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by 60dCommon » Sat Nov 30, 2024 5:25 am
@Danny, oooph, yeah, I empathize.
When my wife was in her "cheating" phase, I had similar feelings. Every time she'd work late, or make a nighttime gym visit, or go out with her girlfriends, I was a nervous wreck. After she started openly cucking me, the feelings continued because she was free to hookup with whomever she wanted, whenever she wanted, and felt no obligation to tell me. Sometimes she really was flirting when I saw her talking to a man. Sometimes she really was spending the evening in her lover's bed when she told me she was with a client. Most of the time, of course, she wasn't, but that uncertainty only increased my angst.
As others have said here, savor this time - this is all part of the beauty of being in a cuckold relationship. Rediscovering your wife as a confident, sexual woman is a great gift for you. It can be terrifying to surrender control (or the illusion of control), but giving your wife freedom to seek sexual satisfaction elsewhere is also a great gift from you to her.
Having running as an outlet to regulate your anxious feelings is great. In my experience it will get better. Over time, these feelings will become more familiar and less shocking. If you end up being denied, the feelings themselves will become your sex life - experiencing the rush of letting go and allowing yourself to really feel the thrill of the chase and the satisfaction of the sex along with her.
I'm pulling for you - as I've written before, this could be a very satisfying arrangement for all three of you. It could also be the start of a beautiful lifetime of sexual satisfaction for you as a cuck, and Lauren as your beautiful, well-loved wife.
-60d