the Capitulation

[amayzed]

This fantasy represents in capsulized form changes occurring over time in a couple's relationship. Written in the first person:
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As a married couple we get along quite well. But from time to time I am suspicious she is doing something behind my back, though I can never prove it. One day I get irrefutable evidence about a liaison she just had with another guy. I rear up, all my male pride and energy seething forward, thinking 'Ah Ha, I've got her cornered. This is my trump card. I've got her on the spot and things will go my way'.

I confront her in all my fury expecting her to capitulate and be contrite. But she just looks at me, piercingly and says "So, what are you going to do about it?".

My head spins, I reel, as if the rug was pulled out from under me. But I have evidence! That puts me in command! Don't you know what you have done is wrong?!

She just looks at me and softly taunts "So, do you want me to leave?" (like leave you for good?).

No, I crumble and cave, suddenly full of dread at the prospect losing this hot woman and fearing I'd never match that with someone new. "I didn't mean that" I stammer red-faced. Humiliation rolls over me as we both witness the reality that I don't have a next step if she doesn't grant me one.

For the next few days I hope she'll realize she has to apologize and change her ways, though I try desperately to avoid the topic - afraid to even look her in the face. A few afternoons later I see her in the bathroom putting on makeup and working her hair.

"What are you doing?" I ask nervously?

"Getting ready to go meet up with him" she answers nonchalantly, though inside she is a bit anxious about how I will react.

The words hit me like a kick in the gut. Once again I rise into my fury and righteousness, but it doesn't last for long. I find myself hovering around the doorway instead, defeated, watching as she continues to get ready, unable to even form ideas of how to stop it. She seems to be gaining confidence by the minute, and I could swear she was smirking a bit as she worked the mirror.

She leaves alone. I've angrily sequestered myself in another part of the house not speaking to her - the only form of protest I can think to muster

Not until late at night is she is back after obviously having a good time. I am in the bedroom, sullen but aching for her. The little bit of small talk between us just seems to cement the fact that there isn't much I can or will do about the brazen event that just transpired. Finally, feeling my pride being trampled upon, I make the somewhat odd request to kiss her thighs a bit. She acquiesces as she sits on the bed, and I realize I have to unsteadily bow before her to get my lips down to her exposed legs.

My face hot and my breath short I smell both familiar and unfamiliar scents around her legs and body. I feel like there are two people in the room watching me, conspiring against me. I nuzzle uncertainly a bit around her thighs. Finally I inch forward to where I really want to be -- between her legs. She leans back into the bed and pulls her skirt up in one fluid motion. My nose intoxicated by what my lips and chin are finding I bury myself in. Shamefaced to be presenting myself like this at the 'scene of their crime' but defeated and compelled by an urge I can't overcome I lick deeply, absorbing every drop. She gently holds my head and ears and stokes my hair, finally and fully relaxing over the capitulation we are both witnessing. She knows things will never be the same. And she knows she will never have to worry again.

[afagehi7]

Very cucky.

[MartasBoy]

That's very exciting. It's good that you understand that she is completely in charge. Now, to keep her, you may need to move you're acceptance to the next level. Give her a gift certificate to a spa, so she can get I massage, a facial and a mani pedi. I bet she will use it the day before her next date. Be sure to tell her how beautiful and sexy she looks as she heads out the door.

[Gowtham Swapna]

Nice narration. I loved it. I did almost same and felt almost same first time. Mmm. Juicy.

[amayzed]

Thank you for the replies. Yes it is about losing power over time and her becoming in charge. The fantasy is more dramatic than how it happened. A part that is true, along the lines of what MartasBoy wrote, is one of the guys she wanted to hook up with asked her to send sexy pictures in pull up leg stockings. We went shopping for the stockings (hard to find actually) and other sexy outfits. Then came home and I took provocative pictures of her in the outfits which she promptly sent to the guy and also to an ex.

I get more into the power and humiliation aspect about all this than she does. But she is very accepting to me talking about it and expressing how I feel.

[OZCPL]

How old were you both at the time. Do you have any kids and does she still play.
Thanks for the post it is well written and entertaining. Your hotwife really cucked you.

[amayzed]

How old were you both at the time. Do you have any kids and does she still play.
Thanks for the post it is well written and entertaining. Your hotwife really cucked you.

Thank you for your comments about the post. Appreciated.

We have been together eight years- effectively a second marriage for both of us. No kids of our own, and kids from previous marriages not living with us. She was 41 when we met with a smoking hot body plus a head-turning sexy personality when she chose to turn it on. For me, a dozen years older, she's the hottest girl I've ever been with - though she experiences having faded a bit and she no longer has the confidence or swagger of her peak years.

Like the fantasy, I'd been suspicions at points over the years about what she'd been up to though she always insisted she was faithful. 3-4 years ago we started getting into the hotwife lifestyle. I've always had the urge for it, and writings in this and other forums served as guideposts to how it could be healthy and energizing for a relationship, as it definitely has worked out to be in our case. We started date nights of me watching her from afar at bars and clubs letting things develop with other men (highly interesting the variety of situations that come up compared to standard date night of dinner and movie). Nothing ever came to completion from those forays. But interestingly once she saw I was fully OK with the idea of her and other men she abruptly disclosed at one point that she had in fact cheated on me in two of the situations I previously had suspicions about. This was a turn-on for us to talk about -- I was basically 'cucked' in retrospective. So the kink most aligned with the fantasy is seeing how I went from indignant and outraged that she might connect with another guy to quietly accepting whatever and whenever she chose to recount in detail about her flings.

She is free to do whatever she wants however in reality it's hard to come up with situations she desires to pursue. Covid, some health issues she is dealing with, and just the difficulty of coming across someone she finds attractive without flaky circumstances has limited the play. She hooked up with an ex and with another a guy she knew from years back but both situations ended up with some disappointments for her. I had wanted to go down on her when she got back from both of these trips as a symbol of complete surrender to what she had done - like the fantasy - but didn't work out due to circumstances having nothing to do with the lifestyle.

We continue to have our ups and downs but the hotwife/cuckold lifestyle has become a stable and positive part of our relationship. The three rules that energize us are: a): I can have sex with her whenever I want (it's actually quite good between us). b): She can pursue and have sex with whomever she wants and I can do nothing about it (unless legitimate safety objections), and c): She can completely control and shut down any flirtatious contact I might have with another woman. Awesome!

Another great benefit is I no longer have to feel suspicious at all about what she might be up to. She knows she can tell me anytime about someone that hits on her or if she notices someone that turns her on. And since if anything I'm pulling harder for her to come up with juicy situations than they naturally occur she is happy if she has something to reveal.

[OZCPL]

Thanks again I really liked reading sounds like you both have the ideal relationship for a long and happy marriage.

[CuckedDude]

Thanks again I really liked reading sounds like you both have the ideal relationship for a long and happy marriage.

Probably not, studies suggest couples who share their love break up much sooner than their monogamous counterparts. DD

[NSEW1]

Wow. What an erotic playback of the interactions. Well written.

What happens when the angst or jealousy become too much? How do you deal with it? What does she do to address it?

[amayzed]

Things have been going well between us. Keeping in mind we are older and have been together for some time which means more of a sense of where we are going as a couple. I don't want to cheer-lead that this will be great for everyone who tries it. But for us this lifestyle has injected an honesty about sexuality into our relationship and thus more sexual energy between us plus the feeling we can tell each other whatever is on our minds.

As far as the angst or jealousy becoming too much, for the most part I've been trying to amp up the angst and jealously from a sexual perspective. Where things started being troublesome a short time ago was she was starting to feel emotionally attached to someone she was playing with - started to feel dependent on that person. She recognized that and backed off from him. So there are always risks with this lifestyle. Experience and perspective helps manage these risks but can't entirely eliminate them.