Long Term Wannabe

[GnGHottie]

In my youth, I dated a woman who turned out to be a cheater. And back then, I loved her so much that I convinced myself it was hot that she was fucking someone else. After we broke up, the fantasies would hit me constantly. When I met my wife, it became a part of dirty talk. Not always, but, pretty often, we would talk about her getting fucked by someone else, or showing her off, etc. We had a tumblr for awhile where she loved showing her body and we would go to a swingers club a few towns away. We never actually did anything with another couple, but there was a lot of fantasizing. After we had kids, the fantasy all but disappeared and so did our sex life.

The fantasy eventually came back to me, as a way of coping with a dead bedroom. I’d imagine that if she wasn’t having sex with me, she must be having sex with someone else. And it always felt so hot to imagine. Then, a few months ago, we had kind of spontaneous sex out of nowhere … and during it, I mentioned that I really wanted to see her get fucked. And she got *really* into the dirty talk of me dressing her up, taking her out to show her off, and giving her to some strange guy and letting him use her. Literally she was more into the sex than she had been in *years*. She asked me if that’s what I really wanted, and I told her yes, that I wanted to watch her get fucked more than anything … and we both came together. And then it never came up again. Life happened, the holidays, ugh. And our sex life just fell off to the wayside again.

But I can’t stop thinking about it, and about how into it she was in that last session. Anyway, I thought I’d finally make an account here and be around like-minded folk. Would love to chat with some bulls or other cucks who would be into discussing fantasies or talking about how to continue to bring the idea up with her.

We’re both in our 40s and have been married going on 20 years. I guess I feel a little desperate about it all.

[Scud Farcus]

Might be time to ask if she's up for dressing up and hitting the clubs? Let her know how hot it would be if she was to go in single and flirt, while you watched ...

[GnGHottie]

Might be time to ask if she's up for dressing up and hitting the clubs? Let her know how hot it would be if she was to go in single and flirt, while you watched ...

Been thinking about this a lot. She constantly talks about how much she misses clubbing, but then goes into a “we’re too old” mentality. It’s insanely cold here right now, though. Very difficult to try to get her in a sexy outfit in -5 wind chill. Can’t wait for Spring.

[Scud Farcus]

I have the same problems, lol. My wife's usually camped out in her rocker in front of the woodstove, playing games on her phone. We have plans for this weekend though, heading to the Oregon coast. There's a pub we frequent that has great food and some pool tables. My wife gets real flirty and sexy after a couple of whiskey shots.
Good luck and stay warm!