MrLust wrote:4 years of your life in one of mine! Wow. Such an amazing journey with a rollercoaster ride of emotions. I thank you so much for sharing. I've enjoyed reading how your life has developed, through good and bad and then good again but I must admit I'm a little unsure of how happy you are at the moment? On the one hand you've got a hot girl friend who loves fucking BBC's (my particular kink so was very pleased to hear Paige's love of them) which turns you on immensely and on the other you've got a hot girlfriend who you love and who doesn't want to get married. I felt you were quite sad about that and get a feeling that you've not been as happy since. Just an observation from someone who's just read the whole thread in one go, so to speak. Either way I will look forward to your next post and genuinely wish you all the best. Easily one of the best threads on this site. MrLust
I am really fine with things now. Yes I was somewhat sad in the beginning but as time went by I became more and more ok with the realization. At times I do feel myself longing for a more meaningful loving type relationship and I'm sure one day it will come with someone. But I am still fairly young and have plenty of time. I am just trying to enjoy my life for what it is at the moment. Thanks for your caring and reply.