Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?

[mrs_reese]

Have a great time !

Thanks Farm girl

[mrs_reese]

Well it’s official
I am going to Las Vegas w Jake

We leave early next Friday- I’ll be home late Sunday!
I didn’t want to be gone much longer- I’m sure hubby couldn’t take that torment!
This is a new adventure for us!
We’ve held back for a few years, but it was hubby that shocked me last night by telling me to GO’
He doesn’t want to lose this thing that we have between us- the incredible urge for passionate sex!
The desire he has for me!

I promised Jake that I will be his GF when we go as he’ll be meeting his boss and wife!

I will hold off with sex with hubby after tonight so that I am very tight for Jake as my pussy will be his to have soon!

Hubby will be tormented by denial, we’ll see how long he can hold off!

But he promised me no issues, no freaking out!

To be continued

Oh my!!! That sounds so fun. Have a great time.

I hope so lookingforadventure
Thanks

[mrs_reese]

I’m just worried about developing strong feelings

[mrs_reese]

Counting the days, I’m leaving in 3 days with Jake- I still can’t believe I’m doing this

[Lookingforadventure]

I’m just worried about developing strong feelings

Are strong feelings a limit for you and your husband? I found that overnight dates and extended time together, did make my feelings for my boyfriend stronger. In my case, my husband was ok with that. He knows that he is my primary love and life partner. My love for my boyfriend doesn't detract from that .

But I know that other couples have other feelings around it. Maybe just be honest with yourself and both men about how you are feeling and how you want to proceed after your trip.

Maybe vacation time together, followed by some space, will keep things calibrated appropriately.

[mrs_reese]

Thank you lookingforadventure for sharing your thoughts. Your words help tremendously!
We’ve been down this path
Any many times years ago, it’s just been a long time since I allowed myself to be in this position.
Hubby became too obsessed with Hotwife risks and the rush!
It affected me a lot.
I lost my identity as his wife!
I was lost for a while as was he!
We found our way back.
He as he admits, he is like a caged wild animal and once that animal is released to the world
It’s insanely intense and unpredictable!

I know I’ve limited my feelings for Jake
But he is so sexy and ready to embrace me at another level!
I am just worried about going back to that world we lived a while ago!
As amazing as it was, it was also distorted with many days of confusion

[Lookingforadventure]

Thank you lookingforadventure for sharing your thoughts. Your words help tremendously!
We’ve been down this path
Any many times years ago, it’s just been a long time since I allowed myself to be in this position.
Hubby became too obsessed with Hotwife risks and the rush!
It affected me a lot.
I lost my identity as his wife!
I was lost for a while as was he!
We found our way back.
He as he admits, he is like a caged wild animal and once that animal is released to the world
It’s insanely intense and unpredictable!

I know I’ve limited my feelings for Jake
But he is so sexy and ready to embrace me at another level!
I am just worried about going back to that world we lived a while ago!
As amazing as it was, it was also distorted with many days of confusion

Thanks. That helps to explain things more. I can understand your anxiety, although I also think that you and your husband are probably more mature and wise at this point in your lives. I hope that you are able to enjoy your time with Jake for the wonderful escape it is intended to be. Try not to worry too much.

I also hope that your homecoming is equally wonderful and you are able to process your feelings with your husband. I'll be thinking about you.

[veub]

Hello everyone,
Thank you so much for your kind words.
I’ve had a busy summer along with Mr R including lots of travel.
I pulled back on the vegas trip this month, life is just too busy, but more importantly. I am not sure yet!
This is a huge commitment.
Jake has found a GF a few months back with my encouragement and honestly, I didn’t feel comfortable even though I asked him to be open to that as I was pulling back from him a little!
I also became jealous, and yes even though I asked Jake to slow down a little more with me ( I felt that hubby and I were going down a path that is dangerous) I didn’t like knowing I wasn’t his only! Call me crazy, but it was difficult for me.
I went about a few long weeks with no contact.

Recently, Jake told me that he wants to end that relationship recently because he wants me full time!
He’s asked vegas again, and I told him I need time to think about the direction of our relationship and IF I want to open up my world to time away from hubby.

Hubby has been incredible, just horny as ever, out sex is amazing!

I think I want to try again with Jake.

I hate to post this, but Jeff has been texting me weekly over the last few months asking for another chance!

I’ll keep everyone posted, I promise!

Going to Vegas this month?

We are going to talk about it tonight.
This is the thing that I am concerned about;
Hubby!
He’s changing!
He looks amazing and our sex is good!
It’s better when I play with others!
But hubby has been very reserved and not the hubby of old that encourages me to play and find a BF.
Our marriage is the best it’s ever been.
As I explained to a dear friend from OHW, when we have conversations about the LS, he always informs me that he doesn’t want to ever change “US” the way we are now.
I’ve been at a slower pace over the last few months as you may know, I haven’t written much!
That change to vanilla is for us to come back down from the craziness of my hotwife adventures!

But,
Once I start playing the intensity picks up for him and he becomes a high of the addiction of my naughtiness.
It does present challenges,
Damn, I’m worn out!
Sex is then amped up, 10 times a week range!
Hubbys attention is only focused on sex with me!
He displays bouts of jealousy- I can’t put my finger on it as it’s not the normal jealous.
It’s more like questioning me about him.
His age is playing into this behavior as he is 14 years older than me!
He’s more concerned now.
Worried that I may lose interest in him as being “my man”

Tonight, I’m meeting Jake as I said, and hubbys new way of being more level headed is to be silent!
It’s been happening more often over the years snd it’s finally worrying me that he is losing confidence.

He has 100% no reason to feel that way!
He is all I want!
He is my man, my forever love!

But he is changing!
I know he will never want vanilla though!

If Jake wants you "full time" what does that mean to him? What does it mean to you? To Reese?

[lovethis]

Yes having read the entire thread there have been a few men that have really fallen for Mrs Reese. She wanted and did fall for them as well. But when they got too possesive Mrs Reese backed away. She always had Mr reeses heart. And of course Mr Reese would have none of it.
You started out in this lifestyle due to your husband's addiction. Your love for him and his addiction has meant some sacrifices for you over the years always going up to the line but never crossing it. Falling in love with your men has been a huge rush for Mr reese up to a point. When the line gets crossed the men you have feelings for and vice versa get cast by the way side feelings and all.
Maybe it is time for you to push this knowing there are three people who have feelings not just Mr Reeses addiction. Let him know what you want respect for you and Jake's relationship which in turn leads to more angst and horniness for Mr reese's addiction.

Other wise Jake can just be a FWB and keep all emotions off the table. But that sounds vanilla now after the years you have spent in the lifestyle. The years tick on Mrs Reese. What does mrs Reese want?

[mrs_reese]

Yes having read the entire thread there have been a few men that have really fallen for Mrs Reese. She wanted and did fall for them as well. But when they got too possesive Mrs Reese backed away. She always had Mr reeses heart. And of course Mr Reese would have none of it.
You started out in this lifestyle due to your husband's addiction. Your love for him and his addiction has meant some sacrifices for you over the years always going up to the line but never crossing it. Falling in love with your men has been a huge rush for Mr reese up to a point. When the line gets crossed the men you have feelings for and vice versa get cast by the way side feelings and all.
Maybe it is time for you to push this knowing there are three people who have feelings not just Mr Reeses addiction. Let him know what you want respect for you and Jake's relationship which in turn leads to more angst and horniness for Mr reese's addiction.

Other wise Jake can just be a FWB and keep all emotions off the table. But that sounds vanilla now after the years you have spent in the lifestyle. The years tick on Mrs Reese. What does mrs Reese want?

Thank you for sharing this post?
Wow!
Wonderful commentary!

To answer your question, “what does Mrs. Reese want?”

I’ve always wanted vanilla.
Always!
Never more than a loving committed husband.
But over the years I’ve enjoyed the attention of other men, it makes me feel sexy, desired and alive!
Most woman in a committed vanilla marriage desire those feeling from their husbands but never have them!

Like all relationships, those amazing feelings of lust and desirability die off.

Hubby has taught me to desire those feelings even throughout our marriage. I demand them and expect them!

He’s taught me to be free with sexuality!
He’s taught me to be independent and in charge of my sexuality!

I love this man with my whole heart for being that confident and secure to allow that for me!

Not many men has the balls as does when it comes to allowing me to explore my sexuality!

So again, what do I want?
A loving vanilla marriage with my hubby for the rest of my life!
But that life is challenging!
So if I have to compromise, I’ll live the world my hubby encouraged me to live!
And if he’s insanely addicted to my sexuality, well , this girl won’t complain, she’s actually living a life she never expected but has finally embraced!

Do you understand?

[Open2it]

Have a great trip, lots of fun, and keep mr. Reese in the loop as often as possible.

[lovethis]

Beautifully answered Mrs Reese. I apologize for you having to answer to the degree you did but appreciate every word written. You and Mr Reese are celebrated for allowing us the insight into what has been and continues to be a great example in the life style. What sparked my interest in this thread was the title Mr Reese posted. It is difficult. We all feel like a nervous piece of shit as we wait at home and say this will never happen again but like an addiction you can't stop allowing repeat doses. It works well when the love and trust between both parties is as good as you and Mr Reese.

Your love for each other has spanned years in the lifestyle and is a beacon for others.

Have a great time mrs reese with Blake in vegas. Mr Reese hang in there the reclamation will be worth the angst. That angst can be a huge turn on as well.

[mrs_reese]

Have a great trip, lots of fun, and keep mr. Reese in the loop as often as possible.

Thank you Open2it
Always great to hear from you

[mrs_reese]

Beautifully answered Mrs Reese. I apologize for you having to answer to the degree you did but appreciate every word written. You and Mr Reese are celebrated for allowing us the insight into what has been and continues to be a great example in the life style. What sparked my interest in this thread was the title Mr Reese posted. It is difficult. We all feel like a nervous piece of shit as we wait at home and say this will never happen again but like an addiction you can't stop allowing repeat doses. It works well when the love and trust between both parties is as good as you and Mr Reese.

Your love for each other has spanned years in the lifestyle and is a beacon for others.

Have a great time mrs reese with Blake in vegas. Mr Reese hang in there the reclamation will be worth the angst. That angst can be a huge turn on as well.

Love this
I’m so happy you have a better understanding of our journey
I’ll keep youall posted when I leave tomorrow.

[mrs_reese]

So tonight is the last night I’ll be with hubby till Sunday evening! He promised to post his feelings while I am gone!
I’m sure he’ll write!
He’s on edge right now!
He won’t have sex tonight!
I set up a lower section waxing this morning, I’ll be a little sore tonight. Yes! I planned it that way!
Hubby wants this! I’m
Going to torment him with all my love

More later!

[DCharles]

So tonight is the last night I’ll be with hubby till Sunday evening! He promised to post his feelings while I am gone!
I’m sure he’ll write!
He’s on edge right now!
He won’t have sex tonight!
I set up a lower section waxing this morning, I’ll be a little sore tonight. Yes! I planned it that way!
Hubby wants this! I’m
Going to torment him with all my love

More later!

This is such an insanely hot situation!! I cannot imagine the erotic angst of your wife being in Vegas with her lover for a weekend. SO DARN HOT!! Cannot wait to read about it.

[mrs_reese]

So tonight is the last night I’ll be with hubby till Sunday evening! He promised to post his feelings while I am gone!
I’m sure he’ll write!
He’s on edge right now!
He won’t have sex tonight!
I set up a lower section waxing this morning, I’ll be a little sore tonight. Yes! I planned it that way!
Hubby wants this! I’m
Going to torment him with all my love

More later!

This is such an insanely hot situation!! I cannot imagine the erotic angst of your wife being in Vegas with her lover for a weekend. SO DARN HOT!! Cannot wait to read about it.

Thanks Dcharles
Oh, you’ll be reading
I’m on the mood to be very slutty this weekend with my lover!

[hornedhubby]

I hope you eat him grape by grape, Mrs. Reese. Have a wonderful time.

[mrs_reese]

I hope you eat him grape by grape, Mrs. Reese. Have a wonderful time.

Your a naughty boy I think HH

[mrs_reese]

Just finished my waxing this girl is sore
I tho ok no Jake will love love my bald pussy and butt

[DCharles]

Just finished my waxing this girl is sore
I tho ok no Jake will love love my bald pussy and butt

Are you excited about this weekend or are you doing it because you know that your husband will be on edge all weekend knowing what you are doing? I cannot tell from your posts. Where are you staying out there?

[mrs_reese]

I am nervous and worried but very excited to spend a full weekend with an extremely gorgeous man who will treat me like I am the most important woman in vegas
Plus his cock is perfect inside of me!
I’m worried that I may want him all to myself after this trip

[lkh96]

Go for it.
You deserve a boyfriend for being the best wife to your husband.

[mrs_reese]

Oh ikh96 thank you

Update soon

[mrs_reese]

So here I go!
Hubbys last night with me till Sunday!
He’s being good! He’s quiet but assuring me that he wants me to have the time of my life.
We have some plans in place as Jake thinks that hubby does t know I am going with him!

He believes that i informed hubby that i am meeting some of my GF's for a girls weekend!

i will call hubby when I’m being we’re having sex and let him
listen to jakes cock deep inside his pussy!


i am
so so so nervous!