Dantes wrote:willingtoo wrote:mundyman wrote:Don't kid yourself Carrie,
After seeing a parade of young 20 something girls, I KNOW the crowd would love to see a confident 30 something woman take the stage and work it for them. seeing a woman much closer to what they have at home dancing and playing to the crowd would feed the fantasies that they have about their own women. Seeing a woman working the crowd who has an understanding of what's hot and knows how to move her body is beyond hot.
The young 20 somethings might be the unattainable fantasy, but trust me when those men go home they will be fucking the hell out of their women thinking of that 30 something who reminded them of their wives and girlfriends.
I would know you would get a bigger response then many of the house dancers.
Work it girl!!!!
Thank you mundyman. I am a pretty good dancer so everyone says at clubs and bars when we go out to Party. I took dance, tap jazz and ballet as a young girl. Also 4 years of gymnastics so I have a pretty good sense of rythm and movement. I dance for mike (stripper-like) sometimes before we have sex. I like turning him on, but now I think I would enjoy turning on other men with my dancing and posing. Mike loves the idea of other men watching me dance, pose and move my body.
When Frank was watching me pretend to be fucking and touching myself and I was "Blind" it gave me an incredible feeling of being sexy and desirable. I imagined a man (Stranger) fucking me missionary and moved my hips, body and giving the best possible pleasure to the man. Moving my hips slowly in a circular motion, arching my back and moaning as if I were being fucked. I was even tightening my vaginal muscles though no man was in me. I knew I was being watched intently by Frank and Loved knowing that even though I could only hear him and not see him I was turning him on.
I was REALLY into the Tantric Sex Music at that point.
Don't think I could to that in front of an audience, but one or two of the right guys watching.....absolutely.
Carrie, you write beautifully and sharing your journey of self-exploration is a rare gift your are offering us. Couldn't help stroking myself imagining you displaying yourself for my pleasure.
As a Dom with some experience I'd like to share a couple of insights with you. It is a very good thing you and Mike have started in the right way with his role. I expect, based on what you have said about your past and your fantasies, that you will continue to be surprised by how submissive you really are. You will begin to crave being 'forced' to be used for pleasure as you continue to get those erotic 'jolts' you have described so well. Eventually, you are likely to learn to love doing things you currently have no feeling for as you realise how much you love to be pushed by a strong, demanding man for his pleasure. This is why it is important that you see Mike as the 'real' Dom here. He has created this opportunity for you to discover your full self and Frank and whoever else you eventually fuck (and there will be others) are really his tools and he is in charge. If you see Mike as the 'sweet man' and your Dom as the one in charge, things may become very confusing for you as you explore your submissive side.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experiences. And don't be surprised if in the right context and with the right direction that you may find yourself cumming uncontrollably as a dominant man tells you to give up your ass or directs you with another woman or men as a 'sacrifice to the Gods'
Edmond
Thank you so much for your post. You obviously know what you are talking about.
Kind of scary right now to think I will go that far even though I deny it right now. But I can see how that might happen. I've already gone where I would not have believed a month ago so who knows? You seem to know.
Why do you say "There will be others"? You seem so certain.
I will be writing later how Mike is changing as well. He likes that he is in control (somewhat) of the situation. He does all the communicating with Frank. He is surprised how easy it is talking to another man about my sexuality and how he fucks me. I think because Frank has been so "Professional" (only adjective I could come up with right now) He is still uncomfortable, but not like he imagined.
He also wants to replicate some of the things Frank has done to me and be more demanding during our sex. He has role played the Dom with me and he thinks he can take that a step further and be more real with it. He is making these changes because he wants to see how far he can go in the Dom direction.
A few years ago he wanted to try "Falaka" I'm sure you know what that is. We only did it a couple times, but we both kind of liked it. Enough that we were turned on enought to have sex afterwards both times. He wants to try that again and explore Frank doing it to me as well.
I liked the way he restrained my feet (ankles) making me feel helpless and at his mercy. He just dripped hot candle wax on the soles of my feet, slapped them with a soft plastic whip and tickled them (not necessarily in that order). I assume you know he is really into female feet, especially mine. I have mentioned this many times here. I can explain more about his "Footsie Thing" as I call it. He could do so much better.
It's interesting to hear you and others have masturbated reading my posts. I honestly didn't know my writing was that erotic. I like knowing I have that effect on men. Mike loves thinking other men are masturbating reading about my encounters with Frank.
You would be a great Guide through this journey of ours. I can tell you are an experienced Dom. Other Doms here have made helpful comments as well. I can see where a Dom has great insight not only into the women, but their husbands as well. Mike reads everything that I write and what is written in response.
Your post is an example of what a Great resource this forum has been in so many ways. I can't imagine doing this without you guys now. How do people fumble their way through this alone? No wonder there are so many failures.
Thank you again for offering your knowledge and insight. I anxiously look forward to your response.
Carrie