It might actually happen after years of telling me no.

[wannabecUKold]

It's odd, for the first time, I actually feel like I'm a cuck now, well because I am, but it never really felt that way in an official capacity until now.

Isn't that the best feeling? Knowing that, when you next meet her boss, he will look at you and be thinking of how he cuckolded you and he will think of how he fucked your wife and you will be thinking of him fucking her too. The temptation will be immense to grovel and confess to him that you know he cuckolded you, you are the cuckold husband and you love it and please can he carry on doing it, especially once he is married to his pretty fiancee. That wonderful arousing knowledge. No wonder you took all those emotions out on her pussy for doing that to you, which you have always wanted.

[BallSpanking]

I asked Lana if she plans on going to Colorado, and every time, she responds with "I don't know."

I think that means 'yes',

[Long Lurker 34]

I was thinking, W770, that perhaps Lana should get back in touch with Conner. Her dalliance with her boss has all the risk of a disaster in the making, particularly if his fiancé finds out.

Lana is and has been a cheater in the past and is a cheater now. Do you think she has been in contact with Conner or someone else? Since she went to hide her conversations with her boss, does she have a burner phone you do not know about. Since the relationship with her boss is different is she in love with him. If there was no fiance is there a chance she could leave you for him. What are her real feelings for him. This is new territory your in

He's been a bit out of the picture lately. Lana and him texted a bit during our time out west but schedules and things like that made another hookup next to impossible.

Hi w770, I'm never a fan of that thing called 'sisterhood', but in this situation, have you asked Lana what her thoughts are about her boss's fiancé? His fiancé may look gorgeous and younger, but does Lana have any doubts about what she is doing? Given all Lana's past experiences, this is new ground. Previous lovers have been single, and then, when coupled, they desisted from Lana. (maybe the Texan, can't remember).

I've brought this up and she claims that it's her boss's decision on how he wants to handle that situation with his fiance. She claims that during their post fuck talk, that he's marrying her because "it's time" instead of a more genuine or loving answer.

I could be wrong, but it seems to me Lana likes the feeling of the thrill of the cheating aspect, but probably more the psychological thrill of the mental domination. With most of the guys, they're physically dominant and she liked that. But it's the psychological domination that really thrills her.

The first time she had sex with someone else, she was supposed to use condoms but he teased her and when she had the opportunity to tell him to stop, she didn't take it and let him fuck her bare. She wasn't physically dominated as much as mentally. The guy on vacation that she let fuck her without a condom was the same thing. Mentally dominated. These other guys might pull her hair back while the hit it from behind or beat her pussy up during sex, but she somewhat controls that action.

Her boss is different. He mentally dominates her. Everyone at work wants her and he used his power and maturity to make her submit and spread her legs. She definitely arranged the meeting knowing they would fuck and cheated. She knows he can get her to give her pussy at any time and in any way that he wants. She has no control and she loves that.

She also loved that it made you so jealous and angry that you dominated her... punished her so to speak. You have a wonderful opportunity to assert mental dominance now and be somewhat equal to her boss.

She's going to talk to you about their upcoming client meeting like she has the willpower to control it one way or another. You should go in with the mindset she's going to do it regardless. Dominate her mentally. Make her beg for it and tell you she can't resist it and has to give it to him. Then set a "rule" you know she'll break. Like tell her he needs to use a condom. She'll get the thrill of cheating because he'll seduce her out of using one. Then when she admits it, take it out on her pussy again like you did last time.

Most of these guys, she's controlling how and when they get her. Her boss, and now YOU, get her to submit mentally. Use this to your advantage. She wants to be submitted mentally. That's the thrill for her. Set up the circumstances for that to happen for her... and for you. You fucking her angrily got you both off amazingly... set the circumstances for that to happen again.

I'll address this in the update.

Update: So at the advice of some, I've started seeing a therapist. I've gone to a session by myself and one session with Lana. The therapist essentially said that there was no "good guy" or "bad guy" in our situation and that my blame in it was due to the mixed signals I've consciously or subconsciously given Lana on what I truly want, which led Lana to feel justified in a way that in the back of her mind, no matter how far she went, that I would ultimately enjoy it and therefore her acts could be seen as less than the label you would put on a cheater. We eventually landed in a place where clear terms have to be laid out, and whether certain acts excite me or not, the guidelines have to be respected.

In our solo sessions, I mentioned how I feel like I'm on the verge of depression but the thought of what Lana did honestly does excite me, so I'm left in a place where my depression and turn on are leading Lana into an area where she believes that cheating would ultimately be to my benefit. It's not right or wrong, but that I can't be in a place where I blame her for everything. Which I agree.

Since then, Lana and I have had multiple conversations, and I can't deny that I get hard every time I think about her and her boss together and how he truly cucked me. And she does feel remorse that I've wandered into a place of depression. So we're stuck in a way because we know that any boundary that we set, her violating that agreement will only turn me on.

So really, there isn't a clear direction just yet, but we've only started therapy so we'll see where it goes.

She's since also allowed me to take her in other positions other than missionary but it's in a way of describing how her and her boss fucked. I'll fuck her from behind and lay my chest onto her back, making out with her neck as she moans "yes..... we fucked just like this.... nice and deep." She'll ride me and show me how she grabbed the bed frame to grind back and forth on his cock. "grab my tits..... that's exactly what he did when I fucked him like this..." She'll even suck my cock after I cum and describe to me how much he'd love it when she did that to him.

I've been able to make her cum almost every time now, which is great. Namely when we fuck aggressively in missionary as it was his preferred way to fuck her when he was ready to cum. "Did he fuck you like this?" "yeah..... he said he wanted to look me in the eyes when he came..." She'd then grab my ass and scratch my back like she's not done since we were dating while screaming, "you're going to make me cum!!!" she'd moan, while I knew she'd be thinking of him while she closed her eyes.

As for him, he's already mentioning to her that there's a client in Colorado that will require a presentation next month. On the team meeting calls, he's very professional and without knowing what I know, I wouldn't be even slightly aware of what was being intimated.

I asked Lana if she plans on going to Colorado, and every time, she responds with "I don't know."

It's a confusing time for me and us but at the very least, I'm hopeful.

W770
- Is it just me or does this seem like "The Boss" is starting to set the foundations of being a serial cheater and, come what may, a losey parent.
- Honestly I've lost track a bit regarding if Lana is expecting currently. If she is then presumably, what with the fiance in the background, "The Boss" will also be getting the benefit of learning some of the issues of having sex with a pregnant woman too. I think that should get her a nice big bonus.

[Bart77]

W770, in addition to the thrill he must have nailing your wife (knowing there are so many other men who would kill to get their dicks inside of her at the company), has he shared with Lana that there’s an extra layer of excitement or “conquest thrill” knowing that she’s pregnant?

[parmaham55]

As of a week ago - Thurs 25th Mar - boss doesn't know.
This from w770: "No she didn't announce it yet to anyone outside of her parents."

[w770]

Thanks for the update. I haven't commented much, but I've followed your story from the beginning, and it's super hot.

This section of your update really struck me:

In our solo sessions, I mentioned how I feel like I'm on the verge of depression but the thought of what Lana did honestly does excite me, so I'm left in a place where my depression and turn on are leading Lana into an area where she believes that cheating would ultimately be to my benefit. It's not right or wrong, but that I can't be in a place where I blame her for everything. Which I agree.

Since then, Lana and I have had multiple conversations, and I can't deny that I get hard every time I think about her and her boss together and how he truly cucked me. And she does feel remorse that I've wandered into a place of depression. So we're stuck in a way because we know that any boundary that we set, her violating that agreement will only turn me on.

There's a tendency around OHW and people in the lifestyle to say "the dick doesn't lie", meaning that if something turns you on and makes you hard, then that is what you really want. And believe me, I totally get that, and I think probably that for some people that's absolutely true.

But outside of the hotwifing world, people talk about it differently. People say "He thinks with his dick" to mean that someone is allowing his sexual desires to lead him into potentially bad situations. They tell people things like "Don't let the little head lead." And I think there's wisdom there, too, especially for some people. Speaking for myself, I know that if my wife let herself be guided just by what turns me on the most, it would lead to very bad places.

It seems to me that your "little head" really likes the risk, and the humiliation, and Lana's almost uncontrollable sexuality … but that your "big head" really needs something — security, trust, whatever — that is threatened when Lana cheats, or pursues situations and relationships that you'd rather her not.

I'll stop short of giving any specific advice, but I do think it would be good for you and Lana to discuss this and consider the possibility that maybe just because it makes you hard doesn't mean it's healthy for you, and that you need to work out some other way of deciding what's OK and what's not.

It seems like Lana is of the "dick doesn't lie" mindset, as every time we discuss things, and when I mention the prospect of stopping entirely, she feels my dick, notices that I'm rock hard thinking about them together, and we end up fucking. I know some here will see that as manipulative, however, I do see some merit in the "dick doesn't lie" point of view. Like I've said, it's all very confusing and the fact that we have the best sex we've ever had when we talk about her being with her boss only confuses things.

Update: My apologies for not being able to directly respond to everyone but I'm a bit short on time - work deadlines.

Lana and I have had another therapy session as a couple and another for myself on my own. Also, I know it was asked, our therapist is a woman. I know there might be notions of gendered discrimination because of that but she absolutely seems objective in her advice.

Like I mentioned, Lana and I continue to fuck upon any discussion we have surrounding her with her boss. I tell her to reenact everything they did, and I keep discovering new things such as how they absolutely made love while she was on top of him as he held her up while they were on the floor. She would tell me how slowly she moved up and down on his cock while they made out, and how he took her from behind after he made her cum. Even then, he made love to her pussy as he would go slow and kissed the back of her neck while rubbing her clit. Also while she was on top, she did something that she's never done with me, which was lean back and grind up on his cock so both of them could look at the penetration. Interestingly, it was me that was pounding her as she told me this, almost taking out all of my hurt on her pussy. "Did you like the way he felt?" "Did you tell him how good his cock felt?" And she only compounded this with things like "You know he thinks of seeing me naked every time he sees me on my calls now?" "Do you like knowing that the next time he sees you, he'll be thinking about how he fucked your wife?"

We both get off on it and cum together regularly now.

A part of me believes that things will change after she starts to show that she's pregnant and after we have another child, but I honestly don't know anymore.

[BallSpanking]

Unfortunately, the fact you get an erection has zero to do with what is a healthy approach to your marriage long-term.
Men can become aroused by a ruinous fact pattern that only would lead to the demise of their marriage.
I suggest you and Lana talk about this source of reference next time you meet with your therapist.

[ColoCuck75]

In our solo sessions, I mentioned how I feel like I'm on the verge of depression but the thought of what Lana did honestly does excite me, so I'm left in a place where my depression and turn on are leading Lana into an area where she believes that cheating would ultimately be to my benefit. It's not right or wrong, but that I can't be in a place where I blame her for everything. Which I agree.

Since then, Lana and I have had multiple conversations, and I can't deny that I get hard every time I think about her and her boss together and how he truly cucked me. And she does feel remorse that I've wandered into a place of depression. So we're stuck in a way because we know that any boundary that we set, her violating that agreement will only turn me on.

There's a tendency around OHW and people in the lifestyle to say "the dick doesn't lie", meaning that if something turns you on and makes you hard, then that is what you really want. And believe me, I totally get that, and I think probably that for some people that's absolutely true.

But outside of the hotwifing world, people talk about it differently. People say "He thinks with his dick" to mean that someone is allowing his sexual desires to lead him into potentially bad situations. They tell people things like "Don't let the little head lead." And I think there's wisdom there, too, especially for some people. Speaking for myself, I know that if my wife let herself be guided just by what turns me on the most, it would lead to very bad places.

It seems to me that your "little head" really likes the risk, and the humiliation, and Lana's almost uncontrollable sexuality … but that your "big head" really needs something — security, trust, whatever — that is threatened when Lana cheats, or pursues situations and relationships that you'd rather her not.

I'll stop short of giving any specific advice, but I do think it would be good for you and Lana to discuss this and consider the possibility that maybe just because it makes you hard doesn't mean it's healthy for you, and that you need to work out some other way of deciding what's OK and what's not.

It seems like Lana is of the "dick doesn't lie" mindset, as every time we discuss things, and when I mention the prospect of stopping entirely, she feels my dick, notices that I'm rock hard thinking about them together, and we end up fucking. I know some here will see that as manipulative, however, I do see some merit in the "dick doesn't lie" point of view. Like I've said, it's all very confusing and the fact that we have the best sex we've ever had when we talk about her being with her boss only confuses things.

Update: My apologies for not being able to directly respond to everyone but I'm a bit short on time - work deadlines.

Lana and I have had another therapy session as a couple and another for myself on my own. Also, I know it was asked, our therapist is a woman. I know there might be notions of gendered discrimination because of that but she absolutely seems objective in her advice.

Like I mentioned, Lana and I continue to fuck upon any discussion we have surrounding her with her boss. I tell her to reenact everything they did, and I keep discovering new things such as how they absolutely made love while she was on top of him as he held her up while they were on the floor. She would tell me how slowly she moved up and down on his cock while they made out, and how he took her from behind after he made her cum. Even then, he made love to her pussy as he would go slow and kissed the back of her neck while rubbing her clit. Also while she was on top, she did something that she's never done with me, which was lean back and grind up on his cock so both of them could look at the penetration. Interestingly, it was me that was pounding her as she told me this, almost taking out all of my hurt on her pussy. "Did you like the way he felt?" "Did you tell him how good his cock felt?" And she only compounded this with things like "You know he thinks of seeing me naked every time he sees me on my calls now?" "Do you like knowing that the next time he sees you, he'll be thinking about how he fucked your wife?"

We both get off on it and cum together regularly now.

A part of me believes that things will change after she starts to show that she's pregnant and after we have another child, but I honestly don't know anymore.
[/quote]

W,

So I'm sorry to hear you're feeling depressed about enjoying her cheating on you after you cum.

The big questions out there now are:

* What happens if her boss starts asking after she begins to show her pregnancy about having his next?

* Have you talked about that yet in therapy or in bed with each other?

It might open the door for real, so not sure how you feel about it. But asking her during sex if she wants him to knock her up next time. It seems like you are right about her boss opening that cuckold door in a real and meaningful way the other guys who rocked her world in bed did not.

We know it was a possibility with her prior lover until you went to the westcoast for a month. It seems like your wife is enjoying the random sex with him and getting you to pound her harder than usual talking about him with you.

Most guys have to beg and plead for their wives to take them down this path. Yours is not only willingly going. She's taking you further down the rabbit hole with her boss of all people.

Try to stop kicking yourself for liking the idea of her cumming on another man. It does no good to look down on yourself for this sexual idea a lot of guys have normally.

Keep talking and ask your lovely wife where she sees things going now and possibly down the road. Stay positive and enjoy your life.

[vicg]

It seems like Lana is of the "dick doesn't lie" mindset, as every time we discuss things, and when I mention the prospect of stopping entirely, she feels my dick, notices that I'm rock hard thinking about them together, and we end up fucking. I know some here will see that as manipulative, however, I do see some merit in the "dick doesn't lie" point of view. Like I've said, it's all very confusing and the fact that we have the best sex we've ever had when we talk about her being with her boss only confuses things.

I think it's obvious Lana is operating with the "dick doesn't lie" mindset. But your confusion (in this post and quite a few in the past) make me question whether that's really true for you. The point of my post was that you need to think that through for yourself: whether you want the future of your marriage to be determined solely by what turns you on the most. You might want to talk about that with your therapist. And whatever you decide, you need to help Lana understand how to know what you're *really* OK with.

I'm trying not to sound like I know best here. You may well decide that yes, you want to optimize your life for maximum sexual excitement as much as possible, risks be damned — and if so, who am I to tell you differently? I just think you should think it through — including times when you're not especially turned on — and make a conscious decision about it, using *both* heads, and make sure you and Lana are on the same page.

[wannabecUKold]

But, recognising that the concerns expressed by others are sincere, isn't it the case at the moment that W and Lana are having great sex together as they get off on the fact of W being cuckolded by the boss. That is pleasure to be had and enjoyed. It will ebb and flow. I don’t think it necessarily leads to perdition.

[coastalkid]

Everyone seems to know what to do when "the dick doesn't lie" AND you're hard from it. Most often that situation is interpreted as meaning, "Carry on! Even though your mouth/mind says no, your body is telling me you want this!"

Be honest about this. If your wife is talking and acting provocative this isn't the average day to day behavior. It is done specifically to arouse. When someone you love acts this way it is with someone you love and you're supposed react to obvious behaviors like this.

No one seems to know what to do when "the dick doesn't lie" and you're NOT hard from it. What about that? Does it devolve into, "Well, you're the one that wanted this!" Even if "IT" is nothing like what was envisioned. Does it fall to, "I was against this from the start but now that we've started this I found out I like and want this! You can't tell me what I can or cannot do with my body!" This is nothing more than validating the discrepancy and then doing nothing to change/fix it.

The whole "the dick doesn't lie" notion is nothing more than a snapshot in time. A snapshot taken under certain conditions, at a distinct moment, with a distinct set of stimuli. Discovering what stimulates a partner is important, no doubt, but not nearly as important as knowing what doesn't. What DOESN'T stimulate has deep implications that are not always shared, or they are hidden, or they are tolerated in hopes of getting what YOU want eventually. Depending on WHEN you take that snapshot, circumstances could tell very different stories.

Why is it that you never hear about a wife gauging her husband's interest with the "dick doesn't lie" method and confirming that he doesn't get hard from this? Like why don't you ever hear, "I was holding his cock and we talked about (fill in the blank). I noticed he didn't get hard at all. I'm definitely not going to do (fill in the blank)." Or, "He was harder than I've ever seen him when we talked about me getting gang banged. When I told him that he couldn't be there for it he suddenly went limp. I guess I'll have to figure out how he can be there somehow." Sadly, you rarely, if ever, hear about a wife that responds this way.

This "dick doesn't lie" is a one-way street like so many other accepted "lifestyle norms".

No one, man or woman, is compelled to continue doing ANYTHING when it doesn't satisfy you or create a desire for more. The desire for "more" comes from the mind. Physical response does not translate to tacit mental acceptance.

[Shauncuckold]

Everyone seems to know what to do when "the dick doesn't lie" AND you're hard from it. Most often that situation is interpreted as meaning, "Carry on! Even though your mouth/mind says no, your body is telling me you want this!"

Be honest about this. If your wife is talking and acting provocative this isn't the average day to day behavior. It is done specifically to arouse. When someone you love acts this way it is with someone you love and you're supposed react to obvious behaviors like this.

No one seems to know what to do when "the dick doesn't lie" and you're NOT hard from it. What about that? Does it devolve into, "Well, you're the one that wanted this!" Even if "IT" is nothing like what was envisioned. Does it fall to, "I was against this from the start but now that we've started this I found out I like and want this! You can't tell me what I can or cannot do with my body!" This is nothing more than validating the discrepancy and then doing nothing to change/fix it.

The whole "the dick doesn't lie" notion is nothing more than a snapshot in time. A snapshot taken under certain conditions, at a distinct moment, with a distinct set of stimuli. Discovering what stimulates a partner is important, no doubt, but not nearly as important as knowing what doesn't. What DOESN'T stimulate has deep implications that are not always shared, or they are hidden, or they are tolerated in hopes of getting what YOU want eventually. Depending on WHEN you take that snapshot, circumstances could tell very different stories.

Why is it that you never hear about a wife gauging her husband's interest with the "dick doesn't lie" method and confirming that he doesn't get hard from this? Like why don't you ever hear, "I was holding his cock and we talked about (fill in the blank). I noticed he didn't get hard at all. I'm definitely not going to do (fill in the blank)." Or, "He was harder than I've ever seen him when we talked about me getting gang banged. When I told him that he couldn't be there for it he suddenly went limp. I guess I'll have to figure out how he can be there somehow." Sadly, you rarely, if ever, hear about a wife that responds this way.

This "dick doesn't lie" is a one-way street like so many other accepted "lifestyle norms".

No one, man or woman, is compelled to continue doing ANYTHING when it doesn't satisfy you or create a desire for more. The desire for "more" comes from the mind. Physical response does not translate to tacit mental acceptance.

Wow. Well said.

Mr. Swan

[rascalnvixen]

W770, forgive my question as I can't remember seeing it mentioned. Does her boss think she's cheating on you??? Thinks you are unaware???
Rascal

[leander99]

I would like to point out that feeling depressed can be related to having too many orgasms, particularly if it is from masturbation.

There are chemicals and hormones involved, which can have an affect that has similarities to being addicted to some chemicals or drugs.

Importantly, after an orgasm you do not go back to "normal". During an orgasm you basically get hign on some of these hormones and chemicals. Ive heard some of these have chemical similarities to cocaine although not as addictive.

After this high those hormones/chemicals drop to a level BELOW normal, and they stay that way until you recover. The receptors in your body will also have been overstimulated, and need to recover as well.

This means after an orgasm there will be a period when you are low on these hormones/chemicals. After the high there is a low period and it will take some time to get back to normal.

For drug addicts this is a period of "withdrawal". Instead of high, you are now low. It can be intense and feel horrible. It can feel like depression.

Too many orgasms can lead to a feeling of depression and a lack of energy. If you are feeling this, it may be worthwhile to reduce the sexual activities. Or at least try to have fewer orgasms. I'm _not_ suggesting a cage here, lol. Just take care of your mental health.

Too much sex can be as damaging as too little sex :-)

[Coolcalm]

Sounds like she’s falling in love…

[user322]

Hello,
I find your situation rather surprising.

You say everything is confusing for you, but it seems to me that things are quite clear: you like it when your wife cheats on you with her boss, and your wife likes it when she cheats on you with her boss.

The problem in all of this seems to be that you can't accept it, that you can't admit to enjoying it when your wife is sleeping with her boss.

Perhaps you're afraid of losing her? Or afraid of the unknown that all of this represents for your relationship?

In any case, you're doing two contradictory things: on the one hand, you can't admit to enjoying the idea of ​​your wife sleeping with her boss, and on the other hand, you do enjoy (when you sleep with Lana) that same idea of ​​your wife sleeping with her boss... So this contradiction is causing confusion and a loss of bearings in your mind...

It seems to me that you need to make a decision, at least for a while to try things out: either you tell Lana that you want to end this affair with the boss and you move on, or you go for it and enjoy it. You try one or the other, and you see if the result suits you. If it doesn't suit you, you try the other solution.

[readyy2009]

I don't think this is completely right...Yes he enjoys the cheating aspect to it but more when it was his and Lana's game to play not when it was Lana's and her Boss's game to play...As much as the cheating turns him on the lack of respect Lana has shown for W770 and their marriage scares and depresses him...If the decision is W770's to make than I feel the marriage and lifestyle will start to show cracks...This decision needs to be made by Lana to show W770 that the marriage/Family takes priority over everything

[GuruTravelMonkey]

So what do we think has happened?

[Rogueuser1]

I imagine he is just busy - this happens frequently. Nothing to worry about.

[txvtx1300]

Just finished reading all 245 pages, and just WOW! I can hardly imagine the emotional rollercoaster that they have both been through over the last few years!

[leggysman]

Welcome to OHW, txvtx1300

[LoveBirds]

It been a while since any post, is everything okay?

[w770]

Hi everyone,

Sorry for the silence. It's been an incredibly tough time lately. I read over all of your comments and will try to address what I remember. But yeah, Lana and I have had a series of long talks about what we want, what's best for our family, the future, etc. It got a bit rough too when during a moment of post-nut clarity, I brought up the subject of a brief separation to clear our heads, which Lana expressly and very emotionally rejected outright, telling me that it was not an option ever. We acknowledged that we're both addicted to this sort of kink, as much protest and reservations I may have in certain moments, the majority of our time, in bed and outside, I admitted that I wanted, and she does too.

We continue to have the best sex we've had since we started dating and I'm making her cum regularly now, however it all being in the shadow of us reenacting her boss her fucking. We've fucked on the floor with her bouncing her ass back at me, telling me how he loves that and commands her to rub her clit while she bends over and fucks him like that, we've fucked in every position they've fucked in, I've held her down against the mattress and mercilessly pounded her in the same way he did, she's told me to pull out and cum all over her face as he did following that up with her sucking the cum out of my cock. I can't stop and she admits that she loves watching me get off on it.

Her boss has also gotten a second phone that he keeps only at the office to keep away from his fiancee, from which he is extremely explicit with Lana, telling her to send him something to get off to, which she complies with videos of her taking her top off for him, getting fully nude for him, where he sends her picture evidence of how hard she makes him. He tells her that he owns her pussy and she affirms that her pussy is his. He calls her his slutty secret and she sends him pictures of herself in all states of undress at night so he can have something to see when he gets to the office the next morning.

They eventually found a way to meet up a few weeks ago after Lana and I agreed that I would be fine. Her mom watched the kid for that weekend so I was left to my own devices. Lana even called me as she was checking into her hotel room so I could listen in. Although her phone being in her purse, a lot of the dialogue was unfortunately muffled, but what was clear were her moans turned to whimpers, turned to squeals, culminating in their combined audio of screams and grunting as he came. Unsurprisingly, I was jerking off the entire way through and came halfway into their first session. It was a really tough feeling, the moments after I came, having that post nut clarity - all I wanted was to tell Lana to stop and to bash her boss over the head for doing what he was doing to my wife, all while I could literally not do anything to stop them. It wasn't long however, before I, almost unwillingly got hard again and stroked myself to Lana's very obvious orgasm.

At some point, I'm not even sure when exactly as I had fallen asleep in my shame, the phone may have disconnected or Lana hung up. Either way, I woke up the next morning to her call but not to her voice telling me good morning, but to the very clear and audible sounds of their dialogue. Lana later told me that she had placed her phone on the desk, outside of her purse , which explained to clearer audio. There was some small talk about his upcoming wedding, his fiancee, but it was soon replaced with his moaning at how good she was at sucking his cock, telling her a few times to stop as she was going to make him cum. She would later tell me that they immediately got in missionary position as he told how much he loved her pussy and how tight she was. Lana moaning with me was more of a whimper and begging with him, with her, almost sounding like she was crying, telling him not to stop. Their first round at each other that morning was entirely missionary, with the both of them seemingly not caring about how loud they were, I listened and jerked off to this man making me his cuck, hearing him ask her if I made her cum like him, hearing her scream how much she loves his cock, her begging for his cum, and the grunt of, lets be honest here, this alpha making me a cuck. It's always the worst when I can't time my cumming to his and I'm left in that state of regret, shame, humiliation, and silent pleading for Lana to stop that is me in my darkest moments, but inevitably, those moments wash away as soon as I'm able to get hard again.

It's an absolute humiliation that I very embarrasingly love.

[w770]

I'll try now to asnwer some of the questions I remember seeing.

Lana's boss is still unaware that I know. This is something that Lana and I agreed to as it's a kink for me, but also Lana claims that guys that have fucked her when they believe I'm unaware seem to fuck her with a lot more force and the sex tends to be better in her eyes.

I saw a question about Conner. Things seem to have cooled with him entirely as Lana tends to fixate on one guy at a time, and he obviously has his life which I'm sure is exciting enough without her.

I forgot to mention that when Lana came back home, we fucked again like her boss and her did in Denver as she told me to pick her up while I had her from behind. Apparently he fucked her while holding her up like that while she balanced her hands on the wall. She also rode me on the chair like she did him, so furiously that I thought my dick was going to get ripped off.

A few nights ago, Lana was too tired to fuck so she told me to jerk off reading her chat conversation with him on his 2nd phone. He loves that she's his little secret, telling her to send him pictures of her in her panties from underneath her desk during their team meetings, how much he wants her "tight little pussy", etc.

The wedding is coming up in a month and a half I believe but I see no signs of his addiction to Lana's body fading any time soon.

[Ducatista]

Thank you for your wonderful erotic story full of love and passion. Please keep us posted on your adventures.