Young Wife May Start Again

[Terrycart79]

 "You want to fuck me too baby?  You want to fuck your naughty little wife.  Oh, I was very naughty tonight."
"How naughty? Did you fuck all of them?"

"Uh huh, I had fun.  I needed that."  She laughed.

I would have been fucking done at that point. I don't think I could have resisted fucking her, if that were me. I would have lost the game. Then again, I'm not in your position. I'm extremely sex deprived.

I picked up on the MJ thing too. I was thinking "oh damn, he slipped up." Reminds me of MJ from Spider-man, except you have a peter . See what I did there...

Great update though, thanks for sharing. I haven't commented much lately but I've been reading and enjoying your sexploits.

[Cuckoldme]

For fuck sakes! Can somebody upgrade MJ from “trainable” to “Supreme Cuckoldsmith” or “Lord of the Cuckolds”? Pretty sure MJ has surpassed many of the members here in his experience.
Well all own a lot to Brandi, as well. Job well done!
Bravo!

[Msn75]

The whole story is amazing.

[realcucklife]

Have fun the way it works for you guys.
Love to hear more of the trash talk and teasing that you referred to.
Denial games are just that a game that is hot for both of you, and there are many variations.
We had a lot of fun with which holes are for bulls only.
We played with me being made to wear rubbers while bulls go bareback, this caused an extra change where the rubbers made me last longer, the wife didn’t like that, so we are currently I get pussy only bareback, so she can trash talk about how quick I cum, she wants to make it quicker, and teases about only her bulls can cum in her, I have to pull out, she then teases how she loves bulls cumming on her tits and on her face, but I’m only allowed to cum on her feet. And then like a good cuck lick it off.

[Msn75]

It’s been a couple of weeks. Any updates? How are things going?

[gwwkjt]

I now had my fingers in her pussy.  No sign of any cum thank god, but she was certainly stretched.  

I would have expected OP to have been disappointed that Brandi was using condoms with Brandon and his 4 friends

[funcpl477]

Starting to worry about them. An update - good, bad or in between would be appreciated.

[brandiandme]

I now had my fingers in her pussy.  No sign of any cum thank god, but she was certainly stretched.  

I would have expected OP to have been disappointed that Brandi was using condoms with Brandon and his 4 friends

No. I'm really trying to get her to be safer. Fucking 3 guys she does not know bareback is not safe.

[Msn75]

I now had my fingers in her pussy.  No sign of any cum thank god, but she was certainly stretched.  

I would have expected OP to have been disappointed that Brandi was using condoms with Brandon and his 4 friends

No. I'm really trying to get her to be safer. Fucking 3 guys she does not know bareback is not safe.

That’s good. I’ve found as the Husband, a big part of my role is keeping things safe, or trying to. In the heat of the moment, when a woman is, literally, having her brains fucked out, oftentimes anything goes!

Are the 2 of you still fucking each other, too? She has got to be incredibly good in bed now, with all the experience she’s gaining...

[brudan13]

As much as you like Brandi to take her lover bareback if they do not have proof of a recent test condom's are a must for safety!! I am also among those waiting for another detailed update

[brandiandme]

I have not been in the best place recently.  Kind of down to be honest.  The reality of our new relationship hits me like a sledgehammer some times, especially when I am not all horned up.  Anyone who says your relationship won't change if you start letting your wife have sex with other men is lying.  There is no way it cannot.  I don't doubt how it changes for individual couples is all very different, but it does.  Plus, there was not really a lot to talk about until the past weekend, and I hadn't really had the time or felt like it.  This is a long update and I have been working on it the past few days.  I meant to get to it when I logged in to check out things yesterday, but ran out of time finishing my thoughts.  I'm not a natural writer and have to work at it, so it's a lot of work and a long post like this can take a few hours to recall and collect all of the events and my thoughts.  I enjoy it as a kind of therapy though.  I hope others do as well.  

Physically, things had been pretty tame for the most part after the night with Brandon and his friends a few weeks ago.  No crazy sexcapades, no new guys, just normal sex between Brandi and what is he current group of bulls, which is 6 guys right now.  The big news is Brandi's changing relationship with Sam, and we were outed to one of my best friends, Mike, by my own doing.  For those that don't want to read back or can't remember, Mike, who is one of my closest friends, was the first guy I ever shared Brandi with years ago.  They had sex regularly over almost a 3 year period, both with and without me.  That's mostly what this post is about.  

In the last 3 weeks she has had dates with Martin, D, Sam, Tre, Brandon, and Chris.  It has been mostly one and one dates with the exception of the session with Tre and Brandon.  They always seem to be a two for one thing.   She has been seeing a lot of Sam.  Much more than any other.  They've been going out on dates every Friday night with a sleepover.  In fact, she had sex on her period with him recently.  While she has not seen any other guy more than twice, only Martin in fact, in the last 3 weeks, and most once, she has been with Martin 10 times.  Including a stretch of 4 nights in a row right before she got her period and was super horny.  I'm getting to know him quite well given the time he has been spending at our place.  He is becoming her boyfriend in that they kiss, hold hands, and go out together.  What's real strange is that my wife's boyfriend is basically our parents age.  What's even more strange is that it turns me on.  Every time I think about Jason's older neighbor back at Christmas time, or the older neighbor upstairs, it gets me going.  Sometimes I find my mind drifting to a place where a bunch of my Dad's friends are fucking her.  Not my Dad, that is too fucked up, but a bunch of his friends.  This is definitely a fantasy that needs to stay in my head though.  So many bad ways that ends.  


Thing are not all sunshine and roses.  I had been feeling a major down after the excitement of Brandi getting her tattoo and her boobs done.  The excitement of it wore of and it has become real.  Her tattoo gives me near constant angst.  The meaning and impact had set in.  It's not a temp Qos tattoo she can just take off, it's permanent.  Her budding relationship with Sam was also making me jealous.  This past weekend I had gone out with some friends Friday night while Brandi had her date night with Sam.  When I got home I just sat on the couch watching TV as Sam and Brandi were in the bedroom.  I never even bothered to announce I was there.  I ended up falling asleep to Brandi waking me up with kisses.  Sam left fairly early that morning.  My wife was still in bed with Sam's cum leaking from her.  She didn't even tease me to fuck her.  


Saturday night was supposed to be a chill day with us hanging at night.  Chris was supposed to come visit and drop off a bag, which he did, and also got a fuck in with Brandi.   She had spent most of the day in bed and had just gotten up before Chris arrived.   She had clearly spent half the night fucking Sam.  Chris is not a overly large or dominant person, but his cock is huge so it's fun watching him with Brandi.  He commented on how wet she was.  I thought to myself 'she's not wet dude, she's stretched and full of her boyfriends cum.'  In the afternoon my phone started to blow up.  At one point I was just sitting there texting with my friends as Chris was balls deep in my wife a few feet away, with her asking for him to cum in her.  Mike was coming to the city for the night to hang out on short notice.  Even though we text mostly, and talk a bit, I, nor most of my other friends had not seen much of Mike lately.  1)  Coronavirus shut down.  2) He is engaged and lives with his girl now and doesn't do much.  3) Just this past year he took over his family's business and is working non stop.  I had not seen him in the flesh since early May when we hung with him and his fiancee, and oddly enough was right about the time Brandi started seeing Sam.  He has become a bit of a homebody.  Anyway, Mike had last minute plans change and was going to come hang with a few friends that live in the city and few from outside the city.  These are all good friends of mine and Mike's.  Things like this were a common occurrence until recently.  He lives about 45 min to an hour from where we do currently.  I told Brandi this and she understood.  She knew we would be out late, and started making plans of her own.  Not much later, she told me that Sam was going to come over later as he had dinner plans and would be over after that.  Again, I thought to myself.  That's 3 of the last 4 days.  This further deepened my angst feelings.    

The night was fun as the 6 of us headed to the best spots we could muster up.  Still dealing with restrictions, it was a bit chilly for outdoor venues.  We ended up going back to a friends place to end the night, even though is was not all that late.  By now I was pretty drunk.  No one was in any shape to drive, especially a long distance.  Two friends were already crashing at the place we were hanging and the couches were taken.  Mike said he had wanted to get up fairly early as he had shit to do tomorrow, and the guys were still partying.  By now, I was pretty drunk and my bad thoughts and jealously had deepened from the alcohol.  I told Mike I was ready to go home and he could crash at our place.  I full well knew Brandi was there with Sam and Mike would find out about them.  I did not care and had a fuck it attitude.  I wanted him to know.  We arrived back at our place and as expected Sam was there.  His giant shoes were on the floor just inside the door.  Even though I talk with Mike often, he nor any other closed friends have any idea about what we've been up too lately.  I didn't mention a thing about it prior to getting to our place.  

This is how it went to the best of my memory.  

The lights were on in the living room and they were in the bedroom.  I grabbed us each a beer and we headed to sit on the couch.  Right after sitting down Mike asked "Is Brandi awake?"  He knew Brandi was staying in tonight.  I sat silent for a moment.  Before I could speak you could hear light music and Brandi giggling from the bedroom. 

"Yeah, um, about that.  She's here with someone."

"What, who, did you know?"

"Yup."

"Fuck man, well, okay.  Who's the lucky guy?  Not anyone I know right?"

"No."  Then I started to spill my guts to Mike.  I started with the numbers.  Mike could not believe she had fucked so many guys in the past year (well, actually 10 months).  Before long you could hear heavy footsteps and the sounds of a guy pissing in the toilet, then Brandi's voice.  "Can you get me some water Sammy?"  We sat silent.  

You could hear Brandi walk to the bathroom and then shut the door and turn water on.  Then around the corner came Sam's giant dark body with his giant dark cock bobbing below his belly and between his legs.  He turned the corner and walked to the kitchen not noticing us.  He grabbed a drink from the kitchen, then turning back around, he saw me this time.  "Oh hey MJ, you're home."  

Then seeing Mike and realizing his nakedness said "Shit, didn't know.  You probably don't need to see this.  Sorry."  

"Sam, give it to her good, we're just gonna sit and listen.  Don't tell her we're here.  I don't want her being shy."  I said as I winked.  

"Okay."  He said chuckling.  "White boys."  

Sam then made his way back to the bathroom and entered with Brandi.  

Mike eyes were like saucers.  "Dude, what the fuck is going on?  Who the fuck is that?"

Just then, you could hear Brandi giggling again.  I shushed Mike as the bathroom door opened and they went back to the bedroom.  

"MJ, what the fuck are you guys up to?  Who is the giant old black guy with the horse dick?  Jesus, he doesn't split her in half?"  

I told him the first thing we need to do is smoke.  We did.  "That guy is huge.  I remember making her sore.  She had a tight little pussy."

"Dude, most of her bulls are huge, not that huge, but at least your size or bigger.  She has dildos even bigger.  I can fist her.  She's a size queen now."

I then I told Mike that Sam was kind of her boyfriend at the moment, and they fuck a lot, but she had others too.  As I continued to tell Mike everything you could hear Brandi giggling again, and then the sounds of slurping noises and them playing.  Pretty soon they were going at it in the background.  They got loud and raunchy, Sam no doubt showing off for the two of us, and Brandi, with no idea we were here, just letting go.  Every once in a while Mike would give a "holy shit" or "fuck" when he heard something particularly dirty from Sam or Brandi.  I don't need to go into all of it but there was a lot of what has now become normal dirty talk between Sam and Brandi.  Lots of her begging.  Lots of big chocolate stick or big chocolate dick.  Lot of I love it.  Lots of daddy.  A little bit of nigga mixed in.  Breeding talk.  Little white girl.  Little white slut, etc.  A few times I felt a tinge of embarrassment that she was in there saying that stuff.  Brandi likes to announce when she's cumming, and she did, several times.

It felt good.  I had not confided in anyone, not anyone I know anyway.  It feels good to get this shit out on here, but this was different.  Mike was an old close friend who knew me, and knew us.  He didn't say much, just mostly listened.  At one point he admitted how fucking hot is was to be in this situation and his cock had been raging hard listening to it.  He asked if he could peek.  I told him to be careful.  He said he didn't get a great view, but saw and heard enough.  I laid it all on him and told him for the last 6 months she had only been fucking black guys.  I told him 57 of her 67 guys this past year have been black.  I told him her declaration of being "black only".  I then told him about her tattoo.  His jaw just about hit the floor after all of this, especially the tattoo part.  

As we continued to talk you could hear Sam announcing he was cumming in Brandi.  Well, he actually said he was breeding her.  Mike didn't offer a lot of advice.  He could not.  Honestly, I think he was in shock.  I didn't even tell him I had barely been fucking her recently and had not in 3 weeks.  Mike has always been an adventurous guy, but this was at a different level.  He did have quite a few questions.  As we sat talking the bedroom was quite again.  I heard Sam tell Brandi he was heading home and that I was home.  I immediately heard her soft footsteps down the hall.  She came into sight, wearing only a bra.  "Hey baby."  

She froze when she saw Mike, her hands attempting to cover her boobs and crotch in reaction as she saw another person.  She blushed.  "Um, hi Mike.  Um, I need to put some clothes on."  

As she disappeared Mike looked at me. "Dude, when did she get those? Fuck, those are huge."  

"Just recently." 

Brandi reappeared wearing a robe, gave Mike a hug, gave me a kiss, then sat next to me.   Still disheveled from the fucking Sam had just given her, and a little more than surprised to see Mike the reality of the situation was hitting Brandi.  "So, when did you guys get back, just now?"

"No, we got back a while ago.  We saw Sam when he came to get a drink."  

Brandi's looked at me eyes wide, mouth open like she was gonna speak, but nothing came out.   "It's okay babe.  I just told him everything.  He knows."  I finally said.

Brandi blushed.  "Fuck babe.  Okay.  I was not expecting this tonight.  You heard?  You heard everything?  Mike, it's just for fun, it's a game, it's.........."

"It's okay Brandi.  You know I love both of you guys.  It's okay.  It's just.  Wow.  That's all."

Sam appeared from around the corner now, fully dressed.  "Sam this if our friend Mike.  Mike, Sam."  Brandi blurted out.

Mike gave a "Hey" and Sam nodded his head and announced he had to go home.  "I'll let you out."  Brandi said.

She got up and walked Sam to the door.  Before he left he gave her a deep kiss and grabbed her ass, no doubt showing off to us.  Brandi turned towards as he left and blushed again.  "Sorry, it's just weird with Mike here.  I was not expecting this."

Brandi came back to sit with us, we smoked again, and she stated asking question about his fiancee, Jen, who she knew and liked, but hadn't been in touch with recently.  The conversation flowed with the three of us like old friends catching up, forgetting, or ignoring everything that had just been seen, and least for a bit.  Brandi, calming her nerves, had quickly downed a very large vodka tonic and was getting relaxed with that and the weed.  By now, Mike had some time to process everything.  "Listen, I'm worried about you guys.  Honestly.  What we used to do was fun and exciting, but this, I don't know, this seems like a lot."  

"We're good.  I know this is all kind of crazy, but we're good.  Right baby?"  Brandi responded.  

"Yes, Mike, I know it's a lot.  You admitted yourself how hot it was.  Christ, you were rubbing your dick listening to Brandi and Sam fucking."

"I know, it was hot at the moment, but how much are you guys doing this.  Brandi, I just heard you beg a giant black man to breed you, and lots of other crazy shit.  If I wasn't here to hear and see it I don't think I would believe it.  Not to mention the gangbangs and other shit MJ told me.  It's crazy."  

"Dude, I know, it's some crazy shit."  

"Mike, please don't tell anyone.  We're just playing.  Please.  Not even Jen.  We don't want anyone to know about our lifestyle.  Promise?"  Brandi asked.

"I won't say anything.  She would not care anyway.  You guys gotta get a grip on this though.  It can't be healthy in many ways."  

"Don't be such a prude Mike, you didn't used to be.  Do you want to see my boobs?  You kind of already saw them anyway."  Considering Mike used to fuck Brandi regularly I did not think it was a big deal.

Brandi dropped her robe and undid her bra.  She was now completely naked in front of us.  "Fuck, those look great Brandi.  I mean they're big but perfect."  

"Don't be shy, you can touch them."

Brandi responded with a soft moan as Mike felt her tits.  

"Do you want to see the tattoo?"

"Definitely."

Brandi turned, exposing her ass and moving closer to him.  

"And what does it say?  MJ, didn't you say it means she loves chocolate or something?"

"My love of chocolate is forever and ever."  I responded.

"Is that for real?  So it means you love fucking black guys, right?  MJ, you told me she had decided to be black only.  Is that true?  You're pulling my leg right.  Listen, that's fine, I don't care anything about color.   Black only?  Does this mean you don't fuck white guys anymore?"

"Yes, I mean, I don't know.  It's just a thing.  It's just......it's different you know.................their dicks are bigger, and they are more dominant, and more aggressive, and they just fuck, and have rhythm, and like to share, and the skin contrast, it's just fucking good, I can't explain........I just love it! Yeah, fuck it, okay, I admit.  I only want to fuck black guys now.  There, it's out.  I only fuck black guys."  Brandi blurted out with her inhibitions now removed.  

Mike looked at me for a second with a look of "holly shit bro".  "Fuck, okay.  Listen, I'm not trying to upset you.  I'm just trying to understand what you are doing.  Brandi, you have a tattoo on your ass saying you love black guys, and you certainly seem to mean it.  On top of that you are only fucking black guys right now, and lots or them from the sound of it.  Again that's fine, but you are a married to a white guy.  Am I missing something?  Again I don't give a shit about color.  If you like black dick go for it.  Go fuck as many black guys as you can, but you are married to a white guy.  This seems crazy to me.  You know I love you guys.  I'm just worried.  Sorry if I was harsh, I just wanted to give you some tough love.  I want the best for you two.  I do."

"Tell him MJ, tell Mike you don't get my pussy anymore.  That's right Mike, MJ is a pussy free.  He's my cuckold now.  Sometimes I let him fuck me, but only when I feel bad for his little dinky.  I love MJ with all my heart but I love big black cocks."

"Oh shit.  Not now Brandi.  See Mike.  It's this game me play.  We're playing.  I like her teasing me.  We have a denial game where I have to give in.  We're managing.  It's a pretty addictive kink though.  I can't explain."  I jumped in.  

"Fuck dude, this is fucked. I don't even know what to say.  You guys are serious."

Mike had been caressing Brandi's tits since she had offered him a feel.  I'm not even sure he realized this.  Brandi then turned to Mike and gave him a big hug.  She looked up at him, they kissed.  It was gentle at first and then they stared making out. 

Mike backed away.  "Fuck Brandi, you're so fucking hot, even hotter than before.  I want you so fucking bad right now.  I'm getting married though."

"Mike, you're not married yet.  This is our secret.  Just like old times."  Brandi told him.  She started kissing him again and reached for his already hard cock. "Fuck me.  I want both of you to fuck me." 

"Fuck, let's just go to the bedroom and show this slut what we can do."  He said as he picked her up and carried her to the bedroom.  Mike stripped down and Brandi sucked his cock.  I got behind her and started licking her ass and pussy.  Sam had definitely fucked both her holes but only appeared to cum in her pussy.  There wasn't much left, but enough to taste it.  Mike was vocal and calling her a slut.  He asked for a condom.  I got him one without questions.  It was a strange moment where he didn't want to insult Brandi, but knew she had been around lately and didn't want to risk bringing something home to his fiancee.  I totally get it.  We switched positions and Mike put on the condom and slid into her.  

"Fuck Brandi, you're pretty loose now.  Now that pussy is broken in.  I always knew you were gonna be a slut for big cocks.  Sorry MJ, but I knew it from the start.  It just took a few years."

He was now slapping her ass.  "Tell me you love it slut."  Whack!  "Tell me how much you love big dicks in your loose tramp pussy."

He pulled out and got on his back.  "Let's double fuck her.  Tell us what you want slut?" 

"I want two cocks inside of me."

I got behind her and slid my cock in her pussy next to Mike's.  It really wasn't that hard to do.  

"Show me what you've got white boys."  Brandi taunted.  

"Still got plenty of room.  Mike, let's get something else for this sluts pussy."  I said as I I pulled out and grabbed a handful of dildos from the toy drawer.  

"This one will do."  

I grabbed one of the large black dildos.  It's over a foot long and 2 1/2 inches thick.  I lubed it up and slid it into Brandi's pussy next to Mike's cock.  Now Brandi was making some noise.  I tried to maneuver to guide my cock in but it was not possible.  I pulled the dildo out and grabbed an even bigger one.  This one was close to 3 inches across.  A little force and it popped into Brandi's pussy next to Mike's cock.  They both groaned.  

"Fuck, now that pussy is tight."  

So, here I was, Mike balls deep in my wife as she rides him and I'm fucking her with a dildo.  Pretty soon Brandi was having an orgasm.  After she was done I pulled the dildo out.  She rolled on her back and Mike was now fucking her on her back.  Her tits looked great bouncing as she sucked my cock.  Mike fucked her like this for a while and pulled out.  "Fucking condoms.  I can trust you guys right?"

"Yes, she just got tested recently."   

Mike pulled off his condom and Brandi was now sucking him and he hands and knees.  I started playing with her pussy.  I lubed up my hand and pushed my fingers at her pussy.  Just like that her pussy opened up and swallowed my fist.  It had been getting easier and easier to fist her.  

"Oh fuck yes."  Brandi squealed.  

"Fuck, are you fisting her?  Oh man that is hot.  What a slut you are Brandi.  What a big pussy slut."   He said as he slapped her ass again.  

Mike then came around to see me fisting her.  He stuck a finger in her ass.  "That's wild, I can feel your wrist. Can I try?"

I pulled my hand out.  I told him to lube up his hand and showed him the duckbill shape.  He slapped Brandi's ass.  Do you want me to fist you?

"Yes, please do."

Mike then slid his hand into Brandi's pussy.  "Holy fuck.  This is some wild shit.  I've seen it on porn before, but damn.  Insane."

He started gently fisting Brandi's pussy.  I did what any guy in this situations would do and went to get my phone to take pics or a vid.  Mike was the first guy besides me to fist Brandi.  When I cam back in the room Brandi was on her knees and elbows and Mike was fisting her.  He was picking up the pace occasionally calling her a slut or having her beg for it, and Brandi moaned and occasionally screamed.  His pace got faster and he was now fully fist fucking her.  He slapped her ass and pulled her on her back towards the end of the bed with her legs up.  This will give me a better view he said.  She held her legs back.  He was now full on pushing his fist all the way in and all the way out of her, leaving her pussy wide open each time.  Pretty soon Brandi was screaming and threw her legs together in a giant orgasm with Mike's hand still in her.  When she relaxed he pulled his hand out.  He pussy just stayed open.  

"Fuck Brandi, that was some hot shit.  You've come a long ass way."  

"I need a break and some water she said."

After a water break we were back at it.  Brandi was on her back sucking Mike while I licked her pussy.  This time Mike wanted to fuck her ass.  I got underneath her and in her pussy.  She was so loose after all the fucking and fisting.  It felt like warm water.

"Do you even feel him after all that?"  Mike asked.  

"Yes, I mean I know he's in, but it's not rubbing me in the right places."

"Tease me, it's okay"  I whispered to her.

"Honestly, I can't.  That's why I don't fuck his little dick anymore."  She started to ride me.  "See, nothing.  Now you see why I have my boyfriends.  They have real dicks."

She started riding me more aggressively and my cock slipped out.  "See, he's too small to even stay in, how is he gonna make me cum."

Mike laughed for a second.  "You guys are fucked."

"Grab a real size cock and put it in my pussy so you can fuck my ass."  Brandi told him.

Oh course Mike went for the giant 3 inch thick dildo.  He lubed it up and put it in her pussy next to my cock.  "Now, that's a dick I can feel."

Mike got behind her and started to ease into her ass.  "Fuck, it's tight back here."

"What did you expect, I'm a small person.  There is only so much room down there."

Mike had finally worked his cock into Brandi's ass and she was loving the triple penetration.  He worked into a pace and kept at it.  Mike announced he was going to orgasm soon.  Brandi said she was going to as well.  Mike held out for Brandi to cum and then he let go in her ass.  I wasn't getting a lot of movement during this position so just stayed put.  When Mike pulled out. Brandi started to ride the dildo with my cock along it.   It felt great.  He tits looked great.  "Fuck baby, you so nasty and dirty, and such a slut.  I fucking love you for it."  I came shortly after.

Brandi gave me a kiss.  She then got up, the dildo falling out and gave Mike a long kiss as well.  "That was fun.  Like old times, well, a little more dirty, but you know."  

"I needed that, we all did.  Fuck that was amazing."  I added.

"Yup, I don't even know what to say.  You guys are crazy.  Brandi you are amazing.  I always thought you were one of the best fucks ever, and you've only gotten better.  Definitely need to keep this quite though.  It never happened.  Right?  Jen would fucking leave me for sure."

"Of course, none of this happened tonight.  Jen can never know a thing about any of this for all of our benefit.  I'd really hate for her to find out about this."  Brandi finished.

After Mike went to bed Brandi and I chatted.  She told me one of the reasons she had't been keeping touch with Jen was because she had a big mouth and gossiped about everyone.  If Mike confided in her everyone she knew, which was a lot of the same people we did, would know.

"Did you just seduce Mike so he wouldn't tell Jen?"  

"Duh, of course.  He won't say a thing to Jen now.  Plus, Mike has a pretty big dick and fucks pretty good for a white guy.  It was fun.  I told you that I only fuck black guys now baby, unless I have to fuck a white guy in a pinch.  He fisted me pretty good though.  Maybe I'll let white guys use their hands and tongues from now on."  

Fuck does she know exactly how to push my buttons.  

Mike left early in the morning and popped his head in the door to say goodbye to both of us.  I have to admit the confession to Mike had me feeling a lot better, and having a threesome with him and Brandi like old times made me feel great.  It opened the dialog between Brandi and I the next day about what we both want and don't want, and I let her know how I had been feeling.  I had been feeling shitty about her frequency with Sam lately, her lack of interaction with the other guys, and my lack of involvement.   We are fixing all of those things, and have some things we're ironing out.  I feel better now than I had in weeks.   

[brudan13]

That was amazing!! What is Brandi's count now?

[Msn75]

Damn... I appreciate the update! It’s good to know that you are feeling better about things than before.

Personally, I’d want to be fucking her multiple times a week. But it’s wrong for me to project what I’d want to do onto your marriage. Your thing is your thing.

You are right, once your wife starts fucking other men, it changes a marriage. Permanently. That is absolutely true. My wife and I were talking about just that a few nights ago. We’ve been taking a break due to the pandemic. We’re older than you guys (she’s 46) and for us it’s right to be taking a break. She loves big black dick, too. She had had a regular before with a big thick 8.5 inch black dick, I completely understand the white girls going crazy for Black dick thing. It’s different with us though. I’m mixed and have 7.5 very thick inches....every marriage is different. You have to do what works for you. And what works can and will evolve over time

I think that, if my wife and I had started at your age completely without rules and without going slow, she could have very easily ended up doing exactly what Brandi has been doing. That’s why this thread is so fascinating to me, and why I don’t judge...

The one thing I would say is: it is a really good thing for a man to get some pussy on a regular basis. What would she say about you getting some young tight pussy to enjoy on the side?

[brandiandme]

Latest Hotwife Stats

Lifetime total 116
Since starting hotwifing on 11/2/19 she's fucked 68 
19 total gangbangs  

[cudabare]

I am amazed at how open she is, and you have not posted any type of pictures, of the tattoo, or even close up of just sex shots. I found this blog about 2 weeks ago, and I am hooked. Just feel some kind of pictures would add to the story!

[armyguyot1]

Welcome to the forum cudabare.

[Sonja]

Thanks for this big update!

So, Brandi said the magic words: "You're a cuckold!". Maybe it was the last time you could fuck her or tried to? It seems that a nice little cock cage is the next coming further step in your new developed sex life. Amazing!

All this big black cocks guys are fucking your adorable wife in any way you can imagine. Her big boobs are bouncing and her screams make even you horny! But your little wiener will be safely protected. It was nice to read that neither of you could satisfy her with your white cocks. Only an additional big black dick could give her the pleasure she really needs.

Make it official and give her the key. It would be also nice for you to see the bouncing key between her big boobs during her hard ride on a big black cock.
Think about it. Maybe your cage will be also on a display when her fuckbuddys come over to satisfy her.

Maybe not yet, but one day.....

[Tryn]

I can only imagine how much time it took you to write up your update. Thank you for taking the time!! I’ve enjoyed your posts... good stuff!!

[brandiandme]

Pics and vids.  I had some up before.  I did not have permission so I took them down.  Nothing X rated as it was before I had taken any sex pics and vids.  She went from no way about pics and vids at first, to okay, not loving it, and not all the time.  Making progress.  She does not know about this forum/blog at all.  What started as venting and looking for advice became a narrative of our lives.  There is so much personal information in this thing now.  I have no idea how she'd react if she saw this.  

No cage for me.  In fact, I'm thinking the denial game is near end.  It drives me insane with angst, but I don't think it's good for us, or me, and may have led to my recent down feelings.  

"Yes, I mean, I don't know.  It's just a thing.  It's just......it's different you know.................their dicks are bigger, and they are more dominant, and more aggressive, and they just fuck, and have rhythm, and like to share, and the skin contrast, it's just fucking good, I can't explain........I just love it! Yeah, fuck it, okay, I admit.  I only want to fuck black guys now.  There, it's out.  I only fuck black guys."  Brandi blurted out with her inhibitions now removed. 

Out of all that happened over this past Saturday night, this sticks the most vividly in my brain.  While I admit this is definitely not verbatim.  There is no way I can remember exactly how words were strung together, but this is pretty close to what was said.  What sticks out to to me the most was her reaction and emotion through it.  At first, her instant reaction was yes.  Then she hesitated, almost apologetic.  Then she thought about it and described what she had thought and felt.  Then it excited her, and she let go with complete honesty, now unapologetic, and not ashamed to admit this to me, her own husband, and my friend, her former lover. 

This moment weighing on me, I had to ask Brandi about it.   I told her we should talk, no playing games, no teasing, but a real discussion.  I ask her about this moment.  Did she really mean it?  Her eyes searched mine, looking for the answer.  "Yes".  

A few years ago I would have thought this was made up porn bullshit.  I've done enough research in the past year to know "black only", or "Qos" wives and women are in fact out there.  There are some forums, dedicated to this stuff, and some women have pics and videos and blogs about their lives.  Are they embellishing a little for show, probably.  But when you are sporting a permanent Qos tattoo, I'm pretty sure you are dedicated.  

How did we get here?  I'm always trying to understand a reasons for things in life.  Was there any one "ah ha" moment?  We talked in depth for a long time, with Brandi being incredibly open about her feelings, and me, mine.  Here is a summary of that conversation, highlight by events in the past (thank god I took the time to write this all down so I can look back at it), and some moments that really stuck out to Brandi.

11/2 - I push her to start hotwifing

11/17 -Turing point 1. Tre, her first black guy.  A, he's huge, B, he's dominant, C, he knows how to use it.  Brandi said her first encounter with Tre was unforgettable, and it only got better from there.  She admitted she was having the best sex of her life with Tre.  In less than a month Tre is sharing her with his friends and now calling her a black cock slut.  She admits she can't say no to him.   Soon, Tre and his friends are gangbanging her.  She loves it.  She admits the sex is unreal and she can't stop.  This was when I had told her we should take a break and she was still doing it behind my back. 

1/5 - After I caught her admits to gangbangs

1/18 I start watching then sending her porn videos of what I want her to do - gangbangs

2/7 I started calling her a black cock slut for fun

3/10 Turning point 2.  I wrote this in my blog back in March. 

I admitted to her that with her new pension for black cock (she's now had 19 black cocks in just over 3 months) I have been really getting into interracial cuckold porn lately and asked if she knew what a queen of spades is.  She was aware of it and thinks the idea is kind of silly, but hot in some ways.  She admits she is enjoying her interracial fun.  She doesn't care what you call it.  Then she said teasing me and clearly pushing my buttons "there's something to the saying once you go black you never go back." 

She remembers that conversation and saying it to me.  She said it just slipped out of her mouth, but was her first admission to herself.  This was right around time time of the completely lackluster fucks from white guys, and the drama with Billy and jealously.  She no admitted that at the time she was already thinking she was done looking for white guys as playmates and had been finding almost exclusive attraction to black guys.  Just 3 months had changed her and what she saw as attractive.    

3/15 First Qos tattoo at her first "lifestyle" party.  According to Brandi.  One of best nights ever - the naughtiness of the tattoo, the guys fucked her harder with it, she knew.  Hearing of her wearing the tattoo, I ordered her Qos tattoos

4/2 Turning Point 3, and probably the straw that broke the camels back.  When I returned home from Dubai, I made no attempt to reclaim my position as her husband and did nothing to put a stop to it. I encouraged her to fuck her bulls in the dirtiness ways possible. It was also the first time I called her "my little black cock slut" in front of Tre and guys.  Her bulls had called her that, I had been calling her that between us, but it was the first time I gave her to a group of guys and said those words.  That very same night we had a discussion with Martin about Qos wives and black only.  Brandi remembers Martin offering to "train her".  She said it made her feel uncomfortable because in her mind she was already feeling she was only for black men.  We carried on this discussion for a few days.  This is where I told her I wanted her to be black only, and found the idea hot.  She said she was already fairly positive this is what she wanted, and didn't want to tell me.  This fully committed her and gave her relief and a feeling it was okay, and that I wanted it too.  She started wearing tattoos nearly all the time after that.  In just 3 1/2 moths and 30 black guys, she had changed.  

5/15 -Started researching tattoo ideas

6/27 - Had consult and made appointment

7/14 - Tattoo - fully committed now.  So this is where I am at.  I am married to a young, beautiful, sexy, and black cock craving wife.  It must subconsciously be what I had wanted because I pushed and pulled and supported her along the entire process.  At not point, other than early on, did I ever try to stop it.  In fact, I encouraged it.  The message from me.  "Hey baby, go gangbang these guys.  Now go find more guys to fuck.  Tell me how much you love it.  Tell me you're a black cock slut.  Wear these tattoos I bought for you.  I love the tattoos, you should get one.  I want you to only fuck black guys from now on."  

Where else would we be? In our conversation I asked her what if I changed my mind someday. Her eyes teared up and she said "Please don't ask me to choose."

[brudan13]

What a very open and honest post. I think you opened up to Mike because you needed to get somethings off your chest. It sounds like you want Brandi to keep fucking black men especially in gang-bang situations. Do you still want her to increase her numbers? Thank you for posting.

[Msn75]

Man... I feel like most of the others here are just spurring you on because they get their little vicarious thrills from this blog/thread and are turned on.

...she seems completely out of control. Her saying “Don’t ask me to choose”, with tears in her eyes is a very very bad sign...your marriage may be seriously in jeopardy....it sounds like a Sex Addiction to me. I would strongly encourage you to get things under control, limit things to maybe a night or two a week with others (and no gang bangs and 3somes etc) and work on the marriage.

[Serrand]

First, a big thank you for always updating us, for not being a natural writer, as you say, I think you write very well. This is certainly one of the best and most exciting threads this forum and I hope you'll continue for a long time (and maybe your updates come a little bit more frequently)

That being said, I must also say I share many of the concerns your friend Mike already voiced. I mean this "hotwifing" or "lifestyle" or whatever you want to call it, is per se not a problem, but the extreme and especially frequent way you and Brandi engaging in this, sorry, but with the best will in the world I can't imagine that this is really healthy for your marriage in the longterm. And it's certainly not healthy for Brandi's perception of you. Seriously, don't you recognize this?

Maybe my impression is wrong, but I think Brandi's perception of you, the way she regards you, has already changed significantly. And I don't think it has changed in a favorable way for you, at least not in the longrun. Don't get me wrong, I'm sure you and Brandi are emotional very close and certainly Brandi loves you as her best friend, confidant and life partner outside of the bedroom, and I know we have only a very limited view of your life here, but I ask myself, the love Brandi is feeling for you is it also a passionate, all-consuming and also sexual love? Such a kind love a wife normally feels for her husband, especially when you're still relatively young, like you and Brandi.
In one of your last posts, you said you can't remember when you made Brandi orgasm with you cock alone the last time, I hope you aren't mad at me when I say this but this sounds not good.

A question you always avoid to answer, what is of course you right, is what sexual desire does Brandi actually feel for you now? In your conversation with Brandi do you both ever talk about this? Doesn't it bother you that it seems that she doesn't feel a huge sexual attraction to you? At least that's the impression you get when you follow your thread.
How often is Brandi the one, who initiates the sex between you and her nowadays? And with that I certainly don't mean you fucking her with a dildo or fisting her, I mean normal, if you want to call it vanilla, love-making, just you and Brandi.
I'm sure if you really desire Brandi will always have sex with you, pretty much whenever you want. But the question is will it also be Brandi who initiates the sex between you two, because she truely desires you sexually and physically? Or will it be always you, who will initiates sex between you and her, in the future?

Of course every person is wired differently if your feel happy about all this that's great, more power to you. And I certainly make the mistake here to project my ideas and assumption on other persons. But I must admit it would pretty devastating to me, if my wife maybe would love me as her best friend and confident, but sexually she would only see me as a kind of pity fuck. And call me insecure, but it would be also devastating to me if I couldn't make my wife orgasm with my cock.
But like I said every person is wired differently

Look, I know I probably don't sound this way, but I really wish you and Brandi the best and that everything works out for you two, but I have doubts about, if what you are both doing currently, is really that great for your relationship in the longterm.

[southbound]

I have not been in the best place recently.  Kind of down to be honest.  The reality of our new relationship hits me like a sledgehammer some times, especially when I am not all horned up.  Anyone who says your relationship won't change if you start letting your wife have sex with other men is lying.  There is no way it cannot.  I don't doubt how it changes for individual couples is all very different, but it does.  Plus, there was not really a lot to talk about until the past weekend, and I hadn't really had the time or felt like it.  This is a long update and I have been working on it the past few days.  I meant to get to it when I logged in to check out things yesterday, but ran out of time finishing my thoughts.  I'm not a natural writer and have to work at it, so it's a lot of work and a long post like this can take a few hours to recall and collect all of the events and my thoughts.  I enjoy it as a kind of therapy though.  I hope others do as well.  

Physically, things had been pretty tame for the most part after the night with Brandon and his friends a few weeks ago.  No crazy sexcapades, no new guys, just normal sex between Brandi and what is he current group of bulls, which is 6 guys right now.  The big news is Brandi's changing relationship with Sam, and we were outed to one of my best friends, Mike, by my own doing.  For those that don't want to read back or can't remember, Mike, who is one of my closest friends, was the first guy I ever shared Brandi with years ago.  They had sex regularly over almost a 3 year period, both with and without me.  That's mostly what this post is about.  

In the last 3 weeks she has had dates with Martin, D, Sam, Tre, Brandon, and Chris.  It has been mostly one and one dates with the exception of the session with Tre and Brandon.  They always seem to be a two for one thing.   She has been seeing a lot of Sam.  Much more than any other.  They've been going out on dates every Friday night with a sleepover.  In fact, she had sex on her period with him recently.  While she has not seen any other guy more than twice, only Martin in fact, in the last 3 weeks, and most once, she has been with Martin 10 times.  Including a stretch of 4 nights in a row right before she got her period and was super horny.  I'm getting to know him quite well given the time he has been spending at our place.  He is becoming her boyfriend in that they kiss, hold hands, and go out together.  What's real strange is that my wife's boyfriend is basically our parents age.  What's even more strange is that it turns me on.  Every time I think about Jason's older neighbor back at Christmas time, or the older neighbor upstairs, it gets me going.  Sometimes I find my mind drifting to a place where a bunch of my Dad's friends are fucking her.  Not my Dad, that is too fucked up, but a bunch of his friends.  This is definitely a fantasy that needs to stay in my head though.  So many bad ways that ends.  


Thing are not all sunshine and roses.  I had been feeling a major down after the excitement of Brandi getting her tattoo and her boobs done.  The excitement of it wore of and it has become real.  Her tattoo gives me near constant angst.  The meaning and impact had set in.  It's not a temp Qos tattoo she can just take off, it's permanent.  Her budding relationship with Sam was also making me jealous.  This past weekend I had gone out with some friends Friday night while Brandi had her date night with Sam.  When I got home I just sat on the couch watching TV as Sam and Brandi were in the bedroom.  I never even bothered to announce I was there.  I ended up falling asleep to Brandi waking me up with kisses.  Sam left fairly early that morning.  My wife was still in bed with Sam's cum leaking from her.  She didn't even tease me to fuck her.  


Saturday night was supposed to be a chill day with us hanging at night.  Chris was supposed to come visit and drop off a bag, which he did, and also got a fuck in with Brandi.   She had spent most of the day in bed and had just gotten up before Chris arrived.   She had clearly spent half the night fucking Sam.  Chris is not a overly large or dominant person, but his cock is huge so it's fun watching him with Brandi.  He commented on how wet she was.  I thought to myself 'she's not wet dude, she's stretched and full of her boyfriends cum.'  In the afternoon my phone started to blow up.  At one point I was just sitting there texting with my friends as Chris was balls deep in my wife a few feet away, with her asking for him to cum in her.  Mike was coming to the city for the night to hang out on short notice.  Even though we text mostly, and talk a bit, I, nor most of my other friends had not seen much of Mike lately.  1)  Coronavirus shut down.  2) He is engaged and lives with his girl now and doesn't do much.  3) Just this past year he took over his family's business and is working non stop.  I had not seen him in the flesh since early May when we hung with him and his fiancee, and oddly enough was right about the time Brandi started seeing Sam.  He has become a bit of a homebody.  Anyway, Mike had last minute plans change and was going to come hang with a few friends that live in the city and few from outside the city.  These are all good friends of mine and Mike's.  Things like this were a common occurrence until recently.  He lives about 45 min to an hour from where we do currently.  I told Brandi this and she understood.  She knew we would be out late, and started making plans of her own.  Not much later, she told me that Sam was going to come over later as he had dinner plans and would be over after that.  Again, I thought to myself.  That's 3 of the last 4 days.  This further deepened my angst feelings.    

The night was fun as the 6 of us headed to the best spots we could muster up.  Still dealing with restrictions, it was a bit chilly for outdoor venues.  We ended up going back to a friends place to end the night, even though is was not all that late.  By now I was pretty drunk.  No one was in any shape to drive, especially a long distance.  Two friends were already crashing at the place we were hanging and the couches were taken.  Mike said he had wanted to get up fairly early as he had shit to do tomorrow, and the guys were still partying.  By now, I was pretty drunk and my bad thoughts and jealously had deepened from the alcohol.  I told Mike I was ready to go home and he could crash at our place.  I full well knew Brandi was there with Sam and Mike would find out about them.  I did not care and had a fuck it attitude.  I wanted him to know.  We arrived back at our place and as expected Sam was there.  His giant shoes were on the floor just inside the door.  Even though I talk with Mike often, he nor any other closed friends have any idea about what we've been up too lately.  I didn't mention a thing about it prior to getting to our place.  

This is how it went to the best of my memory.  

The lights were on in the living room and they were in the bedroom.  I grabbed us each a beer and we headed to sit on the couch.  Right after sitting down Mike asked "Is Brandi awake?"  He knew Brandi was staying in tonight.  I sat silent for a moment.  Before I could speak you could hear light music and Brandi giggling from the bedroom. 

"Yeah, um, about that.  She's here with someone."

"What, who, did you know?"

"Yup."

"Fuck man, well, okay.  Who's the lucky guy?  Not anyone I know right?"

"No."  Then I started to spill my guts to Mike.  I started with the numbers.  Mike could not believe she had fucked so many guys in the past year (well, actually 10 months).  Before long you could hear heavy footsteps and the sounds of a guy pissing in the toilet, then Brandi's voice.  "Can you get me some water Sammy?"  We sat silent.  

You could hear Brandi walk to the bathroom and then shut the door and turn water on.  Then around the corner came Sam's giant dark body with his giant dark cock bobbing below his belly and between his legs.  He turned the corner and walked to the kitchen not noticing us.  He grabbed a drink from the kitchen, then turning back around, he saw me this time.  "Oh hey MJ, you're home."  

Then seeing Mike and realizing his nakedness said "Shit, didn't know.  You probably don't need to see this.  Sorry."  

"Sam, give it to her good, we're just gonna sit and listen.  Don't tell her we're here.  I don't want her being shy."  I said as I winked.  

"Okay."  He said chuckling.  "White boys."  

Sam then made his way back to the bathroom and entered with Brandi.  

Mike eyes were like saucers.  "Dude, what the fuck is going on?  Who the fuck is that?"

Just then, you could hear Brandi giggling again.  I shushed Mike as the bathroom door opened and they went back to the bedroom.  

"MJ, what the fuck are you guys up to?  Who is the giant old black guy with the horse dick?  Jesus, he doesn't split her in half?"  

I told him the first thing we need to do is smoke.  We did.  "That guy is huge.  I remember making her sore.  She had a tight little pussy."

"Dude, most of her bulls are huge, not that huge, but at least your size or bigger.  She has dildos even bigger.  I can fist her.  She's a size queen now."

I then I told Mike that Sam was kind of her boyfriend at the moment, and they fuck a lot, but she had others too.  As I continued to tell Mike everything you could hear Brandi giggling again, and then the sounds of slurping noises and them playing.  Pretty soon they were going at it in the background.  They got loud and raunchy, Sam no doubt showing off for the two of us, and Brandi, with no idea we were here, just letting go.  Every once in a while Mike would give a "holy shit" or "fuck" when he heard something particularly dirty from Sam or Brandi.  I don't need to go into all of it but there was a lot of what has now become normal dirty talk between Sam and Brandi.  Lots of her begging.  Lots of big chocolate stick or big chocolate dick.  Lot of I love it.  Lots of daddy.  A little bit of nigga mixed in.  Breeding talk.  Little white girl.  Little white slut, etc.  A few times I felt a tinge of embarrassment that she was in there saying that stuff.  Brandi likes to announce when she's cumming, and she did, several times.

It felt good.  I had not confided in anyone, not anyone I know anyway.  It feels good to get this shit out on here, but this was different.  Mike was an old close friend who knew me, and knew us.  He didn't say much, just mostly listened.  At one point he admitted how fucking hot is was to be in this situation and his cock had been raging hard listening to it.  He asked if he could peek.  I told him to be careful.  He said he didn't get a great view, but saw and heard enough.  I laid it all on him and told him for the last 6 months she had only been fucking black guys.  I told him 57 of her 67 guys this past year have been black.  I told him her declaration of being "black only".  I then told him about her tattoo.  His jaw just about hit the floor after all of this, especially the tattoo part.  

As we continued to talk you could hear Sam announcing he was cumming in Brandi.  Well, he actually said he was breeding her.  Mike didn't offer a lot of advice.  He could not.  Honestly, I think he was in shock.  I didn't even tell him I had barely been fucking her recently and had not in 3 weeks.  Mike has always been an adventurous guy, but this was at a different level.  He did have quite a few questions.  As we sat talking the bedroom was quite again.  I heard Sam tell Brandi he was heading home and that I was home.  I immediately heard her soft footsteps down the hall.  She came into sight, wearing only a bra.  "Hey baby."  

She froze when she saw Mike, her hands attempting to cover her boobs and crotch in reaction as she saw another person.  She blushed.  "Um, hi Mike.  Um, I need to put some clothes on."  

As she disappeared Mike looked at me. "Dude, when did she get those? Fuck, those are huge."  

"Just recently." 

Brandi reappeared wearing a robe, gave Mike a hug, gave me a kiss, then sat next to me.   Still disheveled from the fucking Sam had just given her, and a little more than surprised to see Mike the reality of the situation was hitting Brandi.  "So, when did you guys get back, just now?"

"No, we got back a while ago.  We saw Sam when he came to get a drink."  

Brandi's looked at me eyes wide, mouth open like she was gonna speak, but nothing came out.   "It's okay babe.  I just told him everything.  He knows."  I finally said.

Brandi blushed.  "Fuck babe.  Okay.  I was not expecting this tonight.  You heard?  You heard everything?  Mike, it's just for fun, it's a game, it's.........."

"It's okay Brandi.  You know I love both of you guys.  It's okay.  It's just.  Wow.  That's all."

Sam appeared from around the corner now, fully dressed.  "Sam this if our friend Mike.  Mike, Sam."  Brandi blurted out.

Mike gave a "Hey" and Sam nodded his head and announced he had to go home.  "I'll let you out."  Brandi said.

She got up and walked Sam to the door.  Before he left he gave her a deep kiss and grabbed her ass, no doubt showing off to us.  Brandi turned towards as he left and blushed again.  "Sorry, it's just weird with Mike here.  I was not expecting this."

Brandi came back to sit with us, we smoked again, and she stated asking question about his fiancee, Jen, who she knew and liked, but hadn't been in touch with recently.  The conversation flowed with the three of us like old friends catching up, forgetting, or ignoring everything that had just been seen, and least for a bit.  Brandi, calming her nerves, had quickly downed a very large vodka tonic and was getting relaxed with that and the weed.  By now, Mike had some time to process everything.  "Listen, I'm worried about you guys.  Honestly.  What we used to do was fun and exciting, but this, I don't know, this seems like a lot."  

"We're good.  I know this is all kind of crazy, but we're good.  Right baby?"  Brandi responded.  

"Yes, Mike, I know it's a lot.  You admitted yourself how hot it was.  Christ, you were rubbing your dick listening to Brandi and Sam fucking."

"I know, it was hot at the moment, but how much are you guys doing this.  Brandi, I just heard you beg a giant black man to breed you, and lots of other crazy shit.  If I wasn't here to hear and see it I don't think I would believe it.  Not to mention the gangbangs and other shit MJ told me.  It's crazy."  

"Dude, I know, it's some crazy shit."  

"Mike, please don't tell anyone.  We're just playing.  Please.  Not even Jen.  We don't want anyone to know about our lifestyle.  Promise?"  Brandi asked.

"I won't say anything.  She would not care anyway.  You guys gotta get a grip on this though.  It can't be healthy in many ways."  

"Don't be such a prude Mike, you didn't used to be.  Do you want to see my boobs?  You kind of already saw them anyway."  Considering Mike used to fuck Brandi regularly I did not think it was a big deal.

Brandi dropped her robe and undid her bra.  She was now completely naked in front of us.  "Fuck, those look great Brandi.  I mean they're big but perfect."  

"Don't be shy, you can touch them."

Brandi responded with a soft moan as Mike felt her tits.  

"Do you want to see the tattoo?"

"Definitely."

Brandi turned, exposing her ass and moving closer to him.  

"And what does it say?  MJ, didn't you say it means she loves chocolate or something?"

"My love of chocolate is forever and ever."  I responded.

"Is that for real?  So it means you love fucking black guys, right?  MJ, you told me she had decided to be black only.  Is that true?  You're pulling my leg right.  Listen, that's fine, I don't care anything about color.   Black only?  Does this mean you don't fuck white guys anymore?"

"Yes, I mean, I don't know.  It's just a thing.  It's just......it's different you know.................their dicks are bigger, and they are more dominant, and more aggressive, and they just fuck, and have rhythm, and like to share, and the skin contrast, it's just fucking good, I can't explain........I just love it! Yeah, fuck it, okay, I admit.  I only want to fuck black guys now.  There, it's out.  I only fuck black guys."  Brandi blurted out with her inhibitions now removed.  

Mike looked at me for a second with a look of "holly shit bro".  "Fuck, okay.  Listen, I'm not trying to upset you.  I'm just trying to understand what you are doing.  Brandi, you have a tattoo on your ass saying you love black guys, and you certainly seem to mean it.  On top of that you are only fucking black guys right now, and lots or them from the sound of it.  Again that's fine, but you are a married to a white guy.  Am I missing something?  Again I don't give a shit about color.  If you like black dick go for it.  Go fuck as many black guys as you can, but you are married to a white guy.  This seems crazy to me.  You know I love you guys.  I'm just worried.  Sorry if I was harsh, I just wanted to give you some tough love.  I want the best for you two.  I do."

"Tell him MJ, tell Mike you don't get my pussy anymore.  That's right Mike, MJ is a pussy free.  He's my cuckold now.  Sometimes I let him fuck me, but only when I feel bad for his little dinky.  I love MJ with all my heart but I love big black cocks."

"Oh shit.  Not now Brandi.  See Mike.  It's this game me play.  We're playing.  I like her teasing me.  We have a denial game where I have to give in.  We're managing.  It's a pretty addictive kink though.  I can't explain."  I jumped in.  

"Fuck dude, this is fucked. I don't even know what to say.  You guys are serious."

Mike had been caressing Brandi's tits since she had offered him a feel.  I'm not even sure he realized this.  Brandi then turned to Mike and gave him a big hug.  She looked up at him, they kissed.  It was gentle at first and then they stared making out. 

Mike backed away.  "Fuck Brandi, you're so fucking hot, even hotter than before.  I want you so fucking bad right now.  I'm getting married though."

"Mike, you're not married yet.  This is our secret.  Just like old times."  Brandi told him.  She started kissing him again and reached for his already hard cock. "Fuck me.  I want both of you to fuck me." 

"Fuck, let's just go to the bedroom and show this slut what we can do."  He said as he picked her up and carried her to the bedroom.  Mike stripped down and Brandi sucked his cock.  I got behind her and started licking her ass and pussy.  Sam had definitely fucked both her holes but only appeared to cum in her pussy.  There wasn't much left, but enough to taste it.  Mike was vocal and calling her a slut.  He asked for a condom.  I got him one without questions.  It was a strange moment where he didn't want to insult Brandi, but knew she had been around lately and didn't want to risk bringing something home to his fiancee.  I totally get it.  We switched positions and Mike put on the condom and slid into her.  

"Fuck Brandi, you're pretty loose now.  Now that pussy is broken in.  I always knew you were gonna be a slut for big cocks.  Sorry MJ, but I knew it from the start.  It just took a few years."

He was now slapping her ass.  "Tell me you love it slut."  Whack!  "Tell me how much you love big dicks in your loose tramp pussy."

He pulled out and got on his back.  "Let's double fuck her.  Tell us what you want slut?" 

"I want two cocks inside of me."

I got behind her and slid my cock in her pussy next to Mike's.  It really wasn't that hard to do.  

"Show me what you've got white boys."  Brandi taunted.  

"Still got plenty of room.  Mike, let's get something else for this sluts pussy."  I said as I I pulled out and grabbed a handful of dildos from the toy drawer.  

"This one will do."  

I grabbed one of the large black dildos.  It's over a foot long and 2 1/2 inches thick.  I lubed it up and slid it into Brandi's pussy next to Mike's cock.  Now Brandi was making some noise.  I tried to maneuver to guide my cock in but it was not possible.  I pulled the dildo out and grabbed an even bigger one.  This one was close to 3 inches across.  A little force and it popped into Brandi's pussy next to Mike's cock.  They both groaned.  

"Fuck, now that pussy is tight."  

So, here I was, Mike balls deep in my wife as she rides him and I'm fucking her with a dildo.  Pretty soon Brandi was having an orgasm.  After she was done I pulled the dildo out.  She rolled on her back and Mike was now fucking her on her back.  Her tits looked great bouncing as she sucked my cock.  Mike fucked her like this for a while and pulled out.  "Fucking condoms.  I can trust you guys right?"

"Yes, she just got tested recently."   

Mike pulled off his condom and Brandi was now sucking him and he hands and knees.  I started playing with her pussy.  I lubed up my hand and pushed my fingers at her pussy.  Just like that her pussy opened up and swallowed my fist.  It had been getting easier and easier to fist her.  

"Oh fuck yes."  Brandi squealed.  

"Fuck, are you fisting her?  Oh man that is hot.  What a slut you are Brandi.  What a big pussy slut."   He said as he slapped her ass again.  

Mike then came around to see me fisting her.  He stuck a finger in her ass.  "That's wild, I can feel your wrist. Can I try?"

I pulled my hand out.  I told him to lube up his hand and showed him the duckbill shape.  He slapped Brandi's ass.  Do you want me to fist you?

"Yes, please do."

Mike then slid his hand into Brandi's pussy.  "Holy fuck.  This is some wild shit.  I've seen it on porn before, but damn.  Insane."

He started gently fisting Brandi's pussy.  I did what any guy in this situations would do and went to get my phone to take pics or a vid.  Mike was the first guy besides me to fist Brandi.  When I cam back in the room Brandi was on her knees and elbows and Mike was fisting her.  He was picking up the pace occasionally calling her a slut or having her beg for it, and Brandi moaned and occasionally screamed.  His pace got faster and he was now fully fist fucking her.  He slapped her ass and pulled her on her back towards the end of the bed with her legs up.  This will give me a better view he said.  She held her legs back.  He was now full on pushing his fist all the way in and all the way out of her, leaving her pussy wide open each time.  Pretty soon Brandi was screaming and threw her legs together in a giant orgasm with Mike's hand still in her.  When she relaxed he pulled his hand out.  He pussy just stayed open.  

"Fuck Brandi, that was some hot shit.  You've come a long ass way."  

"I need a break and some water she said."

After a water break we were back at it.  Brandi was on her back sucking Mike while I licked her pussy.  This time Mike wanted to fuck her ass.  I got underneath her and in her pussy.  She was so loose after all the fucking and fisting.  It felt like warm water.

"Do you even feel him after all that?"  Mike asked.  

"Yes, I mean I know he's in, but it's not rubbing me in the right places."

"Tease me, it's okay"  I whispered to her.

"Honestly, I can't.  That's why I don't fuck his little dick anymore."  She started to ride me.  "See, nothing.  Now you see why I have my boyfriends.  They have real dicks."

She started riding me more aggressively and my cock slipped out.  "See, he's too small to even stay in, how is he gonna make me cum."

Mike laughed for a second.  "You guys are fucked."

"Grab a real size cock and put it in my pussy so you can fuck my ass."  Brandi told him.

Oh course Mike went for the giant 3 inch thick dildo.  He lubed it up and put it in her pussy next to my cock.  "Now, that's a dick I can feel."

Mike got behind her and started to ease into her ass.  "Fuck, it's tight back here."

"What did you expect, I'm a small person.  There is only so much room down there."

Mike had finally worked his cock into Brandi's ass and she was loving the triple penetration.  He worked into a pace and kept at it.  Mike announced he was going to orgasm soon.  Brandi said she was going to as well.  Mike held out for Brandi to cum and then he let go in her ass.  I wasn't getting a lot of movement during this position so just stayed put.  When Mike pulled out. Brandi started to ride the dildo with my cock along it.   It felt great.  He tits looked great.  "Fuck baby, you so nasty and dirty, and such a slut.  I fucking love you for it."  I came shortly after.

Brandi gave me a kiss.  She then got up, the dildo falling out and gave Mike a long kiss as well.  "That was fun.  Like old times, well, a little more dirty, but you know."  

"I needed that, we all did.  Fuck that was amazing."  I added.

"Yup, I don't even know what to say.  You guys are crazy.  Brandi you are amazing.  I always thought you were one of the best fucks ever, and you've only gotten better.  Definitely need to keep this quite though.  It never happened.  Right?  Jen would fucking leave me for sure."

"Of course, none of this happened tonight.  Jen can never know a thing about any of this for all of our benefit.  I'd really hate for her to find out about this."  Brandi finished.

After Mike went to bed Brandi and I chatted.  She told me one of the reasons she had't been keeping touch with Jen was because she had a big mouth and gossiped about everyone.  If Mike confided in her everyone she knew, which was a lot of the same people we did, would know.

"Did you just seduce Mike so he wouldn't tell Jen?"  

"Duh, of course.  He won't say a thing to Jen now.  Plus, Mike has a pretty big dick and fucks pretty good for a white guy.  It was fun.  I told you that I only fuck black guys now baby, unless I have to fuck a white guy in a pinch.  He fisted me pretty good though.  Maybe I'll let white guys use their hands and tongues from now on."  

Fuck does she know exactly how to push my buttons.  

Mike left early in the morning and popped his head in the door to say goodbye to both of us.  I have to admit the confession to Mike had me feeling a lot better, and having a threesome with him and Brandi like old times made me feel great.  It opened the dialog between Brandi and I the next day about what we both want and don't want, and I let her know how I had been feeling.  I had been feeling shitty about her frequency with Sam lately, her lack of interaction with the other guys, and my lack of involvement.   We are fixing all of those things, and have some things we're ironing out.  I feel better now than I had in weeks.   

That was the hottest post I have read in a while

[Terrycart79]

MJ, it’s definitely both of your faults, so don’t shoulder all of that blame. Brandi already had a thing for black guys & she even cheated on you (yes cheated) when you were dating and she was in college. You basically just opened the door and let the wild animal out of her cage. But you never tried to maintain control of the situation. Not saying she’s an animal that can be controlled. You just let shit escalate.

Like someone else said, there’s definitely an addiction involved here. It would probably be ok if she only fucked someone like once a week, but it’s going on too often. I’ve always dreamed of my wife being promiscuous & I get angst thinking about it, but I couldn’t handle her doing it 3,4,5 days a week with up to ten people. I wouldn’t even trust her to do that either because of emotional attachments.

Take this advice very seriously: you gotta start limiting the encounters. She doesn’t have to choose between you & her crazy porn sex life. She just needs to tone it down. If she can’t understand it then she needs counseling. No offense.

[mundyman]

This is one of the hottest threads going.
Big fake tits, a new tattoo, a sexual appetite that seemingly knows no bounds.
WOW!!!!
It seems that your communication is getting better. Following this thread it seems your angst builds up as you hold back Your feelings and thoughts from your wife; until you reach your limit and the damn bursts. You share your concerns, you rein in your wife a little bit, and equilibrium is brought back to your relationship.
Let’s face it, Brandi has always been a sexual animal if you go back and reread her younger years. What you’ve done is create a safe space for her to feed and satiate her sexual appetite. Not a bad thing as long as she realizes the Most important thing in this whole setup is you, and your relationship, not the endless supply of BBC she has seemingly tapped into.
I have two worries, one is that you(plural) do not continue to develop your communication as a couple. That you lose the ability to share your thoughts and concerns with each other so your relationship and it’s growth remains front and center. Second, I worry what Brandi will do and become the next time you leave for an extended business trip. She has shown the ability to keep things from you and a penchant for letting go and getting carried away once she gets her ‘cum face’ on (credit to xleglover). How deep into the hole would she go once her stable of men began to push her and encourage her.
Continued good luck. Whatever form your relationship takes, whatever you two do to get yourselves off is your business.
Enjoy the ride, together.
Thank you for taking time to share your journey and your amazing wife and life.