It might actually happen after years of telling me no.

[Texas Jack]

- When he stood in front of you displaying his cock, he wanted you to touch it, and maybe even lick the juices off, to complete the submission to him. I see on your future a time when you will fluff him and guide his missile into your wife's pussy.

If Lana thinks it's hot and wants that, I bet it will happen!

[w770]

Had a whole post written out but apparently didn't submit. Anyway just a few thoughts.

- When he stood in front of you displaying his cock, he wanted you to touch it, and maybe even lick the juices off, to complete the submission to him. I see on your future a time when you will fluff him and guide his missile into your wife's pussy.

For the record, I would have done both and taken his load if wanted. I have stated on here that I am sexually Bi so I would have enjoyed sucking a large cock.

- He is a dick and does a whole lot of dick moves (no pun intended). I don't get, or get off on, the humiliation aspect so this might be different for you. Not only displaying his superior cock to you but continually locking eyes and making her say shit that you both know is only to humiliate you is a dick move. You "allowed" him to fuck your wife. To me a little respect is in order. You can play up the humiliation without being a total dickhead. Again, just my interpretation.

- As others stated, I do not agree with her going to his place afterwards. Hot? Oh hell yes, but that is your time. He had his already.

-She wanted you to eat her cream pie. That is why she went there. That was what was missing from the encounter so she went and got it. She came hard within a minute. That cannot be faked and is very telling.

-Lana is addicted to his cock. No other way to put it. He definitely owns it. The party next week will be a huge event for you both. Many there will know they are fucking. And if he wants to share her married pussy then she will be shared. If he is possessive (and he seems te type) then only he will get in her sweetness. Point is, she will not deny him, and you certainly have no say in the matter.

-Lana is changed. IMO she will not stop when he leaves. She is addicted to giving you creameries. Whether she meets another hung stud at the gym, or one of his buddies, I see a new regular dessert for you. Lucky you.

I don't think it is all. doom and gloom. In fact, just the opposite. But that is for you to decide what you want in your future.

I think you might be right in that Lana is wholly addicted to his cock at this point. I'm going to directly ask her today with no judgment. It's just that the word "addiction" means that she literally needs it, so I just want to see where her head is at.

I will not say that letting Lana go down to Shawn was a mistake.

It might be comming back to you multiplied. You let her do what she wanted most, and she is great full that you gave her that.

I am sure she will take extra care of you and your needs today and maybe pay Shawn another visit tonight.

About Shawn cumming in her pussy, might be that he is good in counting and knowing when her safe periodes are.
I do not know about the school system where you are, but here it is something we have in school when we are about 12 years old.
My wife has practiced that for all her 35 years as a hotwife, without any problems.

It might also be that it was Lana that wanted the creampie and Shawn just followed orders.

The optimist in me hopes that you're right about this, but I do feel like I should have told her that I needed to bond with her more before she ran back to him. I can accept that I may have made a mistake, so I just need to see what I can do now to prevent another misstep.

It sounds like NRE (new relationship energy) talking. So I wouldn’t place too much emphasis on semantics at this point. You’re both at the very beginning of your cuckolding journey and really haven’t discovered each other’s boundaries and needs. That will come with time and lots of communication between you. Know that boundaries can shift over time. Yesterday you weren’t sure you could clean her creampie but in the heat of the moment you did it and you both enjoyed that level of intimacy.

Shawn was doing his level best to make you feel submissive and insignificant. The was he goaded Lana into repeating how much better he was over you was proof of how clueless he really is. One thing you need to always remember is that he did not ruin her for sex with you. You will continue to be her sexual partner long after he leaves.

Finally, don’t beat yourself up over Lana going back to his bed afterwards. In the heat of the moment you both wanted it. She certainly enjoyed bringing you the creampie, just as you couldn’t resist going down on her. It happened, it’s over, and no amount of wishing otherwise will change it. Maybe a future boundary is that once he leaves, it’s over for the night. But don’t make her feel guilty for extending the cuckolding just a little longer.

You're right that it's in the past, and my focus should be seeing what I can do about not having feelings of regret again moving forward.

Shawn's dominance in this, and Lana's submission makes me think there is a likelihood he might want to display her to his friends, flashing boobs or feeling her up in front of them, maybe watch her suck his cock. She has not told him no to anything. He has fucked her in front of her husband, so it would be a logical step. I expect he will share her with a friend before he leaves. Have you considered this?

It's been in the back of my mind. At first, I would have said that there's no way that Lana will allow herself to be shared, but now, after seeing how obsessed she is with his cock and the control he has over her, I can't say that with absolute confidence anymore.

Thank you for your 'Sharing' the continuing story of you and your Wife's current Hotwife activities.

You are going above and beyond in your writing, and your documenting of all aspects for this journey, for all of us to read and enjoy your trip that You and your Wife are on. Thanks again!

Thank you guys for being my resource in sorting my thoughts out. I've received a lot of messages about red flags to look out for which prompted me to suggested the week off in NYC, which I ultimately believe was a positive thing. Also, I would have never known of how over the top Lana would have orgasmed to me eating her pussy after Shawn was just in it, so that was also a major plus.

So much for the boundary between humiliation and disrespect. Kind of sad for him that with this gorgeous woman giving herself to him that his focus is on you. I'm not sure he'll ever be able to have a real relationship.

If I were you I'd prioritize self-care today. Go read your best performance review from work. Flip through photos of your best athletic result. Call a friend who always makes you laugh. Ask yourself what good could come from going to the party next week.

This is all solid advice, thank you. It's strange that my best friends that I chat with have no clue about the biggest thing happening in my life right now.

- When he stood in front of you displaying his cock, he wanted you to touch it, and maybe even lick the juices off, to complete the submission to him. I see on your future a time when you will fluff him and guide his missile into your wife's pussy.

If Lana thinks it's hot and wants that, I bet it will happen!

Another instance of me saying that something will never happen, and being proven wrong. Although I do think this one is a hard stop, but it seems like the universe is trolling me every time I pretend like I have any control over what's happening.

I'm out walking the dogs and Lana just texted me that she's up and ordering some breakfast/lunch for us. Headed home now so we can finally have a talk. I really want to have a nice quiet day reconnecting with her today, but I'll be understanding if she really wants to be with Shawn again. But at the very least, I'll want to have a heart to heart with her before she's spreading her legs again for him, namely on the making love comment last night, which has been the biggest thing in my head all morning. Thanks for everyone's advice and encouragement. You all have been great.

[armyguyot1]

Welcome to the forum WannabeHusbandOfHW .

[Texas Jack]

Thanks for everyone's advice and encouragement. You all have been great.

Thank you for sharing your journey with us! You're an excellent writer and it's a real thrill reading your posts.

You and Lana clearly have a profound love for each other. You'll be all right, however this plays out with Shawn over the next couple weeks. All the best!

[william70]

Troll here We know that Lana had a talk with Shawn about some humiliations, but we don't know what limits it was to be. 770 has not as of yet told us that the humiliation was more than he bargained for. Most of us knew , if given the chance, 770 was going to eat her cream pie. It's also my guess that, yes, w will fluff shawn and enjoy it. IMHO He has chosen this road and has no intentions of slowing/stopping any time soon. Lana is the driver of this train. So I am switching my focus to Lana.

I would love if she would participate on this thread. Anyway, as I see it EVERYTHING is dependent on her actions. One of my questions is... is she aware of the power she now has over w? Like a colt with a carrot dangled in front of it's nose, the colt will happily follow the carrot anywhere. Her now loving having 770 eating shawn's cum out of her pussy is only just the beginning.

[eater]

thank you w770 for recounting your amazing story. I'm jealous of the incredible experience you are having. I'm optimistic that things will work out in the end though it looks like there will be some turmoil.

[Kays cuck]

Curious whether the domination talk he was delivering while you watched and stroked was outside your limit or was he delivering what you wanted? It sounds as though it was very intense and that could be positive or negative depending on what you wanted out of it. I am happy for Lana that she was able to receive such a great hard fuck by a big cock. All women deserve that.

I am happy for you that you had such a rich cuck experience with a wide variety of stimulus. Those were some scorching hot scenarios you depict for us. I wouldn't like the intentional impregnation but if he was just kind of role playing I am sure you can clear that up and enjoy more fun with him without that aspect.

Hope you have a great day with Lana today.

[Texas Jack]

He stopped right in front of me and cracked open the beer while he looked me dead in the eyes. He knew what I couldn't avoid, as my gaze went from his eyes down to his enormous cock. It had the mix of Lana's pussy juices and his cum dripping from it. His soft cock dangling between his legs, soaked in my wife's cum as I unavoidably started stroking to the sight of it. He drank the beer as I stroked faster and faster until I came all over myself.

You were really turned on by the sight of that big thick cock!

[slenderfish]

There is no "right" and "wrong" with how things ended up going down. Only thing that matters is how you and Lana navigate it, together.

Yes, NRE is now a force to acknowledge, so you should not overlook that this is big part of your joy (and the major amp of a cuck) while at the same time it can be distressing. Try not to let the distressing element overwhelm the joy element.

Congratulations to both of you on accomplishing this major milestone.

[kaskap79]

To me the wording "I love you" is not important when they are said in the heat of the moment.

It would be much worse if she said while it while they were sitting in the couch holding hands.

[w770]

I have quietly watched your progression here with interest , and respectfully offer a few observations based upon our ( my wife and I ) shared experiences over the last decade. First off , kudos for both your and Lana's courage to explore territories of intimacy so often dreamed of but never experienced by so many couples. I suspect you both will be fine post experience , as individuals and as a couple. She has given you the gift of exploring dominance/submission with the freedom and assurance of her love , and you have in turn given her a safe space to experience the deeper animalistic spaces in female sexuality with the same assurances. I would never offer advice on here -- it IMHO can cloud couples legit experiences , and everyone on here while walking some common grounds, has at days end their own set of unique experiences. I will tell you quickly what we learned , because I suspect you may find it encouraging . We began our explorations being very selective about who we brought in , and interestingly , after an experience with a younger bodybuilder who sounds remarkably similar to Superman , we became even more selective . ( We are talking only 4 guys in 10 years , we prefer LTR situations). What I mean about "more selective" is we found that for us we needed some of that hyper male energy , but we also needed/preferred it to be in a guy who hit all the physical requirements but with whom we both could be sociable , "friends" even. Then the submissive experiences , we found , were not tinged with disrespect . We found ourselves even able to vacation with two of our guys ( not at once lol ) , and had pretty regular open discussions about our relationships and how to keep it all balanced . So bottom line - don't get discouraged if Superman is a one trick pony. As you and Lana process all this after the " bomb just blew in our faces" period , you'll get it figured out , get it worked out so it works for you two , and I promise you , the "angst" and stimulation can still be there , the excitement , with the understandings that in the end, all three of you actually enjoy knowing one another. But yeah, as a caveat before someone on here explains the obvious to me , our approach will not appeal to everyone. I'm just reassuring, it's possible to have the excitement/fun , without being in a situation where you may end up feeling degraded beyond your comfort zone .

Thanks for your advice. With hindsight, it would've been great to hypothetically have a selection process in a way that you're describing, but Superman was really the only guy she's shown interest in since we've been together so we took it a perfect storm scenario.

[w770]

Hello all,

Long time lurker, first time poster. Formerly a solid wannabe, since graduated to a very apprehensive.
wannabe.

Anyways, I've been following this post since it began and I just want to share with everyone that there is a funny video on Vimeo titled "Cuckold Perfect" by Boris Undorf. Some of you may have already seen it.

The video is about 15 minutes long and spans only one session between a wife, her new FB and her husband.

The reason for mentioning it here is that I think it accurately reflects 770's experience over the last couple of weeks.

Take care.

I have this queue'd up and will watch later, thanks!

[w770]

Thanks for everyone's advice and encouragement. You all have been great.

Thank you for sharing your journey with us! You're an excellent writer and it's a real thrill reading your posts.

You and Lana clearly have a profound love for each other. You'll be all right, however this plays out with Shawn over the next couple weeks. All the best!

thank you w770 for recounting your amazing story. I'm jealous of the incredible experience you are having. I'm optimistic that things will work out in the end though it looks like there will be some turmoil.

Thank you both.

[johnstevens555]

W770 are you good?

[Wifesharing]

I think as long as you and Lana are both happy and getting pleasure you are doing well.

Superman is playing off what he thinks you and she wants and neither one of you have have him any reason to think otherwise. I believe it is because it is what you both want.

Enjoy the ride you have got yourself here you are realizing now that you don’t have control and that there are two others involved with desires and wants involved but honestly that is what makes this so exciting

[w770]

There is no "right" and "wrong" with how things ended up going down. Only thing that matters is how you and Lana navigate it, together.

Yes, NRE is now a force to acknowledge, so you should not overlook that this is big part of your joy (and the major amp of a cuck) while at the same time it can be distressing. Try not to let the distressing element overwhelm the joy element.

Congratulations to both of you on accomplishing this major milestone.

I agree, she's under the spell of NRE. And just as it might start to wane, he'll be leaving. So his timing is exceptional in that he gets to be indelibly linked to only heightened positive memories.

To me the wording "I love you" is not important when they are said in the heat of the moment.

It would be much worse if she said while it while they were sitting in the couch holding hands.

This is very true. I don't know how I would handle that. We just had a long discussion and among the things we talked about, she mentioned how he kept telling her last night back at his place how much he loved the feeling of her pussy and she would tell him how much she loved his cock. She said she thinks they both flirted with getting close to the "I love you" wording without actually saying it. Honestly, this hurt.

The other things we spoke on primarily was on the term making love. She said never meant it to mean that what she shared with him in his bed was in any way similar to what we share. She says she doesn't know why she specifically used those words but she was exceedingly apologetic. She said that she thinks that it was in contrast to how hard he pounded her earlier in our martial bed that afterwards, it was a welcomed change of pace.

I also asked if she thinks she may be addicted to him, and assured her that I would not judge her one way or another. She says she thinks she may be, but that the newness of their relationship may be clouding her judgment. She admitted that she's never orgasmed so intensely before and she's finding herself thinking of that quite often throughout the day. We also talked about how it turns me on if we lean into the cheating angle more as it was really arousing peeking into the room last night and seeing them pleasuring each other. So there may be instances where she finds a way to fuck him and then not telling me until a few days later.

We're just spending the day watching TV today. We might go to the market later and just try and reconnect. She's been really attentive to me feeling a bit shaken from the intimidation of Shawn staring at me and the fact that they fell asleep together last night. She's been great, really and very understanding.

He's been texting her wanting to know what she's doing later. We're a bit undecided still as to what should happen tonight but she did confess that she did enjoy falling asleep with him after they "made love" last night.

In terms of the party next week - I really don't know if I'll be able to handle going. This might be a decision we make the day of.

W770 are you good?

Overall yes. Thank you.

[w770]

I think as long as you and Lana are both happy and getting pleasure you are doing well.

Superman is playing off what he thinks you and she wants and neither one of you have have him any reason to think otherwise. I believe it is because it is what you both want.

Enjoy the ride you have got yourself here you are realizing now that you don’t have control and that there are two others involved with desires and wants involved but honestly that is what makes this so exciting

As much as it hurt to hear her say that she enjoyed falling asleep with him last night, and that she's in fact addicted, I'm glad she's being honest with me. Just as much as I'm glad she's allowing me to be honest with feeling humiliated and truly cucked by Shawn, without her judging me. The ability to honestly communicate helps a lot

[Wifesharing]

I think as long as you and Lana are both happy and getting pleasure you are doing well.

Superman is playing off what he thinks you and she wants and neither one of you have have him any reason to think otherwise. I believe it is because it is what you both want.

Enjoy the ride you have got yourself here you are realizing now that you don’t have control and that there are two others involved with desires and wants involved but honestly that is what makes this so exciting

As much as it hurt to hear her say that she enjoyed falling asleep with him last night, and that she's in fact addicted, I'm glad she's being honest with me. Just as much as I'm glad she's allowing me to be honest with feeling humiliated and truly cucked by Shawn, without her judging me. The ability to honestly communicate helps a lot

Yes her honestly communicating to you what she is getting out of this and being able to share honestly with her is a beautiful thing

She is going to want to go see him and that is not a bad thing,

[kaskap79]

Let her go and then join them.

Look into her eyes and see the pleasure she gets and love for you for letting her do this.

[hiki]

He's been texting her wanting to know what she's doing later. We're a bit undecided still as to what should happen tonight but she did confess that she did enjoy falling asleep with him after they "made love" last night.

Since her soreness kept you from being able to have reclaim sex with her last night, are you planning on getting your turn today? Or are you foregoing that in favor of her being able to be with Shawn instead?

Or is the new form of reclaiming her evolving to be just going down on her?

[w770]

I think as long as you and Lana are both happy and getting pleasure you are doing well.

Superman is playing off what he thinks you and she wants and neither one of you have have him any reason to think otherwise. I believe it is because it is what you both want.

Enjoy the ride you have got yourself here you are realizing now that you don’t have control and that there are two others involved with desires and wants involved but honestly that is what makes this so exciting

As much as it hurt to hear her say that she enjoyed falling asleep with him last night, and that she's in fact addicted, I'm glad she's being honest with me. Just as much as I'm glad she's allowing me to be honest with feeling humiliated and truly cucked by Shawn, without her judging me. The ability to honestly communicate helps a lot

Yes her honestly communicating to you what she is getting out of this and being able to share honestly with her is a beautiful thing

She is going to want to go see him and that is not a bad thing,

Let her go and then join them.

Look into her eyes and see the pleasure she gets and love for you for letting her do this.

He's been texting her wanting to know what she's doing later. We're a bit undecided still as to what should happen tonight but she did confess that she did enjoy talking asleep with him after they "made love" last night.

Since her soreness kept you from being able to have reclaim sex with her last night, are you planning on getting your turn today? Or are you foregoing that in favor of her being able to be with Shawn instead?

Or is the new form of reclaiming her evolving to be just going down on her?

We're still undecided about tonight. I feel like she wants to go but like hiki noted, I still haven't properly reclaimed her yet.

I don't think I want to go over there and watch at his place. I just wouldn't feel comfortable jerking off in another man's home for some reason.

We've talked about a few different scenarios.

1) Just Lana and myself tonight

2) We tease each other and she denies me, as her pussy is for Shawn. She'll go over to his place and come back for me to reclaim. No sleeping over.

3) She goes over and spends the night and she wakes me up in the morning with a creampie. I'm not crazy about this idea as I don't think I'm ready for an overnight yet.

We're planning on having dinner later and letting the wine decide.

[Aureus]

Btw did she ever have anal sex with you? Might be only some time before a guy like superman will ask for that. Especially since that might be the only way how he could get his massive dick fully into her.

[Wifesharing]

Which option is your top pick which is Lana I know it hurts but it is probably right now number 3 to spare your feelings because she does love you she will go with whatever you want

There have been times where my wife was too sore to reclaim and amazingly was able to go fuck him again the next day I can’t say that is not some of the most turned on I a have been. So don’t let you fear take that away from you or Lana. That all said only you know what you can handle

[johnstevens555]

Did he tell her about you staring at his cock and cumming all over yourself? How did he describe it? How did she say it made her feel? Do you believe her?

You are fooling yourself if you think Shawn will only be a good memory after January.

[w770]

Btw did she ever have anal sex with you? Might be only some time before a guy like superman will ask for that. Especially since that might be the only way how he could get his massive dick fully into her.

She's never had anal before ever. I don't think she really wants to either. But there I go again, making presumptions. And we know how that goes.

Which option is your top pick which is Lana I know it hurts but it is probably right now number 3 to spare your feelings because she does love you she will go with whatever you want

There have been times where my wife was too sore to reclaim and amazingly was able to go fuck him again the next day I can’t say that is not some of the most turned on I a have been. So don’t let you fear take that away from you or Lana. That all said only you know what you can handle

It does hurt, but I know deep down that you're right and I think she does want option 3. But I just can't allow that just yet. The fact that she hasn't unequivocally said option 1 implies to me that I think she'll settle for Option 2.

Did he tell her about you staring at his cock and cumming all over yourself? How did he describe it? How did she say it made her feel? Do you believe her?

You are fooling yourself if you think Shawn will only be a good memory after January.

I'm the one that told her about how I came all over myself looking at his cock. When I told her, she remarked that he really knows what he's doing in terms of the dominance thing.