Non Fiction Barb D

[Luv It]

I posted this in another thread but it is more suited to the library


If you read my true, non fiction beginnings in the library, I relate that when my wife was still a long term live in girl friend she would occasionally leave me for a while to live wherever .

One time she actually got her own apt, About almost a year later she came knocking on my door wanting to come back to me .
She is the love of my life so I took her back. I was hurt that she left but, at the same time it turned me on knowing that she could have man after man up to her apt to fuck.

In fact, when wanted to come back she asked me to go to her apt to pick up a couple of things
The were actually token things and she evidently just wanted me to go to her apartment alone to gauge my feelings for her and to understand fully what had taken place there.
Before going to her apt, she coyly said to me that I should not be surprised what I find there.
It was just a small apt in a three apt house. I knew that in the other two apartments, there were young single guys living there,

Her apartment was decorated in a quite feminine manor but, it was also clear that a slut/whore lived there

In her bedroom, on her dresser, she had many pics of her with other guys... many where they were embracing each other.
No genitals were showing in any pic but in most pics, her and the guy were just wearing under clothing ...with her wearing just very sexy lingerie.
She even left a few letters on her dresser out of envelopes where I was sure to see them from guys telling her how much they loved to fuck her, etc.
She obviously wanted me to read them. I got the feeling that she set things up on her dresser for my benefit, so i could see them .

The top drawer of her dresser was even partly open as if inviting me to explore it, which I very carefully did with shaking hands . You can imagine what I found..... more evidence that she was a total slut...... like a couple of boxes of lubed, ribbed condoms....along with an abundance of various other kinds of condoms,
There were also a few various size dildos /vibrators..... small to quite large and a tube of "KY " lube.
Also, there were a couple more more letters (In envelopes) and more pics that were a more explicit.
There was al a kind of a "little black" address book with many guys guys names and phone number... and some sort of cryptic numbers after each one.

In a lingerie drawer..things ranged from somewhat plain to to obscenely sexy that only a a slut/ whore would wear.

This was a fairly young, sexy, self described slut living (and fucking) in her own apartment for almost a year . After exploring the drawer, I closed it so she would know that I did indeed explore it .

I was shaking with sexual excitement.... alone in her apartment as I explored it completely (as she obviously wanted me to) realizing what had obviously taken place there .... about all the guys that must have fucked her there... her bar room pick ups etc. I have known her to be sexually insatiable.
I'm was sure that the two young guys in the other two apartments fucked her regularly... with an insatiable slut living in the building, it's a given.
I knew that her favorite position was missionary with her legs wrapped around her lover spurring him on and I imagined all the times she was on her back with legs spread getting thoroughly fucked . Although, she has been known to enjoys doggy style also.
I must have been there for well over an hour carefully exploring everything trying no to get anything out of place

I doubted that she did not ever not have a guy to fuck her and judging by the pics ( someone else must have taken them) there must have often been more than one guy at any given time fucking her.

I found out a while later that she was told to leave by her land lord (who lived elsewhere) because of the parade of men that came to her apt and many who spent the night, etc. She is multi orgasmic and can be quite vocal during sex .
I heard that her landlord thought she was a prostitute....
Knowing what I now know about her and what she has done and told me since, having a while later becoming an occasional dive bar hooker while back living with me because it really turned her on........ I 'm sure that she was a prostitute there ... and a darn great one at that.
It was just a question of how much of her apparent obscenely excessive sex life there was that of a prostitute.

I have said many times that her cheating etc started to turn me on more and more this is is what her being with other men eventually pushed me completely over the edge....and for her, she revealed what she truly was.
Also, I think that she finally understood that I would allow her to be with other men....

However It would still be a little while before we both put all our cards on the table and embarked on this life style as nether one of us quite knew what to really say to each other about it . So we avoided discussions about it for the most part when she returned to me.
I had known for quite some time that she had often been with other men but this was much different.
it seemed like neither one of us knew exactly where we wanted to go from here.
Personally, at this point I was still so afraid that she might think that I no longer really loved her any more If she knew how much it started to really turn me on when she was with (many) other men. ....her even being a part time prostitute .........and become the whore of her dreams.....and now she was becoming the whore of my dreams. However I was still torn between that and my gut churning cuckold angst at times

This is all true.

BTW, my wife has always been a strange but appealing mixture of likes and a dichotomy of emotions, etc ..
She can be very loving to me and sill be a whore for others.
She likes to be strong willed not depend on anyone that much but she never liked to drive that much and likes to depend on her men etc for transportation .
She was never that much into the internet and computers in general and prefers snail mail to e-mail.
She did get a cell phone but its just a "filp phone" and acts as a phone only.
She has a very demure feminine personally that men are attracted to but is a self described slut / whore and can be the proverbial whore with a heart of gold.
She has always, without exception gotten her own men .

Here is a big one that explains a lot about her.....
She discovered early on that she is one of those females who have a very hard time or can not getting pregnant .
She said (in simple terms) that a gynecologist told her there was some abnormality in her reproductive system ..... she was basically infertile.
This would devastate some females but she welcomed it as it enabled her excessive sexual life style (that she wanted since losing her virginity at age 13) without any pregnancy fears...... and she really did not want to bear children anyway. Personally, I 'm not a daddy type either. We both love children however.

[Archie457]

Very nice start...really looking forward to more.

[Luv It]

"start" and "more" of what ?

[Foot69loose]

Thank you Luv it
Putting thoughts like this takes time and also regenerates those feelings from that time in your life.

Thank you for this. I would welcome any further information from you. No doubt over the years you will have plenty of them