Ogling at a throbbing Abyss
Posted: Thu May 29, 2025 11:36 pm
Writer's Notes: 1. I am Suvil, an engineer from India (cliche') and my wife is Divya. Past few months I was dictating our past (mild) adventures. However, due to safety and personal reasons, some sensitive and aspects of the story could not be told (Divya's orders). I wanted full details to write for nostalgia, and therapeutic reasons. As a compromise, I am closing that one (On Misc forum) and starting a fictionalized story here.
2. This story takes inspiration from some of Divya's local language favorite love-drama stories, and she says she will be creative co-author (She does not read or write English) on that parts. Of course, I will add my elements to it, which are:
i). My fantasies - As a wannabe, I hope that during creative discussions, Divya will open up more. And I can test her reactions in the disguise of some character/writer.
ii). Untold past - I do plan to tell/write about our own troubled times. Our fights with demons. Our bad motivations. But I will not answer what is real, what is inspired and what is just imaginary. I like the site's rules. Reader is free to judge on reality of the story, but cannot tell.
iii). My 'dark' imaginations
SET INTRODUCTION
The Location is Varanasi and Prayagraj, India. Two of the oldest continuously inhabited cities in the world.
Our first person narrator is Manav Shukla, lovingly called Manu. He is a bank clerk at a national bank, doing typical 9-5 job. Married to Smriti Shukla, nickname Simi. You can say they have contrasting personalities, but opposites attract each other. Manu is reserved, calm, calculating, and goal-oriented, yet not ambitious. Simi is carefree, family and friends oriented, impressionable and ambitious, yet not hard-working.
Our other narrator is yours truly, who will hop on from to time.
CHAPTER 1.1: Clarke's first law
There she was. In a beautiful saree, gifted by me. Sitting beside a man, holding his hands and both staring into the holy Ganga ('Ganges') river. Kissing in public in India is frowned upon, otherwise I would have been ogling at a passionate kiss. I was some 100 metres away, inside a small abandoned Gumti (a tin shed very small shop), alone with a throbbing dick. I felt more adventurous than them, and cautiously unzipped my fly seeing here and there. There were no people around me, but it is a public river bank after all. I was jerking at full flow seeing her smile, and their talks. What are they talking about ? After a few minutes, they stood up, and he meekly gave a peck at her cheek. I orgasmed seeing that. First, a sense of surroundings hit and I saw the time 5:35 PM, date 30 September, 2021. Second, a slap of clarity thrashed me. What was I doing ? I saw my limp veinous dick. At least it was satisfied. Things I do for this one. Risky things. I put it back inside jeans, as I need to move my blood back to brains. They were going towards his motor bike. While he was unparking his bike, she took out her phone. In a minute, my mobile started vibrating.
Me (Manu): Hello!
Simi: Have you reached Prayagraj ? Was the train late ?
Me: Yes, just reached at the station. On time. Coming to your flat soon.
Simi: Ok. Nice. Waiting for you, love.
Me: Ok.
She sat on the bike and rode away. Probably to her flat. To wait for me. Huh!
I distinctly remember a conversation with my mother (Kamala) a year ago (in July, 2020 specifically, when the lockdown lifted). I had made her aware of my decision to send Simi back to Prayagraj for her Bank exams coaching. She was (and is) preparing for Bank Probationary Officer exams, and is mostly residing in Prayagraj (a city 120km away from our home town, Varanasi) since early 2019. My mother was concerned about her Simi's where abouts and her dedication to cracking the exam. Mother has seen Simi's Facebook/Insta updates. Roaming around in the city. Evening travels. Less marks. And mother's keen experienced eyes quickly saw the 'depth' of a situation arising - Simi's friendship with Lokesh Dravid (LD), a fellow Bank aspirant.
Kamala - Son, I do support our daughter-in-law. But I must say she is not focusing on her studies. I am not saying she is mindlessly spending money, but her influences seem erratic and bad.
Me: She is focused on next exam. And after lockdown, she needs a breath of fresh air for solid studies. She will be there for 06 months only.
Kamala: Are her all friends returning ?
Me: Mostly yes.
Kamala: But she wanders with one or two persons mostly. I may be wrong, but her friendship with that boy seems too much.
Me: Hmm... Mom, he is her roommate's boyfriend. Whenever Rita (Simi's roommate) goes, he goes. Gives a sense of security.
Kamala: Rita needs to put a leash on him then. He looks too much of a wild ox.
Me: (Huh! My mother can sense he could be a potential 'Bull') They will marry probably within 2-3 years. I don't know there is a bigger leash than marriage that she can put on.
Kamala: Hmm... I am just concerned about Simi's studies. Too much time to one person can disturb your focus, could cause a heartbreak or other problems. Just saying.
Me: Mom, Simi is not going to break anyone's heart. She knows what she is doing. Let her enjoy.
Kamala: I am just forewarning you that a close friendship can suddenly turn into something more. It is very much possible, even if Simi knows she is married and resists it. If it happens, you will never enjoy that.
Me: Hmm...
Clarke's first law: When a distinguished but elderly scientist states that something is possible, he is almost certainly right. When he states that something is impossible, he is very probably wrong.
2. This story takes inspiration from some of Divya's local language favorite love-drama stories, and she says she will be creative co-author (She does not read or write English) on that parts. Of course, I will add my elements to it, which are:
i). My fantasies - As a wannabe, I hope that during creative discussions, Divya will open up more. And I can test her reactions in the disguise of some character/writer.
ii). Untold past - I do plan to tell/write about our own troubled times. Our fights with demons. Our bad motivations. But I will not answer what is real, what is inspired and what is just imaginary. I like the site's rules. Reader is free to judge on reality of the story, but cannot tell.
iii). My 'dark' imaginations
SET INTRODUCTION
The Location is Varanasi and Prayagraj, India. Two of the oldest continuously inhabited cities in the world.
Our first person narrator is Manav Shukla, lovingly called Manu. He is a bank clerk at a national bank, doing typical 9-5 job. Married to Smriti Shukla, nickname Simi. You can say they have contrasting personalities, but opposites attract each other. Manu is reserved, calm, calculating, and goal-oriented, yet not ambitious. Simi is carefree, family and friends oriented, impressionable and ambitious, yet not hard-working.
Our other narrator is yours truly, who will hop on from to time.
CHAPTER 1.1: Clarke's first law
There she was. In a beautiful saree, gifted by me. Sitting beside a man, holding his hands and both staring into the holy Ganga ('Ganges') river. Kissing in public in India is frowned upon, otherwise I would have been ogling at a passionate kiss. I was some 100 metres away, inside a small abandoned Gumti (a tin shed very small shop), alone with a throbbing dick. I felt more adventurous than them, and cautiously unzipped my fly seeing here and there. There were no people around me, but it is a public river bank after all. I was jerking at full flow seeing her smile, and their talks. What are they talking about ? After a few minutes, they stood up, and he meekly gave a peck at her cheek. I orgasmed seeing that. First, a sense of surroundings hit and I saw the time 5:35 PM, date 30 September, 2021. Second, a slap of clarity thrashed me. What was I doing ? I saw my limp veinous dick. At least it was satisfied. Things I do for this one. Risky things. I put it back inside jeans, as I need to move my blood back to brains. They were going towards his motor bike. While he was unparking his bike, she took out her phone. In a minute, my mobile started vibrating.
Me (Manu): Hello!
Simi: Have you reached Prayagraj ? Was the train late ?
Me: Yes, just reached at the station. On time. Coming to your flat soon.
Simi: Ok. Nice. Waiting for you, love.
Me: Ok.
She sat on the bike and rode away. Probably to her flat. To wait for me. Huh!
I distinctly remember a conversation with my mother (Kamala) a year ago (in July, 2020 specifically, when the lockdown lifted). I had made her aware of my decision to send Simi back to Prayagraj for her Bank exams coaching. She was (and is) preparing for Bank Probationary Officer exams, and is mostly residing in Prayagraj (a city 120km away from our home town, Varanasi) since early 2019. My mother was concerned about her Simi's where abouts and her dedication to cracking the exam. Mother has seen Simi's Facebook/Insta updates. Roaming around in the city. Evening travels. Less marks. And mother's keen experienced eyes quickly saw the 'depth' of a situation arising - Simi's friendship with Lokesh Dravid (LD), a fellow Bank aspirant.
Kamala - Son, I do support our daughter-in-law. But I must say she is not focusing on her studies. I am not saying she is mindlessly spending money, but her influences seem erratic and bad.
Me: She is focused on next exam. And after lockdown, she needs a breath of fresh air for solid studies. She will be there for 06 months only.
Kamala: Are her all friends returning ?
Me: Mostly yes.
Kamala: But she wanders with one or two persons mostly. I may be wrong, but her friendship with that boy seems too much.
Me: Hmm... Mom, he is her roommate's boyfriend. Whenever Rita (Simi's roommate) goes, he goes. Gives a sense of security.
Kamala: Rita needs to put a leash on him then. He looks too much of a wild ox.
Me: (Huh! My mother can sense he could be a potential 'Bull') They will marry probably within 2-3 years. I don't know there is a bigger leash than marriage that she can put on.
Kamala: Hmm... I am just concerned about Simi's studies. Too much time to one person can disturb your focus, could cause a heartbreak or other problems. Just saying.
Me: Mom, Simi is not going to break anyone's heart. She knows what she is doing. Let her enjoy.
Kamala: I am just forewarning you that a close friendship can suddenly turn into something more. It is very much possible, even if Simi knows she is married and resists it. If it happens, you will never enjoy that.
Me: Hmm...
Clarke's first law: When a distinguished but elderly scientist states that something is possible, he is almost certainly right. When he states that something is impossible, he is very probably wrong.