It might actually happen after years of telling me no.

[w770]

I woke up a few hours ago as the younger dog (who likes watching TV at night) was barking at the Lord of the Rings movie, and I noticed Lana wasn't in bed. It's now close to 430am and she knows this is when I usually start my day, so I'm wondering if she'll be back soon.

[parmaham55]

I’d say the best you can hope for is clean-up duties. You know already you won’t be getting a full reclaim until new year now. You may not even get hand relief which Lana may see as helping to build your excitement, and I'm sure you'd find thrilling too.

[parmaham55]

If she's late back, she simply may have fallen asleep.

[jasmineb87]

That’s gonna be so frustrating when she gets back, all filled full of Shawns cum, and you can’t reclaim. Looks like you’re having cream pie for breakfast though

[Open2it]

Well, the good news is that you know where she is and what she is doing. The better news is that you know she’ll have a smile on her face and a spring in her step when she walks through the door.

[StandingO1984]

Have you indulged in any cold plunges in the ocean the last few days? That would certainly tend to cool some of your angst. 🥶

[w770]

I’d say the best you can hope for is clean-up duties. You know already you won’t be getting a full reclaim until new year now. You may not even get hand relief which Lana may see as helping to build your excitement, and I'm sure you'd find thrilling too.

If she's late back, she simply may have fallen asleep.

That’s gonna be so frustrating when she gets back, all filled full of Shawns cum, and you can’t reclaim. Looks like you’re having cream pie for breakfast though

Well, the good news is that you know where she is and what she is doing. The better news is that you know she’ll have a smile on her face and a spring in her step when she walks through the door.

She came back around 630. I was in bed the whole time reading stuff for work because working out with an erection isn't ideal. Every time I asked for details, she just gave me a "Shhh" and instead she just sat on my face and I ate his giant load out of her pussy. I reached up and grabbed her breasts as she screamed out for Shawn and grinded herself on my face. She pulled me in tight as she came with so much force that by the time her orgasm subsided, she just rolled off of me onto her side of the bed and tried to catch her breath. For good measure, I took off my sweat pants and mounted her, only to be denied. "No baby. Not until this weekend."

[w770]

Have you indulged in any cold plunges in the ocean the last few days? That would certainly tend to cool some of your angst. 🥶

Actually for Christmas, she got me an ice bath, so I've been pouring bags of ice into the water I've filled it up with and have been cold plunging on the balcony the last few days. I didn't think to do it this morning to quell the angst but maybe I'll do it next time, thanks for the suggestion.

[hubudig2]

I think that was my favourite update so far, so hot.
So what now? You just going to be frustrated and looking forward to masturbating tomorrow night?

[newUK]

She came back around 630. I was in bed the whole time reading stuff for work because working out with an erection isn't ideal. Every time I asked for details, she just gave me a "Shhh" and instead she just sat on my face and I ate his giant load out of her pussy. I reached up and grabbed her breasts as she screamed out for Shawn and grinded herself on my face. She pulled me in tight as she came with so much force that by the time her orgasm subsided, she just rolled off of me onto her side of the bed and tried to catch her breath. For good measure, I took off my sweat pants and mounted her, only to be denied. "No baby. Not until this weekend."

I said “WOW!!!” out loud as I was walking along a railway station platform after reading that! Your life right now is unbelievably the best cuck ride anyone could ever hope for!!

I can not wait to hear the details of her late night fun, and even more so what happens over the weekend!!

You lucky lucky lucky man!!!!

[octavian]

It must have been fantastic to eat Shawn's giant load out of Lana's pussy. I so envy you.

[w770]

I think that was my favourite update so far, so hot.
So what now? You just going to be frustrated and looking forward to masturbating tomorrow night?

I think so. They have a FaceTime date for tomorrow night after we've had dinner and time to walk around the city.

She came back around 630. I was in bed the whole time reading stuff for work because working out with an erection isn't ideal. Every time I asked for details, she just gave me a "Shhh" and instead she just sat on my face and I ate his giant load out of her pussy. I reached up and grabbed her breasts as she screamed out for Shawn and grinded herself on my face. She pulled me in tight as she came with so much force that by the time her orgasm subsided, she just rolled off of me onto her side of the bed and tried to catch her breath. For good measure, I took off my sweat pants and mounted her, only to be denied. "No baby. Not until this weekend."

I said “WOW!!!” out loud as I was walking along a railway station platform after reading that! Your life right now is unbelievably the best cuck ride anyone could ever hope for!!

I can not wait to hear the details of her late night fun, and even more so what happens over the weekend!!

You lucky lucky lucky man!!!!

She has the rest of the week off so she just passed out after she came this morning, so yeah, whenever she wakes up, I'm going to hear all the details.

It must have been fantastic to eat Shawn's giant load out of Lana's pussy. I so envy you.

I've grown accustomed to it, the scent of his musk, and the taste of it. But above all else, it's the humiliating act of her showing me that she was just with her lover that turns me on the most.

Slight Update: Eric is getting tested this morning so he should have the results shortly after. If he's clean, it looks like they'll both be having their giant bare cocks in Lana this weekend to close out the year.

[parmaham55]

Wow, you are living the dream of us all.

[TheHammer]

Hypothetically, how would you react if she came home one day and surprised you with a new haircut of hair color that Shawn decided on as a way to mark his slut? Would she do something like this to meet his wishes and to serve her bull?

[w770]

Hypothetically, how would you react if she came home one day and surprised you with a new haircut of hair color that Shawn decided on as a way to mark his slut? Would she do something like this to meet his wishes and to serve her bull?

I can't say that I've thought of that hypothetical but at first blush, I'm not really into that idea and I don't think she would do something like that even if he wanted her to. She takes a lot of pride in her long blonde hair so I doubt that she would change it for him.

[handye12]

Finally I'm up to date. But to be honest it's hard keeping up with this incredible journey you are both having, it moves so fast. I know it's still early day but from you mentioning condoms only, not interested in being a cuck,not wanting cleaning duties, her not interested in 3somes, etc., Now denial. I know you keep saying that there is no way you'll entertain a cage, but your driver is humiliation, and being caged will only add to the humiliation. And ultimately excitement for you both.
Thank you for keeping us so well informed in your incredibly loving journey.

[w770]

Finally I'm up to date. But to be honest it's hard keeping up with this incredible journey you are both having, it moves so fast. I know it's still early day but from you mentioning condoms only, not interested in being a cuck,not wanting cleaning duties, her not interested in 3somes, etc., Now denial. I know you keep saying that there is no way you'll entertain a cage, but your driver is humiliation, and being caged will only add to the humiliation. And ultimately excitement for you both.
Thank you for keeping us so well informed in your incredibly loving journey.

I won't deny that every boundary we've set seems to get blown over, but personally, I'm just not into wearing that cage thing and I don't see myself ever really finding pleasure from it. I guess it's just not my thing.

[TheHammer]

Hypothetically, how would you react if she came home one day and surprised you with a new haircut of hair color that Shawn decided on as a way to mark his slut? Would she do something like this to meet his wishes and to serve her bull?

I can't say that I've thought of that hypothetical but at first blush, I'm not really into that idea and I don't think she would do something like that even if he wanted her to. She takes a lot of pride in her long blonde hair so I doubt that she would change it for him.

The hair reference was just an example, could be something like a new piercing, wax pussy or grow a landing strip, slutty clothes, makeup, nails, etc. something non-permanent he changes on her to mark his territory and indirectly humiliates you as she is making a change for her bull and directed by him without your say or input.

[w770]

Hypothetically, how would you react if she came home one day and surprised you with a new haircut of hair color that Shawn decided on as a way to mark his slut? Would she do something like this to meet his wishes and to serve her bull?

I can't say that I've thought of that hypothetical but at first blush, I'm not really into that idea and I don't think she would do something like that even if he wanted her to. She takes a lot of pride in her long blonde hair so I doubt that she would change it for him.

The hair reference was just an example, could be something like a new piercing, wax pussy or grow a landing strip, slutty clothes, makeup, nails, etc. something non-permanent he changes on her to mark his territory and indirectly humiliates you as she is making a change for her bull and directed by him without your say or input.

Oh I gotcha. Well actually, because he knows that NYE is a big deal for her (moreso than Christmas in a way) he said that he's gotten her a gift. I'm not sure what it is yet, but she mentioned how he was asking about the type of jewelry or necklace she likes, so I wouldn't be surprised if he got her something like that, which would be hot seeing her wear it.

[TheHammer]

I won't deny that every boundary we've set seems to get blown over

Regarding the rules, guidelines and boundaries in general and those you two have blown right through, maybe just focus on the red line absolute deal breaker rules and boundaries so she or both of you can experiment and try new things if and when they come up. Just keep open lines of communication and enjoy the experience. There may be things to try once that don’t cross any of the red lines.

[TheHammer]

Hypothetically, how would you react if she came home one day and surprised you with a new haircut of hair color that Shawn decided on as a way to mark his slut? Would she do something like this to meet his wishes and to serve her bull?

I can't say that I've thought of that hypothetical but at first blush, I'm not really into that idea and I don't think she would do something like that even if he wanted her to. She takes a lot of pride in her long blonde hair so I doubt that she would change it for him.

The hair reference was just an example, could be something like a new piercing, wax pussy or grow a landing strip, slutty clothes, makeup, nails, etc. something non-permanent he changes on her to mark his territory and indirectly humiliates you as she is making a change for her bull and directed by him without your say or input.

Oh I gotcha. Well actually, because he knows that NYE is a big deal for her (moreso than Christmas in a way) he said that he's gotten her a gift. I'm not sure what it is yet, but she mentioned how he was asking about the type of jewelry or necklace she likes, so I wouldn't be surprised if he got her something like that, which would be hot seeing her wear it.

Exactly, it can be hot if she makes a change for her bull and you have no say but are reminded of it whenever you look at her.

[w770]

I won't deny that every boundary we've set seems to get blown over

Regarding the rules, guidelines and boundaries in general and those you two have blown right through, maybe just focus on the red line absolute deal breaker rules and boundaries so she or both of you can experiment and try new things if and when they come up. Just keep open lines of communication and enjoy the experience. There may be things to try once that don’t cross any of the red lines.

That's a good point, and something that I've been trying to process this morning but haven't really been able to definitively land on exactly how I feel about just yet. She mentioned how last night, Shawn kept telling her that he wanted to "make love" to her and I think he's really developing strong feelings for her. I asked her if she felt the same, and she confessed that she thinks she is on that path as well. Although they didn't say "I love you," I feel like that might be on the horizon. I know there are things to consider such as being in the heat of the moment, NRE, infatuation, reality and fantasy, the unrealistic prospect of him actually stealing her away from me, but I'm glad she was honest with me, and now I need to feel out just how best to handle this situation. Someone had private messaged me a few weeks ago about how this may happen and that it's only just words said in the heat of the moment, and to not get too upset if it happens, which conceptually, I know is likely true, but it still feels like quite the gut punch hearing it come from her. I haven't gotten the chance to talk more about it with her just yet as she's still passed out and I'm working, but it's definitely a conversation that I want to have with her today.

Update: Her phone has been buzzing a lot this morning, and I looked over at the notifications, which allow me to see the first few words of a text when it's sent. I saw that it's from Shawn and the first few words of the most recent text said, "Eric's clean" followed with a link, most likely to the clinic's portal where she can check for herself.

[parmaham55]

You are at a really difficult stage of angst and worry, but you are handling it so well, both of you. So much trust and respect. The more you two talk the better. She is being very open with you, that is wonderful.
And the sexual high is off the charts! You must be bursting. We can only look on in awe and offer encouragement!
You'll be tasting a different musk by the weekend alongside Shawn's. Wow.

[Open2it]

Wow! A fresh creampie, followed by pussy denial, followed by the notice that Eric tested clean and will in all likelihood also enjoy Lana before you’re allowed. That’s quite the cuckold trifecta to end the year on. I’m in awe of your ability to maintain your sanity.

[jasmineb87]

Dropping L words would definitely tempt me to slam on the brakes, although realistically speaking it’s unlikely they actually truly would love each other. They actually hardly know each other. It sounds like some really strong lust.