Poly-cuckold

[Cucklet]

Hello, first time posting but long time lurker. I wanted to submit my current relationship but it’s not the typical cuckold relationship.

My name is Cucklet, chosen by my partner -that I’ll refer to as Pup. We got together half a decade ago, but knew each other for nearly two. We both were previously married with children of our own. Both of our relationships didn’t work out. In the end we came together.

Though I warned her that I am looking for a change. To make life ‘spicier’ instead of bland vanilla. She had agreed.

We tried many different kinks and styles out. We started out with puppy play, where she wore collars, ate out of dog bowls, barked when stimulated and even kenneled. She loved it.

I had been joking one night about hypnosis so she asked me to do it to her, while I was fucking her. I was terrified at first, but managed to get her relaxed. She loved it so much, that we would practice this every time we had sex, to the point where she claims it worked but she never got to see me orgasm and the other way around. (I pump her confidence, make her feel relaxed and stress free, while keeping her safe and secure whenever she’s ’under.’ I only talk about topics that she requests and nothing more -besides that I love her lol). Eventually, she would ask me to incorporate the puppy play into her hypnosis, which I did and we both noticed good changes over time.

But I wasn’t as happy, and I secretly knew why. I am a cuckold. I will always be a cuckold.

Overtime, I would hint and slowly add to sexual conversations that I’m a cuck. We eventually had a really good discussion where I explained to her my feelings. I love her more than anything, but I want to serve her, and worship her. I want to watch her love me while falling in love with another guy.

That’s my secret kink.

I told her I didn’t want to lose her but that I have this undying need to be her cuckold as she explores her polyamorous side. To serve her and her man, to make her happy, and to be denied.

I wanted to reinforce my love and stance on this, so I showed her what cock cages were.

We ended up getting one. She actually agreed to everything (of course it was long nights of long talks but worth that open communication). Though she stated that she does not want to get out of the puppy role. I told her we would find her an alpha owner that needs a dog.

Unfortunately, we live in a secluded area, hampered by family courts so we cannot move away to where there are more people. So our luck in finding a guy is very limited. Currently, she’s seeing a guy once every other week or so just for kinks and giggles. But it’s not what we both want.

Instead, she has found an online guy that she’s been smitten with. Talking quite a bit and liking his energy. I serve her with drinks, rub her feet each night, as well as chores and dinners, all the while watching her message.

I’ve had to work on myself as well. Fighting the urges to constantly ask her what they’re talking about, or how much she likes him, and so on. I’m giving her space and privacy to let it grow naturally. I want her comfortable and happy as much as possible.

She makes me wear the cage 24/7 and releases me when she wants to be hypnotized, like last night. But she asked me something new. She asked me to boost her confidence with her online man. So I did just that.

Because of the years of sex hypnosis, my cock no longer makes her orgasm unless I wake her up. It seems to lull her into a state of unconsciousness and relaxation, which coincides with my cuckold role really well. (She’s pointed this out also and finds it erotic). I have interwoven the suggestion that whenever she orgasms one another cock, it will be impactful, intense and amazing. Hopefully that works out one day.

This is my true story. Thanks for reading.

[armyguyot1]

Welcome to the forum cucklet.

[ucaneffher]

Glad that she seems on board with everything. You seem to be taking the right approach with open communication and honesty. Hopefully it's just a matter of Time before you're living and experiencing what you crave.

Like you, I remain hopeful to one day find my partner becoming promiscuous until she eventually runs into the man that she just can't go without and just has to be with him. That's where I have to settle for letting my partner be in a relationship with another man if I still want to have her in my life.

I sort want to experience getting that ultimatum from her where she tells me that the only way her and I can remain together and I can still be in her life is if I accept her being in a serious relationship with her man.

The cuck in me likes this because while it does give me a choice, it shows me she is in charge and regardless of the choice, she is going to have a relationship with the man that she can't live without. Possibilities of what Her ultimatum could sound like.

Accept him becoming my main and primary partner and you still get bits of me in your life.

Or

If you can't handle seeing me being his, then we end the relationship so I can be with him.

[Cucklet]

Exactly!

You hit the nail on the head on the cuck feelings lol. Pup seems to be very interested in this style, but she says her love will never diminish but that her heart would open up like loving your own children equally (though I’m hoping to become second place).