Long time fantasy, intense reality - emotional cuckolding with trans bull

[Silverlining]

Hey everyone. Just joined the forum, but long time lurker. My partner encouraged me to post this here, and I've finally worked up the guts to do it.

My partner and I have been together throughout our twenties. I (m30) have had a cuckold/emotional masochism kink for much of the relationship and she has indulged it — very game — but never been super into things. For instance she has had occasional one night stands and once fucked a neighbor several times while we were long distance (which I found incredibly hot) but never got much out of it, and stopped after a few sessions. Still, she calls me pathetic and degrades me often when we fuck — and says that me being a cuck makes her want to have sex less often. But our relationship is solid and strong.

Something has changed in last six months, however. She met someone online, starting as just a friend, that blossomed into a romantic relationship. They’re non-binary and masculine presenting (call them “T”). My partner often fantasizes about them when we’re having sex, and I bought a cock sleeve to wear so she can pretend it is T’s strap on. She masturbates to T all the time. They sext, and my partner sometimes jerks me off while telling me about it or showing me pictures she’s sent. Once I ate her out for an hour while they sexted. T knows I have a cuck kink but I’ve never interacted with them. They talk every day, and it’s becoming a more seriously relationship although, oddly, they’ve only met in person once. T is polyamorous and lives in another city. Recently, we bought a fleshlight and my partner has been encouraging me to use that instead of fucking her. She’s starting to enjoy the power she feels over me? Or at least as a way to justify how well things are going with T.

This all seems very real — like I’m actually being cucked, and it’s not really up to me. she just decided this was happening. and teases me about how much power she has over me when we have sex. I find it all insanely hot but also sometimes struggle with feelings of jealously and possessiveness. Emotionally, it has been really difficult. I’m also fantasizing about being a cuck constantly and getting deeper into the psychological elements of things. I wish she’d start controlling my orgasms and humiliating me in creative, pre-planned ways. Encourage my sinking deeper.

In a few weeks, my partner and T are going on an extended vacation. Presumably they’ll fuck a lot and get to know one another better. My partner says I won’t really be getting major updates, or pictures etc, since T (who is dominant) doesn’t know that I’m getting off to their relationship and it feels like it would be an ethical breach. But I’m really hoping my partner tells T and T is willing to participate in a cuck dynamic a bit. That seems unlikely for now, though.

Any advice? Or questions? Anyway, I feel like being cucked by a non-binary person (without a dick) is pretty unique and hot. Not sure how I’ll handle the vacation. It’s an intense change. A mix of poly and cuckolding, I’d say. I think it would be helpful for me in the short term for my partner to play into the dynamic more in life — explicitly acting to train me to accept this as a more permanent change. So far, that hasn’t happened, and our cuck/femdom dynamic has mostly been in a sexual context.

[subbieCuck]

Well done! Ot seems you are on the right path. As a submissive (wannabe) cuckold myself, I can really relate to your situation. If it were me, I would say to my wife to live her love with them to the full extent and I will be supportive. Whatever the outcome. Also, I would suggest to my wife she tells T about me, so I can get photos. Also, I could submit to them both.

Hopefully it goes well. Keep us updated! Hot story!

[surry]

Beg her to tell "T". Or text T and introduce yourself, and let them know it excites you that T and she are together. This way it is in the open.

[CTHotwifeHusband]

That is an intense and exceptionally HOT dynamic! I too would urge you to talk with your partner about the importance of her telling T more about the situation between the two of you, and the role you hope / desire to play in relation to your partner and T. The more communication the better (I think).

[Silverlining]

Yeah, I agree I’d like her to tell T, but that also seems fraught and like it might do damage to their relationship if not approached thoughtfully. Idk! I guess it’s up to her.

Any thoughts on how to best handle their trip together, which is coming up soon?

[scarlettscuck]

Hi! Curious how things played out with your wife and “T?” Did they go on the trip?