Maybe it belongs in thw story section but it is part of my wannabe cuck/ wife sharing desires.
I found out my first GF was much more experienced than me. Same age but she was already 4 years into her sexual life vs my zero. I was jealous some, for sure, especially when she spouted that she had been with 13 guys during some truth or dare amongst people.
Later, I found a diary and read about some if her exploits with past guys. Made me feel funny but also really turned on. Admitting I read it and getting her to talk about it to help me "understand" also made me hornier about it. This was the beginning of my feelings for sharing. I wanted to see how she would be pleased by others vs me.
About a year later, she cheated on me while I was away. Hooked up with a somewhat friend of mine. Supposedly they only kissed, but was that really it? I'll never know if there was more. Oddly, I wasn't really mad! It turned me on and I guess it was the first sort of cuck experience for me. She sort of started "seeing" him moreso than me. We were sort of just broken up like that but still friends. I told everyone it happened before I went away, so nothing weird was happening anyway. I had questions of course, being she did it. She must have been into the idea of having a sort of cuck bf, because she would talk to me about their relationship, and I was cool with it. She would tell me about them fooling around and his cock. She also then told me she would like to see 2 guys together. This was news to me, but I didnt shy away from seeing and comparing him to me. Not that at that time I was thinking of anything more. The main thing for me was to see how he might be pleasuring her and why she went to him from me.
This is what started the appeal of the hot wife wannabe life. Any other girls I had been with I always wanted to get into this situation, but for me it hasn't happened.
My wife has indulged some talk about being with another guy, but that's about it. She otherwise has no desire for another guy.
I can only hope that in some drunk social situation the right guy will come along and change her mind!
Anyway, I might carry on with my story in the story section. Just wanted to start writing something.