From my dream to a reality!
Posted: Sat Jun 21, 2014 3:38 am
I have enjoyed reading stories about cuckolding. For several years I have been trying to figure out why I got excited thinking about wives cheating, and then thinking about how i would feel if mine cheated. I came to the conclusion that I wanted other men's dicks in my wife.
In 2011 I started to introduce my wife to my thoughts of other men fucking her. At first she would always brush the thought away and change subject. I was out of the country for a year and we would often web cam when we could and masterbate. When she was horny, I would talk about how it might feel good to get fucked by several dicks and she would get extremely horny over that thought. Once we finished, those thoughts she had would disappear and like normal, she drew away from that kind of talk when I would bring it up again.
When we were engaged and I was out of the state, she ended up spending the night sleeping with an old boyfriend she wished she had in 2009. No sex, just cuddling. Regardless, she told me with tears. I know she loves me very very much. When she told me, I was glad she told me (I later was told by someone else who found out about it, and they more or less was tried to warn me away from marrying her by telling me we were young to be engaged, yet alone get married. We were both around 19 to 20 at this point). I thought about it and deep down I had a feeling of wanting her to fuck him. Unsure of the feeling I kind of brushed it to the side and only entertained the thought when I would think about it. Years later I would find myself watching porn and wishing my wife was on the receiving end of that fucking. I would just go nuts thinking about it.
When we got married in 2009 my wife's sex drive was almost annoying. She went in birth control and the sex drive vanished. I knew she still loved me, but I would have to pry sex out of her and she would make comments like you just use me for sex. It was rough. At that point we had been married for a year, but I was away for 9 months of it. It was rough so I ended up just avoiding her for the most part. Then I found out I had to leave for 12 months. We got on better terms and decided she should get off birth control. Ofc she was off it for a week before I left and got pregnant. Oh well.
Now back to 2011 I felt bad. I was gone most of the year and I wanted my wife to feel good. So I entertained thoughts of her being pleased by others and found it arousing. When we were finally back together in early 2012 our sex life was sad, about once a week if that. Granted, we did have kid now, but we used to have it 1-3 times a day. Even off of birth control there was no sex drive by her. She gets turned on by light bondage but I didn't care for it to much. Still I would get bondage toys and other sex toys. Each new thing added a slight sex spree but it would return to "normal".
End of 2013, the fact that I wanted to wife to fuck other men was becoming unbearable. I started attaching a dildo to my dick and fucking her pussy with both. Omg I loved it. May be a little bi, but I enjoyed the feeling of the dildo pressed against my dick and the fact that my wife would get these facial expressions of pure enjoyment. Finally I had something to work with. The problem was, she loved dildos, but she would take a dick over it, regardless if mine was smaller, thinner, and not vibrating. I don't have a big dick, just 6 inches, and my wife is 5 foot. So when I would fuck her with the dildo and my cock, I would whisper in he ear about how much better two real cocks would feel. Sex for both of us became more enjoyable, but still lacked the drive. We were up to 3 a week.
2014 came and each time I would talk about other men fucking her in sex she realized that I would get much harder and my erection would last longer intensifying the sex.
2012 was soo dull. Sex was a boring task. I could not get her to orgasam in sex and I couldn't keep erect for more than 5 minutes. I thought maybe I had a problem with sex, but I felt healthy and I hadn't had problems before. I tried to imagine other people fucking her in my head, and it would help, but I do all the work in sex. She lays there, and to be honest I love it, but having to keep that mental imagine while physically exhausting myself, and knowing that she only wanted me was hard. I tried to get her to role play another guy fucking her by having her say another name instead of mine, like fuck me Alex, but she straight out refused and said she only wanted me. As time went on I kept encouraging her, I'd say I bet other dicks feel as good as mine, if not better, but it really picked up in 2014.
Part of me feels bad that I am driving her to have sex with someone else, but I step back and look at the outcome. So far it has only been good. In February. My wife asked me if the reason I wanted her to have sex with other men was because I cheated on here while I was out if the country. I kinda did ish. 2 different times I got drunk with friends while I was out of the country and we ended up picking up prostitutes. Each time i went to fuck one, my hard on would just vanish because I knew that I only wanted sex with my wife. Needless to say I couldn't have sex, my dick would not stay hard. I love my wife. I just can't believe I did that... Twice. Each time I was drunk as shit and more or less pressured by friends. It happened. Yeah Yeah.
My wife has a problem with communication. She will not tell me what she is thinking. I have to pry it out of her! Very annoying. I speak my mind to her with no filter. I love her and trust her with my life. But for the love of god she does not communicate. She says she is intimidated by me. That is what she says. FYI I have never laid a hand on her. So it's rather puzzling. That was and is a problem of our marriage. She will not open up to me unless she is raging mad. Sadly, I have to intentionally provoke her into telling me what the problem she has against me. After she asked me if I cheated on her, I told her no. We were in a moment were we were both 100% honest. It was the first time I have ever lied in that kind of moment. Tbh I don't know if the whole hooker thing counted as cheating. I didn't have sex in my mind but I did penetrate. I lost the erection in moment (less than 5 minutes). I guess technically well it was cheating. In my heart I feel I did not, but with the guilt that I got myself in that position and betrayed the trust of my wife. Trust is key. It was rough when I told her no, I did not cheat. She then asked me if she did have sex with someone else, how would I know she wouldn't fall in love with them. I'd bet my life on it that she wouldn't. I feel as if she would follow me to the end of the world as long as I would allow her to. I told her it was because I knew her and she wouldn't. To my shock and utmost disbelief she said she WOULD FUCK ANOTHER MAN as long as she got to pick. He had to have the right height, athletic, and a larger dick than mine. The thought of it all was just so much.
Out of nowhere the affection between us intensified. Much more enjoyable to hold her, talk to her and yeah it was good. One weekend the parents took our child, and we were able to look for a suitor. We spent hours trying to find one. Finally got one and he backed out. It was crushing. It was fun tho. We sat on our bed teasing each other the entire day. First time in years we were able to be next to each other and truly enjoyed the companionship.
I woke up early the next day and was off doing my own things when I realized that my wife was still looking for someone to fuck her without me. Jealousy, anger, annoyance and fear set in. I told her I changed my mind. Omg I felt so mad that it was I that said it. And felt so bad because my wife was mad she couldn't fuck someone else after I had been talking about it so much. After that the sex was still good. She had more passion and so did i. It was fun. I didn't use the dildo any more. I didn't need it. The fact that my wife said yes to another was just so much fuel for me.
My wife told me that because I changed my mind we would not get an opportunity for a while to even attempt it again and that I would regret my choice. It turned out that was so true. I thought about it every day for two weeks. Then told her I was ready again. She threw a wtf curveball at me. She said she wanted a friend with benefits. Not some one night stand. A friend who could fuck her. Wow I felt so against it but I wanted her to be fucked by another so badly it overruled any objections I had. It felt as if I was being replaced because she wanted to date the other men before sex. Oh god to my surprise that was a turn on too.
I work a graveyard shift and sleep during the afternoon. I work a 10 hour day, 4 days a week. She wanted another man to cuddle in bed with her because we no longer sleep at the same time. That drives me crazy thinking about it. Yes yes I know many of you if not all are throwing red flags. She doesn't want it every night just like 3 times a month. If I could explain my wife's personality and my own. I am sure many of you could understand better but I can't soo yeah.
She is currently set up on a dating site and talks a to people who maybe willing to be a fwb. Ofc I have access to those accounts and can read all messages and emails. I enjoy reading them and she knows it. For the past week now she has been at it non stop. From the time she gets up to the time she goes to bed. She responds to their messages. Omg. All I want to do is be with my wife. She is so much happier. So enjoyable to be around. She has already started meeting people in person. She does it when I sleep, but still i love to talk about it and tell her she should have brought him home for sex. Tho she hasn't met anyone she wants to be friends with yet. There are some she really looks forward to meet. As of right now our marriage is at an all time high. We have been having sex 1-3 times a day, if our child permits the lack of attention for 10 minutes. Child is 2. And hopefully my wife can find her a good friend and get a good fuck.
I am not looking for suitors to fuck my wife. She is doing it.
Many of you have to understand my wife and I love each other to death. I have to say this over and over because in my heart it is true. I would bet my life that it is the same way with my wife.
Sorry I typed on iPhone
Hi guys, I wrote this in March and never posted it. I had it saved on my iPhone and just never got around to posting it, so enjoy. A lot has happened since then, and I am more than willing to share it if anyone is interested. I would have to type it up, though it wouldn't be too long.
In 2011 I started to introduce my wife to my thoughts of other men fucking her. At first she would always brush the thought away and change subject. I was out of the country for a year and we would often web cam when we could and masterbate. When she was horny, I would talk about how it might feel good to get fucked by several dicks and she would get extremely horny over that thought. Once we finished, those thoughts she had would disappear and like normal, she drew away from that kind of talk when I would bring it up again.
When we were engaged and I was out of the state, she ended up spending the night sleeping with an old boyfriend she wished she had in 2009. No sex, just cuddling. Regardless, she told me with tears. I know she loves me very very much. When she told me, I was glad she told me (I later was told by someone else who found out about it, and they more or less was tried to warn me away from marrying her by telling me we were young to be engaged, yet alone get married. We were both around 19 to 20 at this point). I thought about it and deep down I had a feeling of wanting her to fuck him. Unsure of the feeling I kind of brushed it to the side and only entertained the thought when I would think about it. Years later I would find myself watching porn and wishing my wife was on the receiving end of that fucking. I would just go nuts thinking about it.
When we got married in 2009 my wife's sex drive was almost annoying. She went in birth control and the sex drive vanished. I knew she still loved me, but I would have to pry sex out of her and she would make comments like you just use me for sex. It was rough. At that point we had been married for a year, but I was away for 9 months of it. It was rough so I ended up just avoiding her for the most part. Then I found out I had to leave for 12 months. We got on better terms and decided she should get off birth control. Ofc she was off it for a week before I left and got pregnant. Oh well.
Now back to 2011 I felt bad. I was gone most of the year and I wanted my wife to feel good. So I entertained thoughts of her being pleased by others and found it arousing. When we were finally back together in early 2012 our sex life was sad, about once a week if that. Granted, we did have kid now, but we used to have it 1-3 times a day. Even off of birth control there was no sex drive by her. She gets turned on by light bondage but I didn't care for it to much. Still I would get bondage toys and other sex toys. Each new thing added a slight sex spree but it would return to "normal".
End of 2013, the fact that I wanted to wife to fuck other men was becoming unbearable. I started attaching a dildo to my dick and fucking her pussy with both. Omg I loved it. May be a little bi, but I enjoyed the feeling of the dildo pressed against my dick and the fact that my wife would get these facial expressions of pure enjoyment. Finally I had something to work with. The problem was, she loved dildos, but she would take a dick over it, regardless if mine was smaller, thinner, and not vibrating. I don't have a big dick, just 6 inches, and my wife is 5 foot. So when I would fuck her with the dildo and my cock, I would whisper in he ear about how much better two real cocks would feel. Sex for both of us became more enjoyable, but still lacked the drive. We were up to 3 a week.
2014 came and each time I would talk about other men fucking her in sex she realized that I would get much harder and my erection would last longer intensifying the sex.
2012 was soo dull. Sex was a boring task. I could not get her to orgasam in sex and I couldn't keep erect for more than 5 minutes. I thought maybe I had a problem with sex, but I felt healthy and I hadn't had problems before. I tried to imagine other people fucking her in my head, and it would help, but I do all the work in sex. She lays there, and to be honest I love it, but having to keep that mental imagine while physically exhausting myself, and knowing that she only wanted me was hard. I tried to get her to role play another guy fucking her by having her say another name instead of mine, like fuck me Alex, but she straight out refused and said she only wanted me. As time went on I kept encouraging her, I'd say I bet other dicks feel as good as mine, if not better, but it really picked up in 2014.
Part of me feels bad that I am driving her to have sex with someone else, but I step back and look at the outcome. So far it has only been good. In February. My wife asked me if the reason I wanted her to have sex with other men was because I cheated on here while I was out if the country. I kinda did ish. 2 different times I got drunk with friends while I was out of the country and we ended up picking up prostitutes. Each time i went to fuck one, my hard on would just vanish because I knew that I only wanted sex with my wife. Needless to say I couldn't have sex, my dick would not stay hard. I love my wife. I just can't believe I did that... Twice. Each time I was drunk as shit and more or less pressured by friends. It happened. Yeah Yeah.
My wife has a problem with communication. She will not tell me what she is thinking. I have to pry it out of her! Very annoying. I speak my mind to her with no filter. I love her and trust her with my life. But for the love of god she does not communicate. She says she is intimidated by me. That is what she says. FYI I have never laid a hand on her. So it's rather puzzling. That was and is a problem of our marriage. She will not open up to me unless she is raging mad. Sadly, I have to intentionally provoke her into telling me what the problem she has against me. After she asked me if I cheated on her, I told her no. We were in a moment were we were both 100% honest. It was the first time I have ever lied in that kind of moment. Tbh I don't know if the whole hooker thing counted as cheating. I didn't have sex in my mind but I did penetrate. I lost the erection in moment (less than 5 minutes). I guess technically well it was cheating. In my heart I feel I did not, but with the guilt that I got myself in that position and betrayed the trust of my wife. Trust is key. It was rough when I told her no, I did not cheat. She then asked me if she did have sex with someone else, how would I know she wouldn't fall in love with them. I'd bet my life on it that she wouldn't. I feel as if she would follow me to the end of the world as long as I would allow her to. I told her it was because I knew her and she wouldn't. To my shock and utmost disbelief she said she WOULD FUCK ANOTHER MAN as long as she got to pick. He had to have the right height, athletic, and a larger dick than mine. The thought of it all was just so much.
Out of nowhere the affection between us intensified. Much more enjoyable to hold her, talk to her and yeah it was good. One weekend the parents took our child, and we were able to look for a suitor. We spent hours trying to find one. Finally got one and he backed out. It was crushing. It was fun tho. We sat on our bed teasing each other the entire day. First time in years we were able to be next to each other and truly enjoyed the companionship.
I woke up early the next day and was off doing my own things when I realized that my wife was still looking for someone to fuck her without me. Jealousy, anger, annoyance and fear set in. I told her I changed my mind. Omg I felt so mad that it was I that said it. And felt so bad because my wife was mad she couldn't fuck someone else after I had been talking about it so much. After that the sex was still good. She had more passion and so did i. It was fun. I didn't use the dildo any more. I didn't need it. The fact that my wife said yes to another was just so much fuel for me.
My wife told me that because I changed my mind we would not get an opportunity for a while to even attempt it again and that I would regret my choice. It turned out that was so true. I thought about it every day for two weeks. Then told her I was ready again. She threw a wtf curveball at me. She said she wanted a friend with benefits. Not some one night stand. A friend who could fuck her. Wow I felt so against it but I wanted her to be fucked by another so badly it overruled any objections I had. It felt as if I was being replaced because she wanted to date the other men before sex. Oh god to my surprise that was a turn on too.
I work a graveyard shift and sleep during the afternoon. I work a 10 hour day, 4 days a week. She wanted another man to cuddle in bed with her because we no longer sleep at the same time. That drives me crazy thinking about it. Yes yes I know many of you if not all are throwing red flags. She doesn't want it every night just like 3 times a month. If I could explain my wife's personality and my own. I am sure many of you could understand better but I can't soo yeah.
She is currently set up on a dating site and talks a to people who maybe willing to be a fwb. Ofc I have access to those accounts and can read all messages and emails. I enjoy reading them and she knows it. For the past week now she has been at it non stop. From the time she gets up to the time she goes to bed. She responds to their messages. Omg. All I want to do is be with my wife. She is so much happier. So enjoyable to be around. She has already started meeting people in person. She does it when I sleep, but still i love to talk about it and tell her she should have brought him home for sex. Tho she hasn't met anyone she wants to be friends with yet. There are some she really looks forward to meet. As of right now our marriage is at an all time high. We have been having sex 1-3 times a day, if our child permits the lack of attention for 10 minutes. Child is 2. And hopefully my wife can find her a good friend and get a good fuck.
I am not looking for suitors to fuck my wife. She is doing it.
Many of you have to understand my wife and I love each other to death. I have to say this over and over because in my heart it is true. I would bet my life that it is the same way with my wife.
Sorry I typed on iPhone
Hi guys, I wrote this in March and never posted it. I had it saved on my iPhone and just never got around to posting it, so enjoy. A lot has happened since then, and I am more than willing to share it if anyone is interested. I would have to type it up, though it wouldn't be too long.