First sexual experience was with another guy.

[Michigan1]

How many cuckolds have had experience with mm play BEFORE becoming a cuckold or before desiring to be cuckolded? My first sexual experience was with a guy my age (I won’t say how old). We had a few drinks and it was his idea to jerk off together. It was only a few minutes later that he had his dick in my mouth and I was bobbing on it. After that I blew him whenever we had the chance to be alone, which wasn’t often. He also fucked my ass a few times. I loved it. Loved feeling submissive. I have no attraction to men but would love to have more of these experiences. I’d love for my wife to watch. She has pegged me and we role play about it sometimes.

[Cgb29]

My first experience was also with a guy. When I was young, I fooled around with my best friend. Once I started dating girls, I just kind of put that part of me aside, but when we opened up, it's given me the opportunity to play a little bit with guys.

[stubbyhubby]

My first sexual experience was with my cousin when we were 14. Without getting into a long story, I sucked him off and loved it. He tried sucking me, but didn't really like it and quit after a few moments. I ended up telling him I really liked sucking him off and admitted I really liked eating his cum (he didn't realize I had swallowed) and that I wanted to do it anytime he wanted me to and didn't expect or even want him to return the favor. Needless to say, between two horny teens, one who had access to unlimited blowjobs and one who loves giving them, I sucked him off A LOT during our teens.

I think he played a bit of a role in my cuckold mindset because when we were like ages 17 to 22 and he went on a date, if she didn't let him fuck her he would come by after and have me suck him off. A few times the girl would let him fuck her, but not want him to cum in her, so he would hold off cumming at all and come see me after and while I sucked his cock he would tell me about fucking her and ask if I could taste her pussy on his cock.

[rogerroger1967]

I guess you never thought about having him fuck you. Never crossed your mind or his?

[Cuckmepls]

My first sexual experience was with my cousin when we were 14. Without getting into a long story, I sucked him off and loved it. He tried sucking me, but didn't really like it and quit after a few moments. I ended up telling him I really liked sucking him off and admitted I really liked eating his cum (he didn't realize I had swallowed) and that I wanted to do it anytime he wanted me to and didn't expect or even want him to return the favor. Needless to say, between two horny teens, one who had access to unlimited blowjobs and one who loves giving them, I sucked him off A LOT during our teens.

I think he played a bit of a role in my cuckold mindset because when we were like ages 17 to 22 and he went on a date, if she didn't let him fuck her he would come by after and have me suck him off. A few times the girl would let him fuck her, but not want him to cum in her, so he would hold off cumming at all and come see me after and while I sucked his cock he would tell me about fucking her and ask if I could taste her pussy on his cock.

My first experience was very much like yours, a cousin and I started with jerking off together then jerking each other then we decided to try oral. He tried it a few times but found he wasn’t much into it but I discovered I loved the taste and feel of a cock in my mouth and turned into his personal cocksucker for the next few years and swallowed a ton of his cum. He knew when we were alone all he had to do was pull his cock out and lay back and I would be more than happy to service him. This went on until we both found girlfriends in our late teens. He did tell me a couple years later that his gf definitely couldn’t suck cock like I did.

[stubbyhubby]

My first sexual experience was with my cousin when we were 14. Without getting into a long story, I sucked him off and loved it. He tried sucking me, but didn't really like it and quit after a few moments. I ended up telling him I really liked sucking him off and admitted I really liked eating his cum (he didn't realize I had swallowed) and that I wanted to do it anytime he wanted me to and didn't expect or even want him to return the favor. Needless to say, between two horny teens, one who had access to unlimited blowjobs and one who loves giving them, I sucked him off A LOT during our teens.

I think he played a bit of a role in my cuckold mindset because when we were like ages 17 to 22 and he went on a date, if she didn't let him fuck her he would come by after and have me suck him off. A few times the girl would let him fuck her, but not want him to cum in her, so he would hold off cumming at all and come see me after and while I sucked his cock he would tell me about fucking her and ask if I could taste her pussy on his cock.

My first experience was very much like yours, a cousin and I started with jerking off together then jerking each other then we decided to try oral. He tried it a few times but found he wasn’t much into it but I discovered I loved the taste and feel of a cock in my mouth and turned into his personal cocksucker for the next few years and swallowed a ton of his cum. He knew when we were alone all he had to do was pull his cock out and lay back and I would be more than happy to service him. This went on until we both found girlfriends in our late teens. He did tell me a couple years later that his gf definitely couldn’t suck cock like I did.

Nice compliment!

I was my cousins cocksucker well into our adult years until he passed away from covid in early 2021. We started in 1983, so I sucked him off for nearly 40 years. A few times after he came he commented on how good I was and I always told him it was easy to be good at doing something you love as much as I loved sucking his cock. I always loved a compliment like that.

[joe_b]

I started with a guy I worked with. I was 18 and he was 49. He gave me a ride home one day and told me he wanted to stop by his place first. We first started watching porn, then told me he couldnt help himself and wanted to stroke so he started to stroke and he told me I could do it too. I kind of knew the direction things were going and I wanted to try cock so I started stroking too. Next thing I knew he started stroking and asked me to stroke his which I did. i got really hard and he took that as invitation to suck me then asked me to return the favor. We sucked each other and both came and he told me he wanted to do it again, so I told him it was good. We spent about 2 years hooking up once or twice a week and he was the top. He was in the closet, but he did like to up to NYC and hit gay bars where no one knew him. Quite a few times we met other older men and they took me to a hotel and would fuck me together, which i really loved.

After that, I realized I really loved cock, but still though women were so pretty so I wanted to be with one. Also got some shemales for my craving and beautiful women and cock. Being a cuck was just icing on the cake and I often wonder how much cock I could get if I was woman so live vicariously through my wife and let her sleep around and still get cock if her bulls desire.

[AZPainter]

I was one of those who had a first sexual experience with another male. I neighbor, two years older than me got me to suck his cock during one of those "backyard camp outs." I had no idea what I was doing, but I liked the feeling of his cock in my mouth and I really enjoyed seeing how much he was enjoying my mouth. As it turned out I serviced him and a few others over the next few years. I stopped for awhile after joining the military, but missed doing it. I did date a few girls during those times and looking back over the years I was pretty much only in relationships with women, but between those straight relationship's I would meet other men and give them head.

The only exception was when I got married toa woman. I thought of her as the woman of my dreams. I knew she played the field and had a lot of experience with different men. I thought that would stop after we married, but it didn't. In fact she didn't even slow down on going out after work and fucking one of her co-workers or sometimes a customer she met at the club where she worked as a cocktail waitress.

I found out after not quite a year of marriage. She spent the night with one of her lovers an didn't get home until mid morning and looking like a fresh fucked foxy lady.. Clothing and hair a mess, no underwear and what appeared to be a few drops of dried cum on her upper chest and neck. I worked at home as an artist. I did freelance commercial work and some work for a gallery back then, so I heard her car drive up and greeted her at the door as she came in our house. It was very obvious what she had been doing all night and I confronted her about it. She admitted to it and when I asked if there were other times, she told me there were many other times. She was worn out and just wanted to shower and go to bed and get some sleep, but promised we would talk before she left for work later that evening.

She woke up, had some coffee and a bit to eat and came in the studio an asked if I was ready to talk. I definitely was. We went into the kitchen breakfast area and sat down over fresh cups of coffee. She was very truthful and answered every question I asked. She told me she loved me and did not want a divorce or separation. She told me that after we got married it was very hard to say no to the men she had slept with so many times and after a few times turning a few guys down, she gave in and was soon right back into playing with co-workers and the clubs band members. There were a few, but not many customers who were regulars at the club she enjoyed being with. Some of my questions were about details as follow ups of what she told me about some of the guys she fucked. I was surprised that a lot of this was giving me an odd feeling in my stomach, but not a bad one. I was also getting aroused and hard as we talked.

After a hour or so of this conversation she had to start getting ready to go to work. I asked before she left if she was coming straight home, she said maybe but had promised the guy from the previous overnighter that they could get together again tonight after the club closed. She would ask him for a "rain check." As it happened, she did not get home until around 3:30 in the morning.

After she got some sleep we talked again. These afternoon conversations continued for the next week or so after she woke up and before work, but we did come to an agreement that she could continue, but had to tell me about them an if she wanted to bring someone home with her to let me know and I would sleep in out spare bedroom. Over time I was allowed t listen, then be in the room and watch. I had told her that I had sucked cock in the past, so one night she asked me to clean her up and then clean up her lover! She had asked him before bringing him over if he would go for me licking him clean. He said h would like it a lot. Overtime more of her lovers used my mouth for clean up and getting off when she was not available for some reason. I happily took care of any that wanted a BJ and came over.

Our marriage lasted 12 years 11 as a cuck couple. The marriage ended due to her drinking and eventually getting into drugs. I never was into drinking and especially not doing drugs. This made out life miserable and finally had to end. Sad ending to what had been a fun and exciting life before the alcohol and drugs.

[Cgb29]

I was one of those who had a first sexual experience with another male. I neighbor, two years older than me got me to suck his cock during one of those "backyard camp outs." I had no idea what I was doing, but I liked the feeling of his cock in my mouth and I really enjoyed seeing how much he was enjoying my mouth. As it turned out I serviced him and a few others over the next few years. I stopped for awhile after joining the military, but missed doing it. I did date a few girls during those times and looking back over the years I was pretty much only in relationships with women, but between those straight relationship's I would meet other men and give them head.

Ha, it's amazing what you can get into in a back yard camp out. I remember those days.

[AZPainter]

I was one of those who had a first sexual experience with another male. I neighbor, two years older than me got me to suck his cock during one of those "backyard camp outs." I had no idea what I was doing, but I liked the feeling of his cock in my mouth and I really enjoyed seeing how much he was enjoying my mouth. As it turned out I serviced him and a few others over the next few years. I stopped for awhile after joining the military, but missed doing it. I did date a few girls during those times and looking back over the years I was pretty much only in relationships with women, but between those straight relationship's I would meet other men and give them head.

Ha, it's amazing what you can get into in a back yard camp out. I remember those days.

So True! Stolen girlie magazines from dads stash in the garage, Hell, even the women's underwear section of department store catalogs. Looking back, that friend, even as young as he was (2years older) "groomed" me perfectly so I would put his cock in my mouth while I had no idea whatso ever what that was. I'm thankful now for him able to convince me.

[Cgb29]

I was one of those who had a first sexual experience with another male. I neighbor, two years older than me got me to suck his cock during one of those "backyard camp outs." I had no idea what I was doing, but I liked the feeling of his cock in my mouth and I really enjoyed seeing how much he was enjoying my mouth. As it turned out I serviced him and a few others over the next few years. I stopped for awhile after joining the military, but missed doing it. I did date a few girls during those times and looking back over the years I was pretty much only in relationships with women, but between those straight relationship's I would meet other men and give them head.

Ha, it's amazing what you can get into in a back yard camp out. I remember those days.

So True! Stolen girlie magazines from dads stash in the garage, Hell, even the women's underwear section of department store catalogs. Looking back, that friend, even as young as he was (2years older) "groomed" me perfectly so I would put his cock in my mouth while I had no idea whatso ever what that was. I'm thankful now for him able to convince me.

Yeah it sounds like we have a pretty similar story. I imagine a lot of people get experience that way.

[Michigan1]

I’m excited that my thread has gotten this much attention, so I’ll ask. Do any of you wish you didn’t fight the urge to hold back? I was so torn between wanting to do it but thought that I shouldn’t because “that’s gay” and “what would he think of me?” Looking back I wish I had taken every chance I had and been more active because I know I liked it then but was so worried about being labeled. I don’t have any romantic feelings for a man or check men out but I do desire to suck cock and be fucked. I’d love for my wife to watch me be used by a man.

[bradisalpha]

As a BF, I find most cuckolds either played/sucked a cock growing up.. or wanted to. It seems like a natural part of adolescence.. learning, testing. One of our friends sucked my friends and myself through high school. I also fucked two of his girlfriends in high school and it excited him when I told him. He would suck my cock while I told him how I fucked his girlfriend !!

This is where our sexual roots begin. Once out of school, life takes on a more traditional lifestyle.. marriage, family, career, but, as you hear constantly in the forum, these desires begin coming back. Living as hot wife/cuckold opens that opportunity back up for these desires.

It has always amazed me how easily a cuckold will begin sucking my cock. So many will say “I would never do that” but in the moment of this lifestyle they are immediately on their knees. It’s like the evolution of a cuckold !!!

So, yes, there are many first sexual experiences with friends or relatives as seen by the posts in this thread.

From my experience….

Brad

[AZPainter]

I’m excited that my thread has gotten this much attention, so I’ll ask. Do any of you wish you didn’t fight the urge to hold back? I was so torn between wanting to do it but thought that I shouldn’t because “that’s gay” and “what would he think of me?” Looking back I wish I had taken every chance I had and been more active because I know I liked it then but was so worried about being labeled. I don’t have any romantic feelings for a man or check men out but I do desire to suck cock and be fucked. I’d love for my wife to watch me be used by a man.

I can understand what you felt now. I'm 84 now and in my case, I didn't have any of those feelings then. The term "Gay" had a very different meaning back then in the early 1950's. I had heard the words "Homo," "Queer" and even cocksucker, but I had no idea what they really meant. It was a much more innocent time, I guess. My first time my only hesitation was I did not know what to do once he was in my mouth. He told me what to do and I just followed his instructions and over time I learned more about how to give a BJ from him and a little later a friend of his. I was sucking each of them once or twice a week so it didn't take long to learn.

A funny thing about the word "cocksucker." Like I said, I had heard the word and I think I even had used it among the guys, but did know what it meant. Boy was I surprised when I found out it's meaning and that I was one! By that time I really did not care. I was enjoying giving them and seeing how much the guys I did give them to enjoyed it maybe as much or more than I did giving them. I did learn to keep that pleasure a secret and just between us, but in a way I guess I was a little proud knowing I was a cocksucker.

[Cuckmepls]

As a BF, I find most cuckolds either played/sucked a cock growing up.. or wanted to. It seems like a natural part of adolescence.. learning, testing. One of our friends sucked my friends and myself through high school. I also fucked two of his girlfriends in high school and it excited him when I told him. He would suck my cock while I told him how I fucked his girlfriend !!

This is where our sexual roots begin. Once out of school, life takes on a more traditional lifestyle.. marriage, family, career, but, as you hear constantly in the forum, these desires begin coming back. Living as hot wife/cuckold opens that opportunity back up for these desires.

It has always amazed me how easily a cuckold will begin sucking my cock. So many will say “I would never do that” but in the moment of this lifestyle they are immediately on their knees. It’s like the evolution of a cuckold !!!

So, yes, there are many first sexual experiences with friends or relatives as seen by the posts in this thread.

From my experience….

Brad

I agree with your summation. It wouldn't take much convincing to get me to suck my wifes bf’s.

[BBCfan]

Fun thread.
I fall into 1st sexual experience with a guy as well.
I would say penthouse forum at a young age definitely influenced things.
I remember many stories being a husband catching his wife fucking his horse hung boss or something, and the husband being aroused.
It made me believe big dicks were what women desired and made me kinda curious about cock and how I measured up.
I then remember being aroused by drunk buddies experimenting kinda stories. One guy often was curious about his buddies huge cock etc.
So the whole big dick envy/desire was kinda implanted and then it happened with a buddy when young and he was quite hung.

I would say I was just super young and crazy horny. It I had a chance with a female 1st, probably it wouldn't have even happened.
But 1st experiences that are outside the "norm" often leave a psychological imprint which has certainly been the case for me.

I pursued the whole sucking thing again over the years a bit Before the cuck stuff fantasy came to fruition. I find the cuck thrill way more exciting than just sucking dick itself. So I wouldn't need to do that. I find it super arousing to see in video, and if both parties were cool with it I would definitely be into it.
In reality though, I think it would take away from my wife's enjoyment of the experience and it being about her pleasure, so I would prefer it not to happen for that reason.

[Laveenguy]

My first several experiences were with guys. The first person I ever fucked was a guy. The first person to fuck me was a guy. I didn’t enjoy my first woman until six years after I became sexually active. I have never really been attracted to guys romantically, but I do have a thing for dicks and cum. LOL

[Cuckmepls]

I’m excited that my thread has gotten this much attention, so I’ll ask. Do any of you wish you didn’t fight the urge to hold back? I was so torn between wanting to do it but thought that I shouldn’t because “that’s gay” and “what would he think of me?” Looking back I wish I had taken every chance I had and been more active because I know I liked it then but was so worried about being labeled. I don’t have any romantic feelings for a man or check men out but I do desire to suck cock and be fucked. I’d love for my wife to watch me be used by a man.

Yes I absolutely wish I hadn’t fought it for as long as I did, I had more opportunities that I passed on for fear of being outed. I think back now on how hot it could have been! Like you I have no romantic feelings for men but the sex is sublime.

[Laveenguy]

I’m excited that my thread has gotten this much attention, so I’ll ask. Do any of you wish you didn’t fight the urge to hold back? I was so torn between wanting to do it but thought that I shouldn’t because “that’s gay” and “what would he think of me?” Looking back I wish I had taken every chance I had and been more active because I know I liked it then but was so worried about being labeled. I don’t have any romantic feelings for a man or check men out but I do desire to suck cock and be fucked. I’d love for my wife to watch me be used by a man.

For me it wasn’t so much about holding back. The opportunities were not many for me, but in the beginning there were more chances with guys than gals. I was just a typical horny teenager looking for any chance I could get. I also suffered some hostility from friends and acquaintances for attempting a liaison with them. It was the early 1970’s and free love did not yet include the same sex. What I felt was mostly immense shame for my interests. I still fight those feelings today. I am much more open now about my lifestyle and I generally feel better about it. I lived a very alpha life with a very soft beta core inside. I now consider myself a sissy. Not as a pejorative, or a degradation, but as a man attempting to channel his inner woman.

[Tryagain]

When I was 12 yo I became best friends with a classmate who was about 8 months older than me. One day he started talking about his cock and how hard it got. In those days we wore very tight jeans. He pointed out his hard cock in his pants and asked me to try to hurt it thru his pants. Go ahead and pinch it, he said. And so I did. It was rock hard – really hard. I do not remember how things progressed but one day he had me against a wall and started to kiss me. I kissed back and he complimented me on how good a kisser I was.

So one time he said he had taken out his cock at a party and everyone said how big it was. He said let’s go to near the train tracks where there was tree growth. He laid down and I did next to him. He said take his cock our of his pants and he unbuckled his pants. I tried to grab it to get it out of his pants but it was too long to do that so he took it out. GOD…it was so big- long and thick. I remember grabbing it and it felt so hard and very thick. It was totally amazing to me.

He asked me to kiss it. I was so taken and fascinated by it so somehow, I started to just lick the shaft up and down. I did not even know about sexual build up but I did do a great job of teasing it. I could not get over how long it was too.

I leaned over – we were side by side – and tried to put my mouth on it. But I could not get it to fit in my mouth because it was so wide at that angle. So I got up on my knees and put it in my mouth. He asked me to suck on it and I did. After a minute or two he yelled for me to stop and watch out and he came, and came, and came. He said look at the mess you made.

I really liked it and having him as a best friend. We did that a few times. We went to the top floors of apt buildings where the roof was and did it there. Another place was in the church, which was opened at night. At times he could not get up and walk out because you could see his massive cock through his pants.

I believe that initial fascination and opportunity somehow imprinted me with an eventual cuckold desire.

[AZPainter]

I’m excited that my thread has gotten this much attention, so I’ll ask. Do any of you wish you didn’t fight the urge to hold back? I was so torn between wanting to do it but thought that I shouldn’t because “that’s gay” and “what would he think of me?” Looking back I wish I had taken every chance I had and been more active because I know I liked it then but was so worried about being labeled. I don’t have any romantic feelings for a man or check men out but I do desire to suck cock and be fucked. I’d love for my wife to watch me be used by a man.

In ways, I have a little regret I was as careful about letting others know or being more obvious I was open to giving oral to other guys after I found out that it was rather consider taboo by so many. That said you have to consider the time period I began sucking my friend and others when I was pretty young. The 1950" were a very "innocent" period. Sex of any kind just wasn't spoken about and a lot of prejudice towards anything other than married couples. Gay meant having a good happy time in straight society. I mentioned earlier in this thread about not knowing what the word "Cocksucker" meant until I eventually put it together and realized I was one.
Even though I met and found guys who let me give them head I had to be careful, so it wasn't something I talked about or told just anybody. I wish I could have as I would probably been able to do it more. Who knows though. I still love looking at women and think they are beautiful. I am just to old for the games modern day women seem to be into, so My "stress relief" now come strictly from being a cocksucker and loving it, though not "out" to everyone. Partly my business and my family would not be accepting..

[magnus]

Like many here my first encounters were with a male cousin, although mostly just touching and stroking. At age 15 a new family moved in next door and their 14 year old son and I became fast friends. We rode dirt bikes together, went fishing, and hunting in our little rural area and had many sleepovers and tent-in-the-yard campouts in the warm summer months. I can still remember the first time things began between us when we decided to play the classic game of truth or dare, inside a tent on a warm summer night. We started of with rounds of "truth" where we both admitted never having touched a girl. Eventually we moved on to dares where he dared me to strip naked, followed by me daring him to do the same. We progressed to daring each other to stroke our respective cocks and then progressed to stroking each other. As the summer went on we continues our Truth or dare games which eventually progressed to our sucking each other's cocks and eventually penetrative sex with one another. Although neither of us were romantically interested in boys, both of us seemed equally interested in the physical pleasure of touching, sucking and penetrative sex, so it was a pretty even summer of providing and receiving pleasure.
This lasted for about two years until my family away to the city and the neighbour friend and I lost touch, but it imprinted in me the acceptance that I was at least physically bisexual if not romantically so.
Eventually I started to date girls and viewed myself as straight, and fairly assertively so, but it never truly killed my enjoyment of man on man sexual touch and it probably played some part in my eventual cuckold tendencies or at the very least made my acceptance of cuckoldry much easier.
Throughout my adult life I have played with other men on and off, usually between relationships with women. Oddly enough I have never really played with women and men together and those two worlds have mostly remained separate. That hasn't been a conscious decision and I would likely be open to combining those two pleasures together, the opportunity has just never really presented itself. The closest has been MFM evenings where the focus was the my hotwife with any touch between myself and the other man, merely incidental.

[namitha157]

Would it make it a more natural progression because you started off as a more feminine role?
I guess it won't be the same if you were the one taking the penetrative side of the gay sex?

[AZPainter]

Would it make it a more natural progression because you started off as a more feminine role?
I guess it won't be the same if you were the one taking the penetrative side of the gay sex?

I am not sure I fully understand your comment and I have thought a little about the feminine aspect. I am on the penetration side of this and there have been somewhat feeling of femininization a few times. But I am very masculine appearing. Most people are surprised when they meet me and are told I am mainly gay now. But I more like a beta male when performing oral on another man. A few times some humiliation, but that was more back when married and a cuck.
I hope that answer your thoughts.

[Desiplayer]

Love this thread ..Great experiences and conversations.
You don’t have to be feminine to enjoy penetrative sex. I don’t have any feminist aspects …I enjoy both ways.
Nobody will think that I’m bi/gay…but I have become a great mm love maker…being cuck at the same time.