A resumption of sorts

[mick_flow]

It’s the early hours of the morning here. My wife’s away on a work trip, she’s managed to configure her flights to meet up with a girl friend and catch up on a girls night out in our old town. You can guess what happened. Before I get to the details let me give you some background.

It was about 11 years ago when I confessed to my wife that I’m turned on by the idea of her sleeping with another guy. There were a lot of mistakes and hot stories - which are probably best for another time. But about 6 years ago, after we relocated to another country, she met and fell for “the one”. I was cuck blind, loving the adventure, enjoying and indeed realishing her emotions as she fell deeper in love with him. I asked her to take clothes over to his place, to stay over. Which she did 3-4 times a week and often the weekend too.

The thing I found was my wife has great taste and the guy she picked was honestly a really nice guy. Not an ass. But just nice. I don’t hate him.

I should have recognized the warning signs inside myself, but I didn’t. I felt lonely. Envious of the fun, and I was feeling neglected, and unwanted (which because it was hot I was asking for- yeah I know, I know). But I found myself missing the contact of sex. So, I ended up meeting a lovely women myself. My wife wasn’t happy at first, but relented.

Things came to a head when my wife told me we could co-parent. I remember she told me this, with a smile on her face,

I posted on her at the time explaining that I’d fucked up. And you folks were equal parts fair and compassionate with your feedback.

We turned it around. But I felt I used every trick in the book.

There was a vanilla pause. But then the urge returned and she met a Swedish guy, let’s call him max.

Max was separated from his wife and my wife spent a lot of time with him. Nowhere near the same amount as before. But she also fell for him. Max introduced her to poppers. Her sexual preferences widened. She bought strap ons and pegged him, explored with anal.

Again, I felt the urge to find another partner and I did.

Toward the end of her time with max she showed me a video of her and him together. She’d just come back from a weekend with max, and I was horny wanting all the details. We were in the bed kissing, and things evolved. She started sharing details, and I was rock hard. I asked if she wanted to do poppers with me, annd she declined but said I should use it. So I kneeled beside her as I took a couple of long sniffs. It makes the blood run to your heads (both of them) and makes everything and every touch feel a bit more intense. She started stroking me gently her fingers playing with the tip of my cock. Then she showed me the video. In the video both of them were obviously high on poppers, missionary, passionately grinding on earth other. When he tells her he loves her and she replies.

My heart jumped in my chest. This was everything I wanted to hear and see. Is it true? Do you love him? I asked. Yes she replied. The poppers is taken made it all feel so intense, and I came hard. So very hard.

Shortly after that things slowed between them. I continued to see my lady friend and then Covid hit and everything stopped.

We were at home the two of us. But it felt different. My wife kisses differently now. Sometimes our kisses didn’t feel connected. Our sex life slowed. I kept getting rejected, she made comments about me only wanting to talk about others. Then she said she just wasn’t in the mood. Perimenopause started to hit. She saw a doctor who said that it’s just normal that she doesn’t want sex. That time of life.

I was gutted. But also aware that our sex lift had suffered from the whole Hotwife / cuck part. I didn’t want to make the mistake again.

I’ve not had sex in 3 years, and until last night nether had my wife.

Then I got her text message. About a guy she met in the bar and how he’d fucked her and she’d enjoyed it.

I was over the moon, the mojo is back! But is it? Now I’m over thinking it. Is it back in general? Or just for others?

While I loved her being with others the loneliness got me. I missed the physical connection of sex. The intimacy. I missed it when she was away most of the week with others and I’ve missed it terribly over the last 3 years.

Now. I don’t know what to think. She’s due back in 2 days, right now she’s got a hangover. I’d be gutted if she comes home and doesn’t share more.

Right now, I’m just being supportive via text. Hoping for more details …

[mick_flow]

Just thought I'd share the text exchange with my wife.

Wife: Just falling in to bed now
Me: Think my wallet is gone .. but will assess in the morning … (girlfriend) was a mess tonight
Wife: Can I tell you something?
Me: Of course!
Wife: I did have a quick kiss and a bit of fun with a very tall English mad tonight
Me: Yes! Yes! Yes!! Love it!
Wife: He did helps me get (girlfriend) home and then we fooled around.
Me: Ohh.. hot.. what happened ?? I’d love to know
Wife: I just neee to find my wallet
Me: Babe, tell me what fooled around was?! Did you do more than kiss? ((Please tell me you did!)
Wife: Yes .. we kissed a lot and then he fucked me …
Me: Ohh wow!
Wife: And I enjoyed it. Shit.
Me: Love it! - Was he Good?
Wife: Sorry. He was … I like him
Me: I love you. I want this more than you know! Doggie? Missionary? Did he cum!? Don't be sorry.
Wife: Missionary. And he came.
Me: Where? Did you cum?
Wife: In me. No I did not.
Me: Did you go bare ?! Or Condom?
Wife: Brief and bare
Me: Can you still feel his cum?
Wife: Not now

She must have fallen asleep after this. We talked later the next day. Briefly.

It's been 3 years since we had sex. Basically a dead bedroom. So dead I was sure it was medical. All my advances rejected. Now this. Basically she picked a guy up in a bar for a one night stand, and didn't use protection. Maybe this means her libido is back. Although I'm worried (and turned on) but more worried now, about the lack of protection.

[David52]

How did it go when she got home?

[hornedhubby]

I'm curious, too, Mick. Hope all is going well with you and your wife.