other guys she had blown and whatnot. She finally admitted, rather annoyedly and somewhat meanly, that they were all bigger than me, except for one guy. She even eventually admitted that her ex-boyfriend was a lot bigger than me and that he would make her cum while fucking her. That is something I've never done during our entire relationship. I've only ever made her cum by going down on her or fingering her.
After a couple of years of dating, we got engaged. A year or so later, we got married. Shortly after our honeymoon, she returned to her home state to help her parents pack to move closer to us. When she got home, on the ride home from the airport, she started to cry out of nowhere and said we needed to talk.
She admitted to finding some of her ex's stuff that had just been in her old room for years. But it was stuff she thought he might want back. She found his number, called him and set up time to meet him to give it to him. They met for coffee, and she said she was instantly attracted to him all over again. She stressed it was strictly physical attraction and the emotional part was only because of their past together. He invited her back to see his new apartment and she went, knowing it would probably end with them hooking up.
She told me that as soon as they were in the door, he turned to her and leaned down and they started kissing. They were pulling at each other's clothes, and he had her down to her bra and panties very quickly. He commented that she had put on weight (which was true) but that he liked it because her tits and ass were bigger. She said she went from being pissed off to being very turned on by his judgement. They went to his bed and he asked her to jerk him off with her lefthand, because he wanted to see her rings against his dick. She thought he was dumb, but did it for him before sucking his dick. She told me he asked if he is "bigger than your husband?" and she admitted that he is. And he laughed while she sucked his dick.
I was shocked. Thankfully it was a very short drive back to our apartment or I might have gotten in an accident. We got inside and I asked for the rest of the story. She wiped away her tears and asked if I was sure I wanted to hear it. And I told her that I was.
She said he came in her mouth and she swallowed it. He then rolled her on her back and played with her tits for a while and then made her cum by going down on her. At this point, he was hard and wanted to fuck. He was already pushing into her when he asked if he should put a condom on. She told him no, because she was on the pill. She said she came hard when he told her how tight her pussy was.
She eventually rode him, with him commenting on how big her tits were and how he liked watching them bounce. And then he finished by fucking her doggy style and cumming inside of her.
At this point, she noticed I was hard, but that I also had some tears in my eyes. She asked if I was ok. I was honest and told her I didn't know what to think. That started her crying all over again, which made me cry a bit harder. At that point, she said "You wanted this! You ask all the time!" and I said, "But not with him!" And she very snarkily grabbed my dick and said, "Looks like you don't really mind." At that point I started to cry and laugh at the same time of the absurdity of the whole thing. Eventually, she gave me a handjob until I came, while she told me how hard she came with him inside her.
After we calmed down, I asked if they fucked more than once? (They didn't). Did he try to get her to come back another day? (He did. She declined.) Did he want her back? (She didn't think so. He just wanted to fuck.) Did she want to fuck him again? (She said it was a one-time moment of weakness and that he's actually kind of a life-loser. She was very truthful that all he really has going for him is a big dick and his ability to fuck.)
That night, we were in bed fooling around and I asked, "Are you thinking about his big dick?" She moaned and said, "Not his." At this point, she pulled away and said, "You can't freak out, but I have to be honest about something I've never told you." And I was stunned that there was more than her already revealing she cheated on me.
I'll never forget that it was a Friday night and she said "I'm glad we don't have work tomorrow. This is going to be a long conversation." as she started to cry softly. I immediately asked, "Who else and how long?" And she said, "It's not like that. At least until last week back home." Then she told me to just let her get it all out, and then she'd answer any questions I had after. And she took a deep breath.
At this point D came clean about her real past. The summer before she went to college, her virginity was taken by a friend of her parents. He caught her jerking off her then boyfriend in her parent's basement. He ran the kid off and she begged him not to tell her parents. At that point, she offered to jerk him off or blow him. It didn't take much convincing and she blew him right there in the basement. That led to the two of them getting together a couple of days later at his house and he took her virginity.
I should pause here to say everyone was of legal age during all of this. And she insists she did it because she wanted to. She admitted she always had a crush on this guy and that he fully started her on her thing for older to much older men.
Back to that Friday night...I was shocked and ready to ask questions and D said "Let me finish or I won't ever get it all out." She went on to admit that they fucked all summer until she went to college. Eventually, he told another friend of her parents, and she had her first threesome. Two days before she left for school, she had her first mini-gangbang. Those two guys and two other guys. All people her parents knew. All between the ages of 38 and 55. She said that was the biggest turn on for her, as she loved giving them what they weren't getting at home.
I managed to fit in a question of how long all this lasted and she said "I fucked some of them right up until I moved to Florida. Mostly on trips home from school or on breaks or over the summer." And then she shushed me and continued.
She explained that in college, she became quite the bar slut almost immediately. She didn't drink, but her friends did and loved to get into bars and clubs. If they were hassled about being underage, she'd offer to blow the doorman, bouncer, manager, whoever, and they'd get in. Most of her friends weren't really into the older guys, but D was. So, if they wanted to buy them drinks, she'd happily take them up on it, knowing they'd want something in return.
She developed a rep as an easy blowjob and sometimes an easy fuck. She said she loved the power she felt, and that it felt good to get her and her friends hooked up. All of this went on with the full support of her college boyfriend (the one she cheated on me with), as he liked having a slutty girlfriend, provided she kept taking care of him too.
Each summer, when back home from school, she'd take a couple of friends and hit up the bars near her hometown. Same story. During the summer between her junior and senior year, things got messy for D. One of her parent's female friends saw her leaving a bar with an older, married guy and followed them to his car. She saw D riding him and she freaked out. She told D's mom, who sat D down and told her she knew what was going on.
D said she got defensive with her mom at first, and her mom said "Calm down. I don't care what you do, as long as you are safe and it's not illegal." D's mom then explained to her that her and D's dad were swingers. Not hardcore, but casual, once and a while swingers. She said it helped keep their marriage going after both of them had affairs and really hurt the other.
At that point, D's mom admitted just how much she knew about what was going on. Apparently one of D's partners from the original summer came clean to her mom, because he felt extremely guilty about it. At that point, D's mom admitted that she had also fucked few of the same guys. In total, they figured out that they had three partners in common for sex, including the original guy who took D's virginity, and a handful more for one of the fucking them and the other blowing them, or vice versa. Her mom made her promise to stay on the pill, to be safe and to let her know if anything ever got out of hand. D's father passed before he ever found out, or at least before he ever told her or her mom that he knew about his daughter's sluttiness.
That's all I feel like I can write for now. This has been overwhelming to actually write out. And there is more to tell. Including D cheating on me again that week when she was home and again a few years after the initial time, and then where things have been since then. I'll try to come back and write it all out later, if people are interested in the rest of the story.
Thanks for the outlet.
K
Longtime lurker here. After reading so many wonderful (and hot!) posts, I was inspired to finally put our story on virtual paper. I'm sorry this is so long, but I have wanted to get all of this out there for so long.
My wife and I are 45 (me) and 43 (her). We've been together for over 21 years now, married for 18. We live in the Orlando area.
Our story is a bit complicated, and it involves a lot of deceit on her part. All has been worked out now, and things are amazing between us, but there have been some twists and turns.
My wife (who I will call D from now on) had led me to believe she was relatively inexperienced when we first met. She had a college bf, who is who she initially said she lost her virginity to. She admitted to a few other youthful hookups, but nothing more. I later found out that couldn't have been further from the truth.
As for me, I had been with two other women. One was my long-term college girlfriend. Another was a random one-night stand. When I was in HS, my HS girlfriend cheated on me. Instead of getting angry about it, I found myself wanting, no needing, to know all of the details. I had no idea what a cuckold was, but apparently, I was already headed down that path. Or at least towards becoming a stag or someone in an open relationship. She ended up dumping me for that guy, got pregnant like six months later and he dumped her. I had already moved on, or I might have been raising their kid.
Anyway, my college girlfriend took my virginity on our second date. She had a lot more experience than I did at the time, and she really led the way. We dated for almost the entirety of college (five years for both of us) and she told me all about her past relationships. She never cheated on me but would make up sexy stories for me all the time about guys she wanted to fuck. I truly believe if we had stayed together, she would have cuckolded me, or we would have had an open relationship. Sadly, we wanted different things with our careers and where we wanted to live, and it ended in a pretty ugly breakup.
I met D after moving to FL. We hit it off right away. Started dating exclusively immediately. About three months into our relationship, I started to ask her about her sexual past. She always said "It doesn't matter. I only care about you." Eventually, I got her to tell me about her college ex-boyfriend and the couple of other guys she had hooked up with. But she was really adamant about not telling me too much. Her standard answer was also some version of "That's in the past."
At around the six-month mark, I asked if she'd ever be interested in a threesome. She was very clear she has no interest in being with another woman. When I said, "What about another guy?" she laughed and said, "Do you want to be with a guy?" I explained that I would like to see her fuck another guy, not that I wanted to be with a guy. And then she was very clear that she wanted no one but me.
I'd bring it up every so often, and she always shut me down. Often it led to her getting angry and accusing me of wanting to fuck other women. I always explained I didn't want that, but she was confused and didn't get the whole cuckold, hotwife thing. I tried to get her to read about it and she left it as "Never happening." If she was extremely horny, I could get her to tell me things about her ex-boyfriend and the few other guys she had blown and whatnot. She finally admitted, rather annoyedly and somewhat meanly, that they were all bigger than me, except for one guy. She even eventually admitted that her ex-boyfriend was a lot bigger than me and that he would make her cum while fucking her. That is something I've never done during our entire relationship. I've only ever made her cum by going down on her or fingering her.
After a couple of years of dating, we got engaged. A year or so later, we got married. Shortly after our honeymoon, she returned to her home state to help her parents pack to move closer to us. When she got home, on the ride home from the airport, she started to cry out of nowhere and said we needed to talk.
She admitted to finding some of her ex's stuff that had just been in her old room for years. But it was stuff she thought he might want back. She found his number, called him and set up time to meet him to give it to him. They met for coffee, and she said she was instantly attracted to him all over again. She stressed it was strictly physical attraction and the emotional part was only because of their past together. He invited her back to see his new apartment and she went, knowing it would probably end with them hooking up.
She told me that as soon as they were in the door, he turned to her and leaned down and they started kissing. They were pulling at each other's clothes, and he had her down to her bra and panties very quickly. He commented that she had put on weight (which was true) but that he liked it because her tits and ass were bigger. She said she went from being pissed off to being very turned on by his judgement. They went to his bed and he asked her to jerk him off with her lefthand, because he wanted to see her rings against his dick. She thought he was dumb, but did it for him before sucking his dick. She told me he asked if he is "bigger than your husband?" and she admitted that he is. And he laughed while she sucked his dick.
I was shocked. Thankfully it was a very short drive back to our apartment or I might have gotten in an accident. We got inside and I asked for the rest of the story. She wiped away her tears and asked if I was sure I wanted to hear it. And I told her that I was.
She said he came in her mouth and she swallowed it. He then rolled her on her back and played with her tits for a while and then made her cum by going down on her. At this point, he was hard and wanted to fuck. He was already pushing into her when he asked if he should put a condom on. She told him no, because she was on the pill. She said she came hard when he told her how tight her pussy was.
She eventually rode him, with him commenting on how big her tits were and how he liked watching them bounce. And then he finished by fucking her doggy style and cumming inside of her.
At this point, she noticed I was hard, but that I also had some tears in my eyes. She asked if I was ok. I was honest and told her I didn't know what to think. That started her crying all over again, which made me cry a bit harder. At that point, she said "You wanted this! You ask all the time!" and I said, "But not with him!" And she very snarkily grabbed my dick and said, "Looks like you don't really mind." At that point I started to cry and laugh at the same time of the absurdity of the whole thing. Eventually, she gave me a handjob until I came, while she told me how hard she came with him inside her.
After we calmed down, I asked if they fucked more than once? (They didn't). Did he try to get her to come back another day? (He did. She declined.) Did he want her back? (She didn't think so. He just wanted to fuck.) Did she want to fuck him again? (She said it was a one-time moment of weakness and that he's actually kind of a life-loser. She was very truthful that all he really has going for him is a big dick and his ability to fuck.)
That night, we were in bed fooling around and I asked, "Are you thinking about his big dick?" She moaned and said, "Not his." At this point, she pulled away and said, "You can't freak out, but I have to be honest about something I've never told you." And I was stunned that there was more than her already revealing she cheated on me.
I'll never forget that it was a Friday night and she said "I'm glad we don't have work tomorrow. This is going to be a long conversation." as she started to cry softly. I immediately asked, "Who else and how long?" And she said, "It's not like that. At least until last week back home." Then she told me to just let her get it all out, and then she'd answer any questions I had after. And she took a deep breath.
At this point D came clean about her real past. The summer before she went to college, her virginity was taken by a friend of her parents. He caught her jerking off her then boyfriend in her parent's basement. He ran the kid off and she begged him not to tell her parents. At that point, she offered to jerk him off or blow him. It didn't take much convincing and she blew him right there in the basement. That led to the two of them getting together a couple of days later at his house and he took her virginity.
I should pause here to say everyone was of legal age during all of this. And she insists she did it because she wanted to. She admitted she always had a crush on this guy and that he fully started her on her thing for older to much older men.
Back to that Friday night...I was shocked and ready to ask questions and D said "Let me finish or I won't ever get it all out." She went on to admit that they fucked all summer until she went to college. Eventually, he told another friend of her parents, and she had her first threesome. Two days before she left for school, she had her first mini-gangbang. Those two guys and two other guys. All people her parents knew. All between the ages of 38 and 55. She said that was the biggest turn on for her, as she loved giving them what they weren't getting at home.
I managed to fit in a question of how long all this lasted and she said "I fucked some of them right up until I moved to Florida. Mostly on trips home from school or on breaks or over the summer." And then she shushed me and continued.
She explained that in college, she became quite the bar slut almost immediately. She didn't drink, but her friends did and loved to get into bars and clubs. If they were hassled about being underage, she'd offer to blow the doorman, bouncer, manager, whoever, and they'd get in. Most of her friends weren't really into the older guys, but D was. So, if they wanted to buy them drinks, she'd happily take them up on it, knowing they'd want something in return.
She developed a rep as an easy blowjob and sometimes an easy fuck. She said she loved the power she felt, and that it felt good to get her and her friends hooked up. All of this went on with the full support of her college boyfriend (the one she cheated on me with), as he liked having a slutty girlfriend, provided she kept taking care of him too.
Each summer, when back home from school, she'd take a couple of friends and hit up the bars near her hometown. Same story. During the summer between her junior and senior year, things got messy for D. One of her parent's female friends saw her leaving a bar with an older, married guy and followed them to his car. She saw D riding him and she freaked out. She told D's mom, who sat D down and told her she knew what was going on.
D said she got defensive with her mom at first, and her mom said "Calm down. I don't care what you do, as long as you are safe and it's not illegal." D's mom then explained to her that her and D's dad were swingers. Not hardcore, but casual, once and a while swingers. She said it helped keep their marriage going after both of them had affairs and really hurt the other.
At that point, D's mom admitted just how much she knew about what was going on. Apparently one of D's partners from the original summer came clean to her mom, because he felt extremely guilty about it. At that point, D's mom admitted that she had also fucked few of the same guys. In total, they figured out that they had three partners in common for sex, including the original guy who took D's virginity, and a handful more for one of the fucking them and the other blowing them, or vice versa. Her mom made her promise to stay on the pill, to be safe and to let her know if anything ever got out of hand. D's father passed before he ever found out, or at least before he ever told her or her mom that he knew about his daughter's sluttiness.
That's all I feel like I can write for now. This has been overwhelming to actually write out. And there is more to tell. Including D cheating on me again that week when she was home and again a few years after the initial time, and then where things have been since then. I'll try to come back and write it all out later, if people are interested in the rest of the story.
Thanks for the outlet.
K