I think I'm getting old.

[Thebestdays1]

For the past few years my ex wife (Kate) and I have been in contact behind her partner's back and reminiscing about our wild times together. We've even met up a few times when she goes to visit our daughter who lives close to me. She fucks her partner before she leaves then meets me in my campervan and I clean her up then we have sex before and after she's seen our daughter.
She's in a relationship with a very jealous man who doesn't like her talking to other men.
She knows I'm on this site and reads my posts and has often told me to reply to other posts and seems to be proud of the things we used to do. I, on the other hand have started to feel guilty and even ashamed about some of the things I did and until a few days ago had just stopped looking on this site.
Last week she asked if I'd join her and her nephew (Dan) on his narrowboat, just north of London. It would only happen if her partner went ahead with his plan to stay with his mum for Easter and if her nephew's children didn't fancy spending the weekend fixing the boat.
Last Saturday she told me the weekend was on.
As I had to travel the furthest, I arrived early so Dan and I caught up as we hadn't seen each other for 10 years.
Then he told me that Kate had told him about my posts on this site and he knew everything I'd done, including with his mum and told me other things that I wasn't aware of regarding members of the family. I started to feel a little uncomfortable by now.
Then we spoke about what we were all about to do and I admitted that I wasn't sure if I could do some of the things I used to do. He stroked my penis and so I stroked his and I very quickly had an erection. We got undressed and fondled each other again and soon we tried sucking each other. It didn't give me the humiliating thrill it had in the past but I was confident I'd be able to enjoy it.
Kate arrived and as soon as he let her in he undressed her and went straight for her boobs. I felt as proud of her then as I used to do when we were married.
We had a fun time together. I watched as he had anal sex with her and couldn't get his 6 inches down my throat quick enough when he pulled out. We did lots of other things together and we were constantly touching each other and it was good fun.
When the time approached for us to get dressed, he asked if he could wank me off over his face, which seemed a little strange to me. Kate knelt down next to him and eventually I managed to cum, although I didn't have much left to give by this time.
I felt a little embarrassed as he rubbed my cum into his face and licked his fingers and then my wife licked his face clean.
Then Kate suggested that the three of us got together again with her elder sister when it could be arranged. They'd obviously discussed this earlier.
During my drive back home I started feeling guilty again about what we'd done, remembered some of the things Dan had told me, mostly about Kate but also the other sisters and felt like things were getting too complicated. I was also concerned because he is married and Kate has a partner and their lives would be ruined if either partner found out.
I spent yesterday thinking about their offer and told her last night that I didn't think we should meet up.
I've never felt ashamed of the things we've done in the past and used to love going with her family but maybe I'm getting old but things sounded too weird for me these days.

[Cdncuck]

Go with what you feel. People change

[Dream Weaver]

Wow, talk about complex. Blood relatives going at it like the Royal family in the old days, unaware spouses.

Completely understand the "weird" vibes that are turning you off (that's what it is, sure, wave a dick and pussy in front of your face is one thing, but you have to sort of "work" to fulfill Kate's requests. Drive places, make people happy. You're not a robot. You simply aren't interested in the drama anymore. The mystery is gone.

But I wouldn't feel too sorry for the spouses. I'm assuming one basically stole your wife and the other is married to a guy who bones his aunt. Probably better if she found out, but that's not your problem.