Wife and my Dad

[mopacpower]

Dave, I usually check on your thread and MrsV first when I get on. Now if you two meet, that would be another tale.

[one4xtc]

Dave, I usually check on your thread and MrsV first when I get on. Now if you two meet, that would be another tale.

Same here. Both very good at relating their stories to the reader and both are very likable.

I really do appreciate the effort that they put into such things.

[Cancun]

Thanks again for sharing your story with us. I am very interested in you and Paige and love the way that you draw us into the story.

[rs480]

Ooof, I'd love to see a clit and flaps like that in person!
Not too strange at all.
Thank you Dave!

[viking53]

Dave, I usually check on your thread and MrsV first when I get on. Now if you two meet, that would be another tale.

Same for me, although I think the hottest combination would be Dave, MrsV and Ares!

[Mr1SexyGILF]

Dave, I usually check on your thread and MrsV first when I get on. Now if you two meet, that would be another tale.

Same for me, although I think the hottest combination would be Dave, MrsV and Ares!

[lozrob66]

Sorry Dave, I have been away and without internet access. A good thing? Most probably!

Thanks for taking the time to post. It's a complicated thing really, but really enjoy reading your stuff.

[curiousdave]

Hey thanks again everyone. It's good to know some of you are still reading and have been reading all along. Makes me feel it isn't a total waste of time

Well I was planning to write a little more about this and that the other night but things got in the way. Now I don't even remember what I was going to say anyway lol. But I got some newer fresher stuff to say so all is good I guess.

Well I got in a fight with Paige yesterday (really the first real fight we've had as a couple). Looking back I take full blame for it now and I have apologized and she's accepted it. So all is good with everything. But I thought I would tell you about it anyway just because. I can't explain what the hell was wrong with me but somehow I got pissed and jealous over everything and I made an ass out of myself. What I don't get about it all is this is pretty much exactly what I always wanted and imagined and desired so I can't explain why I got upset. The brain is fucking weird or at least mine is I guess.

She was getting ready to go to her girlfriend's house again (Shonda that is). BTW she was lookin smokin hot. I know I always said that about Jenna and now Paige, how awesome they look or looked but for whatever reason certain times they just stand out even more to me and I feel a need to comment on it. This night was the same and she looked fucking delectable to me. Maybe that was a small part of it. I thought she was looking so hot I guess I was hoping to go out and show her off and then get the rewards myself later. But she had made plans and was getting dolled up for Shonda and I ended up exploding on her about it. I am normally so laid back and calm it's always a funny feeling after I have a blow up. She was freaked out as well because she has never seen me throw a tantrum before. Long story short I started cussing and blabbering about everything. How she is spending all her time with Shonda and blah blah blah. You get the picture. She looked confused and slightly hurt at first but after a minute or two her buttons were pushed too and she fired back and gave as good as she was getting. Well to be honest she gave back better lol. One thing did happen or actually was said during the confrontation that I wanted to address because later after she was gone and all had settled down, I found myself get turned on by it. Always the cuck! At some point she said the typical girlfriend type response I've heard or read others talk about over the years "I don't see a ring on this finger". Well my dumb ass thought in the moment that it would sound cool or whatever to say it back "I don't see one on my finger either, you don't own me either", something along those lines. She smirked at me and sort of chuckled and said "Oh yes I do" with an extended pause then she added "And you know it too". Now in the moment while ranting and raving I felt nothing but anger. But later that night I kept playing it over and over in my head and it got me very worked up. Jerked off 3 times thinking about belonging to her while she is totally free to do what she wants. I don't have to explain that to anyone here I'm sure. That's why the majority of us are here in the first place.

Ahh the fight raged on a little after that though. Eventually I stormed out of the room and gave her her space and she finished getting ready. By the time she was finished I was calmed down, feeling bad about everything, and I apologized. She was reluctant at first (like I said first time we had this sort of thing happen) but she eventually accepted and we made up. Not sure if she was completely ok with it then or last night because she did end up staying with Shonda all night and didn't come home till this afternoon, and she never called or texted to tell me she was staying over. But she said we were cool and then today after sleeping most of the day she acted like everything was totally cool so. I kind of thought maybe my punishment (us guys always get punished after being stupid, no matter what they say lol) but I guess my punishment was no sex today and no recounting of what all she did last night. I deserve it I know. I was a dick.

But anyway that's my tale for tonight Hopefully I have something more fun to talk about next time. We can hope anyway

[kidg1000]

Thanks for writing Dave, really hot about everything and I totally understand where you are coming from.
Did you get a chance to apologize to Paige later? I think communicating what made you jealous, how you reacted poorly, and how you later got turned on by some comments wouldn't be a bad idea.
Anyway, best of luck! I really love how Paige owns you

[curiousdave]

It's a shame Shonda wasn't a bit more into it. She seems dominate though, maybe if she realizes she is aloud to dom you a bit in the process too she might warm up to it. Wouldn't you like to be submissive to Shonda along with Paige?
Anyway, awesome story and thanks for sharing as always. I really enjoy keeping up with your life.

That thought does excite me I'll admit. Paige has played with it in fantasy talk a little but at this point I am doubting Shonda will ever be a part of that. Seems nothing is ever perfect and we all have to take the good with the bad. Shonda just isn't into guys and I have to accept it. Hot to think about it though.

[curiousdave]

Thanks for writing Dave, really hot about everything and I totally understand where you are coming from.
Did you get a chance to apologize to Paige later? I think communicating what made you jealous, how you reacted poorly, and how you later got turned on by some comments wouldn't be a bad idea.
Anyway, best of luck! I really love how Paige owns you

Yes I apologized last night and she accepted my apology. I repeated it again today and she said she was over it and everything is cool. I haven't told her about how I got turned on about the comment yet. I could sense even though she was cool she still wasn't in the mood for sex today. She was sending out the "no sex" vibe thing so. I'll let her know eventually. When the mood and time is right I'll bring it up and I'm sure she'll love hearing it and give me lots more fuel for that fire

[Tal1DarkandQuiet]

hey dave, i just found this thread, and i wanted to thank you for sharing this part of your life with a bunch of strangers on the internet

i am going through a divorce right now, we were swingers, i let her play alone, she decided we weren't worth fixing (the short version)

i have only gotten to the part in your story about where you met paige, but it gives me hope, that, if someone has gotten played the hand that you did (and thats one i wouldnt figure many people could come back from), and you have been able to come back from it all, and still find happiness, maybe i can too..

i move out in 2 months, and then its my turn to start over, but my struggles seem like child's play comparatively. so again, thank you for making us your journal

how do you balance the inside you with the outside you? i am trying to get out, and meet new people, and they obviously dont want to see the emotional wreck i have a tendency to feel like sometimes.. so i feel like i have to put on that facade, the "outside" me.. while the inside me just feels like a hurt 15 year old kid.

do you do the same, or have you figured out a way of dealing with it that you might be able to share?

TDQ

[Treborn]

Dave
I just read your entire thread for the first time - WOW. I do hope you keep on writing. No matter how much you love/loved Jen, I am for Paige. When she said "Oh yes I do" she has clearly completely acknowledged her control over you, which you love. I think you should ask her about her getting a cock cage for you. I think that might turn her on.

[D+D]

I honestly feel that Paige has deep feelings for you and has had for quite some time. Even when you were still with Jen. I think you two have a real future because you allow her to be herself, accept her as she is, and you are always there for her. Even your quarrel turned out to be a typical lover's quarrel with the two of you accepting each other afterwards. Good luck to a great guy.

[kidg1000]

hey dave, i just found this thread, and i wanted to thank you for sharing this part of your life with a bunch of strangers on the internet

i am going through a divorce right now, we were swingers, i let her play alone, she decided we weren't worth fixing (the short version)

i have only gotten to the part in your story about where you met paige, but it gives me hope, that, if someone has gotten played the hand that you did (and thats one i wouldnt figure many people could come back from), and you have been able to come back from it all, and still find happiness, maybe i can too..

i move out in 2 months, and then its my turn to start over, but my struggles seem like child's play comparatively. so again, thank you for making us your journal

how do you balance the inside you with the outside you? i am trying to get out, and meet new people, and they obviously dont want to see the emotional wreck i have a tendency to feel like sometimes.. so i feel like i have to put on that facade, the "outside" me.. while the inside me just feels like a hurt 15 year old kid.

do you do the same, or have you figured out a way of dealing with it that you might be able to share?

TDQ

Thanks for posting this. I too have had to somehow "move on" from the woman I love and Dave's story somehow helped me facilitate that. I've been holding a torch for years now, but Dave's story is pretty inspiring in how he was able to overcome worse than anything that's happened to me. I really appreciate it and it's cool to see that his posts might help others too. Anyway, best of luck to you in your situation.

[curiousdave]

hey dave, i just found this thread, and i wanted to thank you for sharing this part of your life with a bunch of strangers on the internet

i am going through a divorce right now, we were swingers, i let her play alone, she decided we weren't worth fixing (the short version)

i have only gotten to the part in your story about where you met paige, but it gives me hope, that, if someone has gotten played the hand that you did (and thats one i wouldnt figure many people could come back from), and you have been able to come back from it all, and still find happiness, maybe i can too..

i move out in 2 months, and then its my turn to start over, but my struggles seem like child's play comparatively. so again, thank you for making us your journal

how do you balance the inside you with the outside you? i am trying to get out, and meet new people, and they obviously dont want to see the emotional wreck i have a tendency to feel like sometimes.. so i feel like i have to put on that facade, the "outside" me.. while the inside me just feels like a hurt 15 year old kid.

do you do the same, or have you figured out a way of dealing with it that you might be able to share?

TDQ

Well I appreciate your thoughts about me being a sort of inspiration. Not sure I am a good one but if my tale somehow helps I am very happy. The short answer on how I am coping and have coped is Paige! Without her I'm not sure where I would be right now. Probably floundering in self pity/perversion. What I mean by that is I was eroti-sizing my situation and I don't feel that was healthy for me. I got my rocks off plenty of times about Jen moving on with my Dad. Some of those O's were the most powerful and lasting of my whole life. But when I would come down from the temporary high of it I would feel sick to my stomach, literally. So I know it wasn't healthy at all. But Paige came along and things started to settle down inside me and I started having a different fun thing to focus on and devote my energy too.

Now before that I can relate to what you said. I did have two faces I tried to put on. At work and with friends I tried to downplay it all and act like it was all cool. But that led to me trying to stay away from everyone as much as possible because at that time I was sort of reveling in my perverse thoughts and life and chose that most of the time. All I can really recommend is to get out and try and meet other women and maybe it will click with one. If it does than you will have a good head start in rebuilding and starting over again. If it doesn't come so quick then just KNOW that eventually it will. It may take months, it could even take a year or two. But do not give up hope . This has happened to a billion different people, men and women and there is always someone else. I can guarantee you that! Like I was just telling a friend through pm here. The feelings I have for Paige are different feeling than I had with Jen. In some ways not as special or intense. But that doesn't mean the feelings aren't great in their own way. You will find another , as long as you don't completely shut down and keep the outside world away. Hang tough my friend, you can do it!

[curiousdave]

I honestly feel that Paige has deep feelings for you and has had for quite some time. Even when you were still with Jen. I think you two have a real future because you allow her to be herself, accept her as she is, and you are always there for her. Even your quarrel turned out to be a typical lover's quarrel with the two of you accepting each other afterwards. Good luck to a great guy.

Thank you, I hope so too.

[curiousdave]

Dave
I just read your entire thread for the first time - WOW. I do hope you keep on writing. No matter how much you love/loved Jen, I am for Paige. When she said "Oh yes I do" she has clearly completely acknowledged her control over you, which you love. I think you should ask her about her getting a cock cage for you. I think that might turn her on.

Gonna write a good response to this a little later. Maybe this weekend. I did talk with her about the comment and told her how it turned me on. Very hot interaction we had about it all. Like I said I'll try and find the time to do it right soon. A little pushed for time right now though.

Before I go I did want to report (very quickly) on something. The whole Shonda clit thing has taken on a whole new level of hotness for me now. Paige took a camera vid of them fucking and she showed it to me and it blew my mind! I'll go into more detail later but let me just say she was not exaggerating one bit when she said it got a lot bigger than when I saw it in person and she also didn't exaggerate when she said they really "fuck"! OMG they really do FUCK! Like I said more detail later I promise but in the vid Paige was riding Shonda and Shonda was filming it. First she was showing the passion on Paige's face. Paige was biting her lips and I could tell she was concentrating very hard on cumming. She was bouncing up and down then she panned the camera down and I see Paige was pinching her own nipples and moaning loudly. Then right when the camera got down to the pussy Shonda started saying "Get that Clit girl, work it" and then I saw it. She was riding up and down on it. The damn thing looked just like a fucking cock. I honestly couldn't believe how big it looked. The cam was a little shaky but the lighting was good this time. It's big, it's very big. All this just completely blows my mind guys. I just never knew this sort of thing was possible. So fucking hot and sex I tell ya. This girl Shonda could probably get rich if she went into porn because from what I've seen on the internet no one holds a candle to what she's got. It's freaky but so freakin hot. Paige is loving it too!

Anyway a lot more later I promise. Till next time

[Dwaynetan83]

Hi Dave .. Check this link . Is it similar to what shonda have

Edited by mod to delete link to picture/vido. Posting pictures/videos is only permitted in the hotties.

[Dwaynetan83]

Seems that posting of link is not allow .

Try going to xhamster and search for CUKEGIRL: Hermaphrodite Giant Clitoris

Is Shonda's similar ?

[elina]

Dave,

Maybe the fight with Paige could be good for both of you; it sorted of clarified the picture and demonstrated who is in charge in the relationship. Paige clairly responding to you trying to deny that She "owns you" by saying "Yes I do", and the fact that you (not in the heat of the moment) but later have recognized that it is true.

I think you should consider writing Her a nice card where you appologize again, and admit to Her that you also now recognizes that She is right and that you belong to Her. And maybe your frustration is due to the fact that She doesn't clearly claim that ownership right often enough. I long to be a cuckold, but only if I could at the same time feel that my wife clearly demanded I submit to Her and accept Her right to take lovers, and that I clearly demonstrate I accept this.

Is this similar for you as well?
Have you considered asking Paige to put you in a chastity device while She plays? I think I would actually prefer that because it would demonstrate the bond between the cuckoldress and the cuckold. Even when the cuckoldress enjoys sex with others, the cuckold is under Her complete control.

If you feel like this, tell Paige and ask Her to please expand Her control over you. From what I have read I think maybe this can bring the two of you even closer and make Her recognize you love Her.

Sincerely
Elina

[curiousdave]

Seems that posting of link is not allow .

Try going to xhamster and search for CUKEGIRL: Hermaphrodite Giant Clitoris

Is Shonda's similar ?

No Dwaynetan she's not like that at all. I am no expert but I believe that vid you are talking about is probably some kind of decently faked thing. I have seen many similar looking clits now online from various searches, but her's is definitely the biggest I've run across. When I said it's big it is, but not really big like a real cock. Just extremely large for a clit and when fully erect it does look very much like a smallish cock. Like I said not trying to come off like some kind of expert because I'm not. But in that vid you mentioned it's sort of like an appendage stuck on top of the girl's clit or something. On a real clit, or atleast every real one I've seen it splits open on the underside to form pussy lips. Shonda's does that, form into lips on the underside. Like I mentioned before if you are looking from a side view like I was that night they hang down and actually resemble a ball sack. Crazy I know I guess you'd have to see it for yourself. But if you spend much time looking around online you can find various clips of very large clits that do look a lot like hers, just smaller. I'm sure there are other women out there in the world with possibly even bigger ones though. There's always someone bigger lol. They probably just aren't into showing it off publicly or maybe they are even ashamed of it or had it operated on to make them more normal. The majority of the world doesn't like to stick out in such ways or be seen as freakish. But some do. I've asked Paige why Shonda hasn't shown it off or whatever and she says she's just not into that stuff. Feels it's degrading to put yourself out there, especially since it's 99% mostly men out there getting off on it.

[curiousdave]

Dave,

Maybe the fight with Paige could be good for both of you; it sorted of clarified the picture and demonstrated who is in charge in the relationship. Paige clairly responding to you trying to deny that She "owns you" by saying "Yes I do", and the fact that you (not in the heat of the moment) but later have recognized that it is true.

I think you should consider writing Her a nice card where you appologize again, and admit to Her that you also now recognizes that She is right and that you belong to Her. And maybe your frustration is due to the fact that She doesn't clearly claim that ownership right often enough. I long to be a cuckold, but only if I could at the same time feel that my wife clearly demanded I submit to Her and accept Her right to take lovers, and that I clearly demonstrate I accept this.

Is this similar for you as well?
Have you considered asking Paige to put you in a chastity device while She plays? I think I would actually prefer that because it would demonstrate the bond between the cuckoldress and the cuckold. Even when the cuckoldress enjoys sex with others, the cuckold is under Her complete control.

If you feel like this, tell Paige and ask Her to please expand Her control over you. From what I have read I think maybe this can bring the two of you even closer and make Her recognize you love Her.

Sincerely
Elina

Thanks Elina, that was very nice of you to write. We had a very Down weekend here. We both had a stomach bug of some sort (I think I caught it from her), so no playing of any sort at all. Not with me or Shonda. Actually Paige is still recovering herself and is sleeping right now. I never wrote her a note or anything but can see that would have been a good idea though. I had planned to write about the evolving nature of our relationship this weekend but as I mentioned I was too sick. I will get to it soon though I'm sure. With her spending more time away with Shonda these days it's freeing up some time for me to write again. I will say we are starting to gravitate towards a female led relationship. Even a mistress/slave type thing if you will. She knows how much it excites me now and to be honest she was already going that direction before I ever showed signs of interest in it. She's a natural domme for sure and it suits her well. She is much different than Jen was about this stuff. Jen was the leader also but was more normal about it, like a typical woman in the world. Lead from the rear sort of. But Paige is a more in your face type and has no qualms about letting you know she's the boss! I am loving that though I honestly never saw this as my future but as time is going on I am getting more and more into. Especially since she spelled it out for me that night about "Owning" me. Even still slightly sick that excites me to think about.

Anyway look for me to post again some time this week. I will try and write a good little essay on the whole thing then. Thanks for your input and interest!

Oh P.S. The whole cock cage thing scares the shit out of me. I enjoy playing with myself too much

[Txcuck]

Dave, Have you let Paige know about this forum yet.

[allengt]

Seems that posting of link is not allow .

Try going to xhamster and search for CUKEGIRL: Hermaphrodite Giant Clitoris

Is Shonda's similar ?

No Dwaynetan she's not like that at all. I am no expert but I believe that vid you are talking about is probably some kind of decently faked thing. I have seen many similar looking clits now online from various searches, but her's is definitely the biggest I've run across. When I said it's big it is, but not really big like a real cock. Just extremely large for a clit and when fully erect it does look very much like a smallish cock. Like I said not trying to come off like some kind of expert because I'm not. But in that vid you mentioned it's sort of like an appendage stuck on top of the girl's clit or something. On a real clit, or atleast every real one I've seen it splits open on the underside to form pussy lips. Shonda's does that, form into lips on the underside. Like I mentioned before if you are looking from a side view like I was that night they hang down and actually resemble a ball sack. Crazy I know I guess you'd have to see it for yourself. But if you spend much time looking around online you can find various clips of very large clits that do look a lot like hers, just smaller. I'm sure there are other women out there in the world with possibly even bigger ones though. There's always someone bigger lol. They probably just aren't into showing it off publicly or maybe they are even ashamed of it or had it operated on to make them more normal. The majority of the world doesn't like to stick out in such ways or be seen as freakish. But some do. I've asked Paige why Shonda hasn't shown it off or whatever and she says she's just not into that stuff. Feels it's degrading to put yourself out there, especially since it's 99% mostly men out there getting off on it.

The one he posted had a pussy with a clit below it. That was either a fake or a true Hermaphrodite.