The sexual awakening

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The sexual awakening

Unread post by Bankshot1993 » Thu Dec 03, 2020 7:21 am

So, some time ago, I wrote a story and submitted it to literotica. I posted 3 instalments taking it to chapter 11 with full intentions of continuing to story for quite some time. The problem being that despite the fact that it was posted in a section specifically for open relations and women that go outside their marriage for sex, it still received a lot of hate comments because of that element of the story. The intent was for the couple to do a full exploration of human sexuality in some form or another but frankly I just got tired of the comments.

Having been a fly on the wall observer here at our hot wives, I feel like this story will be far better received here so I thought I would share it here. Yes it was published elsewhere, but I am the original author, I have copied and pasted from literotica so the warning comments are include in the opening. I hope you enjoy the story.

This is the story of a couple very much in love and secure in their relationship that decide to live life to the fullest. This is the loving wives section and as the definition of the category states, it will include elements of both partners engaging in relations outside of their coupling. If this is something that you find offensive or against your beliefs than please move on to a different category.

I would like to extend a special thanks to my editors grandkaiserwally and to Peter who helped me with the story construction (peter you know who you are.)

The Sexual Adventure of a Lifetime

Chapter 1 -- The dinner conversation

Our story begins not so unlike many others, with a couple, happily paired for years and in as much love as a couple can be. The highs and lows of the honeymoon phase were well behind us and the day to day tribulations of the mundane were more the norm. Sure, there were occasions that would break the monotony of life like anniversaries or crazy nights out on the town, but for the most part regular life had set in and the excitement of our coupling was years behind us, replaced by the comfort of routine and the security that comfort brings.

I'm a regular guy of no particular special note. I have a regular job doing quality control in a local steel mill. I stand at a typical 5'10" tall and 170 pounds. Generally I'm in fairly decent shape for a guy of 40, one of the side effects afforded to me by a job that requires a little more than average physical work. I don't look like a model nor are women beating down my door for a chance at a date with me, but on the same token people don't run in haste to grab their pitchforks and calling for the town folk to rally a mob. I would say that I'm right down the middle as an average looking ordinary guy.

One area that I am very blessed in is my wife of 15 years, Jana. She is anything but typical. Five years my junior, she is a svelte blond goddess that I thank my lucky stars for every day. She has a beautiful figure that she carries well on her dainty 5'5" frame. She is quite athletic and it shows. She has a chest that some would say is a little on the small side, but to me she is perfect. I've never really understood the fixation with large breasts as I've always had an affinity for the more athletic women and the smaller chests just come with the territory which was all fine by me. Small just meant firm and when those nipples get hard those puppies would almost put your eye out.

Jana is in great shape and keeps that way by jogging as well as bi-weekly visits to the gym. I don't think she has an ounce of fat on her. I'm guessing she weighs around the 110 pound mark and when she wears a tube top, if she moves just right you can just make out the subtle outline of a six pack. I'm not really one that likes women with big muscles; if I wanted to date somebody with big muscles I'd date men, it's not really my thing. But Jana is fit without being so defined that it's masculine, very sexy in my books.

Jana works as an executive assistant in a small locally owned drilling company and does some side work modelling clothes for an advertising company that prints flyers for a few chain department stores in the area. The modelling work was sparse but it makes enough money for us to set aside for a nice vacation once a year.

Between Jana and myself, we make a comfortable living and have a nice home, not a million dollar mansion but we aren't living in the slums either. We both drive relatively newer vehicles and we are comfortable with our lifestyle. We had decided early in our relationship that kids were simply something neither of us wanted so this leaves us with quite a bit of expendable income. This also means we are always free to pick up and go out on a whim whether it be an elegant dinner out or a spontaneous last minute weekend trip.

All in all we're comfortable and have been that way for a number of years. When I say comfortable I mean in every way. We're comfortable financially and we're comfortable in our relationship, maybe even a little too comfortable. Our situation had become like a well worn pair of house slippers: you could rely on them to be there and fit well but there is no excitement in a well worn pair of slippers. We love each other but we had become complacent and with complacency came the tendency to take things, and people, for granted.

I had stopped being romantic and spontaneous years ago. Flowers and surprise dinners became a thing of the past. Jana stopped putting much effort into her appearance around the house with sweatpants becoming more the norm than the miniskirts that I found so alluring. We were headed down the path of doldrums and action needed to be taken. The trouble being that neither of us realized what we had or that it was slipping away. It was like a boat adrift on a receding tide slowly floating away from the shore. You don't realize how far you've drifted until you look up and you've lost sight of the land.

This startling revelation came to me in the form of a rather frank and somewhat unsettling conversation over dinner one night. Jana and I sat down to our evening meal one night, just as uneventfully as had been done so many times before. The quiet hung over us and was punctuated only by the occasional rattle of cutlery as we ate our meal in a comfortable silence that comes from years of complacency.

I looked across the table at Jana, her beautiful eyes staring off into the distance looking a million miles away. I lost myself for a moment. I didn't even realize I was staring, nor did she realize she was being stared at; we just sat there like two strangers at a common table in a cafeteria. Finally I awoke from my daze, realizing Jana was lost in thought.

"Something on your mind?" I asked, shaking her out of her day dream.

"No, not really," she replied. "Just thinking."

"Anything you care to share with me?" I wanted to pursue the comment in an attempt to inspire some dinner conversation.

Jana lifted her head and looked at me. "I'm not sure I can," she confided. "Something came up at work today that is sort of bothering me and I guess I'm just not sure how to say it. I don't want to hurt your feelings by having you misunderstand me."

This was starting to get me a little concerned. What I had intended to be a little light dinner conversation was turning into something a little deeper and I didn't know what it was about or where the concern was coming from.

"You know that I love you, right? You know that I'm always here for you to talk to, to lean on and to be your support when you need it right?"

"Yeah, I know," was the reply from her mouth but the furl of her eyebrow and the saddened look on her face displayed a different message.

"Well then, out with it, whatever it is it'll feel better if you get it out."

"Well ok, here goes I guess." A long pause followed until she finally asked, "How are we?"

It took a minute for the question to sink in. I just looked at her with what I'm sure must have been a puzzled and dazed expression on my face.

"I mean, how are we, really? You and me as a couple, how are we?"

"Uhh... we're fine," I finally managed to stammer out. "What on earth would make you ask that?"

"Well it just seems like we're just going through the motions lately. It feels like there is no connection anymore."

I wasn't sure how to respond at this point and once again I was left looking at Jana with a blank expression on my face, not quite sure where this conversation was going.

"Jana, what happened at work today?"

"Well," she started and then briefly paused. After a couple seconds of thought she continued, "I was talking to Courtney today and she told me that she and Dale are getting a divorce."

I must admit, this caught me by surprise. Courtney and Dale had been our friends for quite some time and were two of the first friends Jana and I had made as a couple. We spent many nights in each other's company at dinner parties, evenings out, movies; we had even vacationed together on several occasions.

This revelation hit pretty close to home because I could draw a lot of parallels between them and us. As couples we had both been together roughly the same length of time. We all travelled in the same social circles and were in the same upper middle class social standing. Most importantly they were, at least from outside appearances, every bit as happy as Jana and I.

"What happened?" I asked in disbelief. "They were so happy, why are they getting divorced?"

"Dale found out Courtney was having an affair."

Well if I wasn't in shock before I sure was now. I had never known either Dale or Courtney to have a wandering eye. What I found even more unbelievable was that it was Courtney that had the affair; after all isn't it usually the guy that does the running around?

"I guess their love life had gotten a little stale," Jana continued. "When she talked to Dale about it he told her things were fine and she was imagining it. She tried to get him to spice things up in the bedroom a little bit but I guess he wanted no part of it so she decided to take it upon herself to do it without him."

I looked at Jana and a thought came to me, is there more to her motivation in this conversation than what she's leading on? Is she trying to gently break it to me that she's having an affair? Is she trying to tell me that she's not satisfied and wants somebody else?

"Is this all that's bothering you?" I asked.

"Well it just got me to thinking about us. We haven't exactly had fireworks shooting off in our bedroom lately and I started to think about whether you might be bored with me."

She paused for a moment and then in a slightly more hesitant and softer tone she went on, "It also got me wondering if I might be...well, you know, maybe a little bored with you."

"No, I don't know," I said somewhat defensively. "Are you bored with me? Maybe you'd like someone a little more exciting?"

"You see," she jumped in, "this is exactly why I didn't want to talk to you about it, Doug. I don't want to fight about this; I want to make sure our marriage stays as strong as it's always been. I'm a little concerned is all. We used to make love five times a week, now I can't remember the last time we did it five times in one month. At the rate we're going it's not going to be long before we're one of those couples that only makes love on special occasions."

I backed down from my defensive posture and softened my tone, "Well, you always say you're too tired or you have to get up early or one of a dozen other reasons."

"And you haven't exactly put a lot of effort into getting into my pants either" she retorted. "I remember when you would wine me and dine me before trying to 69 me, now you just turn out the lights and ask for sex. That's no way to put me in the mood."

I hated to admit it but she was right. We had both stopped trying. I was getting lazy, she was getting comfortable and neither of us had been working at keeping the spark alive. I looked at her and she was looking back at me, we were at a stalemate of sorts, a catch-22 if you will. We both knew about the elephant in the room but neither of us wanted to be the first one to ride it. Our love life had gotten stale and we both knew it. After 15 years it was the same old same old. It was no fault of hers or mine, it was just a fact of life, physically we simply didn't have any excitement in the bedroom and it just wasn't worth all the effort to get the same old boring sex so we just stopped trying.

"Ok, so where do we go from here?" I asked. "How do we fix it?"

"I don't know," she said while staring into her lap. "I mean I'm happy and all but don't you ever wonder if maybe there is something more?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, we can keep going on with our head stuck in the sand and pretend that nothing's wrong until one of us goes looking for an outlet somewhere else like Courtney did or we start being honest with ourselves and each other about what we really want"

"What do you mean, be honest with ourselves? Do you make a habit out of lying to yourself because I know I certainly don't?"

"I mean, if you can't be honest enough to admit to yourself what you really want sexually than there is no way you're going to be able to be honest with me. If we are going to fix this we can't be afraid to say what we really want. We both need to feel safe about sharing the desires we've kept secret from each other, even if it's a little embarrassing. If we truly love each other we should be safe to tell each other anything and everything without being afraid that we will be judged. If you love me, you won't judge me and I know that I love you enough that I'm willing to listen with an open mind to anything you want to tell me. I want to feel safe enough that I can share my most intimate fantasies with you without being embarrassed and even more importantly I want to be the person that you feel safe telling your fantasies to. If we truly love each other shouldn't we be able to tell each other things that we wouldn't say to anybody else? Isn't that what being together is all about? Sharing our whole life with each other and not just part of who we are."

I looked into her face as I searched for the words that would best suit the situation. "I'm at a loss here Jana. The way you're talking it sounds like you want us to get into some weird freaky sex and you're just trying to find a way to break it to me."

"Not at all," she said," or at least not that I know of right now, but if we travel this road we might find a thing or two that could fall a little off the beaten path so to speak and let's face it taste, or in this case fantasy, is a subjective thing. Things that you may think are normal might trip my weird meter and vice versa. I want us to be each other's safe zone, free to share whatever is on our mind and not have to worry about losing each other's love or respect."

"Ok, I think I see what you're saying but again, where do we go from here?"

"Well I guess the first place to start is honesty. We need to have honest communication and share our fantasies. With open and honest communication and maybe with a little patience we can start to understand what things lurk beneath the surface that get our motors running. We need to start sharing those dark secrets with each other to get a better understanding of what each of us really wants."

I had to admit this proposal of Jana's was sounding better all the time. Despite years of prodding I've never been able to convince her to share her fantasies with me so even if we just talk about her turn-ons it's a win for me, and who knows, maybe from there we start getting a little more adventurous in the bedroom. Well if that's not a win/win than nothing is.

"This all sounds well and good Jana, but where do we start?"

"That I don't know yet, but knowing that we are open to at least looking at finding a solution before there is a huge problem is a good start. I guess for now we take some time to digest what this all means and what we want to accomplish and we go from there."

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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by Bankshot1993 » Thu Dec 03, 2020 7:25 am

Chapter 2 -- The birth of an agreement

The next day I was a little distracted at work after the rather unsettling conversation I'd had with Jana. Compounding the problem was the fact that I'd gotten next to no sleep either after tossing around in bed all night. My imagination was running away with all that I had been told and it wasn't long before my mind was making mountains where only mole hills could be found.

When I got home that night I confronted Jana again. My imagination had run away like a freight train over the course of the day and by the time I got home I had convinced myself she was most likely already in the process of filing for a divorce and preparing to run away with some tall stud with a nine inch cock. My fears were quickly laid to rest and Jana explained that my thoughts were the very opposite of what was really at the heart of the conversation.

" I love you so much" she explained, "In you I've found the person that I want to share everything with... my hopes, fears... successes and failures and yes, my fantasies and my body. I didn't bring this all up because I'm not happy, I brought this all up because I want to stay this happy for ever and I want to know that I'm doing everything I can to make sure you're happy too. I want to be the person that you look at and your heart skips a beat, the person you can't imagine living without because that's what you are to me."

"But you already are all those things to me and more," I told her. "If we didn't change a single thing, I would still be happy just to be with you for the rest of my life."

She looked at me and smiled, reached out and took my hand in hers and then in a most calming and loving way she said, "I know. That's what makes it possible, that's what can make it work so well. If it wasn't for that overwhelming love you feel for me and the love I feel for you, we would never be able to humor the thought of being adventurous because our own insecurities about what we mean to each other would always stop us from letting loose. It is only because we are so secure in our feelings for each other that we can take it to an even better place."

I had to admit, her words had calmed me quite a bit and I was feeling significantly better. I was starting to realize she wasn't trying to trade me in on a newer model, but rather she was just trying to add a little dessert to our prime rib dinner. With this epiphany, I once again started to see the potential in what we were talking about and the excitement that it could bring.

As I sat awash in the feelings of love I was now enjoying, my train of thought was interrupted as Jana renewed the conversation.

"Sooooo," she said as I regained my focus, "I was thinking today and I have a proposal for you. I thought a lot about this proposal and I have to tell you, I think it's pretty exciting so hopefully you will too. It will be a game of sorts but a very exciting and very naughty game. Do you want to hear it?"

I started to feel the nervousness creep back into my stomach, "Ok," I replied, "let me have it."

"I propose that once every month, say for example the first Sunday of each new month, we will present each other with one of our sexual fantasies. We will give it to each other in written form with as much detail as possible. I'm not saying it has to be a graphic novel but it has to be a little more than just a sentence or two. From there we will each have the rest of the month to try to come as close to filling that fantasy as possible."

"We'll need some ground rules I think." she continued. "First of all, we can't outright say no. Once a fantasy has been presented it must be filled as close to the fantasy as possible. The only reason for modifying the fantasy is because physical limitations may prevent part of the fantasy from being possible. That means you can't ask me to masturbate with a dildo that's bigger than your leg, it won't fit, get over it, it's never going to happen. Secondly, there can be no request made that could get somebody in trouble with the law or have a significant adverse affect on somebody's life. That means you can't tell me you've always fantasized about me running naked through downtown and expect me to do it because I'll get arrested."

I looked at Jana and hesitantly I explained, "I don't know if I feel comfortable with not being able to say no. What if it's something that there is just no way I can make myself do?"

"Ah, way ahead of you on that. We will each get 1 veto"

"A veto?" I asked.

"Yes, we can each have a one time veto that we can use to say no."

"Ok, seems reasonable I guess."

Then she continued, "I think to be fair and to keep everybody as open minded as possible we should have one more rule with the veto. I think if anybody exercises their veto power, then both fantasies are cancelled for the month and we start again the following month, that way you have something to lose if you use your veto power."

Ok," I interrupted. "What's to stop somebody from asking for the same fantasy again after the veto has been used?"

"Good point." Jana responded. "I guess then there needs to be a second rule for using the veto, once a fantasy has been vetoed it can't be brought up again."

"Does that apply to the other fantasy that gets thrown out when the veto is used?"

"Hmmm," Jana looked up, lost deep in thought. "That's a good question. I guess it would be fairer that way. If I vetoed your fantasy forever than I would be vetoing mine forever too, that would certainly make me think long and hard about using my veto. On the other hand," she continued, "should one person lose because of something out of their control?"

I took a brief pause in Jana's rambling as my opportunity to interject my thoughts. "I think if the point of this is to take us out of our comfort zone and really make us push the boundaries then I think we both need to have a big stake on the table, so in my opinion I think the answer is yes, when one veto is used both fantasies are thrown out forever."

"I agree," came her reply. "This will definitely make it very hard to use the veto power."

"Alright, I'm in. When do we start? How do we get this going? You seem to have given this a lot of thought so tell me, how do we move from talking to doing?"

"First you have to tell me if you agree to all the terms."

"Ok, yes I agree to the terms as long as you're not planning on turning me into a sex toy for the university football team."

"Well I guess you'll have to save your veto power for when that one comes up." Jana joked, or at least I hope she was joking.

"Ha ha, very funny." I responded

"OK, I'll call that an agreement then. So I would propose we start like this; think about the fantasy that you want to start with. Write it down on paper in as much detail as you can, you have until Saturday to do this and I will do the same. Sunday is the first of the month so Sunday morning we will give each other our fantasy story after which we have one month to make the arrangements to make it come true for each other. Oh, and one last thing, if anybody is going to use their power of veto it must be done in the first three days. This will give us enough time to think about if we really want to do it or not and more importantly, we won't be wasting time making arrangements for a fantasy that isn't going to happen."

"Ok, but one more thing," I interjected.

"And what's that?"

"How long is this going to go on for? Are we doing this for the rest of our lives or is this a onetime thing? I'm just thinking what if one of us isn't comfortable with where this is going?"

"Another good point." She said. "I'll tell you what. We'll say that this experiment will go on for the next six months. That's six fantasies each, 4 if we both use our veto. Afterwards we will decide if we should continue. If we both decide to continue, then we renew our agreement for another six months but if either of us want out than we are both out, no argument. With each renewal we each get another veto chip to use at our discretion but veto chips can't be carried over. No stock piling of veto chips allowed so if you don't use it you lose it."

"This should actually make the agreement work out better. Going in six month terms means if we want each other to continue we will have to be careful not to stray too far outside of each other's comfort zone for fear that the other won't want to renew the agreement but it will also force us to push for what we want even more because we won't have much opportunity to do it and there's no guarantee we will agree to renew."

So that was it, who knew what would happen next and what roads we would travel as a result of this sexual pact we had just made. At first I was excited, my mind raced at the very thought of all the fantasies I was going to get to live out. I was going to be the envy of every man alive. I had a gorgeous wife that was going to make my every fantasy come true who could ask for anything more.

It suddenly dawned on me though; I already was the envy of most men. I had an incredibly sexy wife that any guy would kill to have for an evening and she was so devoted to me that she was going to make all my dreams come true. Then I thought, what about her dreams? What about her fantasies? I started to realize in all of this I never stopped to think about her fantasies and what I was going to have to do. Who knows, maybe I wouldn't even be involved. Maybe her fantasy involved that university football team I mentioned earlier and I would only hear about it second hand. I suddenly realized that my veto power wasn't going to be used to save myself from doing something I didn't want to do, it would be used to stop her from doing something I didn't want her doing. I would have to do everything she asked of me in order to protect that precious veto power to stop her from doing some gut churning thing that would destroy me. Have I made a deal with the devil, a beautiful and incredibly sexy devil? Only time would tell.

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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by Bankshot1993 » Thu Dec 03, 2020 7:27 am

Chapter 3 -- Sunday Comes at last

The week came and went uneventfully. But as the weekend drew ever closer I was getting more butterflies in my stomach by the day. The excitement of living out a fantasy was so unbearable I could hardly wait but the anxiety of finding out what Jana's fantasy was going to be was even more unbearable.

I had decided that I would be somewhat cautious with my first foray into our sexual agreement. I didn't want to ask for the moon in our first month and scare Jana off. Not to mention there was a bit of fear. Common sense told me I better not make her do anything that she might turn around and ask me to do in return. So after a lot of thought I had decided that I wanted to see her masturbate. Sure, I've seen it in porn but the thought of a woman being so overcome with lust that she had to satisfy herself has always turned me on so much I would get an instant erection just thinking about it, plus I figured this one was pretty safe. I had never been privileged enough to watch a women masturbate in real life before and I would have no problem reciprocating if she made the same request of me next month.

So I devised a big elaborate story and wrote out about how Jana would be watching some work men doing some road work. She would watch as they got all hot and sweaty until the heat between her legs was as hot as the asphalt they were working on. She would touch herself imagining the workers naked. She would continue to working herself up until she couldn't take anymore and masturbate to a huge orgasm at the thought of them touching her. Now of course this was my fantasy so I would obviously need to be there to watch. I thought this one would be pretty easy for Jana to pull off. She could just climb into bed and start with a little dirty talk about some construction worker she saw pretending to be all hot and bothered and then just go from there.

When Saturday arrived I was a mess. I had a permanent hard on that nothing could get rid of. I was so excited at the thought of watching Jana lying on our bed masturbating it had me in a perpetual state of arousal. The contrast of course was the other side of this coin, the flip side to our agreement, Jana's tat for my tit so to speak. What was her fantasy going to be? Would I be involved or was this just her way of tricking me into getting permission to have an affair? Either way, it was too late to back out now. Even if I could back out, I don't know if I would.

We went through our regular Saturday routines but I did notice a little bounce in Jana's step and I could see she was pretty excited. I assumed it was with this new game that we would soon be playing. All throughout the day I saw her out of the corner of my eye, smiling away, jubilantly going about her chores and it kept me wondering what I was in for. Occasionally she would walk by intentionally to close and let her hand brush past my now permanently hard cock and let out a little giggle as she did it. She even went so far as to making a few comments about it.

By the time night came I felt like a kid on Christmas eve. Jana knew I was as excited as she was. We both could have given each other our fantasies days ago but the build up and anticipation was part of the game meant to build excitement. When we climbed into bed she finally gave me the first indication that she still had every intention of going through with this.

"Are you ready for tomorrow?" she asked me.

"Well whatever do you mean?"

My attempt at humor was met with a quick jab to the ribs by Jana's elbow.

"You know exactly what I mean." She said. "You've had a hard on for two days now and it isn't because you like doing yard work. You must have a heck of a fantasy written down for me to fulfill. That's alright though, I certainly have one of my own that I'm dying to live out."

As soon as those words escaped her lips I felt the pit of my stomach drop ten feet. "Oh my god, what have I done." I thought to myself. No sooner had these words crossed my mind but I suddenly noticed Jana's hand lightly stroking up the inside of my thighs. It wasn't long before her hand had made its way into my lounging pants and around my engorged member. I had been hard for so long it was starting to ache and Jana's gentle touch was a very soothing oasis to my throbbing groin. Her hand was cool and soft and she was fondling me with a gentleness that felt exquisite. Gently she wrapped her hand around my cock and started to stroke it and she started to whisper in my ear. I could barely hear what she was whispering but I could faintly hear her saying how much she was looking forward to her fantasy.

Well that was it for me, she had just started stroking me but when I heard her talking about living out her fantasy I couldn't hold back anymore and I blew my load all over the inside of my pajamas.

"Oh my god." I exclaimed. "I'm so sorry. I don't know what came over me. I've never cum that fast."

Jana looked at me with a wicked smile and an evil twinkle in her eye. "It must be because you've been so excited all day, you just couldn't hold back anymore."

Jana's never been afraid to give an occasional blow job although truth be told you could tell by the way she did it that she didn't really like doing it. Not that she was bad at it only that it was always a pretty quick affair and she would never do it for more than a couple minutes and never anywhere near long enough for me to orgasm so the issue of swallowing has never come up which is why what happened next came as such a shock to me. As I laid there apologizing for going off to quickly, she was working her way down my belly with small delicate kisses.

"That's ok," she told me "I'd be happy to clean that up for you."

And with that she pulled on the waist band of my pajamas making sure to leave as much of my cum undisturbed as possible. She then continued her journey down my stomach dragging her tongue across my belly button and into the waiting puddle of my seed.

"Mmm..." I heard her moan as her tongue swirled around in the small puddle of cum. Then she gently grabbed my flaccid cock and wrapped her lips around it. "We better make sure we get every drop," she said just before she engulfed my cock with her mouth. She continued sucking on my limp cock making sure there was nothing left, than she turned her attention back to my stomach. Slowly she drew her tongue up my stomach just below my belly button, licking up the cum that had been deposited there moments earlier. Like a child with her favorite flavor of ice cream she licked up the semen, systematically working from one side to the other being careful not to miss anything.

I couldn't believe what was happening. Jana's always been a little on the vanilla side when it came to sex and now, all of a sudden here she is talking dirty and licking cum off me like it was her last meal. If this was just the prelude, I can hardly wait to see where the rest of this adventure is going to take us.

"Awww," I heard Jana say.

I looked down at her and saw her looking at me with a pouty expression on her face and big puppy dog eyes. "What's wrong?" I asked.

"It's all gone," she said in a playfully sad voice. "Whatever is a girl to do?" she asked in an overly animated manner, "Hmmm, don't worry I have an idea that will fix this right up."

And with that she went right back down and started sucking on my manhood with a vigor I've never felt before and I knew it wouldn't take much of this attention until I would be back to full erection. It was amazing, feeling my flaccid cock bending around her warm wet tongue as she swirled it around her mouth was the most intense feeling I've ever felt there. It's hard to describe this weird and wonderful feeling but it didn't last long. Very quickly I started to become hard again and I could feel myself growing in her mouth. I could feel the space that only a moment ago could easily accommodate my cock was now quickly running out of room as my cock swelled.

"Oh that's much better," she said and then continued her ministrations.

All I could do was lay there in awe. Never have I experienced such an erotic blow job and Jana was doing it like it was all she wanted to do for the rest of her life. Even though I had just blown my load 5 minutes earlier she was bound and determined to have me do it again. Her hand stroked me, slowly at first as her head bobbed up and down on the head of my cock, but then sped up with more urgency as her attentions continued.

Without warning she dropped her face all the way to my groin. She had never deep throated me in her life and now she was here with her nose buried in my pubic hair and my cock down her throat. She held fast for a few seconds and the feeling was amazing. I could feel the opening of her throat stretched tight around my shaft and then the expanse of her throat open up to a more accommodating size. The excitement was unbelievable and I knew I wouldn't be able to hold out much longer. Again and again she went balls deep, and each time the tightness of her throat felt like I was plunging into a virgin.

I was completely lost in the exquisite feeling of the best blow job of my life with my hand tangled in Jana's hair when I noticed her wet finger start to worm its way into the crack of my behind. This was a little unsettling. If this was Jana's way of bringing down my excitement level to make me last longer it was working as I went from ready to pop to ready to drop in no time at all. Jana's probing finger finally reached my anus and gently massaged it. This made me even more nervous but I tried to relax and keep an open mind. As I did this I started to enjoy it, I realized that it actually felt pretty good. I had never experienced any kind of anal play and prostate stimulation was something I only knew about from rumor and men's health magazines, but now feeling it for the first time I could see the appeal to it. As I continued to relax Jana slowly worked a finger into my anus. Gently she found my prostate and started to massage it, rubbing her finger back and forth over it as she continued to mouth my organ and stroke me.

I wasn't prepared for what came next. The intensity of this attention grew and I could feel my body begin to tighten up as another orgasm approached but this time it was different. This wasn't a spasm of muscles in my groin; this was a full body convulsion so extreme it felt like I was being electrocuted. Jana started to push more firmly on my prostate as she sucked harder on my manhood until I exploded. I couldn't believe how intense my orgasm was. I was physically exhausted at its completion and Jana just sucked up my semen like it was the nectar of life.

"Holy fuck...,".It was all I could think of to say and even saying that was a chore. My head was spinning and trying to string enough words together to make a sentence was beyond what I was capable of at the moment.

I looked down at her lying between my legs with her hands intertwined across my stomach and her chin resting on the back of her hands. She was smiling so intently and the twinkle in her eyes made me fall in love all over again.

"Well I'm guessing you enjoyed that a lot," she said as she ran her hand up and down my chest. "I've been practicing all week just for tonight."

"Well, it certainly paid off because that was unbelievable, I've never had a blow job like that in my life."

Hold on, wait a minute, what the hell did she just say? Practicing... what did she mean by practicing? Practicing with whom? There were alarm bells ringing off in my head and the fire trucks were being dispatched, my head was spinning with the revelation of what Jana had just said.

"Did you just say you've been practicing? With who?" I asked her in a rather alarmed voice.

"With Gerald sweetie, I hope you don't mind." She looked at me and saw the alarm in my eyes. "Would you like to meet Gerald," she asked, "I can go get him if you like." With that, she sprang out of bed and walked over to her dresser, opened one of the drawers and proceeded to extricate a rather flexible, flesh toned slightly larger than average sized dildo. "Gerald, meet Doug. Doug, meet Gerald," as she was saying this she held out the dildo and started shaking it up and down in an exaggerated hand shaking motion.

Words can't express the relief I felt at the realization that Gerald was nothing more than a dildo. I looked up and let out a mild laugh at this revelation and held my hand out for Jana, gesturing for her to rejoin me in the bed. I have to admit I was surprise at this new information as I had no idea Jana had a dildo but this also made me realize this was going to make my fantasy for her to fill out that much better.

As Jana rejoined me in bed, she looked into my eyes with an impish grin.

"I hope you're not jealous," she said. "Gerald and I have had a thing going on for a little while now, I hope you're ok with it." As she finished saying this she leaned over and kissed Gerald on the tip.

Now, had somebody sat there and told me a story about a girl going down on a dildo I would have laughed at the ridiculousness of it but as I sat watching Jana, I was completely spellbound. There was eroticism about it. The way she seductively closed her eyes as she lovingly caressed the phallic symbol and parted her lips to slowly lower her mouth over it was entrancing. I watched as she gently kissed her way up and down the shaft of the dildo and again slid it into her mouth. She wasn't merely sucking on Gerald, she was making love to him and, it was hot. I watched, completely entranced with my mouth partly agape. I'm sure if somebody had seen me they'd have thought me to be a brian dead vegetable with drool running down my chin, but that wasn't the case at all, I was simply enraptured by how beautiful the scene before me was playing out.

I regained my senses and pulled Jana to me. I leaned in and kissed that beautiful woman like it was our first kiss all over again and I felt my head spin and my heart flutter. I now truly realized how much I loved her and how exciting she made my life.

We made love that night for the first time in a very, very long time. Sure we had sex many times in recent memory but tonight we made love. It wasn't about having an orgasm, there was no knuckle dragging sweaty grunting aggressive sex. It was soft and tender, we explored every inch of each other and kissed with passion. We got lost in each other's eyes and we drank in the total sensuality of it. Tonight wasn't about sex, it was about showing each other love through a physical expression and it was amazing.

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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by Bankshot1993 » Thu Dec 03, 2020 7:29 am

Chapter 4 -- "The Show"

Jana and I awoke the next morning in each other's arms feeling like newlyweds. I can't recall the last time I felt so close to her. I looked at her lying in my arms as she nestled in and I reflected back on the evening's events. I squeezed her a little tighter and leaned down to kiss the top of her head.

Mmm... Good morning my great stud of a man," she said jokingly as she rubbed her hand up and down my abdomen.

"Good morning gorgeous, can I interest you in a coffee?"

"That sounds wonderful," she replied.

We both got up and headed out of the bedroom. Upon entering the hallway Jana headed to the bathroom and I to the kitchen.

"I've got to do something about this morning breath before I knock myself out," she chuckled.

I headed to the kitchen to get started on a pot of coffee. I used the bathroom off the kitchen to relieve myself while Jana used the upstairs bathroom to go through her usual morning routine. About 15 minutes had passed by before she finally joined me in the kitchen. Upon her arrival she leaned in for a good morning kissed but was met quickly with a hand help up to stop her.

"Whoa there Nelly," I said in my best western accent, "You clean up real good an all but I reckon I best be takin' care of a little oral hygiene myself, I've gotten kinda attached to ya and I wouldn't want ya runnin fer the hills."

Jana let out a little chuckle and said "Oh all right, you go ahead and I'll make some toast."

When I returned Jana had put out a cup of coffee and a small plate with some toast at each of our usual assigned seats around the kitchen table. I noticed one more thing, there leaned up against my coffee cup, an envelope, plain and unmarked all but for a small heart drawn on the front.

She saw that I had taken immediate notice of the letter and I knew right away what its contents were going to be. I hesitated for a minute looking at the envelope knowing its contents represented a new chapter in our lives. Knowing that once I opened that envelope and read its contents I ran the risk of forever having my perception of my loving wife changed for better or worse.

"Oh," I said, "so this is it is it?"

"Yes, is something wrong?"

"No no, I just ... well it just seems... I don't know I guess it just feels a little unceremonious. That envelope could forever change our relationship, just leaning it up against a coffee cup and discussing it over toast seems a little more casual than I was thinking, that's all."

"Well, I thought about hiring a marching band and filming a documentary but the high school marching band was booked and Steven Spielberg is working on a new movie."

I laughed at Jana's comments, realizing just how ridiculous my thinking was.

"Do you perhaps have something for me?" she said quizzically.

"Why as a matter of fact, yes I do dear" and with that I turned and left the room returning a moment later with an envelope of my own. I reached out to hand it to her, but stopped for a second.

"So what do we do here? Do we read it out loud to each other right here or do we split up and go read it in private. Do we read them at the same time or take turns, what?"

"I would say we can read them to ourselves right here," she replied.

"Ok, well here goes I guess," and with that I handed over the envelope and picked up the one waiting for me.

I was pretty simplistic in my letter to Jana. In hindsight one might have thought it was written by a caveman. Uhg, me want see you masturbate... uhg me get horny watching. Ok, it wasn't that simplistic but not much better. Jana's however was far more eloquent. She had given hers a title, broken it down into paragraphs spelled it out in 2 pages. I felt maybe I might have let her down with my overly simply approach.

As I started to read hers, I heard her let out a small laugh and I was immediately humiliated.

"What," I exclaimed "it's not that weird, it's a pretty common fantasy I'll have you know."

"Ohhhh no no no no," came her reply. "I'm not laughing at your fantasy. Just read mine and I'm sure you'll understand."

With that, I proceeded to read through Jana's fantasy and yes, I did understand, I saw right away why she was laughing. You see, my first fantasy was all about her masturbating while I watch and her fantasy was all about being an exhibitionist and getting watched. The example I had given in my letter was that she would see a bunch of construction workers and get all worked up and have to masturbate. Well, her story that she so deftly titled "The Show", was all about how she is somewhere that she thought she was alone and had privacy and would not realize she was being watched. She would start to pleasure herself and eventually notice that she was being watched from afar. Rather than have modesty take over and hide out of embarrassment she would go further, putting in an effort to make it a really hot show. In her fantasy, she talks about how she gets more and more turned on and works harder and harder to put on a show for her spectator in an attempt to get him totally turned on by her and the more she gets turned on the more her audience gets turned on which then turns her on even more.

Wow, is it hot in here or is it just me. Reading what she had written had me so turned on I couldn't believe it. I looked at her and smiled a devilish smile and said "Well, I don't have to wait three days to tell you I'm all in for this one. Damn this is smokin' hot Jana. Maybe I'm not reading this right but I think we can kill 2 birds with one stone this time around."

"I think you're right," she said, "as long as there is a little flexibility on your part."

"I don't understand, why does there need to be flexibility on my part?"

"Well, in your fantasy you're right there watching but in my fantasy I'm being watched secretly to start with."

"Oh, I understand, but in your fantasy the spectator eventually becomes more brazen and takes a front row seat so I think we meet the requirements to call it a fantasy fulfilled."

"Perfect," she said, "in that case I guess you get off pretty lucky this month."

"How so" I asked?

"Well, this month you're not going to have to do anything, I will look after all the arrangements and we'll both get our fantasies fulfilled at the same time."

"Uh... okay then, I guess that's that."

I was excited at the prospect and couldn't wait to see what Jana would come up with. I figured she would come up with some story where I had to go out for a night but would have to return after realizing I'd forgotten something and "catch" her in the act, first watching through a crack in the door and then pulling up a chair for the show. I couldn't wait.

The next week passed by uneventfully but I had to admit I was still pretty excited about the events to come at some point this month. Our sex life had definitely picked up a notch as we were both on a bit of a high. Crazy thing, as you start spending so much time trying to figure out how you're going to make somebody's fantasy happen and working out the logistics of it all, or you start thinking about having your own fantasy fulfilled, you suddenly realize you're thinking about sex all the time. When you're thinking about sex all the time, well you're going to want sex all the time and there was no question Jana and I were thinking about sex all the time. We were going at it like rabbits. We were having sex every night and she had even called me to meet her at lunch time a couple times to go for a lunch time quickie. We went from having sex maybe once a week to having sex 12 times in the span of 5 days.

It was happening so often that by the time the weekend came I needed a break as I was literally getting rubbed raw. Jana was quite attentive though, taking the time to rub some soothing suave on my member a couple times a day from Friday and all through the weekend. By the time Monday came, I was ready to go again.

When we woke up Monday morning I wanted to start the week off with a bang (pun very much intended), but Jana had other plans and said she couldn't because she had to get ready for work as she had to be in to the office early but she did invite me to meet her for lunch and she would happily take care of business then. I eagerly accepted the invitation. She told me she would text me later and let me know where to meet her.

There was a big smile on my face later that morning when I finally heard Jana's text ring through to my phone. I looked at the text and it was instructions to meet her at a parkade not far from my work, so close to my work in fact that I could walk there rather than drive.

As noon approached I got ready to make my way out of the steel mill to meet Jana for a little afternoon delight. I left the office and headed down the street. Getting across the street was a little difficult as there was some road construction going on that had the traffic backed up but I had left a couple minutes early so I would still be there in time. As I approached the car park, I easily spotted Jana's car parked on the bottom level right at street side in front of the closed off section of road. As I got closer I saw that Jana was sitting in the car waiting for me (or so I thought). By the time I was close enough to see into the car a little better I could see that she looked like she was taking a nap. Her eyes were closed and her head was laid back on the head rest but then I saw her open her eyes for a moment and then close them again. I was puzzled to say the least.

Then it all became perfectly clear, as I got even closer I stopped dead in my tracks. I could see that her shirt had been unbuttoned and her hand was inside it, she was fondling her breast. Her shirt was completely undone and half open, you couldn't really see anything but it was obvious what she was doing. I instantly got hard. I didn't want to disturb her, but I so wanted to see more, so I hid behind another car and just watched. I could see that her left hand was in her shirt but her right hand was down. I had to get closer, I had to see what her other hand was doing. I crept closer being careful not to be seen by her. I managed to get to a vantage point that left no question what her right hand was doing. I managed to get to a place where looking into her rear-view mirror I could see her hand in her lap, her skirt pulled up around her hips and her fingers busily rubbing her clit through her panties.

Oh my God, I couldn't believe it, she couldn't wait for me. She started without me and it was turning me on like I've never been turned on before. Now the whole time that I was being careful not to be seen by her, I didn't realize that there was a number of guys on the road work crew that had noticed me and had a sudden curiosity as to what had gotten my interest. As I crept closer to my wife's car they suddenly realized what was going on and they were now moving in for a closer look themselves.

Well, to say I panicked would be an understatement. I rushed up to Jana's car and knocked on the window to warn her about the four men on their way over. Jana turned her head and looked at me, she had a lust look in her eyes and she looked completely lost in sexual abandon. She smiled at me and continued what she was doing. I knocked on the window again and as she looked I hastily pointed at the men that were closing in on her car. She looked up and saw them approach and stopped what she was doing. I thought she would quickly fix herself up and let me in but instead she reached into the console of her car and pulled out Gerald, her dildo. With that she leaned her chair back further, pulled her panties to the side and started to slowly work Gerald into her soaking wet pussy.

By this time the construction workers were only feet away from my wife's car and were starting to whoop and holler. I brought my finger to my lips and made a shushing sound to them. I told them to be quite or she would get scared and drive away, truth be told I just didn't want them drawing anymore attention than what she had already garnered. They instantly quieted down but they were still every bit as bold and they continued to get closer until they were literally leaning on the driver's window watching as Jana fucked herself with her dildo. Her moans were getting louder and louder and it was obvious she was getting close to climaxing. That's when I noticed one of the workers had actually taken out his cock and was masturbating right there. It wasn't long before another one of them started, before long all four had their cocks out aimed right at Jana only about a foot from her face with nothing but her window between them. I looked back at her and she was staring at them, watching as they stroked their cocks for her, fucking herself more furiously by the minute as her excitement increased until finally she let out a scream and began to shudder with the most intense orgasm I've ever seen her have. She sat there shaking for around 30 seconds in orgasmic bliss as one after the other the workmen came on her window.

Slowly she withdrew Gerald from her pussy, I could see her seat was wet from her orgasm and her face was flushed. She buttoned her shirt, pulled down her skirt and put Gerald back in the console. She then turned to me and winked, put her keys in the ignition and started the car. She then rolled down her window a couple inches looked at the men still standing there with a look of shock on their faces and said "Thanks for the show boys, let's do it again sometime." With that, she backed her car out and drove off.

There I stood dumfounded, face to face with 4 men that just saw my wife pleasure herself and they had pleasured themselves, right in front of my wife. I couldn't believe what I just witnessed. I was so conflicted. Part of me was humiliated that these men had seen such an intimate side of my wife, part of me was embarrassed for being part of this dirty, voyeuristic party but all of me was so aroused I honestly was afraid the friction of my pants against my crotch would make we ejaculate in my pants as I walked away. To say that my mind was blown was an understatement.

When I arrived home after work I noticed as I walked by Jana's car that her driver's side window had still not been cleaned off. I opened the door and was met by an exuberant Jana. As soon as I walked in the door she came running to me and threw herself into my arms while giving me a big kiss on the cheek.

"You played your part to perfection!" she squealed excitedly.

"Huh... what are you..."

Oh my god, how stupid am I? This whole thing was the fantasy. Everything that happened today had been set up by her. It was our two fantasies together and she did it to perfection. I couldn't believe that I hadn't clued in until now.

"If there is an Oscar category for best actress while playing out somebody's fantasy, then you'll win it hands down. That was by far the hottest thing I've ever witnessed in my life. It was more than I could have hoped for."

"Why thank you, kind sir," she said as she curtsied and bowed in my direction.

"Were the workmen in on it" I asked?

"No, but they are the reason I chose that location. I was sort of hoping that would happen. Your fantasy was to watch me but my fantasy was to be watched by a slightly bigger audience, so I kind of thought if I got close enough to them one of them would eventually notice and come for a closer look. I knew if one noticed he wouldn't come alone. All in all, I would say it worked out pretty well. You're not upset about it are you?"

"Well at first I was a little bit, but when I got back to the office I kept thinking more and more about how bad those guys wanted you and how they would've done anything to touch you and I just kept getting more and more excited by it. I eventually had to go in to the washroom and jerk off because I was making a mess out of the front of my pants with pre cum and there was no getting rid of that hard on any other way."

"So you're not mad then?"

"Hell no, I've never been so proud to be your husband in all my life."

And with that we ran upstairs for some very heated and very sweaty, knuckle dragging, grunting, hair pulling Neanderthal sex.

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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by Bankshot1993 » Thu Dec 03, 2020 7:33 am

Chapter 5 - The Awakening

The next morning over breakfast I asked Jana, "so what do you think about yesterday? You didn't really say much about how you felt about it."

"It was amazing. I felt so desirable and so sexy. The way those guys couldn't take their eyes off me got me so worked up. I felt so powerful at that moment, like I could have told them to do anything and they would have done it, god it was incredible."

"Well I'm glad you found it as exciting as I did. It was the most erotic, exciting thing I've ever been part of and seeing those guys get so turned on that they had to masturbate in the middle of a car park just made me realize more than ever how desirable you are. I still can't believe how turned on I was, hell still am. Every time I close my eyes I relive it all over again. I didn't think I could love you anymore but now I see I was wrong because seeing how exciting you can be just brings me to a whole new level. I'm glad you talked me into this, so far it's been more than I could have hoped."

"I'm glad too" she said, "This could be the start of something amazing."

With that we hurried ourselves along to get ready for work. The rest of the week flew by and we were acting like a newlywed couple all over again. We couldn't get enough of each other, being apart just to go to work seemed like a challenge and the weekend wasn't much different. When we were at home we were all over each other and when we were out we were still all over each other, we were just limited to what decency laws would allow. Even our friends were asking what had gotten into us and what our secret to keeping it fresh was. We would just smile and make some comment about keeping it exciting.

Time passed and before we knew it the month was ending and we would soon be starting our little game all over again. Unlike last month, I was more excited and less nervous than I had been the previous month. After what had happened at the start of the month and seeing Jana's commitment to me I could see this was going to be an amazing experience. I can honestly say that my insecurities were quickly fading and I was opening up to more of the possibilities this arrangement would afford us. Before I knew it the first Sunday of the month was on us and it was time to exchange our monthly letter.

I had thought a lot about what I would write out this month. My mind flooded with possibilities and I had a hard time settling on just one. Eventually I had decided. Sure I had all the normal fantasies of the average guy and I'm sure number one on top of that list was to be with two girls but I wasn't quite ready to introduce the idea of bringing in an outsider to our relationship. I thought I would wait for a bit on that, plus I wanted to see what direction Jana was going to go with this as well. I didn't want to ruin a good thing by taking this in a totally different direction than was her intention to go.

So after much deliberation I finally decided that I wanted to try a little bondage and submission sex. I wanted to tie her up and do whatever I wanted with her. I know, I know, this one is still pretty tame by most people's standards but you have to remember we're still sort of warming up to this and you know the old saying you gotta learn to walk before you run.

We did the same routine we had the month previous, it just seemed right. I handed over my letter and she handed over hers. We each sat in silence and read the others letter with great interest. Her fantasy this time around I never would have seen coming in a million years. I looked at it somewhat shocked and in disbelief as did Jana with mine.

"uuuhhh... I guess I need to clarify something here first" started Jana. "Your fantasy says total control, those two words scare me a little. What happens if I don't like what's going on, then what I just go with it anyway?"

"yep, that's right"

"Well isn't there at least supposed to be a safe word or something?"

"Usually, but not this time, this time you are going to surrender yourself totally to me. I will call all the shots. This may seem scary but if you trust me and trust in my love for you, you will know that I would never do anything that would hurt you. Well hurt you permanently anyway" I snickered.

"Ok" she said "I have three days to think about this. And what about you, do you have any questions about my fantasy?"

"Um, well no, not really it's pretty straight forward I guess. I'll need my three days to try to figure out how I can do it though. I have to admit I didn't really expect this one."

I went through the rest of Sunday wondering how I was going to pull off such a request.

I spent the entire night with my arms wrapped around Jana as she played little spoon to my big spoon. Occasionally she would wiggle her firm ass against my cock which was nestled quite contentedly between her but cheeks. I say with full certainty, this didn't make sleeping an easy task. I had never taken Jana's ass, it was always a taboo thing for her. She said she didn't want me thinking of her that way. She had been a little prudish over the years and to her, anal sex was just something that dirty girls did not respectable wives. If this game continued to play out the way it was I would be remedying that situation in the near future.

When I awoke On Monday morning I was still no closer to a solution than I was when Jana had first handed me her fantasy letter.

I started the conversation as we sat down to breakfast. "Jana, I have to tell you something here, I'm just not sure how I can pull off this request."

"Doug , are you judging my fantasy? Remember for this to work we need to both be open minded and not judgemental."

"No, it's nothing like that" I said, "it's just that I don't know how to do it. I can't for the life of me figure out how to make this one a reality. If I can think of a way to pull it off than I will but at the moment I'm stumped."

"OOOhhh" she said, "I understand. I thought you were saying you couldn't do it because it was too weird for you."

We continued to discuss it for another ten minutes when finally Jana Broke the stalemate, Ok, we have until Tuesday night to accept or veto this month's fantasies but for now we both have to get to work"

And with that little bump back to reality I looked at my watch and realized that I was indeed running quite late. I quickly leaned in and gave Jana a short but passionate kiss and made haste for the door.

The drive to work was fast, very fast, in fact I didn't remember any of it. I was distracted by the revelation that Jana's fantasy held and I found myself perplexed. I wondered if could do it, not because I was unwilling but I didn't understand how. I pulled into my parking stall and once again took out Jana's letter for one last reading before I headed in to work:

No, Please Stop

To lose control of a situation... to be taken by force... to be the victim of lust.

My fantasy for this month is to be raped. To have no say, simply be taken by a powerful man who is so overtaken with lust that he simply sees what he wants and takes it. I want to become the spoil of war that the conqueror claims as his own, with no regard for my pleasure or wellbeing. To simply be the object that is forced to succumb to the will of another and used for his pleasure.

Love, Jana.

I reread the letter a couple more times trying to think about how I could accomplish a realistic rape scenario.

First off Jana would know it was me so right there she would be a willing participant. How do you rape a willing participant? By the simple fact that she is willing it is no longer rape.

Secondly, I love Jana. Rape is a violent overpowering assault, not a caring physical expression of love. I don't know if I could ever treat Jana with such disdain and contempt that I would be able to make it a believable performance.

Lastly, if I do it, how would I do it so that she knows it's just her fantasy and that she isn't really the victim of an assault? Victims of sexual assault go through years of counselling to get over it. How could I do this in a way that she knows I'm not really going to hurt her and have her scarred for life?

This last concern was the one I struggled with the most.

I worked throughout the day with the distraction constantly burrowing its way around in my head. Playing out different scenarios trying to see their pit falls and what would and wouldn't work but by the end of the day I had a plan.

If I played my cards right I could even return the favor that Jana had done for me the month before, I could be responsible for fulfilling both fantasies at the same time. Trouble was though that I had to do it in a way that she wouldn't know I was going to do both of them. The first thing I had to do was to stall her on working on my fantasy so timing would be critical.

As luck would have it Jana had a weekend spa retreat planned with her friend Courtney. They had plans to go to a resort about an hours' drive away. It was meant to be a girls weekend of pampering with all the bells and whistles. They would be indulging in the typical mani/pedi routine, massages facials, mud baths and all the rest of the decadently self indulgent things women like to do in this type of setting.

Step 1 would be getting a hold of Courtney and getting her in on it. This in itself would be an awkward conversation because I was going to have to divulge to some degree our agreement and I don't know just how Courtney will take this kind of information, especially considering the current state of her own marriage and her recent separation from her husband Dale. I guess there was no better time to find out than right now I decided, so I made a quick call to Courtney and proceeded with the tip toed conversation.

I heard Courtney pick up after a couple rings, "good afternoon, Courtney speaking."

"Courtney, its Doug here, I wanted to talk to you about your trip with Jana this weekend."

"Oh don't tell me something's come up, I've been looking forward to this trip for a month."

"Oh no, nothing like that" I explained, "I have a little plan of my own and I need your help with it"

"Oh, this sounds delicious" she said mischievously," what do you need?"

I went on to explain to her a very watered down version of mine and Jana's agreement and how I wanted to make this fantasy of hers come true. I explained what my plan was and why it would work so well if we could do it at the resort they were going to.

"Ok, seriously you guys got some pretty freaky shit going on but hey, whatever floats your boat. Maybe If Dale had put this much effort into our love life we wouldn't be separated right now."

"To be honest Courtney, it was yours and Dale's situation that kind of nudged us out of our rut and into action so I sort of have you to thank for all this but I do feel bad that our kick in the complacency came at the expense of your marriage. I thought you guys were pretty happy"

"We were pretty happy. All accept for things in the bedroom anyway. Things had gotten pretty routine and I got sucked in by some guy that kept complimenting me and showing me all the attention I wasn't getting at home. He made me feel pretty special and wanted and sexy and all the other things a girl likes to feel. Before I knew it I was 2 months into an affair and didn't know how to stop. I loved Dale, still do but I felt so alive, the excitement was like a drug and I just couldn't stop. In the end the excitement was great but the price was a lot higher than I wanted to pay. I never realized what I was risking until it was too late, than it all blew up in my face."

"I know," I told her, "Jana told me what happened. I'm pulling for you guys. I hope you guys find a way to work through this. I think you guys are great together."

"Anyway Doug, so what is it that you need from me? What's my role in all this?"

"Well, your role will be to make yourself scarce for about an hour and leave Jana in the room by herself. The most important part about this though is that when you leave I need you to take Jana with you for about five minutes and leave your room door propped open so I can get in, but you have to make sure that Jana goes right back to the room afterwards, got it? She can only be gone a couple minutes."

"So all you need from me is to get her out of the room for a couple minutes while you sneak in and wait for her and then make myself scarce?"

"Yes, but it's very important that you come back after an hour, If everything goes according to plan I will be leaving her in a very compromising position, one that she will need your help out of. So you need to be gone for exactly one hour from the time she goes back to the room."

"All right, I'm in Doug. Good luck with your plan. Just text me when we are at the resort and your ready to start the show. I do need to know what night you are planning this so I can make sure that we don't have plans that will take us out of the room at the time you want to do this."

"I was thinking of Saturday. We can do it day or night, whatever is going to not look suspicious."

"Saturday night will be perfect, we don't have anything planned for the evening after dinner. We probably would have just ended up at the lounge talking over cocktails. I can tell her that I want to go for a walk after dinner for some alone time to clear my head. We've been talking a lot about how bad I screwed up my marriage so she'll buy that no problem." I picked up a tone of remorse in Courtney's voice as her words came out.

"OK, perfect, that's the plan then Saturday night, why don't we say around 8ish?"

"Good Luck Doug, I hope it works out for you, it sounds exciting."

With that I hung up. Step 1 complete, now for step two. I needed to buy some time with Jana. I needed her to think that I hadn't decided on whether or not to fill the fantasy and that would be done in a conversation when I got home.

Four hours later I walked in the door of our home and I was greeted by a very exuberant and boisterous Jana. "Hey good lookin," came my greeting as I walked in the door.

"Hey yourself handsome, how was your day?'

"Well since you ask, I've gotta tell you, it was a little distracted."

"Oh, how so?" she asked. Jana could see a look of concern in my eyes and her mood was starting to falter a little. "You look a little off, are you alright?"

"I have to admit it Jana, I'm stumped. I can't think of a way to make this fantasy work out but I haven't given up yet. What I want is an extension."

"An extension' she said with a puzzled look on her face. "What do you mean an extension?"

"Well," I started, "there are some things that I want to try to look into but I won't find out until the weekend. I figure since you're out of town this weekend anyway, maybe we could hold off on the veto deadline until then."

"Sure, I guess so."

"Ok great, than it's set, I will know and have an answer for you as soon as you get back on Sunday night."

"Sounds good to me sweetie" she said with a smile and wink.

This conversation bought me the time I needed to put my plan into action, now to get through the week without tipping my hand. There was still so much preparation and I would have to do it covertly, Jana couldn't know that I was working on her fantasy.

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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by Bankshot1993 » Thu Dec 03, 2020 7:35 am

Chapter 6 - The Weekend Arrives

The week passed by uneventfully and I was able to keep my plan under wraps. Jana and I had a good week and we had discussed our friends Dale and Courtney a couple times trying to think of ways to help their situation or deciding if we should even get involved, after all it really wasn't our place to be monkeying around in their affairs.

When I arrived home on Friday Jana was a whirlwind of activity, rushing around the house trying to get packed so she would be ready when Courtney arrived to pick her up. They planned on driving down to the resort as it was only an hour away and then they would have a car for the weekend.

I sat on the bed and watched as she picked out the outfits she planned on wearing and the bathing suit she surely would need. My only contribution to the packing was to make a suggestion to bring along a vibrator or something of that nature in case she found herself in the mood. She balked at the suggestion saying that with Courtney in the room with her, there wouldn't be enough privacy for any activity of that nature.

I reminded her that over the last two weeks she has been completely insatiable, that and the fact that her horizons seemed to be broadening by the day, well one never knows what might come in handy.

"if you're suggesting that something kinky might happen between Courtney and me well then you're in for a big disappointment, it's not that kind of a weekend"

"Well, you should bring it anyway, you never know when you might get a little alone time. Hey you never know, a late night bubble bath and a little hanky panky never hurt nobody."

"Ok, if I bring it will you stop distracting me and let me finish packing?"

"Nope, I'll just distract you in a different way" I said.

"Oh and How's that" she said. As she spoke she walked seductively over to me and straddled my lap on the bed. She leaned in for a kiss as she ground her pussy into my crotch.

"Oh I think you've got the idea already" I said. With that I slid my hand up under her shirt and bra and cupped her firm breast in my hand.

She tilted her head down to mine until our lips met. Tenderly she kissed me as her tongue slowly worked its way into my mouth and I accepted its presence with great eagerness. I continued to knead her pert breast in my hand as I rolled her nipple between my fingers. She lifted her arms and rested her elbows on my shoulders as she tangled her fingers in my hair and tasted my lips. This was raw unadulterated passion and we were just getting warmed up.

No sooner had I started to push her shirt up over her head when we were interrupted by the obtrusive blast of a car horn out in our front driveway.

"Oh shit, Courtney's here and I'm not ready yet"

"What can I do to help" I asked.

"Well you can start by going down and telling Courtney that I'm going to be another 10 minutes and see if she wants to come in for a drink. I'm going to jump into the shower and have a quick rinse. Once you deal with Courtney come back up and get that pile of clothes on the bed to fit into my suitcase."

"Consider it done," I said quickly, "now go have your shower."

As Jana ran for the shower I took the opportunity to slip her vibrator into her suitcase. That little unit would come in handy for my plans this weekend and I wanted to make sure it didn't get left behind. After I had done that I quickly descended the stairs and waved Courtney into the house. As she got out of the car I told her Jana was running a little late but she was welcome to come in for a drink if she likes. Courtney accepted the invitation and joined me in the house. Once I had Courtney set up with a drink I returned upstairs to finish Jana's packing. I finished just in time for Jana to emerge from the bathroom wrapped in a towel.

"Damn, now that's a look I can get used to" I told her.

Oh no you don't" she retorted, "I'm already late thanks to you. You get out of here before Courtney decides to leave without me."

"ok, ok, I'm going" I said in mock protest. "But just one last thing before I go" and with that I reached out and quickly grabbed her towel away followed by a sharp smack on the ass.

"ooowww" she bellowed, "what was that for?"

"That my dear was for giving me a raging hard on and then leaving me to my own devices." I then turned and hastily exited the room.

Jana appeared at the top of the stairs a few minutes later apologizing profusely for her tardiness and promising to make it up to Courtney. Courtney laughed at the remark and told her there was no trouble. At this point Jana descended the stairs and out the door went the two very beautiful ladies for their weekend of frivolity, only one of them was completely unaware that there would be a rather illicit interruption to her weekend plans.

The drive to the resort went quickly as the girls got caught up in conversation about everything happening in Courtney's life. Courtney was all too happy to describe in great detail the depravity of her carnal liaisons during her affair. She was also quick to tell Jana how bad she felt about betraying Dale and how badly she would like a chance to make it up to him.

Jana went into much greater detail than I had regarding our "agreement" when talking to Courtney. She explained why we were doing it and even regaled her with the details of the previous month's fantasy. Between Jana's retelling of our event at the car park and Courtney's tales of her indiscretions both women were getting a little worked up.

About 40 minutes into their road trip I got a notification of a new text on my phone, it was from Jana. I opened the text to find Jana had sent me a selfie. In the picture she was holding her shirt up and she was laughing as she exposed her breasts. The picture was taken at an angle that Courtney could be seen waving to me in the back ground. I found myself wondering if they were aware of the car full of guys beside them that looked to be getting pretty wild about the show they were getting.

"Wow, that's super hot," I texted back to them. "It looks like the guys in the lane next to you are enjoying it as much as I am."

"OMG!!," came Jana's reply followed by another picture of Jana and Courtney both laughing hysterically as two guys are hanging out their car window driving beside them.

Next came another picture from Jana. This time her feet were up on the dash of Courtney's car, her legs spread and her Skirt hiked up around her waist. I could see her lacy panties with that beautiful cleft in the middle splitting her lips. I could see her finger tips suggestively toying at the edges of her panties and her long fingernails tucked under the lacy trim hinting of more to come. It was followed by the caption "wish you were here." Jana sent a few more light hearted, fun texts as a way to pass the time during the drive and we all had a few laughs. She eventually sent a text saying they had arrived and she would call me later in the evening after they went out for dinner.

I busied myself for the evening making last minute arrangements for my big plan with Jana. True to her word Jana called later that night and told me all about their evening. She and Courtney loved the mud bath and the restaurant was the best they'd been to in some time. It was clear that she was really enjoying herself. Jana mentioned that the masseuse got pretty risqué with Courtney but Courtney didn't seem to mind and wrote it all off as it all being in good fun. I wished Jana a good night and retired for the evening, after all tomorrow would be a busy day.

The next day I was rudely woken up by a beam of sunlight breaking through a crack in the drapes of my bedroom. I looked at the alarm clock and decided that there would be no lollygagging today. With that I jumped out of bed and hastened off for a shower. Once I showered I did a rush shaving job followed up by a quick breakfast and then out the door I went.

My first stop was at work. I needed to pick up some sulfur hexafluoride. At the steel mill we use sulfur hexafluoride as a shielding agent when we are making cast magnesium products. The thing about this gas is that it is heavier than air which is why it's used in magnesium casting but it also has another use of a more novel nature. You see helium makes your voice very squeaky and high pitched because it's lighter than air, whereas sulfur hexafluoride has the opposite affect because its heavier than air. When you breathe it in it makes your voice very, very deep. This gas, with the help of a rubber tube and a gas regulator, was going to disguise my voice so Jana wouldn't be able to recognize my voice when I spoke to her

My next stop was the hardware store to pick up some rope and some tie downs straps with cam buckles. followed by a trip to the love shop for some wrist and ankle restraints.

I was ahead of schedule so I decided to stop off for some lunch. I was sort of day dreaming as I went through my checklist of things that I needed to do when my phone rang. I looked at the caller ID and saw it was Jana. " Hello sweetie," I answered, " I wasn't expecting to hear from you until tonight, anything wrong" I asked.

"Not at all," Jana replied cheerily, "I just wanted to say hi and hear your voice. I tried calling the house but you're not home. Where are you?"

"Oh I'm just out and about running some errands," I told her." I needed to pick up a few things for the house and figured since you weren't home there was no point in sitting there alone. I'm surprised you're not busy getting pampered," I said.

"Courtney and I are going for a mani/pedi in a bit so I figured I would take advantage of the break to call and say hi."

Jana and I spoke for a few more minutes until she reluctantly had to leave for her appointment. By this time it was getting a little later in the day than I myself had realized and decided it was time to get moving. I only had a few hours left and the next task I had to get done in preparation for my evening would take quite a bit longer. I paid my bill and then headed out the door of the restaurant to my next destination.

I soon found myself walking up to the door of Hollywood Effects. Hollywood Effects was a costume shop that had been in our city for as long as I can remember. It was owned by a couple that were once involved in the film industry and decided that the wanted out of the Hollywood lifestyle so they quit their jobs in special effects and moved back to their hometown. Today I would be getting a complete makeover. I had discussed my plan with the owners earlier in the week and they were expecting me. They had prepared for what they were going to do and they knew exactly what was going to be required. I didn't tell them why I was doing this only that it was a surprise that I had planned for someone.

I was greeted at the front counter by Dean, the owner. "Doug," he exclaimed excitedly, "Great to see ya. Janet's in the back getting the latex ready. We finished all the molds on Wednesday and I think everything is looking pretty good if I do say so myself."

I heard footsteps coming from behind a curtain in the behind the counter. "Oh now you stop your bragging Dean." It was Dean's wife Janet. "Doug don't let him get started or you won't get out of here until he has told you every single detail about how to make special effects make up" she chuckled as she walked up behind Dean. "Now, are you ready to get started?" she asked.

"You bet."

"What about the breather," she asked.

"Oh I've got it right here," I answered as I handed her the mini capsule of sulfur hexafluoride and the breathing tube. "Now you're sure you'll be able to hide the tube and it will still work?" I queried.

"No problem at all," she replied. "We've molded a facial appliance that has a tube built in and has some small holes just under the nose. Once you open the valve of the sulfur hexafluoride tank you will have a slow but constant flow of the gas. If you breathe in through your nose and talk you will have the deep voice you're looking for otherwise just breathe through your mouth and you'll get normal air."

"Well let's get to it," interrupted dean. And with that we headed off behind the curtain and into a room set up like a barbershop.

I spent the next 3 hours in a barber's chair getting fake tattoos, fake scars and fake hair. They applied a couple of different latex appliances to my face and finished everything off with some great makeup work. When the work was done I was completely blown away. It's hard to explain what it feels like to look in a mirror and see a reflection that isn't you looking back. I didn't recognize myself so there was no way Jana would. I did a quick test of the breather unit to make sure it was working and I was shocked at the sound of my own voice. I turned off the regulator again and thanked Dean and Janet for going above and beyond any expectation I had going in to this.

Once I squared up with Dean and Janet I headed out the door. I was pretty happy with how comfortable everything was and I really starting to believe I could pull this off. I jumped into my car and started the drive to the resort.

Once I got to my destination I sent a quick text to Courtney to let her know I had arrived and was ready to start our little game. She texted back with the room number and told me to wait around the corner of the room and to give her 5 minutes to work up a reason for her to get out of the room. I went into the hotel portion of the resort and located their room and waited just down the hall away from the elevators.

It was only a couple minutes later when I heard Jana talking to Courtney in a somewhat consoling tone, "don't worry," I heard her saying, "we'll figure something out." and with that, they disappeared around the corner.

I hurried in through their room door which had been propped open by the latch usually meant for locking the door. Once in I waited inside the bathroom behind the door. This would allow me to sneak up from behind her and grab her before she has a chance to scream. I waited a couple minutes and was rewarded with Jana's return. I heard her come in through the door and step into the room. As soon as she was past the bathroom I snuck out from behind the door and out into the main room just as she was starting to turn around.

I quickly grabbed her and covered her mouth with my hand just in time to muffle her scream. There we were face to face. I could see the look of panic in her eyes and for a moment I hesitated. Everything I was doing was contrary to every feeling I had for this beautiful woman and seeing the fear in her eyes just made me want to consol and comfort her and let her know everything was going to be alright.

I kept my hand firmly planted over her mouth and looked her in the eyes, "alright listen and listen good bitch," I growled at her in my deeply modified voice. "I saw you at the pool today and I knew right then that I was going to have a piece of you today. Now this can go one of two ways. You can cooperate and we can have us a real good time or you can put up a fight and I'll have a real good time, you not so much. So are you going to be a real good girl and keep your mouth shut?"

Jana looked in my eyes searching for some mercy or humanity; I almost broke down right there thinking I couldn't go through with this. Then she just simply nodded her head and I felt the fight drain out of her. She looked down in resignation and I thought I saw a tear stream down her face, it broke my heart. With my hand still firmly planted over her mouth I manoeuvred myself in behind her so I would be out of her line of sight. At this point I was standing directly behind her with my left hand over her mouth and my right arm wrapped around her throat. I was careful to restrain her but not choke her.

I started to guide her towards the bed and at the same time I allowed my hand to drop to her chest and let my fingertips brush against her nipple. I took the opportunity to grab her breast and roughly manhandled it while making rude comments about how good it felt to have her tit in my hand and how I was going to enjoy every minute of this.

Jana looked up and caught my reflection in the mirror, and for the second time our eyes met and once again I saw that same fear in her eyes. I couldn't take her gaze any longer, her eyes pierced through me and every second I looked in them I wanted to stop everything.

"Ok, I'm going to take my hand off your mouth now, don't scream and you stay healthy, scream and you won't be awake long enough to see if anyone hears you, understand?"

Jana nodded her head in agreement and I slowly took my hand from her mouth. She stood there at the foot of the bed looking at my reflection in the mirror hanging over the bed on the opposite wall. Again I felt her gaze piercing into me, stabbing into my conscience, telling me everything I was doing was wrong.

"Look this doesn't need to be so bad," I said, "you play your cards right and be a good girl and maybe you'll have as much fun as me." I said as I gave my best attempt at an evil laugh.

I took out a tie from my pocket and tied it around her as a blind fold so I wouldn't have to see her gaze anymore. Once I had finished tying the blind fold on I let my hands drift down and began to fondle her pert firm breasts.

I leaned forward and whispered into her ear, "You have magnificent tits." I trailed my hands down further. Suddenly I grabbed the buttoned seam of her shirt and ripped it open sending buttons flying everywhere. I looked up again in the mirror and caught her reflection as she drew a quick and startled breathe. I admired her breasts as I gazed upon her, watching her chest rise and fall with each deep breathe. Her shirt was now half pulled out of her skirt where it had been tucked into previously and it was spread wide open and hanging off her shoulders. I grabbed the shoulders of her shirt and finished removing it as i pulled it down her back and out of the back of her skirt, tossing it to the floor.

"Oh that is so much better." I said as I drank in the sight. I reached up and started to unclasp her bra. I could feel her tremble at my touch. I watched her skin and noticed goose bumps start to rise at my touch. As I released the final clasp holding her bra together she hunched forward allowing it to fall off her shoulders and down her arms. "That's a good girl," I consoled her, "see it doesn't need to be all bad." My hands moved down and I found the button holding her skirt closed. I released the button from its hole and the release of the tension holding her skirt up elicited yet another deep breathe. I let down the zipper on the back of Jana's skirt and watched as it fell to the floor.

Again I looked at her in the mirror. She stood there clutching her bra, holding it against her chest in her last bastion of modesty. I moved closer, intentionally letting her feel the warmth of my breathe on her neck. "You're being a very good girl," I whispered "keep that up and this will be over in no time." I drew my hands up her sides gently feeling her soft skin as they traveled up to her shoulders. She gasped as the goose bumps rose again at my touch. "I'm beginning to think you like this, like maybe you're just some kind of slut that likes getting nailed by strangers. Is that it Baby, are you just some slut looking for a hard cock?" Jana didn't respond.

I moved my hands down her arms and took the bra from her hand dropping it to the floor. I brought my hands back up to her breasts and felt their nakedness. I gently squeezed them feeling their firmness again. I sought out her nipples, pinching and pulling as I gently rolled them between my fingers. I heard a soft, almost inaudible moan escape Jana's lips.

I moved my hands down to the waistband of her thong, with one quick hard yank in opposite directions I broke the elastic on each hip and allowed the torn garment to drop. Jana let out a yelp of surprise as the discarded fabric fell to the floor between her feet.

I took a step back and looked at her back, admiring her beautiful ass as she stood naked before me. I moved forward again and grabbed a handful of her hair in a pony tail. "On your knees baby" I quietly growled at her. She started to turn to face me and lower herself to her knees. I quickly grabbed her shoulders and stopped her. "I didn't say turn around; I said get on your knees, so get the fuck down on your knees...now." She turned back to facing the foot of the bed and dropped to her knees. "much better," I commended her.

She was now on her knees at the foot of the bed facing the headboard at the other end. I took the cam buckles and tie downs out of my pocket and restrained her legs spread eagle to each corner of the bed where the feet of the bed met the floor. Then I took the rope and tied it off to each side of the headboard pulling the rope to her awaiting hands at the foot of the bed. I tied her hands with the rope and pulled her forwards so she was now bent over the foot of the bed with her legs tied spread eagle in an obscene posture of availability.

I looked around the room for her suitcase hoping it was out and open but no such luck. Instead I told her I was looking around for something that I could take as a memento of my hot night with such a fuckable creature. I located her suit case and pulled it out of the closet. "HHHmmm..." I said "Maybe I'll take all your underwear eh?" I threatened as I rifled through her suitcase looking for her vibrator. "Oh ho ho," I said as I found the vibe, "What's this? Brought along a little personal fun toy in case you couldn't get lucky? Don't you worry about a thing there gorgeous; I'm packing the real thing so you won't need this."

I took the vibe over to her and turned it on right beside her ear. The noise caused her to jump a little. "Please" she said.

"Please what?" I barked, interrupting her plea. "Please myself with your body, oh I intend to. Please you with my throbbing cock, yep I intend on doing that too. Please that tight little pussy of yours until you cum all over me, oh yeah, bank on it bitch." And with that I took the buzzing vibrator, trailed it slowly down her back and made my way to her ass. I grabbed a handful of her hair and pulled her head back, "Oh fuck am I going to enjoy this" I snarled at her.

I took the vibrator and started to run it up and down her labia just barely brushing past her folds as she arched her back trying to get away from the sexual touch. I kept at it, slowly putting more and more pressure against the vibrator, deepening the sensation she was feeling between her legs. I looked down and saw the vibrator was slowly getting covered in her juices and her pussy lips were glistening with moister. I reached down and felt her lips and she gasped at the touch, first pulling away and then settling back onto my hand as my fingers sampled her wetness.

"Oh you like that do you," I asked in a gentler tone than before. I heard a slight moan escape her lips.

I continued to lubricate the vibrator with her wetness and she continued to slowly grind more and more against the vibrator as she become increasingly aroused.

I leaned forward and whispered in Jana's ear "don't worry there sweet thing, I won't tell anybody how much you enjoyed it. You can tell everybody how you fought and fought but in the end you had no choice but to submit. Nobody will know you had an orgasm. Your husband will never know how much you came on my cock. He won't ever know how much you enjoyed getting fucked hard by me."

I could her Jana's breathing becoming more labored and it was obvious she was getting more excited as I spoke.

"Cum for me baby, you know you need to, do it. It's alright nobody will know but you and me. Everybody will still think you're a good little girl. You and I will know you're my little slut but your secret will be safe, only I will know." And with that Jana reared her head back and gave out a low moan as she ground her cunt down onto the vibrator and started to ride it. I held the vibrator firmly to the floor while she repeatedly rose up and down its length. Over and over she pushed down hard, I could feel the vibrator trying to push its way out of her pussy as she moaned her approval.

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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by Bankshot1993 » Thu Dec 03, 2020 7:36 am

For the next few minutes I held her hair back in a pony tail pulling her head back like the reins of a galloping mare while she rode the vibrator until she let out a deep grunt and I could tell she was starting to climax. "That's it baby; let it go, cum all over that fucking vibrator."

When she was finished her orgasm I leaned forward and whispered into her ear again, "that's my good little slut, you did real good. See I told you this didn't have to be a bad thing, you liked it didn't you? come on, you can tell me, It's ok. I already know, I just want to hear you say it, you like this don't you, you like being my little slut, don't you?"

"Oh god yes," she said as she leaned her head forward and rested it on the bed.

I moved my hand down and felt her gapping lips. They were dripping with her fluids left behind from her orgasm. I spread the fluid up to her rectum and started to rim her tight asshole with my finger. I instantly felt her tense up again.

"Please no," she said "I can't, not there, I've never..."

I shushed her, "sshhhh, it's happening," I told her gently, "relax and it won't hurt as much, of course if you don't relax it'll be tighter for me so I'll enjoy it either way."

I stood up and took off my clothes, "ready or not here I come." I got down on my knees in behind Jana. I pushed my cock along her slit and felt her juices lubricate my it. I pushed more into her to further lubricate my shaft. I felt the heat of her pussy envelope my manhood as it slid into her and it felt amazing. I don't think I had ever experienced her being so hot before. I felt the swelling of her lips against my scrotum as I sank my shaft fully into her. As I slowly stroked my rod into her I trailed my fingers up and down her lips collecting more of her fluids occasionally bringing them up to her ass and little by little pushing further and further into her anal cavity.

Now, fully lubricated, I pulled out of Jana's pussy and positioned my cock at the entrance of her previously unexplored anus. I slowly pushed forward, pressing my crown against her anus until I finally breached her sphincter.

"Owww "she cried while trying to move up as far as her restraints would let her.

I ran my hands up the front of her body under her arms, feeling her breasts and then placing my hands on each of her shoulders, pulling her back down onto my cock. I slowly worked it in, inch by inch. Taking my time to savor the feeling as my manhood invaded my wife's virgin ass.

"Fuck is that tight," I exclaimed as I finally managed to get my full length into her. I moved back and forth slowly at first giving her time to adjust and soon picked up speed. It wasn't long before my forward thrusts were being met by Jana's own thrusting as she pushed back onto me. It was clear that Jana was starting to enjoy this new penetration and she was getting more enthusiastic with each stroke.

I reached down and turned the vibrator back on. I began to tease her clit with the vibrator as she rode up and down with my cock in her ass. I could tell that she was nearing another climax. I took the vibrator and positioned it below us. I stopped her movements for a moment and aligned the tip of the vibrator with the entrance to her vagina. She moaned as it buzzed away at her entrance. With one hand I held the vibrator in place and the other hand held a handful of hair. I started pulling her back by the hair encouraging her to resume her up and down movements. Soon she had the vibrator buried deep in her pussy and my cock deep in her ass. I felt the vibrations of the sexual toy buzzing away in her pussy as she ramped up the speed of her movement now fully immersed in the feeling of this double penetration. She was moaning and pushing back harder and faster when she suddenly let go with a scream of joy as she reached her second climax.

"Oh fuck, don't stop, don't stop," she kept saying as she plowed her ass back onto my cock. I couldn't take anymore and I had a release of my own as I came in her ass for the first time in our lengthy marriage. I let go of the vibrator and grabbed her by the hips, pulling her back as I buried myself as deep into her as I could, I grunted and moaned my way to the most intense orgasm I've ever had in my life.

I let myself feel the intensity of the orgasm for a moment but when I looked up I noticed the clock on the nightstand indicated we had been at this for almost an hour. I figured I had about 7 minutes before Courtney would be coming back from her walk and I didn't have long to get out of there.

"Well I hate to fuck and run there sweet thing but all good things must come to an end at some point." I got up and put my clothes back on but left Jana there still tied up. "Now for a parting gift I will leave you a little something to remember me by." With that I walked back over to Jana and once again turned on the vibrator. I knelt beside her and whispered "think of me when you cum again." I then slid the vibrator back into her wet and sloppy pussy. I heard her let out a moan as it slid into her. I pulled her hair until she had backed herself all the way down onto the vibrator trapping it between herself and the floor and used the last two remaining straps around her thighs and shins in such a way that she would not be able to straighten her legs. This meant she would have no choice but to sit there with the vibrator buzzing away in her pussy until somebody came in to untie her.

"Well, it's been fun but I gotta go," and with that I turned and left. As I was walking out the door I could hear Jana moaning her way to what I'm sure was going to be another fantastic orgasm. I hastily made my way down the stairs for a speedy exit and texted Courtney on my way to let her know she could Rescue Jana now.

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Re: The sexual awakening

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Chapter 7 - New Desires Awaken

As I drove home from the resort, all in all I was pretty happy with how it went. I thought to myself "Doug, I can't believe you pulled it off, nicely done." I continued to drive for a few minutes revelling in my arrogance when I heard a text ring through on my phone. I took a glance at my phone and it was Courtney. I knew that there were going to be questions to ask and to answer so I figured I better pull over to the side of the road and park for a few minutes.

I picked up the phone and read Courtney's text: "well how did it go?" read the message.

"That's a great question," I texted back "but that's a question that has to be answered by your roommate. What was she like when you got back to the room? Was she upset? Traumatized? Hurt?"

I had so many questions to ask that I couldn't slow my mind down enough to figure out which one I wanted answered first.

"Well when I walked in she was in the middle of making a puddle on the floor. She was cumming so hard on that vibrator I was jealous. I was going to untie her but she begged me to take the vibrator out first because she couldn't take anymore. That was a new experience for me I'll tell ya. I've never touched another woman's hoo haw, never mind take a vibrator out of it. she must have had a hell of a time because she was soaked. When I took out the vibrator she was literally dripping on my hand. It was kinda hot."

"Ok, but did she seem distraught about what happened? What did she tell you? Did she tell you that she was raped?"

"Well needless to say I had to ask a few questions of my own when I walked in and found her the way you left her. If I didn't say anything she would know that I was part of the ruse. I asked her what had happened and told her I was going to call the police but she stopped me and told me that I just missed you."

"She knows it was me?"

"Yes, she knows it was you. She didn't at first but she said she could just tell after a while. It was the way you touched her. She said she could feel caring in your touch, a kind of gentleness, the same gentleness that made her fall in love with you."

"Well I guess I failed at making this one a reality" I wrote back.

"She doesn't think so; she thinks it was a huge success. She said as soon as she realized that she wasn't really in any danger it allowed her to get into the role-play of it all and really get into it. She said she just tapped back into the fear she felt when you first grabbed her and went with it. I don't think anything is going to wipe that smile off her face for a long time."

As I was reading Courtney's text I heard another one come through but this one was from Jana.

"You wrecked one of my favorite shirts. Thank you." Was all it read. I smiled for a moment feeling a blanket of contentment wash over me for a moment. Jana was Ok and she knew she was Ok. She was safe and sound in the company of her friend contentedly curled up in bed and she wasn't emotionally scarred for life.

I went back to the conversation with Courtney. "What is she doing?" I texted.

"She is soaking in a hot bath right now. She said she is going to soak for a while and then go to bed. Some stranger broke in and completely ravaged her to the point of being completely worn out."

"And what is it that you're going to do?"

"Not sure" came Courtney's reply," I was thinking about heading down to the lounge for a night cap and see what's happening down there."

"Well have a great night and thank you for your help, I couldn't have done it without you."

She came back with a quick "NP" which I took to mean no problem and that was the end of our conversation.

I put my phone down and pulled the car back on to the highway for my trip home. My mind was wandering the whole drive home as I relived the events of the evening. It was exciting and erotic and dirty and everything I didn't imagine it would be. I couldn't wait for the next month as I began to realize just how far this was going to go. I couldn't ignore the fact that I just fucked the shit out of my wife and the whole time I was doing it I thought she was thinking I was somebody else. The arousal I was feeling at this was intense. I was starting to let go of my insecurities and jealousies and embrace the potential with this game we were playing.

I knew that if we kept playing this game that at some point one of us would breach the subject of inviting another person into our game. I was starting to realize that I was ok with it, even aroused by the thought. When I saw her masturbate in front of that road works crew I got so turned on by how liberated she had become and this latest chapter would certainly suggest that she is open to being with other people. Maybe it was time to reach for the gold maybe it was time to go for my top fantasy. I thought the excitement was going to bubble over.

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Re: The sexual awakening

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***** Chapter 8 -- The Day After

When I got home that night I felt like a kid at Christmas. I was so excited about how my plan worked out and even more excited about what lay ahead. There was no question in my mind any longer about what direction this was heading and although the thoughts where bringing nervous butterflies to my stomach they were butterflies of excitement not fear.

I decided that I would sit back and indulge in a nice relaxing snifter of brandy and then go to bed. As I poured my drink I kept reliving over and over in my mind the events of the evening. I relished in the fact that I had finally taken Jana's anal virginity, I got excited about how worked up she got as we pretended I was a stranger, I even found myself chuckling as I thought about the scene that Courtney would find herself stumbling into, which I'm sure was a little more than she had bargained for or expected for that matter.

She knew that this was all a sexual adventure for us and I'm sure that she and Jana have seen each other in various degrees of undress on numerous occasions having been friends for so long. But I'm sure that didn't really prepare her for walking in and finding her friend tied up with a vibrator in her bringing her to god knows how many orgasms. I can only imagine the awkward looks being exchanged as Jana asked Courtney to take the vibrator out of her pussy or the thoughts that would have been going through Courtney's mind as she was reaching down and feeling Jana's juices dripping onto her hand as she did it.

I decided that was enough, I had to change my train of thought or I would be up all night frustrated and needing relief. With that I quickly finished my drink and headed off to bed so happy and content that I don't think anything could have brought me down.

The next day I awoke with the same stupid grin on my face that was there when I went to bed. Now I don't know if the birds really were singing and the sun really was shining but I can tell you that, in my world, everything seemed like a scene right out of a Disney movie. I got up and headed down stairs, made myself a modest breakfast and coffee, ate quietly reading the morning paper and every now and then fondly reflected on the events of the prior evening. I spent the remainder of the day doing some very mundane chores around the house in preparation for Jana's return.

The next 6 hours flew by pretty fast as I busily did the dishes from the weekend and what little laundry there was. In between loads of laundry I did some yard maintenance and by early evening my nervous energy hit a peak when I saw Jana's car pull into the drive way. I shut the lawnmower down and walked to her car to greet her. She was just getting out as I got to the driver's door and leaned in to kiss her.

All the sudden I was surprised by a sharp smack as she reached out and slapped my face. Stunned and extremely unsettled, I reached up and stroked my cheek as I asked her what that was for.

"That was for ruining one of my favorite shirts and a very expensive pair of panties from Victoria's Secret."

"Oh," I said, looking down and honestly feeling a little dejected. "I'm sorry about that, I had to try to be convincing."

Then she leaned in and gave me a gentle, loving, lingering kiss that made my head spin more than the slap and had me feeling like all the air had been sucked out of my body. "That," she continued, "was for being so convincing."

She lifted her hand to my cheek and looked into my eyes, "I love you," she said as a tear welled up in her eye. "I've always loved you, but when I think of the effort that you went through to make that happen for me yesterday, well I can't tell you how loved I feel right now." With that she wrapped her hand around my arm, snuggled into my side and we walked quietly and slowly up the walkway to the house. It was a moment I will never forget.

I hear about marriages that go south because one partner feels unappreciated or the other partner gets bored or they both just sort of drift apart. I can't imagine feeling further away from anything like that than I did at that moment. It was a moment of complete happiness and having Jana at my side, resting her head on my shoulder as we walked towards the house was about as close to heaven as I've ever been.

Once we got in the house I asked how her weekend was, asked what kind of things they did, etc... Her responses where unexpected to say the least, she talked about getting mud facials, mani/pedi's, steam baths and massages, but not one mention of our own little party of pleasure. As she kept going on and on about everything but our little fantasy act I became more and more frustrated expecting to be bombarded by her feelings on everything but instead she seemed to be avoiding the subject entirely.

When she finally finished regaling me with all the events of the weekend, with the exception of course, of one glaring omission, I looked at her and said "that's it!"

"What do you mean, that's it, of course that's it."

I was confused, I mean I just got slapped hard enough to make me see stars, and then a kiss that melted me into being a blushing schoolboy, all over a night of sexual escapades that was hotter than anything we had ever done and now there was no mention of it.

"What else do you think would happen on a girl's weekend retreat? I mean you weren't there so it's not like I got lucky or anything."

I wasn't sure what kind of game Jana was playing at but I figured I would play along for a moment. I figured if I played along long enough she would walk me to where she wanted me to be.

"Oh, uh ok," I replied. "It's too bad that your weekend was so uneventful."

"What do you mean by that?" she said with a bit of a twinkle in her eye. "I mean what did you hear? Did Courtney say something happened?"

"Oh," I said as I realized now what she was doing. She was still playing along with the fantasy, trying to pretend I didn't know about it. I decided I would continue to play along to see where she was going with this. "Well yeah, Courtney told me that she came back to the room after she had gone out for an hour and found you in a really comprising position. A position that she didn't know how you had gotten yourself into, a position that she had to help you out of."

"Oh that," she said as she looked down at the ground mockingly trying to search for an answer. "I... ah... just... um... sort of... ah," and then it happened the flood gates opened and Jana wailed in a fake cry, feigning an emotional breakdown of epic proportions.

"Whoa," I cried out, "what is this all about," I questioned as she threw herself face down into my lap. "What happened that has you so upset honey?"

Jana started rattling off random words a mile a minute in such a panic that I couldn't make heads or tails out of what she was trying to tell me. I picked up the occasional word like divorce and leaving me (meaning her), rape and sex with a crazed lunatic.

Even though I knew everything that happened Jana's acting was so convincing that even I was starting to get caught up in the drama. I was even starting to think something else had happened this weekend and that's what she was upset about.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa," I said, "let's slow down a little bit and start from the beginning. What happened?"

Jana drew in a deep breath and lifted her head out of my lap where it had been since the start of this melt down. "Well," she said as she sniffled and fought back the tears, "I don't know how to tell you this because I'm afraid you'll leave me."

"Leave you, why on earth would I leave you, I love you."

"I don't know how to tell you this but," she paused as she looked into my eyes. I swear I could see a tear forming and truthfully I was getting scared. "I was unfaithful to you this weekend."

I was getting more confused by the second and Jana was making it worse with every word she said. I didn't know if she was playing games and referring to our little tryst or if something else happened.

"I'm so, so sorry" she continued, "I walked into our room and somebody grabbed me. I only got a quick look at him but I'd never seen him before. I could tell by the way he was looking at me what he wanted. I didn't want to do it but he forced me, I was afraid he would hurt me."

Well let me tell you, I can't express just how relieved I felt when I heard this, but I also knew that I had to keep playing along.

"Wait a second Jana, are you telling me you got raped!" I looked panicked as I said it. I decided I wasn't going to be outdone in the acting department. She was on the verge of an Oscar worthy performance so I figured I had better step up my game. "My god are you ok, did he hurt you? Did you get away?"

"Noooo," she wailed as her head dropped into my lap again and began sobbing. "I'm so sorry I cheated on you," she cried.

"No, no, no sweetie, you didn't cheat. You were raped, that's not cheating."

Jana lifted her head again and looked me in the eyes. "You don't understand though. At first it was rape but he was so powerful, so demanding, so confident, it wasn't long before I was turned on. At first I thought about trying to run but the way his eyes just looked over my body, the way his hands just grabbed me wherever he wanted, I became aroused and pretty soon I was going along with it. At first it was just so he wouldn't hurt me but before long I wanted him to do it, I wanted his touch. When he ripped off my clothes and just started taking what he wanted I thought I was going to have an orgasm before he even got my skirt off."

As Jana regaled me with her story I became increasingly aroused. I listened intently as she told me each detail and how she was becoming more and more turned on by how this rapist was having his way with her and how she was powerless to stop it. I could hear the lust in her voice as she relived the moment. At one point she even closed her eyes as she pictured the scene in her mind.

"OK wait, are you telling me that you got raped and you liked it?"

"It wasn't really rape," she said after a brief pause. "I mean it was at first but then something changed and by god I swear if I wasn't tied up I would have raped him. The way he stroked my pussy and fucked me with my vibrator was exquisite" she said dreamily. But you haven't even heard the worst part," she continued.

"It gets worse," I retorted.

"He fucked me in the ass Doug. I've never let you do that to me and he did it without asking, he just took what he wanted. Do you know what else Doug? I liked it. It hurt like a bitch at first but the more he fucked me the more I got into it and before long he was barely moving but I couldn't stop, I kept slamming back onto his cock, I never wanted him to stop."

I was so caught up in her words I didn't realize that she had slowly slid her hand up my leg and was stroking my now rock hard erection through my pants.

"So this total stranger was fucking you up the ass, something you've never allowed me to do, and you liked it?"

By this point the pretense of being emotionally distraught was starting to drop and she lifted her mouth to my ear and in a quiet, almost whisper said "no, I didn't like it, I loved it. I came so hard on his cock I never wanted him to stop fucking me Doug. He felt so good in my ass that I never wanted him to leave. I don't know if I'll ever let you fuck me in the ass but if he ever comes back I will definitely let him do it all he wants," there was such a clear tone of lust in her voice that it became almost hypnotizing.

By this point Jana had extricated my cock from my pants and was openly stroking it. She leaned her head down and I could feel her breath on my cock as she continued to stroke it. The excitement that I was feeling was off the charts by this time and I was ready to erupt.

"S, s, so wha, what happened then," I stuttered out incoherently.

"Do you mean what happened after he came in my ass Doug?"

"Yes, what happened then?"

"Say it Doug, if you have a question ask it properly"

"What happened after...after he came in your ass" I responded, almost choking on the words as they crossed my lips. Saying these words brought my excitement level even higher as her stroking continued.

"He left," she said disappointedly. "He just got up and left. I would have been more than happy to wait patiently for him to get hard again, hell I would have even sucked him off to get him hard again if it meant he would keep fucking me like he just did. I'm sorry Doug I'm sure this is hard to hear and I don't mean to hurt you but god I can't even begin to tell you how good he made me feel. I could have spent the whole weekend in bed with him, but he just up and left but not before sticking a vibrator in my pussy and leaving me to orgasm nonstop. Thankfully Courtney came and got me untied. God my pussy was aching by the time she came in. Is it possible to get so turned on that you actually explode because I think I was on the verge?"

I listened as she said that and thought to myself that I was pretty sure I was on the verge of exploding.

"When Courtney came into the room and found me like that it was humiliating and exciting all at the same time. I mean there I was totally naked, riding a vibrator, moaning away and cumming all over the carpet and there's my best friend watching me do it. When I asked her to take the vibrator out she seemed unfazed by my request but as soon as I felt her fingers touch my pussy lips I just kind of ground down on her hand. I didn't even mean to do it but her touch felt so good and her skin was so soft that it just felt amazing. It was like this involuntary reaction and I just ground my pussy against her hand and pinned it between the floor and my pussy as I had my last orgasm right on her hand. Oh my god it was so embarrassing but it felt so good at the same time."

"What did Courtney do" I asked still struggling to hold back my own orgasm as Jana continued stroking my cock with her lips not even an inch from the tip.

"She just rubbed my back and kind of waited there for me to finish on her hand. When I was finished she just looked at me and gave me the warmest smile I'd ever seen from her. I said sorry, I couldn't help it and she just giggled and said she understood."

At that moment I couldn't hold back any longer and Jana could tell by the way my hips started to lift off the couch that I was about to cum. She quickly wrapped her lips around my shaft and started to slowly stroke her mouth up and down. She hadn't even finished her first trip down my shaft when I started to explode in her mouth. She held fast with her lips wrapped tightly around my member as I shot my seed into her mouth.

When I was finished she lifted her head and looked into my eyes, then leaned in to kiss me. I turned my head to offer my cheek but she put her finger on my chin and turned me back to face her as I felt her lips touch mine. I felt her tongue trying to worm its way into my mouth but held my lips firmly sealed knowing that Jana's mouth was full of my discharge. Then I felt it, a firm squeeze to my testicles. Out of sheer reflex I opened my mouth at the start of this sharp pain and Jana quickly finished the seal around my mouth with her lips and I felt my seed spilling into my mouth. She swirled her tongue around mine making sure to coat my entire mouth with the semen we now shared. Finally she broke free and leaned in to whisper in my ear again, "swallow it," she said in a seductive voice, "for me."

I don't know what came over me but I did as I was told and swallowed. My seed now gone, she leaned in and kissed me a second time.

"Holy fuck that's hot," she whispered.

I was dumbfounded I didn't know what to say or where all this came from. This was a new side of Jana that I hadn't seen. On one side she is telling me how hot she got at being powerless and on the other hand she was showing a dominant side I'd never seen before and a sexual confidence that I found extremely arousing but all together a little unsettling.

Jana stood up and looked down at me as I sat somewhat bewildered, "I'm going up to take a shower, why don't you be a dear and go fix us a nice light supper." With that Jana turned and made for the stairs to head up to our room.

I stood up and watched as she headed up the stairs, the taste of my own semen still lingering in my mouth, I shook my head to bring myself out of my reverie and headed in to the kitchen to fix dinner.

Not much was said during dinner but there was certainly a glow to Jana and a bounce to her step that suggested a very deep, satisfied happiness. Even after dinner, we cuddled on the couch and watched a movie with very few words spoken between us but I could feel a certain comfort and love in the quietness. After our movie we went to bed and made love. Nothing crazy and no earth shattering new moves or revelations but a comfortable gentle love making that we both enjoyed.

After we made love, a question came to mind. I turned and asked, "Jana, at what point did you realize it was me?"

'Well" she said, "it was just as you were getting ready to orgasm. Your body language gave you away. I can't really explain it but I just know your moves and how your body moves during orgasm. Why do you ask?"

"Oh, just wondering," I said. I laid there contemplating the ramifications of what she said, realizing that all the enthusiasm she had during our coupling was when she was still under the impression that I was a stranger, taking her by force. When she was pushing back onto me and having her first orgasm, in her mind it was with a rapist that was forcing her into this, not her husband.

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Re: The sexual awakening

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Chapter 9 -- A new direction

The next day when we woke up it was pretty much a mad dash to get ready for work. We were both so content sleeping soundly in each other's arm's that the alarm clock did little to rouse us and the snooze button was all too easy to hit for the first three attempts at waking us out of our slumber. When we had awoken enough to realize the time it became apparent that our laziness would come at a price so we rushed around like madmen trying to get ready while at the same time trying to stay out of each other's way and then rushed out the door with barely enough time to give each other a quick peck on the cheek.

The work day was uneventful with the exception of a text from Jana asking what time I would be home from work and if I had any plans for the evening. I confirmed that I would be home at my regular time and that I had no plans of any sort. She came back with another text saying "good, I want to talk about Dale and Courtney."

"Ok," came my reply, and that ended the conversation but not my mental gymnastics on what it was that she wanted to talk about. I know that Jana has always been a busy body and I'm sure this was going to be another exercise of her putting her nose where it didn't belong but I had to admit that I too would really like to see Courtney and Dale work things out. The problem was that I had almost no information on what it was that broke them up. I mean I knew that Courtney had cheated on Dale but that was about all I knew. I had broached the subject with Dale a number of times and I had gotten nowhere. To be honest, the only reason that I even knew about the cheating was because Jana told me. Anytime I asked Dale all that he said was that they had some issues that they needed to work out and he wasn't sure if they would be able to.

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Re: The sexual awakening

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When I got home that night Jana and I had some pretty enlightening conversation over dinner. During the conversation I found out that the issues around the break up was of course cheating which we already knew but Jana had talked with Courtney over the weekend while at the retreat and dug a lot deeper into it.

It seems that Courtney had been feeling that their relationship was getting stale and had been trying for a few years to get Dale to be a little more adventurous in the bedroom. Dale was having no part of it, in fact her prodding was having the opposite effect. The more that she pressured him to liven things up the more he pulled away thinking that he wasn't satisfying her. This started a cycle that led to a complete breakdown in their bedroom. In fact it turns out that they hadn't had any kind of sex in almost a year and this was blamed mostly on what can only be described as performance anxiety on Dale's part.

This of course led Courtney to believing that he didn't find her attractive or desirable anymore so she felt rejected. Well right along the time that she was feeling about her lowest she met somebody through a friend. Well, he was friendly, confident, handsome and had a very dominant masculine way about him that really grabbed Courtney's attention. One thing led to another and before she knew it she found herself hiding things from Dale, meeting up in secret with this man and then eventually having sex.

I listened intently as Jana filled me in and to this point there were no surprises. I knew the usual routine when it came to affairs and this one was pretty text book. What came next was where I got caught off guard a little bit. It turns out that after my most recent little adventure with Jana, the one that Courtney had to rescue Jana from, Courtney felt a little more at ease with revealing some more intimate details of the relationship she had with her affair partner. It's funny how having somebody orgasm on your hand and grind their pussy into your palm can suddenly make them feel like you can tell them your deepest darkest secrets.

Jana went on to tell me about Courtney's affair partner Dean and how he was into BDSM. She told me how he was slowly grooming Courtney into the lifestyle as a submissive. I guess Courtney loved the new lifestyle but was internally conflicted because she wanted to be exploring it with Dale. She still loves Dale but as a women in the prime of her life couldn't handle being in a relationship with no physical component.

As soon as Dale found out about it he was devastated. First he had convinced himself that Courtney was not satisfied with him in bed which made him withdraw sexually, which of course led to Courtney really not being satisfied with Dale and feeling rejected by him which of course then led to the affair. Jana cut off contact with Dean as soon as Dale found out and apparently she hasn't been with anybody since. Dale moved out shortly after the discovery and they haven't spoken once about it. Courtney had tried several times to talk to Dale about it but he wasn't taking her calls.

"So how much does Dale know," I asked Jana.

"Not much at all really, as soon as he found out he shut down on Courtney and wouldn't talk to her. He avoided her for the next couple days while he looked for a vacant apartment hat he could move into right away. Courtney didn't even know he was looking for an apartment, she just came home from work one day and he was gone."

"How did Dale find out?"

"Courtney left her email open on her laptop one day when she was taking a bath. When a new email notification popped up Dale happen to hear it and looked to see what it was .He read enough to know that Courtney and Dean were having sex but I don't know if he knew to what extent things had gotten to or what the real nature of their relationship was."

"I don't understand what you mean by that. What do you mean by, what extent or the real nature of their relationship. The nature of their relationship was that they were having sex."

"Well yes and no. Like I said Dean was grooming her as a submissive. She was basically his sex slave. There were no feelings involved; she was simply getting her sexual needs fulfilled because she wasn't getting sex from Dale. Long before it got to that point She wanted to stop it but she was afraid of what Dean might do. Near the end Dean was taking her to a BDSM club and he was allowing other people to use her."

"Oh my god, are you saying she was black mailed into prostitution or something like that?"

"No, I wish it was that simple. She was enjoying it, that's what made it so hard for her to stop. She loved the attention and the adventure but she also loves Dale. She thought she could have it all but then Dale found out and she is left with nothing."

"Well not nothing, I mean she could still go back to doing the BDSM thing with Dean, right?"

"She said she can't, she doesn't want to. Without Dale in her life she's lost interest in doing anything."

"Well I'm sorry all this happened but it sounds like Courtney wasn't exactly nice to Dale. Why would I help her get back together with him, she's basically getting what she deserves."

"I can see why you would think like that and really at first that's how I thought about it too. But what if Dale is as unhappy as Courtney is over this? What if Courtney can make it up to him somehow and they can be happy again, both of them. Wouldn't that at least be worth a try?"

I sat silently for a few minutes not really sure what to think. I had to admit that I had never seen a couple as happy as Dale and Courtney but in the same token I couldn't fathom a way that Jana could make that kind of betrayal up to me if the shoe was on the other foot. I've always said that when it comes to a cheating spouse, the issue isn't with the sex, it's with the lying and the deceit, it tears apart the whole foundation of a marriage.

I had told Jana long ago that I believed the best way to eliminate the risk of an affair in a marriage was to eliminate the need to have one. I made it clear to her back in the earliest days of our marriage that if there ever came a time that she felt so strongly about making a sexual connection with somebody than talk to me about it. There is always a way to deal with something when there is open communication and trust but once that trust is broken, once that betrayal happens, there is no going back. If you get a once in a life time chance to fuck George Clooney then hey, have at it, I'll understand as long as you tell me first. But go behind my Back and cheat on me, play me for the fool and I don't know if I could ever forgive that.

We are all human and it would be ridiculous to think that I am the only person my wife would ever be attracted to for the rest of her life. If it ever came down to her having a desire so strong that she felt she really needed to explore it I can respect that, sex is just sex after all. I didn't love every sexual partner I've ever had but that didn't mean I didn't enjoy them. And I didn't have sex with everyone I've ever loved before, that doesn't mean I didn't love them. I've never been one to believe that sex is sacred and only meant for a loving couple. I believe that sex can be shared as a fun thing to do between consenting adults. But the operative word there is consenting, and that consent has to extend to all the parties involved, even a husband or wife that is at home while their partner is with somebody else.

"Jana, before I commit to doing anything to help get them back together I want to talk to Dale and see where he stands on it. But I will tell you one thing that is going to be the most important condition, she is going to have to tell him everything."

"What do you mean by everything?"

"I mean everything. If I'm going to help her get Dale's forgiveness then I insist that he knows what he is forgiving her for, otherwise no deal."

"I'll have to talk to Courtney on that one. I will admit, some of the things she told me had me blushing. I'm not sure she is going to be too keen on telling Dale everything, she's afraid of hurting him more than she already has."

"OK, I will say one thing, if Dale doesn't want to know than I will let it go but it will be up to him as well."

"Ok, enough with this talk on to more fun things. We still have your fantasy to work out for this month. You kept stalling me for so long that I almost forgot about it. I still have 2 weeks to fit it in this month and mister I can tell you that after the effort that you put into mine, I'm going to make sure I go above and beyond this time."

"Jana, what are you talking about? You already fulfilled my fantasy this month, or should I say that I fulfilled my fantasy for this month. Last month you took it upon yourself to fulfill both fantasies so this month I returned the favor. My fantasy was to tie you up and do anything I wanted to do to you, I did that. I just did it in a way that fulfilled your fantasy too."

"Oh, I guess I never really thought about it like that but yeah, I guess you're right."

It was at this point that we decided that it was time for dinner. Neither of us really felt like cooking so we opted to go out for dinner. We changed into more appropriate clothes and headed out the door for our favorite Italian restaurant where I wined her and dined her and as soon as I got her home yes, I 69'd her.

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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by Bankshot1993 » Thu Dec 03, 2020 7:47 am

Chapter 10 -- Dale comes clean

The next day after our discussion I decided to give Dale a call. I wanted to feel him out for exactly where he stood on the matter between him and Courtney. I called Dale up and asked him to go out for a couple beers after work to talk. He knew instantly what I wanted to talk about and tried to find excuse after excuse for not coming.

"Look Dale, we've been friends for a long time. You becoming a hermit because you're too afraid to deal with what is happening in your life right now isn't going to stop it from happening, now what do you say you let me take you out for a beer and you can get it all off your chest."

"Doug, you're a good friend and I appreciate the offer but I'm just not up for it, maybe another time."

"Ok, then I'm coming to your place with a case of beer and I'll sit on your step kicking your door until you let me in or until I put a hole in your door, either way, I'm not taking no for an answer."

"Alright fine Doug, come on over after work and we can sit down and talk. I really don't feel like being in public for this talk so we will do it at my place."

"Great, I'll see you at 6:00 than."

I hung up the phone and started working on my end of day stuff so I could close up my office and head out.

When I got to Dales he opened the door and gestured for me to come in. his apartment was a rather modest little basement suite in an even more modest part of town. It was nice but certainly dated and quite small. It was generally pretty clean and Dale looked like he was taking care of himself no problem.

"OK Doug, what brings you around these parts? What's on your mind that was so important that you had to see me?"

"Come on Dale don't play dumb, you know exactly why I'm here now spill the beans, what's really going on between you and Courtney?"

"Why? What have you heard?"

"That doesn't matter right now, what matters is what you tell me."

"OK, ok, But this could be long and wet."

"Long and wet," I repeated, quizzically.

"Yeah, long and wet. Look I don't know what it is that you've heard but it looks like Courtney was getting ready to leave me so I beat her to the punch."

"Wait, Courtney was getting ready to leave you?"

"Yep, I intercepted a message from her new boyfriend. Turns out they've been getting it on for a while. I guess I just wasn't man enough for her. She's been telling me for a while that I need to step up my game in the bedroom but I guess it just didn't matter because she had already moved on without me. She's probably getting her brains fucked out by him right now."

"I see. So have you filed for divorce yet?"

"No, I tried but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I love her so much that it just seems stupid to file for divorce, I figure she'll do it soon enough so that she'll be free for her new boyfriend."

"What if I told you she hasn't seen him since the day you found out?," I paused for a moment to let the implication of what I said sink in. "Look Jana's been talking to Courtney and she is just as torn apart as you are. She told Jana that it was the worst mistake of her life and she wishes she could take it all back but you won't talk to her."

"No, I haven't been taking her calls or anything because I figured they would just be about her telling me when she was filing and when she was moving in with lover boy and how she's moved on and doesn't want me anymore. I just couldn't handle the thought of hearing that from her and I didn't want her to see me breakdown like that."

I was starting to get a sense of where Dale was in all this. He was obviously crushed and he spent the whole conversation weeping, but he was also obviously still in love with Courtney. I had to give him more of the picture. If he knew more, than it would either tip the scale over to the point that he would hate her and therefore be able to let her go, or I would see that his love for her was unconditional and that there might be hope. I had to admit though, I still found myself troubled. I was very fond of Courtney and she had been a good friend for a long time but I also felt like I was betraying Dale in trying to get him to take her back knowing full well that I wasn't sure if I could be as forgiving as I would be asking Dale to be.

"Look Dale, I don't know if this is going to make any difference or not," I started, "but I will tell you that Courtney has no feelings for the other man and she never had any intentions of running away with him, in fact she never had any intentions of ever leaving you. She is still 100 percent in love with only you. She would do anything to get you back and spend the rest of her life trying to make up for the pain that she caused you but honestly that may not be enough, especially if you find out everything."

"What do you mean by everything?"

"From what I understand she has done some pretty, uhm I'm not sure how to put it, let's just say outrageous things. I don't mean like illegal or anything but certainly things that would burn any marriage to the ground. She's afraid that if you find out what all of them are, that you'll never be able to look her in the face again."

"Like what?"

"I don't really know much of the details. I know that he, the guy whose email you intercepted, he isn't the only one she had sex with."

"You mean she was having more than one affair?"

"No, I mean she had sex with more than one guy. These weren't affairs, these were random men using her for a fluid depository and if my understanding is right than there was times that it was more than one man at a time."

I looked at Dale and he looked even more broken than when I got there. He dropped his head into his hands as his elbows rested on his knees.

"Why, why would she do that?"

"Well it was the guy that she was with. She wanted to learn about BDSM and he was showing her the ropes, I guess this was part of it."

"I love her so much, I would never disrespect her like that. I wanted to put her on a pedestal and protect her from the world and she threw that away to be treated like that."

"Well, maybe that was the problem. Maybe she wanted to be dirty but couldn't bring herself to hurting your image of her for fear that you wouldn't love her anymore. Look, all I know is that whatever you're doing or want to do, you can't avoid her for the rest of your life. She's not going to divorce you, she wants you back. She's given up all the extracurricular activities because she is so heartbroken about losing you. I wouldn't blame you if you never wanted to see her again but eventually you are going to have to talk, even if it's just about getting divorced."

After that little speech Dale told me he had a lot to think about. We spent another hour just chatting, mostly small talk, as I tried to lift his spirits. We drank a couple beers, I told him that Jana and I had a newly rejuvenated relationship and were working hard at it, including the little arrangement we had going on. I also told him that it was in very large part because of the situation that he and Courtney found themselves in. It became obvious that Dale was losing interest in having a guest and I made a polite retreat to give him time to digest what I had told him.

When I arrived home that evening I told Jana about the meeting and its results. I told her about how heartbroken Dale was and how much he missed Courtney but also how broken he was over some of the few details I had given him about Courtney's exploits.

Jana was convinced that if the two of them just got together to talk it could be worked out, I however, wasn't as convinced. I asked Jana if she had spoken to Courtney about telling Dale everything. Jana confirmed that she had spoken to her and that not only was Jana Willing to do it but she agreed that Dean would need to have the full story. Jana then revealed that Courtney had an idea on how to get the full story out, or at least give Dale a better understanding of the full scope of her activities.

"So Courtney wants us to try us to arrange a meeting with her and Dale, she even suggested that perhaps we could be there as mediators so to speak."

"Well maybe we could have them both over for dinner to talk or something" I told Jana.

"Actually Courtney wants to get it all out in the open right away, sort of a rip off the band aid approach. She has a place in mind already and she has already made a call and gotten the ok from the venue she wants the meeting at."

"The venue?" I repeated.

"Yes, the venue," she said. "Courtney wants to take Dale to the BDSM club so he can see for himself what goes on there. She figures if he knows the worst of it right from the start and he's still willing to talk then she thinks that she has a chance to fix this. But if she just spoon feeds him the truth over a long period of time she's afraid that it will just keep reopening the wound until he can't take it anymore."

"Well I guess that sort of makes sense but wouldn't it be better to give it to him in small doses until he is strong enough to take more. Give him time to digest one bite before force feeding him the whole pig?"

"Courtney said she knows what she's doing. Do you think you can get Dale to meet with her?"

"I honestly don't know Jana but I guess there is no harm in trying."

"Courtney wants this to happen this Friday. She said it's very important that it happen on Friday."

"What's so special about Friday?"

"I guess there is some kind of initiation going on for new members and it is happening this Friday. They only hold this ceremony once every four months and Courtney wants Dale to see it. I guess Courtney went through this initiation the last time it was held and she wants Dale to understand what kind of things that she has done."

"What if Dean is there? I don't know what will happen if Dale sees Dean."

"First off Dale has never seen Dean so he wouldn't know him even if Dean was standing in front of him pouring him a drink. Secondly Courtney spoke to the club Manager and asked him to contact Dean and ask him not to be there that night. Dean has agreed, he is just as eager to get them back together as I am."

"I doubt that," I retorted, "if that was the case what was he doing fucking a married women in the first place?"

"That's exactly what I said. It turns out that Dean sees 3 other women for their training and the other women are all married. Their husbands know all about dean and they are all doing it with the blessing of their husbands. Courtney wasn't entirely honest with Dean and led him to believe that she had Dale's permission to do this."


"So this guy is some kind of BDSM instructor?"

"Pretty much, if that's the way you want to look at it, yes. But an instructor that expects his students to please him in any way that tickles his fancy."

"And all these women are doing it with the blessing of their husbands?"

"Yep," said Jana. "It takes all kinds I guess."

"Ok, I'll talk to Dale and see what I can do."

Later that night I got a hold of Dale and after a great deal of talking and coaxing I managed to get Dale to agree to the meeting. Oddly enough it wasn't until I told him where the meeting would be that he finally agreed.

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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by Bankshot1993 » Thu Dec 03, 2020 7:48 am

Chapter 11 -- The Club

Friday night came quickly and at 8:00p.m. we found ourselves standing in front of a rather nondescript building of no particular interest. Dale, Jana and I looked around for any signs to suggest that we were in the right place but the building we were standing in front of showed no signs of activity.

We had been instructed to dress appropriately for, as Courtney put it, a really slutty night club. Dale had on a rather nice pair of acid washed jeans and a golf shirt. Jana had worn a shockingly short little black dress and I was dressed quite similar to Dale with the exception of my jeans being a little lighter shade than his.

"Well, this is the address she gave us, so what do we do now," I asked with a shrug of my shoulders.

"I guess we go and knock on the door and see if anyone answers," Jana replied.

"Courtney said she would meet us inside."

I looked back at Dale, "Ok are you ready for this?"

"Yeah I guess so," came his reply as he drew in a deep nervous breath. "Wait how do I look?" he questioned.

"Dale, don't worry, you look fine" Jana said. "Hell if I wasn't here with my husband I might try to pick you up myself," she joked.

"Jana, it's been so long since I've had sex I would probably take you up on that."

"Well, shall we," I said as I started towards the door in front of us. I stopped and looked back at Dale, "just to be clear, I meant go in, not have sex," I said with a chuckle and turned to finish the walk to the door.

Jana knocked on the door and it was answered a couple seconds later by a rather large man in an all black suit.

"Hello, can I help you?" He asked politely.

"Oh hello, yes my friends here and I are meeting a friend here tonight," said Jana in her most professional tone.

"Oh I see," said the large man, "and what is your friends name please."

"Courtney Stevens," responded Dale.

"Ok, yes Courtney has arrived and is inside. I will need your names to check on the guest registry."

"I am Doug Reynolds, this is my wife Jana Reynolds and our friend Dale Stevens." At the mention of Dale's name the large man whom I had now deduced to be the bouncer looked up from his clip board and raised an eyebrow.

"Dale Stevens," he said, "Courtney's husband, Dale Stevens?"

"Yes, that's right," confirmed Dale.

"Well it certainly is a pleasure to meet you," said the bouncer as he held out his hand to Dale, "My name's Jim Phillips but everybody here calls me Bounce. I was wondering when we would finally get to meet the famous Dale Stevens. We were beginning to think you were some kind of fictional character Courtney had made up," he said with a chuckle.

Dale just looked at him with a puzzled look on his face as they shook hands.

"Courtney talks about you all the time, well she did anyway, I haven't seen her in a couple months now." He then turned his attention to all of us again, "So I do see you folks on the list, please feel free to go on in. Just head down to the end of the corridor and enter through the door on the left. Enjoy yourselves and have a great night."

The three of us made our way past Bounce and headed down the long corridor. At the end we entered through the door and walked into a large room that was made up in a very odd mix of modern furniture and old dungeon and torture equipment.

To our right we saw a bar for patrons to stand at and get their drink orders. Behind the bar was a rather attractive brunette who was currently busy rejecting the unwanted advances of one of the guests. Beside him were 2 waitresses also awaiting their drink orders and chatting. They were dressed a little more scantily than the bartender whose attire was far from modest. Both had a frilly white top, the neck line of which dipped below their naked breasts and sat just under a shelf bra that held their female assets up and out as if to be offering them for inspection. Their skirts were short enough that anybody that was seated would easily be able to see the leather g string underneath.

The bartender was not as brazen but certainly not conservative either. She did wear a full shirt but that shirt was very sheer and her naked breasts could easily be seen through the fabric. She wore a very clingy thin silk skirt below the shirt that hung stopped a couple inches above her knees. It caressed her skin so well that it left me wondering if the absence of any panty lines meant she was naked underneath. The way the fabric clung to her skin clearly showed the curves of her behind and gave a very naked look.

Around the room we saw roughly 30-40 people in all manner of attire. Many of them were all dressed in leather or latex. We saw a couple girls that were completely naked except for a collar and the leash they were being led around on. As they walked around we saw many people both men and women openly groping them. There were a couple men that were in the same position as the two naked girls being led around by the leash that sat attentively at the feet of women that held their leashes. It was quite a spectacle to say the lest.

Straight ahead were three sets of old English stocks. The type used for holding prisoners in the town square of old English villages when they were being punished. There was roughly about four feet of space between each stockade and to the left of each was a small table. Upon each table sat a variety of sexually related implements such as vibrators, dildo's and lube. There was also an assortment of other instruments such as whips and paddle boards.

To our left we saw two rather large padded X's. Each were about 8 feet tall and had shackles at the top and bottom for securing people's hands and feet. Between the two was also a table with an assortment of adult toys and other instruments for torture like what was on the tables over by the stockades. Below the point in the middle where the beams of the X cross and meet there was a Hitachi vibrator that was mounted to a pole. It had a clamp on it and looked like it could be moved to accommodate people of different heights or simply be moved out of the way.

The room itself was quite large and looked to be about the size of an average restaurant. There was plenty of seats arranged about the room in smaller more intimate circles for conversation as well as 2 tables closer to the middle of the room and what looked to be a doctors exam table complete with stirrups right smack dab in the middle.

We stood there in the door way for a couple seconds feeling a little overwhelmed at the sight when we were approached by a man dressed in a suit that asked if we needed any assistance.

"Hello, you folks look a little lost," said the gentleman in the suit. "Perhaps I can help you. I know all the patrons of our quaint little club here and I'm afraid none of you look familiar. That is usually my queue to step in and make you feel more at ease and welcome." He had a very friendly demeanor and a genuine sincere way about him as he spoke.

"Oh, uh hi, um, ah, yeah, we're supposed to meet a friend here but we don't see her anywhere," I explained to the man.

"Oh, you must be Courtney's guests," he replied. "I've been given some very specific instructions for you three, please follow me." With that he headed towards the bar and continued past it. When he got just past the end of the bar he stopped, "my instructions were that the three of you are to wait here, now which of you is Dale?" he asked.

"Umm, that would be me," Replied Dale as he raised his hand slightly and gave a little wave.

"Oh Dale, a pleasure to meet. Courtney specifically wanted you to stand right here," he said as he indicated a spot on the floor. Dale moved into the spot as directed and shrugged his shoulders.

So there we stood as instructed waiting for Courtney. From behind a Curtain directly behind us I heard a faint whisper.

"Psssst," came a women's voice, "Dale is that you?" It was Courtney.

"Yes it's me, Courtney is that you?"

"Yes it's me."

"Courtney what's going on? Are you going to come out and join us or what?"

"Yes, in a while but first I want you to watch the initiation ceremony, I will be right here the whole time, I promise, I'm not going anywhere."

"Then why don't you come out here where we can see you," he implored.

"I will, but not yet, I don't want you to see me yet."

As Courtney and Dale were whispering back and forth Jana and I were taking in what was going on around the room. When we first arrived I felt a sexual tension to the room but I was just starting to become aware of how sexually charged the environment really was.

I was watching the two women that were being led around the room on a leash. Each time their master would stop to talk to somebody they would dutifully heal at the feet of their master, kneeling on the floor, waiting for any directions given. Then I noticed as one of the women sat at her master's feet, the person he was speaking to walked over and started to stroke her hair. As soon as this happened she snapped up at attention and started to undo the zipper of the man stroking her hair and quickly extricated his cock from his pants. She then proceeded to suck it until he had achieved full erection. He casually stood there talking as though this were an everyday occurrence and paid no mind to the woman giving him a blow job. As their conversation drew to a close the man stopped stroking the woman's hair, as soon as he did that she stopped her oral massage and tucked his appendage back into his pants and pulled up his zipper. He then bid adieu to his friend and walked away without as much as a glance at the woman who had just performed fellatio on him.

My people watching was suddenly interrupted by the waitress who asked us if we would like a drink. I ordered myself whiskey on the rocks, Jana ordered a glass of Wine and Dale ordered his preference of beer. When the Waitress returned I went to retrieve my wallet out of the jacket when the waitress informed me that there was no cost to the drinks as they were included in the price of admission.

"Oh, Ok," I said. As soon as she left I looked at Jana and whispered "I didn't pay any admission did you?" Jana shook her head in the negative and gave me a puzzled look.

From Behind the curtain I heard Courtney, "Don't worry about it Doug, It's all been taken care of." I gave a simple shrug and then swirled my drink around listening to the ice rattle around in the glass.

"Ladies and gentlemen," I heard from near the center of the room. "Welcome to initiation night." I turned to see who was speaking and I noticed the same man that had led us to our very special spot was standing in the middle of the room addressing all the people in attendance. I watched as all the people that had been milling around socializing were now starting to get seated and arranged around the room.

"Thank you all for joining us tonight and helping us welcome our newest members. So without further adieu I would like to introduce you all to our new members up for initiation tonight. Please join me in welcoming Janice and her husband Keith."

As the MC introduce the couple he gestured to his right and the couple walked in from behind a curtain. The woman was completely naked, her pubic area had been shaved and her breasts were quite nice but looked oddly large for her small frame, I guessed that perhaps these were surgically enhanced as they didn't seem to match her body.

Janice was a very attractive woman with an amazing figure and it was obvious that she spent a lot of time working on her appearance. Her husband walked in beside her, he was slightly shorter than average but also looked to be in good shape. He was wearing a leather loin cloth and as he walked you could see his manhood flop around under it making it clear that he was wearing nothing under the modest covering. Both Janice and Keith were wearing collars with a loop on them in which to attach a leash, though neither had a leash at the moment.

The couple walked up and took their place beside the MC. The MC than coaxed the audience into a round of applause as he walked around the couple. "Gentlemen, have a look at this beautiful young women," as he did this he reached up and cupped her breast in his hand. "I'll bet you can't wait to get a hold of these tits. Don't those nipples look perfect for some nipple clamps," he said as he pinched her nipples to erection. Then he slid his hand down to between her legs and drew his middle finger along her slit. "Oh my, she's ready to go boys. She's already soaking wet." As he slid his finger into her slit she closed her eyes and leaned her head back slightly at his touch.

"Now, as for this fine specimen Ladies, he will be yours to do with as you please as well." The MC reached down and lifted the man's loin cloth revealing an endowment that looked to be slightly larger than average." All the equipment is fully functional and I'm told he has excellent oral skills. He is somewhat new on his journey to being a sub but his trainer tells me that he has been doing very well and is already extremely obedient, so please feel free to enjoy him at your leisure."

The audience gave a polite and appreciative round of applause again as the MC prepared to introduce the next guest.

"Next we have Samantha," announced the MC as he again made a grand gesture to his right. Samantha appeared from behind the same curtain the previous couple had emerged. "Take a look at this one everyone. Now I can tell you from personal experience that Samantha is eager to please. Just last week I took her anal virginity and she took it without so much as a whimper, after that she sucked me clean and swallowed every drop I had in me."

I heard a murmur move across the crowd as the MC spoke. I overheard one of the ladies make an exclamation of surprise that anybody could take that cock in their ass without screaming. From behind me I heard Courtney tell Jana that the MC has an 11 inch cock that is so fat around she can't close her hand around it, Jana giggled at this information.

"There have been times that he has actually been used as a punishment for the subs that have refused to do their masters bidding to their satisfaction. If one of the subs misbehaves too badly they spend the next fifteen minutes getting there ass fucked by him."

Samantha was a little heavier than Janice but by no means was she fat. She had more of the classic body with long blonde curls, beautifully rounded hips and an hourglass figure that was very femininely soft. Although her breasts were slightly larger than Janice's they seemed less out of place because of her overall bigger frame and body. At around 5'7" Samantha looked to be a full half a foot taller than Janice.

As Samantha took her place to the left of the MC and the previously introduced initiates, the MC took her by the hand and lifted it high as he turned her around for all to see. She, like Janice was naked with the exception of a collar. The MC nudged her forward towards one of the occupied seats. As she got there he bent Samantha over the lap of the chairs lone occupant. "Won't you just look at that splendid ass everyone, let me tell you it feels as good as it looks," and with that he took two fingers into his mouth and wet them, after which he slowly inserted them into Samantha's ass. She let out a soft moan of approval as the MC drew them back and forth a number of times. "Samantha everyone," announced the MC as he stood her up and directed her back to her place in the line of new members.

"Last but not least we have Steve," came the MC's voice, and once again gestured to the curtain. Steve appeared from behind the curtain and looked more than a little out of place. Once again dressed only in a loin cloth Steve was quite skinny and almost frail looking. He looked to be of average height but there was nothing to him. I don't think he could have weighed more than 120lbs .

"Ladies, when it comes to the old saying don't judge a book by its cover, well no truer words could be said about Steve. Ok, now we all now Judy Danbury, Steve's wife and mistress, she has informed me that she has been keeping him a secret all these years because she didn't want any of you ladies to know what she had at home. You see our little Stevie her might look small but he packs a pretty big punch" and with that he lifted the loin cloth to reveal what could only be described as a less than impressive cock caged away in a male chastity device. At this all the ladies gave out a huge roar of laughter which had Steve turning beet red. "Well that's not a big punch at all," wailed the MC as he held the loin cloth high and looked mockingly at the man's caged penis.

"Hmmm, I guess I must have gotten some bad intel," he said as he untied the loin cloth and dropped it to the floor humiliating Steve even further.

"Oh my god, I feel so bad for him, he must be absolutely humiliated," I said to Dale.

"Don't feel too bad," I heard Courtney say from behind the curtain. "Steve is Judy's sissy cuckold, he gets off on the humiliation. The more you humiliate him the more turned on he gets and right now I'll bet he is ready to explode. Normally Judy makes him wear women's clothing and makeup, just to embarrass him, but only when they are here. Outside the lifestyle she is very loving towards him."

"What's with the thing on his crotch?" Dale asked.

"That's a chastity cage, it stops him from getting an erection or having an orgasm without Judy's Ok."

"Well son of a...," Dale trailed off before finishing his thought.

"Ladies and gentlemen," interrupted the MC again We will be beginning the festivities as soon as we can get our initiates into place so please bare with us as we prepare them for your pleasure."

With that that the two ladies where taken to the front of the room and 4 assistants proceeded to put them into the stockades. While this was going on two more women started applying lipstick to the two men and putting wigs on them. It was a very crude make up job when they were done and nobody was being fooled into thinking these two were women if that was the intent. Once the makeup was complete they were taken up and made to kneel down on the floor beside the two stockades that occupied the ladies.

After a brief discussion with my companions I looked back to see what was happening. I now saw that the two ladies had been fully locked into the stocks, their feet held apart by a spreader bar. This left the ladies in the less than modest position of being bent over with their behinds on full display to the audience. Each lady had a large tail sticking out of their behind and it draped down between their legs covering their freshly shaved vaginas.

Kneeling down on the ground beside them were the men, complete with a rather crudely done makeover. In looking at them it was clear that the intention of this make over was for embarrassment rather than appeal.

Dale Leaned back towards the curtain behind him while keeping his face aimed forward, "so what's going on now?" he asked.

"Well, you can't see it from her but the ladies have an oral ring in their mouth," Courtney responded. "The tails you see are butt plugs meant to stretch their asses to prepare them."

"Prepare them for what?" Jana asked.

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You mean for who?" responded Courtney. "This is the initiation portion of the evening. When Greg gives the OK, everybody is welcome to take a shot at the new subs in any way they want."

"Oh my god!" exclaimed Jana in a very excited tone, " you mean anybody that wants to can go up and fuck those girls right in front of the audience?"

"I'm sure by the end of the evening everybody in the room will have had a go at them," Courtney informed us.

"Ok, what are the guys there for?" I asked.

"They are the slaves," explained Courtney. "First off as you can see there are women in the audience and they are welcome to use the services of any of the slaves the wish, in any way they wish. In addition they are there as fluffers and for clean up."

"What do you mean by clean up?" Dale asked.

"Nobody is allowed to cum in the girls during initiation. By the end of the night it would be such a mess that nobody would want to touch them. The men are welcome to cum in their mouths if they like or they can cum on their backs, if they don't want to do either they are also welcome to cum in the mouth of the fluffers as well. If the men cum on the girl's backs, than the fluffers have to get up and lick her clean. Once the men pull out of one of the women," Courtney continued, "for hygiene purposes he's not allowed to enter the other girl until he has been cleaned. That means the fluffers have to clean off his cock by sucking him clean."

"Oh my god, are you serious? cried Jana. "So are the fluffers bisexual or gay or something?" Jana questioned further.

"Actually, Keith is but believe it or not Steve isn't. You need to understand though, it's not about being gay or straight or bisexual though, it's about the power exchange. It's about being forced into doing something humiliating against their will that really turns them on. Steve hates giving blow jobs but he gets so turned on by being forced into it that he practically has an orgasm every time his wife makes him do it. That's the twist that makes a sub a sub."

"Ok but how do the rest of the guy's feel about getting a blow job from a guy?" Dale seemed almost intrigued by the information.

"Well, like I said, it's about the power exchange. That goes for the rest of the guys as well. You will see tonight that a lot of the guys around this room are going to get sucked off by Steve or Keith tonight, maybe even by both of them. Steve and Keith are going to be swallowing a lot of cum tonight too. The guys that are getting the blow jobs are doing it to assert their dominance over Keith and Steve, to put them in their place as subs."

As we were getting the full details of what was about to happen I watched as people started to make their way up to the front of the room where the subs awaited.

The first person to arrive at the front was a middle aged man that looked to be in his mid to late forties. He had a full head of dark hair with a little bit of salt and pepper greying around the temples. He had no shirt to speak of but instead wore some kind of studded leather harness that showed his well defined physique. On his lower half he wore a pair of leather briefs

I watched as he approached Samantha. He gently ran his hand up and down her bare back and buttocks as he surveyed her body and then with no warning he lifted his hand high and brought it down hard on her behind. A load smack rang out across the room much to the joy of the audience as they cheered.

"Slave," he said as he looked down at Steve, "prepare her, I believe I will take her ass."

Steve quickly stood up and turned to Samantha. Gently, Steve removed the butt plug that held the tail that up until this moment had been affording Samantha her last vestige of modesty. With it removed, her pussy was now fully exposed to the audience. It was clear from our vantage that she was extremely excited and we could clearly see how wet she was and how swollen her labia was.

At this point Steve now knelt behind Samantha and licked her anus. Once he was done this he reached onto the table beside her and grabbed a bottle of lube. He generously applied lube to Samantha's anus and inserted his finger into her, then a second finger as he dripped lube onto the back of his fingers and allowed it to run down his fingers into Samantha's ass.

"Enough," said the middle aged man that was at this point calling all the shots. "Now slave, prepare me," he demanded.

Steve now reached out and removed the man's briefs revealing a large semi erect penis. Steve leaned forward and took the man's cock into his mouth and began to suck and stroke it to full erection.

"Well, at least we know you're good for something," announced the man as he pumped his cock into Steve's mouth. "You may return to your spot now slave," came the man's instruction.

Steve returned to the place he had previously been kneeling when the man turned his attention to Samantha. "Now it's your turn little girl," He said as he lined up his cock with her anal opening and impaled her.

There was nothing patient or gentle about his insertion. He was direct and forceful, pushing the full length of his 7 inches into her in his first thrust. Samantha moaned in pleasure as he sawed his cock in and out of her.

With the ice now broken, more and more people made their way to the front of the room to take their turns on the new members. The fluffers were kept busy providing oral service to both men and women. In between each guy the fluffers had to get up and use their tongues to clean out the two girls being initiated.

It was quite a scene to behold. As soon as one man would vacate a hole somebody else would step in and fill it. There was always a cock in the girl's mouths and ass or pussy. The slaves seemed to be the busiest though. Every time one of the Dom's was ready to cum he would pull out of the girl's pussy or ass and stick his cock in the slaves face to finish in his mouth. The men that were in the front using the girl's mouths would just finish where they were. If the slave was busy finishing off one man and another was ready he would just jerk himself off on the girls back and the slave would have to lick it off once he was done sucking on the cock he was currently occupied with.

At one point, one of the Dom's got tired of waiting for his turn to be with Janice and he decided to bend Keith over and fuck his ass. You could tell by the look on Keith's face that the man's size was more than he could handle as he looked to be in some pain. He continued his duty though and faithfully sucked off the cock in his face.

The three of us stood and watched as this went on for 2 hours. The whole time we watched, Courtney stayed behind the curtain telling us what was going on and why, narrating the evening. I couldn't believe how turned on I was. Watching Janice bent over getting railed one right after another, watching her breasts swinging back and forth as she was pounded mercilessly from behind was too much. I thought I would explode right in my pants. It was clear that Jana was getting equally aroused as she would drop her hand and allow it to graze across the front of my pants every so often and give me a wink.

By the end of the two hours both girls had been fucked senseless and had sucked and been fucked by every guy in the room. The slaves had licked the pussy of every woman in the room and sucked a load out of almost every guy in attendance as well. Not to mention they had licked the two initiates to orgasm too many times to count.

Jana and I were still completely enthralled with everything that was happening when we heard a load bell ring three times.

"Ladies and gentlemen, that now concludes the initiation portion of our evening," announced the MC. "We will have our initiates taken to the back and cleaned up and made more presentable for you. Once that is done they will be brought back out and welcome to join us as our newest full fledged members. This of course means that unfortunately they no longer hold the title of member in service and are to be awarded all the rights and privileges afforded to all our members."

As the MC spoke I noticed that the ladies were being unshackled and led away back behind the curtain that they had originally appeared, the male slaves follow closely behind. All four were looking a little worse for wear and had the walk of somebody that was on the verge of physical exhaustion.

"I welcome everyone to take this opportunity to get a refreshment or whatever else you may desire as we prepare to finish up this evening's event."

I watched as the MC turned and made his way in behind the curtain that the new members had disappeared behind. "So is that It then?" I inquired to Courtney.

"Pretty much, " She said. "They will come out and join the rest audience in a while and they will be re-introduced recognizing their new title."

"Their new title?" Dale asked inquisitively.

"Yes, their new title," Courtney repeated. "Each member has a title and it announces what they are and their level of experience. Amanda is a sub, so when she comes out she will be presented as such and because she hasn't completed her training she is still considered a novice so her title will be novice sub. once her training is complete she will drop the novice and simply be a sub."

"I see," said Dale as he looked around the room.

By this time all the sexual activity had tapered off and there was little activity going on with the exception of the odd person being gently stroked during casual conversation but no real overt sexual activity.
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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by gesdell » Thu Dec 03, 2020 2:30 pm

I have only read up to chapter 3, but I want to take this moment to thank you for posting your story here. I know Literotica has some bad actors on it but I still love to go there and read the stories. I would suggest disabling comments, but I am entertained by somebody that reads an entire story about something they hate and commenting, as if that would make us stop having these fantasies. LOL Again, thank you for entertaining me with your story.

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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by impo64 » Thu Dec 03, 2020 3:54 pm

As I remembered tis story, it wasn't about the wife, but about the usband being clearly gay...

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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by lookingiansa » Mon Dec 07, 2020 9:58 pm

hey is there more coming hate being left in suspence.

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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by lookingiansa » Mon Dec 07, 2020 10:00 pm

hey is there more coming hate being left in suspence.

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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by OOAA » Tue Dec 08, 2020 2:43 am

That was and is a VERY HOT story!!!!!!!!!!!

Jana is AWESOME!!! Congratulations ;)

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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by Bankshot1993 » Tue Dec 08, 2020 6:00 am

lookingiansa wrote:
Mon Dec 07, 2020 10:00 pm
hey is there more coming hate being left in suspence.
I had a lot of ideas that would further this story along with intent to fully explore a lot of kinks as the fantasies get more extreme but when I got so much negative feedback on literotica it really took the wind out of my sails and I abandoned the project.

There has always been a part of me that wanted to finish it but now time is more an obstacle than anything. I certainly have plans for several more chapters it’s just a matter of getting them on paper.

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Re: The sexual awakening

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Bankshot1993 wrote:
Tue Dec 08, 2020 6:00 am
lookingiansa wrote:
Mon Dec 07, 2020 10:00 pm
hey is there more coming hate being left in suspence.
I had a lot of ideas that would further this story along with intent to fully explore a lot of kinks as the fantasies get more extreme but when I got so much negative feedback on literotica it really took the wind out of my sails and I abandoned the project.

There has always been a part of me that wanted to finish it but now time is more an obstacle than anything. I certainly have plans for several more chapters it’s just a matter of getting them on paper.
OK IDK why people gave you negative feedback I loved it thus far. Please if you could continue at least on OHW if not on Literotica. So may more fantasies that could be discovered Dale could tyrn gay after seeing it at the BDSM inniatation, Doug could explore bi stuff with Lara, or a foursome swap with Doug Lara and Dale Courtney. Endless.

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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by 2inUPMichigan » Tue Dec 08, 2020 11:29 am

Personally I would suggest if you don't have time for a long chapter you could write up an short one bringing Courtney out from behind the curtain.
You left her standing behind the curtain (poor girl) 😆

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OK IDK why people gave you negative feedback I loved it thus far. Please if you could continue at least on OHW if not on Literotica. So may more fantasies that could be discovered Dale could tyrn gay after seeing it at the BDSM inniatation, Doug could explore bi stuff with Lara, or a foursome swap with Doug Lara and Dale Courtney. Endless.
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There was plans that leaned along those lines, Dale was not going to come out as gay but there was a cuckold direction intended. It would start when Courtney comes out from behind the curtain to reveal that she herself had gone through the initiation 4 months early and that the only way she was allowed to have her guests there that night was to pay the piper, and I’m sure you can figure out what that means.

The next fantasy that was going to be explored was going to be called the gender bender in which Doug and Jana would spend date night in reverse roles. Doug thinking it would just be for the date itself ( at a cross dress friendly location) until they get home and he finds out his date has other plans.

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Re: The sexual awakening

Unread post by Bankshot1993 » Tue Dec 08, 2020 3:59 pm

Another chapter I was looking forward to writing was about the first time that Doug was going to be confronted with the dilemma of whether or not to use the veto card. This would be an introduction to the intense feelings of cuckold angst.

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Unread post by OOAA » Thu Dec 10, 2020 6:07 am

Bankshot1993 wrote:
Tue Dec 08, 2020 3:59 pm
Another chapter I was looking forward to writing was about the first time that Doug was going to be confronted with the dilemma of whether or not to use the veto card. This would be an introduction to the intense feelings of cuckold angst.
Sounds pretty hot.... both the veto situation and the cuckold angst ;)

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