True: My journey to cuckolding, SPH, denial & encouraged-bi

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Part 1, how the cuckolding fantasy grabbed my wife and I

Part 2 in 1st reply, journey to related kinks of SPH (small penis humiliation), PiV denial (penis in vagina denial) and encouraged-bi

PS. Sorry this is longer than I thought it would be

Me, M46 met my wife F41 some 16 years ago when I was a newly divorced 30yo looking for a place to stay and I rented a spare room from her when she was 25

We hit it off! Straight away I liked her, maybe even loved her too, either way I became a bit obsessed - She didn't know any of this though. As far as she was concerned it was purely platonic friendship

After I'd been there a couple of months, one night she tells me she has a friend, called Jon coming to stay for the weekend. We all got very drunk together, having a great time & then later went our separate ways to bed. I went to my room, her spare room, while Jon followed her into her bedroom.

Moments later I could hear her bed creaking and the headboard banging. It had never occurred to me that when she said "friend" she meant FWB. This went on for some time and I began to masturbate to the sound of Jon grunting and her moaning!

As they were drunk they were very loud, I came multiple times in the time it took them to finish.

Then early-ish the next morning it started up again, despite not being drunk they were just as loud if not louder, I was masturbating again. She came several times and so did I in the time it took Jon to cum once

It was the best sex I'd ever had, and I wasn't even doing it. I was in a different room masturbating to the sound of the woman I really liked, maybe even loved, being fucked well & truly properly!

Soon after this they disappeared into the shower together, for a long time.

Jon then left and I went to work. Nothing happened for a few weeks, but I couldn't get what I'd heard out of my head, I was so turned on all the time and masturbated morning, noon & night over what I'd heard happen to the woman I was falling in love with.

Then we hooked up, while at a gig in another city we stopped in a hotel and I made a move, and told her how I felt - she said she had no idea I even liked her, never mind felt deeper.

But after a load of drinks & after the gig itself we got down to it when we got back to the hotel

Unfortunately, despite being drunk I came while I was trying to put it in, embarrassed I tried to hide it by going down on her & getting rid of the evidence. After she'd cum from my oral I went back up but had lost my erection and couldn't perform. She said not to worry as she had already cum and we went to sleep.

The next morning I woke up hard and we tried to have sex again and this time I managed to penetrate her. Unfortunately I was so turned on I came within a few pumps

I was super-embarrassed, she tried to tell me it wasn't an issue

When we got back home that night I felt a little awkward and went to my bedroom, her spare room. But she called me into hers. I went in rather awkwardly & nervously.

Worried I wouldn't last again I just went down on her until she came. She told me it was the best oral she'd ever had. Then she inserted my penis in her and just told me to cum. Relieved, I came almost immediately again.

This set a pattern for how sex went between us, I'd go down on her until she came... while she sensing that I was nervous told me just to cum. Which I did within seconds every time

I don't know what had happened to me, I'd never been a stallion, but I'd never cum like this in all the time I'd been having sex

I cast my mind back to the sex I'd heard her having a few weeks before, and remembered her receiving long, hard poundings where she'd cum multiple times compared to me being an enthusiastic licker but a 2-pump chump

Weeks later, I nervously brought up the fact I was a quick cummer with her and that I'd heard her having fun with Jon in several lengthy sessions.

She was a bit embarrassed that I'd heard, so I tried to reassure her by telling her that it had turned me on. Her embarrassment eased when she could see how turned on I was as I got on top of her and she told me that she loved his cock

Hearing her say she loved his cock made me cum on the entrance to her pussy before I could get it in. She pushed my head down & I had no choice but to keep it up & make her cum orally.

She was grinding away on my face so much that I found the oral difficult & she was moaning loudly a lot with her eyes closed and playing with her nipples as I licked my cum & her pussy.

She had the biggest orgasm she'd had with me. On my way back up I tried to mount her but she didn't want me in her & pulled me alongside her and we just hugged

I nervously asked her if she was thinking of Jon, she apologised and said yes & got pretty tearful. I didn't know what to do, so I just reassured her and told her it didn't upset me, if anything it turned me on

I would bring up Jon fucking her most times we had sex, this got her super in to the sex with me which made me bring him up more... This was a self-fulfilling circle of behaviour between us

Eventually I said it would be okay if she wanted to carry on sleeping with him. She didn't want to as she didn't think I would handle it well

No matter what I say & no matter how much reassurance I provide she just tells me I wouldn't be able to handle her being with someone else

A decade and a half later, this is where we are - Me trying to encourage her to sleep with others but her declining because she thinks I wouldn't like it

But the thought of her cuckolding me has become a shared fantasy of ours and we dirty talk it every time we do it, which isn't as often any more now that we're older and now that we have other shared fantasies (see part 2 in the first reply)

I just wish she'd take the plunge and actually do it, but even after all these years it's a no!

Although maybe she'd be open to intermediate steps, rather than going from monogamous to just jumping straight into bed with someone else

Part 2 in first reply

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Part 2

Journey beyond cuckolding to the often liked kinks of SPH, denial (both PiV denial and nudity denial) and encouraged-bi

She finds it funny to see how turned-on I get when she tells me about my tiny, pathetic penis that has never made her cum, unlike other men's cocks. She tells me she's been with over 100 other men & I'm by far the worst at sex & the quickest!

She also denies me PiV regularly now too, making me masturbate instead of PiV for anything between 2 weeks upto a couple of months!

Then she laughs as I barely last 10secs when I'm finally allowed back in.

The denial goes beyond PiV to nudity denial too, she won't let me see her nude, in underwear or even dressed immodestly

It drives me absolutely wild & she knows it & plays up to it

She tells me how disgusting I am that I eat my own cum off her pussy when I have my regular accident

One time she said that she bets I would eat other men's cum from her too

This is how she stumbled on encouraged-bi roleplay, she noticed that when she talked about other men's cocks or me cleaning their cum from her pussy, it actually made me harder & therefore a little bit bigger

I will point out that I had gone through my whole life up to that point not attracted to men, not attracted to make body parts. Maybe even repulsed by them

So she started roleplaying me sucking her fingers pretending I was giving a BJ to Jon or other men. And she fingers my arse which makes me cum multiple times during my masturbating. When she last did it I was super turned-on & had 3 separate orgasms in about a minute or so

I now regularly cum on myself with her fingering my arse with one hand, while her other hand has 2 fingers inside my mouth while she tells me I'm being spit-roasted, by 2 men and after cumming she makes me apologise for marrying her despite being gay

It is all extremely hot to me, better than disappointing 2-pump sex which she gets very little out of, other than frustration and a mess

She still says I'm the best at oral though, although she probably just saying that because of my feelings

[OOAA]

Very HOT story!!!! Thanks for sharing!

(I would include the meaning of both "SPH - Small Penis Humilliation" and "PiV - Penis in Vagina", just in case someone is not familiar with them)

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Very HOT story!!!! Thanks for sharing!

(I would include the meaning of both "SPH - Small Penis Humilliation" and "PiV - Penis in Vagina", just in case someone is not familiar with them)

Thanks, have done

[Jules]

VERY HOTTT history thank you for sharing.

I am being denied porn in order to improve my sex drive. I have been experiencing ED and have never mounted my new partner of one year so far - it might be an age thing. We fantasize about her sucking huge BBCs and she shares my fantasy of her nude in a Gloryhole being explored by several hands as she tries to orally accommodate a huge BBC. Often she tells me GH stories while I am going down on her very neat sex. I have encouraged her to squirt if she wants and although she hasn't yet I always encourage her to completely drench my face. I would love to hear her being pounded in the next room for hours and she knows I want to video it with her permission. I am the only one to have made her cum in at least 20 years which has given me a lot of reassurance at least in terms of my oral techniques.

[ArdentOneX]

Loved the story. Now nearly a year later, has there been any progression towards bringing a bull or FWB into play, preferably one that would allow or encourage bi contact?

Does she have any favorite toys? How large are they versus yourself? Incredible that she denies you PiV and even seeing her nude. Such a wonderful tease.

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Loved the story. Now nearly a year later, has there been any progression towards bringing a bull or FWB into play, preferably one that would allow or encourage bi contact?

Does she have any favorite toys? How large are they versus yourself? Incredible that she denies you PiV and even seeing her nude. Such a wonderful tease.

No, she still tells me I'd hate it in reality even through I've spent about 16 years telling her & reassuring her otherwise

Our sex life now is generally one of even more denial & and almost always me masturbating to her humiliating me. She makes me give a blow job to a dildo or fucks me with one while I cum to it

She has wanted me inside her once every month or two - But the gap between seems to be getting longer, but I now lose my erection in her unless cocks are involved in some way, either her talking about them & teasing me or playing & sucking on the dildo