Steel/Daphne Sex Journal

[afagehi7]

My wife expressed a desire for us to share our cum after orgasm. She apparently wants to experience the the taste of us together. Of course when she gives me a BJ she tastes my cum and when I finger and she get wet I often bring a taste to her and let her suck pussy soaked fingers. So I guess it's just natural to want to taste them together.

I finally screwed up the courage a few night ago and after having a deep orgasm together I immediately went down on her to pull out some with my tongue. I then went up for a deep, passionate kiss. Not as bad as I thought it would be. My wife says my cum tastes different, sometimes sweet and sometimes salty (I guess, not clear on the other taste). In this instance our combined juices were very mild flavored, but she called it sweet.

I'm experiencing some ED, and my dick alternates between hard and soft. As a side benefit though, I really have to go rough when fucking to have an orgasm and when I go I can really feel the cum shooting from my balls, up my shaft and out the tip. I think my tip is less sensitive than it used to be. I don't really mind as I love pleasuring my wife and the thought of me pounding her to get an orgasm makes me feel like a bull.

ED? Is this new? I don't remember you telling us about that.

[SteelRidge]

ED? Is this new? I don't remember you telling us about that.

That why I am taking the Prime Male to see if it helps with my performance.

My ability to stay hard has certainly diminished. I don't know if it's mental or physical. In my life I had to at times (like as recent as November of last year) think of other stuff during sex to keep from cumming. Now it's the exact opposite I have to focus all my mental energies to stay hard, and sometimes that doesn't even work. It's quite disconcerting to get hard, soft, hard again, soft again the course of twenty to thirty minutes.

[afagehi7]

ED? Is this new? I don't remember you telling us about that.

That why I am taking the Prime Male to see if it helps with my performance.

My ability to stay hard has certainly diminished. I don't know if it's mental or physical. In my life I had to at times (like as recent as November of last year) think of other stuff during sex to keep from cumming. Now it's the exact opposite I have to focus all my mental energies to stay hard, and sometimes that doesn't even work. It's quite disconcerting to get hard, soft, hard again, soft again the course of twenty to thirty minutes.

I thought the pills were get in shape pills not boner pills. I think you are my age (40s). Like needing reading glasses, it happens to everyone just some sooner than others. As I understand it, Cialis is made for this scenario where it works just needs some extra help whereas Viagra is for a different scenario.

I've also seen the reversal... thinking about grannies making apple pies to keep the train in the station to imagining porno scenes to get it to leave the station.

I don't think the women know the stress it puts on us... Makes us feel like less of a man and, I guess, we kind of are. Women can just grab the lube bottle but we have to rise to the occasion.

I even find sometimes porno and firing off knuckle children doesn't work and give up.

[SteelRidge]

ED? Is this new? I don't remember you telling us about that.

That why I am taking the Prime Male to see if it helps with my performance.

My ability to stay hard has certainly diminished. I don't know if it's mental or physical. In my life I had to at times (like as recent as November of last year) think of other stuff during sex to keep from cumming. Now it's the exact opposite I have to focus all my mental energies to stay hard, and sometimes that doesn't even work. It's quite disconcerting to get hard, soft, hard again, soft again the course of twenty to thirty minutes.

I thought the pills were get in shape pills not boner pills. I think you are my age (40s). Like needing reading glasses, it happens to everyone just some sooner than others. As I understand it, Cialis is made for this scenario where it works just needs some extra help whereas Viagra is for a different scenario.

I've also seen the reversal... thinking about grannies making apple pies to keep the train in the station to imagining porno scenes to get it to leave the station.

I don't think the women know the stress it puts on us... Makes us feel like less of a man and, I guess, we kind of are. Women can just grab the lube bottle but we have to rise to the occasion.

I even find sometimes porno and firing off knuckle children doesn't work and give up.

This is really all quite recent for me. Part of it is certainly the increase in frequency, duration and passion of the lovemaking. I think part of it also is this desire in me for her to fuck another man. I definitely get hard when she is using the dildo and also talk about her with other men.

Back last year we would do it maybe once or twice a week, maybe. And most times she would mount me and go at it for ten to twenty minutes. Now it's an hour long affair or more with a extensive foreplay, sex talk and multiple penetration and grinding sessions. I'm not complaining about that but I sure that contributes to the performance issues.

More about last night later, and I have pics.

[afagehi7]

ED? Is this new? I don't remember you telling us about that.

That why I am taking the Prime Male to see if it helps with my performance.

My ability to stay hard has certainly diminished. I don't know if it's mental or physical. In my life I had to at times (like as recent as November of last year) think of other stuff during sex to keep from cumming. Now it's the exact opposite I have to focus all my mental energies to stay hard, and sometimes that doesn't even work. It's quite disconcerting to get hard, soft, hard again, soft again the course of twenty to thirty minutes.

I thought the pills were get in shape pills not boner pills. I think you are my age (40s). Like needing reading glasses, it happens to everyone just some sooner than others. As I understand it, Cialis is made for this scenario where it works just needs some extra help whereas Viagra is for a different scenario.

I've also seen the reversal... thinking about grannies making apple pies to keep the train in the station to imagining porno scenes to get it to leave the station.

I don't think the women know the stress it puts on us... Makes us feel like less of a man and, I guess, we kind of are. Women can just grab the lube bottle but we have to rise to the occasion.

I even find sometimes porno and firing off knuckle children doesn't work and give up.

This is really all quite recent for me. Part of it is certainly the increase in frequency, duration and passion of the lovemaking. I think part of it also is this desire in me for her to fuck another man. I definitely get hard when she is using the dildo and also talk about her with other men.

Back last year we would do it maybe once or twice a week, maybe. And most times she would mount me and go at it for ten to twenty minutes. Now it's an hour long affair or more with a extensive foreplay, sex talk and multiple penetration and grinding sessions. I'm not complaining about that but I sure that contributes to the performance issues.

More about last night later, and I have pics.

You need Viagra hahahaha. That's supposed to be the boner pill for 4 hour erections. Maybe mini-You always worked this way but now you are using it differently. Ya know, I can go jog a 5k but 25k my knees would explode.

Sounds like the hotwife fantasy has boosted your sex life. Even if it never happens it's doing just what it should.

[SteelRidge]

You need Viagra hahahaha. That's supposed to be the boner pill for 4 hour erections. Maybe mini-You always worked this way but now you are using it differently. Ya know, I can go jog a 5k but 25k my knees would explode.

Sounds like the hotwife fantasy has boosted your sex life. Even if it never happens it's doing just what it should.

I'll be seeing a doctor about it soon hopefully. I wanted to try the exercise, Prime Male and Tantra first.

I'm convinced some of it is conditioning from years of watching porn then fucking. And I don't watch much porn since this all started. But we plan on moving our 55 inch TV into the bedroom. My wife said it is so I can watch porn, which is true, but she won't admit that is why she wants it too.

[afagehi7]

You need Viagra hahahaha. That's supposed to be the boner pill for 4 hour erections. Maybe mini-You always worked this way but now you are using it differently. Ya know, I can go jog a 5k but 25k my knees would explode.

Sounds like the hotwife fantasy has boosted your sex life. Even if it never happens it's doing just what it should.

I'll be seeing a doctor about it soon hopefully. I wanted to try the exercise, Prime Male and Tantra first.

I'm convinced some of it is conditioning from years of watching porn then fucking. And I don't watch much porn since this all started. But we plan on moving our 55 inch TV into the bedroom. My wife said it is so I can watch porn, which is true, but she won't admit that is why she wants it too.

Hehehehehe... naughty wife wants to watch some BBC hotwife porn whilst you pleasure her. We used to do this years ago and it's quite exciting

[SteelRidge]

You need Viagra hahahaha. That's supposed to be the boner pill for 4 hour erections. Maybe mini-You always worked this way but now you are using it differently. Ya know, I can go jog a 5k but 25k my knees would explode.

Sounds like the hotwife fantasy has boosted your sex life. Even if it never happens it's doing just what it should.

I'll be seeing a doctor about it soon hopefully. I wanted to try the exercise, Prime Male and Tantra first.

I'm convinced some of it is conditioning from years of watching porn then fucking. And I don't watch much porn since this all started. But we plan on moving our 55 inch TV into the bedroom. My wife said it is so I can watch porn, which is true, but she won't admit that is why she wants it too.

Hehehehehe... naughty wife wants to watch some BBC hotwife porn whilst you pleasure her. We used to do this years ago and it's quite exciting

Time to tie her up and whip naughty, naughty Daphne.

[afagehi7]

You need Viagra hahahaha. That's supposed to be the boner pill for 4 hour erections. Maybe mini-You always worked this way but now you are using it differently. Ya know, I can go jog a 5k but 25k my knees would explode.

Sounds like the hotwife fantasy has boosted your sex life. Even if it never happens it's doing just what it should.

I'll be seeing a doctor about it soon hopefully. I wanted to try the exercise, Prime Male and Tantra first.

I'm convinced some of it is conditioning from years of watching porn then fucking. And I don't watch much porn since this all started. But we plan on moving our 55 inch TV into the bedroom. My wife said it is so I can watch porn, which is true, but she won't admit that is why she wants it too.

Hehehehehe... naughty wife wants to watch some BBC hotwife porn whilst you pleasure her. We used to do this years ago and it's quite exciting

Time to tie her up and whip naughty, naughty Daphne.

I have an odd feeling that if you had BBC hotwife porn playing, the BBD dildo buried in her Honeypot, and she was screaming how much she wants to fuck a BBC all traces of ED would magically disappear. It should be written up by a doctor as a prescription. I'm a doctor (PhD) so I'm writing you that prescription!!!

[SteelRidge]

I have an odd feeling that if you had BBC hotwife porn playing, the BBD dildo buried in her Honeypot, and she was screaming how much she wants to fuck a BBC all traces of ED would magically disappear. It should be written up by a doctor as a prescription. I'm a doctor (PhD) so I'm writing you that prescription!!!

Next thing you know I have a cage around my dick and my wife is going out every night fucking some guy while I'm home washing the dishes after a hard days work. And if I'm lucky when she comes home I get to eat the guys cum out of her pussy and get to have an orgasm if, with the emphasis on IF, she touches my shriveled peter.

I don't want to be reliant upon the thought of her fucking some BBC to keep it up. I don't really have to, for about once a week I can satisfy her pretty well. But, unfortunately for now, I'm in the situation where the thought of my wife fucking some other guy really turns me on.

I think I would much prefer wife swapping.

[afagehi7]

I have an odd feeling that if you had BBC hotwife porn playing, the BBD dildo buried in her Honeypot, and she was screaming how much she wants to fuck a BBC all traces of ED would magically disappear. It should be written up by a doctor as a prescription. I'm a doctor (PhD) so I'm writing you that prescription!!!

Next thing you know I have a cage around my dick and my wife is going out every night fucking some guy while I'm home washing the dishes after a hard days work. And if I'm lucky when she comes home I get to eat the guys cum out of her pussy and get to have an orgasm if, with the emphasis on IF, she touches my shriveled peter.

I don't want to be reliant upon the thought of her fucking some BBC to keep it up. I don't really have to, for about once a week I can satisfy her pretty well. But, unfortunately for now, I'm in the situation where the thought of my wife fucking some other guy really turns me on.

I think I would much prefer wife swapping.

That's quite the cucky prediction. I didn't think that was your thing.

Swapping vs hotwifing - less moving parts in hotwifing, easier to pull off, no worries about jealousy on her part...

[SteelRidge]

I have an odd feeling that if you had BBC hotwife porn playing, the BBD dildo buried in her Honeypot, and she was screaming how much she wants to fuck a BBC all traces of ED would magically disappear. It should be written up by a doctor as a prescription. I'm a doctor (PhD) so I'm writing you that prescription!!!

Next thing you know I have a cage around my dick and my wife is going out every night fucking some guy while I'm home washing the dishes after a hard days work. And if I'm lucky when she comes home I get to eat the guys cum out of her pussy and get to have an orgasm if, with the emphasis on IF, she touches my shriveled peter.

I don't want to be reliant upon the thought of her fucking some BBC to keep it up. I don't really have to, for about once a week I can satisfy her pretty well. But, unfortunately for now, I'm in the situation where the thought of my wife fucking some other guy really turns me on.

I think I would much prefer wife swapping.

That's quite the cucky prediction. I didn't think that was your thing.

Swapping vs hotwifing - less moving parts in hotwifing, easier to pull off, no worries about jealousy on her part...

Snort. It was a joke. But I can see how feelings of inadequacy coupled with a 10" inch BBC entering my wife could lead to that.

[SteelRidge]

Update from 3/10

One thing my wife needs is a mount for her dildo. So I bought a plastic container box and stuffed it with a pillow for support. I then mounted the dildo on the suction cup on the box top then covered it a nice fabric. I left it on the bed with a little cherry flavored lubricant on the tip. This was a surprise for her.

I told her to meet me in the bedroom as I was going to take a shower. When I got out her eyes were wide open. She said she was ready but I told her I was going to have my nightly tea. She told m she would wait but I knew she couldn't and I told her she didn't have to wait. So...

Once my tea is ready I head to the door and sure enough I hear her moans of pleasure through the door. My heart was beating like a drum at the though of my wife unable to control her desire and pleasuring herself with her big dildo Winston. I stood outside the door and listened and imaged she was being fucked by some bull. But it gets better...

I opened the door and found the mount didn't work so well. Winston came off the mount and she was laying on her back pounding the dildo in and out her pussy. She stopped momentarily when I came in, but she immediately started back up. I laid down beside her pulled out my dick which was rock hard and started stroking it slowly. The vibe was intense. But it gets better...

Daphne would alternately pound Winston in her until she'd have a massive orgasm. Then rest a little, then get right back at it. She eventually sat up and started hitting spots she never reached before and had these amazing deep groans of pleasure. Eventually she wore herself out. But it gets better...

We started having sex talk almost entirely initiated by her. I did ask her about how Winston felt inside her but she struggled for a description other than it made her full. Eventually she told me when she started fucking herself she was thinking of on of the guys at her gym. But then transferred to thinking about me. But it gets better...

Eventually the conversation turned to the new BBC dildo on the way. She told me when she was in junior college she knew some black basketball players. She was attracted to not 1 but 4 of them. Now my wife was virginal at the time but she said when she recalls it now the thoughts she had of them was sexual arousal. She told me she really wanted to date one of them back then but she knew her parents objected to mixed race dating. I think my wife has this unfulfilled desire that made her ask for the BBC dildo. But it gets better...

My wife then tells me she really, really, really wants to fuck in front of other people. Literally every combination is acceptable to her. Me fucking her in front of a man in a hotel room. Me fucking her in front of a woman in the hotel room. Me fucking her next to another couple. Me fucking her in a swingers club. I can guarantee that this will happen as I have the same desire. But it gets better...

Then she tells me she wants be to start being videoed during sex! This was completely out of the blue. We got so turned on by that thought she started fucking herself with Winston. But I pulled it out and started fucking her myself. But my ED kicked in and I got a little soft. I had a light orgasm and she did too. At this point I thought she was wore out, but no. She put Winston in and started pounding herself. I immediately got hard again and after her massive orgasm I stuck my dick in her and started pounding as hard as I could. She was so loose and I told her and she responded approvingly. I could feel her pussy begin to contract for another orgasm and we both exploded in pleasure.

Lots of stuff to unpack here.

[afagehi7]

Wow dude! That's off the charts hot. Sounds like maybe a real BBC is in your future. About her being watched during sex.. was one of the scenarios you watching another guy duck her?

I think you have reached and unlocked that secret desire and fantasy box in her head. Maybe she knew about it all along and is now just comfortable admitting it or maybe she didn't even realize that it was in there. I wonder which it is? Either way, it doesn't matter because it's out now.

You are going to have some hot BBC fantasy play when the bbd arrives. Have you considered a name? Maybe the name of one of the basketball players?

You are so lucky to have reached this place. Even if it doesn't go farther it's certainly spicy!

[SteelRidge]

Wow dude! That's off the charts hot. Sounds like maybe a real BBC is in your future. About her being watched during sex.. was one of the scenarios you watching another guy duck her?

I think you have reached and unlocked that secret desire and fantasy box in her head. Maybe she knew about it all along and is now just comfortable admitting it or maybe she didn't even realize that it was in there. I wonder which it is? Either way, it doesn't matter because it's out now.

You are going to have some hot BBC fantasy play when the bbd arrives. Have you considered a name? Maybe the name of one of the basketball players?

You are so lucky to have reached this place. Even if it doesn't go farther it's certainly spicy!

She said she wants to fuck it first before giving it a name. I told her it has to be a real black name like DeAndre or Maxcilius or something like that. It should arrive today or Friday.

I fixed the box and Winston fit right in and she went to town as the photo I sent shows. Super hot watching her fuck. She can get almost the entire 8.5" shaft in when mounting it on top. Eventually she laid down front on the bed and ass in the air in classic hotwife submission pose. I was able to pivot the box easily and make Winston fuck her rough. She was crying out that name for quite some time.

[afagehi7]

Wow dude! That's off the charts hot. Sounds like maybe a real BBC is in your future. About her being watched during sex.. was one of the scenarios you watching another guy duck her?

I think you have reached and unlocked that secret desire and fantasy box in her head. Maybe she knew about it all along and is now just comfortable admitting it or maybe she didn't even realize that it was in there. I wonder which it is? Either way, it doesn't matter because it's out now.

You are going to have some hot BBC fantasy play when the bbd arrives. Have you considered a name? Maybe the name of one of the basketball players?

You are so lucky to have reached this place. Even if it doesn't go farther it's certainly spicy!

She said she wants to fuck it first before giving it a name. I told her it has to be a real black name like DeAndre or Maxcilius or something like that. It should arrive today or Friday.

I fixed the box and Winston fit right in and she went to town as the photo I sent shows. Super hot watching her fuck. She can get almost the entire 8.5" shaft in when mounting it on top. Eventually she laid down front on the bed and ass in the air in classic hotwife submission pose. I was able to pivot the box easily and make Winston fuck her rough. She was crying out that name for quite some time.

OMG that is so hot! Did you try porn yet? I think she's going to like BBC hotwife porn. There is more cuck stuff but the hotwife stuff is there. If she wants some story line look for how to train a hotwife (not BBC though). There are a bunch titled that but one specifically that is a great story line. If you are interested I can send you a link.

I can just imagine her watching a white slutty hotwife take a BBC whilst you are pumping her and she's screaming for d'quan or D'andre or Jamal or whatever you name the bbd. I thought those types of black names was a US thing.

I'm so excited for you.

[SteelRidge]

OMG that is so hot! Did you try porn yet? I think she's going to like BBC hotwife porn. There is more cuck stuff but the hotwife stuff is there. If she wants some story line look for how to train a hotwife (not BBC though). There are a bunch titled that but one specifically that is a great story line. If you are interested I can send you a link.

I can just imagine her watching a white slutty hotwife take a BBC whilst you are pumping her and she's screaming for d'quan or D'andre or Jamal or whatever you name the bbd. I thought those types of black names was a US thing.

I'm so excited for you.

I've seen about all the BBC stuff including the training videos on Xhamster, I've got some saved as favorites.

Regarding porn I'd rather watch some vintage 70s stuff with her, stuff with a story and some group sex. If I want to put an idea in her head it is going over to some friends house and an orgy breaks out. Hopefully we can meet some swingers and develop some friendships. One thing leads to another and orgy time.

I like the BBC stuff but it looks to me it almost always leads to cucking if it actually happened. And I don't want to go down that road. Last night felt like an actual cuck video.

[SteelRidge]

The big black dildo had arrived!

[SteelRidge]

She definitely likes it.

[afagehi7]

She definitely likes it.

How about a pic next to the bwd?

Did you get any BBC dirty talk?

[SteelRidge]

She definitely likes it.

Did you get any BBC dirty talk?

Hell yes. Daphne was extremely turned on. I'll update later.

[afagehi7]

She definitely likes it.

Did you get any BBC dirty talk?

Hell yes. Daphne was extremely turned on. I'll update later.

That's fantastic news. Hopefully she's interested in it becoming reality. I'm sure there are lots of BBCs interested in her married white pussy

[SteelRidge]

She definitely likes it.

Did you get any BBC dirty talk?

Hell yes. Daphne was extremely turned on. I'll update later.

That's fantastic news. Hopefully she's interested in it becoming reality. I'm sure there are lots of BBCs interested in her married white pussy

I think the more fantastic news is Bawanna saying my dick is well above average.

[SteelRidge]

As posted before the BBC dildo came yesterday. My wife knew it was coming soon and called me when the box arrives. She asked me if she could open and I told her she could. When I got home she quickly took me downstairs to our bedroom and pulled a bag out of the large leather box I bought last week to house our growing collection of sex toys. She pulled the black dildo out of the bag. It is supposed to be molded after some me porn star named Jason Luv but I couldn't find him on Xhamster. When she pulled it out it seemed like it was too floppy but Daphne seemed OK with it. It's as long as Winston but a little less thick. It has a realistic skin like feel that Daphne enjoyed holding. I could tell by the look in her eye she was in heaven and couldn't believe it was actually in her hand. She told me she would use it the next day (Friday) and put it back up.

On Thursday nights I go to gym to workout so I left after a few minutes kissing up my wife. When I got back from working out she was sitting in our wing chair with a robe on, having taken a shower when I was gone. I sat down on the love seat and she came over to sit next to me. We talked about stuff for a while then asked her if she gave a name and to the dildo yet. She smiled at me and said she would tell me later. We have kids running around the house so we have to be sly about what we are saying.

When bedtime came we went to our bedroom and she pulled out the dildo and told me how good it feels. Then she told me when she took the shower she took the dildo with her to wash it clean. You can guess what happened, she couldn't resist. After she cleaned it, she started sucking on it. Then she became the slut and slide in her wet pussy. She kept working it up and down slowly and would look at it and couldn't believe she was being fucked by a black cock. I'm not sure how long she was using it but she said she eventually did a quick thrust and came hard. She said it felt much more realistic than Winston, loved the different and looking at the black color.

Of course as she was telling me this I got hard as a rock. We had decided to not have sex last night because the two nights previous of hot sex that wore us out. She started talking about the black basketball players she knew in college and how she really wanted one of them but couldn't because her parents were against interracial dating. Her tone was such that it left the impression it was the biggest mistake of her life. She told me previously that the attraction she had for them was on of sexual arousal but she didn't know it at the time. So when she held the dildo she said it was like biting the forbidden fruit.

We continued our sex talk and I told her that black men think they are owed pussy. And if a black man ever did fuck her that her pussy would be his and he would fuck her every way he wanted and it would be rough. She said she was curious how a black dick felt as they must be different from white men. I told her all I know is black people skin seems to be tougher that white peoples skin. I then showed her a BBC video from Xhamster.

Next we talked about the contact I had with two couples that are interested in sharing a room for sex. One was about our age and the other much younger. Both are interested in a little meet and greet. Both of us have a fantasy to fuck among other people and this is one possibility. Talking about BBC and swinging really kept my dick hard.

We then turn out the lights and I rolled over to spoon her. I softly humped her ass and we talked about the name for the new dildo. She decided on Pilatus. Then we drifted off into sleep.

[SteelRidge]

OK, that wasn't all (read the above post first). Neither she nor I could sleep. She was too turned on from the thought of BBC and me still hard and thinking about sharing a room. After an hour of pretending to sleep Daphne kissed my cheek and said "I have to fuck". She rolled me over and mounted me and grinded away like mad until she came.

Then she said she wasn't done, took off my underwear and hers and stuffed my rock hard dick in her. She was still loose from when she fucked Pilatus 4 hours before! I told her that and she told me she could tell. She was grinding me like an animal in heat and calling out Pilatus every now and again. She pulled me up to suck her titties and she told me to worship her. All I could do was suck her, I was mostly along for the ride. She called my name several times and also confessed "I'm a whore." She eventually stopped after having several powerful orgasms.

She plopped down in my chest and she told me she had to do it because of the BBC earlier. I was still hard and was slowly pulling my dick in and out of her still loose pussy. I confessed that I was still thinking of hearing moans of the younger girl we will eventually, hopefully share a room with for sex.

We stopped and were laying side to side with my wife rubbing and feeling my still hard dick. I could tell she still wanted a final fuck. So I got on top, pulled her left leg up over my shoulder and fuck like hell. By this time her pussy got tight. I guess my dick was numb because I had a very hard time to orgasm. I eventually had a small one and I return to laying side by side fully spent. She told me Shevardnadze was thinking of Pilatus a good part of this fuck session which lasted an hour or so.

We went to sleep with me thinking of the unbelievable good fortune I have. I think 99 out of 100 men would beg to be in the position I'm in. I'm truly married to a sex goddess and I will soon be fucking her while another man will be fucking his wife in the same room and Daphne has an urge to fuck a BBC.