Missing the cuck life

[gulfcoastguy2]

My wife was open to the hotwife life when we dated, but after marriage she stopped cold turkey. I miss it terribly, the knots in the stomach while she went on dates, sleeping alone in our bed while she stayed out all night. The memories give me such raging erections, like nothing else does. No amount of begging has worked and we have been married over 5 years. I’ve even considered divorce because of the “bait and switch “. But as I approach 60, that seems like a scary proposition. What to do….

[MarshaA]

I've heard this many times. It's sad, but it's normal.

[stonemtncouple]

You only have one life to live. And another unhappy year goes by, and another, and another. What are you waiting for?
Would she be ok with you having a girlfriend on the side a open marriage?

[isinlarsa]

You don't say how old your wife is, but there still may be hope. When I started dating my then-future wife, I was more than happy that she had been a bit promiscuous. For a while she even was getting fucked by another man on weekends we didn't date. I was looking forward to her continuing after we married.

However, after we married she decided she wanted to be monogamous. After years I was somewhat resigned to a monogamous marriage. Then when she was in her mid-40s, and after 16 years of marriage, she came to me and told me she wanted to date other men. She did for a number of years. So never say never.