So here it is, I didn't know I wanted this since a year ago. I had a normal relationship with her for 3 years, we had our kid. everything was going well. I was always a guy who is very sexual. And then one day when our relationship kinda dwindled out of resentments and etc. She was breaking up with me. fast forward couple of months we talked and I wanted to say that we take a break instead and think about this. I was moved out and I came back in with her. For a month. But it didnt work for her, she told me it was a mistake and it 'ended' there at that time.
Now we stayed for like 3 weeks at the same place after this and this kink that was developing inside of me for years blurped out. I had to tell her what I loved. It came from a time I got cheated on by a past gf. pretty sure. and So I told her when I was away from her when we broke up, all I could masterbate on was the idea of her being fucked by another man. Pleasuring him and all that. And I told her all, she was very receptive. it was a shock to her, but she listened. We hugged and I thanked her. I explained over the weeks all about that lifestyle and my kink, we learned and I told her I would love her, if it could help our couple to do this. to let her have boyfriends etc. anything shed want, whether we go the hardcore route , where she denies me sex etc, or make me participate. whatever I like being dominated but also would love a more 'together approach for sure'.
Told her too if she cant do this without having feelings for a man , its a possibility. anyways, all was said but it obviously wasnt enough time for her to like this or want to do this obviously, but I was glad I shared that to her, the love of my life. Now after that she reconected with an ex randomly, and they fell back in love. she left, she went to live with him. And we were truly separated. A bit of problems with our relationship appeared. and they were together for 11 months.
Until recently i didnt know this, but she is pregnant, from him, it was conceived like after 5months of them dating. I learned it recently from her. And it shocked me a bit, hurt a bit, but after a day, I was accepting and happy our daughter was gonna have a sister. Then what I didn't know is that the relationship was NOT going good. and she was unhappy. fast forward a little, I then was starting a relationship couple weeks. We met back for a daycare event, and we had a lovely time, reconecting etc, but then I learned that she was very emotional seeing me and thats when I learned that she left him, she was living elsewhere at friends etc and it hurt her to know I was dating. I asked her why is that,?? do you have feelings towards me etc. And she did mention that yes she feels like it was a mistake to leave our family we had and etc. And I was very understanding and tried my best to make her feel good even though she is pregnant now from another man.
thats the sum of this complicated story so now here is the present.
We have been dating now, slowly but a lot still, having diners, sleeping together, family style with our daughter, she is very happy.
And then the sex part that's exciting, even though Id love to have my kid inside her. Knowing that She is my love of my life now.. the woman I love, seeing her pregnant from another man, that she has been enjoying another man's cock. is so fucking hot. She went away, it hurt obviously but knowing she knows I would love to be cucked or be a stag for her. That its now physical absolute that she has been fucked. Is soo hot and I told her, and I told her i couldnt wait to eat her pussy out.
and we had a lovely date night, and we did have sex again, and I think I made her cum twice (at leaast once) from eating her, she tasted so good. my cock was so hard from thinking 'my god I have such a sexy gf ( and she is veryy hot) seeing her smile with that belly bump , moving her legs and pussy on my face. then she sucked me, and it was so good to see that sexy face gobbling my cock, she was moaning and loving it. Then I fucked her, got deep in her, fucking girlfriend pregnant from another man who is not gonna be the father probably? because hes an asshole and going downhill anyways. remains to be seen. but that was so so hot. we cuddled, we connected, smiled in love. it was beautiful.
It is very strange for her, so I try to calm her and reassure her that its all okay and yes it is peculiar but that I truly love her. I think it helps that she knows I am IN it for her, always and I accept the mistakes etc.
So whats hot for the future is that she never said no to the idea of sleeping with men in the future, I retold her its not important that we do this, I just want her in my life, but I told her that she can have this whenever we want even if its 5 years down the line, she has that 'extra' but that we need to remain together this time haha. And she never said no or changed what she had said that she will be thinking about it. Says she understands me.
So right now, well first off I am so happy and in love with her, it feels amazing , but also the sexual part of this, knowing im falling in love and even talked about marriage one day, knowing she will most definitely want to feel another mans cock inside her. IS SO FUCKING ALLURING. I cannot wait to share more one day, because obviously I cannot share this to any other person, Thought you guys and girls might enjoy.
If you have any questions or comments, let me know
