Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?

[mrs_reese]

Hubby had his way with me!!
Today, I HAVE to meet Michael for dinner and some sex. He is going crazy just like hubby does. I am feeling so much better today/ i am not sure how long I will stay at Michael's place tonight.

Marques texted me today and asked that we meet very soon.
I told him that I am possibly thinking meeting him at a hotel room that I will have hubby reserve for us.
I am turned on by Marques meeting us at the hotel bar, where he can meet hubby and have everyone notice that a sexy black man is at our table with one thing in mind/ fucking this married white girl in front of her husband.
xoxo!

[BallSpanking]

And what will be on YOUR mind, Ms Reese?

[aemn711]

Mrs. Reece,

Now I'm confused - Is the plan to cuckold just hubby or hubby and Michael?

If not Michael, then is Michael going to know about BBC? If so how is he going to react to you being dominated by BBC?

Curious minds want to know.

Amen

[mrs_reese]

I just got back from my workout with Marques.
I did something that I want to talk about. Hubby doesnt know and I am sure that he will be reading this online sometime today. Marques asked me while working out if I was serious, if hubby was serious about giving myself to him. I said yes to both. All the while, I could feel the sexual tension with him. He is the 1st sexy black man that I have ever thought about sexually. Sorry, I am not being mean, I just always played with white men.
Anyway, Marques told me to rub up against his penis while I was doing arm curls, he pretended to show me proper form.
I felt his penis, and as much as black men like to brag about huge penis', well, from what I felt at that moment, It was so huge! I told him that I wanted to touch it. I told him that I was getting so turned on. He led me by hand to his Hummer. I was scared, but he assured me that he only wanted me to touch it. \
I touched it! It was so dark and beautiful, I put my mouth over it and told him that I wanted to taste him.
Skipping to the climax, as he was about to cum, he pulled my head back and sprayed my face with his cum all over me.
He told me right then and there that he wanted to dominate and control me.
I need to call hubby and tell him what just happened.
I need to make sure hubby is ok and if he is, I want him to jack off right after we talk.
I want to be with Marques tonight.

[mrs_reese]

I want some of my boys to look at a pic of me, jack off thinking about me and tell me about it.
It is so sexy when you write to me telling me what you did!

[bubbajack]

Woop woop woop!! Action stations, Mr. Reese!!!

[mrs_reese]

creamy yummy cum jr, i am wishing i was there.

[aemn711]

Ahhh Mrs R,

You've gotta make hubby take a picture of this monster and post it then send him to his room where he is required to stare at it until you and Marques are finished in your bed and he is summoned for clean-up.

You now have the reigns to make suggestions for Marques to implement as he is now in control and will tell hubby what he must do!

You are amazing

Amen

[jane]

good luck with marques. i hope you have a good time with him.

[BallSpanking]

Mr Reese,

I'd love to read an update from you too, re. your lovely wife's date tonight...?

Cheers!

[reese]

Well, last night my wife asked that I call a downtown hotel and make a reservation for tonight.
We both are somewhat nervous but very excited.
Unfortunately for Michael, she has put him aside, first because of her illness and now because she was able to taste Marques' cock and now she wants to feel him in her.

Back to tonight.
My wife and I will meet Marques in the hotel bar.
I dont know what else to expect other than the fact that she wants to truly cuck me tonight and allow Marques his dominance over her.

Its gonna be a goddamn crazy night for all of us.
Losing her tonight to his power, it's so erotic....living on the edge like this.
Reclaiming her after tonight will be equally as erotic.....I am craving her so much right now as she sleeps..but it's hand off as she is saving her tiny pussy for her new lover.

I will try to post Sunday....
I am sure she will be posting tomorrow after we are back home.

[mrs_reese]

8pm at the Marriot lounge. My fantasy is to allow Marques to control me, to take me and to own me.
I have never ever really allowed that to happen with any lover, I always kept a part of me to myself.
But with Marques, hubby and I have discussed the fact that he will never be a threat to us.
Never.
With that settled, Marques will have an opportunity to make some of my wildest, darkest fantasies come true.
For hubby, he will only be allowed to watch and serve us. He will not touch me or be allowed to play with me.
Now if Marques has something different in mind for hubby, hmmmm I wont protest!
I am so nervous and excited!


Hotwife Jane, thanks for the words of encouragement hon!

[mrs_reese]

relic2, thanks for posting for the 1st time,dont be a stranger.
its hard to say this but if I develop trust for Marques, hubby and I already have discussed my fantasy of being at marques' beck and call and being his slave to his friends...hubby has to be there though, and I want him totally humuliated by all the men as he sits there watching his wife with all the bbc.
But, this is only my fantasy, and NO way would I want men without protection.
And all the men must be cute. So, this is a long way off, but I think Marques already wants to treat me as his property. He just doesnt know how to ask me just yet. With trust, I will be open to this with Marques one day.

[theotherzane]

With that settled, Marques will have an opportunity to make some of my wildest, darkest fantasies come true.

dark fantasies? pun intended? i love your choice of words, i hope last night went as well for you as you (and i) have fantasized. - matthew

[aemn711]

... I think Marques already wants to treat me as his property. He just doesnt know how to ask me just yet. With trust, I will be open to this with Marques one day.

I wonder if Mrs R is too sore this morning to sit down and to write and share the adventure or whether Mr R is too shot down from all the beating off he has done to type something and tell us what happened LOL!

[mrs_reese]

Hi everyone!
Well, I chickened out! I am sorry! This was too much for me! I apologized to Marques yesterday. We actually had a great heart to heart talk. He and I decided to take things a little slower. I dont know what came over me on Saturday. But I abruptly asked hubby to cancel our encounter. We went to the hotel room anyway though! Hubby an I went out into the city and had a lot of fun. He was amazing, as he tried not to dwell on our lost encounter with Marques. We stayed at the hotel, treated ourselves to fantastic sex and even had a late check-out!

After talking to hubby and Marques, I think my problem was two things. First, I just wasnt into the SEX mood with another man. It is not easy doing this. As a woman, I need to feel safe and putting my heart and soul into another man can be exhausting at times. As much as I say how I love to have sex with other men, I need to feel that intimacy. With Marques right now, I dont feel that. I want to remove the BBC label from him and find a level of intimacy with him. As much as I want to be his mistress, and perform for him and his friends with hubby watching, I am not at that point mentally and emotionally.

Second, I miss Michael. I am not sure that I can do this with Marques with Michael. Hubby and I decided to take Michael along with us to Miami next month. I will feel comfortable being with the 2 men that I love. I think it will be fun taking turns or sharing myself with them on a mini vacation.
Tonight while hubby is at Monday night football, Michael will share himself with me. I miss him, I want him so badly.
More later.
I hope I didnt disappoint you too much!

[mrs_reese]

thanks jr, i still think your a kinky guy who loves my butt. xoxo

[mrs_reese]

Mr Bear, I dont know. It's really not hubby's fantasies, and maybe it was just my dark secret, but when the time came to meet my bbc, I was scared. I masterbated for a while when I was sick thinking about a gang bang, but to hbe honest withyou, I am not like that, I dont want that. One day if Marques had me in the right mood and he had a friend over, I am sure I would think differently. But for now, I was all talk and no play!
Hubby has really been working on me. He is more romantic than every. The more that I am with other men, the more that I want hubby. Our love making is more about our intimacy and less about my lovers.
Somehow, hubby has exerted more sexual power over me. The way he makes love to me, even though we make love less he wants, he is amazing!! More now than ever! I hope you are following me. I am just thinking outloud..

[Aynsley]

Hey Mrs. R.

Does it make me "kinky" if I love your butt, too?

Your change of course Sat., is not surprising, from what I've read of your posts.
At it's heart, I'm guessing that a guy that's lucky enough to be w/Mrs. R., needs to be:
cute/handsome, nice, polite, charming, ...and well equipped doesn't hurt .
And I'm also guessing that the fact that he's a 'BBC' is not a huge deal.
While that factor might be 'new' and exciting, I'm guessing it's not nearly as important as the other qualities.

If true, that would be very similiar to Iris.
We've had a longtime 'friend', who's single, and he considers himself a 'BBC'.
As Trent has told me, "He has a 'thing' for curvy white wives",
and he loves playing the 'BBC' roll for couples.

However, for Iris, Trent is just a Really Nice guy...who's also pleasantly sized, and a great fuck.
The 'BBC' aspect doesn't matter to her.

That said, it's still quite erotic for ME to see Iris with a BBC. There's just something about
the contrast, I guess. And I'm guessing this would be true for Mr. R., as well.

I'll also add, that by having 'Fun' with Trent, Iris crossed the 'BBC' threshhold, and it probably
made it easier for her to get fucked by the BBC we met in HEDO. In other words, if you and
Marques ever spend some time in a hotel, I'm guessing other adventures that expand on this
new area, will be easier...down the road.

In our case, I'm sure being fucked by two black gentleman, would never have been possible,
a year ago. However presently, should Trent bring up the idea of introducing a friend,
I believe Iris would consider the opportunity.

Have fun tonight, with Michael.

[mrs_reese]

Aynsley, thank-you. I love your words of wisdom.

[tomwolfe]

After talking to hubby and Marques, I think my problem was two things. First, I just wasnt into the SEX mood with another man. It is not easy doing this. As a woman, I need to feel safe and putting my heart and soul into another man can be exhausting at times. As much as I say how I love to have sex with other men, I need to feel that intimacy. With Marques right now, I dont feel that. I want to remove the BBC label from him and find a level of intimacy with him. As much as I want to be his mistress, and perform for him and his friends with hubby watching, I am not at that point mentally and emotionally.

Mrs. R., in a world where sometimes the lifestyle can sometimes get a bit cold, clinical, emotionally detached, I like that you revealed your very human emotions in this way. Bravo for you!

[mrs_reese]

thanku tomwolfe, that was really a nice thing to say.

jr, i know you are so much more than that, why do u think I revealed my nipples in that pic i posted for you to jack off to.

what is wrong with me? i love the phrase "jack off".
I get so turned on knowing that men do that over my lifestyle or pics.

[doitforher]

Whew! I'm already out of breath. Don't you overdo it Mrs. R and have a relapse. lol.

[bubbajack]

What I love about you, Mrs. Reese, in addition to your gorgeous physical attributes (stroke, stroke) is your determination to get everything you can into the picture if it can possibly be done.

I know that some combinations simply could not be worked out in spite of your (and reese's) most heroic efforts. When that has happened you have been very sensible about it, made the necessary cuts to the starting lineup and moved on.

I have a strong feeling that you will work out a way to get into Marques (and him into you) and that it will be very satisfying. I don't know whether it will go all the way to him lending you out for his buddies' enjoyment, but I can see that you are aware of and intrigued by that possibility.

Anyway, please mark me down as one of your great admirers - not least because you don't seem to be afraid of much of anything; or if you are, you don't let that stop you from, as cum4me2 would put it, "engaging!"

[mrs_reese]

doitforher, bubba jack, thank-you both. So much for your support, encouagement, and kind words.
It is because of classy men like you that I continue to write on line for all to read!