Ky. I have been watching your journey for years now. If I have commented, it was many moons ago. The latest developments are a cause for major concern. The game has increased at alarmingly fast speeds. You are driving an F1 car on D rated tires. No bueno.
The tattoos and markings. My wife has been playing around with fake qos tattoos, and I have definitively seen a change in her behavior, and these are just fake ones. The psychological condition that happens is undeniable real. She is marked for other men, especially black men. Real tattoos, though? Another level. And the additional tattoos, for someone who had never even had even a small tattoo. Specifically his initials. Throughout history and all cultures, this is a sign of ownership, not matter which way you spin it. Tattoos also usually have meaning. Some people just put markings or designs they like, but tattoos historically have meaning and do often become part of ones identity. If someone inked their initials on my wife they would find their end looking at my 45. I suppose you don't have that option in the UK though.
Lexi emerging. Every knows of Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID, formerly know as Multiple Personality Disorder, which is typically caused by child sexual trauma and diagnosed at an early age). This is NOT Lexi.
However, there is also Other Specified Dissociative Disorder and DDNOS. I started researching this stuff recently because of a guy who was talking all kids of crazy domination and "owning" types of shit to my wife. I have a dual degree in behavioral psychology and business, which I moved to after dropping out of engineering. I have never done much with psychology, although I did use my knowledge to help condition my wife to become a size queen (yea, it worked) as I went the business route in life, but have always remained curious in both psychology and engineering. I had learned some of this shit long ago, but after almost 30 years ago I did not remember much and research sure had advanced.
Read more here if you want:
https://traumadissociation.com/osdd
"1. Chronic and recurrent syndromes of mixed dissociative symptoms. This category includes identity disturbance associated with less than marked discontinuities in sense of self and agency, or alterations of identity or episodes of possession in an individual who reports no dissociative amnesia.
2. Identity disturbance due to prolonged and intense coercive persuasion: Individuals who have been subjected to intense coercive persuasion (e.g., brainwashing, thought reform, indoctrination while captive, torture, long-term political imprisonment, recruitment by sects/cults or by terror organizations) may present with prolonged changes in, or conscious questions of, their identity.
3. Acute dissociative reactions to stressful events: This category is for acute, transient conditions that typically last less than 1 month, and sometimes only a few hours or days. These conditions are characterized by constriction of consciousness; depersonalization; derealization; perceptual disturbances (e.g., time slowing, macropsia); micro-amnesias; transient stupor; and/or alterations in sensory-motor functioning (e.g., analgesia, paralysis).
4. Dissociative trance: This condition is characterized by an acute narrowing or complete loss of awareness of immediate surroundings that manifest as profound unresponsiveness or insensitivity to environmental stimuli. May be accompanied by minor stereotyped behaviors of which the individual is unaware and/or that he or she cannot control, as well as transient paralysis or loss of consciousness. The dissociative trance is not a normal part of a broadly accepted collective cultural or religious practice. "
This shit is real. Sipho is checking things in all of these boxes. I liken it to hypnosis. It only works on some people, and some of those better than others, but it is real.
You yourself wrote this.
4. Jaimee will stay Jaimee at home and with your family, but to the rest of the world, your name will be changed to Lexi.
You also wrote early on that Jaimee said this.
"But this is part of us now."
And where this is heading? Sipho already told you.
His words set my mind ablaze, each one stoking the fire of my own desires. "What'll she be like in six months?" I asked, my voice rough with the mix of emotions churning inside me.
Sipho's eyes gleamed with a knowing look. "In six months, she'll be the talk of the scene. She'll have new ink, maybe a snake around her leg, showing off her power. She'll start throwing her own parties, where she's the star, where everyone wants a piece of her."
"And in a year?" I pressed, the vision of Jaimee's future both terrifying and arousing.
"In a year," Sipho continued, "she'll be a legend. Her appetite will be something else, her skills in bed will be the stuff of legends. She might even write a bloody book about it all, teaching others how to fuck like she does. She'll be leading the charge, all while coming back to you, her anchor."
I couldn't help but ask, "And in five years?"
Sipho leaned close, his voice a conspiratorial whisper with that distinctive South African twang. "In five years, who knows? She could have her own spot, a place where the big shots come to let loose, where she's the queen bee. She'll be known for more than just her body, but for her mind, pushing limits, making sex an experience. She'll be a myth, mate, a story told in places like this, living in two worlds, and you'll still be her rock in all this madness."
The images he painted were like fuel to my already burning fantasies, each scenario more raw, more daring than the last, setting my mind and body alight with the possibilities of my wife's transformation.
It appears that lately, Jaimee, is less and less, and Lexi is taking over. How long before Jaimee is no longer. I understand the excitement of pushing the limits and boundaries, but you guys are not even playing with fire anymore, you are playing with enriched Uranium.
I am not trying to be a Debbie downer for all, but this is beyond a game now. This place for all it positives, can be an echo chamber of terrible advice. I have watched a many "real" people disappear over the years for what I can imagine is not sailing off into the sunset of a blissful marriage. Just like Heroin addicts, how many old ones do you see kicking around.
Do you love Jaimee? It is now time to save her if it is not too late. She has repeatedly looked at you to do so, and now it is getting harder and harder to ask. Lexi may not even ask now, or even refuse to be saved. God speed and good luck. I don't know what else to say.
