confusing, but interesting update - 2 days alone

[Drakebelg]

So, she's worked through for now the guilt, shame, shock etc. and her fire is birning again, I can see it in her eyes and her big pussy is pouring juice. Im locked day 4, so lots of oral being done. She's enjoying licking my cage and learning that she likes hitting it.

She's texted him and thanked him for their time, as her first, and told him I'm caged and she's free to do as she wants . She's pretty sure she'd like to be fucked by him again but for a regular bull she might need someone a bit more intimate. He ticks lots of boxes, very sweet, a dom, very skilled in power fucking, incredible stamina (+1hr power fucking), a fantastic looking, slight curved +8" thick cock, powerfull fucking but not hurting her, only 40, (Im 50, she's 55), very tall and fit, handsome, interesting, is from another country so a bit exotic, smart, kinky, experienced bull, he enjoys the bull, wife, cuckold dynamic... She said she totally lost herself with him for 1.5hrs.

What she misses is that hug at the start or before he leaves, more kissing, a bit less transactional, a bit too standoffish. She said I'm much better kisser and oral (yesssss, something lol). Plus he lives 3-3.5hrs drive away (can also be an advantage).

So aswell as keeping contact with him, she wants to get back on SDC and start messaging other guys, dreading the slog but looking forward to what we will discover.
Not sure if we will go to our first ever swingers spa/club tonight, if not tonight it will be in the next few weeks.

[Drakebelg]

November 17/11 :
This update is as disjointed as my emotions and my head. Sorry for this. Has anyone seen this level of intensity that a woman can take and love from a huge cock? How do i get my head around it on how crazy this could get? Any videos that could be used as a reference for me in case she never finds a man like him again? How do i help her to let go and still not lose herself to her depths of lust?

We are still processing it because it was extremely intense and the best fucking of her life, it was almost too much for her for a first time. I am also really struggling sometimes to deal with it, becuase i expected to have her an amazing time but this was off the charts. I can't even find porn to match the time and intensity of what happened. Its gut wrenching that i wasn't there to share it with her. The most intense sexual moment of her whole life.

Even worse is they won't meet again because afterwards he was trying to keep me excluded eventhough that's not we want and when she put conditions he got pissed off and cut contact. So i'm hurting i won't see them together again, and will she find another man that can do that with her. Shes desperately hurting with the sexual longing, yearning to go to him even if he shut her down. She said she knows if he reconnects and accepts me being there she will go to him, it was just too good.

He was 2m tall, 40, handsome, fit, 9+", thick and "perfectly curved" cock. A sweet but very dominant man that she crumbled for 5min after he walked in the door. Very rough, very powerfull, skilled, intense pounding that lasted a full 1.5hrs. She squirted first time ever (5 times). He furiously licked her ass in doggy (ass was off limits).

She has an incredible pussy, sloppy, hot, loose juciness that we have permanently stretched out over the years and pounded her balls deep with 10.5x8" sleeves like nothing. So it's a huge amazing loose pussy with incredible depth, total constant sloppines and loves everything. We didn't realise though how capable she is for crazy huge cock fucking and pleasure.

Over the weeks she has described details and used short clips from porn to show what it was like in terms of roughness, intensity, pace, sub and positions. I can't get out of my mind that she said that he furiosuly pounded her for at least a full 30 to 45min in doggy with almost no let up. This is unbelieveable, crazy.

She said it got rougher and rougher (but no pain), deeper, intenser giving her huge pussy totally to him. Switching between pounding back agaisnt him, prone ass up face down, looking back at him almost constantly shouting in pleasure. He couldn't believe how he was trying to destroy her, even astounded when his balls were fully in her. After a full 1.5hrs he came all over her. He was totally exhausted, wrecked and she wanted more. I think she almost scared him lol.

We've talked a lot and still are, understanding it, our mistakes, her yearning, my jealousy and sadness at missing it. Her incredible lust and capacity for huge cock marathon fucking. One of her friends just told her she has done a gangbang and i saw the glint in my wifes eyes when she said this. I said openly that she is absolutely made for a huge cock gangbang and she will probably do it. At first she said no, then explained a horrible gangbang in the film "requem for a dream scared her", then 10 seconds later she said "Let's do it step by step, we will see." What has been unleashed is incredible but very scary. She has the huge wet pussy, lust, stamina, openess and a total size queen to go totally wild.

November 25/11 We are in a better place:
From now on (at least foreseeable future) I will be at the meets and sexdates as a cuck in chastity in the cuck chair. There are several first meets lined up in the coming weeks.
We had our first trio drink date last Friday and it went really, really well. Fun, relaxed, a connection, we both loved it. She loved me being there, it didnt stop her being direct asking him if he wants to meet us for sex with her, that i'll only watch and if he can dom her. Really cool. It's a total different experience. The sexdate is planned for 12/12 with me there. Another drinkdate this friday. So it feels much better.

[sharedfantasy]

Brother, you are no longer a wannabe.
Congratulations! I’m happy-jealous for you!!

Your journey is only getting better and better..

Looking back at him and screaming in pleasure while he pounds her with 9 inches.. amazing!!