norbertrichard1 wrote: ↑Thu Apr 02, 2020 7:11 pm
Glad she is your problem, and not mine!
Agreed!
subtoall wrote: ↑Fri Apr 03, 2020 11:50 am
Man, you are going to owe her big time when she gets back to cuckolding you for how generous she is being with you right now. How do you think you will repay her. It seems it might have to extend well past grad school to make up for this period.
Ha! I do owe Jen. But, I'm not planning on getting replaced all over again.
realcucklife wrote: ↑Mon Apr 06, 2020 6:25 pm
Did you have a special valentines this year?
Has she re-introduced the payment arrangement or is that still to come?
Finding a new boyfriend would be a pain in the current covid environment, surely she can only cope with marital sex for so long.
Thanks for sharing your adventures, and her humiliation of you.
Valentine's Day was just for Jen and Jason this year. They'd been letting me watch them so often that they needed a special evening together, just the two of them. They had a nice, private evening together.
There's been no talk of Jen charging me for sex again.
I do have a story to share though. It was after Valentine's Day, but before the pandemic became a thing.
I got Jen and Jason a private weekend getaway for their two-year anniversary. Same as last year. Afterward, I got a card and a letter from Jen, much like before.
The card was another retirement card written out to "Michael's useless penis."
"Hey, there!" the card read. "Happy two year retirement anniversary! Two wonderful years! In hindsight, it's kind of hard to believe I ever let you inside of me! Multiple times even. What was I thinking? It's two years later and you're still not missed and I'm still glad you're retired! As much as you probably loved your job, and it's usually good to love what you do, you weren't the least bit good at it! Definitely not cut out for the job! I hope you're still enjoying your life of leisure, doing whatever it is that folks do when they retire. Relaxing. Taking naps. Getting soft and wrinkly! Ha! Anyway, keep doing what you're doing and enjoy your retirement! Because you're definitely not wanted back anytime soon! Byeeee!!!!"
I thought the card was both funny and very, very brutal. I loved it!
Jen's, more serious, letter to me read as follows:
"Dear, Michael,
Thank you for the little getaway. It was a great time! Jason and I really enjoyed celebrating our two year anniversary.
It was extra special for me, because I'm finally at the point where I feel like I've truly replaced you. Enough time has gone by that I'm sure.
You already know that I don't desire you as my lover. You've been undesirable to me in that way for a long time now. I've completely desexualzed you. I only desire Jason in that way. I take for granted that you and I are platonic friends and that sex between us is over. It's a great feeling!
It goes beyond sex though. Emotionally, I'm in love with the both of you. But, my love expresses itself differently for each of you. My love for you is very deep. I feel incredibly close to you. You and I are family. You're like a brother to me. For Jason, I have a very lustful, erotic kind of love. And saving my body and my passionate kisses for him over the past two years has helped to seal the deal.
I'm now used to thinking of you and relating to you as a friend without feeling like it's weird. I'm used to us not being a couple. I've pushed you as far into the friendzone as possible and let Jason fill up all the space that was left sexually and emotionally. I honestly don't think I could push you any deeper into the friendzone and create any more space for Jason to fill. He's filled it all. There's no place left for you but in the friendzone. You're replaced, Michael! There's really nothing left for us to do, but to enjoy!
This was my first romantic getaway with Jason after truly replacing you. I didn't feel like a married woman getting away from her husband. I just felt like part of a normal couple going on a normal romantic getaway. For the first time, being married didn't matter at all! There were no more feelings of two competing relationships. Or the nagging feeling that maybe I'm doing something I shouldn't be. Now that you're truly replaced, these aren't issues anymore. The roles you and Jason each play in my life are now very clear-cut and defined. They're set in stone. Even better, each of you is in the role that you're best suited for. Jason is my boyfriend and lover. You're my platonic friend and roommate, like a brother to me. These aren't even things that I need to tell myself anymore. They're just basic facts that I take for granted now.
I'm so happy that I replaced you with Jason and am so happy to have you as my platonic friend! I've never felt closer to you or have felt better about our marriage!
I’m having lots of fun. I bet there are a lot of wives out there who can't say that being married is fun. Even if they like being married, can they really say that the marriage itself is fun? More fun than before they got married? Well, I can say it! Being married to you is so much fucking fun! I'm so glad I married a cuckold! Not just any cuckold though. There's no one else in the whole world like you, Michael! You are and always will be very special to me. You are and always will be my husband!
Love,
Jen."
Jen's letter was so powerful. It was so certain, so convincing! I really had been replaced! On the one hand, it was a relief. There was no more waiting and wondering. Jen had finally replaced me for real and our marriage was still intact. It was also such a huge turn on for me! But, I couldn't help but to also feel kind of sad at the same time. I didn't want a repeat of last year though, when I openly second-guessed things on this forum. So I decided not to share this letter with you guys. Instead, I re-read the letter over and over again, while focusing on the positives, like the fact that Jen and I had finally succeeded at what we'd set out to do. I focused on that feeling of accomplishment. I focused on how proud I was of Jen for getting to this point and for being so open with me about it. I focused on how happy I was for Jen that she had a real man for a boyfriend and how the two of them were so good together and so sexually compatible. I focused on how much I enjoyed watching Jen and Jason be a real couple in front of me and the many times I'd get to watch them make love. I also focused on how horny the letter made me. I refused to let myself masturbate though. I waited a couple of days, until I felt comfortable that I wouldn't be overcome with second thoughts and angst right after cumming. I psyched myself up and then when I did finally masturbate, I just told myself afterward "this is fucking awesome, this is fucking awesome!" I fely happy. No major second thoughts. Just happy.
I told Jen privately, "thank you for that amazing letter! I just want you to know how happy I am that you've truly replaced me. I love getting to have the experience of being your platonic friend and knowing that you belong to Jason. Right now, this is exactly what I want. I want you to belong to Jason. I want to be completely undesirable to you."
"Don't worry, you totally are!" Jen shot back with a giggle, but then got serious. "For real though, I'm glad you're happy. I admit, when we first started this, I didn't know if we could really succeed. Could I replace you for real? Just let myself completely lose interest in you and belong completely to another man? I knew I could do it sexually. I knew I could even do it in other ways too. But, could I really do it completely? To think of myself only as Jason's girlfriend and not as someone who was sharing herself with two men at once? To really, truly feel like I was completely Jason's? Now I know that I can, because that's exactly what happened. And it's not a problem for our marriage. Not one bit. I'm not at all interested in marrying Jason or having kids with him. I want a submissive husband that will let me be in charge of the marriage and who I know will be reliable and make a good father. I already found the man I want to marry and I'm married to him. I feel really good about everything and it's great that you do too. I love you so much, Michael. Thanks for being such a great friend and such a great husband!"
Jen then gave me a kiss. It wasn't a making out sort of kiss, but it sure did feel like a real kiss.