was this rape

[FunJane]

About 30 or so years ago, I was in a car with a boy that I had just met in the pub. After a couple of drinks he had suggested we go for a drive, he drove me to a secluded lane behind the trading estate, not for the first time I had been there before. No sooner stopped and we were kissing, my dress was soon unbuttoned and my bra was off leaving his mouth and tong working on my exposed breasts his teeth gently biting at my now hard nipples. His hands were now free to caress my legs moving up to my already soaking wet soaking pussy. His finger now slipping inside me, He wanted to fuck me and I wanted to be fucked something I wanted every night. My hand reached for his cock which I soon released from his trousers my knickers removed I guided his manhood to where I wanted it. He pulled of his shirt and trousers round his ankles he entered me. A boy only had to kiss me in those days and I was ready to be fucked. John (not his real name) has it happened was the best of lovers despite pumping hard into me he was having little effect on me I was looking around outside when I realised we were being watched. I was at first worried then started to enjoy the sensation it actually brought me to a climax. It was then I realised a tapping on the driver’s door A realised the man watching was a policeman He was signalling for John to open the door. Has soon as John opened the door he reached in and snapped handcuffs on his wrist and the other end to the steering wheel he then reached for the keys from the ignition and put them in his pocket We were now both quite scared has to what was happing The policeman now informed us that what we was doing was an offence and he would have to charge us. He then said there was another way. I was to get in the back seat which I did doing my best to cover my naked body. He then got in on the other side sitting beside me he asked what I would do for him his arm went around me while his other removed my dress that was just loosely wrapped round me, again I was naked. He told me to spread my legs removing his trunjon from his belt he held it between my legs saying would I like that inside me, before I could say anything, John said “let him do what he wants” no sooner said it was penetrating my still wet pussy seeing my pleasure he pushed it deeper soon I was taken about 11 inches and was begging him to fuck me something that he needed no further encouragement for his trousers undone and round his ankles he was between my open legs and his cock was in me no thought of protection, I was then not on the pill after a couple of jerks he came leaving me high and dry well not exactly dry his cwm was all over me I didn’t know if he had cwm inside me or not He pulled up his trousers adjusted his belt made a few comments got out of the car unlooked the handcuffs threw the keys under the car and he was gone. John wanted to continue where we had been before I just wanted to get home and told him so, we got dressed found the keys. John took me home I had a bath. luckily I was not pregnant but it was couple of months before I craved sex again I never saw John or that policeman again.

[jagman1957]

In the US this would meet the legal definition of rape.

[hotwifelover31]

Jane, even though in the heat of the moment some might say you consented, which technically negates a criminal rape, I beg to differ. You were under the duress of potential legal consequences and there was a definitive power differential that is fundamental to rape. You may not have feared physically violent consequences if you said no. But you felt compelled to relent. You clearly had emotional scares given your lack of sexual interest afterwards. Hopefully those scares have healed. I am curious if the memories now are painful or, admittedly indicative of my twisted mind, whether you may fantasize about in now?