That’s an interesting set of concepts. You have good insight. As something of a non-introspective guy, I haven’t given much thought to most of that. I would say that three-month affair at the beginning, instead of a seduction by either, was pretty much mutual between her and her coworker. A protracted progression of lust developed between them to the point I suppose it was unavoidable, but I didn’t know at the time that was going on. By the time they got around to fucking, both were so frenzied it seemed at the time to be the steamiest event of her life. She has many stories about the two of them from that time.Tracey52 wrote: ↑Sun May 24, 2020 5:21 pmSo in reading your posts recently Des, the one thing that hit me the most was your discussion with Gigi about how all this started. While you have not given us much detail, as I assume it was a difficult period in your marriage, objectively it was a betrayal of your trust, you have told us that you had encourage her to be a hotwife but it started after you discovered her 3 month affair with a coworker. However, Gigi stated that she didn't fall into it or was seduced by her coworker but decided that she wanted her coworker, trained herself, then seduced him then trained you! Wow! That's her in control from the beginning. As you have acknowledged she understands people and is working you out and giving you what she thinks you need, perhaps better than you do. This could be a win-win. She gets what she wants and so do you. My observation is that you have become more submissive during this time and her more dominant. Have you ever asked her if she set it up for you to "catch her" with her coworker lover? I wouldn't be surprised if she did. After 3 months she knew what she wanted and when she thought you were really ready she brought it out into the open knowing it would start your hotwife life together.
Further, initially she let you observe but sent you out when you couldn't just observe and control yourself. Now she has given you some more freedoms even letting you have sex with some women under strict guidelines-hers. I find it interesting that she has raised you giving one of her lovers a blowjob. Could this be one of her fantasies? Do you ever talk about her fantasies? I know my wife has told me that if I ever cheated not only would she cut my penis off but would cook it in the microwave so it couldn't be reattached. However, she would love to she me suck another man. It's her favorite porn that she watches. I won't be surprised if down the track you’re sucking either Beau's or Mr. Boss's cock.
Love your work. Tell me to take a hike if I have over stepped here.
Tracey 52
I had been encouraging her to wear sexier clothes for a few months. When she finally agreed, I assumed it was to please me. I didn’t then know her change in attitude was really for him. He had often complimented her outfits and appearance. One day when the two were alone in the office’s storage room, she reached to a top shelf for a box of envelopes. He walked over to assist her and stood close to her back, lifting her by the waist. She felt the hotness of his stiff dick beneath his slacks. Pretending the task was more difficult than it was, she took longer than necessary to grasp the box. When she pulled it down and set it aside, she turned to face him. His firm bulge pressed against her groin. They stared awkwardly but hotly a moment at the other before he moved away, and each scurried out of the room. That was the afternoon their boss at the time asked the two of them to go to the off-site storage facility to locate an old file folder he needed for the following day. In that dimly lit room, they finally fucked. For the following three months, they were banging almost every night I was on the road. Often during that time, they met up for lunch and fucked in his car. It was a hot three months for both.
She often thinks back to that moment his cock first entered my wife’s cunt. I love her repeated narrations about those times as we’re fucking or I’m jerking off in response to her tales. Her narratives make me regret at times they didn't keep up the relationship after I learned of it.
I suspected at the time that the first-time a spouse cheats, it would always seem that way. In a way, she has been in control in that she can do what she wants but I'm expected to remain 100% faithful, staying within the boundaries she has set from the outset. Your observation of her having an understanding of people is right and she understands that her needs satisfy mine.
I suppose that does, as you suggest, put Gigi in a dominant position. I consider it to be all about her, and she calls the shots when it comes to sex. She has the ability to recognize whatever I may want and when, which admittedly varies at times. Even this new-but-temporary “denial” has been rather exciting to me, but I’m unsure why. That bi-sexual activity you mentioned is something that hasn't happened but your guess isn't far off. It hasn't happened often, but she has suggested me giving oral sex to a couple of her guys and she "wouldn't mind" that. She knows that isn't my interest and hasn’t pushed it, but I'm reasonably sure some of the men she has known wouldn't mind either. I think that only cuckolds and husbands of hotwives probably understand why I like our lives the way they are.
And yes, we have talked about her fantasies at times. She and I have often discussed sexual images that cross her mind. The totality of those would take up a few pages to tell. Having been surprised so many times over the past few years, I long ago gave up on assuming what she might do at some future time. But her surprises haven't disappointed me.
Although she has told me she and I shouldn’t have sex for a couple of weeks so that her time with Beau this week will be more exciting, she made an exception for her boss when he asked if she was free last night. He came over for about two hours and fucked her in our bedroom while I was online a few minutes, then reading a book in the living room. I understand it’s harder to turn down a boss, but it was a bit frustrating in that I’m also holding off masturbating during this time.
Today's a bank holiday and I'm also off work for the day; but he had asked her to attend a meeting this morning on his behalf with a long-standing, commercial customer. He and his family have other plans for the day. She should be home in about an hour and will then drive down to stay with Beau at his family’s place through Thursday afternoon. His parents left for their week-long trip away early this morning.
~ Des