I'm Ky, and I'm a cuck-oholic

[Cuckcuckgoose1]

One thing I will say right now....Sipho is an asshole. If he were standing in front of me I'd knock his fucking teeth out.

[David52]

Ky. Were you outed without your consent as it appears? Outing to friends and family is a big step and requires planning and consideration of the consequences. You have every reason to be angry with both Sipho and Jaimee.

[scdiver]

The level of disrespect you got from Sipho and Lexi is off the charts, but, this was a week ago. Is Jaimee back with you yet. What did he do to her?

We are on the edge of our seats. Please don't keep us waiting to much longer.

[veub]

. It's reading like one of xleg's or jaycuck's car crash stories, but if this has real life consequences it's time to stop.

The similarity to Jaycuck's long series is striking: the exclusive black sex club; the tats; the drugs: setting up the husband with another woman to keep him busy. Of course in that series there's a divorce and the husband and the other women have a HEA.

I know pregnancy is a big no

Pregnancy off the table? Why? Ky was happy with that at least once before and this would give an extra thrill by the baby being biracial. Of course, that won't happen until Sipho and his "friends" are getting bored with her and need some additional stimulation.

[mick_flow]

Ky’s writing is epic. He captures that emotional cuck angst feeling, the mixture of jealousy, envy, and arousal so well.

It is so hot to watch Jaimee transform, the lines between Lexi and Jaimee are getting closer. Now the friends and neighbours know. Is she Ky’s former wife? no I don’t think so. Ky’s her rock, but having her actively want Sipho and his friends is so hot. It’s what a lot of us enjoy, having a wife who wants to explore that side her, and watching her do it.

Yes the angst causes us to want to pull back from that. Ky captured that when he explained that he asked Jamiee to stay, but Lexi looked at him and told him this is what they agreed, it’s what they both want.

Lexi knew that ky was turned on. She knew he was loving and hating that moment. That he was aroused. She also knew that he had Joanna to return home to. All of that was captured in that exchange - it’s what Lexi wanted, she knew ky would go back and Joanna would receive his arousal. Ky also knew that Lexi didn’t want that, didn’t want his arousal, she wanted Brian and Sipho.

The idea of your wife turning you down and going to another. Knowing how much you want her, telling you that sex with the other guy is better. It’s hot, it’s something I think many of us on this forum want. Ky’s lucky to experience that.

I’ve never tried mdma. But according to Reddit, sex while using it can be amazing.

God only knows how worked up ky was when he got home and what happened next. Part of that is down to the relationship him,
Joanna and Jaimee have.

But imagine having another women to confide in. A women as turned on as you are about the situation. Imagine a night where you both revel in the moment, both loving that ky’s wife is away having sex with others. I can only imagine how erotic it would be to explain to Joanna what happened, the physical reaction as ky admits his arousal and angst, and Joanna’s response as she soothes ky’s angst.

[tepidwalker]

Ky’s writing is epic. He captures that emotional cuck angst feeling, the mixture of jealousy, envy, and arousal so well.

It is so hot to watch Jaimee transform, the lines between Lexi and Jaimee are getting closer. Now the friends and neighbours know. Is she Ky’s former wife? no I don’t think so. Ky’s her rock, but having her actively want Sipho and his friends is so hot. It’s what a lot of us enjoy, having a wife who wants to explore that side her, and watching her do it.

Yes the angst causes us to want to pull back from that. Ky captured that when he explained that he asked Jamiee to stay, but Lexi looked at him and told him this is what they agreed, it’s what they both want.

Lexi knew that ky was turned on. She knew he was loving and hating that moment. That he was aroused. She also knew that he had Joanna to return home to. All of that was captured in that exchange - it’s what Lexi wanted, she knew ky would go back and Joanna would receive his arousal. Ky also knew that Lexi didn’t want that, didn’t want his arousal, she wanted Brian and Sipho.

The idea of your wife turning you down and going to another. Knowing how much you want her, telling you that sex with the other guy is better. It’s hot, it’s something I think many of us on this forum want. Ky’s lucky to experience that.

I’ve never tried mdma. But according to Reddit, sex while using it can be amazing.

God only knows how worked up ky was when he got home and what happened next. Part of that is down to the relationship him,
Joanna and Jaimee have.

But imagine having another women to confide in. A women as turned on as you are about the situation. Imagine a night where you both revel in the moment, both loving that ky’s wife is away having sex with others. I can only imagine how erotic it would be to explain to Joanna what happened, the physical reaction as ky admits his arousal and angst, and Joanna’s response as she soothes ky’s angst.

Ky has never said, No. Ky has never said No, to Sipho: No, don't do that Jaimee/Lexi are the same person thing, unless she is some multi-personality disorder. Jaimee's primary is Sipho. Jaimee no longer has a husband, she has a roommate with whom she is BFF. Sipho controls their lives - as is evidenced by her stopping mid-cooking of a chicken dinner to go please her pimp. Ky is no longer a husband, he's a roommate. I will be roasted for this but it's true - he has no say, no authority, over what his wife does even when it happens during supposed "family" or "date night" outings. But, as per cuck strategy, he'll say it's part of "The Game". He'll rationalize it as his engineer brain is meant to do, into something he can digest. Except with Ky, there is never enough. He's a heroin junkie hooked on the high. He always wants more, more more. There will never be enough. Not even when his former wife is tattooed head to toe with all kinds of sexual kink ideology. Ky in his current state would say, fine, do it. When instead he should say, stop, hold on, safe word.

She left her so called husband in a club with their mutual friends in order to satisfy the commands of a third, when that night should have been for her and her so called husband.

All of this is fine - it's 100% ok, if and only if Ky recognizes he is no longer a husband or a father figure. Sipho has commandeered position as the primary in his relationship and because Ky has never said no, it won't change. Here's hoping Ky says no, finally.

[tepidwalker]

Ky has never said, No. Again, Ky has never said No, to Sipho: No. Don't do that Jaimee/Lexi are the same person thing, unless she is some multi-personality disorder. Jaimee's primary is Sipho. Jaimee no longer has a husband, she has a roommate with whom she is BFF. Sipho controls their lives - as is evidenced by her stopping mid-cooking of a chicken dinner to go please her pimp, as is evidenced by her leaving mid-date with her so called husband and friends to sexually satisfy some stranger. As much as that may sexually excite people, Ky is no longer a husband, he's a roommate. I will be roasted for this but it's true - he has no say, no authority, over what his wife does even when it happens during supposed "family" or "date night" outings.

She left her so called husband in a club with their mutual friends in order to satisfy the commands of a third, when that night should have been for her and her so called husband.

All of this is fine - it's 100% ok, if and only if Ky recognizes he is no longer a husband or a father figure. Sipho has commandeered the position as the primary in his relationship and because Ky has never said no, it won't change. Need we all reference curiousdave, or the DDHW episode? Even RunWith Danny is inching into "WTF" territory. Here's hoping Ky says no, finally. Ky, you need grab Jaimee and the kids now and go away to take a 30,000 foot view. Really evaluate things.

[rascalnvixen]

Thinking about this latest update and a few comments from previously, I wonder if you, Ky, now felt this has gone too far. Would Jaimee/Lexi stop and end the game with Sipho, or reject you for the new life to which she has been initiated?

Rascal

[Goodboy66]

Thinking about this latest update and a few comments from previously, I wonder if you, Ky, now felt this has gone too far. Would Jaimee/Lexi stop and end the game with Sipho, or reject you for the new life to which she has been initiated?

Rascal

The gone to far query.

Jaimee was very close to leaving Ky for Derrick.
Chose to conceive with Wade as opposed to her husband.
Befriended Matts children and family, as if she was in a real relationship.
Tattooing herself as if they are hennas.

But maybe as a previous poster said, Ky is Jaimees anchor.

[false-abroad]

They are still in this together. She wouldn't do all this without him. Time and time again they stop the game for some time. I am sure that there will be a big push to continue the game right after the 6 month extension will end (somewhere around May). But as they are supposed to go on vacation and how other games before this one went I think (and hope) they will pause it for at least a full month. I am not doubting Jaimee's commitment or Ky's willingness. Things will never be the same again and life still changes regardless and they wouldn't want to be vanilla, would they? In a way it seems like doing themselves a psychological scar for fun, but I think they all have mental resources to end this if it would really destroy them instead of enhancing their excitement.

We could ask: what it will look like in their 50s, 60s, 70s, 80s? Everyone of us will fuck the last time in our lives. But those are all in the future, not really on the horizon.

Games are fun. I would like to play games. I wouldn't want to play a single big game in my life, because it would lead me to insanity, that's also why I would never agree to go pussyfree forever. So far they always have some back to basics moments and then they start to miss the game. Previously it seemed they thought Ky's got it out of his system and they will not play again. I think it would be best for them to play games for the rest of their lives maybe, but I think stopping the games for some time between them is essential. The intensity of games should vary, because going only for the increase, for the higher and higher excitement is unsustainable from my point of view. I wouldn't want to be increasingly limited and only ever be with my own fantasies inside my head. Like one fuck once a year with one's wife would be for a 40 year old male around 45 fucks till the end of his life. If you decide to narrow it down it will be less than that. It is erotic to think, for example, to only have 5 fucks with one's wife left, but I wouldn't want this as a reality.

Sorry for incoherent rambling.

[mundyman]

Hold it!!!! You two just outed yourselves to your closest friends. Jaimie becomes Lexi in front of them as she got all of you entrance to a next level hidden club/sex club. She leaves with another guy who was looking for Lexi specifically, And your friends didn’t question the shit out of you in the club after Lexi left with some other guy?? Or in the car on the way home? Nor did you look around the club for her, much like you found her at the office getting fucked?
Come clean Ky. Spill the tea on those conversations…

[false-abroad]

He said they knew about their lifestyle before, but it was never "in their face" so to speak and without too many details.

[Goodboy66]

He said they knew about their lifestyle before, but it was never "in their face" so to speak and without too many details.

Eventually, Jaimee confessed that she had a boyfriend, and that every so often, she’d take the kids to a friend’s house so she could visit her ‘other’ man. The two friends thought it was scandalous, but they peppered her with dozens and dozens of questions. It’s one of those confessions where the two women emphatically said they’d never do something like that, but they were endlessly curious about the experience. Well, after Jaimee made the confession, it didn’t take long for their husbands to learn about it too. That meant that the next time I went over for a barbecue, I did so knowing that all the adults in the room knew that my wife cucked me.

Frankly, I didn’t want to go to that dinner date after I learned that our friends all knew. But, well, I lost the argument, and Jaimee was taking the kids, so I sucked it up and went. And of course, George and Josh both cornered me as soon as they had a chance, and yeah, I coughed up details and answered their questions. Funny enough, after that first Q&A ended, I felt a lot calmer about the whole thing. Something about putting it out there really helped me accept the whole thing.

[Cuckcuckgoose1]

He said they knew about their lifestyle before, but it was never "in their face" so to speak and without too many details.

Eventually, Jaimee confessed that she had a boyfriend, and that every so often, she’d take the kids to a friend’s house so she could visit her ‘other’ man. The two friends thought it was scandalous, but they peppered her with dozens and dozens of questions. It’s one of those confessions where the two women emphatically said they’d never do something like that, but they were endlessly curious about the experience. Well, after Jaimee made the confession, it didn’t take long for their husbands to learn about it too. That meant that the next time I went over for a barbecue, I did so knowing that all the adults in the room knew that my wife cucked me.

Frankly, I didn’t want to go to that dinner date after I learned that our friends all knew. But, well, I lost the argument, and Jaimee was taking the kids, so I sucked it up and went. And of course, George and Josh both cornered me as soon as they had a chance, and yeah, I coughed up details and answered their questions. Funny enough, after that first Q&A ended, I felt a lot calmer about the whole thing. Something about putting it out there really helped me accept the whole thing.

Who are you?

[mick_flow]

My wife explained to her best friend, who is married to a close friend, and who’s the sister of best friend. And yeah, it came out. At least among this set of close friends.

I was worried. Uncomfortable.

But. You know. There was a surprisingly small number of questions asked

[Johng1953]

Are there no boundaries even for a cuckoholic?

[coastalkid]

The whole club scene was a nightmare. Even if they never put it in their friends faces about their involvement in the lifestyle, this episode destroyed any doubt as to the depth that Jaimee has gone to. And it's not just being "outed", it's also being abandoned while you're out with friends for a casual evening. There's a lot there to have to stomach all in the course of an evening. I understand it's a thrill in the moment but this thrill will last much longer in the minds of those friends that witnessed this. Jaimee may be in too deep and as the English say, "Can't be bothered," but Ky will know they know and any time after that will have a veil of shame in their interactions. Of course Ky may thrive on that awkwardness, everybody's different!

[tepidwalker]

Ky will try to rationalize it, and even immortalize it in his "prose". But, he cannot deny even through logical proofs, Sipho is Jaimee's man. Ky, Ky is simply an accessory. He is no longer a husband or a man in the eyes of Jaimee. One can wax on and preach about being a rock, or a lighthouse in a storm, but Ky has failed all of the tests to be such a man to Jaimee because Ky has never said No. He's never stood up to Sipho.

[venus-can99]

I believe a lot of readers here are posting their opinions and advice based on just what we read here. Jaimee and Ky likely have a lot of discussion which is probably too mundane to post. I would suggest that we refrain from passing judgment on the couple

[Tap]

So, Ky tried to talk Jaimee out of dumping him in front of their friends to obviously go off and have interacial sex with with Sipho's hand picked customer for her. Whatever happened to their safe word? Why didn't Ky use their safe word? Did he understand that only his wife Jamiee will respond to the safe word, while Sipho's totally owned woman Lexie will not?

[coastalkid]

I'm not passing judgement on Ky or Jaimee. They are on a wild crazy journey all on their own. It's clear Ky is "all in", it shows in his writing. If the thrill wasn't there his retelling wouldn't be as vivid in his writing. His retelling is so compelling that it is difficult to not be drawn in. It's also difficult to not respond to.

A lot of people/couples on this site say something like, "I know it's not for everyone, but that's how we do it!" Ky and Jaimee push the limits for me certainly and probably others but it isn't my place to judge them. This is how they do it. They're adults, they know it's on them if it blows up.

Ky's writing takes someone like me to beyond my comfort zone and he knows that's going to happen to people that are not at the level he is. In his writing he comes across as pretty cool headed and calm, but the story has the element of shock (to me and other readers) that he had to feel to some extent. I would imagine in would take a lot to shock Ky now.

I like his story a lot. It's outrageous and vividly told. I like to think I'm just an observer with curious questions. I have no place or experience to offer any advice. My mind is certainly stimulated though, thanks Ky!

[scarlettscuck]

One thing I will say right now....Sipho is an asshole. If he were standing in front of me I'd knock his fucking teeth out.

Whoa man…chill. You obviously aren’t on Ky’s level of the lifestyle so be cool. No need to make him, or anyone on the highest level feel bad, sheesh.

[scarlettscuck]

The level of disrespect you got from Sipho and Lexi is off the charts, but, this was a week ago. Is Jaimee back with you yet. What did he do to her?

We are on the edge of our seats. Please don't keep us waiting to much longer.

Just because you don’t have the stomach for this level of sex, excitement and extreme cuckolding doesn’t mean others here are fools. Let’s all just enjoy the ride. They will find their way, and can walk away at any time.

It’s amazing how far couples will go but that’s their choice, their lives and their decisions. I doubt he’s posting this wanting to hear others’ jealous or over-opinionated criticism. Let them live it and keep sharing.

I think Ky is the cuck champion of all time. He doesn’t need any negativity right now and who’s anyone to judge (unless you are simply sexless and jealous). This is incredible and Ky… you and Jaimee be you. Thanks for sharing.

[Tap]

scarlettscuck: I kinda think that Cuckcuckgoose1 would make Sipho feel worse than Ky would feel.

[false-abroad]

I agree with coastalkid's last comment.

There are many projections of one's own fears and desires, probably including my own if I'll be honest. Drawing a line from a single point or stretching a globe to a flat plane (that's literally a projection and Mercator sucks ). There is also a lot of reading between the lines. Here we are on the page 63 of this thread filled with long prose. While it is a lot of prose there are numerous gaps and things that are left untold or only briefly described. The image drawn here may not be to the full proportions. It is a content that clearly does excite the author and it is on a cuckold forum which will shape what and how the story is shared.

Imagine some mundane everyday things like getting a flu or digestion problems, like doing taxes and buying food. Some of this can get mixed up in excitement. I think that is something that we all like in the wife sharing lifestyle: to stir the everyday life, but still - most everyday life is just maintenance.