When I’m alone and jerking off
When I’m alone and jerking off
When I’m ALONE and jerking off I can ONLY cum when I think of times my wife or past girlfriends had sex with other men. What about you?
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As an addendum to the above when I say ONLY I mean that thinking of different actresses (and actors) really doesn’t do anything for me anymore. The only porn that works for me is when the women look a lot like my wife or sometimes an ex-girlfriend (particularly an ex-fiance of mine).
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The estrogen I’m on has taken care of me not cumin. I haven’t cum since January 2019.
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It is exactly the same with me.BCiym wrote: ↑Sun Aug 03, 2025 6:51 amAs an addendum to the above when I say ONLY I mean that thinking of different actresses (and actors) really doesn’t do anything for me anymore. The only porn that works for me is when the women look a lot like my wife or sometimes an ex-girlfriend (particularly an ex-fiance of mine).
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Even though she has a steady boyfriend, I’d like to think that our friends or even an attractive couple down the block would take a turn on her…while me and the fellow’s wife would sit back and watch/masturbate while he gives her a good fucking.
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The only time I'm alone and jerking off is when she's out getting fucked. When she fucks here she will most of the time remove my cage and let me jerk off watching them.
When I'm alone and out of my cage I jerk off with a pair of her cum-filled panties. When she gets home, I clean her cunt until she cums again. After that I take her panties and put them in a freezer bag and freeze them. I usually have several frozen pairs from which to choose.
When she leaves for a date I get one of the bags out and set it to thaw on the counter. While it's warming up, I'll have a drink or two. When the panties are room temperature I take them out of the bag and dribble a little warm water from the tap onto the gusset. It re-hydrates the cum making it warm and slippery. It also releases the scent of her cunt and his cum.
After a long sniff of the cum I slowly wrap the gusset around my cock and using the cum in them as a lubricant, I slowly stroke myself off. I take my time recycling several memories of her getting fucked. Eventually, as release gets close, my mind locks in on one of those perfect moments watching cum being blasted into her hot cunt.
Some nights the memories are so strong I can manage to cum a couple of times.
When I'm alone and out of my cage I jerk off with a pair of her cum-filled panties. When she gets home, I clean her cunt until she cums again. After that I take her panties and put them in a freezer bag and freeze them. I usually have several frozen pairs from which to choose.
When she leaves for a date I get one of the bags out and set it to thaw on the counter. While it's warming up, I'll have a drink or two. When the panties are room temperature I take them out of the bag and dribble a little warm water from the tap onto the gusset. It re-hydrates the cum making it warm and slippery. It also releases the scent of her cunt and his cum.
After a long sniff of the cum I slowly wrap the gusset around my cock and using the cum in them as a lubricant, I slowly stroke myself off. I take my time recycling several memories of her getting fucked. Eventually, as release gets close, my mind locks in on one of those perfect moments watching cum being blasted into her hot cunt.
Some nights the memories are so strong I can manage to cum a couple of times.
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The only time I'm alone and jerking off is when she's out getting fucked. When she fucks here she will most of the time remove my cage and let me jerk off watching them.
When I'm alone and out of my cage I jerk off with a pair of her cum-filled panties. When she gets home, I clean her cunt until she cums again. After that I take her panties and put them in a freezer bag and freeze them. I usually have several frozen pairs from which to choose.
When she leaves for a date I get one of the bags out and set it to thaw on the counter. While it's warming up, I'll have a drink or two. When the panties are room temperature I take them out of the bag and dribble a little warm water from the tap onto the gusset. It re-hydrates the cum making it warm and slippery. It also releases the scent of her cunt and his cum.
After a long sniff of the cum I slowly wrap the gusset around my cock and using the cum in them as a lubricant, I slowly stroke myself off. I take my time recycling several memories of her getting fucked. Eventually, as release gets close, my mind locks in on one of those perfect moments watching cum being blasted into her hot cunt.
Some nights the memories are so strong I can manage to cum a couple of times.
When I'm alone and out of my cage I jerk off with a pair of her cum-filled panties. When she gets home, I clean her cunt until she cums again. After that I take her panties and put them in a freezer bag and freeze them. I usually have several frozen pairs from which to choose.
When she leaves for a date I get one of the bags out and set it to thaw on the counter. While it's warming up, I'll have a drink or two. When the panties are room temperature I take them out of the bag and dribble a little warm water from the tap onto the gusset. It re-hydrates the cum making it warm and slippery. It also releases the scent of her cunt and his cum.
After a long sniff of the cum I slowly wrap the gusset around my cock and using the cum in them as a lubricant, I slowly stroke myself off. I take my time recycling several memories of her getting fucked. Eventually, as release gets close, my mind locks in on one of those perfect moments watching cum being blasted into her hot cunt.
Some nights the memories are so strong I can manage to cum a couple of times.
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It almost involves my HotWife because she unlocks me than makes me stroke myself while I kneel. Below her and she teases me about my cuck and sissy-ness. “Cum on Pussy Boi”.
I serve at the pleasure of my HotWife ONLY!
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I am institutionalized I’m afraid!
I can only cum while thinking about her getting fucked. I’m all cuckold now.
I love it.
I can only cum while thinking about her getting fucked. I’m all cuckold now.
I love it.
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It's nice to know I'm not alone in my 'pleasure'!
I'm 69, on my 3rd marriage, been cucked to some degree in each. the least in my current marriage.
In my current marriage, it took us 8 years before we started 'swinging' and that was with a M/F couple. Our next fun was a large, fat cocked male. After he filled her with his cum my wife surprised me by by climbing on my face and feeding me his cum.
While we've been with 4 couples, her single male count is 18, I think. Many of those I was just a observer.
When I'm alone and jerking, my thoughts go to the sounds she make while those other cocks are giving her such pleasure, and the grunts made by the males as they grab her ass, try to get their cocks as deep in her pussy as they can while their cum is filling her.
Damn. my cock is hard now.
I'm 69, on my 3rd marriage, been cucked to some degree in each. the least in my current marriage.
In my current marriage, it took us 8 years before we started 'swinging' and that was with a M/F couple. Our next fun was a large, fat cocked male. After he filled her with his cum my wife surprised me by by climbing on my face and feeding me his cum.
While we've been with 4 couples, her single male count is 18, I think. Many of those I was just a observer.
When I'm alone and jerking, my thoughts go to the sounds she make while those other cocks are giving her such pleasure, and the grunts made by the males as they grab her ass, try to get their cocks as deep in her pussy as they can while their cum is filling her.
Damn. my cock is hard now.
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I fantasize that I am kneeling at her feet, giving her a foot massage, and begging her to let me out of my chastity device for some playtime.
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I masturbate while thinking about women who have fucked me and/or given me head in the past. I've thought about a few girlfriends that I have in the past being fucked by other men. I also think about what it would feel like to give head to another man, and/or be penetrated by another man while being gently [but firmly] encouraged by my GF or female partner.
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I jerk off watching videos of her fucking others
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I think about guys fucking my wife and some of my personal favorite guys that have fucked her, but I never cum because she forbids it. I edge a lot and gush precum like crazy, but never allow myself to shoot.
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My fantasies are now always about my wife with other men or couples and i am a submissive cuckold.
We were in Greece now and man, all that amazing ass but i still couldn't imagine fucking them (i have severe PE). The main themes are my wife with the couples and me being made lick the cum off my wife and the Greek womans amazing but cheeks.
We were in Greece now and man, all that amazing ass but i still couldn't imagine fucking them (i have severe PE). The main themes are my wife with the couples and me being made lick the cum off my wife and the Greek womans amazing but cheeks.
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Most of the time I want to jerk off I tell my wife (usually in the morning as so I edge all day on the thought). We plan the picking of a guy and all the details that are needed for the evening. I help her groom, dress, and any other preparation needed for the night. We find someone to have sex with her I watch and jerk off. There are times I just jerk off and she masturbates, just cause we want to.
Husband enjoys masturbating, wife enjoys giving him a good show to masturbate to, whether it's watching the wife having sex with other men or just playing with the many toys in the playroom.
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I’m only allowed to jerk off to pics or vids of her. It’s a rule I break often because I like the punishment. 
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Although we divorced over 20 years ago my ex and I have always stayed in touch. For the past few years we've been chatting online and reminiscing about her and her lovers and get each other worked up until we need to masturbate. She reads my posts on here and we'll often talk about them and how they remind us of some of the things we've done and she'll often tell me more details than she'd originally told me.
Having admitted to her that I'd really enjoyed my 69 with her nephew, she likes to remind me of the times I've sucked some of her boyfriends off and we'll masturbate to that too.
I've recently started joining her, her elder sister and their nephew for sex and found out that they've read my posts here. Her younger sister has also read about how I'd enjoyed my 69 with her son and playing with his penis back then. Although my ex told her about it many years ago, these recent times visiting the family are the first time I've seen them in about 10 years. She seems to enjoy teasing me about sucking him, both back then and nowadays so the embarrassment I feel talking to her is often bought up by my ex when we masturbate.
Having admitted to her that I'd really enjoyed my 69 with her nephew, she likes to remind me of the times I've sucked some of her boyfriends off and we'll masturbate to that too.
I've recently started joining her, her elder sister and their nephew for sex and found out that they've read my posts here. Her younger sister has also read about how I'd enjoyed my 69 with her son and playing with his penis back then. Although my ex told her about it many years ago, these recent times visiting the family are the first time I've seen them in about 10 years. She seems to enjoy teasing me about sucking him, both back then and nowadays so the embarrassment I feel talking to her is often bought up by my ex when we masturbate.
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Sometimes my wife sends me an audio note of her with bull in bed or in the shower. I listen to it but try hard not to masturbate. I committed to no masturbation a while ago as a self control exercise. Listening to her getting pounded gets me rock hard and often start leaking precum. If it gets too hard I try to do some physical exercise as a distraction, like 100 push ups.
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I always think about my lady, sometimes I reminisce of the times shes come home from with dick breath from sucking her white boss’s dick. Other times I think of her behavior towards me when she was fucking her well hung coworker. I always cum thinking about either being assfucked or me licking his cum off her feet and shoes.
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I'm not allowed to jerk off anymore, but a few years ago, i used to get in the pool, hang on the side, pull my dick out, let the water jet give me a "blow job"
the whole time I would fantasize about her dating someone, falling in love, going to Paris with him, getting a proposal, asking me to be her maid of honor, me choosing her wedding night lingerie, then a year later we would meet for a girlfriends lunch, and she would be pregnant
I never came so hard in my life
the whole time I would fantasize about her dating someone, falling in love, going to Paris with him, getting a proposal, asking me to be her maid of honor, me choosing her wedding night lingerie, then a year later we would meet for a girlfriends lunch, and she would be pregnant
I never came so hard in my life
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I look at pics of my wife. Maybe sometimes I pretend I’m not the ones who took the picture.
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Please share more about your marital situation and lifestyle!blakcuck wrote: ↑Sat Aug 30, 2025 6:57 amI always think about my lady, sometimes I reminisce of the times shes come home from with dick breath from sucking her white boss’s dick. Other times I think of her behavior towards me when she was fucking her well hung coworker. I always cum thinking about either being assfucked or me licking his cum off her feet and shoes.
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I think about things I saw my wife do. I think about things she did without me there, but told me about. I think about things she said to me, like, I am not coming to work today, I want to go sit on his big cock before he goes home, or you like putting your fingers in my pussy after another guy's big cock was just in there, or he can have my pussy whenever he wants it. I also think about things that were about to happen yet didn't for one reason or another, the missed opportunities. I also look at the 4 pictures I have of my wife that another guy took, and how she'd spread her legs for him, and picture what they did after the pictures were taken.
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I almost always jerk off to hot wife/cuckold porn, otherwise 90s porn which I “grew up on”. Too bad cuckold porn wasn’t a thing back then.
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