Potentially the Start

[David52]

It looks like they have big plans for the weekend and your time could be Sunday night. How do you feel about meeting him?

[Deepdownwannabe]

DDWHW here. I will try to answer a few questions that have been asked but I also don't want to hijack cucks little forum here as this is his release, not mine. Thank you all for the very kind words of encouragement. Yes, I've changed from the quiet innocent me from before, but I guess that means it was always there, it just had to be fostered to be released?

No real big plans this weekend, obviously I will see my boyfriend. The safe was an interesting idea, we will see how it works out. There could be some merit to it.

And as for the nooner? Cuck was correct in saying I paid a little more attention to getting ready that morning. It certainly made the day at work tougher, both before lunch but after as well. The year is off to a start, that is for sure. DDWHW

[Deepdownwannabe]

he said that he wanted her to have less physical dealings with her cuck. "I would have agreed to anything at that point". So while she didn't say that, it was certainly implied she had agreed to that aspect, as she had a devious little smile.

This is setting off warning bells. I think he's exploiting NRE in order to drive a wedge between you and your wife. "Less physical dealings?" That is entirely too open-ended. Presumably it means chastity, of course, but what else might it mean? Will you be prohibited from holding her hand? Hugging? Kissing? Cuddling? Spooning in bed? Chastity is one thing, but depriving each other of physical intimacy altogether is something else entirely.

There are no warning bells to be set off. I understand he wants me to have less 'sexual moments' with cuck and that makes sense. DDWHW

[Deepdownwannabe]

Did you and the BF exchange i love you's or are you going to?

No, the L word has not been said. DDWHW

[Deepdownwannabe]

Still would like to know what you thought and felt the 1st time he released inside you was it just sexual bliss or was there so oh sh!t im married and i just let another man go off inside me heart pumping out of your chest moment?

I won't lie, that was a defining moment. I think I was caught up in the sex part at the time but the moment did resonate with me. I rationalized it as 'this comes with the territory". DDWHW

[Deepdownwannabe]

Thanks for outlining NYE from your viewpoint as well DDWHW. It makes for a fascinating read. I do have one question, when you were being introduced as his gf, posing for pictures, etc. were you wearing your wedding rings? Not that it matters, my view is that the rings are just an external symbol, real love in the heart is the foundation of a good marriage which you seem to have with the cuck and take pains to express that to him.

I have continued to wear my ring. For now. DDWHW

[Deepdownwannabe]

DDWHW - I will add on to what cuck said about NYE. It was an amazing night from my point of view for many reasons, all of which a year ago I would have insisted would not happen. But as you have seen, life takes some strange twists and turns doesn't it?

It was tough saying goodbye to cuck before I left, he did seem a little sad which is why I had to rationalize the events to him. NYE is supposed to be romantic right? Well, then that should be with the one you are romantic with, that made clear sense to me. I will say when I left I was probably already a touch wet with anticipation already. One reason is I had already decided which outfit I was going to wear.

The outfit was more daring than I expected, but I was committed. After getting ready (with my boyfriend watching me) I sent the selfie to cuck to let him know. And off to the party we went.

The whole evening I was introduced as his girlfriend and it felt nice. Lots of food, lots of champagne. It was simply a fun party. Everyone was dressed up, a few other ladies even seemed as daring as my outfit. But this is where I have noticed a difference in myself. The old me? I would have hid sheepishly in a corner (not including the fact I never would have worn this outfit to begin with), but now I am much more confident in myself. So I wore it proudly. I think that is one reason I chose it, to confirm that inner confidence. So that was a victory in my mind.

We posed for the couples picture and I quite liked it. A nice pic of us both and it felt right. Once the clock struck midnight we retired to our room but did not sleep as you can imagine. But the one thing cuck did not say, it how reassuring my boyfriend was to me. Constant compliments about me, how I looked, how I acted. It was great. He told me how happy he was to have found me and to have me on his arm. That no doubt led to our conversations the next morning, those that cuck outlined.

And my thoughts on those conversations? I have no issues with them at all. I am clearly in a relationship with this man now, confirming we are bf/gf simply makes sense. And cuck is defined as just that, the cuckold. This was his doing and I love my soulmate for allowing me to experience these new thrills. And the resolutions? They make sense to me and I am willing to fulfil my end as both a doting girlfriend but also a devious cuckoldress...if that makes sense?

It was a confident, romantic night. It was awesome.

So, the year is off and running, now to see where it goes. DDWHW

Quite a trip down the rabbit hole.
The question is how deep, to what level, will you go with your boyfriend?
Sometimes those who are convinced they are in control are the last to realize that they aren’t.
What are your plans for the next big romantic, couples holiday, Valentines Day?

I am playing this day by day so I don't know how far down the rabbit hole it will go. No discussion of Valentines yet. Sorry I don't have anything more juicy for you....DDWHW

[safira]

DDHW,
you said, “for now” in regards to your wedding ring. has your relationship with your husband become a brother/sister or best friend kind of relationship at this point or do you feel that it could develop in that direction?
are you considering moving in with and living with your bf full time?
Safira

[Deepdownwannabe]

No I am not looking at moving in...DDWHW

[MustBeDenied2]

At the same time I was asking about a safeword, DDWHW was having a safe delivered!

My new hobby is refreshing this thread, hoping for an update.

[venus-can99]

Thanks for your responses DDWHW. Looks like you and cuck are off to a great start in 2024.

[grnlght]

DDWHW Thank you so much for the replies ~Cheerz~

[Jujube]

I think DDWHW ought to be feeding ddw her boyfriends creampie on a regular basis. I bet that with some cuckold dirty-talk mixed in would make him cum in his cage regularly.

[gesdell]

As much as I enjoyed this thread at the beginning of it, having DDWHW post her thoughts and opinions makes this a fantastic thread and story. If she has the time to do it, I would love to hear her thoughts and insights about when this idea was first discovered by or presented to her. Thank you for what you have shared with us so far.

[Long Lurker 34]

As much as I enjoyed this thread at the beginning of it, having DDWHW post her thoughts and opinions makes this a fantastic thread and story. If she has the time to do it, I would love to hear her thoughts and insights about when this idea was first discovered by or presented to her. Thank you for what you have shared with us so far.

DDWHW - Totally agree with G.

[MustBeDenied2]

The 75 hours is up Sunday evening and the safe will open. That just means that DDWHW can retrieve the key. It doesn’t mean that she will put it in the lock.

Did she promise you a release at the end of the weekend?

MBD

[kinkydetroit]

It is the weekend! No plans w/ BF?

[Deepdownwannabe]

The 75 hours is up Sunday evening and the safe will open. That just means that DDWHW can retrieve the key. It doesn’t mean that she will put it in the lock.

Did she promise you a release at the end of the weekend?

MBD

No there was no promise of anything. She is out with her bf at this point and the 75 hrs is down to around 12 or so. This is different.

[Deepdownwannabe]

I didn't know if it was on purpose or not, but the timer would open later today, the day after she planned on seeing him next. I was reminded of that aspect last night before she left on her normal weekend date. She even told me it felt strange not wearing the key but perhaps they were onto something.

[viking53]

The timed safe is an interesting twist which I haven't read about before. However, I hope your wife has put a reserve key somewhere accessible in case of an emergency. That's one part of the body I wouldn't want someone wielding a bolt-cutter to!

[safira]

the anklet, key, and wedding ring all would indicate to an observer the nature of their relationship. she has mentioned that she would continue to wear her wedding ring “for now”. and now she has gotten rid of the anklet and key.
does it seem to you that she is normalizing her relationship with her bf, moving toward making that her primary relationship?

[armyguyot1]

Welcome to the forum viking53.

[WarrenOldcuck]

Totally agree re the second key. Equally important for when she's been away overnight etc. DDWHW would have to be pretty irresponsible and uncaring not to have stashed a spare in the house.

[WarrenOldcuck]

Totally agree re the second key. Equally important for when she's been away overnight etc. DDWHW would have to be pretty irresponsible and uncaring not to have stashed a spare in the house.

[venus-can99]

I didn't know if it was on purpose or not, but the timer would open later today, the day after she planned on seeing him next. I was reminded of that aspect last night before she left on her normal weekend date. She even told me it felt strange not wearing the key but perhaps they were onto something.

Hoping to hear from you once she is back about your angst, the release and your observations on her state. From DDWHW about her experiences, observations and feelings.