How did u discover you wanted to be a cuckold

[Cuck4Life]

The “wife watching”stories in Variations and Penthouse Forum got me going. In my late teens this became my favorite jacking material. Long before I had ever heard the work cuckold I knew I wanted this type of relationship. I have posted on this forum before that my exwife screwed many of my friends and coworkers in the 70’s and I would not have changed it even if I could.

My wife now has had several long term relationships that have also worked out well for us both.

[Jackm12804]

In college a girlfriend told me she thought one of my friends was hot. While i was away at school we'd have phone sex, pretending he was fucking her.

[BlueSiteSurfer]

I remember almost to the day, my first wife had been cheating on me virtually and it was rough with all the feelings you'd expect and none of the arousal. That discovery lead to a rocky decline in our marriage which only lasted a few month's longer, but a few weeks before the end, when we had mutually agreed I would find a place and move out, my wife started to go out clubbing and one of those evenings when she was out was the first time I masturbated thinking about what she might be doing. The desire to be cuckold locked in hard ever since.

I know my current wife has cheated at least a few times with a former FWB but my reaction was entirely different, although I have never confronted my wife with the knowledge, it was clear these encounters were just booty calls so I was entirely good with it and did not say anything in the hopes it would continue. I use past tense because we have since relocated by a long distance.

[Jonny B]

17 years ago, before our daughter was born, we had a fight, she was hurt and went to vent to her Spanish teacher, they ended up having sex a few times during that period, a few years later she confessed to me what happened, I was quite shaken, but as the years went by it became something different, the more I thought about her having sex with another man the more curious I became, during the following years I kept asking how the sex had gone, if the guy's dick was bigger than mine, how many times she had cum, if she had sucked his dick, that kind of thing, but until today I never admitted to myself that I was enjoying it, until recently when I ended up seeing an exchange of messages between her and a co-worker, there was a very high level of intimacy, and from what I've been investigating they have been going out to lunch together. If they haven't had sex yet, they are about to do so soon, and that made me very horny again, to the point that I couldn't deny it anymore. I'm even thinking about confessing to her, I'm just waiting for the right moment.

[Sheownsme]

My wife of 30+ years was much more experienced than me when we met. She was in college at the time. We hooked up at a college party and after a fairly public drunken make out session, I ultimately took her home for some more intense intimacy, everything short of PIV sex. I left the next morning. She took the initiative and tracked me down weeks later. She asked me out and I immediately agreed. We started dating regularly. She took my virginity soon after.

I got wind that she was upset about a guy (Trey) she had been seeing briefly as I came into the picture. They were fooling around for a few months but he cut it off, and stopped seeing her. It bothered her because she was into him. This took some months to come out as I probed into her history. It was a strong curiosity for me, probably due to the difference in our experience. I remember how it was initially, knowing there was some overlap with Trey. It made me feel things. I didn’t fully recognize it at the time but there was some mix of arousal and humiliation. It wasn’t long after where my curiosity and interest pushed me to inquire deeper about her past. One of favorite stories was when she was on a date with a friend. He picked her up in his Barracuda. They ended up parking somewhere in a remote place in the countryside. After some encouragement from me, she described him getting her into the back seat. Kissing led to sucking, and soon he was inside her with her feet braced on the ceiling of the car. They fucked vigorously until the windows fogged over.

I was hooked when she told me how he was one of the more well endowed guys she had been with, close to my size. What really got me hooked was finding out later that Trey was even larger. These and other details about her history became a common theme for our pillow talk for years to come. When she realized it got me excited, she was pretty open with all the glorious details. In hindsight, it encouraged her to take pride in her sexuality, and demonstrated my acceptance of this. It would take another 10 years before this turned into something extramarital. From that point on, we didn’t talk much about past boyfriends. There were new memories to share.

[shadowtantra]

I was hooked when she told me how he was one of the more well endowed guys she had been with, close to my size. What really got me hooked was finding out later that Trey was even larger. These and other details about her history became a common theme for our pillow talk for years to come. When she realized it got me excited, she was pretty open with all the glorious details. In hindsight, it encouraged her to take pride in her sexuality, and demonstrated my acceptance of this. It would take another 10 years before this turned into something extramarital. From that point on, we didn’t talk much about past boyfriends. There were new memories to share.

Great share Sheownsme! Perhaps if you have time you could share your story in a new thread about you and your wife's journey into this lifestyle?

[Colliercuck]

Before we married or even met, I saw M around fort Myers beach, she was a waitress , she was beautiful and sexy and had amazing legs!!!! And a great ass!!!
I knew I had to meet her, but she was engaged.
As luck would have it, they broke up (they had been together for many years, but he was cheating and into drugs)
I ended up meeting her through mutual friends and asked her out, she said yes.
She was also being pursued by another guy, which she told me about, and there dates.
When we made love the very first time, I was in heaven.
I couldn’t believe that I was with this beautiful woman, that I was making love to her.
When we were done and laying together, sweat covered, heart’s beating………I asked how it was, I knew she loved it!!
She looked at me and said so sweet “J was bigger”
It hurt, and I was angry, but I had such a hard on…..I should have told her right the. And who knows what would have happened.
But that stayed with me, and I ALWAYS imagined him fucking her and filling her with his larger cock.
I had experienced being cheated on before, but there was something different about this.
One day looking up on computer, typing in fuck my wife , cuckolding came up.
And after a year I brought it up to her

[Sheownsme]

Great share Sheownsme! Perhaps if you have time you could share your story in a new thread about you and your wife's journey into this lifestyle?

Thank you. I have considered sharing our history. There sure is a lot, with the present day just as interesting as the past. It requires a significant commitment in time on private matters. The thought of accidentally outing ourselves is a concern, so this is a mental obstacle. To tell it right, I would surely need some input from her on the more distant events. I also would need to have a better tolerance level for the pile of advice and feedback it seems would come from it.

[shadowtantra]

Great share Sheownsme! Perhaps if you have time you could share your story in a new thread about you and your wife's journey into this lifestyle?

Thank you. I have considered sharing our history. There sure is a lot, with the present day just as interesting as the past. It requires a significant commitment in time on private matters. The thought of accidentally outing ourselves is a concern, so this is a mental obstacle. To tell it right, I would surely need some input from her on the more distant events. I also would need to have a better tolerance level for the pile of advice and feedback it seems would come from it.

Totally understand and appreciate the sensitivities and privacy.

[King_Mr]

I’m a switch between cuck and bull, but my cuckold tendencies started just as I was about to graduate from high school. I was peeing in a toilet cubicle in the mens bathroom at school (with the cubicle door open as guys do). As I was finishing up, this kinda friend from my year walks into the bathroom. He cockily asked why I was using a cubicle rather than a urinal, and made some remark about a urinal piss being more manly. He then proceeded to pee at this urinal facing me, and from where his cock could be visible if I’d looked. He was obviously trying to say “look at my cock which must be bigger than yours as I can flaunt it in the bathroom”. Honestly, in the moment, I felt so dominated by his confidence. And so aroused that I’d made him feel dominant. I’d have dropped to my knees and sucked his cock there and then if he’d asked me to. I often fantasise about him fucking the girls I’m with.

[hubudig2]

I’m a switch between cuck and bull, but my cuckold tendencies started just as I was about to graduate from high school. I was peeing in a toilet cubicle in the mens bathroom at school (with the cubicle door open as guys do). As I was finishing up, this kinda friend from my year walks into the bathroom. He cockily asked why I was using a cubicle rather than a urinal, and made some remark about a urinal piss being more manly. He then proceeded to pee at this urinal facing me, and from where his cock could be visible if I’d looked. He was obviously trying to say “look at my cock which must be bigger than yours as I can flaunt it in the bathroom”. Honestly, in the moment, I felt so dominated by his confidence. And so aroused that I’d made him feel dominant. I’d have dropped to my knees and sucked his cock there and then if he’d asked me to. I often fantasise about him fucking the girls I’m with.

How did also being a bull fit in with that?
Did your bull desires stem from this experience too? Or did those come before?
Do you switch between feeling bullish or cucky depending on another guy's confidence relative to your own? Or is it mostly about cock size or something else?

[King_Mr]

I’m a switch between cuck and bull, but my cuckold tendencies started just as I was about to graduate from high school. I was peeing in a toilet cubicle in the mens bathroom at school (with the cubicle door open as guys do). As I was finishing up, this kinda friend from my year walks into the bathroom. He cockily asked why I was using a cubicle rather than a urinal, and made some remark about a urinal piss being more manly. He then proceeded to pee at this urinal facing me, and from where his cock could be visible if I’d looked. He was obviously trying to say “look at my cock which must be bigger than yours as I can flaunt it in the bathroom”. Honestly, in the moment, I felt so dominated by his confidence. And so aroused that I’d made him feel dominant. I’d have dropped to my knees and sucked his cock there and then if he’d asked me to. I often fantasise about him fucking the girls I’m with.

How did also being a bull fit in with that?
Did your bull desires stem from this experience too? Or did those come before?
Do you switch between feeling bullish or cucky depending on another guy's confidence relative to your own? Or is it mostly about cock size or something else?

Thanks for the reply. I actually have a large cock, so I enjoy hearing my partners compare me to their smaller exes. And I enjoy the kinky-ness of other men seeing me as superior. However, sometimes I’m in the mood to feel submissive- often if I’m stressed with life I just want someone else to take control for a change.

In the scenario I mentioned, I was just insanely aroused by his dominance. It was almost animalistic- he had won in that moment. And I enjoyed that I gave him that satisfaction. I often fantasise about him spanking my bare ass over his knee, just so he could feel incredibly manly in comparison to me.

[Cgb29]

There wasn't a single a-ha moment, but a slow build. My wife and I have known each other since we were kids and we started dating in high school. I'd always known she was the type of girl to mainly have guy friends, even as a small kid. So I knew what I was getting myself into and I never had any intention of trying to cut her off from friends.

From the time we started dating, she'd hang out with guys. From the beginning, it created a mix of jealousy and excitement. This was when it hit me that I was wired differently. I'd seen friends launch into a rage if their girlfriends hung out with other guys. I felt different being ok with it.

As time went by, the jealousy subsided. So did the excitement for a while. She was just hanging out with guy friends, I trusted that nothing was going on. So it was just the way things were.

After we'd been dating a couple years, she meets a new guy friend. They quickly became close and she would spend a lot of time at his house and he'd spend a lot of time at hers. They never had romantic feelings, but there was obviously a flirty dynamic. After a few weeks, she told me that his family assumed she was his girlfriend and that her own mom had asked if she was dating both of us and warned her about playing with fire. This really kicked my excitement back into gear. The jealousy was back too, but was obviously fading with time.

By this point in our relationship, we'd had some casual discussions about playing with others, but never really decided to go for it. She mentioned to me a couple times that while they didn't have romantic feelings, it wouldn't surprise her if he made a move on her. She asked me one night if I'd be mad at her if he did. I told her that of course I wouldn't be mad at her for him making a move. She interpreted that as not only would I not be mad if he made a move, I wouldn't be mad if she reciprocated. That wasn't what I meant and at the time I wasn't sure how I'd feel if I found out that, say, they kissed.

Not long after, she spends the afternoon and evening with him. When she got home that night, she called me and we talked a bit. I asked what they did and she nonchalantly told me that they ate dinner, watched a movie, made out, and he fingered her. My heart almost leapt out of my chest with excitement. I had some initial anger, but it faded quickly. That was as far as it went as they didn't have time to hang out as much as they grew apart not long after that.

She eventually went down on a guy and it wasn't until she was 26 that she went all the way. But her friendship with that guy is what really pushed me into knowing I was into sharing her, even if I didn't know the terms for it at the time.