Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?

[mrs_reese]

Sorry all,
busy busy days lately.

Back to Saturday.

Hubby wrote a post last night, but left the computer for a while, when he came back to finish writing, it logged him out and he lost his writing. He told me, "not again tonight" so I guess we have to wait till today for him to post his thoughts.

marques was not happy that I didnt cum. We all relaxed after he and hubby orgasmed.
we talked for a while, as he asked hubby if he was ok with him playing the role as a bull.
that was a good move i thought b/c it really helped hubby feel more secure and not so angry. He felt a sense of compassion from marques.

We ordered room service and marques made a point of putting whip cream and strawberries inside my forbidden zone.
that is what I am instructed to call my pussy for now! by the way, i want to be controlled and owned at this moment.
it is a lot of erotic fun for me as i explore my fantasies.

I have taken hubby's advice. during the day, i am mom and wife. we try not to talk about our latest encounter.
once we are settled with all of our obligations, we go into slave mode.
Hubby is actually very confused and somewhat surprised by my desire to be owned by marques.

so far hubby is denied my forbidden zone. this morning, he masterbated to my feet and left for work.

to conclude last saturday night as i seem to be all over the place as my mind is in 3 places,
Marques slowly fucked me, as he told me that he will always fuck me, no making love.
I had such a rush of orgasm later on saturday evening.
hubby witnessed everything. He watched me orgasm as Marques was deep inside of my forbidden zone.
He orgamsed again, as he released he told me to tell hubby whos pussy thi sis.
I yelled to marques and hubby that I am marques' slave and that he owns this pussy for now.

so far, i am owned by marques. I havent spoken to michael about all of this.
telling him that I need for him to meet marques this week.
michael and marques are about to meet on thursday evening.
hubby wont be allowed to attend.
I believe marques plans on claiming me to michael as well.
this is so far beyond my imagination.
i am loving every second of this for as long as it lasts.
which wont be for long anyway, hubby is too wild for sex with me. he wont last that long!

[unfaithfullyurs]

posted twice? sorry

[unfaithfullyurs]

wow, so hot, so erotic, you can feel the excitement in your writing, good for you.

will the meeting take place in a public place or in private?
and are you anticipating a sexual interlude after the meeting?
are they thinking it will occur afterwards?

[BallSpanking]

Marques, and Marques only?

I wonder if that can last??
My guess is you will have to see him several times a week, otherwise you might feel the need to... stray... lol

Kisses

[kcpa]

I do not know anyone, at all, but I want to say this. I do not believe Michael will have what it takes to deal/handle this. This is FAR different then anything you have come across, imho, and I do not believe he has half the balls that Mr R does. Just my two cents. At any rate, I hope it goes well for everyone.

MrB

Agree, Mr Reese has built up to this point gradually so the shock to his system is not what it will be to Michael. Besides there can not possibly be two men in your state with balls of steel like Mr Reese. Good luck but know the chance of freaking Michael out to a point of no return.

[Aynsley]

Good for your Mrs. R., to have such a great Sat.
I will disagree with Mr. Bear, and say that I think Michael will get quite turned on by this,
as you're not his Mrs., ...as well as Marques not being a threat to him - re: being replaced as your 'lover'.

And I doubt that Marques will 'require' that your 'forbidden zone' is HIS... 24/7/7...
after the first few weeks. He's quite obviously enjoying you...you and Mr. R., and I'm sure he'll
get a special thrill about 'cucking' a white wife's BF; that HAS to be a not very common occurence.

As such, I'm sure he'll want to re-work the arrangement,
in whatever way it makes Mr. R. & Michael, happy.
Maybe you'll only be 'HIS', on Fridays and Saturdays?

I would think you guys have a LOT of scenarios that you'll want to play out,
and will have a blast doing so.

Have fun, you guys.
Can't wait to hear about when the four of you go to one of the bars that Marques hangs out at,
with you dressed slutty, and dancing with Marques, while you two hang with Marques' friends.
And, while Marques shows off his beautiful 'toy' to his buddies...
...Mr. R. and Michael will have to watch from across the bar.

[BallSpanking]

The sweet thing about ALL of this... is that you can cheat with Mr Reese, and not tell anyone, not even us, much less Marques.
He is your husband... and you can go back to your fantasy game in Marques' presence.

Cheating with your own husband...!?
That's a new one...

[mrs_reese]

So busy everyone, sorry this has been a crazy week. Dealt with a best friends death of her father as well as finding time to accomodate Marques who met with Michael last night and a demanding daughter who needs some extra loving.
More in next post.
I dont want to tarnish what I wrote about by talking about M and M's meeting last night.

[BallSpanking]

That was an intriguing post...

I am hoping it went well between Marques and Michael, so maybe Ms Reese got some nice MFM action, though if Marques was asserting his ownership, then you only got his big cock.

I wonder if Michael will be OK at being cut-off?
I mean, Mr Reese signed up for it, but Michael just walked into it...
Would you consider denying hubby during your BBC slut training, but cheating with Michael, since he is your BF, and you don't want to alienate him?

Besides, as ahotwife, you are free to have any lover you want, so Mr Marques better keep you well satisfied with big cock if he expects you to be exclusive to HIM... LOL...

Sorry, I can't help laughing, because everyone thinks they control your sex, when in fact you can fuck any guy you want, at any moment, and probably do!

Ms Reese, you must be smiling all the way to the (sperm) bank!!

Kisses

[reese]

I just arrived home early and thought it was time to write some thoughts for all to read.

Ironically, my hotwife left me a note on the kitchen table informing me to go into our bedroom, she had a suprise for me.
No one home....I feel my cock growing as I walk into the bedroom...taking slow steps, trying to breath in her scent of sex and perfume. I had NO clue what to expect. I look to the bed...it's totally unkept....a note on the bed with ky jelly, sexy black hose and g-string panties. The note read something like this.....Honey, I am not yours anymore. I am owned by Marques but today, I want you to know that I cheated on Marques...I had SEX in his soon to be BBC bull bed...it used to be yours...now jack off like a good little cuckold....and breath in the scent of sex in this bed...smell my scent..nylons,...panties that i wiped up my lovers cum on....THAT was all I needed...like a horny out of control human being that can not function without orgasming 5 times a day over my hotwife...I jacked off...smelling, tasting..and cumming all over her panties....

Then it hit me..........who in the hell did she fuck? I immediately thought Michael...but was it Marques? I texted her...but then I didnt ask...I just told her thanks....and HOW hard I got off on her sex in Marques' bed...

I am messsed up so bad....so fucking rock hard by her sluttiness..I cant have her and Marques fucking soon enough!
I wont ask her who she fucked...the mystery...the fact that she is worried about cheating on Marques...and not worried about what I think..but telling me...her husband that she cheated with someone..and not to tell Marques...

I am in the state of shock....she isnt mine right now..and its driving me crazy...

I want to wrie one more thought....my wife is living a fantasy right now...a fantasy only reserved for men usually...kink, naughtiness....slutiness....new sex partners...being deviant...

And I am so on edge...so wild with excitement and lust for her...

I need to fuck her very soon.....I am not sure how all of this will play out.
She tells me that she is now owned by marques..that he has the only right to fuck her...and I am in total denial.

This is so intense for me....and Michael? I have no clue what is happening with him and the Marques thing.
I am reading her posts..and she is teasing all of us..including ME!

[mrs_reese]

Thanks everyone for their posts, and thoughts, it is nice to hear from every one else.
I saw hubby finally posted, I had to think of some way to motivate him.
Afterall, this is his thread!

A quick update. I finally gave in! I did something that I wont tell hubby about. Our deal is that IF he really wants to know, I won't have sex with him. If he really wants to have sex, I made him promise on his hotwifehubby honor NOT to pry and make me tell him what really happened today!
SO hubby just promised me that he wont ask me any questions. I promised to tell him at a later date. We marked this date in a journal that we keep to write our fears, feelings and ideas in. I will tell him what really happened one day!

After my daughter goes to bed! I will finally have amazing sex with hubby. I don't worry about him not having an orgasm, my honey is a quick recovery type of guy! Yes, if you are wondering, I left a present that I posted about earlier today on Marques' bed (my bed actually).

As much as I want to remain Marques' property, hubby gets a free pass today!

One more thing, there is so much going on for me, I forgot to write about last night. Originally, Marques and Michael were to meet on Thursday, but Marques could not attend our meeting so Marques and Michael finally met yesterday and discussed our bbc relationship. NOthing happened, We all kept the meeting friendly while we discussed our fears, ideas and eventual fun that we all plan on sharing. Michael and I have to talk soon, he is worried that he wont be able to spend time with me one on one in the future.

I told Michael that this is how it all will work; Hubby is my absolute love. He will always come first. Michael is my lover. I will always find time after hubby for Michael.

Marques is just fun! A playmate for now! We all understand our roles. Marques is very generous of his feelings and is very classy! His take on all of this is that I am a very horny slut who wanted a taste of bbc. His belief is that he will make me never want to give up his bbc.
We will see!

[tiggerdog77]

Reeses,

I always read your posts and enjoy them and admire you both for what you do for each other. Maybe I am just too sensitive but whenever I see the term bbc I just cringe and can't go there. There seems to be a subtle hint of racism in your latest scenario do to the bbc comments and Marques being given absolute control over you and Hubby. I know that most likley this is not they way you feel but it comes across a little to me like that. Having said this I hope things work out great for everyone involved but I think for a while I will sit this post out for awhile.

[BallSpanking]

Damn!

I wish that was my task!

[BallSpanking]

The color differences are significant only initially, where there has not been experience or familiarity with them.
It is a topic where just about any statement made about it is subject to criticism on grounds of bias, racism, etc.

Perhaps it would be more accurate if we understood this as curiosity that Ms Reese is satisfying.
Surely we have all found 'exotic' beauty in other human forms, Asian, African, European, or whatever is unfamiliar or unusual to us.

I don't think there is any meanness in Ms Reese's curiosity, nor in her delight in living out her fantasies.

She certainly seems to be enjoying herself, and Mr Reese spoils her... lol

Cheers

[Aynsley]

I agree with Ballspanking.
And I don't want to speak for Mrs. R., but I do know guys who have 'a weakness' for Asian women.
Personally, French, French Canadian and South American women trip my trigger,
unlike other women.
I can honestly tell you that I have a bit of 'lust' spinning in my head, any time I meet one.
And it has nothing to do wanting them to be my GF or wife...to me they are different in
a way that I find extremely attractive. Further, I do believe Mrs. R. has said Marques was
'gorgeous'; and so it seems there are personal qualities to Marques that she finds quite attractive.

And, as I posted previously, I'm thinking Marques likes the B/W dynamic, from his angle, and
he would not be the first black gentleman that 'liked' being known as a 'BBC' to a white wife,
as Iris and I have a good friend who has specifically told me that he absolutely loves that aspect of his FB lifestlye.

[mrs_reese]

Aynsley and BS, thanks for writing and possibly helping everyone understand what I am going through.
I dont want to write about how much fun I had with hubby right now but would rather focus on the post by Tiggerdog77.

I am not racist. If only everyone who reads our thread knew the real Mrs.R, not the girl who is slutty wild and full of hotwife lust.

It was Marques who first turned me on the the sexiness of black and white. I think bbc is so over-rated, and the name is only a name like Hotwife and other useful names we all like to call each other.

Too many in life are sensitive to the b word or the w word. Really? (b meaning black and w meaning white).

I grew up with one important quality that was instilled in my life, "respect".
I judge no person because of their color or origin difference. Whether it is a person from Japan, or Africa, or Canada, or Serbia, or China, or Russia/ we are all humans beings and should be treated as humans.

Marques loves the fact that I am white. He tells me all the time that I am the sexiest white girl he has ever been with.
If Marques was chinese or Russian, i am sure that we both would still be fascinated with our origins and our differences.
I am fascinated with him, not because he is a bbc, but because he is so much more different than most men that I have been with. Does that make me a racist? Does that make Marques a racist?
I sure hope not.

ONe more thing, to be honest with you as I was writing about earlier, Marques doesnt have a bbc, he is a bmsc(big, medium sized cock) LOL!

[BallSpanking]

Not even a BM/LC? (medium-large) lol

[mrs_palmetto]

Too many in life are sensitive to the b word or the w word. Really? (b meaning black and w meaning white).

I have not had time to completely read this thread BUT Mrs. R I seriously hope no ones calling "YOU" a racist that's got to be the most laughable thing I've heard if so!

I understand what you mean about "some" being too sensitive to the words "black" and "white" BUT hello? I'm white yes if you're black it's bond to pop up you and I are a different color! -That's not racist! That's a fact!

Reminds me of a time I worked with this lil black girl at fastfood joint when I was a teenager.. Now there were just as many white people that worked there as black people.. She'd walk up to me and playfully joke, "Hey, Mrs. P see that old dude at the counter?? He's your customer ENJOY! He said, "No BLAH BLAH (not gonna repeat that sorta uglyness)is gonna touch his coffee cup and pointed at you to service him. THAT'S YOUR PEOPLE!" I laughed and said, "Hey now!That jerks not my people! You better watch that cute lil round black butt of yours before I smack it!" We played around like that all the time! It wasn't racist! She'd even say crap like, "My cousin likes you, I reminded him your white!" And I'd say crap like, "OMG he needed a reminder? He's not mentally retarded right?" That's humor people! Maybe not for everyone.

[mrs_reese]

xoxo, luv ya mrsp, i needed that.

[BallSpanking]

I second Mrs P, here, ain't no way Ms Reese is prejudist.
I think it's a non-issue, truly, not even worth more ink.

[mrs_palmetto]

xoxo, luv ya mrsp, i needed that.

Very easy to do Mrs.R when you actually know a person by I don't know.. Speaking to them????? lol...

BallSpanking- Damn right! Not worth a bit of ink!

[BallSpanking]

I think Ms Reese ain't tellin'... lol

[Aynsley]

I'm thinking it was Mario, and Mr. R. just happened to miss that there were also
new shoes, by the bed, as well.

[Caliban]

I'm getting confused now.

Mrs R cheated on Marques with someone? Or she didn't and is just trying to push hubby's buttons?

Marques is huge - 2 inches longer than hubby......and then later hes only medium/large.

"I finally gave in! I did something that I wont tell hubby about." Or won't tell us about either, presumably.

What of all of this is true and what is fantasy? I think Mrs R is pushing our buttons as well as hubby's.

[doitforher]

I'm getting confused now.

Mrs R cheated on Marques with someone? Or she didn't and is just trying to push hubby's buttons?

Marques is huge - 2 inches longer than hubby......and then later hes only medium/large.

"I finally gave in! I did something that I wont tell hubby about." Or won't tell us about either, presumably.

What of all of this is true and what is fantasy? I think Mrs R is pushing our buttons as well as hubby's.

And what a fantastic button pusher she is