Re: sissy cuckold club
Posted: Wed Jun 28, 2023 8:42 am
I will, Brad, would like to post an entry everyday if possible.
A place to discuss the hotwife lifestyle and all of it's ins and outs
https://ourhotwives.org/forum/
beta boy,beta boy wrote: ↑Wed Aug 09, 2023 3:33 pmBrad, my wife Shannon is in charge of our marriag and my life. I'm only a micro penis and serve as her and her lovers bitch. They amuse themselves by making me wear womens clothes and diapers with plastic panties. Seeing me in such humiliation makes them horney for each other especially after he gives me a good ass whipping with his belt. As I submissively kneel there at his feet crying and begging for mercy my wife laughs hysterically. It proves that I'm not a real man and makes my wife all the more hot for his big manly cock.Have you found the same thing in your exploits. Do you notice that if or when you dominate a sissy or cuckold that it makes the wife hot for you by watching how dominant and manly you are over a sissy bitch??
Absolutely Brad. Now I know it's not just us but others have this same dynamic.And you are right Sir when you say that it approaches bdsm. Our power exchange has grown with her becoming stronger and me becomming weaker and how she gave her BF full authority over me so she can enjoy both seeing me get humiliated and her BF exercise his manly brutality by making me submit. She gets extreamly turned on by this and has made it part of their foreplay. She particularly gets hot for her man while watching him whip my ass with his belt. This has become an almost regular practice now. My theory on this is that she loves to observe the difference between me and her BF. Its this contrast that greatly enhances her attraction to her lover by seeing him in his greatest macho form against the backdrop of my weak and useless effiminate demeanor. This brings her to a pinnacle of sexual arousal where she transitions from ultimately dominating me to then totally submitting herself to her BF. It's that plunge she takes into feminine sexual submissiveness to him after being at the hight of power and dominance over me that supercharges her experience. This is further enhanced by having witnessed her BF totally humiliate the useless bitch (me).It gives her the sense of now being in the hands of a truely powerful man where she lets go. This is sexual excitement at it's best and the BF enjoys that he is seen by her as the ultimate lover, something every true man aspires to. Myself as the submissive cuckold knows I'm useless as a man but feels that I had some part in my wifes enjoyment and finds gratification in that even though it cost me my dignity. As a masochist I extract my own brand of pleasure in the treatment I receive. I know I will never enjoy the pleasure of fucking a woman,that privilege is reserved for able bodied Alpha men like you Brad, so my psyche goes the other way. I know I'm not an equal or even a player so I bask in shame and humiliation and physical pain.That replaces sex in my pathetic world.So when a woman laughs and ridicules my penis size for instance it creates a sense of shameful enjoyment that replaces the pride a real man experiences when a woman shows awe and admiriation over his manhood.Finally when my wifes BF finishes his job satisfying her it's my duty to show him respect and greatfullness by eating his love cream. I consider this a privilege of course wallowing in my shame while my wife sees how pathetic I am but wishing to acknowledge him as my superior. Nothing says this like licking the cum from the pussy that I'm not man enough or allowed to fuck.It's also a way of telling my wife that I worship her and still wish to have some contact with her even if it's in this lowly shameful and humiliating act. This in enough for a beta like me.bradisalpha wrote: ↑Thu Aug 10, 2023 2:25 ambeta boy,beta boy wrote: ↑Wed Aug 09, 2023 3:33 pmBrad, my wife Shannon is in charge of our marriag and my life. I'm only a micro penis and serve as her and her lovers bitch. They amuse themselves by making me wear womens clothes and diapers with plastic panties. Seeing me in such humiliation makes them horney for each other especially after he gives me a good ass whipping with his belt. As I submissively kneel there at his feet crying and begging for mercy my wife laughs hysterically. It proves that I'm not a real man and makes my wife all the more hot for his big manly cock.Have you found the same thing in your exploits. Do you notice that if or when you dominate a sissy or cuckold that it makes the wife hot for you by watching how dominant and manly you are over a sissy bitch??
I do find that it definitely excites a wife to see her cuckold husband submit to her BF. That is large part of my excitement also with a married couple.. to watch this exchange of power as the wife exposes her deepest sexual desires with me as her husband submits to those desires. It is a “freeing” experience for the wife while knowing her husband has to accept it in his submission to me, and is “freeing to the cuckold husband that his wife is accepting his desire to be cuckolded… they are both, in those moments, answering to me.. not each other.. and in those times they both accept each other’s desires. It is a demeanor that they do not normally experience in their normal every day life, but once they experience it with a BF, they look forward to it again and again… often taking it further down a path that may result in becoming their normal every day life !!
The degree of submission the cuckold accepts is based largely on his wife’s reactions.. it can be simply wearing panties, caged, and cleaning up his wife and myself afterwards .. to the extremes beta boy has described.. or even further !! You see, hot wife/cuckolding is actually closely touching the edge of bdsm, although in a very light manor. If, and as, it develops and progresses, it can very easily move into full blown bdsm.. which is where beta boy and his lovely wife are presently touching in their lifestyle.
As a BF, my desires are always to take the hot wife and her cuckold as far down that path of adventure that they are willing to go. It is what keeps my blood pumping, so to speak !!
Just my thoughts from my experience….
Brad
beta boy,beta boy wrote: ↑Thu Aug 10, 2023 2:46 pmAbsolutely Brad. Now I know it's not just us but others have this same dynamic.And you are right Sir when you say that it approaches bdsm. Our power exchange has grown with her becoming stronger and me becomming weaker and how she gave her BF full authority over me so she can enjoy both seeing me get humiliated and her BF exercise his manly brutality by making me submit. She gets extreamly turned on by this and has made it part of their foreplay. She particularly gets hot for her man while watching him whip my ass with his belt. This has become an almost regular practice now. My theory on this is that she loves to observe the difference between me and her BF. Its this contrast that greatly enhances her attraction to her lover by seeing him in his greatest macho form against the backdrop of my weak and useless effiminate demeanor. This brings her to a pinnacle of sexual arousal where she transitions from ultimately dominating me to then totally submitting herself to her BF. It's that plunge she takes into feminine sexual submissiveness to him after being at the hight of power and dominance over me that supercharges her experience. This is further enhanced by having witnessed her BF totally humiliate the useless bitch (me).It gives her the sense of now being in the hands of a truely powerful man where she lets go. This is sexual excitement at it's best and the BF enjoys that he is seen by her as the ultimate lover, something every true man aspires to. Myself as the submissive cuckold knows I'm useless as a man but feels that I had some part in my wifes enjoyment and finds gratification in that even though it cost me my dignity. As a masochist I extract my own brand of pleasure in the treatment I receive. I know I will never enjoy the pleasure of fucking a woman,that privilege is reserved for able bodied Alpha men like you Brad, so my psyche goes the other way. I know I'm not an equal or even a player so I bask in shame and humiliation and physical pain.That replaces sex in my pathetic world.So when a woman laughs and ridicules my penis size for instance it creates a sense of shameful enjoyment that replaces the pride a real man experiences when a woman shows awe and admiriation over his manhood.Finally when my wifes BF finishes his job satisfying her it's my duty to show him respect and greatfullness by eating his love cream. I consider this a privilege of course wallowing in my shame while my wife sees how pathetic I am but wishing to acknowledge him as my superior. Nothing says this like licking the cum from the pussy that I'm not man enough or allowed to fuck.It's also a way of telling my wife that I worship her and still wish to have some contact with her even if it's in this lowly shameful and humiliating act. This in enough for a beta like me.bradisalpha wrote: ↑Thu Aug 10, 2023 2:25 ambeta boy,beta boy wrote: ↑Wed Aug 09, 2023 3:33 pmBrad, my wife Shannon is in charge of our marriag and my life. I'm only a micro penis and serve as her and her lovers bitch. They amuse themselves by making me wear womens clothes and diapers with plastic panties. Seeing me in such humiliation makes them horney for each other especially after he gives me a good ass whipping with his belt. As I submissively kneel there at his feet crying and begging for mercy my wife laughs hysterically. It proves that I'm not a real man and makes my wife all the more hot for his big manly cock.Have you found the same thing in your exploits. Do you notice that if or when you dominate a sissy or cuckold that it makes the wife hot for you by watching how dominant and manly you are over a sissy bitch??
I do find that it definitely excites a wife to see her cuckold husband submit to her BF. That is large part of my excitement also with a married couple.. to watch this exchange of power as the wife exposes her deepest sexual desires with me as her husband submits to those desires. It is a “freeing” experience for the wife while knowing her husband has to accept it in his submission to me, and is “freeing to the cuckold husband that his wife is accepting his desire to be cuckolded… they are both, in those moments, answering to me.. not each other.. and in those times they both accept each other’s desires. It is a demeanor that they do not normally experience in their normal every day life, but once they experience it with a BF, they look forward to it again and again… often taking it further down a path that may result in becoming their normal every day life !!
The degree of submission the cuckold accepts is based largely on his wife’s reactions.. it can be simply wearing panties, caged, and cleaning up his wife and myself afterwards .. to the extremes beta boy has described.. or even further !! You see, hot wife/cuckolding is actually closely touching the edge of bdsm, although in a very light manor. If, and as, it develops and progresses, it can very easily move into full blown bdsm.. which is where beta boy and his lovely wife are presently touching in their lifestyle.
As a BF, my desires are always to take the hot wife and her cuckold as far down that path of adventure that they are willing to go. It is what keeps my blood pumping, so to speak !!
Just my thoughts from my experience….
Brad
Shannon and I are very sophisticated and tuned in to the full dynamic of a FLM,Dom/Sub and S/M at a very profound level.This is no doubt because we learned it when we were just children albeit we didn't really know what it was or what it was going to manfest into. As she watched and laughed at me being belt whipped by my mother and teased me because I was a teenage bedwetter we were birthing that Dom/Sub dynamic that flourished as we grew older. While I don't condone bullying among kids certain cases seem to fall into natural modes of behavior. I read of a study where researchers found a symbiotic relationship between childhood sissy type boys and bullies in the schoolyard setting. It was shown by observation sissies would sometimes provoke a bully into humiliating him, perhaps subconsciously. The bully enjoyed being the "big man" or "tough guy" around school and the sissy really didn't get any thrill unless and untill he learned to enjoy his status.This was more likely if the weaker boy had a secret cross dressing desire and a dominant mother. A mother who whips is interpeted as love by the boy, negative attention is still attention.So that same kind of treatment transfered to the schoolyard.The crowd of kids who love to gather and watch the spectacle of the bully, bitch slapping the sissy all get a special charge out of it. The other boys feel good about themselves cuz it's not them. They identify with the "tough" bully because boys are supposed to be tough.They look up to the bully. The bully fulfills his needs and enjoys the admiration of the girls watching, well knowing girls like bad boys and not whimps.The girls see the two opposite types of boys and naturally scorn the sissy and ridicule him.In this way the sissy learns that this is the only way he can relate to girls. . . . This was my experience in the schoolyard and in my own neighborhood.And my Shannon was one of those girls taking delight in watching me get humiliated just like she did watching me get punished by my mother.She had a special influence on me which I think is rare however. She was a natural born dom/sadist I believe.We had a special and close bond back then and she worked hard in teaching me it was ok to be a sissy and that I should learn to enjoy spankings.This ensured her continued fun. When we reached the age of puberty this whole thing became sexuallized and really took off. We both knew as a sissy I couldn't get girls yet Shannon was interested in me.That caused me to cling to her. She had guys she saw and became sexually active but always teased me about being too small and said It was ok if I licked her. I loved doing that and that was how I related to women ever since.I did try fucking a girlfriend of Shannons who she set me up with but it was just to prove to me that I didn't have what it takes.She showed me that all I was good for was oral an so I became her "lick boy" as she called me.We had an interesting relationship and developed many kinks thru our teen years and into our twenties when we got married.bradisalpha wrote: ↑Sun Aug 13, 2023 4:38 pmbeta boy,beta boy wrote: ↑Thu Aug 10, 2023 2:46 pmAbsolutely Brad. Now I know it's not just us but others have this same dynamic.And you are right Sir when you say that it approaches bdsm. Our power exchange has grown with her becoming stronger and me becomming weaker and how she gave her BF full authority over me so she can enjoy both seeing me get humiliated and her BF exercise his manly brutality by making me submit. She gets extreamly turned on by this and has made it part of their foreplay. She particularly gets hot for her man while watching him whip my ass with his belt. This has become an almost regular practice now. My theory on this is that she loves to observe the difference between me and her BF. Its this contrast that greatly enhances her attraction to her lover by seeing him in his greatest macho form against the backdrop of my weak and useless effiminate demeanor. This brings her to a pinnacle of sexual arousal where she transitions from ultimately dominating me to then totally submitting herself to her BF. It's that plunge she takes into feminine sexual submissiveness to him after being at the hight of power and dominance over me that supercharges her experience. This is further enhanced by having witnessed her BF totally humiliate the useless bitch (me).It gives her the sense of now being in the hands of a truely powerful man where she lets go. This is sexual excitement at it's best and the BF enjoys that he is seen by her as the ultimate lover, something every true man aspires to. Myself as the submissive cuckold knows I'm useless as a man but feels that I had some part in my wifes enjoyment and finds gratification in that even though it cost me my dignity. As a masochist I extract my own brand of pleasure in the treatment I receive. I know I will never enjoy the pleasure of fucking a woman,that privilege is reserved for able bodied Alpha men like you Brad, so my psyche goes the other way. I know I'm not an equal or even a player so I bask in shame and humiliation and physical pain.That replaces sex in my pathetic world.So when a woman laughs and ridicules my penis size for instance it creates a sense of shameful enjoyment that replaces the pride a real man experiences when a woman shows awe and admiriation over his manhood.Finally when my wifes BF finishes his job satisfying her it's my duty to show him respect and greatfullness by eating his love cream. I consider this a privilege of course wallowing in my shame while my wife sees how pathetic I am but wishing to acknowledge him as my superior. Nothing says this like licking the cum from the pussy that I'm not man enough or allowed to fuck.It's also a way of telling my wife that I worship her and still wish to have some contact with her even if it's in this lowly shameful and humiliating act. This in enough for a beta like me.bradisalpha wrote: ↑Thu Aug 10, 2023 2:25 ambeta boy,beta boy wrote: ↑Wed Aug 09, 2023 3:33 pmBrad, my wife Shannon is in charge of our marriag and my life. I'm only a micro penis and serve as her and her lovers bitch. They amuse themselves by making me wear womens clothes and diapers with plastic panties. Seeing me in such humiliation makes them horney for each other especially after he gives me a good ass whipping with his belt. As I submissively kneel there at his feet crying and begging for mercy my wife laughs hysterically. It proves that I'm not a real man and makes my wife all the more hot for his big manly cock.Have you found the same thing in your exploits. Do you notice that if or when you dominate a sissy or cuckold that it makes the wife hot for you by watching how dominant and manly you are over a sissy bitch??
I do find that it definitely excites a wife to see her cuckold husband submit to her BF. That is large part of my excitement also with a married couple.. to watch this exchange of power as the wife exposes her deepest sexual desires with me as her husband submits to those desires. It is a “freeing” experience for the wife while knowing her husband has to accept it in his submission to me, and is “freeing to the cuckold husband that his wife is accepting his desire to be cuckolded… they are both, in those moments, answering to me.. not each other.. and in those times they both accept each other’s desires. It is a demeanor that they do not normally experience in their normal every day life, but once they experience it with a BF, they look forward to it again and again… often taking it further down a path that may result in becoming their normal every day life !!
The degree of submission the cuckold accepts is based largely on his wife’s reactions.. it can be simply wearing panties, caged, and cleaning up his wife and myself afterwards .. to the extremes beta boy has described.. or even further !! You see, hot wife/cuckolding is actually closely touching the edge of bdsm, although in a very light manor. If, and as, it develops and progresses, it can very easily move into full blown bdsm.. which is where beta boy and his lovely wife are presently touching in their lifestyle.
As a BF, my desires are always to take the hot wife and her cuckold as far down that path of adventure that they are willing to go. It is what keeps my blood pumping, so to speak !!
Just my thoughts from my experience….
Brad
Good boy. You understand the dynamics perfectly:
Your hot wife is getting her dominance from her BF.. it is an extension that she extends to you. So many cuckolds in the forum are trying to get their wife to dominate them.. and it doesn’t happen. What they do not understand is that if her BF is an Alpha Dominant male, his dominance will flow through her to you.. as you are describing happening in your experience.
Another point you are making that is many times misunderstood… being complemented for being a submissive cuckold is praise for your “place” in the relationship and you should be proud if that. After all, a BF meeting with a hot wife/cuckold couple would not work very well without the cuckold !!! LOL !!
And, YES, it is VERY arousing to a wife seeing her BF submit to a stronger man.. the man she is going to fuck !! His authority is essential in the relationship to draw that excitement and arousal to the forefront. And the more he uses that authority.. the hotter it will make her !!
Some hot wife/cuckold couples only look for someone to have sex with the hot wife and they both enjoy those encounters… and that is perfectly fine. But, some seek the extra elements in the relationship that you and your wife are now enjoying. Good for you !!
Just sayin….
Brad
beta boy,beta boy wrote: ↑Sun Aug 13, 2023 9:05 pmShannon and I are very sophisticated and tuned in to the full dynamic of a FLM,Dom/Sub and S/M at a very profound level.This is no doubt because we learned it when we were just children albeit we didn't really know what it was or what it was going to manfest into. As she watched and laughed at me being belt whipped by my mother and teased me because I was a teenage bedwetter we were birthing that Dom/Sub dynamic that flourished as we grew older. While I don't condone bullying among kids certain cases seem to fall into natural modes of behavior. I read of a study where researchers found a symbiotic relationship between childhood sissy type boys and bullies in the schoolyard setting. It was shown by observation sissies would sometimes provoke a bully into humiliating him, perhaps subconsciously. The bully enjoyed being the "big man" or "tough guy" around school and the sissy really didn't get any thrill unless and untill he learned to enjoy his status.This was more likely if the weaker boy had a secret cross dressing desire and a dominant mother. A mother who whips is interpeted as love by the boy, negative attention is still attention.So that same kind of treatment transfered to the schoolyard.The crowd of kids who love to gather and watch the spectacle of the bully, bitch slapping the sissy all get a special charge out of it. The other boys feel good about themselves cuz it's not them. They identify with the "tough" bully because boys are supposed to be tough.They look up to the bully. The bully fulfills his needs and enjoys the admiration of the girls watching, well knowing girls like bad boys and not whimps.The girls see the two opposite types of boys and naturally scorn the sissy and ridicule him.In this way the sissy learns that this is the only way he can relate to girls. . . . This was my experience in the schoolyard and in my own neighborhood.And my Shannon was one of those girls taking delight in watching me get humiliated just like she did watching me get punished by my mother.She had a special influence on me which I think is rare however. She was a natural born dom/sadist I believe.We had a special and close bond back then and she worked hard in teaching me it was ok to be a sissy and that I should learn to enjoy spankings.This ensured her continued fun. When we reached the age of puberty this whole thing became sexuallized and really took off. We both knew as a sissy I couldn't get girls yet Shannon was interested in me.That caused me to cling to her. She had guys she saw and became sexually active but always teased me about being too small and said It was ok if I licked her. I loved doing that and that was how I related to women ever since.I did try fucking a girlfriend of Shannons who she set me up with but it was just to prove to me that I didn't have what it takes.She showed me that all I was good for was oral an so I became her "lick boy" as she called me.We had an interesting relationship and developed many kinks thru our teen years and into our twenties when we got married.bradisalpha wrote: ↑Sun Aug 13, 2023 4:38 pmbeta boy,beta boy wrote: ↑Thu Aug 10, 2023 2:46 pmAbsolutely Brad. Now I know it's not just us but others have this same dynamic.And you are right Sir when you say that it approaches bdsm. Our power exchange has grown with her becoming stronger and me becomming weaker and how she gave her BF full authority over me so she can enjoy both seeing me get humiliated and her BF exercise his manly brutality by making me submit. She gets extreamly turned on by this and has made it part of their foreplay. She particularly gets hot for her man while watching him whip my ass with his belt. This has become an almost regular practice now. My theory on this is that she loves to observe the difference between me and her BF. Its this contrast that greatly enhances her attraction to her lover by seeing him in his greatest macho form against the backdrop of my weak and useless effiminate demeanor. This brings her to a pinnacle of sexual arousal where she transitions from ultimately dominating me to then totally submitting herself to her BF. It's that plunge she takes into feminine sexual submissiveness to him after being at the hight of power and dominance over me that supercharges her experience. This is further enhanced by having witnessed her BF totally humiliate the useless bitch (me).It gives her the sense of now being in the hands of a truely powerful man where she lets go. This is sexual excitement at it's best and the BF enjoys that he is seen by her as the ultimate lover, something every true man aspires to. Myself as the submissive cuckold knows I'm useless as a man but feels that I had some part in my wifes enjoyment and finds gratification in that even though it cost me my dignity. As a masochist I extract my own brand of pleasure in the treatment I receive. I know I will never enjoy the pleasure of fucking a woman,that privilege is reserved for able bodied Alpha men like you Brad, so my psyche goes the other way. I know I'm not an equal or even a player so I bask in shame and humiliation and physical pain.That replaces sex in my pathetic world.So when a woman laughs and ridicules my penis size for instance it creates a sense of shameful enjoyment that replaces the pride a real man experiences when a woman shows awe and admiriation over his manhood.Finally when my wifes BF finishes his job satisfying her it's my duty to show him respect and greatfullness by eating his love cream. I consider this a privilege of course wallowing in my shame while my wife sees how pathetic I am but wishing to acknowledge him as my superior. Nothing says this like licking the cum from the pussy that I'm not man enough or allowed to fuck.It's also a way of telling my wife that I worship her and still wish to have some contact with her even if it's in this lowly shameful and humiliating act. This in enough for a beta like me.bradisalpha wrote: ↑Thu Aug 10, 2023 2:25 am
beta boy,
I do find that it definitely excites a wife to see her cuckold husband submit to her BF. That is large part of my excitement also with a married couple.. to watch this exchange of power as the wife exposes her deepest sexual desires with me as her husband submits to those desires. It is a “freeing” experience for the wife while knowing her husband has to accept it in his submission to me, and is “freeing to the cuckold husband that his wife is accepting his desire to be cuckolded… they are both, in those moments, answering to me.. not each other.. and in those times they both accept each other’s desires. It is a demeanor that they do not normally experience in their normal every day life, but once they experience it with a BF, they look forward to it again and again… often taking it further down a path that may result in becoming their normal every day life !!
The degree of submission the cuckold accepts is based largely on his wife’s reactions.. it can be simply wearing panties, caged, and cleaning up his wife and myself afterwards .. to the extremes beta boy has described.. or even further !! You see, hot wife/cuckolding is actually closely touching the edge of bdsm, although in a very light manor. If, and as, it develops and progresses, it can very easily move into full blown bdsm.. which is where beta boy and his lovely wife are presently touching in their lifestyle.
As a BF, my desires are always to take the hot wife and her cuckold as far down that path of adventure that they are willing to go. It is what keeps my blood pumping, so to speak !!
Just my thoughts from my experience….
Brad
Good boy. You understand the dynamics perfectly:
Your hot wife is getting her dominance from her BF.. it is an extension that she extends to you. So many cuckolds in the forum are trying to get their wife to dominate them.. and it doesn’t happen. What they do not understand is that if her BF is an Alpha Dominant male, his dominance will flow through her to you.. as you are describing happening in your experience.
Another point you are making that is many times misunderstood… being complemented for being a submissive cuckold is praise for your “place” in the relationship and you should be proud if that. After all, a BF meeting with a hot wife/cuckold couple would not work very well without the cuckold !!! LOL !!
And, YES, it is VERY arousing to a wife seeing her BF submit to a stronger man.. the man she is going to fuck !! His authority is essential in the relationship to draw that excitement and arousal to the forefront. And the more he uses that authority.. the hotter it will make her !!
Some hot wife/cuckold couples only look for someone to have sex with the hot wife and they both enjoy those encounters… and that is perfectly fine. But, some seek the extra elements in the relationship that you and your wife are now enjoying. Good for you !!
Just sayin….
Brad
Brad you are so right. If you and I were growing up together and going to the same school I'm sure you would be bitch slaping me around while I just stood there crying and pissing myself.You would definitely take Shannon from me and fuck her brains out send her back to me for cleaning. I've eaten a lot of bully cum out of her.She was a very hot looking girl and made it a point to let the bad boys know she was on the pill and that her boyfriend was a sissy bitch.Thats all they needed to know. Most bullies including my regulars didn't have to be to violent with me cuz I just cried and and wet my self and a bit of open handed face slapping accomplished that.But there was one guy who beat me with his fists once and hurt me pretty bad.He got in trouble for that and held it against me. Shannon,even though she enjoyed what the other boys did to me,didn't want to see me get hurt like that again. She would try to protect me by stepping in and wispering to him that she would fuck him if he didn't beat me up. This worked pretty well except she wasn't always around.I would always try to hide behind her skirt for protection when we were at school or whatever but one day she moved away to a different neighborhood.It wasn't too far away but enough so she wasn't always around and she started at a different school.I no longer had this protection that Shannon provided from this more violent bully. I still got together with Shannon a lot and told her of some close calls I had and how I started to spend my lunch recess inside the school near the teachers.I told her that getting out at the end of the day was the big problem and I had to trick him to get away. I went to a Catholic school which was very regimented and when school was let out at the end of the day all the boys had to file out on the north exit while the girls went out the south exit.This bully would sometimes wait for me to come out so I started to get in the girls line and go out the south side thus evading him. I could pull it off because I was girlish enough to blend in. . . .Still there were times when he would find me.As I told all this to Shannon she remembered how she used to tame him with sex. She suggested that I offer to blow him if he doesn't hurt me.I never sucked cock before but sometimes fantasized about it.Shan used to tell me how she would suck different guys and how big their cocks were.She told me that as a sissy I should have that skill and asked me if I wanted to learn.I got excited at the idea of sucking cock so she arranged it. She was seeing this one guy who she went to and asked if he would be willing let her teach me on him.Of course it all came natural to me and so we got together in a barn behind shannons new house. We both kneeled in front of him and she instructed me on how to slowly unzip his jeans and get him ready. . . .She peeled down his jeans and underpants and pulled out this huge cock. I was kneeling right next to her and his junk was right in my face.Shannon always told me how much bigger other guys were than me and now I was seeing for myself why I became a sissy. No way could I compete with this.I realized that the path I followed was the right one for me. My heart was beating and I was breathing heavy. She put his cock into my mouth and told me to suck.As I did I could feel it grow and push down my throat.I gaged a little and shannon pulled me back and the head was more in my mouth. She said I would get used to it down my throat and showed me how he slides it down without her gagging. Of course she was an expert. . . .Her style as she taught me was to deep throat a guy first. A guy she said likes to go way down cuz it feels like a pussy nice and tight around him.Some guys will grab the back of your head and push in and out.They like to controll you. Its important to suck hard,this makes a vacume that squeezes his cock.With practice you will lose the gag reflex and enjoy it more.Always listen to his vocal responses so you can tell when he is getting ready to come.Some guys will tell you.She told me there is a mouth orgasm and a throat orgasm,where he either shoots his load while he is deep in her throat or the girl pulls back so he cums in her mouth.Shannon prefers having him cum in her mouth,she loves the taste of cum and also she can massage the head of his cock with her tongue.That's her style and that's how she taught me. . . .So I took his manhood into my mouth and proceded as instructed.It made me feel like a sissy more than I ever felt before.For a guy a blowjob is all physical with maybe a sense of power but for a girl its emotional and feeling feminine and submissive.Thats how I felt and I was glad that day that I wore a dress and a little makeup.I could feel my panties getting wet as I sucked him.Shannon told me ahead of time that it's a code of hers to always swallow his cum and never spit it out.She said a sissy like any girl should savor the taste of his manly cum.When a guy cums in your mouth he is giving you a gift and to spit it out is an insult, enjoy his cum, it's part of being a woman. . . .So on my knees I sucked and really enjoyed it,except I had a lot of trouble gagging so shannon told him to go easy on me.I did manage a bit of deep throat and a lot of in mouth tongue work if you know what I mean.He shot his load finally and I couldn't believe how full my mouth became with cum.It tasted strange to me even though I had eaten a lot of cum before out of shannons pussy.It was salty with a slight scent of like bleach or chlorine.When I eat Shannons creampie it's more musky and sweet.I think thats cuz her juices mix with her lovers cum.I did like the taste though and it got even better after a few times she let me practice on him but Shannons pussy always tasted best.My gag reflex got better too.Shannon gave me one of her dildos and told me to practice on it at home.So I got to be a good little cock sucker and added that to my repertoire.bradisalpha wrote: ↑Mon Aug 14, 2023 2:36 ambeta boy,beta boy wrote: ↑Sun Aug 13, 2023 9:05 pmShannon and I are very sophisticated and tuned in to the full dynamic of a FLM,Dom/Sub and S/M at a very profound level.This is no doubt because we learned it when we were just children albeit we didn't really know what it was or what it was going to manfest into. As she watched and laughed at me being belt whipped by my mother and teased me because I was a teenage bedwetter we were birthing that Dom/Sub dynamic that flourished as we grew older. While I don't condone bullying among kids certain cases seem to fall into natural modes of behavior. I read of a study where researchers found a symbiotic relationship between childhood sissy type boys and bullies in the schoolyard setting. It was shown by observation sissies would sometimes provoke a bully into humiliating him, perhaps subconsciously. The bully enjoyed being the "big man" or "tough guy" around school and the sissy really didn't get any thrill unless and untill he learned to enjoy his status.This was more likely if the weaker boy had a secret cross dressing desire and a dominant mother. A mother who whips is interpeted as love by the boy, negative attention is still attention.So that same kind of treatment transfered to the schoolyard.The crowd of kids who love to gather and watch the spectacle of the bully, bitch slapping the sissy all get a special charge out of it. The other boys feel good about themselves cuz it's not them. They identify with the "tough" bully because boys are supposed to be tough.They look up to the bully. The bully fulfills his needs and enjoys the admiration of the girls watching, well knowing girls like bad boys and not whimps.The girls see the two opposite types of boys and naturally scorn the sissy and ridicule him.In this way the sissy learns that this is the only way he can relate to girls. . . . This was my experience in the schoolyard and in my own neighborhood.And my Shannon was one of those girls taking delight in watching me get humiliated just like she did watching me get punished by my mother.She had a special influence on me which I think is rare however. She was a natural born dom/sadist I believe.We had a special and close bond back then and she worked hard in teaching me it was ok to be a sissy and that I should learn to enjoy spankings.This ensured her continued fun. When we reached the age of puberty this whole thing became sexuallized and really took off. We both knew as a sissy I couldn't get girls yet Shannon was interested in me.That caused me to cling to her. She had guys she saw and became sexually active but always teased me about being too small and said It was ok if I licked her. I loved doing that and that was how I related to women ever since.I did try fucking a girlfriend of Shannons who she set me up with but it was just to prove to me that I didn't have what it takes.She showed me that all I was good for was oral an so I became her "lick boy" as she called me.We had an interesting relationship and developed many kinks thru our teen years and into our twenties when we got married.bradisalpha wrote: ↑Sun Aug 13, 2023 4:38 pmbeta boy,beta boy wrote: ↑Thu Aug 10, 2023 2:46 pm
Absolutely Brad. Now I know it's not just us but others have this same dynamic.And you are right Sir when you say that it approaches bdsm. Our power exchange has grown with her becoming stronger and me becomming weaker and how she gave her BF full authority over me so she can enjoy both seeing me get humiliated and her BF exercise his manly brutality by making me submit. She gets extreamly turned on by this and has made it part of their foreplay. She particularly gets hot for her man while watching him whip my ass with his belt. This has become an almost regular practice now. My theory on this is that she loves to observe the difference between me and her BF. Its this contrast that greatly enhances her attraction to her lover by seeing him in his greatest macho form against the backdrop of my weak and useless effiminate demeanor. This brings her to a pinnacle of sexual arousal where she transitions from ultimately dominating me to then totally submitting herself to her BF. It's that plunge she takes into feminine sexual submissiveness to him after being at the hight of power and dominance over me that supercharges her experience. This is further enhanced by having witnessed her BF totally humiliate the useless bitch (me).It gives her the sense of now being in the hands of a truely powerful man where she lets go. This is sexual excitement at it's best and the BF enjoys that he is seen by her as the ultimate lover, something every true man aspires to. Myself as the submissive cuckold knows I'm useless as a man but feels that I had some part in my wifes enjoyment and finds gratification in that even though it cost me my dignity. As a masochist I extract my own brand of pleasure in the treatment I receive. I know I will never enjoy the pleasure of fucking a woman,that privilege is reserved for able bodied Alpha men like you Brad, so my psyche goes the other way. I know I'm not an equal or even a player so I bask in shame and humiliation and physical pain.That replaces sex in my pathetic world.So when a woman laughs and ridicules my penis size for instance it creates a sense of shameful enjoyment that replaces the pride a real man experiences when a woman shows awe and admiriation over his manhood.Finally when my wifes BF finishes his job satisfying her it's my duty to show him respect and greatfullness by eating his love cream. I consider this a privilege of course wallowing in my shame while my wife sees how pathetic I am but wishing to acknowledge him as my superior. Nothing says this like licking the cum from the pussy that I'm not man enough or allowed to fuck.It's also a way of telling my wife that I worship her and still wish to have some contact with her even if it's in this lowly shameful and humiliating act. This in enough for a beta like me.
Good boy. You understand the dynamics perfectly:
Your hot wife is getting her dominance from her BF.. it is an extension that she extends to you. So many cuckolds in the forum are trying to get their wife to dominate them.. and it doesn’t happen. What they do not understand is that if her BF is an Alpha Dominant male, his dominance will flow through her to you.. as you are describing happening in your experience.
Another point you are making that is many times misunderstood… being complemented for being a submissive cuckold is praise for your “place” in the relationship and you should be proud if that. After all, a BF meeting with a hot wife/cuckold couple would not work very well without the cuckold !!! LOL !!
And, YES, it is VERY arousing to a wife seeing her BF submit to a stronger man.. the man she is going to fuck !! His authority is essential in the relationship to draw that excitement and arousal to the forefront. And the more he uses that authority.. the hotter it will make her !!
Some hot wife/cuckold couples only look for someone to have sex with the hot wife and they both enjoy those encounters… and that is perfectly fine. But, some seek the extra elements in the relationship that you and your wife are now enjoying. Good for you !!
Just sayin….
Brad
I agree totally with you. Our upbringing at home takes us into puberty and our teenage years seal our fate. Once an adult in open society we can pretend to be what we are expected to be.. but our upbringing and teenage years will continue to be our identity… although many times hidden inside of us until the desires are too strong and expose themselves. As you read in the forum the progression of a cuckold, it was actually established by the time he was 18 or 20 years old.. he is just now exposing himself and understanding his “place” in relationships. It is a very interesting study.
I was the oldest of 6 siblings growing up with a single mom and took the responsibility of heading up the family at a young age. By puberty and through high school I was the “bad boy” and enjoyed taking other guys girlfriends for my sexual adventures and then sending them back to their boyfriends. It was even more exciting if the boyfriend knew I fucked his girlfriend but couldn’t do anything about it !!
It became such an exciting game that dating a girl or going steady seemed boring to me !!! My Alpha upbringing and my experiences through high school simply continued afterwards with married couples and I have lived this lifestyle since. There is nothing hotter to me than bringing out a wife’s hidden intense sexual desires and exposing her husband’s hidden submissive cravings. Basically, I never grew up !!!!!
This lifestyle is FAR more common than society admits. It is because couples keep it privately between themselves so as not to be looked down upon by their friends, family and workplaces. They live a “pretend” life of being goody goody upstanding citizens… But I will tell you.. the hidden sexual desires and cravings of wives and husbands are VERY intense and hot wife/cuckold scenario is the only way for them to experience both of their needs together as a couple... with the help of an Alpha male.
Just my thoughts…
Brad
beta boy,beta boy wrote: ↑Mon Aug 14, 2023 1:10 pmBrad you are so right. If you and I were growing up together and going to the same school I'm sure you would be bitch slaping me around while I just stood there crying and pissing myself.You would definitely take Shannon from me and fuck her brains out send her back to me for cleaning. I've eaten a lot of bully cum out of her.She was a very hot looking girl and made it a point to let the bad boys know she was on the pill and that her boyfriend was a sissy bitch.Thats all they needed to know. Most bullies including my regulars didn't have to be to violent with me cuz I just cried and and wet my self and a bit of open handed face slapping accomplished that.But there was one guy who beat me with his fists once and hurt me pretty bad.He got in trouble for that and held it against me. Shannon,even though she enjoyed what the other boys did to me,didn't want to see me get hurt like that again. She would try to protect me by stepping in and wispering to him that she would fuck him if he didn't beat me up. This worked pretty well except she wasn't always around.I would always try to hide behind her skirt for protection when we were at school or whatever but one day she moved away to a different neighborhood.It wasn't too far away but enough so she wasn't always around and she started at a different school.I no longer had this protection that Shannon provided from this more violent bully. I still got together with Shannon a lot and told her of some close calls I had and how I started to spend my lunch recess inside the school near the teachers.I told her that getting out at the end of the day was the big problem and I had to trick him to get away. I went to a Catholic school which was very regimented and when school was let out at the end of the day all the boys had to file out on the north exit while the girls went out the south exit.This bully would sometimes wait for me to come out so I started to get in the girls line and go out the south side thus evading him. I could pull it off because I was girlish enough to blend in. . . .Still there were times when he would find me.As I told all this to Shannon she remembered how she used to tame him with sex. She suggested that I offer to blow him if he doesn't hurt me.I never sucked cock before but sometimes fantasized about it.Shan used to tell me how she would suck different guys and how big their cocks were.She told me that as a sissy I should have that skill and asked me if I wanted to learn.I got excited at the idea of sucking cock so she arranged it. She was seeing this one guy who she went to and asked if he would be willing let her teach me on him.Of course it all came natural to me and so we got together in a barn behind shannons new house. We both kneeled in front of him and she instructed me on how to slowly unzip his jeans and get him ready. . . .She peeled down his jeans and underpants and pulled out this huge cock. I was kneeling right next to her and his junk was right in my face.Shannon always told me how much bigger other guys were than me and now I was seeing for myself why I became a sissy. No way could I compete with this.I realized that the path I followed was the right one for me. My heart was beating and I was breathing heavy. She put his cock into my mouth and told me to suck.As I did I could feel it grow and push down my throat.I gaged a little and shannon pulled me back and the head was more in my mouth. She said I would get used to it down my throat and showed me how he slides it down without her gagging. Of course she was an expert. . . .Her style as she taught me was to deep throat a guy first. A guy she said likes to go way down cuz it feels like a pussy nice and tight around him.Some guys will grab the back of your head and push in and out.They like to controll you. Its important to suck hard,this makes a vacume that squeezes his cock.With practice you will lose the gag reflex and enjoy it more.Always listen to his vocal responses so you can tell when he is getting ready to come.Some guys will tell you.She told me there is a mouth orgasm and a throat orgasm,where he either shoots his load while he is deep in her throat or the girl pulls back so he cums in her mouth.Shannon prefers having him cum in her mouth,she loves the taste of cum and also she can massage the head of his cock with her tongue.That's her style and that's how she taught me. . . .So I took his manhood into my mouth and proceded as instructed.It made me feel like a sissy more than I ever felt before.For a guy a blowjob is all physical with maybe a sense of power but for a girl its emotional and feeling feminine and submissive.Thats how I felt and I was glad that day that I wore a dress and a little makeup.I could feel my panties getting wet as I sucked him.Shannon told me ahead of time that it's a code of hers to always swallow his cum and never spit it out.She said a sissy like any girl should savor the taste of his manly cum.When a guy cums in your mouth he is giving you a gift and to spit it out is an insult, enjoy his cum, it's part of being a woman. . . .So on my knees I sucked and really enjoyed it,except I had a lot of trouble gagging so shannon told him to go easy on me.I did manage a bit of deep throat and a lot of in mouth tongue work if you know what I mean.He shot his load finally and I couldn't believe how full my mouth became with cum.It tasted strange to me even though I had eaten a lot of cum before out of shannons pussy.It was salty with a slight scent of like bleach or chlorine.When I eat Shannons creampie it's more musky and sweet.I think thats cuz her juices mix with her lovers cum.I did like the taste though and it got even better after a few times she let me practice on him but Shannons pussy always tasted best.My gag reflex got better too.Shannon gave me one of her dildos and told me to practice on it at home.So I got to be a good little cock sucker and added that to my repertoire.bradisalpha wrote: ↑Mon Aug 14, 2023 2:36 ambeta boy,beta boy wrote: ↑Sun Aug 13, 2023 9:05 pmShannon and I are very sophisticated and tuned in to the full dynamic of a FLM,Dom/Sub and S/M at a very profound level.This is no doubt because we learned it when we were just children albeit we didn't really know what it was or what it was going to manfest into. As she watched and laughed at me being belt whipped by my mother and teased me because I was a teenage bedwetter we were birthing that Dom/Sub dynamic that flourished as we grew older. While I don't condone bullying among kids certain cases seem to fall into natural modes of behavior. I read of a study where researchers found a symbiotic relationship between childhood sissy type boys and bullies in the schoolyard setting. It was shown by observation sissies would sometimes provoke a bully into humiliating him, perhaps subconsciously. The bully enjoyed being the "big man" or "tough guy" around school and the sissy really didn't get any thrill unless and untill he learned to enjoy his status.This was more likely if the weaker boy had a secret cross dressing desire and a dominant mother. A mother who whips is interpeted as love by the boy, negative attention is still attention.So that same kind of treatment transfered to the schoolyard.The crowd of kids who love to gather and watch the spectacle of the bully, bitch slapping the sissy all get a special charge out of it. The other boys feel good about themselves cuz it's not them. They identify with the "tough" bully because boys are supposed to be tough.They look up to the bully. The bully fulfills his needs and enjoys the admiration of the girls watching, well knowing girls like bad boys and not whimps.The girls see the two opposite types of boys and naturally scorn the sissy and ridicule him.In this way the sissy learns that this is the only way he can relate to girls. . . . This was my experience in the schoolyard and in my own neighborhood.And my Shannon was one of those girls taking delight in watching me get humiliated just like she did watching me get punished by my mother.She had a special influence on me which I think is rare however. She was a natural born dom/sadist I believe.We had a special and close bond back then and she worked hard in teaching me it was ok to be a sissy and that I should learn to enjoy spankings.This ensured her continued fun. When we reached the age of puberty this whole thing became sexuallized and really took off. We both knew as a sissy I couldn't get girls yet Shannon was interested in me.That caused me to cling to her. She had guys she saw and became sexually active but always teased me about being too small and said It was ok if I licked her. I loved doing that and that was how I related to women ever since.I did try fucking a girlfriend of Shannons who she set me up with but it was just to prove to me that I didn't have what it takes.She showed me that all I was good for was oral an so I became her "lick boy" as she called me.We had an interesting relationship and developed many kinks thru our teen years and into our twenties when we got married.bradisalpha wrote: ↑Sun Aug 13, 2023 4:38 pm
beta boy,
Good boy. You understand the dynamics perfectly:
Your hot wife is getting her dominance from her BF.. it is an extension that she extends to you. So many cuckolds in the forum are trying to get their wife to dominate them.. and it doesn’t happen. What they do not understand is that if her BF is an Alpha Dominant male, his dominance will flow through her to you.. as you are describing happening in your experience.
Another point you are making that is many times misunderstood… being complemented for being a submissive cuckold is praise for your “place” in the relationship and you should be proud if that. After all, a BF meeting with a hot wife/cuckold couple would not work very well without the cuckold !!! LOL !!
And, YES, it is VERY arousing to a wife seeing her BF submit to a stronger man.. the man she is going to fuck !! His authority is essential in the relationship to draw that excitement and arousal to the forefront. And the more he uses that authority.. the hotter it will make her !!
Some hot wife/cuckold couples only look for someone to have sex with the hot wife and they both enjoy those encounters… and that is perfectly fine. But, some seek the extra elements in the relationship that you and your wife are now enjoying. Good for you !!
Just sayin….
Brad
I agree totally with you. Our upbringing at home takes us into puberty and our teenage years seal our fate. Once an adult in open society we can pretend to be what we are expected to be.. but our upbringing and teenage years will continue to be our identity… although many times hidden inside of us until the desires are too strong and expose themselves. As you read in the forum the progression of a cuckold, it was actually established by the time he was 18 or 20 years old.. he is just now exposing himself and understanding his “place” in relationships. It is a very interesting study.
I was the oldest of 6 siblings growing up with a single mom and took the responsibility of heading up the family at a young age. By puberty and through high school I was the “bad boy” and enjoyed taking other guys girlfriends for my sexual adventures and then sending them back to their boyfriends. It was even more exciting if the boyfriend knew I fucked his girlfriend but couldn’t do anything about it !!
It became such an exciting game that dating a girl or going steady seemed boring to me !!! My Alpha upbringing and my experiences through high school simply continued afterwards with married couples and I have lived this lifestyle since. There is nothing hotter to me than bringing out a wife’s hidden intense sexual desires and exposing her husband’s hidden submissive cravings. Basically, I never grew up !!!!!
This lifestyle is FAR more common than society admits. It is because couples keep it privately between themselves so as not to be looked down upon by their friends, family and workplaces. They live a “pretend” life of being goody goody upstanding citizens… But I will tell you.. the hidden sexual desires and cravings of wives and husbands are VERY intense and hot wife/cuckold scenario is the only way for them to experience both of their needs together as a couple... with the help of an Alpha male.
Just my thoughts…
Brad
beta boy,beta boy wrote: ↑Tue Aug 15, 2023 12:59 pmYes I did. My girlfriend helped me there too.She met up with this bully and asked him if he was willing to accept oral sex from me in exchange for not bulling me. He was a little reluctant and afraid that if he was seen alone with me people would think he was a faggot.Shannon had good powers of persuasion though and explained that at least from a girls point of view the guy who receives the blow job in a situation like this is not considered gay. The only faggot there would be me.She told him to just think of me as a girl. She sweetened the pot by offering to date him and let him fuck her, so now I had to watch my girlfriend go on dates with my worst bully.I knew they fucked too because She always made me clean her. . . . He told her he would try it if there was some way it could be private. She said he could meet me at her house and go into their barn where she trained me to give head in the first place. So the next time we met up at school he came over to me with a big smile and said he heard that I gave good blowjobs.I was scared but admitted it. He told me to meet him at Shannons house after school.It went off well and I remembered what Shannon told me, to always swallow and to thank him for letting me suck his cock and for not beating me up. He told me he had to hold back from punching me before his blowjob but was much calmer now but didn't know if he could controll himself next time. That scared me cuz in the barn we were all alone and I was afraid no one would be around to break it up like in the schoolyard. I told Shannon about this and she had a suggestion. She always liked to spank me and use the belt on me ever since she saw my mom do it when we were younger so the next time I was taken to the barn she made sure to be there. When we arrived she was already there holding a thick mens leather belt.She suggested he use it on my ass before I sucked him to quell any violent feelings he had towards me.His face lit up. At least a sound ass whipping won't cause me permanent harm or break bones.Another thing was that Shannon had been caneing and belting me as part of our dynamic. She enjoyed doing that while I knelt before her licking cum from her and I learned to love the pain and humiliation it brought me.But he was a lot bigger and stronger than Shannon so it scared me a lot.I wondered if it would be too much. Still it was better than getting punched and having a broken nose or something. . . . I asked Shannon if she would stay. I was still afraid he would lose controll and she could step in. She was eager and happy to watch and so it began.I pulled up my skirt around my waste and lowered my panties to expose my sissy ass and got in my kneeling position. Shannon gave him a few instructions on technique and then I felt that belt on me harder than ever.Shannon had a big smile as she egged him on to keep giving it to me.He ordered me to get his cock out and suck which I promptly obeyed. Every time the belt hit me pain coursed thru my body. It culminated in a strong sucking reflex on his his cock.I thought I was just going get a brief ass whipping and then blow him but he continued all durring the blow job. I sensed that he liked it when I had that strong sucking reflex everytime he lashed me and that made him go faster and harder till he finally filled my mouth with his hot cum.He shot such a big load that cum was running out of my mouth and down my chin.I had to cup it in my hand and suck it back into my mouth remembering what Shannon said about respect a sissy needs to have for the alpha male. This arrangement worked out well and we had many meetings like this. He had his blow job, I escaped getting punched out and learned to enjoy my sissy duties and ass whippings, and Shannon enjoyed the show.She hung that belt on a nail in the barn for future use and we all walked out of the barn,me with a red hot burning bitch ass and crying like a schoolgirl.