Hi Reese,
So i can see now that you have to make a decision. And you are maybe not sure. Is seems to me that you are only asking yourself "What happens if i say yes?" That she goes for the weekend and fucks these two men. By the way..a bit of my personal advice...get youself a large tube of lubricant because your going to rub all the skin off your cock..and if it's red & sore & you still crazy horny your going to end up in lots of pain.
Turn the question around and think about what it changes if you say no? Not yet. Wait a liitle? Does it really change anything? You seems to be having such a rush of emmotions. Think about it.
I remember the 1st time my wife went away for 4 days of fucking. When she got back we were both exhausted. Her from the hard fucking her b/f gave her...me from not sleeping and masturbating all the time...she would call me to give me some of the détails to keep me in the action....To be honest...it was an excrusiating anxious incrediably horny time for me.
But i knew it was coming and planned 3 months before...so we had lots of time to talk about it...in & out of bed.
We want to go for it now?......or think about it for a while?....it can well happen later.
The money or the bag reese....the money or the bag...(was a game show...i don't remember the name)
Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
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Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
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Hi, Reese...,
Loved your analysis..., but I think down deep, even though you may be torn, it is clear to you that you want her to go, even more so now that you know she wants this for herself too.
One of the qualities of the attentive HotWife is that she is always mindful of her husband's symbolic "Alpha" status in the relationship, so she will often shield him from her deepest experiences of orgasm, intimacy and fulfillment of her womanhood at the hands (and cocks) of other men. She does it to protect her husband's feelings. She conceals a little bit to not hurt your feelings, because as you say, it is rending that you want to allow your wife to experience those incredible emotions, but to do so you have to give her the freedom and support to do so, so she knows she always has a solid base with you to 'come home to' after her wild weekend escapades, and that's comforting to her.
It is also gratifying, and to your very good fortune that she is indebted and grateful to you for introducing her to the HW lifestyle, and encouraging her to greater self knowledge and self assuredness.
Wasn't it you who recently said there had been a noticeable change in your wife's demeanor in the last few months?
Going from a shy, demure wife to a confident sexy temptress on the prowl, who knows what she wants, and that she has the liberty to go for it.
If this were American HW Idol, she'd have it, hands down! (on all fours..., lol)
Hi, Reese...,
Loved your analysis..., but I think down deep, even though you may be torn, it is clear to you that you want her to go, even more so now that you know she wants this for herself too.
One of the qualities of the attentive HotWife is that she is always mindful of her husband's symbolic "Alpha" status in the relationship, so she will often shield him from her deepest experiences of orgasm, intimacy and fulfillment of her womanhood at the hands (and cocks) of other men. She does it to protect her husband's feelings. She conceals a little bit to not hurt your feelings, because as you say, it is rending that you want to allow your wife to experience those incredible emotions, but to do so you have to give her the freedom and support to do so, so she knows she always has a solid base with you to 'come home to' after her wild weekend escapades, and that's comforting to her.
It is also gratifying, and to your very good fortune that she is indebted and grateful to you for introducing her to the HW lifestyle, and encouraging her to greater self knowledge and self assuredness.
Wasn't it you who recently said there had been a noticeable change in your wife's demeanor in the last few months?
Going from a shy, demure wife to a confident sexy temptress on the prowl, who knows what she wants, and that she has the liberty to go for it.
If this were American HW Idol, she'd have it, hands down! (on all fours..., lol)
Schwiiiiing ... Thud! (Projectile erection becomes vicious uppercut KO!)
Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
Mr Ballspanking,
Thank you again for your words of wisdom.
I truly look forward to your comments after I post in my thread.
Thank you again for your words of wisdom.
I truly look forward to your comments after I post in my thread.
Reese!!!!
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Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
You didn't say yes or no right away and thats smart so you two can discuss the possible ramifications.
Having a H/W makes your sex life better. Its supposed to make a relationship between a husband and wife closer and more fulfilled. Its working for ya'll.
This morning may be the last time you get to fuck her before she comes back. How some of ya'll husbands do that has to be the most innate self-control and discipline.
This isn't for everybody becausae some men aren't turned on by it so that rules it out for some. Some men are to jealous and would beat the shit out of the guy for banging his wife
and others wouldn't do it because of trust issues. Some guys want to have their cake and eat it to and many wives just aren't up for that.
Hey,you are coming to grips with what this lifestyle entitles. Like you said,its not about you. She has the freedom while you get to be happily tormented til she unchains you.Allowing someone that much control of your sex life takes a certain amount of trust and submissiveness beyond measure.
I don't know how a husband can only go twice a month with sex since its all i think about. Maybe you don't realize what you have til its gone.
Sounds like to me that you should allow this to happen because you want to and she wants to and it excites both of you.
This sounds like the best reason for her going away
I don't think she'll long for you while she's gone because she'll be to busy.
Meanwhile,when you're alone in bed you can do what you most enjoy,thinking and jacking off to your wife fucking other men. I know how that is since i used to whack off at least 10 times a day. Your dick gets used to it and it becomes easier.
What kind of communication will she give to you? Will it be a wait and see approach or spontaneous.
While she's gone will you cut off communication completely and wait to hear from her sometime after Tuesday knowing that will make your rendezvous sweeter or
listen in on some lovemaking after she calls you or
have her call so you can make sure she's ok and fill in on the details when she comes home Tuesday.
She'll be so sore i doubt you'll get to bang her til the following week You can kiss her all over but its not the same as intercourse. She may be so turned on by seeing you that you fuck three or more times a day til she sees E or D or both of them again.
Your dick will be so sore it will take til the next weekend her lovers to take her away before a blowjob won't give you pain.
I expect that this will become a more frequent occurence because she will like it so much. You'll have her a few days a week and the rest of the time her lovers will. D lives a long ways away so most of the time he can fuck her is on weekends or when he's off and if he's going to be a regular F/B than thats how they're going to meet.
I hope when you fuck its not always about her lovers but sometimes how much she enjoys your touch and body. I know you've said you can do her like no man but after this weekend that may change. Are you ready for that?
She's able to let go to be with her lovers(sorry i don't see that as something that hard once she gets into it because it's with the husband's blessing) and you get to lose her over and over and re-claim her over and over. I guess you gotta be into it to understand it.
Its not about quantity but quality. I imagine you'll be having a lot more alone time with your son.
They only grow up once. Hopefully,you'll have your wife forever.After the kids move out,you two can play even more,if thats possible.
Maybe you can have a companion to keep you busy while she's gone.Kinda like the Diane and Jerry arraingement we read about on here. That would be a ways down the road.
There are multitudes of husbands who have went your route and were better for it.Plenty of them are on here so hope they can share it with you.
She may not want to go this long without seeing you again or do this very often so this could be a once or twice a year thing. Especially with your schedules.
So remember these times.
Your wife wants to spend a holiday with two lovers? Have you ever got away with your wife for three days alone.
I don't envy you bro as i wouldn't want to be without the touch of a lady that hot for that long amount of time.
Damn,E and D are two of the luckiest sumbitches this weekend. I guess the only gifts they could ever give you is to keep your wife satisfied when you're not around.
I do hope she'll share some pics for us. It certainly doesn't have to be graphic but showing her tits and ass in action i'm sure noone would object too.
Enjoy the holiday with your son. It is family time. Remember how important that is.
Having a H/W makes your sex life better. Its supposed to make a relationship between a husband and wife closer and more fulfilled. Its working for ya'll.
This morning may be the last time you get to fuck her before she comes back. How some of ya'll husbands do that has to be the most innate self-control and discipline.
This isn't for everybody becausae some men aren't turned on by it so that rules it out for some. Some men are to jealous and would beat the shit out of the guy for banging his wife
and others wouldn't do it because of trust issues. Some guys want to have their cake and eat it to and many wives just aren't up for that. Hey,you are coming to grips with what this lifestyle entitles. Like you said,its not about you. She has the freedom while you get to be happily tormented til she unchains you.Allowing someone that much control of your sex life takes a certain amount of trust and submissiveness beyond measure.
I don't know how a husband can only go twice a month with sex since its all i think about. Maybe you don't realize what you have til its gone.
Sounds like to me that you should allow this to happen because you want to and she wants to and it excites both of you.
This sounds like the best reason for her going away
Maybe one weekend her and her child can do the same.I think it would be great to spend some one on one time with my child. This is our 2nd marriage....and mixing our families has not allowed me much one on one time with my child. Being THE DAD.....I do not have the chance to be with my child everyday. So, as difficult as this situation is for me....being with my child one on one....NO WIFE OR STEP CHILD.....I might have some good quality time alone. Not that I am all for not being a family...my child would love to be with me alone for a long weekend.
I don't think she'll long for you while she's gone because she'll be to busy.
Meanwhile,when you're alone in bed you can do what you most enjoy,thinking and jacking off to your wife fucking other men. I know how that is since i used to whack off at least 10 times a day. Your dick gets used to it and it becomes easier.
What kind of communication will she give to you? Will it be a wait and see approach or spontaneous.
While she's gone will you cut off communication completely and wait to hear from her sometime after Tuesday knowing that will make your rendezvous sweeter or
listen in on some lovemaking after she calls you or
have her call so you can make sure she's ok and fill in on the details when she comes home Tuesday.
She'll be so sore i doubt you'll get to bang her til the following week
You can kiss her all over but its not the same as intercourse. She may be so turned on by seeing you that you fuck three or more times a day til she sees E or D or both of them again.Your dick will be so sore it will take til the next weekend her lovers to take her away before a blowjob won't give you pain.
I expect that this will become a more frequent occurence because she will like it so much. You'll have her a few days a week and the rest of the time her lovers will. D lives a long ways away so most of the time he can fuck her is on weekends or when he's off and if he's going to be a regular F/B than thats how they're going to meet.
I hope when you fuck its not always about her lovers but sometimes how much she enjoys your touch and body. I know you've said you can do her like no man but after this weekend that may change. Are you ready for that?
She's able to let go to be with her lovers(sorry i don't see that as something that hard once she gets into it because it's with the husband's blessing) and you get to lose her over and over and re-claim her over and over. I guess you gotta be into it to understand it.
Its not about quantity but quality. I imagine you'll be having a lot more alone time with your son.
They only grow up once. Hopefully,you'll have your wife forever.After the kids move out,you two can play even more,if thats possible. Maybe you can have a companion to keep you busy while she's gone.Kinda like the Diane and Jerry arraingement we read about on here. That would be a ways down the road.
There are multitudes of husbands who have went your route and were better for it.Plenty of them are on here so hope they can share it with you.
She may not want to go this long without seeing you again or do this very often so this could be a once or twice a year thing. Especially with your schedules.
So remember these times.
Your wife wants to spend a holiday with two lovers? Have you ever got away with your wife for three days alone.
I don't envy you bro as i wouldn't want to be without the touch of a lady that hot for that long amount of time.
Damn,E and D are two of the luckiest sumbitches this weekend. I guess the only gifts they could ever give you is to keep your wife satisfied when you're not around.
I do hope she'll share some pics for us. It certainly doesn't have to be graphic but showing her tits and ass in action i'm sure noone would object too.
Enjoy the holiday with your son. It is family time. Remember how important that is.
Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
one day at a time...your thoughts are very helpful as a lot of others that write to this thead.
D and E were together tonight and they called me to ask my permission to let my hw go....
After our discussion.................
The decision has been made....she is leaving at 11am friday morning.
D will drive up with my HW and E will drive alone.
My hw will follow E......and drive her own vehicle.
D and E will arrive at our home around 10:30am and my HW told me that she will submit to them while I sit on the sofa and watch. She will go down on her knees and suck off D and E simultaneously. She asked them not to cum when she does this..but she wants me to watch how slutty she will be this weekend. She told me that if she can do this in front of me right before she leaves...this will set the tone for the weekend. She wants me to watch and jack off as she does this...she will tell me when to cum!
I can only say "YES DEAR".......I am in shock over the actions and thoughts of my HW!
D and E told me that I should expect a lot of fucking...dp....drinking...sleeping with both of them....
They told me that they will have her call a lot to ck in...and send pics on her camera phone to me.
My HW told me to post this message....
SHE can not wait to be with both of them.
She told me that she cannot believe that she will be fucking D all weekend.
She told me that she has a crush on him....his sexiness...his mannerisms...and the way he wants to dominate her.
She again asked me IF I was ok with all of this....and tonight is my last chance to respectfully say NO...b/c tomorrow she will be planning her weekend...clothes...getting her toes/finger nails polished...waxed and tanning spray booth...hair done...
She told me that if I really want my fantasies fulfilled that I would give her $200.00 to pay for her weekend trip.
WOW............I will......and I am really feeling cucked.
I will tell everyone again...i am very dominate...very assertive and aggressive..so all this is NEW to me..probably why I want all this to happen...I am so damn in control all the time.....NOW my HW is the dominate one.
I LOVE all this today.............I will probably hate this situation tomorrow!
She is leaving...my heart is racing right now.........my cock is filled.......and right now...I swear...my HW asked me to cum to bed to fuck her one last time before she leaves. Tomorrow I am not to touch her...she wants to be totally fresh and non used for her lovers.
HERE I go........I am jumping into an ocean.....I wanted to jump into a tiny pool...but opportunity has given me the ocean....how lucky am I???
I am so fucking scared right now................
I am going to lose her for 3 days....
I feel so empty right now...knowing that my wife will be fucking all weekend...drinking..having so much fun...fucking 2 hot men together and solo...licking, sucking, cum all over the bed....developing a relationship...being her own woman...making choices.......no matter how I look at it...I have a HW who will be the sexiest creature in my world...and her pussy will be shared...IT wont be her husbands pussy this weekend!
The fantasy is so real right now!
D and E were together tonight and they called me to ask my permission to let my hw go....
After our discussion.................
The decision has been made....she is leaving at 11am friday morning.
D will drive up with my HW and E will drive alone.
My hw will follow E......and drive her own vehicle.
D and E will arrive at our home around 10:30am and my HW told me that she will submit to them while I sit on the sofa and watch. She will go down on her knees and suck off D and E simultaneously. She asked them not to cum when she does this..but she wants me to watch how slutty she will be this weekend. She told me that if she can do this in front of me right before she leaves...this will set the tone for the weekend. She wants me to watch and jack off as she does this...she will tell me when to cum!
I can only say "YES DEAR".......I am in shock over the actions and thoughts of my HW!
D and E told me that I should expect a lot of fucking...dp....drinking...sleeping with both of them....
They told me that they will have her call a lot to ck in...and send pics on her camera phone to me.
My HW told me to post this message....
SHE can not wait to be with both of them.
She told me that she cannot believe that she will be fucking D all weekend.
She told me that she has a crush on him....his sexiness...his mannerisms...and the way he wants to dominate her.
She again asked me IF I was ok with all of this....and tonight is my last chance to respectfully say NO...b/c tomorrow she will be planning her weekend...clothes...getting her toes/finger nails polished...waxed and tanning spray booth...hair done...
She told me that if I really want my fantasies fulfilled that I would give her $200.00 to pay for her weekend trip.
WOW............I will......and I am really feeling cucked.
I will tell everyone again...i am very dominate...very assertive and aggressive..so all this is NEW to me..probably why I want all this to happen...I am so damn in control all the time.....NOW my HW is the dominate one.
I LOVE all this today.............I will probably hate this situation tomorrow!
She is leaving...my heart is racing right now.........my cock is filled.......and right now...I swear...my HW asked me to cum to bed to fuck her one last time before she leaves. Tomorrow I am not to touch her...she wants to be totally fresh and non used for her lovers.
HERE I go........I am jumping into an ocean.....I wanted to jump into a tiny pool...but opportunity has given me the ocean....how lucky am I???
I am so fucking scared right now................
I am going to lose her for 3 days....
I feel so empty right now...knowing that my wife will be fucking all weekend...drinking..having so much fun...fucking 2 hot men together and solo...licking, sucking, cum all over the bed....developing a relationship...being her own woman...making choices.......no matter how I look at it...I have a HW who will be the sexiest creature in my world...and her pussy will be shared...IT wont be her husbands pussy this weekend!
The fantasy is so real right now!
Reese!!!!
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Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
Dear Reese,
Whew!!!!
Whew!!!!
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Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
Today,
I am trying NOT to think about this weekend.
I am trying NOT to think about watching my wife suck E and D off in front of me before they leave for vacation.
This is happening...........taking the advice from Mrs_hotwifecplsa....there is no turning back now...my wife left for work today and told me that she loves me, misses me...but that there is NO way now that she wouldnt go on this trip with her lovers...the deadline to back out is over.....Part of me loves her feeling this way...the other part is wondering if she is really serious......I think this is all part of my fanstasy fulfillment....IF I really had second thoughts, I would hope that she would not go...but then again...I am in a no win situation...IF she didnt go...she would be let down..and I would be unable to make her happy this weekend..No matter if we both tried to ignore the facts.
Bottom line........I am losing her.
I love it.
She is only my wife by obligation and law.
She is shared now by many.
I am one of those lucky men that are allowed to fuck her and touch her and love her.
E and D have NO clue how lucky they are.
I will have to compete with them to spend time with my hw.
She told me that after this weekend...to expect a lot of E and or D sharing her time.
WOW............
I am trying NOT to think about this weekend.
I am trying NOT to think about watching my wife suck E and D off in front of me before they leave for vacation.
This is happening...........taking the advice from Mrs_hotwifecplsa....there is no turning back now...my wife left for work today and told me that she loves me, misses me...but that there is NO way now that she wouldnt go on this trip with her lovers...the deadline to back out is over.....Part of me loves her feeling this way...the other part is wondering if she is really serious......I think this is all part of my fanstasy fulfillment....IF I really had second thoughts, I would hope that she would not go...but then again...I am in a no win situation...IF she didnt go...she would be let down..and I would be unable to make her happy this weekend..No matter if we both tried to ignore the facts.
Bottom line........I am losing her.
I love it.
She is only my wife by obligation and law.
She is shared now by many.
I am one of those lucky men that are allowed to fuck her and touch her and love her.
E and D have NO clue how lucky they are.
I will have to compete with them to spend time with my hw.
She told me that after this weekend...to expect a lot of E and or D sharing her time.
WOW............
Reese!!!!
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Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
Hi Reese,
It would be wonderful if as a part of her weekend preparations, you helped her select her wardrobe (if any, lol), and also help her either trim her landing pad or shave her kitty (as she prefers) for her lovers.
The idea also strikes me, that it would be very nice if she had a little digital pocket cam, to avoid the crappy resolutions of phone-cameras...?
She should come back with some awesome pics!
Moreover, it would be an acknowledgment to you, for you, that even though she is doing this, she is indebted to you for her ability to engage these men, and you remain present in her thoughts while she is riding their cocks, and she wants very much for you to share in her enjoyment!
Just a thought...
Cheers!
It would be wonderful if as a part of her weekend preparations, you helped her select her wardrobe (if any, lol), and also help her either trim her landing pad or shave her kitty (as she prefers) for her lovers.
The idea also strikes me, that it would be very nice if she had a little digital pocket cam, to avoid the crappy resolutions of phone-cameras...?
She should come back with some awesome pics!
Moreover, it would be an acknowledgment to you, for you, that even though she is doing this, she is indebted to you for her ability to engage these men, and you remain present in her thoughts while she is riding their cocks, and she wants very much for you to share in her enjoyment!
Just a thought...
Cheers!
Schwiiiiing ... Thud! (Projectile erection becomes vicious uppercut KO!)
Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
Reese,She is only my wife by obligation and law.
Just a quibble, but I would say that your wife is your wife for a reason far more important than obligation or law. From all you've told us, she loves you.
In my opinion, love is not compromised by non-monogamy. One's spouse can have a friendship--Platonic or sensual--with someone else and still be fully, enthusiastically married. Many of us have noticed that when our wives are intimate with other men, the wives come back loving us even more than before their escapades--or affairs--began.
Thus--in my opinion--she is your wife not only by obligation and law but by love.
Perhaps you see it differently. I value your perspective on this.
IH
Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
Ih,
There is NO question of her love for me. At times, I wonder how any woman could love a man so much. Undeniable committment, dedication, respect and intimacy to me!
My reason for that comment is like any other by an inexperienced individual. Remember the teenaged years, when love would strike us....the silly reactions, comments, feelings????
I feel like that teenager, we have only embraced this lifestyle for a little under one year. I am confident that as I look back at there days years from now, I will remember the feelings of doubt, regret and that chest thumping intense heart beat that all hotwife husbands experience.
I will never lose faith in my wife...its just letting go of her....releasing her to another man...when I look at her..... her wardrobe, shoes, nylons, panties, bras, pictures........her mannerisms, her scent, her sexy pussy, her luscious butt, feet, face neck, breasts....I wonder WHY I give that up for a short period to other men............why I deprive myself of every mans dream...MY HOTWIFE............why I willingly push her to find new lovers............
I do realize that this is the greatest part of our marriage, the unselfish release of my wife........giving her the opportunity to blossom as the uninhibitited free woman that she is. TO watch her take on lovers, to gain so much self-confidence and self-esteem, to be a shared wife, to watch her choose lovers...without my interference........to not claim her as mine at times..........to allow her to enjoy the sexual freedom that most married wives never experience.......
I know I am doing the right thing..........IT just hurts at times.......it is lonely at times, it is terrifying at times.....but I can not deny the major sexual RUSH that I experience with and without her in my life on a hourly basis.
I know I am rambling again..but you have to bear with me......tomorrow is the day! I can not focus on anything.
I have cum about 3 times today alone.....quick jackoffs.....keeping her panties from yesterday in my pocket...using the bathroom...I am a wreck.
Since I will not be having sex with her until probably next week.........I am so fucking horny.........WHY DO I DENY MYSELF the greatest lover of my life??????????
Just letting you all know where my mind is!
I have a potential lover that has contacted me............amazing...and asked to see me this weekend...for a sexual encounter.....she openly cheats on her husband.............she is hot and sexy...37 yrs old...BUT I IGNORE HER!
My wife will be fucking 2 men all weekend...and I stay honorable to my wife....there is NO question about this..l am obligated to her...I will never disrespect her...but do you all find the paradox of this situation totally crazy???
SHE FUCKS others this weekend.
I jack off all weekend.
I ignore a potential lover.
She fucks......others!
I jack off....alone!
WHY do HW hubbies go through such torment!
WE are crazy!
WE are like drug addicts!
We are like alcoholics!
BUT it is so much safer!
There is NO question of her love for me. At times, I wonder how any woman could love a man so much. Undeniable committment, dedication, respect and intimacy to me!
My reason for that comment is like any other by an inexperienced individual. Remember the teenaged years, when love would strike us....the silly reactions, comments, feelings????
I feel like that teenager, we have only embraced this lifestyle for a little under one year. I am confident that as I look back at there days years from now, I will remember the feelings of doubt, regret and that chest thumping intense heart beat that all hotwife husbands experience.
I will never lose faith in my wife...its just letting go of her....releasing her to another man...when I look at her..... her wardrobe, shoes, nylons, panties, bras, pictures........her mannerisms, her scent, her sexy pussy, her luscious butt, feet, face neck, breasts....I wonder WHY I give that up for a short period to other men............why I deprive myself of every mans dream...MY HOTWIFE............why I willingly push her to find new lovers............
I do realize that this is the greatest part of our marriage, the unselfish release of my wife........giving her the opportunity to blossom as the uninhibitited free woman that she is. TO watch her take on lovers, to gain so much self-confidence and self-esteem, to be a shared wife, to watch her choose lovers...without my interference........to not claim her as mine at times..........to allow her to enjoy the sexual freedom that most married wives never experience.......
I know I am doing the right thing..........IT just hurts at times.......it is lonely at times, it is terrifying at times.....but I can not deny the major sexual RUSH that I experience with and without her in my life on a hourly basis.
I know I am rambling again..but you have to bear with me......tomorrow is the day! I can not focus on anything.
I have cum about 3 times today alone.....quick jackoffs.....keeping her panties from yesterday in my pocket...using the bathroom...I am a wreck.
Since I will not be having sex with her until probably next week.........I am so fucking horny.........WHY DO I DENY MYSELF the greatest lover of my life??????????
Just letting you all know where my mind is!
I have a potential lover that has contacted me............amazing...and asked to see me this weekend...for a sexual encounter.....she openly cheats on her husband.............she is hot and sexy...37 yrs old...BUT I IGNORE HER!
My wife will be fucking 2 men all weekend...and I stay honorable to my wife....there is NO question about this..l am obligated to her...I will never disrespect her...but do you all find the paradox of this situation totally crazy???
SHE FUCKS others this weekend.
I jack off all weekend.
I ignore a potential lover.
She fucks......others!
I jack off....alone!
WHY do HW hubbies go through such torment!
WE are crazy!
WE are like drug addicts!
We are like alcoholics!
BUT it is so much safer!
Reese!!!!
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Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
Remember,this is what YOU wanted. Maybe at some point,she'll reveal her sexual fantasy for you or maybe she already has.
I hope you two have discussed that at any point if it becomes to much,than call it quits. Doesn't mean forever or for a long time,just for that sexual encounter.
At no point should you feel obligated to say yes if you don't want to or if you say no to something,i hope she wouldn't hold it against you. Thats not what this is about.
This isn't supposed to dictate your life but be fun and be only an addition to your lovemaking and marriage. Hopefully,one day this will be how it is. Since its new it feels like she is going at light speed locomotive while you're watching her wave goodbye.
I'm glad you enjoy submitting because its not a cup of tea til you get used to it. You don't always have to be the submissive one though.
If you think your wife is only that by law than that really sucks.
She's not as close to you than you thought,however it could be you only think that because of what you are feeling.
Loving someone and being in love are two different expressions but can be shared.
I don't know Greek but i do know that language has translated three types of love. Two are
Eros- passionate love, with sensual desire and longing. The Modern Greek word "erotas" means "(romantic) love". However, eros does not have to be sexual in nature. Eros can be interpreted as a love for someone whom you love more than the philia love of friendship. It can also apply to dating relationships as well as marriage.
Philia- which means friendship a dispassionate virtuous love. It includes loyalty to friends, family, and community, and requires virtue, equality and familiarity. It denotes a general type of love, used for love between family, between friends, a desire or enjoyment of an activity, as well as between lovers.
I'm sure you have a variety of emotions like feeling sorry for yourself but get over that.She is in love with you,including your body,right? while she just loves their body.She may be their friend also but you should be her best friend.
They'll be a lot of support from people on here this weekend. Use it no matter how trivial or foolish it seems.
You may feel like you need to compete with these men for her affection. She's married to you and you should be first. Let her know to remember that you're still first. On the other hand,i would make her work for your affections.
When she comes back,she should be more than willing to allow you to be her husband.Tired but happy.
A few scenerios You can
ravage her for hours on end and talk about what they did to her or fuck her first then they'll be time for those stories.
have a nice dinner,than ravage her and discuss her evenings while you explore her body.
have a nice romantic dinner and just let her think about her evenings with them and just cuddle with her.
Deny her your body for a few more days after she gets back,meanwhile tell her she can't see E or D til you allow her to fuck you. Then she'll understand how hard it was for you to do this,be this long without her and what its like to be submissive.She could be to sore anyway.
Have what she loves available to her so she can relax. Whatever is her favorite things.
You may be to busy that none of this is available though, so you may have to wait for free time.
Don't distance yourself when she comes back(i don't see that). Since this is a BIG step,i would hope she would understand that you would like your wife to yourself for a while.
Allowing her to do this means she does owe you. If she doesn't give you the attention due you,thats something you will need to discuss.
Before anymore HW activity,i would think you two would have to relive what fun she had.
You stated you have a high sex drive. I don't think it will come to this but if she can't sexually satisfy you because of her lover(s),work,obligations or whatever,tell her you need more from her or you'll have to get it somewhere else,maybe that hotwife you mentioned.
This is what you wanted above all else. She has sexual freedom,you don't.Its certainly not for everyone.
Maybe this will allow you to have weekends away to do as you please.For hobbies and such.
Every person,married or not,should have some independence.
The best thing is to stay busy and it will be easier.Having your son should make the transition much smoother.
Keep us updated.
JMHO
I hope you two have discussed that at any point if it becomes to much,than call it quits. Doesn't mean forever or for a long time,just for that sexual encounter.
At no point should you feel obligated to say yes if you don't want to or if you say no to something,i hope she wouldn't hold it against you. Thats not what this is about.
This isn't supposed to dictate your life but be fun and be only an addition to your lovemaking and marriage. Hopefully,one day this will be how it is. Since its new it feels like she is going at light speed locomotive while you're watching her wave goodbye.
I'm glad you enjoy submitting because its not a cup of tea til you get used to it. You don't always have to be the submissive one though.
If you think your wife is only that by law than that really sucks.
She's not as close to you than you thought,however it could be you only think that because of what you are feeling.Loving someone and being in love are two different expressions but can be shared.
I don't know Greek but i do know that language has translated three types of love. Two are
Eros- passionate love, with sensual desire and longing. The Modern Greek word "erotas" means "(romantic) love". However, eros does not have to be sexual in nature. Eros can be interpreted as a love for someone whom you love more than the philia love of friendship. It can also apply to dating relationships as well as marriage.
Philia- which means friendship a dispassionate virtuous love. It includes loyalty to friends, family, and community, and requires virtue, equality and familiarity. It denotes a general type of love, used for love between family, between friends, a desire or enjoyment of an activity, as well as between lovers.
I'm sure you have a variety of emotions like feeling sorry for yourself but get over that.She is in love with you,including your body,right? while she just loves their body.She may be their friend also but you should be her best friend.
They'll be a lot of support from people on here this weekend. Use it no matter how trivial or foolish it seems.
You may feel like you need to compete with these men for her affection. She's married to you and you should be first. Let her know to remember that you're still first. On the other hand,i would make her work for your affections.
When she comes back,she should be more than willing to allow you to be her husband.Tired but happy.
A few scenerios
You canravage her for hours on end and talk about what they did to her or fuck her first then they'll be time for those stories.
have a nice dinner,than ravage her and discuss her evenings while you explore her body.
have a nice romantic dinner and just let her think about her evenings with them and just cuddle with her.
Deny her your body for a few more days after she gets back,meanwhile tell her she can't see E or D til you allow her to fuck you. Then she'll understand how hard it was for you to do this,be this long without her and what its like to be submissive.She could be to sore anyway.
Have what she loves available to her so she can relax. Whatever is her favorite things.
You may be to busy that none of this is available though, so you may have to wait for free time.
Don't distance yourself when she comes back(i don't see that). Since this is a BIG step,i would hope she would understand that you would like your wife to yourself for a while.
Allowing her to do this means she does owe you. If she doesn't give you the attention due you,thats something you will need to discuss.
Before anymore HW activity,i would think you two would have to relive what fun she had.
You stated you have a high sex drive. I don't think it will come to this but if she can't sexually satisfy you because of her lover(s),work,obligations or whatever,tell her you need more from her or you'll have to get it somewhere else,maybe that hotwife you mentioned.
This is what you wanted above all else. She has sexual freedom,you don't.Its certainly not for everyone.
Maybe this will allow you to have weekends away to do as you please.For hobbies and such.
Every person,married or not,should have some independence.
The best thing is to stay busy and it will be easier.Having your son should make the transition much smoother.
Keep us updated.
JMHO
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Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
Ask your wife if you can. Seek her permission.Hell,i would tell her i do find her hot but not as hot as you honey.have a potential lover that has contacted me............amazing...and asked to see me this weekend...for a sexual encounter.....she openly cheats on her husband.............she is hot and sexy...37 yrs old...BUT I IGNORE HER!
While the worst thing she could say is no,you know your wife,would she not be able to fully enjoy herself knowing some other woman is fucking you beyond measure.Thats what fuckbuddies are for.
To me your crazy as i would never do what your doing but to most on here they sympathize.My wife will be fucking 2 men all weekend...and I stay honorable to my wife....there is NO question about this..l am obligated to her...I will never disrespect her...but do you all find the paradox of this situation totally crazy???
Remember,its about permission and what you desired for your wife. Thats why this is happening.
Does she desire you to be with other women and does she find it sexy that other women want to jump your bones. Would she want to hear about your sexcapades.
From what you said about her,probally not and thats to bad. The most alluring women on here are the wives who love and get off on their husband being groped over and later exchanging cast iron heat all over one another.
You don't go against what your partner wants. You gave her freedom,she didn't give you yours.So this weekend it sucks to be you.
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JMHO,
You are so comforting with your ideas and words.
Thanks!
I must state for the record.
My hw is my best friend as I am to her as well.
We have history and a love bond...sexual and as best friends.
WE value each other over anyone else in our lives.
This I know........both of us feel the same way.
Our sex is OFF THE CHARTS.........she has multiple orgasms with me MOST of the time...and at times only 1 if she is rushed or very tired.
I cum to her...with her...in her....on her...at least 5 to 10 times per week. Now that she is a HW to me...its more like 10 or more per week.
She completely satisfys me intimately and sexually.
At times, I will be enjoying her body so much..I forget to fantasize, especially if I wanted to get off about something she did or talked about.....I am pre-occupied with her stunning body too much at times.
I am very good at role playing....and I DO have an incredible edge over her when it comes to acting quiet, closing myself off to her...without causing a problem. Meaning....I make her chase ME too...she does that a lot...i might not say a lot one day....or sexually I might tell her that I am not in the mood(if I tell her that...she will go out of her way to have sex with me) I deny her my cock at times......and make her literally beg for me to fuck her....
SO that was great....telling me to do that...........b/c I really feel that you understand what I am going thru....and I already realized that when she comes back...I am going to make her work for me...and she will..........she always does.
She usually feels very guilty when she plays HW...not a bad guilty...or a relationship damaging guilty..but the guilt that one would feel if they were having all the fun while the partner is working..or taking care of kids.....YOU know what I mean!
WE have also talked about re-focusing on us when she comes home.
To be honest with you...............I cant stop thinking about how hot it is going to be watching d and e come to my home and telling their HW to get on her knees and start sucking their cocks while I watch and jack off.
They all know how dominate I can be...my wife has told me that I am the most aggressive and assertive man that she has ever been with ...I am not suffering through the guilt of feeling like a true submissive or cuckold.
Even though SHE is cucking me with her lovers...it is so kinky knowing that she is doing this to me...even when I am not even close to being a sub or cuckold.
D has asked respectfully that we take NO pics...he is going though a custody battle with his kids...and he can not take any chances.....so for now, we respect his privacy.
I am working on other pics with my hw and e this weekend.
I will keep very busy.
I will keep in touch.
again...thanks so much!
You are so comforting with your ideas and words.
Thanks!
I must state for the record.
My hw is my best friend as I am to her as well.
We have history and a love bond...sexual and as best friends.
WE value each other over anyone else in our lives.
This I know........both of us feel the same way.
Our sex is OFF THE CHARTS.........she has multiple orgasms with me MOST of the time...and at times only 1 if she is rushed or very tired.
I cum to her...with her...in her....on her...at least 5 to 10 times per week. Now that she is a HW to me...its more like 10 or more per week.
She completely satisfys me intimately and sexually.
At times, I will be enjoying her body so much..I forget to fantasize, especially if I wanted to get off about something she did or talked about.....I am pre-occupied with her stunning body too much at times.
I am very good at role playing....and I DO have an incredible edge over her when it comes to acting quiet, closing myself off to her...without causing a problem. Meaning....I make her chase ME too...she does that a lot...i might not say a lot one day....or sexually I might tell her that I am not in the mood(if I tell her that...she will go out of her way to have sex with me) I deny her my cock at times......and make her literally beg for me to fuck her....
SO that was great....telling me to do that...........b/c I really feel that you understand what I am going thru....and I already realized that when she comes back...I am going to make her work for me...and she will..........she always does.
She usually feels very guilty when she plays HW...not a bad guilty...or a relationship damaging guilty..but the guilt that one would feel if they were having all the fun while the partner is working..or taking care of kids.....YOU know what I mean!
WE have also talked about re-focusing on us when she comes home.
To be honest with you...............I cant stop thinking about how hot it is going to be watching d and e come to my home and telling their HW to get on her knees and start sucking their cocks while I watch and jack off.
They all know how dominate I can be...my wife has told me that I am the most aggressive and assertive man that she has ever been with ...I am not suffering through the guilt of feeling like a true submissive or cuckold.
Even though SHE is cucking me with her lovers...it is so kinky knowing that she is doing this to me...even when I am not even close to being a sub or cuckold.
D has asked respectfully that we take NO pics...he is going though a custody battle with his kids...and he can not take any chances.....so for now, we respect his privacy.
I am working on other pics with my hw and e this weekend.
I will keep very busy.
I will keep in touch.
again...thanks so much!
Reese!!!!
"I think therefore I am"
"I think therefore I am"
Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
jmho.
It does suck to be me.
My HW is so fucking jealous over the attention I receive at times.
She will tell you that she isnt..but whenever a situation arises....OMG......she is right there protecting her investment!
I am working on this with her...taking baby steps.....
Yes, I did give her permission...and I could never ever cheat on her.
But it was so tempting....this woman...37...exposed cleavage...36c?? 5'7...135 dirty blonde.green eyes...told me that she is a sexual animal and needs to fuck daily. Hubby can not keep up..she takes on 2 lovers a week.
She told me that its so hot for her to cheat on him....that drives her crazy...knowing she is doing this to him. I was told he knows..but she will not tell him anymore details...............I was told IF he becomes too inquisitive....she will tell him to take it or leave it....she is ready to divorce him..and only keeps him around b/c of 18 yrs of marriage.
Talk about being cuckolded!
But..........I do not go after her...b/c I could not violate my wife's trust.
There really is NO question...she fucks b/c I asked her to do it.
She has made it very clear to me...NO FUCKING WOMEN.
Believe me..........I am working on that!
LOL!
It does suck to be me.
My HW is so fucking jealous over the attention I receive at times.
She will tell you that she isnt..but whenever a situation arises....OMG......she is right there protecting her investment!
I am working on this with her...taking baby steps.....
Yes, I did give her permission...and I could never ever cheat on her.
But it was so tempting....this woman...37...exposed cleavage...36c?? 5'7...135 dirty blonde.green eyes...told me that she is a sexual animal and needs to fuck daily. Hubby can not keep up..she takes on 2 lovers a week.
She told me that its so hot for her to cheat on him....that drives her crazy...knowing she is doing this to him. I was told he knows..but she will not tell him anymore details...............I was told IF he becomes too inquisitive....she will tell him to take it or leave it....she is ready to divorce him..and only keeps him around b/c of 18 yrs of marriage.
Talk about being cuckolded!
But..........I do not go after her...b/c I could not violate my wife's trust.
There really is NO question...she fucks b/c I asked her to do it.
She has made it very clear to me...NO FUCKING WOMEN.
Believe me..........I am working on that!
LOL!
Reese!!!!
"I think therefore I am"
"I think therefore I am"
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Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
Watching E and D get sucked by your wife while in the same room is pretty fucking exciting. That visualization will be with you all weekend. Watching blowjobs and hearing the guys talk about her will get your rocks off.
Hopefully, you'll get to watch more often.
Hotwives on here have expressed the same territorial personality as your wife.
Its fun that it goes both ways.
Those phone calls will be excruciating and relieveing knowing she's ok and that she's having so much fun.
E must be quite a guy for you to trust him. To bad that D is going through that.To find a man who only wants to please your wife sexually without alterior motives is a special thing.
I believe its easier for a man to fuck just for lust sake and nothing else but once again it goes both ways.
Describing your wife,she may be the one chasing you when she firsts sees you.
Hopefully, you'll get to watch more often.
Hotwives on here have expressed the same territorial personality as your wife.
Its fun that it goes both ways.
Those phone calls will be excruciating and relieveing knowing she's ok and that she's having so much fun.
E must be quite a guy for you to trust him. To bad that D is going through that.To find a man who only wants to please your wife sexually without alterior motives is a special thing.
I believe its easier for a man to fuck just for lust sake and nothing else but once again it goes both ways.
Describing your wife,she may be the one chasing you when she firsts sees you.
Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
reese,
You ought to make sure to get some nude pictures of her before she leaves and then some as soon as she returns. The before pictures will tease you all weekend long of what you've offered to others and what they're enjoying as you sit at home. The after pictures will serve to remind you of how they ravished her for 3 straight days!
O2
You ought to make sure to get some nude pictures of her before she leaves and then some as soon as she returns. The before pictures will tease you all weekend long of what you've offered to others and what they're enjoying as you sit at home. The after pictures will serve to remind you of how they ravished her for 3 straight days!
O2
Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
Reese,
WOW... I've been glued to your story since you started posting!!
My advice: go with it. How often do you have your wildest fantasies come true? It'll be something you can look back on for years and years.
If you're worried about things getting out of hand then maybe ask her to slow down a bit next week, just to make sure you (she) still can.
Oh, and if E is worried about being in pictures then have her ask HIM to take them. I've found several guys that were very reluctant once the camera came out but as soon as they're the one playing photographer its all good.
I can't wait for the updates!
SMJ
WOW... I've been glued to your story since you started posting!!
My advice: go with it. How often do you have your wildest fantasies come true? It'll be something you can look back on for years and years.
If you're worried about things getting out of hand then maybe ask her to slow down a bit next week, just to make sure you (she) still can.
Oh, and if E is worried about being in pictures then have her ask HIM to take them. I've found several guys that were very reluctant once the camera came out but as soon as they're the one playing photographer its all good.
I can't wait for the updates!
SMJ
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Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
What you are describing is an obsession and nobody ever said that was safe.reese wrote:Ih,
I know I am doing the right thing..........IT just hurts at times.......it is lonely at times, it is terrifying at times.....but I can not deny the major sexual RUSH that I experience with and without her in my life on a hourly basis.
I know I am rambling again..but you have to bear with me......tomorrow is the day! I can not focus on anything.
I have cum about 3 times today alone.....quick jackoffs.....keeping her panties from yesterday in my pocket...using the bathroom...I am a wreck.
WHY do HW hubbies go through such torment!
WE are crazy!
WE are like drug addicts!
We are like alcoholics!
BUT it is so much safer!
There is a rule that says if anything hurts mentally stop as there are consequences that if ignored have lasting ramifications.
The obsession of taking drugs and alcohol is what kills people not really the drugs or alcohol they are just the object of the obsession.
SeaGirtCuck
New Jersey
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Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
When we started - 5 yrs+ ago, we were obsessional about our activity - each from our own p.o.v. As time and experience has progressed, the intense and constant excitement has appreciably modified. Not through lack of enjoyment but probably an accommodation to 'our way' and continual growth, change of perspective, etc. Other fascinating elements of our lives continue..our joy in making music, art, travel, READING, daily exercise, etc. It is completely understandable that you are where you are now and this period will be eternal in your memories. You will always be able to draw on memory and images of this amazing time in your lives. Everything changes though, and I will be interested to hear of your shifts as time goes on. For us, her main lover (presently among 3) has become a good friend and our enjoyment as a threesome continues to evolve. We also enjoy a modest amount of 'out-of'bedroom time' with him. The other 2 men she sees alone occasionally. It seems a wonderful menu for us at this time.
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Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
"It is a toss-up when you choose to leave the beaten track.
Many are called, but few are chosen."
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Many are called, but few are chosen."
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Schwiiiiing ... Thud! (Projectile erection becomes vicious uppercut KO!)
Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
243,
I truly believe you.
I have lived a good life.
I am able to remember so many of those incredible journies that happened years ago with a sense of accomplishment and fulfillment as I recount the experiences.
I realize that this period of my life will most likely be one of the most intense and memorable experiences ever.
About the addiction and reference to alcohol and drugs, I apologize to anyone that I may have offended.
I was attempting to make an analogy in reference to this lifestyle.
I can be addicting......and right now, we both are in the mode.
Last night before THIS DAY was to start, we re-grouped.
We discussed our goals and our life together.
WE discussed what was to happen this weekend.
MY hw.....my hero asked me face to face if I am truly OK with this weekend.
She re-iterated how she was making my fantasy real ..........I ask that of her daily.
She told me that she realizes this is the most precarious situation our marriage has even been faced with!
She firmly told me that her marriage is the most important part of her life, and without a doubt she will walk away from this weekend if I have a hard time dealing with the separation. She has some doubts as well.
She is very excited to be carrying out my fantasies and in turn, she has taken advantage of this situation and is exploring some of her own secret or unknown fantasies.
But, my HW was adament to inform me that this is and always be a FANTASY........and if this ever becomes a hazard to our relationship in any manner, she will stop this lifestyle immediately no matter what I ask of her.
I needed to hear that.
I feel the same way as my HW.
I didnt want to bring this up b/c I didnt want her to feel like I was backing out of my agreement to allow her to leave this weekend.
She told me that I was cut off b/c of E and D this weekend.
Guess what?
We made love.......intimately for about 45 minutes.
NO talk about E or D.
NO talk about her being slutty...or being a HW....or fucking anyone else.
It was so sexy and erotic.
What a beautiful feeling....last night....re-confirming our love....both oragasmic together.
I was finally ready to let go of her with no regrets.
After our love making, we cleaned up......and just hung out!
Before we fell asleep, we held each other and expressed our love for each other.
She told me that NO one will ever take the place in her heart that is filled with me and my love for her.
She told me that I am the greatest man ever to be in her life.
THis might sound like bs to some....but everything written is true.
Funny how this lifestyle really will make a couple grow closer in love, trust and intimacy!
Today...........the adventure begins.
She woke up IN HOTWIFE MODE!
My wife left me in bed last night!
This morning she woke up and was a different woman............HOTWIFE!
Next, I will write about the sexiest thing that I have ever witnessed............my hw greeting E and D this morning.
I truly believe you.
I have lived a good life.
I am able to remember so many of those incredible journies that happened years ago with a sense of accomplishment and fulfillment as I recount the experiences.
I realize that this period of my life will most likely be one of the most intense and memorable experiences ever.
About the addiction and reference to alcohol and drugs, I apologize to anyone that I may have offended.
I was attempting to make an analogy in reference to this lifestyle.
I can be addicting......and right now, we both are in the mode.
Last night before THIS DAY was to start, we re-grouped.
We discussed our goals and our life together.
WE discussed what was to happen this weekend.
MY hw.....my hero asked me face to face if I am truly OK with this weekend.
She re-iterated how she was making my fantasy real ..........I ask that of her daily.
She told me that she realizes this is the most precarious situation our marriage has even been faced with!
She firmly told me that her marriage is the most important part of her life, and without a doubt she will walk away from this weekend if I have a hard time dealing with the separation. She has some doubts as well.
She is very excited to be carrying out my fantasies and in turn, she has taken advantage of this situation and is exploring some of her own secret or unknown fantasies.
But, my HW was adament to inform me that this is and always be a FANTASY........and if this ever becomes a hazard to our relationship in any manner, she will stop this lifestyle immediately no matter what I ask of her.
I needed to hear that.
I feel the same way as my HW.
I didnt want to bring this up b/c I didnt want her to feel like I was backing out of my agreement to allow her to leave this weekend.
She told me that I was cut off b/c of E and D this weekend.
Guess what?
We made love.......intimately for about 45 minutes.
NO talk about E or D.
NO talk about her being slutty...or being a HW....or fucking anyone else.
It was so sexy and erotic.
What a beautiful feeling....last night....re-confirming our love....both oragasmic together.
I was finally ready to let go of her with no regrets.
After our love making, we cleaned up......and just hung out!
Before we fell asleep, we held each other and expressed our love for each other.
She told me that NO one will ever take the place in her heart that is filled with me and my love for her.
She told me that I am the greatest man ever to be in her life.
THis might sound like bs to some....but everything written is true.
Funny how this lifestyle really will make a couple grow closer in love, trust and intimacy!
Today...........the adventure begins.
She woke up IN HOTWIFE MODE!
My wife left me in bed last night!
This morning she woke up and was a different woman............HOTWIFE!
Next, I will write about the sexiest thing that I have ever witnessed............my hw greeting E and D this morning.
Reese!!!!
"I think therefore I am"
"I think therefore I am"
Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
Ok everyone...........I have some time to write about my unbelievable morning!
I will write it as a time by time frame....my mind is still racing when I think about the events that unfolded. I wrote an earlier post to update everyone about last night...that was easier for me since my mind was focused on yesterday.
THIS MORNING....................................
9:50am, my hw was in the bathroom with her final preparations.
Before I heard the doorbell ring, I was on her butt telling her to hurry and wait by the door, I surely didnt want to open the door for E and D...I wanted to be sitting on the recliner.
I was a nervous wreck.
I tried to keep my mind off the event by reading the newspaper...It could have been written in Spanish, I had no focus!
9:55am, my HW asked me to come into the bathroom to look at her.
9:55am, I walked into the bathroom........OMG!
I had my cellphone with me and kept track of the time to be accurate...I wanted to remember this moment forever...detail by detail! WHY not........this is one of the most significant moments or our young marriage!
9:56am, my hw was dressed casually, tight jeans(of course), sexy pink flip flops. I have a major foot fetish..her toe nails were freshly painted HOT PINK! Low cut blouse, showing her magnificent cleavage....pink pokadots lined the blouse.
Sleeveless style. She had a white jersey to keep with her in case she was cold on her journey.
I couldnot take my eyes off her....sexy face...made up..but not overdone....she is tanned so she has a nice glow to her face.
9:58am, we both walk to the main room near the front door. MY hw was very calm...but no contact with me. NO conversation about last night...no intimacy, no kiss, no touching...she was in GAME MODE........I already lost her, my heart was racing!
9:59am, her bags are packed...waiting at the door...THIS IS really happening!
10:00am, we are not talking much...she seems to have separated from me at this point...in hotwife mode, her thoughts must be all over the place! Is she thinking about backing out? I want to hold her and tell her how much I love her...she seems like a stranger to me. What the fuck am I doing? This is really happnening.
10:01am, she asks me why I am constantly checking my phone....I dont want to sound like a moron and tell her that I am memorizing every detail of this moment...so I tell her that I am nervous and just checking the time.
10:01 am, time is in slow motion!
10:10am......she is looking out the window, I am sitting reading the paper. Not many words are exchanged b/w us. She tells me that she loves me.............THANK-YOU baby............I tell her that she is forever in my heart. I tell her to be careful, and that I will have my cell phone on me at all times....and to please check in with me as often as she can.
She tells me that she can not believe this is really happening.
I tell her to GO FOR IT!
I tell her how proud I am of her....she has opened her world up to becoming very self-confident, that I am turned on by her independence and assertive attitude.
She thanks me.
10:12am.................I am going to play the lottery.......1012 4 digit!
It's game time!
E and D pull up on our approach.
My heart is thumping so fucking hard....I hear my beating....it looks like my shirt is moving with my heart racing!
10:12am..........car door slams shut.
10:12am...........my eyes are glued to the cell phone and front door.
Why is time moving so slowly? Does this happen to all HW hubbies???
Door bell rings.........my HW looks at me and smiles and give me a naughty look.........its so fucking hot...that sly smile...slutty smile............what is going thru her mind? She is walking to the door..........TIME HAS FROZEN!
Have you ever watched a movie when the director freezes a moment...voice is mumbled....movement is slow...each frame is suspended in motion??
This is what I was experiencing........sweat rolled down from my arms, my heart was going crazy...the RUSH.....my hands were cold......my mouth very dry.....my cock.......fuck! I forgot about my cock...it wasnt hard! Immediately I thought..."what the fuck is wrong with me...such a fucking HOT moment and my cock is limp"!
Too many orgasms I thought....and I am such a moron...as my eyes shifted down to my cock, my HW opened the front door!
Cell phone reads...............10:13am!
E and D walk in....my HW closes the door behind them!
She is off to the side.........I am on the recliner.
I say.............whats up guys!
They seem to give a collective sigh..I am normal and excited for them.
E is a good guy...and he and I have a good connection.
It helped me that I spoke with D before this moment.
He is cool...............very handsome.....OH shit..........I just realized that I just saw him for the 1st time without the moon light shining in my bedroom window...shadows before...and now...........he is a very handsome rugged man. Kind of like me.......younger by about 7 yrs, somewhat taller than me.......I try not to look at his cock.....but my mind went there...is he bigger than ME??? IS he hard yet1
Funny thing is....those guys walked into my home....I felt my cock tingle....and begin to grow.
All these crazy thoughts racing thru my head...........totally jumbled and scrambled!
I stopped looking at my phone at this time.....fuck the time....this is real right now!
I am estimating it is 10:15am at this moment!
HERE WE GO!
E tells my HW how sexy she looks...good my man...break the ice1
I have no clue what they said to me...I was in a trance sitting on the recliner.
MY HW walks over to E and gives him a big kiss.....I could see her tongue touching his.
D walks behind my HW and puts her arms around her shoulders and kisses the back of her neck.
SHE IS fucking turned ON right now....she holds her kiss with E while D is kissing her neck!
FUCKING A............this is better than "dying and going to heaven"....NOT REALLY! But do you get my point?
My HW turns around and kisses D. I am jealous now............I have no problem with E...he is like a brother to me!
D kisses her differently than E....he is much more forceful......I walks my HW up to the door, never losing his embrace.
E looks over to me and mouths...Are you ok? I nod yes!
D pushes her to the door...my hw's leg around his leg...her hands grabbing his ass...and their kiss continuing!
OMG.....................IS your heart beating right now with intensity?
My HW drops to her knees..............how fucking erotic can one woman be?
SHE puts her mouth against his cock...his jeans are still on his body..
SHe looks up at him and says to him"I want to suck your cock baby" give it to your dirty slut!
Her pussy has to be dripping wet right now..
D loosens his belt buckle...and pulls down his pants...NO underwear? What???
His cock is nice...........i was relieved to see that he and I are about the same size.
Crazy how I am measuring his cock when MY hw is sucking him off.
SHE is on her knees.....and grabs the end of his cock and pushes it into her mouth.
OMG............she is stroking his cock up and down...and slurping his cock...making it wetter and wetter.
E is standing next to her holding her head and rubbing his cock.
I pull out my cock..by now it is very hard.
I didnt want to cum.
D was moving his hips back and forth; deep throating his cock, my HW looks over to me...lust in her eyes...she knows what she is doing to me...........teasing the shit out of me!
E pulls out his cock....my hw starts to stroke it...........while sucking D.
She pulls D's cock out of her mouth and asks me......."'baby is this what you want"? Do you like seeing your wife become a slut............do you know that My pussy is not yours this weekend? It belongs to E and D"!
With that D begins to stroke his cock........he tells her he is going to cum....SHE grabs his cock and starts to furiously stroke it....while doing that...she starts to suck E's cock!
D is yelling...."I am cumming"........I am stroking my cock....precum is building....D says...suck it bitch...she rolls around and engulfs D's cock....his ass is buckling...he is shooting cum in her mouth...OMG................her new lover cumming in her mouth.
E stops.....walks over to me and tells me to cum..........MY HW stops sucking off D and comes over to me with his cum in her mouth and starts to suck me off............what the FUCK! was this rehearsed by E and my HW?
Needless to say............I cum right away...I DIDNT know I could cum anymore....it mustve been a dribble since I have lost track of how many times I have cummed since yesterday!
She is sucking my cock....drinking my cum with D's cum over her lips and inside her mouth.
THIS can not be reaL!!!!!
More to follow...I need a break!
I will write it as a time by time frame....my mind is still racing when I think about the events that unfolded. I wrote an earlier post to update everyone about last night...that was easier for me since my mind was focused on yesterday.
THIS MORNING....................................
9:50am, my hw was in the bathroom with her final preparations.
Before I heard the doorbell ring, I was on her butt telling her to hurry and wait by the door, I surely didnt want to open the door for E and D...I wanted to be sitting on the recliner.
I was a nervous wreck.
I tried to keep my mind off the event by reading the newspaper...It could have been written in Spanish, I had no focus!
9:55am, my HW asked me to come into the bathroom to look at her.
9:55am, I walked into the bathroom........OMG!
I had my cellphone with me and kept track of the time to be accurate...I wanted to remember this moment forever...detail by detail! WHY not........this is one of the most significant moments or our young marriage!
9:56am, my hw was dressed casually, tight jeans(of course), sexy pink flip flops. I have a major foot fetish..her toe nails were freshly painted HOT PINK! Low cut blouse, showing her magnificent cleavage....pink pokadots lined the blouse.
Sleeveless style. She had a white jersey to keep with her in case she was cold on her journey.
I couldnot take my eyes off her....sexy face...made up..but not overdone....she is tanned so she has a nice glow to her face.
9:58am, we both walk to the main room near the front door. MY hw was very calm...but no contact with me. NO conversation about last night...no intimacy, no kiss, no touching...she was in GAME MODE........I already lost her, my heart was racing!
9:59am, her bags are packed...waiting at the door...THIS IS really happening!
10:00am, we are not talking much...she seems to have separated from me at this point...in hotwife mode, her thoughts must be all over the place! Is she thinking about backing out? I want to hold her and tell her how much I love her...she seems like a stranger to me. What the fuck am I doing? This is really happnening.
10:01am, she asks me why I am constantly checking my phone....I dont want to sound like a moron and tell her that I am memorizing every detail of this moment...so I tell her that I am nervous and just checking the time.
10:01 am, time is in slow motion!
10:10am......she is looking out the window, I am sitting reading the paper. Not many words are exchanged b/w us. She tells me that she loves me.............THANK-YOU baby............I tell her that she is forever in my heart. I tell her to be careful, and that I will have my cell phone on me at all times....and to please check in with me as often as she can.
She tells me that she can not believe this is really happening.
I tell her to GO FOR IT!
I tell her how proud I am of her....she has opened her world up to becoming very self-confident, that I am turned on by her independence and assertive attitude.
She thanks me.
10:12am.................I am going to play the lottery.......1012 4 digit!
It's game time!
E and D pull up on our approach.
My heart is thumping so fucking hard....I hear my beating....it looks like my shirt is moving with my heart racing!
10:12am..........car door slams shut.
10:12am...........my eyes are glued to the cell phone and front door.
Why is time moving so slowly? Does this happen to all HW hubbies???
Door bell rings.........my HW looks at me and smiles and give me a naughty look.........its so fucking hot...that sly smile...slutty smile............what is going thru her mind? She is walking to the door..........TIME HAS FROZEN!
Have you ever watched a movie when the director freezes a moment...voice is mumbled....movement is slow...each frame is suspended in motion??
This is what I was experiencing........sweat rolled down from my arms, my heart was going crazy...the RUSH.....my hands were cold......my mouth very dry.....my cock.......fuck! I forgot about my cock...it wasnt hard! Immediately I thought..."what the fuck is wrong with me...such a fucking HOT moment and my cock is limp"!
Too many orgasms I thought....and I am such a moron...as my eyes shifted down to my cock, my HW opened the front door!
Cell phone reads...............10:13am!
E and D walk in....my HW closes the door behind them!
She is off to the side.........I am on the recliner.
I say.............whats up guys!
They seem to give a collective sigh..I am normal and excited for them.
E is a good guy...and he and I have a good connection.
It helped me that I spoke with D before this moment.
He is cool...............very handsome.....OH shit..........I just realized that I just saw him for the 1st time without the moon light shining in my bedroom window...shadows before...and now...........he is a very handsome rugged man. Kind of like me.......younger by about 7 yrs, somewhat taller than me.......I try not to look at his cock.....but my mind went there...is he bigger than ME??? IS he hard yet1
Funny thing is....those guys walked into my home....I felt my cock tingle....and begin to grow.
All these crazy thoughts racing thru my head...........totally jumbled and scrambled!
I stopped looking at my phone at this time.....fuck the time....this is real right now!
I am estimating it is 10:15am at this moment!
HERE WE GO!
E tells my HW how sexy she looks...good my man...break the ice1
I have no clue what they said to me...I was in a trance sitting on the recliner.
MY HW walks over to E and gives him a big kiss.....I could see her tongue touching his.
D walks behind my HW and puts her arms around her shoulders and kisses the back of her neck.
SHE IS fucking turned ON right now....she holds her kiss with E while D is kissing her neck!
FUCKING A............this is better than "dying and going to heaven"....NOT REALLY! But do you get my point?
My HW turns around and kisses D. I am jealous now............I have no problem with E...he is like a brother to me!
D kisses her differently than E....he is much more forceful......I walks my HW up to the door, never losing his embrace.
E looks over to me and mouths...Are you ok? I nod yes!
D pushes her to the door...my hw's leg around his leg...her hands grabbing his ass...and their kiss continuing!
OMG.....................IS your heart beating right now with intensity?
My HW drops to her knees..............how fucking erotic can one woman be?
SHE puts her mouth against his cock...his jeans are still on his body..
SHe looks up at him and says to him"I want to suck your cock baby" give it to your dirty slut!
Her pussy has to be dripping wet right now..
D loosens his belt buckle...and pulls down his pants...NO underwear? What???
His cock is nice...........i was relieved to see that he and I are about the same size.
Crazy how I am measuring his cock when MY hw is sucking him off.
SHE is on her knees.....and grabs the end of his cock and pushes it into her mouth.
OMG............she is stroking his cock up and down...and slurping his cock...making it wetter and wetter.
E is standing next to her holding her head and rubbing his cock.
I pull out my cock..by now it is very hard.
I didnt want to cum.
D was moving his hips back and forth; deep throating his cock, my HW looks over to me...lust in her eyes...she knows what she is doing to me...........teasing the shit out of me!
E pulls out his cock....my hw starts to stroke it...........while sucking D.
She pulls D's cock out of her mouth and asks me......."'baby is this what you want"? Do you like seeing your wife become a slut............do you know that My pussy is not yours this weekend? It belongs to E and D"!
With that D begins to stroke his cock........he tells her he is going to cum....SHE grabs his cock and starts to furiously stroke it....while doing that...she starts to suck E's cock!
D is yelling...."I am cumming"........I am stroking my cock....precum is building....D says...suck it bitch...she rolls around and engulfs D's cock....his ass is buckling...he is shooting cum in her mouth...OMG................her new lover cumming in her mouth.
E stops.....walks over to me and tells me to cum..........MY HW stops sucking off D and comes over to me with his cum in her mouth and starts to suck me off............what the FUCK! was this rehearsed by E and my HW?
Needless to say............I cum right away...I DIDNT know I could cum anymore....it mustve been a dribble since I have lost track of how many times I have cummed since yesterday!
She is sucking my cock....drinking my cum with D's cum over her lips and inside her mouth.
THIS can not be reaL!!!!!
More to follow...I need a break!
Reese!!!!
"I think therefore I am"
"I think therefore I am"
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Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
Holy shit, Reese!
I can't wait to hear the rest!
What an amazing beginning to the weekend, now she's going to fuck them and suck them until she is fully satisfied by their two cocks.
Rest assured they will have numerous intimate moments when your wife will be coming on their cocks, especially D , whom your wife seems to have a crush for, and is forceful and demanding with her. I think she really likes that, and she likes that she is free to fuck him, because you like that for her!
Keep us posted will you?
Even your darker moods this weekend. it helps to get it out there, even if it's jumbled and confused sometimes.
I can't wait to hear the rest!
What an amazing beginning to the weekend, now she's going to fuck them and suck them until she is fully satisfied by their two cocks.
Rest assured they will have numerous intimate moments when your wife will be coming on their cocks, especially D , whom your wife seems to have a crush for, and is forceful and demanding with her. I think she really likes that, and she likes that she is free to fuck him, because you like that for her!
Keep us posted will you?
Even your darker moods this weekend. it helps to get it out there, even if it's jumbled and confused sometimes.
Schwiiiiing ... Thud! (Projectile erection becomes vicious uppercut KO!)
Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
And that is just the beginning!! Sounds like your HW will have a great weekend Reese. Good luck to you. Keep us posted. Did anybody bring a camera?
Keep us posted. Did anybody bring a camera? Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
Thanks Ballspanking.
Part2:
Her mouth is over my cock....D pulls up his pants and walks near my wife. I am on the recliner...she is on her knees...E and D are hovered over my HW..touching her face as she keeps sucking my cock....E has his hands over her face with his cock up against her back. D is on the other side of her..stroking her hair...lovingly touching her...and encouraging her to be slutty...but in a direct manner. She stops sucking my cock...I can hear her swallowing our cum....she looks over and up to D and asks him if she was a good girl! WHAT?????? He nods approvingly to her and tells her to get up now and give him a kiss! I am confused...is he bi? WOW.....kissing her after she was sucking my cock???
I didnt say much..........he has some weird power over her at his point..now he tells her to suck E's cock. She does...I am sitting her....amazed at my HW.....D is standing over her....she is on her knees...he continues to stroke her hair...E becomes very hard again...and after about 5 minutes of that............D tells her to stop. HE want to kiss her again....and she does.....almost like she is being controlled by him. This all takes place within about 5 minutes of my orgasm. D has this way with her...not degrading..not demanding..just a direct approach. I know she loves that...b/c that is how I treat my HW....direct.....polite but I am the alpha male with her and she loves that in a man!
I immediately figured out the connection b/w E and D.
I like E b/c he is not that assertive...he goes with the flow...never pushy...never demanding. That is why I like him!
I am the one who usually suggests our activity and or our meetings.
BUT D is different.....................HE is the alpha male also. I wondered if both men has some sort of strategy about how the weekend will shape up!
D is kissing her...and E continues to stroke his cock...he didnt have any urgency to cum....I know why...........HE will have plenty of action all weekend!
D takes my HW and makes her straddle our sofa..........next to me.
He pulls off my HW's jeans and starts to lick her from behind.
She arches her butt in the air....D is licking her butthole. WE all know how tasty she is.... D stands up and removes his jeans again.....his cock is not as hard as it was earlier...but it is good enough for penetration.
I know what he is thinking..
He mounts her pussy from behind...grabbing her hair and fucking her from behind. E and I are spectators...watching and admiring my HW in action.
HE is ramming her pussy...and she is telling all of us that she is cumming...and I know she was...b/c she trembled...and immediately pulled D's cock out of her pussy...she does this after she cums...her body is trembling and she is very sensitive.
She walks to the bathroom.
THe 3 of us are in our main room, HW in the bathroom....D looks at me as he is pulling up his pants and thanks me for allowing him to have my wife. Its a sincere gesture. He tells me how gorgeous she is...and he tells me that they will be fucking all weekend.
I tell him that I love it.............I am very cool with all of this....
I lied .......I am not...he knows just what buttons to push with my HW....I thought ONLY I knew those buttons. E didnt know those buttons....but HE DOES!
Jumping ahead....everyone got cleaned up. Dressed again...E took the bags to her car. I wondered if any neighbors were watching. I was kind of embarrassed ...thinking someone had to hear or see 2 men and my wife out by the vehicles.
As they were ready to leave.....my wife gave me a big kiss and told me that I was her world.
She promised to call me often.
D and E thanked me again.
D walked out with my hw holding her hand. WHY? Dont do this...I didnt want anyone to see...but part of me loved knowing she was being so slutty and naughty.
D and my HW drove off in her car...E drove alone.
I knew that..............she and D have great chemistry. E is just a FB...and a good guy.
My HW and D..............I love this feeling..knowing she is really into him..and knowing HE is really into her.
They both have a crush on each other...and that will make my HW more hornier and more emotionally involved this weekend.
I love knowing that I am in a competition with D.
THIS turns me on big time!
Knowing that even though I am her true love....she is really falling for D and his alpha mannerisms.
I am done....they left...i am working.....unfocused.
NO messages yet!
I will keep in touch all weekend everyone!
This will be the longest weekend of my life.
It is comforting to me knowing that I have support.
I feel good knowing that I have friends here as well!
Part2:
Her mouth is over my cock....D pulls up his pants and walks near my wife. I am on the recliner...she is on her knees...E and D are hovered over my HW..touching her face as she keeps sucking my cock....E has his hands over her face with his cock up against her back. D is on the other side of her..stroking her hair...lovingly touching her...and encouraging her to be slutty...but in a direct manner. She stops sucking my cock...I can hear her swallowing our cum....she looks over and up to D and asks him if she was a good girl! WHAT?????? He nods approvingly to her and tells her to get up now and give him a kiss! I am confused...is he bi? WOW.....kissing her after she was sucking my cock???
I didnt say much..........he has some weird power over her at his point..now he tells her to suck E's cock. She does...I am sitting her....amazed at my HW.....D is standing over her....she is on her knees...he continues to stroke her hair...E becomes very hard again...and after about 5 minutes of that............D tells her to stop. HE want to kiss her again....and she does.....almost like she is being controlled by him. This all takes place within about 5 minutes of my orgasm. D has this way with her...not degrading..not demanding..just a direct approach. I know she loves that...b/c that is how I treat my HW....direct.....polite but I am the alpha male with her and she loves that in a man!
I immediately figured out the connection b/w E and D.
I like E b/c he is not that assertive...he goes with the flow...never pushy...never demanding. That is why I like him!
I am the one who usually suggests our activity and or our meetings.
BUT D is different.....................HE is the alpha male also. I wondered if both men has some sort of strategy about how the weekend will shape up!
D is kissing her...and E continues to stroke his cock...he didnt have any urgency to cum....I know why...........HE will have plenty of action all weekend!
D takes my HW and makes her straddle our sofa..........next to me.
He pulls off my HW's jeans and starts to lick her from behind.
She arches her butt in the air....D is licking her butthole. WE all know how tasty she is.... D stands up and removes his jeans again.....his cock is not as hard as it was earlier...but it is good enough for penetration.
I know what he is thinking..
He mounts her pussy from behind...grabbing her hair and fucking her from behind. E and I are spectators...watching and admiring my HW in action.
HE is ramming her pussy...and she is telling all of us that she is cumming...and I know she was...b/c she trembled...and immediately pulled D's cock out of her pussy...she does this after she cums...her body is trembling and she is very sensitive.
She walks to the bathroom.
THe 3 of us are in our main room, HW in the bathroom....D looks at me as he is pulling up his pants and thanks me for allowing him to have my wife. Its a sincere gesture. He tells me how gorgeous she is...and he tells me that they will be fucking all weekend.
I tell him that I love it.............I am very cool with all of this....
I lied .......I am not...he knows just what buttons to push with my HW....I thought ONLY I knew those buttons. E didnt know those buttons....but HE DOES!
Jumping ahead....everyone got cleaned up. Dressed again...E took the bags to her car. I wondered if any neighbors were watching. I was kind of embarrassed ...thinking someone had to hear or see 2 men and my wife out by the vehicles.
As they were ready to leave.....my wife gave me a big kiss and told me that I was her world.
She promised to call me often.
D and E thanked me again.
D walked out with my hw holding her hand. WHY? Dont do this...I didnt want anyone to see...but part of me loved knowing she was being so slutty and naughty.
D and my HW drove off in her car...E drove alone.
I knew that..............she and D have great chemistry. E is just a FB...and a good guy.
My HW and D..............I love this feeling..knowing she is really into him..and knowing HE is really into her.
They both have a crush on each other...and that will make my HW more hornier and more emotionally involved this weekend.
I love knowing that I am in a competition with D.
THIS turns me on big time!
Knowing that even though I am her true love....she is really falling for D and his alpha mannerisms.
I am done....they left...i am working.....unfocused.
NO messages yet!
I will keep in touch all weekend everyone!
This will be the longest weekend of my life.
It is comforting to me knowing that I have support.
I feel good knowing that I have friends here as well!
Reese!!!!
"I think therefore I am"
"I think therefore I am"