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by brandiandme » Mon Sep 21, 2020 7:03 am
Ours is not what you would call a normal relationship. Doing some self analyzing, there is a clearly a sadomasochistic side to me. I get off on the humiliation, not just of Brandi teasing me, but also of knowing I cannot please her like her bulls do. I am turned on by her craving to fuck other men, and not just one, but many. This is no doubt why I keep waffling back and forth on the denial thing. I've identified my biggest source of pain and worry as her being romantic with someone else. The physical thing doesn't bother me, but the emotional thing does. I need to know I'm the only one for her emotionally.
New rules, well, more like guidelines we implemented after the weekend with Mike. The whole thing with Sam had made me jealous. It wasn't just the frequency of sex, but sleeping over, going out, etc. Anyway, no more than 2 sessions per week with any one guy. No more sleeping in the same bed, either, and no more going out on a one on one date. I'm okay with her going out with a group of guys though. I know, it makes no sense except that I see a one on one date as romantic. These were not imposed by me, but agreed upon by both of us. Brandi is in complete agreement and wants me to be happy and not feeling bad and reiterated that she is only in it for the sex. I feel better about her fucking 7 different guys in a week than one guy 7 times in a week. She admitted her favorite guys were the more dominant ones. That shows with her current regulars, as all except are that way, with the exceptions of Chris. I thought she could get on a rotation where it's a different guy almost every day. She likes this idea as she loves variety. We also discussed what gets me going. I love her taunting me and getting me all worked up to just tell me I'm not allowed to fuck her. She has been doing a lot more of this. Someone had asked a while back what the safe word is. It's totally arbitrary but it's "orange". If I want to give up that's the word. She will relent and stop the game. I have not used it yet. Does she initiate sex with me? Yes, she will ask me to go down on her all of the time. She loves her pussy being licked just about as much as she loves a huge cock fucking it. And tease me she will.
I was also really itching to see her in a gangbang situation as it had been months now since her last one. Well, she did have the night with Brandon and his 3 friends last month. They more ran a train on her. but I guess it depends what you consider a gangbang. I never elaborated on it, but here's the summary. They were hanging at Brandon's place after the night out and had just smoked. She had gone to the bathroom and as soon as she stepped out DeShawn was there to greet her. She said they kissed for a moment and he led her to a bedroom. She sucked and started fucking him. She said the door was wide open and every once in a while one of the guys would look in and comment. She said when DeShawn was done he actually yelled out "Who's next?" It was never even a questions and just expected that they were all going to fuck her. One of Brandon's other friends was next, then his other friend, and lastly Brandon who only ass fucked her. She said DeShawn came in towards the end and wanted to ass fuck her as well, so he fucked her a second time, this time in the ass. I do sometimes worry about what some of the guys think of her. She's a sweet girl who gets off on dirty sex. I don't want them to think she is just a whore they can pass around throw away. She's not.
I do appreciate the advice and feedback and occasionally follow it. For instance, I have upped my romantic game and we have at least one romantic night out each week. It ends with sex but I have not penetrated her. We are still playing the denial game and neither wants to lose. So, we have oral sex with each other but I have not been fucking her.
Anyway, here goes. Things had been status quo and "normal" for us anyway until this past weekend. Further down the road we go. We attending a Qos sex party, my first one. Brandi had to get a test just before the party as were all the guests. This was to be a bareback event. It was like the first party Martin had brought Brandi to months ago when I was still away. There were 4 couples and 13 guys, all fucking huge btw (no smaller than 8 I'd say, and one guy every bit as big as Martin who rivaled Sam, who is a very thick 10 inches), not including the husbands, more than 3 bulls for each woman. Brandi fucked all on 13 guys, including 7 new ones, her first new guys in a month, as Martin, D, and 4 others were repeats. The guys absolutely love her tattoo and her new boobs, and Brandi loved playing the part. She is playing at a new level now. Not that she's acting much, she is what she is. Besides her new real tattoo, she had on her usual temp Qos, and had also found some temp black owned barcode tattoos. The guys ate it up. It was crazy. Brandi said two couples were from the last party, and the new couple was actually hosting the party.
The house was huge. Each woman had her own bedroom. It was a complete whirlwind. It started innocently enough, but before I knew it, Brandi was in "her" large bedroom with D and two other guys, and before long a 4th was in the room. I sat and watched as guys came and went. I drank to ease my nerves, but did not get drunk, and we had both done some edibles earlier. There was a lot of shit talk too. Shit like "Tell you're husband you love my big black dick. Tell him." Which she did. This was a complete stranger and happened to be the guy with the massive 10 incher. It escalated from there. They humiliated her and me. Occasionally, one of the other husbands, fully dressed would come in watch a little, and even two of the wives. The sex was dirty too. Lot's of double penetrations, including double vaginal and double anal. Most of the time she had 3-4 cocks around her. There was a break for bathroom and drink, but it was almost nonstop. From my count 8 guys had already fucked her. Three had cum, one in her mouth and two on her tits. At one point I walked around to check out the other wives and the rest of the place. I saw one woman getting a spitroast as her husband watched, and another one was in her room with just one guy. I heard other people in the main living area where it had started and drinks were. There was the other couple, the other husband, and 5 of the guys including Martin all chatting. Brandi happened to have a room close enough to the main area where you could still hear some of the actions coming from our room.
"She doesn't come up for air does, she? I've had 8 guys, right honey (she said as she turned towards her husband), tonight and I think I'm at my limit. She's gonna be exhausted." The woman said.
"Youth". The other husband laughed. "I bet Trish will keep going too. She's a trooper, but she works at a slower pace." This was the husband of the wife who was alone in the room with one guy.
I went back to our room, standing just inside the door. Sure enough, the other 5 guys were in the room, which included D. Two in her pussy, one in her mouth, and one in each hand. D was on bottom and had his cock in her pussy next to another guys. He has always been vocal and borderline with myself and Brandi. Tonight the gloves were completely off. "C'mon, let's all cum in this slut and knock her up. Is that what you want Brandi?"
"Yes, please, fuck me."
"Tell us what you want?"
"I want you to cum in me."
"You want us to knock you up, you want a black baby?"
"Yes. I want a black baby, fucking cum in me!" Brandi screamed as she came, clearly and loudly enough for it to echo down the hall and through the big house. Almost everyone heard.
Before long, her audience had grown. D said something about seeing if they could knock her up even though she was on the pill, so all the guys knew she was on birth control. Now most of the guests were in the room and watching. Brandi was oblivious to what was happening in the rest of the room. She was focused on the cocks working her over. First the guy fucking her from behind came, then another took his place, D still in her pussy. He fucked her until he came. Then D flipped her on her back and started fucking her. She alternated between stroking and fucking two other guys. D came next. The next guy took his place. One of the other guys that had come in the room took his place at her head. The next guy came, another one jumped in from the onlookers. The dirty talk continued with Brandi asking them to cum in her and give her a black baby. By the time it was over, 8 guys had cum in her pussy over the span of maybe 20 - 25 minutes. The room had mostly emptied out now leaving D, two other guys and two couples. After the last guy pulled out her eyes came into focus on me as I approached her. She was panting and a total fucked out mess. "Oh my god that was intense, I don't think I stopped cumming. It was like one long orgasm."
I bent down to kiss her. "I love you."
"Are you going to go down on her?" The husband wearing no pants, a t shirt, and a cock cage said.
"What, umm, no."
"Do you mind, I mean, if it's okay with you guys?"
"Sorry guys, he loves creampies, he can't help himself right now." The wife said.
"Ah, I don't care I guess. You?" I asked Brandi.
She giggled. "I could use some help cleaning up."
The guy got between her legs and stated eating away, not just licking her pussy, but licking up and swallowing all the semen he could find, and there was a ton of it. Brandi's pussy was wide open and filled with cum. It was all over her crotch, and leaking from her leaving a puddle on the bed. Honestly in turned my stomach a little. I've tasted a bit of semen here and there. That is bound to happen when you're wife is fucking other men, but this was over the top. The guy went at it for a few minutes before he was satisfied. Shortly, after, we were alone. I had already cum earlier jerking off while watching her, but was hard as a rock again. She teased me about wanting to fuck her. I tried to and she said, "No, you are not allowed to stick your little dick inside of me, I'm not gonna feel it anyway."
She ended up giving me a blowjob after some more teasing. No safe word from me though. I didn't last long I was so worked up. We went home not long after that. While we continue to have sex, I have not entered her in over 3 weeks now. She did find a new playmate from the party, James, the guy with the massive dick who started the shit talking to me. She is planning to see him soon. I thought D got off on fucking women in front of their husbands, but this guy takes it to a whole other level. We talked a lot yesterday about the party. She said the whole pregnant baby thing she did not mean, but it felt incredibly dirty and wrong to be doing and saying that, and it was a caught up in the moment thing. We are not ready for a baby yet, and we really do want it to be mine when we are ready.
Things are very much still ebb and flow with us. It's like manic periods of crazy sex and lots of guys followed by down periods with time off. On top of that, D asked to borrow her as his date to another sex party. He's come through with some great new friends for Brandi in the last past so she's all in. I think he just wants to show off his young hottie. The good news is that we are going to Jamaica next month, finally making up for our cancelled trip. Some time away with just the two of us will be great. It's been a whirlwind of sexual craziness. Granted there have been slow weeks here and there, especially after the surgery, but it's hasn't really slowed down.
Here is another hotwife stats update. I have been calling her my little black cock slut. Of the 123 guys, 64 have been black now, meaning she's now had sex with more black guys than white guys in her lifetime. It took her 9 years to fuck to 59 white guys, but only the last 10 months to fuck 64 black guys. She has all but stopped fucking white guys considering she just discovered chocolate. In the last 10 months 64 black guys, and 12 white guys, in the last 5 months 49 black guys and 2 white guys, but in just the last month 20 black guys in 14 total encounters, and 2 white cocks in one encounter (Mike and I fucked her on 8/29). Someone asked about her making it to 100 guys in the first year for our one year anniversary. It's not impossible as she only has 25 more to go. It's a hot idea. Still in disbelief of what has happened since last November. She has fucked 75 guys since then. No way I would have thought that possible when we were having discussion around a year ago about her starting to do this, and never expected that she'd be only fucking black men. Not sue what my expectations were, but I thought maybe start with 2 or 3 and see where it goes.
Total all time 123 men
since starting hotwifing on 11/2/19 she's fucked 75
20 total gangbangs (4 or more guys)
btw - new approved avatar pic. Her ass is so good.