It might actually happen after years of telling me no.

[edgedndenied]

W
You may have done this before but is there a celebrity that Lana looks like.
Thanks

[w770]

W
You may have done this before but is there a celebrity that Lana looks like.
Thanks

She gets told that she looks like Elizabeth Turner quite a bit. I'm not sure if she's a model or actress, but after looking her up, Lana definitely has a lot of resemblance to her.

Quick Update: As expected, Lana won't be coming back tomorrow. She's thinking possibly Wednesday or Thursday. They're going to get a hotel room tonight so she can focus on work in the next few days. Funny - she texted me a picture of her cuddled up next to Shawn as they're in their bathing suits at the wellness spa, but my phone shows me the notification as a small thumbnail before I ever open up the message. My friend happened to look over my shoulder and saw Lana's name at the top of my screen and the thumbnail. It wasn't overly obvious what the image was, but you could tell there was a lot of skin. "Oooh, naughty pic from the wife? It's nice that you guys have found a way to keep the fire going after being together for so long." If only he knew, lol.

[isinlarsa]

W
You may have done this before but is there a celebrity that Lana looks like.
Thanks

She gets told that she looks like Elizabeth Turner quite a bit. I'm not sure if she's a model or actress, but after looking her up, Lana definitely has a lot of resemblance to her.

Quick Update: As expected, Lana won't be coming back tomorrow. She's thinking possibly Wednesday or Thursday. They're going to get a hotel room tonight so she can focus on work in the next few days. Funny - she texted me a picture of her cuddled up next to Shawn as they're in their bathing suits at the wellness spa, but my phone shows me the notification as a small thumbnail before I ever open up the message. My friend happened to look over my shoulder and saw Lana's name at the top of my screen and the thumbnail. It wasn't overly obvious what the image was, but you could tell there was a lot of skin. "Oooh, naughty pic from the wife? It's nice that you guys have found a way to keep the fire going after being together for so long." If only he knew, lol.

Could he tell it was another man cuddling with your wife?

[lovethis]

Any post is a great post and appreciated. The next few days will be tough. Make sure you have plenty of reclamation sex and fuck Lana good when she eventually gets home. You have to be getting something out of this as well. Shawn must be getting off fucking Lana knowing your baby is inside her. Now his friend has fucked her does he know he is fucking a pregnant woman?

How have you told friends and family where Lana has gone and why she is staying away longer. It should be raising a few eyebrows and curiosities. Especially because of her pregnancy.

Keep the fires burning no problem there. You will have a lifetime of fires now that Lana knows and has experienced true feelings of what real fucking is. You just need to hang on and enjoy the ride. As of said before it has happened now after years of trying.

[realcucklife]

Clearly you need to look at your notifications settings, a cuck shouldn’t have images or text messages intro showing up on your phone, you never know what you might get or who is around.

[KevDi69]

“She's thinking possibly Wednesday or Thursday.”
Face it. She will be there until next Sunday or Monday. She’s going to say, “it’s close to the weekend anyway so why take a work day off to fly back?”. Just enjoy the week by yourself and the dogs.
Thanks for keeping us updated.

[edgedndenied]

W
Lana could have you fly out to Cali next weekend to be her and Shawn's submissive slave cuck. You could then have
a lot of the humiliation you crave even involving some of his friends. It would be far removed from your vanila life.

[TheHammer]

Are you going to survive another 3-4 days without cumming. It will be worth it though when you get to reclaim her. Her pussy may be properly wrecked by Thursday.

[tojanman]

“She's thinking possibly Wednesday or Thursday.”
Face it. She will be there until next Sunday or Monday. She’s going to say, “it’s close to the weekend anyway so why take a work day off to fly back?”. Just enjoy the week by yourself and the dogs.
Thanks for keeping us updated.

I’m feeling like this might be the ultimate outcome as well. Lana seems to have a habit easing W into complete plan to make it more palatable for him. Three days sounds better than 5 days which sounds better than 9 days.

I wonder how many L bombs have been dropped this weekend.

[Mlv3]

Have y’all had a chance to speak privately over the phone since she’s arrived? If so, have you asked her if they’ve told each other, “I love you,”? If not, do you plan to?

[w770]

Sorry, I know there are a lot of questions, and I absolutely plan to get to them. This is more of an update of my mental state. It's likely just me going through a moment, but it was pretty difficult once my friends left today and I didn't have them to occupy my mind. Doing the weekly house cleaning, laundry, al vacuuming, etc all seemed depressing in a way without her, as those are things we do together in schedule every Sunday morning.

And now my boss just emailed me being a pain in the ass. Not the way you want to end the night and start the week, and to make it worse, Lana is currently under a blanket on the couch with Shawn. Humiliation and denial have their places in this lifestyle but when reality gets in the way, those things tend to hurt more than they arouse.

I'm rambling when I should really just be getting ready to turn in for the night.

[TheHammer]

Go for a run, try to clear your mind and then go to sleep.

She will be home in a few days and you will get to hear everything while you are reclaiming her. Hang in there. Just think how well fucked she will be when she returns.

[Fred_Garvin]

That's really hard when reality causes the kind of pain you are not seeking. I know it would feel better to have your beautiful wife with you to buffer the sharp knives' wounds.

Of course, you've made it through harder times, and you'll make it through this, but life just sucks sometimes.

Remember the thrills you've had recently, and you can look forward to some thrills coming up, hopefully seasoned with the delicious kind of pain that you crave.

[tojanman]

Were you drinking with your friends tonight W? If you are sober, it might not hurt to give Lana a call to get some form of affirmation of affection or mental comfort. Cali is 3 hours behind you so it won’t be super late to give her a buzz.

[shawnm]

Moral of the story is that Lana's libido has not gone up post pregnancy, but elevated to another level. It's just that she doesn't find sex with W exciting anymore. W, I hope you won't seek the path of being pretty cutoff from sexual life with Lana.

[lovethis]

You have a group of friends here that understand you the most when times get tough. Give Lana a call and let her know things are a bit rough at the moment with everyday life. Tell her you love her and can't wait to see her. It sounds like she should come back sooner than later as some suggest may happen. Don't let her stay longer than what she has suggested to be her return. Keep ya chin up we are rooting for you.

[parmaham55]

You have a group of friends here that understand you the most when times get tough. Give Lana a call and let her know things are a bit rough at the moment with everyday life. Tell her you love her and can't wait to see her. It sounds like she should come back sooner than later as some suggest may happen. Don't let her stay longer than what she has suggested to be her return. Keep ya chin up we are rooting for you.
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Yes - well said. Totally agree. We're here for you, especially with a lifestyle that's hard to share with other friends. Stay strong, and I'd say be sure to let Lana knows how raw you are. It's not weakness, it's love. She can't really mind read you from afar, and she can only respond and act on it if knows.

[shawnm]

My personal opinion is that Lana shouldn't have stretched it beyond the weekend given that she is pregnant and considering W's mental state as well. Sexually, I would want her to stay there for 1 more week and get her rocks off, but emotionally and considering they are not just a couple now, but parents, probably just the weekend should have been enough.

W you should not keep any thoughts bottled up at all. Let her know every tiny detail of your emotional turmoil. Its healthy to have full open communication.

[w770]

W, you can get a knock off cobra chastity cage with 4 different sizing rings from Amazon or eBay for less than $40. They have different sizes but it should be about the size of your flaccid dick or a little smaller. This prevents an erection from starting which is whatakes it painful. You need to make sure the holes in the cage line up with the hole you pee out of so the pee doesn't back up.

It's a lie that you can't come in chastity, any high powered vibrator on the cage will do that. But it does amp up the feeling of helplessness and angst.

I wear it to get horny and my wife loves teasing me in it. I do not wear it full time but I have slept in it once or twice. It's a great distraction and when Lana is away it would put you in a subspace as it is a constant reminder of you not getting any.

Just saying it would be a cheap investment and may keep things going at home. Rather than not having sex, you are denied and it can help change your attitude about service and sex.

Also, thank you for all you have shared. I love this adventure and it's comforting to hear you tell it!

It's an interesting concept - denying oneself the ability to even get an erection. On a conceptual level, I understand how it might play in well with a lot of the kinks that are associated with this lifestyle, but I still don't think it's something I would want to do out of the simple fact that it looks like a medieval torture device, lol.

I’m sure Brad has a humongous dick. They grow on trees.

I've always assumed it's about perception.
If you have a 4" cock, 4" looks normal to you, 6" looks big.
Throw in a cuckold scenario and all the feelings that go with it, I imagine 6" might seem more like 7-8".
8-9" looks normal to me, I imagine if I saw half the "monster" cocks people talk about on this forum, I'd be like pfft, that's small.
I'm not saying w770 or Lana are exaggerating but most people know the effects of beer goggles, I feel like there's probably such thing as sph goggles too lol.
I doubt many people stop to measure for the sake of the retelling on here

I know what you mean. But 'w770' has always been at pains to let us know a great deal of detail about his life......how busy he is, or isn't, when he walks the dog, etc, etc, etc. If I'm to believe all of the other information, then why would I question the size of the cocks of Lana's lovers? No, if 'w770' says "massive cocks", with statements, I think, of 8", then why should I selectively disbelieve that, and not the rest of what he says?

I think a part of the "massive" perspective is that I feel that the majority of guys are bigger than me - from porn stars, amateur porn videos, all of the guys in the last few months, etc. Take that on top of the fact that Lana and I have been together for 15+ years, it makes it seem like a lot of cocks out there are of the monster variety, espeically those that Lana needs two hands to stroke.

W, how many times have you masturbated since she’s been gone?

W, Any word from Lana? Was it just a swap or a full on orgy? What was the video that was sent and did you cum yet?

I've been masturbating but have been able to hold off on cumming until last night. More on that in the update with what I came to.

More than playing with Shawn’s friend, I think it’s be way more exciting to hear if Lana played with Melissa. Either eating or being eaten out by the girlfriend

Lana's really not into the idea of being with a girl like that. She's joked around before that it would be a nightmare for her to be a lesbian as women can be quite annoying, especially after you sleep with them.

W
You may have done this before but is there a celebrity that Lana looks like.
Thanks

She gets told that she looks like Elizabeth Turner quite a bit. I'm not sure if she's a model or actress, but after looking her up, Lana definitely has a lot of resemblance to her.

Quick Update: As expected, Lana won't be coming back tomorrow. She's thinking possibly Wednesday or Thursday. They're going to get a hotel room tonight so she can focus on work in the next few days. Funny - she texted me a picture of her cuddled up next to Shawn as they're in their bathing suits at the wellness spa, but my phone shows me the notification as a small thumbnail before I ever open up the message. My friend happened to look over my shoulder and saw Lana's name at the top of my screen and the thumbnail. It wasn't overly obvious what the image was, but you could tell there was a lot of skin. "Oooh, naughty pic from the wife? It's nice that you guys have found a way to keep the fire going after being together for so long." If only he knew, lol.

Could he tell it was another man cuddling with your wife?

I think someone might be able to tell if they were half expecting to see something like that, but it was so brief that I think all he saw was skin and he quickly turned away as he didn't want to be encroaching into what he thought was a sexy picture from Lana of herself to me. He also never mentioned anything the rest of the day so I don't think he ever was aware of what he almost saw.

Any post is a great post and appreciated. The next few days will be tough. Make sure you have plenty of reclamation sex and fuck Lana good when she eventually gets home. You have to be getting something out of this as well. Shawn must be getting off fucking Lana knowing your baby is inside her. Now his friend has fucked her does he know he is fucking a pregnant woman?

How have you told friends and family where Lana has gone and why she is staying away longer. It should be raising a few eyebrows and curiosities. Especially because of her pregnancy.

Keep the fires burning no problem there. You will have a lifetime of fires now that Lana knows and has experienced true feelings of what real fucking is. You just need to hang on and enjoy the ride. As of said before it has happened now after years of trying.

“She's thinking possibly Wednesday or Thursday.”
Face it. She will be there until next Sunday or Monday. She’s going to say, “it’s close to the weekend anyway so why take a work day off to fly back?”. Just enjoy the week by yourself and the dogs.
Thanks for keeping us updated.

Well the cover story was that Lana would be in the city with her friends. Her family had a few dinner plans and events over this last weekend so that kept them away. Lana also speaks with her mom on the phone almost every day, and I think she's kept up with that, but she's been good at deflecting the conversation and no one is really aware of what she's really up to. I also forgot that we have some family obligation we have to attend this coming Saturday, so I know Lana won't be staying past Friday.

W
Lana could have you fly out to Cali next weekend to be her and Shawn's submissive slave cuck. You could then have
a lot of the humiliation you crave even involving some of his friends. It would be far removed from your vanila life.

Actually, Shawn was hoping that I could join Lana on the trip this past weekend as he quite enjoyed the interaction between the three of us at the end of last year. But it was too hard with finding accommodations for the dogs, plus they had a vet appointment, and I had promised a friend that I would be there for his bday, so it just wasn't possible.

Are you going to survive another 3-4 days without cumming. It will be worth it though when you get to reclaim her. Her pussy may be properly wrecked by Thursday.

I tried to hold out as long as possible, but I blew my load last night.

“She's thinking possibly Wednesday or Thursday.”
Face it. She will be there until next Sunday or Monday. She’s going to say, “it’s close to the weekend anyway so why take a work day off to fly back?”. Just enjoy the week by yourself and the dogs.
Thanks for keeping us updated.

I’m feeling like this might be the ultimate outcome as well. Lana seems to have a habit easing W into complete plan to make it more palatable for him. Three days sounds better than 5 days which sounds better than 9 days.

I wonder how many L bombs have been dropped this weekend.

Have y’all had a chance to speak privately over the phone since she’s arrived? If so, have you asked her if they’ve told each other, “I love you,”? If not, do you plan to?

Funny you guys should mention the L word. More on this in the update.

Go for a run, try to clear your mind and then go to sleep.

She will be home in a few days and you will get to hear everything while you are reclaiming her. Hang in there. Just think how well fucked she will be when she returns.

That's really hard when reality causes the kind of pain you are not seeking. I know it would feel better to have your beautiful wife with you to buffer the sharp knives' wounds.

Of course, you've made it through harder times, and you'll make it through this, but life just sucks sometimes.

Remember the thrills you've had recently, and you can look forward to some thrills coming up, hopefully seasoned with the delicious kind of pain that you crave.

Were you drinking with your friends tonight W? If you are sober, it might not hurt to give Lana a call to get some form of affirmation of affection or mental comfort. Cali is 3 hours behind you so it won’t be super late to give her a buzz.

Moral of the story is that Lana's libido has not gone up post pregnancy, but elevated to another level. It's just that she doesn't find sex with W exciting anymore. W, I hope you won't seek the path of being pretty cutoff from sexual life with Lana.

You have a group of friends here that understand you the most when times get tough. Give Lana a call and let her know things are a bit rough at the moment with everyday life. Tell her you love her and can't wait to see her. It sounds like she should come back sooner than later as some suggest may happen. Don't let her stay longer than what she has suggested to be her return. Keep ya chin up we are rooting for you.

You have a group of friends here that understand you the most when times get tough. Give Lana a call and let her know things are a bit rough at the moment with everyday life. Tell her you love her and can't wait to see her. It sounds like she should come back sooner than later as some suggest may happen. Don't let her stay longer than what she has suggested to be her return. Keep ya chin up we are rooting for you.
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Yes - well said. Totally agree. We're here for you, especially with a lifestyle that's hard to share with other friends. Stay strong, and I'd say be sure to let Lana knows how raw you are. It's not weakness, it's love. She can't really mind read you from afar, and she can only respond and act on it if knows.

Thank you for the words of support. It was a tough night, and yes, I was drinking with my friends, and again by myself after my friends left so that likely compounded how I was feeling. I appreciate the advice and concern. The gym helped this morning so my mind is clear again. It's one of those mornings where I have a bit of time before work starts as it's rainy quite heavily at the moment, so I'm going to wait until later to take the dogs out.

Update: So I texted Lana as I feeling down last night if she could talk. There was a slight miscommunication as she thought that I was hoping for a "sexy" sort of chat instead of a more reality based conversation about how I was feeling and how I missed her. Not her fault, as it's hard to decipher tone and other non verbal communication through text. She responded with a FaceTime, and when I had answered, there she was on the couch with Shawn. There was a bit of banter between the three of us, but it was hard to find the space to tell Lana that I just wanted to talk to her alone instead of the three of us. Before I knew it, I heard Shawn ask Lana, "do you think he wants to see what I've been doing to his sexy little wife all weekend?" It may have been the alcohol, but the next half hour seemed like a blur to me. They had set up the phone by the tv, and proceeded to take each others clothes off, giving each other oral, and right before Shawn was about to cum in Lana's mouth, he told her to ride him like she rode Brad. I watched her straddle him on the couch, reach back and guide his cock into her married pussy, the both of them moaning in unison as he slid into her, one inch at a time. I feel like I watched her just sit on his cock like this for an hour, but obviously it wasn't that long. It was hard to hear what they were saying to each other, but they were clearly kissing amorously, his hands reaching back behind her and squeezing her ass, giving it a light spanking every so often, right before he starting lifting her up and bracing her back down, repeatedly until she told him that he was about to make her cum. "Show your husband, baby. Show your husband how much you love this cock." About 30 seconds later, I watched as her juices started coating his shaft and her body tremble. I was trying my hardest not to cum, but it was getting near impossible.

Now comes the part that I was not ready for. After a bit more kissing, I heard them talking to each other for a bit, a little giggling from Lana, followed by Shawn picking her up, walking over to grab the phone, and looking directly at the camera. As he saw me there, naked and stroking my dick, he said, "Did you like watching that?" "yeah..." "Good." Then I heard him say something to Lana in her ear to which she responded by saying loud enough for me to hear, "Make love to me, Shawn. Take me to your room and make love to me."

A bit of shuffling of the phone, and the next thing I know, they're in his bedroom. Shawn propped his phone up on a nightstand and I watched him slowly make love to Lana in missionary. Lots of kissing on her lips, then her neck. Her legs up in the air eventually wrapped around his waist as he told her that he was about to cum, "Cum with me, Lana." He waited until she was nearing her orgasm and they both finished together. After he came deep inside of her, Shawn asked her if she liked making love in front of me. Her hands on each side of his face, "yes baby. That was amazing." They eventually grabbed the phone and saw me there, covered in a few days worth of cum, having blown my load watching them together. Not fucking. Making love. It was different, and I can't confidently say that it was hurtful or arousing or something in between.

Shawn then took the phone, looked into the camera and said, "hope you enjoyed the show, dude." and hung up.

I debated whether I wanted to potentially ruin the moment, but I still felt that I needed to talk to Lana about everything. So I waited about 20 min and texted her, "hey can we just talk, you and me?" The angel that she is, she called me a few minutes later in a separate room where I told her all about how I missed her, how it sucked doing all of our weekend things by myself, how I was feeling about their love making. She apologized repeatedly with a lot of sincerity in her voice, telling me that she had no idea I was going through that stuff and how the love making was something she thought I would like. We made plans for her return, and it looks like she'll be coming back Tuesday morning, which means she'll be back home later that night.

I also woke up to a few texts from her this morning that she sent in the middle of the night. Apparently Shawn wants to have some arrangement where she is his girlfriend and he's her boyfriend. He said he would try to arrange for moving to the east coast in order to make it happen. She told him that things will be changing with the baby so she doesn't know how that would work. It's a lot to discuss but definitely something we have to talk about when she's back home.

Thanks again for the support. Great community.

[edgedndenied]

Thanks for the update. It looks like Shawn has really fallen for Lana. Her travel to Cali has allowed her to live with Shawn
as a couple for a few days. It is not just sex anymore but seems like a relationship is building. They have been doing things that a couple does ie spa, biking ,meeting friends etc. If he moves out east you three could develope a poly relationship where her main sex comes from Shawn and you assume a supporting role. You may be denied PIV since Shawn will own her pussy and share it with whome he wants to. You need to find out how emotionaly Lana is attached to him. In the past the videos you got from Shawn showed intense fucking now the vids show her making love and doing things that couples do, not just sex.
Wish you the best but be aware of how things can get out of control when NRE ramps up

[US31]

I’m sorry… I meant to say she should go back to Adam, not Eric.
Adam can get her over Shaun.

[TheHammer]

I also woke up to a few texts from her this morning that she sent in the middle of the night. Apparently Shawn wants to have some arrangement where she is his girlfriend and he's her boyfriend. He said he would try to arrange for moving to the east coast in order to make it happen. She told him that things will be changing with the baby so she doesn't know how that would work. It's a lot to discuss but definitely something we have to talk about when she's back home.

Thanks again for the support. Great community.

Not a bad idea for you and Lana down the road but Shawn has no idea how little free time mothers of newborns have in the first year alone with the maternal instinct of being around their babies so there wouldn’t be any late night trysts.

The positive is that you don’t have to worry about him trying to steal Lana from you. The “making love” part was for you to hear. If he was in love with her or trying to woo her away from you, he would have kept her all to this weekend instead of sharing her.

[lovethis]

You know next time if you want a one on one with your wife just text her like you did after they fucked. That must have been tough but was it good as well? She loves you and understands you so the call to come home early by her was a good one. How is Shawn handling it. Shawn needs to be reminded that this is a fantasy that you and Lana share and nothing else. He is a player that gets to enjoy your wife only because it gets you off with her fucking others, and seeing your wife satisfied also gets you off.

I think discussions about boyfriend girlfriend can wait. As time goes by does he really want to show off a heavily pregnant girl as his girlfriend when the baby is not his? Also what happens when your child is born. Are you going to be the care giver for the baby and the dogs while Lana is out being a girlfriend to Shawn. You have to be included whatever you decide even if it is denial as long as you are getting what you intended out of it and it is discussed often with Lana so that she knows where your mind is at and you know where her mind is at.

Shawn must care for Lana if he is willing to move to another city for her knowing he can only have her occasionally while she has to care for her child, you and your relationship. Or is he willing to co-parent with you. Again he needs to be reminded that he is part of a fantasy that the 3 of you can enjoy
Both of your views on life may change in an instant anyway. The moment your baby takes its first breath lives change. It is very emotional and you must be in the room when it happens. It is better than anything you have ever imagined. Immediately motherly and fatherly instincts kick in to protect nourish and care for the new life made by the two of you. Boyfriend girlfriend? Shawn? maybe later. How later? that's up to you both.

I don't think you will ever consider Adam in your life.

[tojanman]

The only thing Lana loves more than big dick is W. But only by an eensy teensy bit.

[veub]

If he was in love with her or trying to woo her away from you, he would have kept her all to this weekend instead of sharing her.

The irony of posting this on this board.