Revelations

[mace43uk]

This came very much out of the blue and is not an actual incident that is happening now or going to happen.
This was or is related back to when I was married and dabbling in this lifestyle albeit not knowing what it was we were doing back then.
My early accounts of what was going on back then are on here under. "Our Start.”
My ex-wife Pam and I don't often speak to each other much.
It's not because of any animosity, it's just we only have contact at a family function involving our grandchildren.
Last summer the seed was sown when at my grandsons fourth birthday, my ex wife said to me quietly.
P "Did your friend Paul get in touch with you?”
Now that was a name from the past, about 30 years ago.
I was puzzled by the question.
M "No, why?"
P "He came round to see you just after we split up and I gave him your address, so I was wondering if he did get in touch with you?"
Now this in isolation it doesn't mean much, but back in our first year of marriage Paul used to spend a lot of time at our house, we even watched our first porn film together on our new video player.
Pam had got my attention and it was what she wasn't saying that got my imagination running.
M "No I haven't seen or heard from him since he moved away, I think he moved to the south coast somewhere,"
Remembering that he had moved away about 6 or 7 years before we split up.
P "Oh that's a shame"
That was the extent of that conversation but it had me wondering about Paul, was he another cock that Pam had experienced back when we were married or on that visit after we split up.
Let me just say I used it to wank over for several weeks and months afterwards.
Fast forward to two weeks ago when I got a phone call from an unknown number on my phone, usually I don't bother answering it as most times it's someone trying to sell me something, but I did this time.
At first I didn't register who it was.
"Hi Mark, it's Pam"
That threw me into panic mode as she has never called me and doesn't even have my number.
M "What's happened, is it the boys?"
P "No its nothing like that, I just need to talk to you, are you alone?"
I was now even more off guard and fortunately for me I was at work so I could talk without getting in trouble from my partner.
M "Yes, I'm not sure what you need to talk to me about, but I'm listening"
There was a bit of a pause.
P "You know when we were married and you liked me doing things with other people.”
M "By other people you mean men and I do remember it very well.”
Pam paused again
P "Do you do that kind of thing with Julie?" (my new partner).
M "No, sadly" was my short reply
P "So you would like her to be like me?"
M "Oh god yes I really would love her too, I really miss it"
Pam paused again.
P "So do I"
I decided to ask her about what she had said to me when we last met.
M "Was Paul one of those people."
After the longest pause.
P“Yes”
That answer was not what I expected but was what I wanted to hear.
M “Was it when he tried to get in touch with me after the split or before?”
P “Both.”
It was me who had to pause for a while.
M “When and where did it happen?”
Pam quickly answered.
P “After the first time we watched that porn film he kept laughing at”
Strangely I remembered that film he kept laughing at, but I couldn’t see how it could have happened, I needed more info.
M “How, I was with you both all night as far as I could remember”
P “Well we had been drinking a lot and he was getting very handy when you were not around I think you were making drinks or taking a piss, so when we did go to bed, he slept on the sofa, after you fell asleep I went downstairs to get a drink of water.”
M “Ok, how did that lead to him fucking you”
P “I went in to see if he was comfortable and he wanted a kiss good night, which I gave him and that led to him fingering my very wet pussy, after that we ended up fucking quickly and quietly till we both cum.”
M “Wow I bet you went down with the intention that something might happen, didnt you?”
P “Maybe, I was wearing my short nightie, the little pink one that comes with little pink panties, do you remember it?”
To be honest I didn’t.
M “Oh yeah that was very short and very see through if I remember correctly”
P “Yeah it was”
M “You never normally wore a bra under it, any light would have exposed your tits.”
P “The table light was on next to the sofa, so he would have seen my tits and pussy as I didn’t have the panties on you took them off when we got into bed, trying to fuck me before you passed out drunk.”
I didn’t remember any of that.
M “So was it my fault you needed another man to finish off what I had started”
P “I guess that would have been a contributing factor, but I was very horny from watching porn also with him touching me up plus a lot of drink.”
My curiosity was in overdrive now I knew I would be asking lots of questions.
M “Did he fuck you or did you fuck him?”
P “I guess it was me really, I got on top and fucked him til I cum then he took over thrusting up in me til he cum, it only lasted about five minutes or so”
M “Was that the only time whilst we were married?”
P “Yes it only happened once more after we split up which doesn’t count”
My next question was what all cucks want to know and I’m no exception.
M “Was he bigger than me?”
P “Not much longer about an inch if I remember, but it was a lot fatter”
M “So why are you telling me this now?”
P “Well I have been having lots of vivid memories lately about all that stuff we did and it’s been bugging me, I needed someone to talk to about it and you seemed the obvious choice really.”
M “So I’m like your priest listening to your confessions?”
P “I suppose so, but it’s been getting me so horny lately plus our sex life is poor at the moment, perhaps that’s why I keep having these memories.”
I sort of knew where she was coming from. I too wasn’t getting any action now.
M “So what brought on all these memories, it's been over 25 years or more?”
P “I think it was hearing about Tom passing that brought it all back to me”
M “That’s a shame as it was him that started it all in the first place, he must have been a good age when he passed?”
P “He was 89 and yeah it is slightly ironic that his passing has started it all back up again albeit in a nostalgic kind of way.”
M “So are you remembering in order or just randomly, with Tom first then Ken who gave you lifts home after work?”
P “Mostly it's been about Tom, I had forgotten about Ken, but did remember Pete who used to give me lifts home after nights out with the girls and I'm sure you will jog my memory with others."
I wanted to know if she had told me everything about Tom, I remember that when I found out about Tom all Pam said was he was touching her up at work.
It turned out to be just about everything but fucking.
M "Whilst we are talking about Tom, do you remember telling me he tried to fuck you at work but you got disturbed after only a few strokes"
P "Yeah that's true we did get disturbed."
M "Was that all?"
P "Umm I know I should have told you back then but I guess all the other stuff I was doing wasn't cheating in my head but admitting to him fucking me was."
M "I thought he might have, I wish you had of told me I would have been OK with it"
P "Yeah I know you would have been but it was too late as I had already lied to you by saying he almost had."
M "You also said he wanted you to go to his house the next night to finish off what he had started when you were disturbed, was that a lie too?"
P "No that was true but I had already been to his house that lunchtime, just after he had tried at work, so by the time you had found out what I had been doing he had already fucked me, I guess I was testing your reaction by asking you to let me go to his house the next night."
M "If I said yes, you would have told me all about it?"
P "Yeah I would have,"
I then had a thought we had sex that afternoon after me finding out what had been going on as I was so turned on.
M "Pam we had sex that afternoon, didn't we?"
P "Yeah I couldn't really say no, could I."
M "That means I was licking you and then getting sloppy seconds?"
P "Again I couldn't really stop you and you didn't notice I had been a naughty girl, which was surprising as I couldn't feel you at all when you fucked me."
M "I was too turned on to notice and I cum ultra quick normally."
P "True you did cum quickly back then."
M "Things haven't changed much in that department, now I want all the details please, you owe me that much"
P "Things don't change much, you always wanted every detail, it used to piss me off sometimes the amount of detail you wanted, I used to think you didn't love me, but I get it now."
M "It must have been an amazing feeling having his massive cock in you, you did say that when he tried that time it was only because he was so big that it took a long time getting it in, otherwise he would have fucked you properly there at work?"
P "Oh god I do remember how much it stretched me, thought he was going to split me open, I knew he was thick as I could never properly get it in my mouth, and it was true it took ages for him to get it in even though I was very wet but I was also scared so I guess I never relaxed enough, it was different back at his house, it went in quite easily, it was and still is the best fucking I have ever had, not sure how many times I cum, it all seemed to roll into one in the end."
M "Now I wish I could have been a fly on the wall for that, give me all the juicy details please."
P "I bet you would, he made me strip off and stand in front of him whilst he inspected every bit of me, I was shaking with fear, excitement and humiliation, it sends shivers down my spine even now thinking about it."
M "Really, it's strange how you felt all those emotions as he had seen and experienced parts of your body close up."
P "I suppose being partially clothed and at work gave me some kind of security but being totally naked in his home I was so exposed, but I was also so very turned on too."
M "What happened next?"
P "We didn't have a lot of time so he made me sit on the edge of the sofa and spread my legs wide as I could before he fed his cock in me, I can still see even now when I close my eyes, see his fat belly hitting my tummy as he fucked me and his mouth biting my nipples, and as I said earlier I cum so quickly and so many times I was exhausted by the time he dumped his load in me."
M "I bet going back to work was awkward with him, did you manage to clean up before getting back to work?"
P "No I remember having to quickly use the toilets at work, but by that time my panties were soaked through with his and my cum, he loved it that I was in that state and suggested I take them off, but I couldn't do that as stuff kept leaking out for hours afterwards, it would have been all down my legs or dripping on the floor, so embarrassing."
M "So how come I didn't notice your soaking wet panties when you got in?"
P "Because I stopped off at the shops and bought a new pair on the way home."
M "Who gave you the lift home, was it Ken?"
P "Yes it was."
M "Did he know why you had to stop at the shops?"
P "Well I didn't tell him I had just been fucked and needed to change my panties because they were cum filled."
M "So what did you tell him?"
P "Just said I needed a new pair for my Friday night out."
M "OK but it's really out of his way to take you shopping for underwear, that was very kind of him doing that and where did you change into them, you didn't do it at home, did you?"
P "Umm no I had to change into them in Ken's car."
M "How did you do that without him noticing."
P "Umm he wanted to see them on me, so I took off my dirty ones and put them on."
M "Didn't he notice your cum soaked ones?"
P "No I told him to look away whilst I took them off"
M "Is that all because you did tell me that Ken once got his cock in you but you got scared and stopped him, was that the time.?"
P "Yeah I'm sorry Mark it was, as soon as I took off the dirty ones he wanted to see my pussy, I gave into his wish, then he wanted to touch which ended with him fingering me and as you can imagine I was very wet but not because I was turned on by what he was doing but he thought I was wet for him, couldn't tell him I had been fucked by Tom earlier, so one thing led to another and I ended up on his cock fucking him it was that or sucking his cock and having him cum in my mouth which I don’t like, I told him to tell me when he was going to cum as I didn’t want him cumming in my pussy, he did but a bit late as some did come in me, but most hit the outside of my pussy lips and lower tummy, I used my dirty old panties to clean it off."
M "Wow Pam you are such a slut, two cocks in one day."
P "I do remember that even though I didn’t cum with Ken I really liked the feeling of his cum spurting over my pussy lips and clit, and it was three you forgot about yours and your right I was a slut back then, but I didn't plan any of it."
M "You just sort of accidentally fell on their cocks."
P "Ha ha you know what I mean?"
M "Just teasing you, how many times did you fuck Ken and Tom?"
P "Ken was just that one time and Tom only twice as he was moved to a different branch that next week."
M "When was the second time?"
P "The next night, the one I said to you that he wanted to finish off what he had started, it was my Friday night out with the girls, I had arranged to slip away a bit earlier from the girls and meet up with him."
M "Did the girls know what you were about to do?"
P "Only Elle knew who and what the others just knew it was someone else."
M "How much did Elle know about what you had done and my reaction to it?"
P "I'm sorry she knew everything I always told her."
M "What was her reaction to it all?"
P "At first she was disgusted with me letting that old man do things to me and then she was even more disgusted with you liking it, but when I told her how big Tom was and how many times I had cum she was more forgiving and started asking just as many questions as you, she said she would cover for me as long as she got all the juicy details."
M "Did you tell her about Ken?"
P "Yeah we have no secrets from each other."
M "I feel really embarrassed that she knew all our dirty secrets, she must have seen me as a pathetic wimp."
P "No she was jealous that I got to have as much extra cock without the worry of getting caught."
M "Did Tom give you a night to remember?"
P "My god it was awesome, his stamina for an old guy was amazing, I had to beg him to cum in me as I was getting sore even though I was soaking wet with my cum, he eventually exploded in me whilst I was riding him, I could feel every spurt of his cum in me."
M "I bet you wished he had fucked you more."
P "Sometimes I did but it would have been too much to have that all the time and people not finding out."
M “What about Pete?”
P “Not really sure why I let him do all that stuff to me but in my defence I was usually very drunk.”
My own recollection of what happened back then was as she told me, finger fucking, hand jobs, blow jobs.
M “What kind of stuff?”
P “It started off with blow jobs, and it was your fault he fucked me, do you remember spotting me in his car one Friday night?”
M “I do”
P “I told him you had just seen us and when we parked up he was all over me, before I knew it my panties were around my ankles and I was astride him lowering myself onto his cock, I have to say we both cum quickly, after that night there was no going back to blow jobs.”
M “So, was it a lot of times after that night?”
P “No if my memory serves me right it was after Tom and just before we got married, probably 5 or 6 times.”
M “Did he make you cum every time you fucked, because I remember you saying he was about the same size as me?”
P “Yeah he was about your size but he could hold out longer before cumming unlike you I’m afraid, plus I’m super horny drunk and I was being a naughty girl which adds to the excitement.”
M “It seems like I’m the cause of all you unfortunate falls onto other men’s cocks.”
P “I think most of the blame for all our perversions leads back to Tom really.”
M “I never told you about the night I saw Toms cock.”
P “When and where?”
M “I’m now thinking it was the Friday night you had arranged to meet him, he was at the social club which I used to go to with my mates, I went for a piss and he came and stood in the next urinal to me, I couldn’t help but look, as I had just found out what he had been doing to you and unbeknown to me then he had actually fucked you, I now think he done it deliberately to show me what you had just had and going to get.”
P “What makes you think it was deliberate?”
M “He turned and faced me with his big fat cock hanging out before putting it away, that was a very unusual thing for any man to do.”
P “If you saw it properly you will understand why I cum so much.”
I was running out of time as I was supposed to be working but I was so turned on and hard as a rock I knew I was going to have to wank somewhere.
M "Pam I have got to go and do some work, if you want to talk more I will be free tomorrow at about the same time."
P "OK I will, it's helping me get it all off my chest."
M “Look forward to hearing more”
I quickly found a toilet and cum with just a few tugs it was so dirty doing that at work but I needed it.
My head was in a spin about all the new info, it was like I had only got a brief outline of what she was really up to, I did wonder whether this was fantasy on her part.

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Please continue!

[mace43uk]

Second part

The next day I waited on tender hooks for that call, when it came I was like a kid in a sweet shop.
P “Mark are you alone again?”
M “Yeah I have about an hour free”
P “Great, where did we get up to yesterday?”
M "I think Pete was the last thing and me seeing Tom’s cock.”
P “At least I can say that all my adventures so far were before we were married, so don’t count as cheating,”
M “Ummm that’s stretching the terms of cheating a bit, any way we also know Paul was next on the list, then I’m assuming it was Vic, unless there is another?”
P “No, Vic was next and you watched that one, you pervert.”
M “Secretly I did and I relive it often, can I ask something, I was wondering if that was the first time with him as you seemed very comfortable just bending over the sofa and letting him enter you so easily from behind,"
P "No that was the first time honestly, but he did finger me when I was pregnant."
M "Yeah you did tell me about that, also you said that he made you cum 4 times that night, once with his fingers and three times with his cock."
P "That sounds about right, he did have a very bent cock if I'm remembering rightly."
This confirmation of my recollection made me think that Pam was telling the truth about all the other stuff.
M "What else do you remember from that night?"
P "I do remember you licking my pussy when I came to bed and not letting me wash first."
M "My first time knowingly tasting your used pussy I thought but it appears now it wasn't, ummm."
P "Yeah I found that part really weird you knowingly licking my pussy but it was very naughty having you licking me clean, I do think about that a lot more now and wished I had let you know more that my pussy was filled"
M "Me too, who was next, I think there was a gap before Chris, our neighbour had you."
P "Yeah the kids put a damper on any activities like that for a few years until Chris and Tracey moved in next door."
M "I'm almost certain Chris had you more times than the twice you told me about?"
P "OK, he did pop in for coffee a lot when he was on shift and you were at work and that was mostly before the first time in the park, which you know about and the time you sent me to him on the pretext of sorting out Traceys birthday gift."
M "That didn't really answer the question, oh there was one other time I remember we did this weird swap thing, I was in their house with Tracey touching her up, just a bit of fun and you was in our house with Chris doing the same I think."
P "Wow you do have a good memory, all I remember is as soon as you left with Tracey, Chris had my panties off and was fucking me hard and fast up against the kitchen wall, I'm surprised you didn't hear me cumming."
M "I'm now wishing I did more than feel Tracy's tits, I almost got my hand inside her panties but she got scared and said she couldn't cheat on Chris, ironic."
P "Really your cock would have been no good to her, Chris had the second biggest cock I have ever had, he used to go on about it all the time, don't you remember?"
M "Yeah I do, he kept telling us how his 9" cock was loose in Tracey's bucket cunt."
P "Yeah he did have a way with words but he wasn't lying about his cock."
M "OK maybe you're right but how many times then?"
P "Really I'm not sure exactly the number of times but it was a lot I'm surprised we didn't get caught by either you or Tracey."
M "Yeah I would have thought I would have noticed your pussy getting looser."
P “I’m very surprised you never noticed any difference in taste of my pussy as you did like to spend a lot of time between my legs, and sometimes it was not long after Chris had cum in me.”
M “I bet you let me do it on purpose?”
P “I have to admit it was very dirty having you clean my pussy and such a big turn on too, don’t be mad with me but I did tell Chris about you eating me out after he had cum in me, he loved the idea and told me to always get you to eat his cum out.”
M “I’m guessing you did just that, I also get the impression Chris wasn’t into too much foreplay, wham bam thank you mam type of guy.”
P “Yes I did get you eating my pussy more and you loved it, your right about Chris he never needed to use foreplay, his big cock satisfied me fully, I mean really fully.”
M "Why did it stop?"
P "Think he got a better job with normal hours and he probably found another pussy to use."
M "You sound a bit bitter."
P "No it was fun while it lasted.”
M “I have to admit I tried to listen to you both through the wall with a glass up against it when I sent you under the pretext of organising a present for Tracey.”
P “Really, did you hear anything?”
M “Sadly no.”
P “I’m sure I wasn’t that quiet, I usually wasn’t when he was fucking me.”
M “Let's move on, I’m not sure who was next on your list.”
P “You make it sound like a hit list.”
M “It sort of is really.”
P “I think it was Greg next.”
M “So that was his name, you never really said much about him at all.”
P “Didn’t I, sorry I wanted him to be Just something for me, but you found out and wanted to share the experience again.”
M “I’m sorry I noticed his love bite on your breast when I got home from working nights.”
P “It was always going to be hard to hide forever, I’m surprised you never noticed the smell of condoms in the bedroom, but it did have a good outcome as you insisted I get all dressed up for him and let him fuck me without a condom.”
M “Yeah I do remember that well, I even picked out what you should wear for him, I got you to shave your pussy almost bald as well.”
P “I forgot how involved you were that night, you were such a pervert.”
M “I spent a lot of time that night at work wanking, my imagination was working overtime.”
P “I never knew you were doing that.”
M “That was a long night I couldn’t wait to get home and see you.”
P “I was well fucked, he stayed until about half an hour before you got in, he fucked me before he left, that’s why you found me naked and legs akimbo.”
M “Yeah I think I dived straight into your cum filled pussy.”
P “I’m not sure you even said good morning to me.”
M “Was he bigger than me?”
P “To be honest all the men I was with were bigger than you, some only a little longer than you but all were much fatter, I now think that it wasn’t just cock size that made me cum so much, it was there stamina and more importantly the fact I was getting fucked secretly by them but you sort of knowing what I was doing.”
M “I think that is true doing something that the rest of society frowns on can be such a turn on.”
P “Not much more left to remember, think we are now in Teressa and Ian time.”
M “ Not a lot to remember, really only one part for me that stands out.”
P “New years eve the second one I bet, Ian fucked me downstairs while you were upstairs with Teressa.”
M “Yeah that was the one, but what really stands out for me was you pushing my head down to your wet cum filled pussy whilst we were all on the bed together.”
P “I was wearing a white g-string, the light wasn't on in the room, so I don’t think Ian or Teressa could see much.”
M “There was enough light for me to see Ian looking at me when I was between your legs licking his cum out of you.”
P “I bet you didn’t see him playing with my tits while you were licking me.”
M “No I didn’t see that, were your breasts naked for him."
P “Yeah it was really naughty as Teressa was being fucked by him at the same time.”
M "I never really asked much about what actually happened downstairs, you were down there for more than half an hour if my memory is correct?"
P "All I can remember was as soon as you were going up the stairs he had my tits out and sucking on them, quickly followed by his hand up my skirt and feeling my wet pussy, my g-string offered little protection from his fat fingers"
M "You are always wet when drunk."
P "That's true, it sometimes gives off the wrong signal that I'm actually into that person."
M "Was that the case with Ian?"
P "Yeah it was really, but once he pulled up my skirt and started licking me and fingering my pussy I became his willing slut, I cum quickly, as seems to be the case with other men, the next thing I knew was he had his cock out and thrusting it towards my mouth."
M "You have had his cock in your mouth before but I don't remember you telling me anything about his size."
P "He was just longer than you but at least twice as fat, I thought I was going to have to swallow his cum, but after only a few mins he pulled out and was guiding into my pussy, he fucked me really roughly, which I loved and I exploded cumming loudly, he had to put his hand over my mouth to quieten me down."
M "Wow your memory is really good."
P "That's what's been happening lately, vivid flashbacks of all my discretions, anyway after I cum he carried on pounding me til he dumped his load in me I almost cum again and needed more release hence I needed your tongue to finish me off."
M "He still managed to come up and fuck his wife straight after you, I'm impressed."
P "I don't remember if she cum but I was too busy enjoying your tongue and Ian's hand pinching my nipples til I cum in your mouth."
M "Those were fun day's shame we split up, makes you wonder where we would have ended up?"
P "I've been thinking the same thing, I now think I would have loved to have had you next to me whilst I was being fucked, have read a lot of stories about it and it's really hot."
M "Me too but at least we had some fun, it's been really great catching up with you I had forgotten how naughty you were."
P "I could still be naughty given the chance."
M "Umm that would be good to see, if you ever do, gets some photos or video for me please."
P "I'm not as young as when you remember me so might not be great on film."
M "I'm sure you would look great on the end of a big cock cumming hard."
P "Stop it I'm wet enough as it is remembering, don't need you making more suggestions."
M "You could always take care of that whilst I listened."
P "I've been rubbing myself over my jeans for the last hour, if I put my hand inside my panties I think I would cum instantly."
M "Do it for me, for old times sake."
P "Oh god I'm so fucking wet my fingers have slipped straight in I have my jeans half way down, if anybody comes in my office it will be hard to explain away, oh I'm cumming ohhh argh."
There was a long pause with heavy breathing
M "Thanks I have a mental picture in my head of you cumming."
P "Haven't done anything like that for the longest time, I needed that."
M "Pam I have to go, it's been the best fun I've had for ages and remember what I said if you do start to be naughty again I want details and pics."
P "Bye Mark will do."
And that has been the only phone calls I've had, I'm not expecting her to start being naughty again.