Is this the start or the end?
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Wistful
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Here's hoping HWR is recovering from last week's flare, and that you may have better news going forward.
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What a bummer!
No pun intended.
No pun intended.
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afagehi7
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That's terrible news. Hopefully it can all be rescheduled but this time with 13 guys instead of 14
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Or 15.
Hope she’s doing okay.
That guys not invited back I take it.
Hope she’s doing okay.
That guys not invited back I take it.
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I don't blame the guy, it was a sexual 'spank', he did stay away from her lower extremities but thought her butt was 'good to go'.
She fell in the house a few days after, so she's recovering from that as well. I attribute her fall to the RSD flare-up. Fortunately it was in the house, unfortunately was on the ceramic tiled floor. She's bruised, mostly her elbow. A old friend of ours once told her if you feel like your going down (it was in reference to motorcycling) tuck in and act like a ball, she had enough presence of mind this time to do that, so it was bruises rather than breaks.
Guys, if you've ever thought how you be if you were your SO. I can say that I wouldn't want to be her at this point in time. Medical issues abound, being a hotwife but trapped is a 'failing' body' yet still looking hot even as a senior. Living with the past as a slut, being badgered into a sex life not wanted but now embraced and saddle with PGAD. Wanting to do her ADL part as a partner but not being able to so. I can go on but will stop there.
There you have it. I will keep everyone posted. Thank you all for your interested and well wishes.
She fell in the house a few days after, so she's recovering from that as well. I attribute her fall to the RSD flare-up. Fortunately it was in the house, unfortunately was on the ceramic tiled floor. She's bruised, mostly her elbow. A old friend of ours once told her if you feel like your going down (it was in reference to motorcycling) tuck in and act like a ball, she had enough presence of mind this time to do that, so it was bruises rather than breaks.
Guys, if you've ever thought how you be if you were your SO. I can say that I wouldn't want to be her at this point in time. Medical issues abound, being a hotwife but trapped is a 'failing' body' yet still looking hot even as a senior. Living with the past as a slut, being badgered into a sex life not wanted but now embraced and saddle with PGAD. Wanting to do her ADL part as a partner but not being able to so. I can go on but will stop there.
There you have it. I will keep everyone posted. Thank you all for your interested and well wishes.
Last edited by 2wheel on Thu Feb 06, 2020 2:24 am, edited 1 time in total.
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It sounds very tough as you say - despite the sex.
Best wishes. And updates of any sort are appreciated.
Best wishes. And updates of any sort are appreciated.
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afagehi7
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2wheel - are the regulars still coming by? Is big John getting the job done?
It may be awhile until she's ready for a GB but it won't be long until her urges get the best of her and the bar tender and commuter is filling her up.
I was thinking. Her next GB will be a piece of cake. Commuter has already done the hard part of the leg work of finding guys to bareback creampie gangbang HWR so when she's ready it won't be hard for him to get them all together again. Maybe not 14 but should be no problem to get 8-10 if them lined up since he had a team sitting on the bench.
It may be awhile until she's ready for a GB but it won't be long until her urges get the best of her and the bar tender and commuter is filling her up.
I was thinking. Her next GB will be a piece of cake. Commuter has already done the hard part of the leg work of finding guys to bareback creampie gangbang HWR so when she's ready it won't be hard for him to get them all together again. Maybe not 14 but should be no problem to get 8-10 if them lined up since he had a team sitting on the bench.
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anonymister1948
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I am so sorry you are going through this. I know too well what it is like to have the person you love start to fail in health. It is the most helpless feeling in the world. There is no real "normal" anymore. My ex-wife started with health issues twelve years ago which led me back here to take care of her. I lost her Tuesday of last week.I wouldn't want to be her at this point in time. Medical issues abound, being a hotwife but trapped is a 'failing' body' yet still looking hot even as a senior.
Hang in there - I'm sending you guys prayers and healing vibes!
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afagehi7
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Sorry for your lossanonymister1948 wrote: ↑Thu Feb 06, 2020 2:38 amI am so sorry you are going through this. I know too well what it is like to have the person you love start to fail in health. It is the most helpless feeling in the world. There is no real "normal" anymore. My ex-wife started with health issues twelve years ago which led me back here to take care of her. I lost her Tuesday of last week.I wouldn't want to be her at this point in time. Medical issues abound, being a hotwife but trapped is a 'failing' body' yet still looking hot even as a senior.
Hang in there - I'm sending you guys prayers and healing vibes!
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anonymister1948 - So very sorry for your loss. Living in a senior community it is almost a daily experience. As you well know being a caregiver is the hardest work a person can do, multiply that if there is emotional involvement.
She's had no visitors since her partially failed GB, her choice. I'm not home most of the day but I have seen signs of solo activity. Like any 'psychological disorder PGAD is not a controlled event. I can't imagine being aroused 24/7.
She's had no visitors since her partially failed GB, her choice. I'm not home most of the day but I have seen signs of solo activity. Like any 'psychological disorder PGAD is not a controlled event. I can't imagine being aroused 24/7.
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Well I've had some health issues, but on the mend. Thanks for asking.
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afagehi7
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Experience 1 "the trunk"
I was cleaning her car for her and in the trunk, in a plastic bag buried in the bottom of a box of stuff she has, was a tube of lube. I had given her permission to fuck/suck anyone she wanted with the caveat that if I ask she tell me what I want to know. So I asked her, denial. This was about 8 years ago. I asked many times and told her she wasn't being honest.
Then about 4 years ago she she said she did. I kinda of remember the time frame. She was going to her chiropractor 2-3 times a week. Then she says he wants to see her everyday as her back is in bad shape. At the time I didn't think anything of it. So during the 'confession' she asks me if I remember that time period, I say yes. Then she said she started to play with another patient. How often? She said not often enough but several times a week. A few times, several times in one day. I had no idea! How clueless I was. I asked her why she stopped, she said cause I found out. She said if I didn't say anything she would have continued. She added that they were getting ready to include his friends to their playtime. Holy shit! I asked why she wouldn't consider the 'friends' thing with us, she said I live with you. I never understood that answer.
Later on she denied the infidelity and denied the confession - FULL RECANT
Experience 2 'the plumber"
A while back our bathroom toilet was stuffed and I plunged it, over several days, unbeknownst to to me she called a plumber to remedy it. Then finally what pops to the surface a freshly used condom. I brought the subject up and she denied anything, I asked for a reasonable explanation how that got into our plumbing, she says she has no idea. I kept pressing on, telling her I didn't care if she fucked anyone but I did care about her honesty.
Finally after putting the full court press on her for quite some time she admitted that she did it. She said: "I called a plumber to clear the toilet. They said he'd be here about 10:00am. I was horny and figured I had plenty of time to rub one out. At about 9:15 the door bell rang unexpectedly, It interrupted my playtime. I got up threw on some clothing and answered the door. It was the plumber, he said his prior appointment canceled so he figured he'd show up early. I took him and his helper through our bedroom to our bathroom. But in my haste to answer the door I left my toys on the bed, My Magic Wand and glass dildo, I'm sure they both got a good glance at them. The plumber sent his helper to get tools. When he was out of the room the plumber asked if he interrupted me and I told him he did. He asked if I got to finish and I told him no I didn't as I felt my face turn red. He told me to go ahead and finish while they worked on the toilet. I told him if I was to finish I might as well use the real thing. He told me that would work. I pulled off my top, dropped my sweats jumped into bed and told him OK, let's go. I was so horny I could barely see straight. He stripped and got into the bed with me. I reached for a box of condoms and offered one and told him I prefer bareback, he declined the rubber. He got on top of me and entered me in one shove. As he was fucking me the helper came in, he saw what was happening and said he'd wait in the truck, I told him to join in. He stripped as well and jumped on the bed. I sucked the helper as the plumber fucked me. He fucked me to a few good orgasms then unloaded inside me then the helper took over. He took a condom from the box on the end table, rolled it on and he went to work on me. I sucked the plumber till he was ready, as the helper fucked me until he came in my mouth and I swallowed it all, at the same time the helper filled the condom and I matched both with an orgasm of my own. I was amazed that the plumber could get it up again and that we all came together. The helper got rid of his condom in the toilet. the plumber looked at his watch and said they had to go they had another appointment."
So they fucked my wife, I think & I believe, and never even fixed the damn toilet.
I wondered where the condoms came from, we don't use any. I remembered that quite a while back I was going on a business trip and got a box, gave it to her and told her to have a good time. I opened the box to look and sure enough there were only 5 left, 7 were missing. Yes, I have been trying to get her to cuck me for some time now.
Now she denies it ever happened and denies telling me the details and that if she actually did fuck someone else she wouldn't tell me and if she told me the details as I claim, she would probably have made it up to shut me up from constantly asking about it.
I was cleaning her car for her and in the trunk, in a plastic bag buried in the bottom of a box of stuff she has, was a tube of lube. I had given her permission to fuck/suck anyone she wanted with the caveat that if I ask she tell me what I want to know. So I asked her, denial. This was about 8 years ago. I asked many times and told her she wasn't being honest.
Then about 4 years ago she she said she did. I kinda of remember the time frame. She was going to her chiropractor 2-3 times a week. Then she says he wants to see her everyday as her back is in bad shape. At the time I didn't think anything of it. So during the 'confession' she asks me if I remember that time period, I say yes. Then she said she started to play with another patient. How often? She said not often enough but several times a week. A few times, several times in one day. I had no idea! How clueless I was. I asked her why she stopped, she said cause I found out. She said if I didn't say anything she would have continued. She added that they were getting ready to include his friends to their playtime. Holy shit! I asked why she wouldn't consider the 'friends' thing with us, she said I live with you. I never understood that answer.
Later on she denied the infidelity and denied the confession - FULL RECANT
Experience 2 'the plumber"
A while back our bathroom toilet was stuffed and I plunged it, over several days, unbeknownst to to me she called a plumber to remedy it. Then finally what pops to the surface a freshly used condom. I brought the subject up and she denied anything, I asked for a reasonable explanation how that got into our plumbing, she says she has no idea. I kept pressing on, telling her I didn't care if she fucked anyone but I did care about her honesty.
Finally after putting the full court press on her for quite some time she admitted that she did it. She said: "I called a plumber to clear the toilet. They said he'd be here about 10:00am. I was horny and figured I had plenty of time to rub one out. At about 9:15 the door bell rang unexpectedly, It interrupted my playtime. I got up threw on some clothing and answered the door. It was the plumber, he said his prior appointment canceled so he figured he'd show up early. I took him and his helper through our bedroom to our bathroom. But in my haste to answer the door I left my toys on the bed, My Magic Wand and glass dildo, I'm sure they both got a good glance at them. The plumber sent his helper to get tools. When he was out of the room the plumber asked if he interrupted me and I told him he did. He asked if I got to finish and I told him no I didn't as I felt my face turn red. He told me to go ahead and finish while they worked on the toilet. I told him if I was to finish I might as well use the real thing. He told me that would work. I pulled off my top, dropped my sweats jumped into bed and told him OK, let's go. I was so horny I could barely see straight. He stripped and got into the bed with me. I reached for a box of condoms and offered one and told him I prefer bareback, he declined the rubber. He got on top of me and entered me in one shove. As he was fucking me the helper came in, he saw what was happening and said he'd wait in the truck, I told him to join in. He stripped as well and jumped on the bed. I sucked the helper as the plumber fucked me. He fucked me to a few good orgasms then unloaded inside me then the helper took over. He took a condom from the box on the end table, rolled it on and he went to work on me. I sucked the plumber till he was ready, as the helper fucked me until he came in my mouth and I swallowed it all, at the same time the helper filled the condom and I matched both with an orgasm of my own. I was amazed that the plumber could get it up again and that we all came together. The helper got rid of his condom in the toilet. the plumber looked at his watch and said they had to go they had another appointment."
So they fucked my wife, I think & I believe, and never even fixed the damn toilet.
I wondered where the condoms came from, we don't use any. I remembered that quite a while back I was going on a business trip and got a box, gave it to her and told her to have a good time. I opened the box to look and sure enough there were only 5 left, 7 were missing. Yes, I have been trying to get her to cuck me for some time now.
Now she denies it ever happened and denies telling me the details and that if she actually did fuck someone else she wouldn't tell me and if she told me the details as I claim, she would probably have made it up to shut me up from constantly asking about it.
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afagehi7
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The chiropractor I believe you told us about but I don't remember the plumber. The plumber story is sizzling hot. How old was she? Why does she deny it?
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The plumber, she was I think 64-65.
She denies everything. She'll have an ice cream, when I get up in the morning, the freezer is ajar. When I tell her to be careful that she left it open, her 1st words are "no I didn't". She backed up into my brothers car, 1st words "no I didn't". Add to that she's a bit of a liar. It's a challenge.
She denies everything. She'll have an ice cream, when I get up in the morning, the freezer is ajar. When I tell her to be careful that she left it open, her 1st words are "no I didn't". She backed up into my brothers car, 1st words "no I didn't". Add to that she's a bit of a liar. It's a challenge.
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afagehi7
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Oh...so the plumber wasn't that long ago? It's certainly a very hot story. I'm sure those guys were bragging about it to their co-workers...2wheel wrote: ↑Sat Feb 29, 2020 4:26 amThe plumber, she was I think 64-65.
She denies everything. She'll have an ice cream, when I get up in the morning, the freezer is ajar. When I tell her to be careful that she left it open, her 1st words are "no I didn't". She backed up into my brothers car, 1st words "no I didn't". Add to that she's a bit of a liar. It's a challenge.
There is a term for the condition of people lying like that.
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It was before she became a hotwife.
Thing is I wasn't angry she had fun, I was angry she lied about it.
When we met she was the most honest person I had ever met, bar none. She never even stretched the truth never embellished. If she told you the sky was falling, you'd better run for cover. However, after her 1st traumatic brain injury (stroke) that all changed a complete 180. She doesn't even know she's lying, she perceives things that don't exist and never did. Add to that short term memory issues and extreme stubbornness. Life with HWR is a challenge, she's a hand full.
4am woke up for meds. She asks me to make her a smoothie today. I tell her there's one in the refer, when it's done I make another. She argues me that I won't, I keep telling her I will. Finally she blurts out you're never home on Monday so how can you. I tell her it's Sunday, she doesn't believe me that I'm saying that to get out of making it. I have her look at her cell phone for the day. She says it must be wrong she's sure it's Monday. I had to show her mine, still doubt, then the TV program guide that also shows Sunday. I tell her "see it's Sunday, not Monday". She says "I knew that". Reaches over grabs her Magic Wand and masturbates as if nothing had happened saying she's horny.
Welcome to my world.
Thing is I wasn't angry she had fun, I was angry she lied about it.
When we met she was the most honest person I had ever met, bar none. She never even stretched the truth never embellished. If she told you the sky was falling, you'd better run for cover. However, after her 1st traumatic brain injury (stroke) that all changed a complete 180. She doesn't even know she's lying, she perceives things that don't exist and never did. Add to that short term memory issues and extreme stubbornness. Life with HWR is a challenge, she's a hand full.
4am woke up for meds. She asks me to make her a smoothie today. I tell her there's one in the refer, when it's done I make another. She argues me that I won't, I keep telling her I will. Finally she blurts out you're never home on Monday so how can you. I tell her it's Sunday, she doesn't believe me that I'm saying that to get out of making it. I have her look at her cell phone for the day. She says it must be wrong she's sure it's Monday. I had to show her mine, still doubt, then the TV program guide that also shows Sunday. I tell her "see it's Sunday, not Monday". She says "I knew that". Reaches over grabs her Magic Wand and masturbates as if nothing had happened saying she's horny.
Welcome to my world.
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afagehi7
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The brain is a strange organ. Something isn't firing right and probably never will. It's good she has you to care for her.2wheel wrote: ↑Sun Mar 01, 2020 3:57 amIt was before she became a hotwife.
Thing is I wasn't angry she had fun, I was angry she lied about it.
When we met she was the most honest person I had ever met, bar none. She never even stretched the truth never embellished. If she told you the sky was falling, you'd better run for cover. However, after her 1st traumatic brain injury (stroke) that all changed a complete 180. She doesn't even know she's lying, she perceives things that don't exist and never did. Add to that short term memory issues and extreme stubbornness. Life with HWR is a challenge, she's a hand full.
4am woke up for meds. She asks me to make her a smoothie today. I tell her there's one in the refer, when it's done I make another. She argues me that I won't, I keep telling her I will. Finally she blurts out you're never home on Monday so how can you. I tell her it's Sunday, she doesn't believe me that I'm saying that to get out of making it. I have her look at her cell phone for the day. She says it must be wrong she's sure it's Monday. I had to show her mine, still doubt, then the TV program guide that also shows Sunday. I tell her "see it's Sunday, not Monday". She says "I knew that". Reaches over grabs her Magic Wand and masturbates as if nothing had happened saying she's horny.
Welcome to my world.
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As you HWR hates photos, but I was able to get a shot of her wonderful legs while she was napping. The bruises are a result of a fall a short time back.
https://drive.google.com/open?id=10SgKY ... -i5XL1fWDl
Monday 2/23. Things took a sour turn. I had a skin tag removed that got infected, bad, real bad. It was on my penis. That area of a man's body that remains warm, moist and dark, a breeding ground, a real bacteria incubator. In 1 1/2 days it became so bad the emergency room at first thought it was flesh eating bacteria, necrotizing fasciitis. But after further investigation it and skin cell lab results it was reclassified as necrotizing cellulitis, a close kin. So I was immediatelly admitted and put on IV antibiotics. At first it was 2 different antibiotics alternating but it didn't do the job so they increased my dosage to the maximum amount of the 2 strongest antibiotics both administered intravenously simultaneously.
Almost 2 weeks hospital stay and the bacteria was finally on the run. My nether regions look grotesque, every nurse that had a peek, and there were plenty as they needed to make a value assessment numerous times a day, cringed. One nurse even commented that it hurts just looking at it. HWR was a real trooper staying in the hospital, sleeping on a recliner almost every night even before her full recovery from her RSD flare-up.
I was discharged on Thursday 2/20, on the way home she said we needed to talk. Never a good thing when she says that.
Saturday 2/22 she got up early and said let's talk.
HWR: "I need a change."
ME: "OK, what kind of change?"
HWR: "Remember I told you I had lot to think about after the cruise?"
ME: "Yeah I remember."
HWR: "well that combined with a text from Gayle got me thinking."
ME: "OK".
HWR: "Gayle wrote me something that got to me, I thought I had gotten over it but it slapped me in the face."
She showed me the text, only part of it, she wouldn't let me read the entire text. I knew about it as I had surreptitiously already read it and posted it here.
ME: "OK, what's the problem?"
HWR: "Gayle calling me a slut felt like my mother doing it. It got me thinking that maybe at 67 it's time for me to change, again."
ME: "From what to what?"
HWR: "On the cruise I went to play Mah Jong with a few of the women."
ME: "I remember."
HWR: "Well some of the women had a little too much to drink. And alcohol makes the tongue looser."
ME: "Does that, did that include you?"
HWR: "Nope, I barely nursed a single glass of wine."
ME: "As I remember it was you, Eileen, Ralph's wife, Arlene, Phil's wife, Hedda, Gary's wife and Carol, my brothers girlfriend."
HWR: "Yup, all seniors, me being the youngest."
ME: "How does any of this fit together, I'm confused? Is your desire to change have anything to do with you leaving."
HWR: "HELL NO! I'm not going anywhere you're saddled with me."
ME: "OK, I'm still listening."
HWR: "So while we're trying to play, I was kind of the outsider as I just couldn't get my brain in the right place to comprehend the tiles. After several glasses of wine Eileen blurted out 'Ralph wants to share me'."
ME: "Holy shit, Ralph is 83 or 84, so I guess Eileen is somewhere between 78-82. Sorry to be so cruel but who wants to fuck a great grandma."
HWR: "Or a grandma."
Before I realized it I had out my foot in my mouth.
ME: "Or a grandma"
HWR: "Like me, huh?".
ME: "That's not what I meant, I......"
HWR: "Don't try to get out of it, it's out there , you said it and you can't go back."
ME: "Yeah I did, it was a case of my brain not engaged before putting my mouth into gear. I'm very sorry, it's not what I meant, you're still super-hot and all the guys that want to fuck you prove that."
HWR: "Let's move on shall we, cause this isn't gonna end well if we continue down this path."
ME: "OK."
HWR: "So Arlene & Hedda asked what 'shared' meant. Carol jumped in.
(For the record Carol is an attractive woman in her mid-70s still works part-time as a teacher, is my brother's girlfriend and she's black.)
My ex-husband, got me into sharing. It started as a threesome, then became him hooking me up with his friends, then strangers, then had me doing parties before it progressed into him getting paid for it. He became my pimp rather than my husband."
ME: "I had no idea."
HWR: "Neither did I, wonder if your brother knows."
ME: "I'm not gonna tell him."
HWR: "Neither am I."
ME: "Then what."
HWR: "Basically, we were in a little bit of shock. Arlene isn't the brightest bulb in the box as she said she don't get it."
ME: "Really."
HWR: "Yeah really, Eileen, just shouted it out, Ralph wants me to fuck other men. So loud that it got the attention of people at other tables, not sure if they heard the words or the volume. Arlene turned beet red and said, over and over 'oh my'."
ME: "This is all very interesting but why are you telling me this?"
HWR: "I told you I had something to think about. After Gayle's comments and this discussion I'm not sure I want to continue being a hotwife."
ME: "Again!"
HWR: "What do you mean again?"
ME: "Last year you also said you wanted to stop."
HWR: "How is that possible, we've only been doing this for a few months."
ME: "Here we go again. How can you remember a conversation from December, almost 3 months ago but can't remember that you've been a hotwife since October 2018?"
HWR: "I don't think since 2018, it's just been a few months."
ME: "No it hasn't, it's been almost a year and a half. And you've had sex with almost a hundred different guys."
HWR: "No I haven't, you're making it up."
ME: "Do I need to refresh your memory?"
HWR: "Yeah how?"
ME: "I keep a list, a mini-diary."
HWR: "Can I see it?"
ME: "Sure as I opened the file and told her it's kind of rough."
HWR: "She looked at like a deer in the headlights. I remember some of it but not much, What are those numbers in parenthesis?"
ME: "That represents new partners."
HWR: "It stopped at 101. I had that many different partners in a little over a year?"
ME: "Yup. And you loved every seconds of it."
HWR: "I need a nap."
ME: "OK."
She laid down and was out in seconds.
When she woke she had a different attitude.
HWR: "I remember most everything now, I can't believe I didn't remember it earlier."
ME: "Now what."
HWR: "Maybe I stop, but keep Mr. commuter."
ME: "OK if that's what you want."
HWR: "And occasionally the bartender."
ME: "OK by me."
HWR: "On special occasions a gangbang and a Gayle party."
ME: "That's how it went last time you wanted to stop. You cut out everyone then added them back in."
HWR: "Let's face it I'm a slut thru and thru. I just can't stop it."
ME: "I think you like being a promiscuous but hate the S word. And Gayle using it brought back images of your mother. BUT, you've used it describe yourself, like just now."
HWR: "Please don't try to analyze me. And no I don't like being promiscuous but I love sex."
ME: "I'm not, and they kinda go hand in hand, but you know it's like whiplash for me."
HWR: "I guess I'm just thinking out loud. Let's forget we had they discussion, OK?"
ME: "That's a deal."
Friday 3/13. So here it is mid-March. I'm not fully recovered neither is HWR. But we're close. Next Friday I get to see a wound care specialist.
She's had no visitors, no partners, new or old. She's been horny and masturbates several times a day. She said she also did so in the hospital while 'staying' with me.
She told me that she'd been in contact will her 'regulars' and they understand things are temporarily on hold. She said Mr. commuter hasn't stopped apologizing. She said she told him to forget it that we'll be more specific next time. She said he was elated that she said next time.
I'm so confused, bewildered and asea with her right now: she talks about stopping, but is in communication with her 'regulars'. AND is entertaining another GB even after the disasterous last one. WTF.
So in an effort to see where this is going I asked her when she thought she'd be ready to start playing again. She said mybe next week.
Tuesday 3/17, that plan went to hell in a handbasket. Novel Coronavirus jumped into all our lives. Our community is in 'lock down', all amenities have been closed including the restaurants, all meetings and events have been canceled until at least March 31. Beside now is the time to be extra vigilant, extra careful, extra cautious. So we, like so many others herer and everywhere are self-sequestered.
https://drive.google.com/open?id=10SgKY ... -i5XL1fWDl
Monday 2/23. Things took a sour turn. I had a skin tag removed that got infected, bad, real bad. It was on my penis. That area of a man's body that remains warm, moist and dark, a breeding ground, a real bacteria incubator. In 1 1/2 days it became so bad the emergency room at first thought it was flesh eating bacteria, necrotizing fasciitis. But after further investigation it and skin cell lab results it was reclassified as necrotizing cellulitis, a close kin. So I was immediatelly admitted and put on IV antibiotics. At first it was 2 different antibiotics alternating but it didn't do the job so they increased my dosage to the maximum amount of the 2 strongest antibiotics both administered intravenously simultaneously.
Almost 2 weeks hospital stay and the bacteria was finally on the run. My nether regions look grotesque, every nurse that had a peek, and there were plenty as they needed to make a value assessment numerous times a day, cringed. One nurse even commented that it hurts just looking at it. HWR was a real trooper staying in the hospital, sleeping on a recliner almost every night even before her full recovery from her RSD flare-up.
I was discharged on Thursday 2/20, on the way home she said we needed to talk. Never a good thing when she says that.
Saturday 2/22 she got up early and said let's talk.
HWR: "I need a change."
ME: "OK, what kind of change?"
HWR: "Remember I told you I had lot to think about after the cruise?"
ME: "Yeah I remember."
HWR: "well that combined with a text from Gayle got me thinking."
ME: "OK".
HWR: "Gayle wrote me something that got to me, I thought I had gotten over it but it slapped me in the face."
She showed me the text, only part of it, she wouldn't let me read the entire text. I knew about it as I had surreptitiously already read it and posted it here.
ME: "OK, what's the problem?"
HWR: "Gayle calling me a slut felt like my mother doing it. It got me thinking that maybe at 67 it's time for me to change, again."
ME: "From what to what?"
HWR: "On the cruise I went to play Mah Jong with a few of the women."
ME: "I remember."
HWR: "Well some of the women had a little too much to drink. And alcohol makes the tongue looser."
ME: "Does that, did that include you?"
HWR: "Nope, I barely nursed a single glass of wine."
ME: "As I remember it was you, Eileen, Ralph's wife, Arlene, Phil's wife, Hedda, Gary's wife and Carol, my brothers girlfriend."
HWR: "Yup, all seniors, me being the youngest."
ME: "How does any of this fit together, I'm confused? Is your desire to change have anything to do with you leaving."
HWR: "HELL NO! I'm not going anywhere you're saddled with me."
ME: "OK, I'm still listening."
HWR: "So while we're trying to play, I was kind of the outsider as I just couldn't get my brain in the right place to comprehend the tiles. After several glasses of wine Eileen blurted out 'Ralph wants to share me'."
ME: "Holy shit, Ralph is 83 or 84, so I guess Eileen is somewhere between 78-82. Sorry to be so cruel but who wants to fuck a great grandma."
HWR: "Or a grandma."
Before I realized it I had out my foot in my mouth.
ME: "Or a grandma"
HWR: "Like me, huh?".
ME: "That's not what I meant, I......"
HWR: "Don't try to get out of it, it's out there , you said it and you can't go back."
ME: "Yeah I did, it was a case of my brain not engaged before putting my mouth into gear. I'm very sorry, it's not what I meant, you're still super-hot and all the guys that want to fuck you prove that."
HWR: "Let's move on shall we, cause this isn't gonna end well if we continue down this path."
ME: "OK."
HWR: "So Arlene & Hedda asked what 'shared' meant. Carol jumped in.
(For the record Carol is an attractive woman in her mid-70s still works part-time as a teacher, is my brother's girlfriend and she's black.)
My ex-husband, got me into sharing. It started as a threesome, then became him hooking me up with his friends, then strangers, then had me doing parties before it progressed into him getting paid for it. He became my pimp rather than my husband."
ME: "I had no idea."
HWR: "Neither did I, wonder if your brother knows."
ME: "I'm not gonna tell him."
HWR: "Neither am I."
ME: "Then what."
HWR: "Basically, we were in a little bit of shock. Arlene isn't the brightest bulb in the box as she said she don't get it."
ME: "Really."
HWR: "Yeah really, Eileen, just shouted it out, Ralph wants me to fuck other men. So loud that it got the attention of people at other tables, not sure if they heard the words or the volume. Arlene turned beet red and said, over and over 'oh my'."
ME: "This is all very interesting but why are you telling me this?"
HWR: "I told you I had something to think about. After Gayle's comments and this discussion I'm not sure I want to continue being a hotwife."
ME: "Again!"
HWR: "What do you mean again?"
ME: "Last year you also said you wanted to stop."
HWR: "How is that possible, we've only been doing this for a few months."
ME: "Here we go again. How can you remember a conversation from December, almost 3 months ago but can't remember that you've been a hotwife since October 2018?"
HWR: "I don't think since 2018, it's just been a few months."
ME: "No it hasn't, it's been almost a year and a half. And you've had sex with almost a hundred different guys."
HWR: "No I haven't, you're making it up."
ME: "Do I need to refresh your memory?"
HWR: "Yeah how?"
ME: "I keep a list, a mini-diary."
HWR: "Can I see it?"
ME: "Sure as I opened the file and told her it's kind of rough."
HWR: "She looked at like a deer in the headlights. I remember some of it but not much, What are those numbers in parenthesis?"
ME: "That represents new partners."
HWR: "It stopped at 101. I had that many different partners in a little over a year?"
ME: "Yup. And you loved every seconds of it."
HWR: "I need a nap."
ME: "OK."
She laid down and was out in seconds.
When she woke she had a different attitude.
HWR: "I remember most everything now, I can't believe I didn't remember it earlier."
ME: "Now what."
HWR: "Maybe I stop, but keep Mr. commuter."
ME: "OK if that's what you want."
HWR: "And occasionally the bartender."
ME: "OK by me."
HWR: "On special occasions a gangbang and a Gayle party."
ME: "That's how it went last time you wanted to stop. You cut out everyone then added them back in."
HWR: "Let's face it I'm a slut thru and thru. I just can't stop it."
ME: "I think you like being a promiscuous but hate the S word. And Gayle using it brought back images of your mother. BUT, you've used it describe yourself, like just now."
HWR: "Please don't try to analyze me. And no I don't like being promiscuous but I love sex."
ME: "I'm not, and they kinda go hand in hand, but you know it's like whiplash for me."
HWR: "I guess I'm just thinking out loud. Let's forget we had they discussion, OK?"
ME: "That's a deal."
Friday 3/13. So here it is mid-March. I'm not fully recovered neither is HWR. But we're close. Next Friday I get to see a wound care specialist.
She's had no visitors, no partners, new or old. She's been horny and masturbates several times a day. She said she also did so in the hospital while 'staying' with me.
She told me that she'd been in contact will her 'regulars' and they understand things are temporarily on hold. She said Mr. commuter hasn't stopped apologizing. She said she told him to forget it that we'll be more specific next time. She said he was elated that she said next time.
I'm so confused, bewildered and asea with her right now: she talks about stopping, but is in communication with her 'regulars'. AND is entertaining another GB even after the disasterous last one. WTF.
So in an effort to see where this is going I asked her when she thought she'd be ready to start playing again. She said mybe next week.
Tuesday 3/17, that plan went to hell in a handbasket. Novel Coronavirus jumped into all our lives. Our community is in 'lock down', all amenities have been closed including the restaurants, all meetings and events have been canceled until at least March 31. Beside now is the time to be extra vigilant, extra careful, extra cautious. So we, like so many others herer and everywhere are self-sequestered.
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our_mmann
Re: Is this the start or the end?
Thanks for the update. You have been through so much this year. Very tough and now CV is hammering everyone's lives.
It's hard to isolate but that's the only way to stay safe. Good luck, get well and be ready for fun when life gets more normal.
Please post updates along the way.
It's hard to isolate but that's the only way to stay safe. Good luck, get well and be ready for fun when life gets more normal.
Please post updates along the way.
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Mad Dog65
Re: Is this the start or the end?
It is good to hear that you are on the mend after your infection and that it was before CV. If it was now who knows what kind oof treatment you would get! May be this time with with HWR will be helpful in reflecting on what she wants in the future. Thanks for the update!
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MDbadboy4u
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Re: Is this the start or the end?
I'm glad to hear you're both doing ok. All things considered. Take care of yourselves. And thanks for letting us know. I'm sure many here were concerned when you didn't post for a while.
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anonymister1948
Re: Is this the start or the end?
Of the PenisIn 1 1/2 days it became so bad the emergency room at first thought it was flesh eating bacteria, necrotizing fasciitis.
Seriously, that's the worst nightmare I can imagine. So glad they figured it out and you're okay!
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afagehi7
Re: Is this the start or the end?
2wheel - interesting update. I don't understand hwr. She wants to stop in one breath and is ready for another GB in the next. Being in a senior community with no great hospitals in the area I can see the need for quarantine.