Self Satisfaction
Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2022 5:50 pm
I crash through the door weary and tired of the day's obligations. I drop my bag and pour myself a long glass of wine. I settle in on the couch and exhale. The white wine tastes so refreshing. Hubby is away for the weekend. I feel a strange tingle at the thought. Freedom? To do what, exactly?
I'm in my 60's, still vibrant, still very attractive (I'm constantly told by my husband), and feeling a strange urge I haven't felt since my 30's and 40's. Is this some kind of reawakening? My pussy has been lubricating without any encouragement on my part. I blushed at the thought of my actions in those younger years. I partied with the younger crowd at the restaurant I worked part-time. This led to an attraction to a certain younger, single cook I couldn't get out of my thoughts. He kept tempting me with his eyes and his smile.
I decided on a whim to take a nice hot bubble bath. I started the hot water and undressed in the bedroom. I filled my glass of wine and just before stepping into the delicious bath remembered that hubby had left the vape pen in the night stand. Powerful cannabis in liquid form, it was seductive in it's ease and effect. I slipped under the suds and exhaled. The wine glass beckoned from the ledge and I took another long sip. Feeling relaxed, I stared at the vape pen taunting me on the ledge of the tub. Almost through my second glass of wine, I said "fuck it" and reached for the slender cylinder of mellowness. I took a long draw and held it in for as long as I could. The feeling of euphoria took about 30 seconds to take effect. My God, this stuff is dangerous, I thought. I settled into a relaxed state of sipping wine and a few more tokes.
I thought back to our earliest days when my husband-to-be traveled on business and I was left home alone in our Florida apartment, 26 years old, and horny as a bunny. I worked at an upscale department store and had to dress accordingly. I always paid special attention to my hair, make-up, and attire. This attracted attention from many of the males I worked with as my appearance was very alluring when I got gussied up. This had the inevitable result of making me horny with all the sexual tension in the air. When my man was away, I would sometimes have dinner, take a bath (as I was now doing), drink wine, smoke pot, and proceed to get all dolled-up again and put on lingerie and high heels. I had no problem turning myself on as I knew the effect it had on men I would meet. I would promenade in front of my full length mirror admiring my svelte body in a tight bodice, stockings, and "come fuck me" stiletto heels. I would exaggerate my make-up and lipstick to fantasize about being someone's slut and being fucked senseless. This would eventually consummate in a rousing orgasm by virtue of the first vibrator my future husband bought for me.
I kept thinking about this scenario from my earlier years and the more I thought about it, the more it intrigued me. Could I duplicate that feeling and outsized excitement it created? I was a much older woman now and life had created many more challenges. But, the tingling in my pussy wouldn't stop and I was alone for a rare weekend. I decided to take a chance.
I'm in my 60's, still vibrant, still very attractive (I'm constantly told by my husband), and feeling a strange urge I haven't felt since my 30's and 40's. Is this some kind of reawakening? My pussy has been lubricating without any encouragement on my part. I blushed at the thought of my actions in those younger years. I partied with the younger crowd at the restaurant I worked part-time. This led to an attraction to a certain younger, single cook I couldn't get out of my thoughts. He kept tempting me with his eyes and his smile.
I decided on a whim to take a nice hot bubble bath. I started the hot water and undressed in the bedroom. I filled my glass of wine and just before stepping into the delicious bath remembered that hubby had left the vape pen in the night stand. Powerful cannabis in liquid form, it was seductive in it's ease and effect. I slipped under the suds and exhaled. The wine glass beckoned from the ledge and I took another long sip. Feeling relaxed, I stared at the vape pen taunting me on the ledge of the tub. Almost through my second glass of wine, I said "fuck it" and reached for the slender cylinder of mellowness. I took a long draw and held it in for as long as I could. The feeling of euphoria took about 30 seconds to take effect. My God, this stuff is dangerous, I thought. I settled into a relaxed state of sipping wine and a few more tokes.
I thought back to our earliest days when my husband-to-be traveled on business and I was left home alone in our Florida apartment, 26 years old, and horny as a bunny. I worked at an upscale department store and had to dress accordingly. I always paid special attention to my hair, make-up, and attire. This attracted attention from many of the males I worked with as my appearance was very alluring when I got gussied up. This had the inevitable result of making me horny with all the sexual tension in the air. When my man was away, I would sometimes have dinner, take a bath (as I was now doing), drink wine, smoke pot, and proceed to get all dolled-up again and put on lingerie and high heels. I had no problem turning myself on as I knew the effect it had on men I would meet. I would promenade in front of my full length mirror admiring my svelte body in a tight bodice, stockings, and "come fuck me" stiletto heels. I would exaggerate my make-up and lipstick to fantasize about being someone's slut and being fucked senseless. This would eventually consummate in a rousing orgasm by virtue of the first vibrator my future husband bought for me.
I kept thinking about this scenario from my earlier years and the more I thought about it, the more it intrigued me. Could I duplicate that feeling and outsized excitement it created? I was a much older woman now and life had created many more challenges. But, the tingling in my pussy wouldn't stop and I was alone for a rare weekend. I decided to take a chance.