Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?

[mrs_reese]

Hubby was watching March Madness when he wrote the article. I wish he wouldve finished what he was trying to say!
What eventually ended up happening went like this:

I was very social to hubby and my gf and her husband. Mike was introduced as our friend who loves to dance with me.
It's not like We both proclaimed that he is my lover! I sensed that my gf had an idea of my situation with Mike but it didnt come up!

Walking Mike back to his car was just that, we kissed, I grabbed his penis and told him that I was in love with it and I purposely wanted Mike to want me like hubby. I dont want him to think HE owns my pussy!

Telling him that it was hubby's night, Mike understood after some resistance.

Hubby and I had fantastic sex that night! I told hubby that I was in love with Mike and that I wanted him as much as I wanted hubby! Of course the fireworks went off when I told hubby that!

He has asked me 100 times if I love Mike.
I wont answer him.
April 2nd Mike moves in with us for 10 days!
Yipee!

[BallSpanking]

Yeeehaw!!
Happy riding!

[Aynsley]

So Mrs. R., you REJECTED Mike in favor of Hubby, Saturday.

I can see where Mr. R. liked that .

Good for you guys. You're an inspiration.

[mrs_reese]

Thanks Mr.A, btw the pic of your wife looks lovely!

[mrs_reese]

Hubby seems to be pushing the fact that it is so erotic for him if I fall in love with Mike.
I wont say I am or not to hubby, it seems to drive him crazy!
I love teasing him.
Oh, one more thing, OUR sex Saturday night was one of the best moments that I have ever had sexually.
Not to sound arrogant, but hubby and I know how to push the buttons so wildly that sex gets better and better over the years!
xoxo

[aemn711]

Hubby seems to be pushing the fact that it is so erotic for him if I fall in love with Mike.
I wont say I am or not to hubby, it seems to drive him crazy!
I love teasing him.....

I'd like Mr and Mrs R to comment on whether they think Mrs R can really control whether she falls in love with her male studs de-jur. I've always thought a woman has little control over that, but when she falls its very hard for her to undo it. Is Mrs R such a sophisticated HW that she can now turn on/off falling in love like a light switch?

I'd be very interested in the Rs comments or anybody elses that has an opinion.

[BallSpanking]

That is why people try to push the limits of the envelope, to live as a libertine amidst a society that castigates it (and ever lesser freedoms), it takes a confident, dedicated, and intelligent woman to navigate this bronco ride on the wild side... but I do get the gist of your question.
Is it a possibility that prolonged intimate and erotic contact with Mike could make Mrs Reese fall hard for Mike?
Sure.

That is the challenge, the fun, the thrill of the forbidden, and the juice that lubricates the willing... lol!

Lucky Mike!

[mrs_reese]

BS and Aemn,

I loved reading both of your posts.
BS, you are so right with the possibilities and forbidden thoughts.
I know this, I am trying hard to keep my feelings in check.
Hubby as been losing his mind with the thought of me falling in love with Mike.
He seems so secure more than the past lovers.
Mike is different than any other lover and I think it's because of his lack of possessiveness that other loves displayed than has allowed hubby to feel free to let go of his alpha ego and his insecurities of possibly losing me to a lover.
Even though we both consider our marriage very secure, almost untouchable, there is always that threat that one day a man will take me away from the devotion and undeniable committment that I have to my husband.


Aemn, I hope this helps you understand my current feelings.

With Mike, he is my fantasy, he is the man who i feel safe with, the man who can take me away from being a mom and wife, take me away from discussing life, bills, obligations, issues and everything else that comes with a marriage.
I am keeping my feelings in check. But it is impossible for me to not feel some love for this man.
I feel comfortable for the 1st time ever!
I can find myself possibly ONE day wanting to share my love and life with Mike and hubby.
Time will tell.

[mrs_reese]

From a suggestion(thanks Ballspanking)
When Mike is with me for the week, I will not wear my wedding ring as a sign of committment to Mike.
I want him to know that there is a possibility that he can have me, like my husband does for a long time.
I will be exclusive to him during that week.
Hubby will not be with me intimately.
Oh, he will have cleanup duties that is for sure!

[aemn711]

From a suggestion(thanks Ballspanking)
When Mike is with me for the week, I will not wear my wedding ring as a sign of committment to Mike.
I want him to know that there is a possibility that he can have me, like my husband does for a long time.
I will be exclusive to him during that week.
Hubby will not be with me intimately.
Oh, he will have cleanup duties that is for sure!

This is awesum you two - it sounds like Mr R had as much to do with the long term ownership as you do Mrs R. Mr R will definitely be tested and taunted to the edge of extreme angst and desire for you. This should be a thrilling ride for both of you. I still think you need to keep track of how many times Mr R is forced to spill is cum outside of you while Mike is taking you with his big bare cock and cumming inside of you.

BTW - I PMd you with another suggestion

[BallSpanking]

Ms Reese,

Would you to tell us more about what kinds of things you want to happen during Mike's special week?

Just curious!?

[mrs_reese]

Thursday afternoon my child will be leaving for Disney and I will have Mike all to myself on Thursday evening.
I will be sure to post.
Hubby's last day with me is Tuesday, then he will be shutout until Mike leaves.
I am sure that hubby is on cloud 9 right now, wondering how he is going to survive without me for a week.

Ballspanking, I have decided to keep my wedding ring off my finger in Mike's presence.
I have also decided to really torment hubby, by denying him all of me until Mike leaves.
I want to play more of the role I played before with a few of my previous lovers.
I love watching hubby transform from alpha to sub.
Cleaning me, preparing me at times, and getting Mike ready for me at times will be his duties.
All of this will just be more erotic and exciting for both of us when hubby is allowed to re-claim me.
xoxo

[aemn711]

Dear Rs,

The anticipation of the ring ceremony and everything that is to follow must be amazing. Please share your thoughts and excitement for what is to come. I especially would like to hear Mr R openly express his desire for the denial and angst that is about to take place. He should be 24 hours into his denial at this point know Mrs R is getting hornier by the minute for Mike to take her. Mrs R please chime in with thought of your desire as to what you want to feel.

Best,

Aemn

[reese]

Hey everyone!
I have been denied. My wife and I have been kindof avoiding each other. The more I look at her the more I doubt my decision at times...and the more I want her. So in my twisted mind, if I avoid contact with her(and I have...and she understands why I am doing this) I can survive this crazy hotwife encounter that is about to begin tomorrow.
Mike is moving in Thursday, we both thought April 2nd was the day, but tomorrow is the day.
My wife's daughter is leaving tomorrow morning to Disney, and the house will be without children.
I am very nervous...only because thinking back of everyone my wife has been with intimately, Mike is NOT the type that has pushed her away like the other's have. He is not jealous, he isnt pushy or manipulating. He is very handsome, and allows my wife to call the shots! My wife on the other hand has never really expressed her desire over another man like she does with Mike. I will admit, that most of her talk to me and written on line was to arouse me..to awaken my crazy sexual appetite...and even though there was truth to the things she would feel and say about her other lovers, I always knew that NO man would or could fuck her like me.
That all has changed now. With Mike, he is my equal sexually. |
At times, I believe that he is more powerful as a lover than me. Only because he is new, larger than me( I am ok with that..even though it kills me inside) and a very good lover to my wife.
The formal presentation....my wife has a plan. She wont tell me anything. I believe that she will have her gf over to witness eveything. I also believe she will be sharing Mike with her. Remember L? She is involved.
I do know that I will be completely denied my wife. I have been already and it is killing me.
My wife has even hinted that I wont have my care package...nylons, shoes, panties.
I have no idea how I am going to survive all of this!!

[BallSpanking]

LOL!
Great, guys!
Keep us posted, please!

[aemn711]

Dear Mr R,

I suspect Mike's cock is still in your wife this morning but you are in the throws of cucky angst with that pain in your gut. Please do share how the proceeding went last night.

Amen

[mrs_reese]

Last night, my love Mike and I spent the night relaxing, and moving him into my bedroom.
There was no ceremony as we planned on waiting until tonight.
I have a few good ideas and yes, L will be over later to conduct the ceremony.
Mike and I made love last night, as hubby was away with a few friends watching the hockey game.
When hubby came home he looked horny as ever and I told him that Mike and I made love earlier, hubby high fived Mike and told him that he was excited for this week. Mike shared the same opinion. All went well, we talked for a while, I made some nacho's and after eating we all went our separate ways, hubby sleeping in the guest bedroom and Mike and I sharing the master bedroom. I told hubby how much I loved him and even told him that he could sneak into the room once we were asleep so he could masterbate to my feet while I sleep.
That is one activitiy that I promised hubby, as long as Mike and I are asleep, he may come into our room and jack off while playing with my feet(the man loves my scent and taste).
Kinky? Yes, I love that my man is that way.
But tonight, he will take on a new level of a cuckold.
xoxo

[kcpa]

Mike and I made love last night, as hubby was away with a few friends watching the hockey game.

Now call me foolish but not thinking I could have been too focused on a hockey game while this was in progress, LOL. Mr Reese has to be the most secure strongest man ever.

[reese]

Last night:
L arrived at my home with my wife and Mike.
They all were out for lunch, sharing a few drinks and then came back to the house.
I was asked to be home at 6pm.
Immediately, Mike asked if I was ready to become their cuckold all week.
Play acting mode was in effect I assumed, L asked me if I was ready for this right after she gave me a big wet kiss.
They all were somewhat intoxicated from the lunch and it lightened the mood.
L asked that I kneel down. She poured Canadian Club from the bottle into my mouth. I love a shot..but this was a little more than that, my wife telling me to share their buzz because I will need to relax.
My cock was hard with excitement....just wondering what was going to happen next was erotic to me.
My wife told L to proceed, as I was kneeling, I noticed my wife and Mike sitting on the couch, my wife with her legs wrapped over Mike's. They looked so comfortable together. L asked that I remove my wedding ring as I did. She took the ring and told me that I was not to wear it until Mike leaves the house next week. L asked if I was ready to obey the rules of this engagement, as I told her yes, she asked that I sit on the couch in between Mike and my wife. L then asked Mike and my wife if they were ready to be husband and hotwife for the week. L asked Mike if he loved my wife, he answered yes, she asked the same of my wife and she answered yes, that she was in love with mIke. There was my answer that I wanted to know...She was in love with him. How could she not be? He is the perfect partner for our hotwife encounters.
My wife gave L her wedding ring and L informed both my wife and I that she will keep the rings until Mike leaves next week.
Mike and my wife were asked to stand up and together they professed their love and committment to each other not just for this week but forever! That was so erotic for me, hearing that...and not being sure if this was play acting or real!

[reese]

Part2.
L asked that they both consumate this hotwife commitment by performing sex. But the oddest thing occurred, she asked that I present both Mike and my wife to each other. Confused, we were all led into the bedroom. We all were asked to strip naked. I did as I was told. Giving up control...this was very hot for me.....not knowing what was to be expected next was also very stimulating to me. I was told to kneel again. Looking up at L...she asked that I prepare my wife for her husband. My wife lay on the edge of our bed...and spreading her legs...I licked her unbelievable pussy. I missed it so much..each time I would indulge in her pussy...licking deeply, Mike would stop me..telling me that this is his pussy..and my only responsibility was to lick her to prepare his wife for his cock. That almost sent me over the edge. These guys I would find out later prepared for this moment but rehearsing the events that were unfolding before my eyes.
As my wife kept calling for Mike..begging for his cock....L came over to me and stroked my cock. I was still kneeling as she bent over and stroked me. I could her my wife begging still...asking for Mike...hearing Mike tell her that he cant wait to make her baby..to be her husband...with L jacking off my cock..i came right away. L put her fingers in my mouth and told me to clean her fingers. Fortunately for me...I was still excited..I didnt lose that edge that is usually lost when you have an orgasm. Next, L asked that Mike come over to me. My wife and L both told me to stroke Mikes cock. Like usual, I was somewhat hesitant. Not caring at this point...I stroked Mike until his huge cock was hard....next L came over to me and put her hands over my head and told me to suck my ex wifes husband. I did..as embarrassed as I am to write this...I was again caught up in a erotic moment..not thinking..I sucked his cock.....in a frenzy...Mike pulled his cock out of my mouth,..and mounted my wfe as she lay in our bed.

[RGB49FL]

Wow, what a hot fucking ceremony.

[reese]

I had a couple requests in personal email to continue with the events that unfolded on Friday night:

As Mike mounted my wife and fucked her, L asked both of them if they are ready to be husband and hotwife together...it seemed to intensify the moment for both of them, my wife let out a few loud screams in orgasm, Mike followed with a long grunt as he told my wife that he is making her baby. These baby comments I found confusing, only because my wife has never ever talked about that during sex play. On a side note, it was incredibly humuliating to hear my wife wanting to have Mike's baby...humuliating and very intense! As soon as both orgasmed, L walked over to my wife and told her how much she loved her as well and started to kiss my wife, very passionately. Not knowing what to expect next, I instinctly went over to my wife's pussy and started to clean her, tasting her cum and Mike's as well.
For the next few moments, everyone lay in exhaustion..everyone except L. She was very horny and told everyone that the ceromony is now complete, but she needed to have an orgasm. My wife and L continued to kiss with my wife licking L as she used a silver bullet to orgasm. My wife asked that I lick L to clean her up. We lay on our bed for a while and Mike told my wife that he wanted to fuck her again. This time he asked that I leave the room as he wanted his wife all to himself.
I left...but didnt like it one bit. MY edge was gone..Mike being younger probably can orgasm 100 times in a night! LOL!
L came out and asked me if everything was ok. I told her how HOT everything was..and that I was into all of this...only for a week. She told me that it was so exciting to watch me suck Mike's cock...I avoided that discussion as embarrassment set in only because that is something I have no desire to do...but somehow I submit to only with the urging of my wife.

[reese]

L asked what went thru my mind as i was sucking my wife's lovers cock!
Telling her..it was all about the moment..and hearing how my wife responds when I do that...L asked me if I enjoy it.
I honestly told her..that I go into a zone...a BLACK zone..where everything is in slow motion....it's a very surreal moment...where I hear nothing but my wife's voice..and never really think about the act of sucking another mans cock..but the way I feel..being cuckolded and losing control. Tasting his cum...it really disgusts me as I write this..but to all hotwife husbands...you have to know what I am saying...its not about the act...but about sharing the moment with my wife....listening to her...losing control to my wife and her lover...the act of humuliation...and losing my wife..its so powerful...the orgasm that results for me.....it is mind altering!
I reach for more powerful orgasms everytime I play with my wife during our hotwife encounters.
I am not sure what is in our future...but for the next week..the torment and angst that I feel is unbearable.
I have never reached to this level...as I write this, my wife and mike are asleep.
They shared the morning together....breakfast, and hanging out. I joined them for breakfast...but it is like I do not exist to my wife..she is so into being with Mike right now. THAT feeling of rejection...which isnt rehearsed...it is a very empty feeling.
There is no turning back for my wife at this moment..i know that I have her uncommited love..but she is truly very into Mike right now...I have never seen her this happy and excited to be a hotwife.
By the way. They went out last night...I was home alone resting..watching basketball to take my mind of this moment...

[reese]

When they arrived home...we all taked for a while...and again this is such a crazy feeling..as they said goodnight to me...they went into MY bedroom to watch videos..laying in bed, holding each other...later, I could hear the bed rock with the sounds of fucking...me alone in my thoughts...listening to my wife love her new pretend husband. THat alone makes her very aggressive and horny..to play act with Mike, acting as his wife...its all make believe....and my wife's imagination has gone to the most extreme levels....its amazing to watch her..to lose her...to hear her loving another man whom we both trust.
I wanted to jack off so bad...listening to them fuck.....but I didnt...hoping that she would call me into their marital bed...to clean up..to maybe have sex with her....but that didnt happen. My denial is at the peak of the mountain..throughout all my hotwife encounters..this is the worst I have ever felt with denial.
Around 2am, I could hear the breathing was heavy..they both were asleep. I know my wife, once she falls asleep, she will not awaken that easily.
So...........sneaking into their bedroom, I striped naked, not caring at this point if Mike woke up( if he did...game over).
I pulled down my shorts and started to stoke my cock..tasting my wife's feet..her scent...lightly kissing them.
IN a very humuliating moment, here my wife lay in another mans arms..probably full of his cum...hoping she is still on birth control....I breathed in the scent of her feet which was in scandals that night...orgasming very hard AGAIN...knowing that this is all I get for the next 7 days.
After cleaning up, I walked back out of the room...and fell asleep in the guest bedroom..night over!

[mrs_reese]

Hi,
My turn.
I dont have a lot of time, Mike is in the shower, hubby is downstairs watching tv.
Hubby and I are in a strange place right now. We are acting like we dont know each other. He is so jealous and confused.
I want to call this off right now! I dont like feeling sorry for hubby. He is being such a team player and I am not sure if this fantasy of ours is getting too carried away. Mike is wonderful, but REALLY? I am not his wife, I dont want his baby, and living with us is really weirding me out right now. NO one knows how to act! This was a great idea, dont get me wrong, Mike and I are having a lot of fun, hubby too. But sexually, that is all. And right now, if I have one more sex moment with Mike, I am going to scream. I need a break. I will tell Mike to back off somewhat tonight. I want to hold my hubby and I will tonight. He will want to make love to me but I am so sore, I need a break.
Help me guys, what do you think about all of this? Give me some sanity!