Cucks - did you exhibit any beta behaviour as a kid?

[Loserpaul]

And if so what & to what extent has it led to you becoming a cuck as an adult?

[desertsub]

I was bullied a lot all through my school years, and that is why I never dated a girl in high school. My sister, who was a year younger than me, was dominant and she would dominate me all during our years in school. She could tell I was a submissive and she gave me a couple of paperback books to read when we were in high school that were stories of men being dominated by women and becoming their slaves. After reading one of those books she would always ask me if it turned me on, and I always admitted that it did. I was also a mama's boy and loved doing things to make my mother happy.

Something I don't talk about very much that is in your list is bedwetting. I had this problem until I was about 7 years old. I never really thought about it in the context of my being submissive until now. I actually don't think about it at all, it's something I would like to forget even happened. To this day, I have no idea why it took place or why it finally stopped. My aunt (my mom's sister) once told me that they thought I did it when my mom and dad would fight and that is a good possibility, I used to get really upset whenever I saw my mom sad. When I was in grade school my dad would make me wear diapers to bed and as a result of that I have somewhat of a diaper fetish. My wife knows all about it, but doesn't seem inclined to putting me in diapers.

Now that I think about it, my sister knew about my bedwetting and that may be why she was so dominant with me!

[Cuckyboy3]

The most obvious choice was missing:

+ Rejected by girls / lack of female attention

That would be my number one leading indicator of later life.

[feetuji]

Well, I would say that none of my votes exactly matched the real life, since there were no enough options.

One of the things that happened was to get angry fast, willing to beat people who wanted to mock about me. I hated when people used to say bad things about me just to mock me and laugh; I wouldnt cry, quiet the opposite, I would feel provoked and attack, and many times they enjoyed that because other kids would run away from me (not for fear I think, since I was small and skinny). I was very calm and peaceful, but I would be like a volcano with provocations.

I was also a little nerd: a guy who loves science, math, reading and so on. I wasnt good at sports. I was also a disaster with my hads, messing up things, let things falling down, etc, the opposite of a kid who is self confident and able to do anything (use an hammer, climb the roof, be pricky and daring with teachers, etc).

For many personal reasons I grew up with low self esteem, unable to pickup girls, depression and so on. Even as an young adult, my male friends would make fun of me, because I was stupid to their eyes and not so beautiful, tall and sexy as them.

[Bent_n_Twisted]

No. Although I was quiet, 'bookish' and a 'loner', on the occasions when some dimbulb with a superiority complex and more muscles than brains made the mistake of thinking me 'weak' and an 'easy target' he was soon disabused of this notion and got a lesson in the error of his ways. Given that these types often enjoy playing to a crowd and choose to engage in this type of behavior with as many on-lookers as possible, such lessons tended to be widely observed and others learned from the mistake, making the necessity of repeating it a fairly rare occurrence.

Only one particularly dim-witted individual required two such demonstrations. In the first, he was fortunate in that some of the by-standers pulled me off of him before I had beaten him completely senseless. When he elected to participate in a second demonstration, he chose a time and place where there was no one else around to save him. He lived, and learned, and carefully avoided a third such lesson. (He was the son of a local cop, and thought that this 'status' made him 'invincible'. As far as I know, he was so thoroughly shamed that he never admitted to anyone that this event occurred.)

Some of us enjoy cuckoldry and 'power exchange' scenarios because it allows us to be the exact opposite of how we usually are. 'Cuckold' =/= 'beta'.

[rockynook]

I statrted young and was controlled and feminized by my my older sister.
I loved it!

[Filou]

In my early shool days i was bookish and like some other nerds had not much interest in girls in the first place.Thinks changed though roughly about 16 when I also started with material arts.

While I would not necesessarily call me beta before that time (to be quiet does not necessarily make you beta) I am no beta since them for sure.

But that is obviously some people have to learn the hard way. Beeing a rather quiet instad of beein a load person does not make you beta as well as submitting to your wife does not mean that you will submit to anyone else !

[qwertyuio]

I was the opposite actually. I was a bully and wannabe alpha all throughout high school.

[Mypopsocks66]

I was always very popular with girls. In my last two years at school it reached epic proportions where I couldn’t walk down a corridor without girls swooning over me. Lots of girls asked me out, sent valentines cards etc. My cuckold indicators are that I wasn’t alpha and that I secretly wanted to dress like them and be pretty. Despite being hounded by them I didn’t date many and internally felt quite shy though was outwardly confident. Looking back I think I was a TG. My cross dressing had started at age 3!

[Cuckoldeli]

I remember this girl in life 2nd or 3rd grade that was a bit of an alpha. She would beat me up at times. Parents got called to the school because of marks that I came home with. This might have been a factor early on. Despite how she treated me, she wound still have me follow her around like a body gard protecting her and helping her. In reality I felt like a slave.

Other parts of my life I can relate to some stuff I see on here. Being overly defensive when provoked to try to compensate. Being rejected by women. Being called ugly. Etc.

[Wls77]

None of the above really apply to me. I’m still not 100% sure i’m exactly a beta/cuckold in the way this forum likes to define it, rather than someone who enjoys their partner being with other people (either faithfully or unfaithfully)

My first real indication was as a mid teenager, when i had just started dating a girl, and someone who was local to us, who was known to have a large cock, commented ‘you’ll have fun with her, she gives great head’. I was pissed off initially, but soon found myself fantasising about it, and within a couple of weeks it had pretty much become my sole fantasy. So early signs yes, but not quite childhood.

[tractorman2]

I was a decent middle class kid at a rough school, i wasnt the best looking or the best magnet for the girls and i lived rurally so didnt see them after school so that was a major disadvantage. So i would say a definate no to exhibiting cucks signals or views, the one thing that does stick in my mind is that as a 16 year old onwards i liked wearing tight jeans and feeling my own ass, this continued well after i was married when 24 and stays true to this day, the difference now being these are now womens jeans i wear with my wife consent and her idea, thats created slight problems as she says my ass looks better in some jeans than hers Thats it.

On refection in my younger days that was probably more of a sign of being gay and though i have always been happy i have never being even slightly gay not even bi sexual................unfortuantely.

In normal life i am definately an Alpha male, only sexually am i a sub or beta.

The simple fact is my wife to be turned me into a cuck boyfriend then a cuck husband and shes sexually submissive too but thats a long story.

[Chrislydi]

None of these really, I was always reasonably popular, had no problems satisfying girls and good at most sports, tall for my age group with a muscular well built physique.

The first indications I may have a kink was after lights out in the dorms when reading the letters page of the usual porno rags we passed around - it was the 1990s and mobile phone technology not quite so advanced as later on (I was a boarder at a typically male only English public school). I knew by my late teens that I found the idea of sharing my gf/wife really hot, although never really acted on it until after I was married.

I've never been a typical beta cuck and although never particularly dominant had little trouble dating or satisfying girlfriends.

[john jasson]

None of these really, I was always reasonably popular, had no problems satisfying girls and good at most sports, tall for my age group with a muscular well built physique.

The first indications I may have a kink was after lights out in the dorms when reading the letters page of the usual porno rags we passed around - it was the 1990s and mobile phone technology not quite so advanced as later on (I was a boarder at a typically male only English public school). I knew by my late teens that I found the idea of sharing my gf/wife really hot, although never really acted on it until after I was married.

I've never been a typical beta cuck and although never particularly dominant had little trouble dating or satisfying girlfriends.

I could have written this, Chris, although I'm older and I wasn't a boarder. If I got hold of porno mags as a teen, I flicked by the tit and fanny pictures quickly. They always seemed rather cold to me. I would be in the stories and especially the letters pages looking for the girlfriend/wife sharing stuff. That was always hot to me!