Young Wife May Start Again

[brandiandme]

Remember how I said things had changed.  Well, a lot has changed recently and quickly.  Just like everything we do, instead of testing the water, we jumped head first into it, and Brandi has a huge tattoo and huge new boobs.  Both are way bigger than I had envisioned.  If she was gonna be down and out with recovery, you might as well do it at once.  She got the tattoo 3 days before the surgery.  

Here is how it went down.  I dropped her off and did not get a call to pick her up for 6 hours.  I could not be there due to the whole distancing thing and limited people in the shop.  When I picked her up I wanted to see it so bad.  I had to wait.  Nerve racking and exciting.  When we got home she pulled down her loose fitting shorts, pulled aside the bandage and showed me.  It's big and covers her entire left ass cheek.  With short shorts on you can see it peeking out.  Her entire ass was covered in flowers with ʻO kaʻu aloha o kokoleka ʻolike mau loa a mau loa aku written on it.  Holy shit! was my first response seeing how big it was.  Then she told me what the translation basically means.  "My love of chocolate is forever and ever."  

Jaw hangs open.  Instantly hard.  Then she told me about the tip she had given the artist.  Yes, she fucked the tattoo artist who gave it to her (someone Martin knew).  She told him she wanted to give him a special tip and he brought her into a private room where he bent her over doggy style and fucked her.  She soon had her lips around my cock.  I did not last long as she told me her exploits.  

To be honest, I was blown away by the tattoo.  It's no secret how much I get off and enjoy her wearing the Qos temp tattoos.  I didn't realize it but I had maybe been pushing her harder than even I knew to get a real Qos tattoo when she was thinking about getting a tattoo.  She wasn't ready but wanted to do something kinky and sexy to show her affinity for black men.  She has basically written on her ass that she loves fucking black cock.  The fact that it's in Hawaiian means she will tell most people it means "my love is forever and forever".  Few if any people will bother to look up the translation.  This is the best of both worlds.  She is marked, knows it, can share it with her bulls, but can easily hide it in plain sight to those she doesn't want to know.  Plus, you can only really see it when she's wearing a bathing suit, or very short shorts.  In hindsight I'm glad she did not get the Qos tattoo.  Then there is no denying what that means.  That would be hard to explain to vanilla friends.  I have to say the tattoo and her ass look great.  She has put on a little weight in the last 6 months, not a lot, but 6 or 7 lbs, and it mostly went to her ass and thighs.  Her ass is a bit jiggly now, which I find hot, and so do her bulls.  Who knows, maybe that's why the black guys like her so much.  She's got a really big ass for a small girl, and with her new huge tits (Oh yeah, her boobs.  Not expecting that either.  She went way bigger.  She was a perky B before but is a full on DD now), she's like a little fuck doll.  She looks so hot.  Guys are drooling over her even more now.  The swelling in her chest is mostly gone now, lots of ice, 2 1/2 weeks after surgery, but they are still huge.  She is still tender and hopes to get cleared for light activity this week.

The talk.  I was in a state of turned on disbelief the fist few days with the tattoo.  Every time I even thought about it it made me hard, but damn, this thing is permanent.  It started out with teasing the day after the tattoo with things like "sorry honey, I only fuck black men now."  Then the talk got serious.  I've seen some very hung guys, especially when it's more than one at a time, do things to her that I will never be able to compete with, and it's not just about how much bigger their cocks are, which is a lot.  It's dominance, persona, etc.  Early on I was against the cuckold stuff, but the more we went down this road the more I found it turned me on, and we had been exploring it more. I know a lot of people will be upset with me, but I can't really explain it.  It was my idea and Brandi was a bit confused at first thinking I did not find her attractive anymore.  It took some explaining to convince her that was not the case at all, and quite the opposite.  She came around to the idea and does really likes the idea of being in charge of my sex life, and hers.  Plus, she has admitted her taste in men has definitely changed and she finds herself really only attracted to black men, especially older dominant ones.  A little more came out in our conversation and although I knew she started fucking older men back in her stripper days, I didn't know the extent of the relationships.  She even regularly dated one, like go out to dinner with him, and he would buy her stuff.  They dated longer than she let on originally and she broke it of about the time she tried to have sex with Sam.  She said he wanted her to leave me for him, and he leave his wife, and she ended it.  She basically said that she loves me with all her heart and still wants to satisfy me, but if something was to ever happen to me she would probably never date white guys again.  I've read some stories and seen some forum posts about this stuff, but always took it with a grain of salt until now.   

We talked about happiness and she wanted to know if I was happy with our current relationship.  She said it was important to her that I got pleasure out of this as well.  She did say it would be very hard for her to stop now and if I ever wanted to scale it back she would need to have a steady boyfriend or two to satisfy her sexual needs for us to work.  I told her I love where we are at and it's like being married to my favorite personal porn star.  I feel it would be tougher if she had a steady boyfriend.  I've always felt better about her not settling down with just one guy and keeping multiple partners.  Plus, the total number of men she fucks is a turn on for me. The thought that maybe someday hundreds, or even thousands of men, will have had her pussy gets me going. We also talked about her guilt.  She has a lot of it from time to time, which I guess in some ways is good because she wants to know my needs are being met.  Her guilt is also a bit due to the fact that she is getting so much enjoyment from hotwifing.  Part of her guilt is also her craving sex with these other men.  I'm glad she has been able to be sexually free and experience things few women are able or allowed to.  We are in a good place.  

It is a huge mental turn on knowing she only fucks hung guys, and is way more than the stimulation I get from her quite loose (to me) pussy.  So, I am pussy free now and have been as of 7/13/20, the day before she got the tattoo.  The denial thing is only just a game though, and I will eventually fuck her again.  I wonder how long I can hold out.  She told he Mom about the tattoo and her surgery.  I've mentioned this before but her Mom is a little bit hippy and is cool with most things.  She might even be okay with the hotwife open relationship thing, but Brandi is not ready.  She clearly did not tell her the true meaning of the tattoo.  She has not told her father.  Actually, she had a bit of a fight with him a few weeks ago on the phone.  He was talking about the recent unrest and said some racist things and Brandi had to correct him.  Brandi was pissed and has not talked to him since.  They are on opposite sides on this and many other debates, and he clearly has no idea about his daughters special relationship with black men.

She did have sex Martin and Sam in the few days after the tattoo and before the surgery.  No sex yet, but I've been taking care of her with my tongue, lots of large dildos, and even a gentle fisting session. Just no hard fucking with the toys. Very soft so her boobs don't bounce around. Gotta keep her pussy open and ready for her bulls anyway.

I've updated my avatar with a pic I just snapped yesterday after she was checking out her boobs in the mirror.  I had to beg her to allow me to use it as my porn site avatar, but she relented.  It's a great angle of her big ass and new tattoo. Progress.  

[XYAlpha]

Does Brandi know that you being pussy free is a game?

I'm a little disappointed (and fully recognize that it matters not) that you surrendered your Husband position.

I'm sure her BF's will be thrilled. A lot of the early posts are coming true.

This thread will be in the Cuck forum soon.

XY

[brudan13]

That is a huge tattoo? So are her boobs? Do you know anyone who would fuck her gentle enough not to hurt her boobs?

[Veryaware]

Does Brandi know that you being pussy free is a game?

I'm a little disappointed (and fully recognize that it matters not) that you surrendered your Husband position.

I'm sure her BF's will be thrilled. A lot of the early posts are coming true.

This thread will be in the Cuck forum soon.

XY

I don't think anything will change for her boyfriends, the Cuckolding is something between Brandi and her husband. The boyfriends will get her pussy, the same as they always have.

And, can the thread be moved? I didn't realize that was an option.

[mundyman]

Wow what an update.
That’s a lot to take in and adjust to.
Who’s idea was it For you to be pussy Free?
I bet you can’t wait to play with those new titties.
However I hope you or she don’t forget that you started this and don’t give up your leadership role or at least equal role in this adventure. It does seem she was more of a slut then she let on, but don’t lose your grip on this bucking bronco lest she toss you off and lose any control of the situation.

[funcpl477]

Wow what an update.
That’s a lot to take in and adjust to.
Who’s idea was it For you to be pussy Free?
I bet you can’t wait to play with those new titties.
However I hope you or she don’t forget that you started this and don’t give up your leadership role or at least equal role in this adventure. It does seem she was more of a slut then she let on, but don’t lose your grip on this bucking bronco lest she toss you off and lose any control of the situation.

I totally agree with Mundyman. I grt how hot the bbc slut thing is, but I hate to see you go in a cuck pussy free direction.

Too each, his own...

[funcpl477]

Wow what an update.
That’s a lot to take in and adjust to.
Who’s idea was it For you to be pussy Free?
I bet you can’t wait to play with those new titties.
However I hope you or she don’t forget that you started this and don’t give up your leadership role or at least equal role in this adventure. It does seem she was more of a slut then she let on, but don’t lose your grip on this bucking bronco lest she toss you off and lose any control of the situation.

I totally agree with Mundyman. I get how hot the bbc slut thing is, but I hate to see you go in a cuck pussy free direction.

Too each, his own...

[XYAlpha]

Does Brandi know that you being pussy free is a game?

I'm a little disappointed (and fully recognize that it matters not) that you surrendered your Husband position.

I'm sure her BF's will be thrilled. A lot of the early posts are coming true.

This thread will be in the Cuck forum soon.

XY

I don't think anything will change for her boyfriends, the Cuckolding is something between Brandi and her husband. The boyfriends will get her pussy, the same as they always have.

And, can the thread be moved? I didn't realize that was an option.

I think the thread could be moved - technology wise.

If OHW won't do it ( I can think of a lot of reasons why they would not) then the OP can start a new one as a continuation of this story in the more appropriate cuck forum.

XY

[Terrycart79]

I'm glad she has been able to be sexually free and experience things few women are able or allowed to. 

I've been trying to convince my wife to take advantage of the freedom I granted her 12-13 years ago, but she just isn't interested. I'm in a weird place where my sex life is absolute garbage because my wife is busy with the kids and her mind is busy, and she doesn't even want sex from me let alone other men. We did make some progress though when she told me recently that she "doesn't feel anything" when we have sex. It could just be her complete lack of interest in sex in general, but I see it as potential progress for her to develop a desire to have fun with others. I've told her that she probably needs a bigger, thicker penis to satisfy her & I genuinely mean that.

She's definitely not as tight as she was before kids, obviously, but I still enjoy sex with her and would be completely happy having regular sex with her. However, I feel half bad that my penis is not as thick as it could be and I'm circumcised. She has a friend who told her that sex with uncircumcised men is much better.

It turns me on thinking of being "pussy free" and my wife would happily oblige if I told her that, but it's not as hot and fun if my wife isn't doing anyone else. Like, it feels like there's no point and I'd just be torturing myself. So I'd be the sucker giving up sex while my wife has zero desire to do anything at all with anyone. That's no fun

[brandiandme]

Relax.  There appears to be some overreaction and misunderstanding here.  Maybe it was how I conveyed the message.  The "pussy free" game is a teasing thing for now, and it was all my idea.  While I haven't had sex with her, neither has anyone else, so we're all pussy free right now.  I have a safe word that let's her know if I give up.  Since she's been feeling better, she will tease me and rub on me like she is going to fuck me and then tell me I am not allowed.  She has been trying really hard to get me to break, but I have not yet.  It's been kind of fun and I am getting a lot of attention. It truly is a game or competition.  She will win.  I have no doubt about this as I am weak and will throw in the towel one of these days.  It's been hard in the short time we've been doing it.  I've literally had to beg for a blowjob from her which she has both obliged and denied.  When she has denied me the blowjob she has left me to jerk off.  She's too hot not to fuck anymore, regardless of how hot the mind fuck may be.  Plus, lot's of our talk all along has been how "she's my little slut", and has been doing naughty things for me.  That has not changed.  Don't forget, I have encouraged her, even pushing at time, for her to do dirty things.  I can't take all of the credit, but I bet she's fucked a lot more guys because of my influence than she otherwise would have.   

My holdout might end tonight.  She's been texting more actively with some of her bulls and Martin convinced her to come over so she could give him a blowjob.  I asked her if she was ready for sex and she said she didn't think she could take the bouncing around as her chest is sensitive to movement.  Even watching her suck Martin off will drive me crazy, let alone if she fucks him.  I might have to get her pussy after.  
I know, we are on a slippery slope and pushing boundaries, but we keep our communication open.  We have both agreed to move on from and not do things that one of us may not like.  

[funcpl477]

To partially quote brandiandme:

"...Don't forget, I have encouraged her, even pushing at time, for her to do dirty things.  I can't take all of the credit, but I bet she's fucked a lot more guys because of my influence than she otherwise would have.   

My holdout might end tonight.  She's been texting more actively with some of her bulls and Martin convinced her to come over so she could give him a blowjob.  I asked her if she was ready for sex and she said she didn't think she could take the bouncing around as her chest is sensitive to movement.  Even watching her suck Martin off will drive me crazy, let alone if she fucks him.  I might have to get her pussy after.  
I know, we are on a slippery slope and pushing boundaries, but we keep our communication open.  We have both agreed to move on from and not do things that one of us may not like.  
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THANKS GOODNESS!!! You had some of your fans, like me, worried!!!

IMO, You should be getting more - not less of the fine, well used pussy, especially with it well fucked and cum filled, and keep that very hot, adventuresome marriage with your incredibly naughty wife, strong and the ultimate focus of you both, instead of withering and dying away like so many do when they go off on the "pussy free" tangent...




WOW! I am relived that the Heart Doctor at the Cardiac Emergency Room says I will recover.

I Am eager to continue read your exciting adventures.

[Sonja]

Oh man, that's an awesome story so far!!! Absolutely crazy!!!! Love it!!

Whats next?

Maybe she will change the color of her hair to blonde? Would be a nice with her big news boobs. I think her black bulls will love it!

One new challenge for her:
She has to pick up a white guy at a bar, make him horny, so he wants to fuck her. At this point he is thinking, this hottie will give him a nice blowjob and a good hot fuck.
But the door opens and his dream will fade away. Five well hung black bulls entering the room. They will take her in front of him in a hard black gangbang and fuck her the brain out. All what the white boy can do is to watch the scene without any chance to fuck her. As soon as she will be full of black cum. Then one of the bulls will pick her up and put her over his shoulder to carry her away. She only can give the white boy a wave and a sweet "Sorry honey!! Only black man can fuck me in a way I really need!".

More to come?
Maybe you will earn a nice black chastity cage from her for your good behavior. She'll carry the key between her big boobs. You need to thank her
with a nice anklet. One female symbol and a view black dick symbols around. How long the deny will take? Maybe 1000 Orgasm?
So you'll be really in a urge to find as lot as black as possible. That's sounds like you will have a lot of fun in this game.

You both can be very happy and absolutely proud to have this very special relationship. You're an awesome couple. Keep going the way you've choosed!!!! Enjoy the ride and don't hesitate. A strong relationship is always build from the inside of the heart and based on big trust, like your relationsship.

Sonja

[armyguyot1]

Welcome to the forum Sonja.

[brandiandme]

I had some time to write today.  I though this format would be fun. 

Yesterday

"I've been texting with Martin, and he really wants to come over."  Brandi said.  

"Are you ready for that."

"I told him I would give him a blowjob but no sex just yet."

"That sounds pretty hot, can I have one too?"

"I don't know, maybe, whatcha gonna do for me?"

Later that night Martin comes over.  Martin already knew about the tattoo, since his friend is the one who gave it to her and it was his idea for Brandi to give him his special tip,  but he had not seen it yet.  He kissed Brandi deeply when he came in the door.  After a short small talk catch up session, he brought Brandi to the couch. 

"Well, let me see it."

Brandi took down her shorts revealing her thong.  He gave her ass as slap.  "Mmmm, that's nice.  My boy does nice work.  Did you thank him properly?"

Brandi nodded.

"Good, now let's see those new tits."

Brandi removed her t shirt revealing her nice new big boobs in her sports bra.  She had already transitioned from from the post surgery bra to sports bra.  It's crazy how obedient she is to Martin.  

"I need a little help with this. Be careful."

Martin helped her get her sports bra over her head.  

"Damn, they look great. You mind?"  As he reached for her boobs.

"No, just be easy."

Martin started to gently caressing her boobs as she stood in front of him.  He stated sucking her nipples gently.  He's so tall he has no problem reaching her nipples while he's sitting.  Brandi started to moan.  They started kissing heavily again.

"You got me all worked up now.  Time to take care of it."

Brandi pulled down Martins shorts and underwear and helped him step out of them.  She then knelt in front of him and started working on his cock with her tongue.  I've seen them fuck and suck a lot now, but given it had been 3 weeks, I almost forgot how big his cock is.  The guy is impressive.  

"Wait, I should put my bra back on for support. Can you help me honey?"  The whole time I was just sitting in a chair and watching this unfold.  I went to her and helped her pull her bra back over her boobs.

"Thanks baby."  She said as she kissed me on the lips.

I went back to my seat.  Brandi went back to her knees.  She was working on his cock again.

"Did you miss me?"

"Mmmm hmmm."

"You like sucking my big black cock don't ya?"

"Yes, I love it."

"That's it slut, show us what a good little cocksucker you are."

She continued working his cock with her hands and mouth, and licked his balls.

"Tell me what you are?"  Martin asked.

"I'm a slut."

"A slut for what?"

"A slut for you."

"Is that so?  Tell me, how many black cocks you had?"

"I don't know."

"You don't know, I bet your hubby does.  MJ, how many black dicks have been in your wife's pussy?"  He asked, turning his eyes toward me.  

"54."  I knew off the top of my head.  

"Damn."  He laughed.  "I knew you'd been busy girl but damn."

"In how long.  When'd she get her first taste of black meat?"

"9 months."  I responded again.

"How much white dick in that time?"

"10." I answered again.

The conversations was now directed to me as Brandi slowly rode him.  ""How about lately?  When is the last time you've fucked a white guy besides hubby?"

"5 months ago."  I knew again.

"And how much black dick in that time?"

"Ummm, I don't know, about 40."  I answered, finally being stumped not knowing the exact number.  Looking back at my records I was close.  The number is actually 39.  

Martin laughed out loud.  "Tell me slut, what's written on you ass now?"

"My love of chocolate is forever and ever."  Brandi answered excitedly.  

"That's right, how many of my brothas I brought over have you said no to?"

"None. I guess."

"That's right.  That pussy is open for black cock anytime they want it, right."

"Yes."

"What did I tell you when we first met?"

"I don't know."

"I told you I'd make you a slut for black cock, didn't I."

"Yes, you did."

"Now, tell me what you are?"

"I'm a slut for black cock!"  Brandi was excited now.

"Good girl, now tell me what you want."

"I want to fuck."

"You want to fuck what?"

"I want to fuck your big black cock."

"Well, ask nicely then."

"Please, I need to fuck you.  Please let me have your big beautiful cock."

"Get up here then."

In a flash her thong was off and she was mounting him.  I just sat back and enjoyed the show.  I really do love watching Brandi getting fucked.  It was the first time I had witnessed her fine, now tattooed ass riding a thick ebony shaft, and it was a site to see.  She rode him for a while and he then laid her on his back as he finished by planting his load deep inside her.  She came 3 times from my count.  

More was said during the dirty talk, but that covers the important part.  I will say that Martin has always been aware of me and my feelings.  After Martin unloaded in her pussy and Brandi was in the bathroom cleaning up.  We had a short talk.  He asked how I was doing with everything.  I told him I was good.  He then shook his head a little and said.  "I've occasionally seen some girls take to this thing really fast and hard and Brandi is definitely one of them.  You've got a bonafide black cock slut on your hands there.  I'd keep an eye on her.  I bet any brotha with even a little game can easily get that pussy.  You're job is to keep her somewhat in control.  Keep her safe.  I promise to do that as well, but I can't speak for all of the guys she's playing with.  Some guys have bad intentions.  You don't want to mix up with an opportunist who tries to sell her pussy or blackmail her, or both, and they are out there.  The last thing you want is for her to be some gangbangers whore.  Don't confuse my intentions.  I'm still gonna let my boys have all kids of fun with you wife, but I will keep her safe.  Just be careful."

After Martin left. She proceeded to tease me.  She would suck my cock and play with it a little, but not enough to make me cum.  She had her panties off and was rubbing her wet and very open pussy over the head of my dick.  "You want to fuck me, don't you."

"Yes."  I said as I tried to slip my cock into her only to have her pull away.

"Too bad.  Can't you read.   My pussy is for black men only baby."

"Please, just fucking sit on my cock."

"No, I don't fuck little white dicks.  Not anymore."

"C'mon, just let me slid it in."

"No, not unless you want to say the word.  Say it, give up and you can fuck me."

The teasing was killing me.  I was now jerking off.  "Tell me what you are."

"I'm a slut for black cock, and it you don't say the word, it will only be black cock."

I wanted to fuck her so bad, but I refused to give in and say the word.  By now I was so worked up it didn't take me long to stroke myself to orgasm.  I was sitting back in my chair with her on my lap and I shot all over my stomach.  

Last nights experience signified Brandi is now ready to resume her sexual activities, at least with guys she can trust to be somewhat gentle.  She was more active in texting with her bulls in the last 18 hours than she'd been since before the surgery.  She already has a date with D tonight and is planning on Chris tomorrow afternoon followed by Sam tomorrow night.  She is back in action.  

[Guhunkadorn]

Holy hot stuff Batman!

Does she have normal ( pre-op ) nipple sensitivity? My wife decided against any procedures due to the 10% chance of permanently lost sensitivity....she LOVES how sensitive her nipples naturally are.

[path22]

Oh I love to enter and find new updates in your thread, your last entry has been magnificent !!!!. Thank you. Brandi is incredible and is back !!!

[gwwkjt]

Never been a fan of large obnoxious tattoos, regardless of the design. There is a certain element of self-harm in that and also shows little regard to long-term consequences, IMO. Having this tattoo in 10 years time might not be such a good idea. Also how the tattoo decision was made shows lack of respect to OP

Getting radical with tattoos and boob surgeries points on her low self-esteem. It does not matter how hot she looks now, it will not be enough for her and she will not stop there

This is not healthy, but the story is fascinating like a car crash or massacre scenes in slow-motion. Please do continue your updates

[brandiandme]

To each his own on tattoos and boobs. I personally love a nice well done tattoo. The artwork on Brandi's is very good. As for boobs, never was much of a boob man until now. Part of me wishes she went a little smaller as there is no hiding the fact she has them. I like them though.

When it rains it pours.  Brandi had a date with D last night.  D is a little more rough around the edges than Martin.  When he came in it was straight to sucking then fucking. Brandi didn't even pretend she was not going to fuck D.  D likes fucking, especially married women, in front of their husbands.  I sat back and enjoyed taking pics and video.  For the second night in a row, her bull came in her.  

She has been very active texting her bulls the last few days.  I'd mentioned she already had dates planned with Chris this afternoon and Sam tonight.  I was surprised this morning when she informed me that Tre and Brandon were stopping by in a few hours to say hello.  I asked her if she was going to fuck them.  She said she didn't know, maybe, they just wanted to come say hi.  She then asked me if I wanted her to.  I told her she better show them why she got her new tattoo.   "You're my little black cock slut right?" She just smiled wickedly. Of the fucked up game we are playing.

So, after a very quiet month my little slut is picking up where she left off.

[Horney]

Any pictures to share ?

[cyw]

Thanks for the update! Hope you can share more pictures or videos of Brandi!
Did Sam fuck Brandi in the ass with his monster cock? That would be epic!

[jesse_james]

This thread evolved as if like the sweet, summer memory of cracking one's first beer and kissing that first girlfriend, to the horror of that same child fully grown caught in the throes and delirium and cynicism of deep alcoholism...

I'm honestly afraid to get into the LS now that I've read this fully, I could never stand for this to happen to my marriage just because we wanted to get our rocks off.

[Orson2]

This thread evolved as if like the sweet, summer memory of cracking one's first beer and kissing that first girlfriend, to the horror of that same child fully grown caught in the throes and delirium and cynicism of deep alcoholism...

I'm honestly afraid to get into the LS now that I've read this fully, I could never stand for this to happen to my marriage just because we wanted to get our rocks off.

I hear ya friend. I enjoy my own masculine dominance too much to flirt with where this is going and where our OP is, because a functional marriage is about a partnership. Shared burdens, shared joy, shared roles. And furthering the joys and pleasures of it is about sharing lifestyle thrills, not getting shut out of them.

It’s blindly dysfunctional to get caged for me, just as ball cutting is dysfunctional for any man. This path is imbalanced. I’m out, too.

Brandi’s guilt burden is the warning bell of relationship failure. Her hurt is the whistleblow Mr Brandi oughta heed: she’s getting too much orgasmic pleasure, he’s getting the butt shaft. And not even that!

When I was 19 and 20, I had an older aged 28yo blonde Dutch GF. She was anorgasmic, she did not reach full orgasmic release. And she could not grasp why I wanted our sex time to last longer!

I believed that her inability to orgasm was because a previous BF had raped her. That she had not processed it or come to terms with it. My ego was invested in seeing her know that I was better than him.

But time proved to me that my ego investment was my mistake. And time proved that we were erotically under-functional: she could not go the lengths of sex play time that I could with joy, pleasure, and ecstasy. She felt left out. So I had to move on.

Far be it for me to put a finger on the precise issue involved with our OPs commitment to self-neglect. There may or not be some parallel theme or inversion going on.

Brandi oughta be MOAR joyful at her husband’s enabling, not repeatedly guilt-haunted. If life has taught me one fundamental truth about being a couple, it is this: sometimes our partner acts out the truth we — or me — don’t want to hear. One’s own denial protects the ego challenging reality we don’t want to know.

In this case, maybe it’s the simple fact that self-denial maybe the Tao or the way to Sainthood — but not to a full a physically gratifying life as a non-Saint.

To put it in classic literary terms of “Lady Chatterly’s Lover,” it’s like you want to be her husband, put there into a wheelchair because of useless legs from a war injury. Shame you can’t own up to having a perfectly useful cock — instead, your pride and joy is like the “detachable penis” song. Lost!

Or, to put the challenge directly to Mr Brandi: if your self-denying Saintliness gets her guilt, why don’t you hear the indirect message that she’s not saying to you? Like, “you deserve better” from me! Or “you deserve MOAR from me.” Or “why aren’t you getting more out of our relationship? I feel so badly about neglecting your needs....I’m not there for you enough!” A woman oughta be useful to her man, too, you know!

Answers to these questions expose an unbalanced and dysfunctional partnership as failing to be properly, or wisely, partnered. Or managed.

Alternatively, maybe Mr Brandi truly believes the path to Sainthood really is through total cuckold denial? It’s not my religion; maybe it is his? What say you, Mr Saint?

[XYAlpha]

"Is that so?  Tell me, how many black cocks you had?"

"I don't know."

"You don't know, I bet your hubby does.  MJ, how many black dicks have been in your wife's pussy?"  He asked, turning his eyes toward me.  

"54."  I knew off the top of my head.  

  

For all those who have been asking or wondering, it appears that we can call the OP "MJ".

XY

[brandiandme]

Orson2.  I have no idea how to respond to that last post except okay.

XY, good catch.  I was waiting for someone to notice.  Yes, I go by MJ.  

Listen, I know I have some cuckold tendencies, but there are limits.  I get off on Brandi being a slut.  I get off on her fucking many men, and not just any men, guys with big cocks, and in a nasty way.  I would never and could never give up my rights as her husband or not be heavily involved in her sex life.  The denial thing is an exciting game for me (us).  Once I stop enjoying something there is no reason to do it anymore.  The transformation and awakening of Brandi has been eye opening.  She has discovered what she enjoys sexually and has completely let go of any hangups or perceptions of what is allowed or okay by others standards when it comes to sex.  I was and still am surprised by the interracial turn this has taken.  I did not see that coming, but Brandi seems to love it and mean it.  After all, she basically got a tattoo saying how much she enjoys the company of black men.  I am a realist though.  I will never have Brandi to just myself sexually.  Honestly, I never really did.  I may have thought so.  Even if/when we have kids and slow down, she will likely keep a lover or two around to satisfy her needs.  Lot's of marriages carry on and thrive this way.  I'm sure many think I'm a sucker and Brandi is just a disrespectful whore using me.  We share a deep bond though that nobody really sees.  We are best friends and with all of the dirty laundry of the past aired out can tell each other everything. Maybe we are both damaged and fucked up in some way, but we work for each other.  


In the writing mood again.  Lot's to happily report after almost a month of nothing.  What a weekend.  Friday.

Tre and Brandon came over mid afternoon.  I let them in.  I took control this time.  These guys are both younger than me so it just feels easier.  First a quick hello.  The guys had no idea about her boobs or tattoo.  She had just told them she was having surgery and did not offer for what.  I will add that Martin knew about the boobs and tattoo, and D did know about the boobs, but did not know about the tattoo.

"Hey baby, why don't you show the guys your new boobs."

Brandi was wearing a sports bra and a tank top.  I walked over to her and helped her out of her shirt and bra.  Both guys were impressed and got to feel her boobs a little.  I put her bra back on and told them she needed to wear it for support right now.  

"That's not all, wait till you see her new tattoo.  Show them baby."

Brandi was wearing shorts and a thong again.  She turned to show us her ass and dropped he shorts.  Again, the guys were impressed.

"Tell them what it says baby."

"ʻO kaʻu aloha o kokoleka ʻolike mau loa a mau loa aku".  She said.

They looked puzzled.  "Now tell them what it mean."

She glanced a look at me and then smiled towards them. "It means my love of chocolate is forever and ever."

The guys thought we were bullshitting them at first.

"That's right.  Tre, you were the first black guy Brandi had been with.  Now look at her.  She's a total slut for black dick now.  Nice work.  Go on baby, show them why you got that tattoo."

The guys were on her now.  She kissed both of them.  "Why don't you suck them baby."  

The guys sat on the couch next to each other and pulled their pants down.  I grabbed Brandi by the hair and helped her bob up and down on Tre's cock, them switched to Brandon.

I slapped her ass.  "You love this don't you.  You're such a nasty little slut."  

Brandi was excited by the treatment I was giving her.  I pulled down her panties and slapped her ass, hard.  Her pussy, which is always wet anyway, was dripping.  I shoved 3 fingers deep in her, then four and fingered her hard for a moment.  I think I could have gotten my fist in her already, but did not want to start the day by accidentally hurting her.  Plus, our fisting thing is a secret between us.  None of her guys have done it to her or seen her do it.  "Tell us what you want?'

"I want to fuck."  She demanded.

"You want to fuck what?"  

"I want to fuck their big black dicks."  Good girl.

"Have at it guys.  Fuck her as much as you want.  Pass her around to your friends if you want.  She'll fuck anyone.  Isn't that right slut?"

"Mmmm hmmmm."

Brandon got up and slid his cock into her doggy style as she continued to suck Tre.  They switched, a few times, then flipped her on her back and switched back and forth again.  Both guys were fucking her bareback.  It really is hot watching one guy pull his dick from my wife to be immediately replaced by another.  Tre was the first to cum and filled her pussy.  As soon as he pulled out Brandon was fucking her again and pulled out to cum in her mouth, his cock coated with Tre's cum.   After they were done Brandon asked if we wanted to hang with them on Saturday night.  He had a friend from out of town coming to visit and night life is still not great.  "So, you want Brandi to show you and your friends a good time Saturday is what you're asking.  I'm cool with that.  I was actually going to hang with a few friends on Saturday.  You can borrow Brandi for the night.  What do you say baby?  You want to hang and fuck Brandon and his friend?"

"If that's what you want babe."

"Yea, go show them a good time on Saturday."

Shortly after they left Brandi asked me if that is what I desired her to do.  I told her yes.  She admitted it was hot having me offer her to her bull for him and his friend to use sexually.  The day gets better.  A little later Brandi informed me that Chris was bringing his friend, Andre.  I've mentioned Andre before.  He is a friend of Chris's that she has now fucked a few times.  A couple things about Andre.  He is not really in the lifestyle, Brandi was his first white girl, and his first threesome.  Each time she has fucked him and Chris, I had made myself scarce and hidden in the guest room (gym).  He does not know that I know and thinks Brandi is a cheating wife.  Within the next two hours the guys were there.  I went into the guest room and listened as Chris and Andres took turns fucking Brandi.  Both fucked her bareback and both came in her pussy.  She had not fucked Andre bareback before.  Fuck, she was a slut in heat if I've seen one.  That's now 6 guys in the last 3 days, all bareback, 5 of whom came inside her.  

The night ended with Sam coming over, and over, and over again.  Brandi was excited to see him.  When he came in it was a quick hello and asked how Brandi was feeling.  He was the only guy besides Martin that Brandi had told that she was getting her boob.  Right away Brandi and Sam were kissing passionately, like lovers who had not seen each other in weeks.  His big arms engulfed her.  It was hot thinking of my cheating little wife kissing her older black boyfriend who had no idea she'd already fucked another 5 guys bareback in less than 24 hours.  

"I've missed your big chocolate stick baby."  

 She led him to the couch and put music and undid his pants and pulled them and his underwear off.  God his cock really is gigantic.  She had changed into a loose fitting t shirt and regular shorts.  She got up and turned around and slowly started to dance for him.  Brandi likes to dance and Sam loves to have her dance for him.  I think it brings him back to the days when Brandi was his favorite stripper and he only fantasized about fucking her.  After teasing lifting up her shirt, she finally took it off.  For the first time, she was wearing a regular bra.  I was a black lacy thing and her cleavage and tits looked huge.  Sam was surprised and impressed and told Brandi how hot they looked.  She continued to dance for him, now wiggling her ass at him.  She started to tease pulling down her shorts and showing off her ass enough so you could see her tattoo come into view.    She continued to wiggle his ass at him and them dropped her shorts, showing her gorgeous tattooed, thong laden ass.  She was now rubbing on his cock with her ass and his impressive dick was full and hard.  She then slipped off her thong and was rubbing her wet pussy on his cock.  Then she turned around and they were talking to each other briefly.  In one swift movement Sam picked her up and set her down on his cock fully impaling her.  They were now making out passionately as she gentle rode Sam.  I could not hear their conversation due to the music but would later learn what was said.  Sam had told her that he liked her tattoo and asked what the writing was.  When Brandi told him and then translated it is when he picked her up and started fucking her.  Sam seems to think that Brandi's love of chocolate is specifically meant for his chocolate stick.  He thinks my wife has written on her ass that she loves his cock forever and ever.  Talk about twisted.  It probably does not help the matter that after the couch session, they went in the bedroom, and fucked again.  I left them alone this time. 

When Brandi came out, she wanted Sam to spend the night.  She was wearing a sports bra now.  I said I was okay with it.  I'm this deep now and strangely not as jealous anymore about the sleeping thing.  If Brandi is going to fall in love with a bull and leave then it's going to happen regardless of sleeping arrangements.  I found out they fucked one more time in the middle of the night by Brandi in the next day.  I was up before them and made some coffee.  A little later Brandi was up and came to kiss me good morning.  I asked her if she had a good night.  She just smiled and said "thank you".  She disappeared to the bathroom for a bit, when Sam got up and went the bathroom.  Sam went back to the bedroom and then shortly after Brandi did.   A few minutes later I could hear them fucking again.  This time the bedroom door was open and I watched for a bit.   I left and heard Brandi squeal.  I went back to see what the excitement was and saw Brandi sitting reverse cowgirl on top of Sam.  He was balls deep in her ass, but the hot surprise was that she also had a good sized dildo shoved in her pussy.  Brandi looked at me in the doorway.  "Come here baby, fuck my pussy.  I wan't both of you inside me."

The denial game was over, at least for Brandi.  She did not seem to care one bit about the game at this point.  Although I got a good jerk in last night, I had not cum yet this morning and was rock hard already just watching this.  Brandi laid back on Sam's stomach and chest.  I took the dildo from her fingers and fucked her with it a bit.  It wasn't her biggest toy, but at about 2 inches wide and 8 inches long, it was still a lot bigger than me.  It was tight, but not as tight as I would have thought.  I pulled it out and slid into her pussy.  It felt good with Sam's giant cock filling her ass.  Double penetrations are hot as fuck and I've always loved them.  We got into a rhythm.  I then took my cock out and put the dildo back in place.  Holding the dildo in place I started to slip my cock under it.  Brandi's eyes got wide.  "Oh fuck, baby, oh no.  I don't, I can't."

The head of my cock hit some decent resistance but then with a pop I was inside of her.  It felt fucking great.  She was so tight now.  Brandi loved it and was now screaming "yes" over and over.  I held he dildo in place with just my thumb and we got down to fucking her.  It was a very hot moment.  Two in her pussy and one in her ass.  Brandi was soon having another orgasm and it wasn't long after and I was filling her pussy with my load.  When I pulled out, the dildo came out with me.  Her pussy was now empty.  Sam turned her over on her back, his cock still implanted in her pussy, and told her to put the dildo back in her pussy.  She did.  He then started unloading on her and fucking her into our bed.  Before long he was filling her ass with his cum.  

After that it was clean up time, a quick chat with Sam, and he was on his way.  He had never double penetrated a woman before.  For those of you wondering and it has been asked before, this was not the first time Sam had fucked Brandi's ass.  He had been doing it for some time now, all of her bulls have.  It wasn't easy at first for guys like Sam and Martin, or most of her bulls for that matter as they are all very hung, but she managed to train her ass and loves it now.  We napped after.  This was just the start to the day after all.

I met with some buddies that night and as I left Brandi was getting ready for her date with Brandon and his friend.  She was almost ready and looked fucking amazing.  She had on a regular bra and a very low cut sleeveless top, low enough to see her lacy bra under it.  Her boobs were popping out and looking huge.  She was also wearing a very short and tight skirt and heels.  Her hair was done up in dark curls and her makeup was perfect and topped of by red lipstick.  She looked slutty, but in nice expensive clothes and not a cheap way.  

It was hard not to think about what Brandi was doing when I was out with my friends.  I had been texting with Brandi most of the night.  She keep me posted on her whereabouts and what she was doing.  8:00.  Out for drinks and appetizers with Brandon and DeShawn (who she told me was tall sexy, muscular, and her type).  10:00.  At an outdoor venue having drinks.  11:00.  Dancing and having fun with the guys.  I ask her if she wants to have sex with them.  She said as long as I want her to.  Yup.  12:00.  She is now hanging with four guys as they hooked up with two more of Brandon's friends.  12:30.  Going to Brandon's place to smoke.  All 5 of them.  At this point I call her.  It's loud and hard to hear.  She sounded clear minded and said she had not really had much to drink.  She didn't want to drink a lot so close to post surgery.  I tell her if she goes there with all of them it is likely they are expecting her to have sex with them.  She said she knows and all of the guys have been dancing with her and feeling her up.  I ask her if that's what she wants and if she's ready for that.  She says yes with no hesitation and told me she showed them her tattoo and what it means.  It had also come out that Brandon was borrowing her for the night with her husbands permission. I tell her to use the condom's she brought and be safe (I gave her 8 just to be on the safe side, after all you never know and Brandi has a way of often finding herself in gangbang situations), she does not know these guys except Brandon, and neither do I.  1:00.  Brandi checks in at Brandon's place.  I finally got home at 2:00.  Nothing from Brandi for a few hours.  3:00.  She tells me she's coming home now.  About 20 minutes later she walks in our apartment.  I'm in the living room watching TV.  She looks hot and totally disheveled.  Her hair is a mess, and her makeup is running down her face.  I can't imagine what her driver was thinking as Brandon and DeShawn walked her out to the car, both kissing he goodbye.  She looks like a slut that was just gangbanged by four guys.  Oh wait, she was.  I was on her in an instant.  She smelled like sex.  I was peeling her clothes off.  "You want to fuck me too baby?  You want to fuck your naughty little wife.  Oh, I was very naughty tonight."
"How naughty? Did you fuck all of them?"

"Uh huh, I had fun.  I needed that."  She laughed.

I now had my fingers in her pussy.  No sign of any cum thank god, but she was certainly stretched.  

I set her on the couch and got between her legs.  She shut them.  "No, you're now allowed to fuck me, remember.  I only fuck black guys now."

"Shut up.  I just fucked you this morning."

"Oh, that was a free pass.  If you want to fuck me, you better say the word."  

"I already won.  The game ended this morning."  

"No it didn't.  I gave you a free pass.  I can fuck you when I want to but you need to give in and say the word if you want to fuck me."

I don't expect anyone who has never played a game like this to understand.  The whole point of the safe word is when you get to the breaking point and can no longer handle it.  Without it, it would be easy to just say I give up.  The game has been fun so far too.  It involves a lot of teasing on both our parts.  I love the teasing btw.  Brandi has been trying very hard for me to give in and say the word.  I'm actually the one denying her if you think about it.  She was now rubbing my cock with one hand and her pussy with the other.  She was still clearly horny as fuck.  

"I need to cum again."  She said.

I went down towards her pussy ready and willing to enjoy her freshly used pussy with my mouth.

"No, you're not allowed to touch my pussy again."

She got up and went to the bedroom to return with lube and one of her huge dildos.  She lubed it up and sat on it, engulfing it easily.  She stated fucking herself facing away from me.  Her ass looked great bouncing up and down on the huge dong.

"I bet you want to fuck my ass, don't you."

I came seriously close to just saying the word.  I was not going to give in though.  She was now rubbing it in.

"Oh, that huge black cock (yes, the dildo was black)feels so good baby.  Fuck, I love black cock baby.  You see what you did to me.  You've made me a slut for black cock.  I hope you're happy."

She continued to ride it and talk shit to me.  Trying to get me to break.  I was jerking off enjoying the show.  She was nearing orgasm.  I waited until she came and then shortly after shot my load on the floor.  We were off the bed after that, exhausted.  

We slept late and lounged around most of yesterday.  A much needed break after charging back into the lifestyle with 10 guys over a 5 day span, including 3 new guys.  She gave me the details of her night with Brandon and his friends.  She had explained to them that she was only 3 weeks post surgery and they needed to be gentle with her.  She said they were and it was more of a train situation with them taking their turn than a nasty gangbang scene.  She obviously left her bra on. As expected, the guys loved her tits, her tattoo, and the fact that she was married.

[brudan13]

It is good to see Tre is still on the scene. When she can be fucked rougher there is going to be few nasty gang-bangs happening with her. I must have missed something earlier what is the word she wants you use