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My Hotwife is spending the day tomorrow and tomorrow night with her longterm Bull.
She’s been Cucking me for 10 years now and still I experience the welcomed yet feared Cuck Angst.
Cuckold angst, that notorious term.

Does anyone else still experience this?

I get those complex rollercoaster of emotions and psychological self doubting.
A complex mix of feelings I oscillate between rock hard arousal, excitement, fear, and insecurity. I love watching her experience pleasure with her Bull then I feel inadequate and jealous he makes her cum so hard.
They are supposed to record a video for me.
Im looking forward to her date, even more to watching her video and jacking off to it but fear that internal emotional turbulence.

I will post some updates and photos from her date.

Thanks. I look forward to your update and pics.

She told me tonight, with a smile on her face and that special look in her eyes, that I won’t be permitted to fuck her for several days after her date since he’s promising her to wear her pussy out!
She says she will give me a good blow job tonight to hold me over for the next several days!
This is going to be a very good date!

She got in bed last night and I was rock hard ready to eat her pussy out. As I headed down to lick her pussy she said, No not tonight your pussy free for several days, no licking no fingering, I’ll suck you off so you can sleep tonight but my pussy is his till after my date!
Wow, I got even more aroused. She laid back and I fed her my cock and she enjoyed sucking me off. I blew my load in her mouth and gave her a deep passionate french kiss, mixing my cum with our tongues.
Three hours latter I was rock hard again and jerked off lying next to her imagining her date and sucking him off.

She just txted that she had arrived at his home.
Im sure they will fuck as soon as she gets inside.
They last fucked over 5 months ago so lots of pent up lust!
Over the next 24 hours I imagine he will cum inside her pussy 3 times or more.
Its difficult for me to think of anything else but her being fucked and sucking his cock while she’s on a date.

Sounds like a wonderful erotically frustrating situation. Any updates? Will she be bringing you a creampie home? Photos? Videos?

> A complex mix of feelings I oscillate between rock hard arousal, excitement, fear, and insecurity.

It never goes away for me. We're currently in the process of looking for a new bull and those feelings have intensified even more.

So reality check.
She arrived back home this afternoon.
I could tell she was disappointed in the tone of her voice. She topd me all about it.
He was stressed out, had just been fired from his job, his personal health was poor, wasn’t able to perform. He took her out to dinner then back to his home and feel asleep. This morning they had lame lazy morning sex. Definitely not what she was looking forward too and a real let down.
It happens, life gets in the way.

Fortunately she been talking to another Bull who’s very capable and very eager to fuck her asap!

When or if nights like that happen, do you have sex with her hoping to make up the difference for her? Or, does she wallow in her frustration at not getting the fucking she anticipated? I would imagine that hot wives get moody when their expectations aren't met.

Damn that does suck. I wonder why did he get fired?

I get the cuck angst bad every single time I know she is with another guy.

It’s all part of the thrill though and I embrace it and try to enjoy it. More frustratingly for me I’m often locked in chastity when I experience it. That definetly intensifies the arousal part of it!

A while back I wrote about her going on a blind date with a guy I’d set her up with, I was at work and couldn’t concentrate at all. I’ve learnt not to be at work whilst she is with someone now, it’s just too much for me, especially as my job needs a lot of concentration.

coastalkid wrote: ↑

Fri Feb 21, 2025 6:29 pm

When or if nights like that happen, do you have sex with her hoping to make up the difference for her? Or, does she wallow in her frustration at not getting the fucking she anticipated? I would imagine that hot wives get moody when their expectations aren't met.

She gets disappointed even a little “blue”.
It’s the worst thing that has happened in her Hotwife adventures, The impotent Bull.

She spends extensive time and mental energy psyching herself up to be “ravished” by a man who finds her irresistible!
She’s at her peak of seduction only to be let down. She feels ugly, foolish, disappointed, and me the Cuck can’t bring any solace to her.
It takes another man telling her, showing her, how sexy and wanted she is to help get her “MoJo” back.
Lucky we have several other men who are eager to fuck her and show her how irresistible she is.

Topnotch wrote: ↑

Sat Feb 22, 2025 2:02 am

Damn that does suck. I wonder why did he get fired?

He’s a long-haul driver. Dispute with his carrier. Getting close to retirement, top of pay scale, Union is involved in his defense.

newUK wrote: ↑

Sat Feb 22, 2025 2:16 am

I get the cuck angst bad every single time I know she is with another guy.

It’s all part of the thrill though and I embrace it and try to enjoy it. More frustratingly for me I’m often locked in chastity when I experience it. That definetly intensifies the arousal part of it!

A while back I wrote about her going on a blind date with a guy I’d set her up with, I was at work and couldn’t concentrate at all. I’ve learnt not to be at work whilst she is with someone now, it’s just too much for me, especially as my job needs a lot of concentration.

Was it your idea to be caged? Id love to be caged while she on a date. Im going to bring that up and ask her to wear my key while she’s fucked. Very Hot! Great idea to be free of business and having to focus when the dates in progress.

stonemtncouple wrote: ↑

Sat Feb 22, 2025 2:56 pm

Was it your idea to be caged? Id love to be caged while she on a date. Im going to bring that up and ask her to wear my key while she’s fucked. Very Hot! Great idea to be free of business and having to focus when the dates in progress.

We started playing with chastity long before she became a HotWife. She loved the effect it had on us. I couldn’t stop doing enough for her. I became overly attentive knowing she got to decide when I could or could not cum.

There are lots of books and online articles about the benefits to couples of chastity. I’d highly recommend it.

To answer your question, it was me that brought up the idea and after reading about it she wanted to try it.