Figuring it out

[jane]

One more week until my Valentine's date. Yesterday, to stoke the fires a bit, Adventurer suggested that I edge myself. I wasn't sure that would help satisfy my current state of hunger. Then he sent me a video he had made. He has four years of documentation of the dates I've had with G. Some of it is video clips. Some are photos. He had put them together into a 20 minute video (no, we will not post it).

I can say that the video had one main character in it, and it wasn't G. LOL. You could hear his voice from time to time, and his penis was very prominent, but mostly it was yours truly -- porn star extraordinaire - filling the screen. It was kind of hard for me to watch, truthfully. I'm pretty critical of how I look and how I sound. But I was so touched that Adventurer had made it. It is clear that he enjoys having a hot wife and that he thinks I'm pretty damn special. I loved that.

Plus, I did enjoy listening to G talking to me in the video. Things like "do you want me to fuck you now?" or "I'm going to fill you up." Very ,very hot.

Alas, my poor pussy was left unsatisfied. Did I mention that I have to wait 7 more days!!!!

While the full video showing LFA in all her glorious awesomeness is for private viewing only, she did want to share this part: https://www.erome.com/a/dgliXpcm.

It shows LFA doing two things that I'm sure she is counting down the minutes to do again: riding her boyfriend and orgasming.

very sexy !

[Lookingforadventure]

Fuck. Erome is banned in our country so I cant watch the awesome and sexy LFA in her full glory.

My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined.

Oh no! We can't have that. I don't want anyone's day ruined. What about if I try to describe the video for those unable to view it? It might almost be as good as the real thing

The video is about 24 seconds long, and was shot vertically on a phone. I can see Adventurer's jacket hanging in the background of the first shot, so I'm pretty sure this was filmed in a hotel during the last threesome we had. He was sitting on one bed and watching as I rode G on the other, so the videography his his handiwork (which also explains why the camera doesn't get jostled too much during the filming).

The video opens with a close-up shot of my torso. My breasts are very noticeably on display and G's hands are pushed up on them from below. One hand on each breast - a gentle grope is evidently taking place. I'm bouncing up and down and you can hear the sounds of bodies slapping against each other.

At fist you can hear me whispering, "yes, yes, yes" a few times. I'm being quite quiet and discreet. That's not very like me. LOL. But it does allow for the sounds of sex to be more noticeable. G drops his hands and you get a full view of my breasts. My nipples are hard and are poking slightly upwards. You can see a smattering of freckles on my breasts and chest, and there is a pleasant bounce to my breasts as I ride.

Soon, you can hear me let out a little sigh and moan. "Oh fuck," I say. And then I repeat it again even louder. At the 12 second mark, I pause in my riding to let out a gutteral "oh". Clearly his cock has rubbed against something very pleasurable inside of me. After that, the action in the video takes a turn.

My body is bouncing less, but you can tell from the sounds and my breast movement that the pounding is still happening. Instead of me directing the pace, G is thrusting up into me from below. And he's going hard and strong. My sounds at that point become more animalistic. They aren't words at all, but also not sighs. Just sort of happy groaning and panting. My breathing picks up pace and it doesn't take long before I let out a satisfied sigh of a woman who has just climaxed. My face almost dips down into the screen at the moment of climax, but not far enough to ruin the anonymity of this clip. (Otherwise it wouldn't get posted).

It ends with my body still slowly grinding and riding G in the afterglow. I'm quite sure I kept going for another orgasm or two before we switched positions

[Jmoney]

Fuck. Erome is banned in our country so I cant watch the awesome and sexy LFA in her full glory.

My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined.

Oh no! We can't have that. I don't want anyone's day ruined. What about if I try to describe the video for those unable to view it? It might almost be as good as the real thing

The video is about 24 seconds long, and was shot vertically on a phone. I can see Adventurer's jacket hanging in the background of the first shot, so I'm pretty sure this was filmed in a hotel during the last threesome we had. He was sitting on one bed and watching as I rode G on the other, so the videography his his handiwork (which also explains why the camera doesn't get jostled too much during the filming).

The video opens with a close-up shot of my torso. My breasts are very noticeably on display and G's hands are pushed up on them from below. One hand on each breast - a gentle grope is evidently taking place. I'm bouncing up and down and you can hear the sounds of bodies slapping against each other.

At fist you can hear me whispering, "yes, yes, yes" a few times. I'm being quite quiet and discreet. That's not very like me. LOL. But it does allow for the sounds of sex to be more noticeable. G drops his hands and you get a full view of my breasts. My nipples are hard and are poking slightly upwards. You can see a smattering of freckles on my breasts and chest, and there is a pleasant bounce to my breasts as I ride.

Soon, you can hear me let out a little sigh and moan. "Oh fuck," I say. And then I repeat it again even louder. At the 12 second mark, I pause in my riding to let out a gutteral "oh". Clearly his cock has rubbed against something very pleasurable inside of me. After that, the action in the video takes a turn.

My body is bouncing less, but you can tell from the sounds and my breast movement that the pounding is still happening. Instead of me directing the pace, G is thrusting up into me from below. And he's going hard and strong. My sounds at that point become more animalistic. They aren't words at all, but also not sighs. Just sort of happy groaning and panting. My breathing picks up pace and it doesn't take long before I let out a satisfied sigh of a woman who has just climaxed. My face almost dips down into the screen at the moment of climax, but not far enough to ruin the anonymity of this clip. (Otherwise it wouldn't get posted).

It sends with my body still slowly grinding and riding G in the afterglow. I'm quite sure I kept going for another orgasm or two before we switched positions

This video is amazing and your description makes it even better.

[venus-can99]

Thanks for the play-by-play and the color commentary LFA
It makes the video enjoyable twice as much

[zoe]

Imagining the mental aspect of your journey, which I find as stimulating and erotic as your journey itself, this thrill of showing yourself off as the baddest bitch on the block is exceedingly erotic.

Z

LOL. I'm not sure about "baddest bitch on the block" but I'm proud of myself for putting the video out there (well, more accurately, allowing the video to be put out there). Thanks for liking it, and for enjoying our journey, including the mental aspects of it. It has been important to me to communicate the emotions and other sides of things, not just the sexy bits. I'm glad you enjoy them too.

I guess knowing the full measure of societal baggage that women have to navigate makes the mental aspect so interesting. Zoe for years had this pirate fantasy which allowed her to shed all her inhibitions because she “had no choice but to be a bad girl”

[WOLVERINE007]

Fuck. Erome is banned in our country so I cant watch the awesome and sexy LFA in her full glory.

My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined.

Oh no! We can't have that. I don't want anyone's day ruined. What about if I try to describe the video for those unable to view it? It might almost be as good as the real thing

The video is about 24 seconds long, and was shot vertically on a phone. I can see Adventurer's jacket hanging in the background of the first shot, so I'm pretty sure this was filmed in a hotel during the last threesome we had. He was sitting on one bed and watching as I rode G on the other, so the videography his his handiwork (which also explains why the camera doesn't get jostled too much during the filming).

The video opens with a close-up shot of my torso. My breasts are very noticeably on display and G's hands are pushed up on them from below. One hand on each breast - a gentle grope is evidently taking place. I'm bouncing up and down and you can hear the sounds of bodies slapping against each other.

At fist you can hear me whispering, "yes, yes, yes" a few times. I'm being quite quiet and discreet. That's not very like me. LOL. But it does allow for the sounds of sex to be more noticeable. G drops his hands and you get a full view of my breasts. My nipples are hard and are poking slightly upwards. You can see a smattering of freckles on my breasts and chest, and there is a pleasant bounce to my breasts as I ride.

Soon, you can hear me let out a little sigh and moan. "Oh fuck," I say. And then I repeat it again even louder. At the 12 second mark, I pause in my riding to let out a gutteral "oh". Clearly his cock has rubbed against something very pleasurable inside of me. After that, the action in the video takes a turn.

My body is bouncing less, but you can tell from the sounds and my breast movement that the pounding is still happening. Instead of me directing the pace, G is thrusting up into me from below. And he's going hard and strong. My sounds at that point become more animalistic. They aren't words at all, but also not sighs. Just sort of happy groaning and panting. My breathing picks up pace and it doesn't take long before I let out a satisfied sigh of a woman who has just climaxed. My face almost dips down into the screen at the moment of climax, but not far enough to ruin the anonymity of this clip. (Otherwise it wouldn't get posted).

It ends with my body still slowly grinding and riding G in the afterglow. I'm quite sure I kept going for another orgasm or two before we switched positions

That was very generous of you miss LFA. You didn't have to do that at all , but you still did. Thank you for describing quite vividly a supremely hot encounter that had me get a boner almost instantly. I must say you are a terrific writer and I could quietly picturize the minute details you described so beautifully. Loved the moment when you described your climax. Nothing more satisfying then hearing woman cum I must say.

Rest assured- you not only saved my day from ruin but also made it whole lot better with your vivid description. Thank you

[Lookingforadventure]

This video is amazing and your description makes it even better.

Thank you.

[Lookingforadventure]

Thanks for the play-by-play and the color commentary LFA
It makes the video enjoyable twice as much

Thanks. I enjoyed writing it up, so I'm glad other people enjoyed reading it.

[Lookingforadventure]

I guess knowing the full measure of societal baggage that women have to navigate makes the mental aspect so interesting. Zoe for years had this pirate fantasy which allowed her to shed all her inhibitions because she “had no choice but to be a bad girl”

100%

I totally get that. I sometimes watch porn with Adventurer, but if I am masturbating on my own, I much prefer the stories I create in my own mind to watching videos. And before I was a hot wife, my fantasies were almost always if the type where I would be "innocent" of the acts taking place. Maybe i was seduced by an older man, or I was naive and tricked or blackmailed into it.

In real life, those things are an abuse of power and i sm very opposed. In fantasy life, it is a huge turn on. I think it has to do with releasing the guilt because the sex wasn't my fault.

And yes, there is a bit of that baggage still at work. When we posted that video, I knew that if people found out, I'd be the one judged for being a slut. But I'm learning to be ok with it.

[Lookingforadventure]

That was very generous of you miss LFA. You didn't have to do that at all , but you still did. Thank you for describing quite vividly a supremely hot encounter that had me get a boner almost instantly. I must say you are a terrific writer and I could quietly picturize the minute details you described so beautifully. Loved the moment when you described your climax. Nothing more satisfying then hearing woman cum I must say.

Rest assured- you not only saved my day from ruin but also made it whole lot better with your vivid description. Thank you

I really enjoyed writing it, so it wasn't entirely a selfless endeavor. But I'm glad you enjoyed it....and that your ruined day was salvaged

Thanks, too, for the boner comment. Adventurer can attest to the fact that thoughts of men watching my video and/or getting hard thinking about it had me quite aroused all day yesterday.

[Saras_Stag]

Holy cow, that is quite the video. You are something else LFA.

[Lookingforadventure]

Holy cow, that is quite the video. You are something else LFA.

Thanks SS. It wasn't the first video we've posted, but is still a fairly new experience for me. I find it nerve wracking but also exciting. And I've really enjoyed the responses (I guess I'm a vain person. LOL).

[Lookingforadventure]

It is almost Valentine's day...and that's when I get to have a date with G. I'm VERY excited.

Adventurer bought me some new lingerie and has asked that I not let him see me in it. He wants G to be the first one. It has also been over a week since my last orgasm....despite lots of sex play and teasing...so I'm very eager to get G's cock inside me. He may have to fend me off of ravishing him in the hotel room doorway.

[Fox]

Holy cow, that is quite the video. You are something else LFA.

Thanks SS. It wasn't the first video we've posted, but is still a fairly new experience for me. I find it nerve wracking but also exciting. And I've really enjoyed the responses (I guess I'm a vain person. LOL).

Wait, what? I’ve followed your story from the beginning. Did I kiss another video at some point?

[Lookingforadventure]

Wait, what? I’ve followed your story from the beginning. Did I kiss another video at some point?

There was a very short one, also posted to erome that showed me masturbating and talking about getting fucked by my boyfriend: https://www.erome.com/a/uenh9lqA

It is kind of meh in my opinion, but Adventurer enjoyed it.

[Fox]

Wait, what? I’ve followed your story from the beginning. Did I kiss another video at some point?

There was a very short one, also posted to erome that showed me masturbating and talking about getting fucked by my boyfriend: https://www.erome.com/a/uenh9lqA

It is kind of meh in my opinion, but Adventurer enjoyed it.

Absolutely nothing meh about that. You’re extremely sexy. Watching you masturbate and talking about how G fills you so much better the Adventurer, seeing and hearing you cum. Damn that’s hot!

[zoe]

Wait, what? I’ve followed your story from the beginning. Did I kiss another video at some point?

There was a very short one, also posted to erome that showed me masturbating and talking about getting fucked by my boyfriend: https://www.erome.com/a/uenh9lqA

It is kind of meh in my opinion, but Adventurer enjoyed it.

So who is that superhero? Must be one of the Avengers.

[Late]

It is almost Valentine's day...and that's when I get to have a date with G. I'm VERY excited.

Adventurer bought me some new lingerie and has asked that I not let him see me in it. He wants G to be the first one. It has also been over a week since my last orgasm....despite lots of sex play and teasing...so I'm very eager to get G's cock inside me. He may have to fend me off of ravishing him in the hotel room doorway.

Why would he want to do that. It sounds like a GREAT place for round ONE.

Late

[Saras_Stag]

Wait, what? I’ve followed your story from the beginning. Did I kiss another video at some point?

There was a very short one, also posted to erome that showed me masturbating and talking about getting fucked by my boyfriend: https://www.erome.com/a/uenh9lqA

It is kind of meh in my opinion, but Adventurer enjoyed it.

Nothing meh about that in my humble opinion! Reminds me a lot of a couple of videos Sara has made for Wade, which I find incredibly hot, so that tracks haha.

[Lookingforadventure]

Absolutely nothing meh about that. You’re extremely sexy. Watching you masturbate and talking about how G fills you so much better the Adventurer, seeing and hearing you cum. Damn that’s hot!

Thank you. I'm glad you enjoyed it.

[Lookingforadventure]

So who is that superhero? Must be one of the Avengers.

Lol. Thank you. And thanks for your earlier message. I agree, we hot wives with our secret sex adventures are just like super heroes. Fighting sexual norms one good fuck at a time.

[Lookingforadventure]

Nothing meh about that in my humble opinion! Reminds me a lot of a couple of videos Sara has made for Wade, which I find incredibly hot, so that tracks haha.

Lol. Thank you. I guess husbands have a different standard for hot than wives do. But I'm glad you enjoyed it.

[Lookingforadventure]

Why would he want to do that. It sounds like a GREAT place for round ONE.

Late

I am happy to report that I demonstrated great restraint. The door closed before I kissed him, and I let him take off his shoes before I touched his penis....I think. Maybe that's not entirely true. Lol.

[Late]

Why would he want to do that. It sounds like a GREAT place for round ONE.

Late

I am happy to report that I demonstrated great restraint. The door closed before I kissed him, and I let him take off his shoes before I touched his penis....I think. Maybe that's not entirely true. Lol.

Atta girl.

Late

[Lookingforadventure]

I had a wonderful Valentine's day and thought I'd write a bit about it. I know that my approach to being a hot wife isn't for everyone, and that it might be hard for some folks to wrap their heads around, but it works for me. I don't consider myself poly -- or at least there is a clear hierarchy in the relationships in my life, but I do love two men. It is a different type of love and I want different things out of the relationships, but it is still love. I really enjoyed getting to live into that on Valentine's day.

It started with Adventurer sliding over to my side in the bed in the morning. He wrapped his arms around me as he spooned me from behind and whispered in my ear, "Happy Valentine's day." I was only half awake. I pulled his arms more tightly around me and said that I loved him. He said, "How does it feel that you'll be seeing your boyfriend in a couple of hours?" I responded with something along the lines of, "Right now, I just want to stay right here... in this bed... with you... just like this." To which he said, "OK, but if G were here in bed with us, how excited would you be?"

"Oh. That changes things," I joked. "If G were here, I'd kick you out and ask you to go walk the dog so that I could spend all day in bed with him."

That made Adventurer chuckle.

Eventually I did force myself out of bed and got ready to walk the dog. When I went downstairs, I finished writing Adventurer's valentine's day card. I had enjoyed shopping for it a few days earlier. Picking out two cards for two different men was a fun experience in public.

Last year, I had gotten Adventurer a card with a drawing of a Traeger-style smoker on the front. It said something like, "I think you are smokin' hot". Our kids had rolled their eyes and thought we were gross. This year, the card simply said "Hey Handsome....I'm so into you". I added a personalized message about how much I appreciate living life with him. He's a great husband and co--parent, but that I also wanted to say that after 26 years together, I'm still totally smitten with him. I left it on the counter for him to find when he got up to make coffee. I was sure our kids would groan again

On the walk, G sent me a text. He was up early and excited to see me in a few hours. I said that I wanted to wait to wish him a happy Valentine's day until I saw him in person. Adventurer joined the group chat to wish us a good date day together. G asked if he had any requests for us and Adventurer said just that I have an amazing time and come home happy and satisfied. G promised to take very good care of me. His words included something like "I promise to treat her with tenderness and respect, when I'm not ravishing her and making her moan" or something like that. LOL

Post walk, Adventurer had coffee ready. He handed me a mug, kissed me, and thanked me for the card. He told me to enjoy getting ready for my date.

Adventurer had bought me new lingerie and he didn't want to see me in it until after G had. I put it on and enjoyed the overall effect. The only issue was, what the heck do you wear with red stockings? I decided to put sweatpants and a turtleneck over top. It would be warm on a winter day and not look too weird when I checked in at the hotel.

There is a picture of the lingerie over in the "Hotties" forum. You'll notice that the bra doesn't really cover anything. It lifts and supports "the ladies" but my nipples are on full display. In the turtleneck that was VERY evident. Before Adventurer left for work he commented on how he enjoyed seeing them and knowing that I had sexy lingerie on underneath that wasn't being worn for him.

I left for the hotel early. It is about a 35 or 40 minute drive and I left well over an hour before. I was very eager to see my boyfriend. It turns out that my leaving early was a good thing because Toronto traffic was a nightmare and I ended up being a few minutes late. I texted G while I was stuck on the highway to give him my new ETA. He texted back, "Don't worry. I'll just sit here in my car and throb." LOL

When I finally got to the hotel, my favorite desk clerk was behind the counter. She said hello and mentioned that she didn't know I was coming (Yes, I'm a regular). Turns out that I had forgotten to make the reservation! Not a problem though, she found me a room right away and told me to have a nice morning. And she smiled sweetly at G who followed me 2 minutes later. I'm pretty sure she thinks we are having an affair, but she shows no judgement.

With the traffic and the lack of reservation, I was feeling flustered. I had had great plans for how I wanted to greet G when he arrived. Instead, I quickly stripped off my sweatpants and sweater, took one pick of myself on the bed (now cropped and posted here) and then heard his knock on the door.

I opened it and revealed my Valentine's day outfit. He inhaled sharply and said, "Oh fuck."

part 2 to follow later.