When was the cuckold seed planted in your head?

[ucaneffher]

I have a couple of memories that might explain how the seed was planted.

The first one occurred sometime in the mid to late 90s when I was in my preteen years. There was a Spanish news-type show that would crazy or hard to believe stories (such as El Chupacabras). One night they had a story on a woman who was a nympho and she wanted to have sex with as many men as she could in one session. I don't remember the story very clearly as it was nearly 30 years ago but she told her boyfriend that it was her fantasy to be with a lot of men and wanted to have an event where a giant train would be ran on her non stop with a big line of men lined up ready to satisfy.

Long story short, he was very supportive and handled the logistics of renting a big commercial place where all the men could fit and plow his girlfriend. I remember the show interviewing the boyfriend and he was happy to see her living her dream and said he supported her dreams 100% . Meanwhile his girlfriend was shown with her body pixelated suspended in the air on a sex swing with another man finishing up and another one getting ready to take over.

I found it so incredibly hot at that age that I told myself that I would love to be that guy and let my girlfriend do the exact same thing if she ever told me that she wanted to. I've tried searching for the episode for years with no luck.


The second seed I've shared before so I'll be very brief.
I dated a girl who was way out of my league while in high school. She was on the flirtatious side and was very open and sexual. When we started dating, everyone was against her being with me and said she could do better. The world was against me. Her promiscuous girlfriends were telling her to cheat and throwing guys at her. Her promiscuous sisters who were also quite slutty were telling her to cheat and launching guys at her on a weekly basis. And on her own, as an attractive girl, guys were constantly pursuing my GF.

During our first 6 months together, I had to endure other guys flirting with my GF, her friends inviting her over their places without me and later when we saw each other, shed explain that the reason her friend didn't invite me was because she had another guy there and she introduced my gf to him. She would tell me not to worry as she didn't cheat but she definitely would add these guys to her Myspace friends. Her sisters did the same and actually did it for years. Except her sisters would dress my GF in their slutty clothes, do her hair and makeup and take her out to parties and dancing.

I accepted that it was only a matter of time before a friend or a sister convinced her that she was hot enough to score a better looking man. I accepted that it might be the price to pay and I was willing to pay it as long as we remained together. I remembered the video of the guy happily letting his GF be with all those men and I just connected my current situation with what I watched in the 90s and told myself I would happily become that man and accept whatever my hot GF throws my way. Seeing that she was already adding new guys to her social media, I became obsessed with the thought.

Within our first year together, I came clean and told her that I was okay with her seeing other men. Got the usual pushback but eventually it became so intense for me and showing her how hard it made me. She in a matter of two years after coming clean to her she took the plunge and started officially dating other men. Once she started, she never stopped and for the entirety of our relationship, my GF dated other men and she was never entirely mine again after the first night out with another man.

Over 70% of the duration of our relationship was my GF dating other men and I would not have it any other way, I feel that I was born to accept that. It's probably why I want my current GF to start dating before we get engaged. So that our entire engagement, my fiancée can have a boyfriend or at least be promiscuous with a few regulars. Also I would love to go into marriage with her already being active whether with a few FWBs or a serious boyfriend. The thought of knowing that my wife has never been mine during our entire marriage is a hot thought. Imagine celebrating a 10 year wedding anniversary and knowing that those entire 10 years other men have been satisfying your wife...

[Shadnaster]

I think the seed was planted a long long time ago but didn't really bloom until after I got married.

I had a friend who went out of the country for a few months. While he was out of town she broke up with him. Her and I got together. When he came home, she ended up meeting him at the airport and they had sex that night. She felt so guilty about it and told me. Oddly, I wasn't hurt by it. I didn't understand it but, I was turned on by it. I think that's what planted the seed years later.

[dsmith3717]

We swapped with a couple and the sight of her getting railed by another dude is definitely what steered me more toward the hotwife lifestyle than swapping. I think our dynamic was more hotwife than cuckold, BUT I absolutely love eating her creampies. At first it was hard for me to stomach but after a few times, I became hooked like a drug.

[surry]

,,,,, So, Jim and I discussed this gangbang Jane's will be involved in. Jim was slowly rubbing Janes pussy and Jane had her legs open wide so I could watch. I thanked Jim for denying Janes pussy from me. Jane said she wasn't sure if she wanted to get fucked by three men. I told her I don't think we had a choice. It's something Jim wants to do. Jim kissed her and fingered her hard until she came very hard. She told me later Jim doing it to her in front of her husband made her cum hard. I watched them fuck and I cleaned her pussy for the first time and Jim told me Jane had told me about the man I had sucked off. He told me I should be a good boy and get him clean then hard again. Jane took a deep breath and watched me. She said she has always wanted to see me do that. Jane did enjoy her birthday and got pregnant.

Dear Surry

From some of your other posts on here, I wonder if Jane is your current Wife or if She has moved on and you have remarried.

Looking at this story here, it is very evident that you are a proper cuckold and need to be kept and trained by Your Superior Female Wife to serve both Her and Her bulls.

Sincerely
elina

Thanks for your reply. My wife found my post and got mad i was using her real name. ( Like anyone would know?) She said I can keep posting but do not list her name. You are correct about being a cuckold. I think sometimes I do not want to do this, then my wife will tell me about kissing her Bull or bring up her bull is coming over. Then I am back being her cuckold.